and the way they don't even bother to go for a hug with anyone else

Let me tell you what it’s been like being asexual.


When you’re twelve or so, and in a classroom full of tittering preteens, you finally get an explanation of what this ‘sex’ stuff actually is.  At last, the elusive knowledge of where babies come from!  But that’s also when you start to think about your sexual future.  Will you do this sex stuff one day?  It sounded like you wouldn’t have a choice—it was presented as something that everyone does.

Since your classroom happens to be in a building attached to a Church, you only learn about heterosexual sex that day, and the only real teaching apart from what it is is that you aren’t supposed to do it until you’re married.

Okay, you think, because you are twelve, and you ardently do not care.


When you’re thirteen or so, and at a sleepover, a girl tells a joke.  “What do you call a girl who doesn’t masturbate?”

“I don’t know.”

“A liar.”

And the people around you laugh, but you don’t, because now you wonder what it is that you missed.  You didn’t get the joke.


When you’re fourteen or so, and among friends, a boy talks about what he did in the restroom with a girl.  You listen because you’re a little curious.  But others are awed.

You disapprove, because you’re in eighth grade for crying out loud, why would you do something so stupidly risky?  Was it really so fun to be worth it?

You tell yourself that they’re just stupid, but then you wonder why your friends seem so fascinated by this boy’s vaguely uncomfortable descriptions.


When you’re fifteen or so, you start high school, and the social signs are telling you the time has arrived to join the dating scene.  You’ve got better things to do, but when a boy surprises you with a clumsy but well-intended text asking you out, you give it consideration.  You don’t really know this kid, but you’re curious about dating and don’t want to be that forever alone person.  You accept.

You don’t hate dating, but it doesn’t really do much for you.  After a little while, you’ve more or less forgotten that there’s someone you call your boyfriend.  When someone makes a passing remark about your presumed sexual relations, you are shocked by the wave of revulsion that smacks into you at the very suggestion.  Never in a million years, you think vehemently, and then you marvel at how you managed to ‘date’ the same person for four months without the thought of sex with them ever crossing your mind.

He tries to kiss you.  You don’t want to.  You know this isn’t going to work out.  You break it off.

You feel relieved and liberated.


When you’re sixteen or so, you’re happily single.  You love your friends dearly, your best friend most of all.  You love her far more than you ever…well, you never really loved your ex.  You wonder if you might be gay for her, but you don’t want to kiss her or anything, just squish her in a big hug on a daily basis to let her know you love her and put a smile on her face.

You have a fleeting crush on a boy.  You get over it, thankful it never amounted to anything, because what were you thinking ew!  Then you have another one, similar but different, and thank goodness that never happened either because it would have been so awkward.  You start to wonder if you’re just not cut out for dating, or maybe you’re gay.  You don’t know how to feel about that.  It’d be so much simpler and easier if you were just normal.


When you’re seventeen or so, you make a new friend, a really pleasant guy.  You are just friends, and that is perfect.  It lasts about five months, and then one of your friends pulls him aside and hints heavily that he ought to ask you out.

He does.  You have no compunctions about saying yes, because you like him a lot, and he’s taking you to see the new Hobbit movie even though he’s not a fan and he had to watch twelve hours of movies in preparation for this date so that he’d be able to understand your interest.

You have a great time, and so does he.

About a month later, he kisses you.  It was your first kiss, exciting for the seventeen years of buildup and pleasant for having happened on acceptable terms with a more-than-acceptable person.

In the following months, neither of you brings up the topic of sex.  After all, you’re both to be found in the pews on Sunday mornings.  That’s fine by you.  More than fine, actually.  The idea of sex frightens you, which you attribute to your inexperience.  You would only ever consider attempting it with someone you really trusted, on level with a spouse.


When you’re eighteen or so, and at a sleepover, a girl cuddles casually with you as you talk in the hushed tones reserved for the hours after midnight.  She laments the lack of available girls at your school.

You mention that you would date a girl.  You instantly have everyone’s attention.

“Is there something you want to tell us?” your cuddle-buddy asks.

