and then i suddenly realize

i heard somebody verbally whimper a meak “oh no” as merlin was suddenly and abruptly blown to kingdom come and then i realized with sad, hot tears streaming down my pallid face that it was me. my heart was broken. my houseplants were all dead and my toilet was clogged.

anonymous asked:

Do you think that the movie is long enough? I mean isn't the part of the movie where they're finally together too short? And is there a lot of scenes of Elio and Oliver doing casual couple things?

The part of the movie where they are finally together is short, like the book, but that is the entire point. 

“I suddenly realized that we were on borrowed time, that time is always borrowed, and that the lending agency exacts its premium precisely when we are least prepared to pay and need to borrow more.”

In the film they acknowledge how much time they wasted that summer and there is urgency in all the scenes that follow because time is running out. 

Like Aciman, Luca didn’t come to play. The plot is airtight. There is no time for casual couple things. They are trying to make the most of their last moments together. Like Elio and Oliver the viewer/reader is desperately clinging to every last hour and minute that they have.   

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Pidge the pigeon got a slice of bread stuck around her neck yesterday, so she asked other pigeons of Instagram to do the #breadslicechallenge to help her feel less embarrassed. Miu was very happy to participate!

OK so since @tom-hiddleston-god-of-mischief and other people showed interest, I bumped up my schedule and so…

Here is my ‘Craig is totally gay and was in love with the MC in college’ post!

So, first off- this is Craig Cahn and the thing that made me first think that he was gay instead of bi. (And fyi I am a Bi myself, so this is more headcanoning and exploring character and not trying to stomp on other headcanons, jsyk.)

Yeah the very first time we met. But look- divorces do happen, and do happen in a chill manner. But… let us note a couple things. One, the divorce literally only happened ‘last year’. Which could mean anywhere from (assuming this is the spring due to college letters and school timetables) 12+ to only 3-ish months ago depending on what counts as ‘last year’.

You only get a SECOND of him being uncomfortable while breaking the news before he is on even ground and is like ‘yeah it’s old news and everything is in perfect order now’. AND THE DIVORCE HAPPENED EITHER WHILE SMASHLEY WAS PREGNANT OR JUST HAD RIVER. Now, this could be a him lying, except… it’s never really brought up again as a thing? Like, we deal with Mat’s feelings for his dead wife, Joseph’s failing marriage, and etc but despite how recent it was we are lead to believe their divorce was perfectly amicable despite the timing.  (Now placing a cut here because this gets long and has more pics.)

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so my mom works at pre-school style program run by an occupational therapy clinic for young kids with ADHD and/or Autism who are either unable to attend or have gotten kicked out of “normal” pre-school. the aim of the program is to teach them simple self-regulation behaviors so that they can return to a school environment, be it special-ed or with all the other students. having both of those disorders, i sometimes am able to help them tweak the program to be more affective and yesterday I had a little idea thats honestly going to change everything, even for me.

TUMMY-CHECK

when children get upset, they learn to excuse themselves to go to the calm down corner until they can regulate themselves better. i came up with the idea that before they are allowed to go back to class they have to ask themselves three things:

  1. Am I hungry?
  2. Am I sick?/Does it hurt?
  3. Do I need to use the bathroom?

because honestly??? as a person with both ADHD and Autism, my body doesnt tell me that stuff. I have to actively think, “do I need this or am i that” because my body isn’t processing the internal sensory input of my stomach and bladder. it gets to a point where i get very angry and very upset and stand up to go storm off and then suddenly realize, im not upset, i just really need to pee. or even, im not angry at all, im just kinda hungry. I even mentioned this idea to my therapist today, who’s son has ADHD, and she’s going to implement it for him too, since he often wont notice until it’s too late.

anyway, if you or a child you’re looking after or whoever are upset and cant figure out why, try doing a tummy check, because sometimes the fix can be that simple and our bodies just don’t tell us that information until we ask <3

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AU where everything is the same except the shield is an artifact like Mjolnir. Maybe it’s a long-lost Asgardian thing, maybe it’s some other non-Earth object. Point is, the shield is enchanted so that it only obeys the will of the wielder if their primary goal is protection. It’s just about impenetrable, can absorb any shocks, and strong enough to cut through or destroy just about anything–which would make it a perfect weapon, if anyone could figure out how to fucking use the thing. It doesn’t obey any laws of physics or movement as we know it, and SSR spends years experimenting with it until they finally give up and stick it in a crate somewhere. 

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i can’t believe i never drew these edgy losers back when Possession came out

I think I’m part of a generation that suddenly realized that change could come and that we should all participate. I have the feeling that we’re kind of like a teenager country – we’re still finding out who we are – but at least we’re not a kid anymore and that brings me hope. I’m not saying if it’s good or bad where we are today; but it’s not the same (as it was). It can’t be.

Give You What You Like [Stiles Lacrosse Week]

author: @sincerelystiles
pairing: stiles x reader
word count: 2,781

warnings: kissing, teasing, swearing, bondage, daddy kink, 

authors note: so this is my fic for stiles lacrosse week for @sarcasticallystilinski and @rememberstilinski, this would have been posted earlier but i’ve been super busy, but it’s finally here. also, listen to this song on repeat !!

summary: reader misses stiles’ final lacrosse game in which he scores the winning points. but, she has other ways to make it up and congratulate him. 


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Slight Changes || Park Jimin

Originally posted by lonastic

Word Count: 1.9k

Genre: Angst/Fluff


“You can’t be serious Y/N, it wasn’t even my fault.” You ignored Jimin’s voice as you stormed away from him and walked into the kitchen. The only thing you wanted to do right now was get away from him, but it seemed that no matter how far you got from him he would just appear right behind you again.

“Yes, Jimin, I am serious. What would make you think otherwise?” Your tone was bitter, anger flooding through you and exiting in the form of words. There was no other way for you to release it so you just had to deal with trying your best to stay calm and not completely flip out on your boyfriend. Jimin sighed loudly before speaking again, causing you to turn around and look at him.

“She was just a fan, fan’s get close. It’s not my fault.” He argued. You rolled your eyes, feeling more anger rise at the fact that he was trying to defend himself over this. The picture had been all over twitter and it seemed that ARMY’s were going crazy over it. They had been tweeting it at you, waiting for some kind of reaction, but you held back until the moment he got home and you could confront him about it.

“It’s your fault that you didn’t try to ask her to move, and it’s your fault that you didn’t mention me, you know, your girlfriend.” You said.

“God you always get like this.” Jimin’s tone surprised you, and you couldn’t help but feel a little taken aback by his words. There wasn’t anything about it that was very different, just a slight undertone of frustration that you weren’t used to. Jimin was always calm with you, even now while you were practically yelling at you he was keeping his normal tone.

“What do you mean I always get like this?” You asked.

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consider watching black sails

it’s a tv show that is a treasure island prequel, so it’s a pirate show but it’s also so much more than that. it’s 4 seasons long and just ended so I can finally recommend it without fear of regretting it. it has

  • lgb representation (5 characters, 4 mains, spoiler: only one of them dies)
  • well written female characters who get to interact with each other!! very often while watching s4 I would see 2 women talk to each other and be important to the plot and I would just suddenly realize how rare that is in other shows
  • sex workers who are written like human beings (and spoiler: manage to leave that behind)
  • amazing writing in general
  • gorgeous cinematography
  • GREAT soundtrack
  • complex characters!!!! 
  • gay love is the center of the show
  • LESBIAN PIRATE
  • GAY PIRATE

warnings: rape tw for season 1, and it’s a pirate show so it can get violent and bloody

feel free to add anything, it’s past 1am so forgive me if i’m forgetting stuff