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I can protect myself! I always have!
—  Emori

But think about ti. She always has. The world has made her ruthless since she was born for nothing more than how she was born. They’ve hated her, forsaken her, wanted to kill her. And she’s fought tooth and nail to take care of herself, to make sure she survives. The world has never loved her so why should she love it. Even her brother left her eventually. But … but not John. Not John whose probably as broken as her and is just trying to make her smile with fragments of what a man should be. Not John who would sacrifice anything even himself for her. 

jessicakimba  asked:

Idk if i should message this or if you even answer but I really need to rant. Why do people force us to be social, or tell us to smile or they think we are afraid of them just because we keep our distance ? Im not comfortable around new people and i take my time to get used to them. Tday I had someone telling me to smile and to come closer and he was pushing so hard. I get why but if people see u r uncomfortable then why would they keep pushing?? I just dont understand. .. and I hate it...

@jessicakimba, thanks for ranting to us. It really makes our day. It can be increasingly annoying to have people push you. Especially if you just told them that you don’t want anything to do with them. To be told to “be more social” is one of the worst things to be told by someone on the outside refusing to look in. I hope you feel better and I hope you remain adamant in the face of extroverted society. Always here to lend and ear if you want to talk again! :-)

anonymous asked:

seeing that pic of him and D makes me realise how not long ago that was and also the fact that I'm supposed to believe he went from one chick to another just like that? The more I think abt it the more I think it's less meant to look real and more meant to look like he wants to be closeted

“The more I think abt it the more I think it’s less meant to look real and more meant to look like he wants to be closeted”

i’m convinced ot is trying to pre-emptively pin the blame for the stunts on louis by deliberately encouraging the wild houis uprising

it’s not meant to be believable it’s just meant to trap louis even deeper in the bullshit ‘he’s choosing this and wants to be closeted’ nonsense so when the stunts end ot can wash their hands of it all and leave louis to deal with the fall out.

Abani, after the fall of the Rajpa and a few months on the road. By this point in her journey she’s learned how to deal with Demon Boy and figured out methods to stop him from getting the best of her (she still has a few months to go before she’ll be able to control him and keep him locked in his tiny cat form). 

Dealing with Demon Boy has taken a toll on Abani. She’s unfortunately become more solitary in nature, her words more to the point, her tone when dealing with crap much drier, and is very tired most of the time. She’s drained, both emotionally and physically, but her drive to survive-to beat Demon Boy and to take charge of her life-prevents her from acknowledging that she needs a break. The fact that it technically isn’t possible for her to have this break, while Demon Boy is still bonded to her, also prevents her from acknowledging how drained she is. 

She has also become a lot more self preserving and less willing to walk into dangerous situations (though she will help others if she feels that their need for aid is genuine). She prefers the wilderness now, rarely going into towns unless she absolutely has to (such as when she needs to sell things she finds), and has found ways to survive without much coin. She doesn’t pry, she keeps to herself, and is in desperate need of company that isn’t a murderous demon man.

On the plus side, dealing with Demon Boy has made her magically stronger and it has forced her to become street savy and into someone who can hold her own. She also now appreciates simple joys in life and doesn’t take anything for granted (though she’s still very much ‘put others before me’ sort of person when it comes to her own personal feelings). 

I will probably redo Demon Boy’s True Form (it just isn’t working for me so I have to change it but I wanted to get this piece finished, even if it doesn’t look quite as good as I wanted it to be :/ ) 

But yeah, this is Abani’s current look. 

choc0bunnyqueen  asked:

MAID MAHIRU AND SAKUYA WITH KITTY KURO *dies of laughing*

I am laughing cause me being late to this ask makes your post about the FANDOM and maids more relevant now ahaha

But here you go friendo~ lololololol

This is kinda for the outfit meme…. But also because of chat shenanigans so I guess it’s a little more special too. ;D 

Kitty Kuro just wants to go home.

jokker-gunn  asked:

Dude I thought the same bout the video. I thought those were just ordinary Spanish words. Lol

My first encounter of different Spanish was when I went to Mexico and my cousin asked a waitress for a pajia and she didn’t know what he wanted lmao

I’m 24 and I’m still finding out that there are so many words that are only part of our country/central america. It really makes me appreciate our culture that much more.

anonymous asked:

First let me say that i Love Your Writing! :D It is incredible the way you write. Keep it that way girl!! <3 (: And what do you think about Emil and Michele? Like sometimes i want to ship them but with Michele attitude i am Not comfortable with them being in a relationship, but also Emil seems so happy when he is near Michele. A one sided crush? It hurts but it feels that that is what it is :(

Aww thank you so much!!! <3 <3 <3

Ooo that’s an interesting theory!! ;o Tbh I feel like I need more information about both of them before I can form an opinion on that ship (same way I feel about a lot of YOI ships haha) but omggg a one-sided crush would be so sad D: </3

anonymous asked:

I knew the Ocatvia/Illian paring was gonna happen. I wish they would hurry up with Bellarke the same way they do all these other ships. But then it also makes Bellarke that more special because once they're together, they're together for good. I want Bellarke now, but I guess I'll wait.

But how can you even compare Bellarke and Octavia/Ilian? Bellarke is a real, solid relationship built on trust, love and devotion. What happened with Octavia was fucking. Period. 

Now I actually think that Ilian is going to help her get through her pain and realize it’s not the only thing out there. Not that Ilian is so magical, just that she needed to rejoin the human race.

Kind of like Niyah in season 3 with Clarke. She was reaching out for human contact with a person who did not have all those horrific associations of guilt and blame and love and pain. 