You say again that you’d date a girl.  Not now, of course, because you have a boyfriend, but yeah, you’d have no problem with it.  You probably wouldn’t sleep with a girl, but then you really don’t like the idea of sleeping with a boy either.  So you don’t really care about the configuration of genitals you don’t intend to see.  You just want the company of some lovely dork who will marathon Lord of the Rings with you and frequent the city’s best ice cream parlors.

Because your cuddle-buddy is a member of the queer community, she’s much more informed about sexualities and designations and spectrums than you are.  She suggests “panromantic asexual” and you understand both of those terms.  You’d seen them before, but never really thought you qualified.  Hearing her say it makes it somehow more concrete.

You accept that you are panromantic asexual.  You feel so light now that a couple of your closest friends know and accept you as you are.

You tell your mom a little while later on a whim.  You regret it because she doesn’t even bother listening to you and doesn’t respect your trust.  You hear her the next day telling your sister about how you said you might be a lesbian, and you’re so frustrated with her you want to hit something.

You decide not to tell anyone else.  Your dad is pretty homophobic—actually, that’d be most of the adults in your family—and you have no idea how your boyfriend would take it.  Your peers might not be welcoming or understanding—you just don’t know.  You realize that you are sort of in a closet.

You start a blog on Tumblr and blog about your problems #ace #asexual #lgbtqa

You spend way too much time on the internet, looking for the magical solution for coming out to the rest of your loved ones.  But since you don’t actually have any intention of coming out in the near future, you know you’re wasting your time.

Somehow your disinterest in sex has moved to occupy the forefront of your mind, not because it requires lots of attention in order to comprehend, but because it makes you different, and that is distracting.

One day, while you’re reading fanfiction, you come across an explicitly asexual character, and you realize that this is a first.  You cannot think of a single time in your entire life up to this point when you had seen an explicitly asexual character, and that surprises you.  Then it bothers you.  Maybe you could have avoided a couple years of uncertainty and anxiety if you had been able to identify in yourself the familiar characteristics of another asexual.

You realize you don’t know anyone else in your life who’s asexual.

That’s a sobering, isolating realization.


When you’re nineteen or so, you presumably go to college.  You start trying to navigate life with some semblance of independence.  You probably feel a little more secure in how you identify yourself.  You might even be all the way out of the closet.

Or at least that’s what eighteen-year-old you hopes.

I Don't Wanna Waste My Time (Jimin x reader)

Originally posted by caughtinjimin

You stared at him sleeping, you don’t know if he still loves you, or why he’s even with you. You heard everything that the boys say, although you ignored the majority of their comments it still really hurt you. Your knees were tucked tightly to your chest, maybe he was only going out with you because he felt bad. You did try very hard to get his attention and to even confess to him, so maybe that’s why he felt bad. Should you leave?

 You shook your head trying to ignore the thought, you didn’t want to waste your time and even his, so what should you do? A small moan escaped his lips as he turned to his side away from you, you swallowed thickly as you reached your hand out to stroke his hair but you stopped yourself. There’s a reason why both of you don’t hug or kiss each other anymore. There’s a reason for everything. You blinked the tears away, you didn’t want to cry at night, you weren’t about that, but something has you really beat up. You gently got up from the bed and walked to the kitchen, careful not to wake anyone. 

Once you were in the kitchen, you grabbed a tub of ice cream and took a spoonful, maybe you were stress eating. You tried not to think of it for too long, or else you would end up feeling guilty. 

“Who is up?” You heard, you turned your face quickly to the voice, finding Hoseok. You then sighed and waved, he looked at you confused but still managed to chuckle. 

“Did I wake you?” You asked, Hoseok nodded while grabbing a spoon himself and started to eat the ice cream with you. 

“I was just beginning to fall asleep too!” He stated as he shoved the spoon into his mouth, you apologized quietly, making him feel bad, “It was a joke, in fact I was wide awake.” You rolled your eyes. 

“And I’m Batman, it’s ok you can say that I woke you up.” You said, Hoseok stayed quiet as he ate the ice cream with you. Maybe it was because it was late at night, or maybe it was because you were dying to know, but you began to talk. 

