and then he can give me a bunch of clothes

living with calum would include
  • constant stream of uptown funk & various r&b songs
  • whenever someone comes over, he switches to green day
  • surprise hugs when you get home from work
  • “send nudes” “i’m literally right next to you”
  • you know that scene from parks & rec where leslie adopts a bunch of animals? that would be calum. he would literally adopt an entire animal shelter.
  • him trying to get you to dance with him but he’s doing some really weird “sexy” dance so  all you can do is laugh
  • “i’m about to take a shower…. would you like to join me ;)”
  • whenever you start getting mad at him, he just gives you puppy dog eyes and begs you to forgive him
  • “living with you is so great… i can’t believe i spent so many months living on a tour bus with 3 idiots”
  • coming home to a beautiful dinner with candles & calum looks so proud so you just smile & thank him, ignoring the takeout boxes that you saw in the kitchen
  • calum leaving for work but 5 minutes later he runs back inside because he forgot to say he loves you
  • “no offense but you’re really hot”
  • petty little arguments that end with you standing in a chair so you can be taller & intimidate him, but it’s such a ridiculous sight that he starts laughing & soon you’re both laughing, completely over what you were arguing about
  • “i love you”
  • “i love you more”
  • “NO I DO”

ashton // luke // michael


    “Come on, Ri, you have to go.” You sighed, placing your brothers clothes on his bed. He sat there with a blank look on his face as he rolled the silicone sleeve on his leg. You knew exactly what he was brooding about and it broke your heart. “River,”

    "I don’t have to go to therapy, okay? I hate doing this three times a week, sitting in a circle with a bunch of other freaks, talking about our dreams and feeling sorry for ourselves! I have stuff to do!”

    “Like what, Ri? Its helping you, I can see it. Please go… for me, Ri, it gives me… I don’t know peace of mind or whatever, okay? Just go.”

    “Peace of mind?” He scoffed.

    “Yes, River, peace.”

    “If it gives you so much peace then you go.” He muttered, looking up at you. “Fine, I’ll go, but just so you know, I’m not happy about it.”

    “Great, Ri, that’s what I was going for. Get dressed.”

    “I am! Get out.” He snapped and you left, closing his door as you went to get his medicine ready, knowing he would t take it until you made him, knowing he’d probably rather have the nightmares and panic attacks than accept anyone’s help.


    “It’s great that you come with him every week… it really helps a lot for people to have support when they’re going through this.” The group leader appeared behind me, holding out a drink for me. I took it, smiling. “I’m Sam.”

    “Y/N.” You replied. “He’s my brother and he’s been there for me my whole life. I’m just returning the favor.”

    “It’s still nice to see you come here with him.” Sam commented.

     "Yea, well I have to practically drag him through the door. He refuses any help. I try to talk to him about his nightmares and he denys ever having them, is that normal? I mean, he just… he screams so loud and it’s terrifying for me, I can’t imagine what it must be like for him.“ You said, sipping your drink so you wouldn’t ramble anymore.

    "Sadly, it is normal. I know it’s scary but you have to be there for him he needs you, do you have any other family?”

    “No, it’s just the two of us…”

    “It hard, isn’t it?”


    “Here…” Sam reached into his pocket and pulled out a pen and a business card from his wallet. It was a card for the building the meetings were held in but Sam flipped it over. “If River or you ever need anythig, anything at all, you give me a call. Day or night. If you need somebody to talk to, I’m here.” He held out the card for you.    

    “Thanks, Sam.”


Hello, my name is Charlie and I am a huge dweeb. He/him/his or they/them/their please, you can come bother me here: cmdthenerd. Chat with me about random stuff if you want. I like chemistry and space and weird artsy stuff and I’m REALLY into Steven Universe lately.

I’ve also got a bunch of feminine clothing that I’m still trying to give away to my transfem pals, so if you live in the US and can pay shipping for a box, you can hit up my inbox for some pictures of anything you’re interested in. I’ve got shirts, a dress or two, lots of scarves and accessories, a purse, and TONS of jewelry. And you know, if you wanna pay for it too or donate, any money I make will go towards me getting some nice manly clothes so I can feel more like myself. Also probably food and textbooks. So that’s cool. Sorry for the shameless self-promo! But yeah, if you’re interested, don’t be shy!