I’m just remembering this post I wanted to make that was pretty intense and it got my choked up thinking of the words but for whatever reason I couldn’t write it down before when I was first thinking of it and I promised myself I’d get back to it and leave an audio message for myself or something. I never did. That is the kiss of death for me. I can almost never get back to that thought once it’s gone. It’s almost worse the more I try to hammer it in in that moment like “Remember! Remember!” It’s like I already know I’ll forget the whole thing like a dream I didn’t jot down as soon as I opened my eyes.

anonymous asked:

hey are you honestly straight if so why are you so into wlw ships and such lmao

Yes I am straight. I’ve tried to explain this before but I’m not really good with words. In terms of wlw on television I find myself more drawn to them because they often show what I perceive to be true love. Het couples on tv are often riddled with abuse (whether it’s subtle or not) and It just makes me not want to be in a relationship ever. But when I see two women who love each other and respect each other (sanvers, spashley, and clexa are the wlw couples that have struck a cord with me most) it gives me hope that I could find something like that one day. I don’t know if any of that makes sense or just makes me sound like an idiot but that’s it really. I love seeing girls being happy and loved.

i could go on and on about how badly the waitress has been treated not in the show but by the writers…. she’s one of the few serious character fuck-ups and it’s really sad that she’s been around since the pilot and we know so little about her actual personality. All we ever get are her relationships with dennis and charlie and she’s only used to further their development and never her own. It just makes me really upset that every opportunity they get to do something fun with her they just make her the most bland character and are constantly sacrificing consistency and development for gags. She is just a prop for the long-running and honestly not that funny any more gags of her fucked up relationship with Dennis and Charlie. It’s a complete tragedy in my mind and I really want to see her treated better by the writers, I know they can do better and so many recurring characters are really amazing and funny and unique and then the waitress just gets the shaft every damn time. Not to mention the sexist implications of her characterization thus far but I won’t even go there right now… 

anonymous asked:

Do you and your husband every go through phases where your heart-eyes for each other are bigger than others? Im in my first relationship and my partner and i have gone through a couple of short phases where we appreciate our space a little more (still talk and see each other, but its less urgent maybe?) and we go through phases where we feel ridiculously we-need-to-spend-all-of-our-time-together in love. Not sure if these phases are normal, particularly the distant ones.

Oooof course we do. Every couple does. There are times where we need to be super glued together 24/7 and just might die if we aren’t and then there are times when I literally cannot stand him and his breathing makes me want to scream.

I honestly don’t believe you can love someone 24/7/365. You’ve gotta have some fights in there to keep things interesting 😅

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The really sad part is that I know how I learn, my type of brain just literally doesn’t absorb information well when it’s in the form of lectures which is the primary way information is given in academic settings. I wouldn’t need medication if the system was more open to implementing alternative ways to teach, but there aren’t, so if I want to get through college (which is virtually necessary if I don’t want to work minimum-wage jobs my whole life) I have to take drugs that makes me feel awful. My disorder wouldn’t be so crippling if schools were even slightly accommodating of people with different learning strengths.

well it’s been a few days so i guess it’s alright to post this so here’s some of my thoughts on the live action BatB

tl;dr: I liked some of the new things, but I’m….. salty about others.

SPOILERS under the cut! mobile users please scroll through this! (sORRY it’s pretty long, I didn’t mean for it to get so long wOOPS;;; )

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mymechahusband  asked:

Omg that Totoko sextuplet AU!!! I'm curious, would the sisters' personalities be just like how the brothers' were? Like, Totoko is the Oso, the green one is like Choro, and so on? Or would they be all different??

I think they’d be moreso a spin on Totoko’s personality + the respective sextuplet (OG Totoko would stay the same for obvious reasons- being that she is perfect duh)

 Ex: The Jyushi-Totoko is childish and would like sports but is also a blatant jerk to Osomatsu, in an innocent, hard-truth kind of way. The Kara-Totoko is even more self-obsessed and doesn’t think Oso is “good enough” + he cramps her style. The Choro-Totoko would be somewhat of a fujoshi who just wants to sell doujin, make money, marry a “bishounen” and would tell Oso he’s not “ikemen” enough, etc.

Haha I’m not sure if I’m getting my point across quite well but I hope this clears things up a bit!

anonymous asked:

OMG pls make more vids of the woods fam i am crying!! they r just as hilarious n strange as i imagined n now i want MORE!! ur game must be so fun to play I am so jealous omg

omg Ahhhh im glad u liked it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im surprised my computer even let me record my screen it was a miracle but also idk what i would do in the vids!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bc im so far ahead from my queue rn it would b SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but perhaps i will make more in the future who kno

I had no community of lesbians nor knew any out lesbians growing up. I had to learn shit on my own and somehow, I never ended up having the idea that lesbians were mean overlords and supposedly oppress bisexual women for liking men and are more misogynistic, etc. I never had the idea that women who fucked dudes could be lesbians as long as they were fucking women too.

I think a lot of you need to do some digging and find out why you have the ideas that you do and why you expect lesbians to accept them and say nothing when they contribute to making our lives hell. Instead of assuming lesbians are being “mean” for the sole purpose of hurting your feelings like you want everyone to think just to not have to do any damn work, why don’t you ask yourself if what you’re saying is stupid harmful bullshit.

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I love me some extremely dead assassins! I just wanted to make a ref of La Squadra for myself bc you can bet I’m gonna be drawing them a whole lot more. You can click on them for my ethnicity/nationality hcs or check under the readmore! 

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