“Do you hate me?” You asked, Hoseok was taken aback by your question. 

“Do I what?” He asked​, “No, I don’t hate you! How can I hate you?” Hoseok asked, you shrugged while getting up and putting your spoon in the sink.

“I overhear you all talking, just letting you know.” You stated, Hoseok mentally cursed himself out as he sucked on his spoon nervously. 

“Does Jimin like me?” You asked, you turned around, “Has he ever liked me?” Hoseok sighed as he turned to look at you. 

“__, we all like you-”

“Don’t lie to me. Don’t you dare lie to me!” You yelled, you didn’t care if you woke up some of the boys, you wanted, needed and deserved answers. 

“Tell me so I can stop wasting my time and his!” You said, Taehyung along with Jin walked out of their rooms, wiping their tired eyes. 

“Hoseok? What’s happening?” Jin asked tiredly, he then saw you shaking and crying, “__? What’s wrong? Did he hurt you?” Jin asked, you shook your head while grabbing the tub of ice cream and throwing it in the freezer. You then walked past them and into Jimin’s room, you turned on the light and shoved clothes into a bag. 

“__, where are you going?” Jin whispered, you shook your head while grabbing your toothbrush and slipping on your shoes.

“You all don’t have to pretend to like me anymore! I’m done! I don’t wanna waste my time, I’m done. Goodbye." 

Staying at a cheap hotel was all you could afford, you sighed as you wringed out your hair in a towel and looked down at your phone, 0 messages and 0 calls.  

"I guess I was right.” You sighed, this sucked. There were no other ways to express this situation, it sucked. You felt like crying, but you also felt like ignoring it. Why didn’t you feel sad? How come it’s not bothering you as much as you thought? You only felt like crying, which was odd considering you didn’t feel like you were dying or like your world was going to end. Maybe you weren’t happy in the relationship. 

“Later in the day there will be heavy storms, so bring an umbrella!" 

You ignored the anchorman, and packed your clothes back into your bag and grabbed your hotel key, after dropping off your key and making your way to your car, you decided to go back to the dorms to pick up your belongings and leave. Once you got out of the car, you felt a heaviness in your chest, should you really be showing up? Maybe they would be kind and place all your things outside the door so you wouldn’t even have to look at them. Once you walked through the lobby and caught the elevator, you held your breath. 

"Breathe..” You whispered to yourself, you then saw the familiar door at the end of the hall, you began to shake, your knees felt weak and a lightness fell over your head. “Breathe…” You stated, your legs carried you to the door and your knuckles placed a firm but soft tap. After a few seconds of waiting, the lock turned and Jimin greeted you at the door. 

“We need to talk. Now.” He said, you nodded and walked into the dorm, the boys were sitting on the couch but upon seeing you they scurried into their rooms. You sat at the table and laced your fingers together in worry, Jimin handed you a water bottle in hopes to calm you. 

“Why did you leave?” He asked, you shook your head. 

“I’m here to get my things, then I’ll be leaving.” You said, Jimin then gave you a hard stare. 

“We’ve been together for so long, you’re not leaving.” He said, you shook your head and chuckled. 

“I am leaving, I’m tired of you just tolerating me!” You said, Jimin’s eyebrows knitted together. 

“You think I’m tolerating you? You think of me that lowly?” He asked, you bowed your head in embarrassment, were all the thoughts you were having just propaganda? 

“I do. I’m done talking, I’m going to pack my things now.” You said as you got up, once you shoved everything into a duffel bag, you looked at Jimin sitting down at the table, his stare straight ahead. 

“I’m sorry for not standing up for you.” Jimin stated, but before you could hear, you were out the door. Jimin then buried his face in his hands, “I should’ve cherished you… I’m sorry.." 

anonymous asked:

If they were vampires like Twilight (plz don't hit me!) which "gifts" do you think the diaboys would have? Like, powers.

Haha it’s okay! This is actually pretty interesting! I wrote this in a very dark way so… Careful ┗(・o・)┛


♥Shu: This guy probably would be able to control his surroundings. I mean, being with a lot of noisy, annoying people around him, with just a flip of his fingers everyone would suddenly calm down. Or, I extreme cases, they’d be put right to sleep. He wouldn’t have the power to wake them up, though.

♥Reiji: He would have the power to bend someone else’s will. They would obey every order that comes from his lips. A willing, obedient servant, but on the inside a conscious human who’s struggling to free their body, their pained limbs, from such enchantment.

♥Ayato: He’d be capable to make a human feel absolutely devoted to him. They wouldn’t need anyone else, just him. On their eyes, he’s great, splendorous, powerful, the best. They’d be loyal and humble, just to serve their king… Or their god.

♥Kanato: Simply touching with his hand, he could rip off your soul from your body and save it for later (maybe for times when he wants you to be responsive), leaving your body as an empty shell. Thanks to his power your body wouldn’t rotten, making you an excellent doll with blood still running through her veins.

♥Laito: He for sure would be able to make a specific women near him feel a sudden burst of lust, just by looking at her. That way, everything would be consensual, right? Not even the purest angel would get away from his hypnotic gaze… Ruining something that once was so beautiful would be so fucking easy for him.

♥Subaru: I think his physical strength would significantly increase. He could kill you just by laying a finger on you, because he wouldn’t know how to control himself. For example, if the thirst is too unbearable, he’d literally chomp your neck, killing you instantly. Oh well… More blood for him to drink.


♥Ruki: You should ask yourself where did those hot chains hugging your body came from. Did they came from the ground or just… Well, you wouldn’t be able to think straight, as you feel your head weigh even more, and your skin going suddenly pale… Is he absorbing your blood from the distance? Of course. The Master wouldn’t bother to dirty his clothes. Seems he turned you into a livestock.

♥Kou: Mind invasion. He would read your thoughts, dig into the deepest parts of your psyche, knowing who you truly are, your most horrid and embarrassing secrets being exposed… And the worst part is that you would feel that he’s inside you head, excavating every corner of your brain until there’s nothing left for him to know about you. You can’t just get him out… He came to stay.

♥Yuma: Yuma basically would have the gift to make things grow. It’d come very handy to his garden… Harvesting a fresh tomato when he just planted the seeds minutes ago. Flowers too, making them bloom and then whither in just seconds. But he should be extra careful with you because, who knows… Maybe he could turn you into dust and bones in a few seconds too.

♥Azusa: Just by looking at you, he’d make you feel the worst physical pain ever. It’d be so unexpected, so shocking. You were standing there in front of him, and you suddenly find yourself on the floor curling up like a ball, trying to breathe and to keep your sanity. Your voice goes hoarse from screaming, pain eventually reaching your bones, into your core, into your very own existence… And he seemed to be so cute.


♥Carla: His power would make anyone see what he wants them to see. Ilusion. Sometimes he could show them very beautiful landscapes, warm memories… But if someone manages to piss him off (and it doesn’t take much) they will find themselves surrounded by hell itself. Horrible sights, monsters, butchered bodies… Without knowing what’s real and what’s not anymore.

♥Shin: He already turns into a wolf, right? Well, this time, he would turn into a wild beast, hardly to be called a simple mutt. More powerful, more savage. He wouldn’t remember what happened to him when he returned to his human form… Or what happened to the poor souls that unluckily were near him.

sapphire-strike  asked:

How would UT, US and SF sans and papyrus be with an S/O who really likes affection but would never admit it and they flustered and speechless easily because no ones has never really been nice to them before so they don't really know how to accept it.

Last Undertale fluff in my askbox for a while, fair warning. Also this was too cute not to do the Fell bros for too

UT!Sans:  He’s pretty hesitant because he doesn’t want to accidentally cross boundaries. Sure, he likes being affectionate with his partner as much as the next guy, but he’s not particularly needy when it comes to flirting or touch, so if you look uncomfortable chances are he’ll just stop. If you want that lovin you’re going to have to tell him fairly explicitly that you actually really enjoy the attention. Once he’s got the green light, he kind of likes to make you blush, but for the early stages of the relationship he’s walking on eggshells because he’s still figuring out the difference for you between “no stoooooooop >u<” and “no, seriously, stop.” He’ll figure it out.

UT!Papyrus: This comes up early. Like, first date early. Papyrus wooing, as we all know, is no small feat. He’s actually thrilled when he sees the first signs of a blush on you. Clearly he’s having an effect! Once you start descending into the True Fluster™, though, he stops immediately, a bit crestfallen. Why do you look so uncomfortable? Is he doing something wrong? Are you…do you not like it? Like his brother, you’re going to have to explain pretty clearly that you’re okay with this. Still, once he understand, he doesn’t tone down one bit, so you are soon subject to all the affection your heart could desire. He doesn’t really believe you that he’s the first to be this nice. Surely someone like you must have had many admirers, at least platonically! Still, whether or not the deficit actually exists, he is more than happy to fill in any void.

UF!Sans: Open affection (as in the sweet kind) isn’t really his thing but he loves flustering you. Getting you so red-faced and stammery that you can’t string a sentence together is one of his favorite things to do. Most of it stems from that possessive streak of his. He likes knowing he has an effect, and he wants everyone else to know it too. He’ll flirt, hug, kiss, wink, do anything to get a reaction. Unlike Tale he’s not waiting for permission. He’s going until you tell him to stop. If you lay out boundaries, he’ll respect them, but you’re going to have to tell him. He’s not much for self-control with stuff like this, especially if he finds out that you like it that much. The fact that he’s the first to treat you like this is the cherry on top. He likes spoiling you more than ever, knowing that anyone else who tries to get with you will inevitably be compared to him. He’s gonna make damn sure that in this area at least, its not even a fair contest.

UF!Papyrus: EXACTLY the same way. The one major difference, though, is that for as much as he likes the affection, he hates being flustered in public more. He refuses to initiate any kind of flirtation, cuddling, or romantic gesture of any kind in public in the hopes that you won’t either. In private, he has the capacity to be affectionate, but its not something that comes very naturally to him. He’s going to need a lot of positive encouragement, and seeing you flustered isn’t exactly the reaction he’s going for. The more blushy and shy you get the more likely he is to get frustrated and just give up. Both of you are going to have to compromise. For your part, smiling more, leaning into touches, even the most stammered thank you for compliments……these are all easier for him to understand as “yes, more please”. Over time he’ll learn to kind of enjoy flustering you a bit, as well as become more comfortable being affectionate. As long as its just the two of you. Because for as cold and hard as he pretends to be, deep down, Boss just wants to know he makes you as happy as he thinks you deserve to be.

US!Sans: He’ll check with you every now and then to make sure you really are enjoying it, but if you’re enjoying it, then he likes making his partner blush almost as much as Red does. Blue’s too used to being treated like a child. There is nothing more humiliating than trying to get your mac daddy game on and hearing someone say “AWWW HOW CUTE!” So the idea that he can fluster anyone is both new and extremely appealing. He liked being affectionate anyways, this is just a new incentive to be even more so. ESPECIALLY in public.

US!Papyrus: Genuine affection is….honestly more difficult for him than you’d expect. Flirtation? Yes.  All of the yes. He’ll get you to blush that way no problem. But affection requires a certain level of openness and vulnerability that’s a bit tricky for him. Stretch is always very aware of how he’s being perceived (or at least how he thinks he is) and he prefers to control that perception, to hide behind a smartass persona that’s never bothered by anything. Trying to be affectionate strips that from him. Admitting to stuff he genuinely finds adorable, sweet, stuff that makes his head spin…he can learn, but it’ll take time. Still, he finds himself well rewarded with every blush and stammer. He really likes flustering his partner, especially ambushing them with it around the house.

SF!Sans: Flustering is exactly what he’s going for in all of his flirting. In fact, if you genuinely don’t like being flustered you likely aren’t that good a match for him. Your reactions only spur him on to greater heights. Still, the fact that he’s the first to treat you this well sticks in his craw. True, he doesn’t like to think of you being someone else’s partner, but you’d think even a friend or family member would have….would have reached out to you, treat you with enough kindness that this wouldn’t be as big a deal. He loves the fact that this attention means so much to you while at the same time almost wishing it meant less. You deserve to have been cared for by more than him.

SF!Papyrus: You getting this flustered from even his basic affections throws him off balance a bit. He can get flirtatious, but its generally at a later stage, when he’s a little more sure of the relationship. In a way you getting flustered kind of flusters him, and at points it hard to tell who’s blushing more. But he really likes having this effect. He really likes knowing that you crave his attention as much as he craves yours, and that you are just as ill-prepared to handle it as he is. In general he keeps that to himself, hoards your blushes as something only he can bring out. But every now and then he can’t resist it in public. Its not often he gets power, and he’s enjoying himself immensely. Still, the tables are very easily turned if he starts getting too smug. 

The One With The Fight (Part 1) - Jack Avery Imagine

Requested: No

Summary: You and Jack fight over the status of your relationship.

Word count: 1244

A/N: So this imagine was turning out to be long af so I decided to split it into a couple parts. I’m not sure if I’m going to do two or three parts yet bc idk how long the second part will be so we’ll see. Anyway, the second part will be up pretty soon. Let me know if you prefer longer imagines with parts to them or if you like them to be short and sweet. Hope you enjoyed! Xx

You mingled with fans as they came up to talk to you and take pictures. Each one seeming more lovelier than the next. It surprised you how quickly the Why Don’t We fandom had accepted you. Now boys’ fans had become yours, and you couldn’t even describe how immensely blessed you felt.

You were currently travelling around America on the Something Different tour with the boys as their opening act. After nearly two months on the road you were beginning to reach the last stages of the tour, with only a few shows left to perform. To say that it had been the best two months of your life would be an understatement. You didn’t want it to end.

“Hi, oh my god! I love you so much, Y/N!” A fan gushed as she leant in for the hug you offered.

“Hi! Thank you, that’s so sweet of you!” You will never get over the fact that people are a ‘fan’ of you. The idea seemed so foreign to you. “What’s your name, babe?”

“Maddy,” She beamed at you.

“That’s such a pretty name! It’s nice to meet you, Maddy. Did you enjoy the concert?” You asked, smiling at the innocence of the young girl before you. She was no older than fourteen and carried a sense of purity in her eyes.

“It was so good! You and the boys were amazing!”

“Thank you, that means so much to me,” You smiled. And it really did. Your heart leaped with joy whenever you received compliments about your performances. It wasn’t too long ago when you were too scared to even perform in front of anyone, let alone an entire crowd, so every compliment made a huge difference.

Maddy shyly moved closer to you, as if she was ready to tell you a juicy secret. “Can I ask you a question?” She asked, looking slightly embarrassed.

“Yeah, of course. What is it, babe?” You encouraged her, curious to know what’s making her so uncomfortable.

“Are you dating Jack? I just wanted to ask you because I wasn’t sure.”

You should’ve known that question was coming. It was the twelfth time a fan had asked you that night, and that doesn’t even begin to put into perspective how many times fans have asked you at shows on this tour or on social media. The question frustrated you. It wasn’t the amount of times it was asked or the fact that it always seemed to be the topic of conversation lately that made it frustrating. What made the question so unbearable to you was that you didn’t even know the answer yourself.

You and Jack had been sharing moments of intimacy and throwing flirtatious comments at each other for nearly the entire tour. Everyone around you knew that something was going on between the two of you but decided not to mention it, at least not around you anyway. Were you and Jack dating? No one knew for sure. How hard was it to figure it out though? You and Jack pretty much acted like a couple anyway so why was it so difficult for the two of you to put a label on it?

You’d thought about this countless times before but had always locked it away deep in your mind, afraid that if you’d mention it to Jack it would ruin whatever thing you two had going on. There were times when you thought that it really didn’t matter whether or not there was a label on whatever you guys had, but it was really starting to bother you, despite you mentally denying it.

“No, Jack and I are just friends,” You answered, trying not to show any of your internal conflict in your reply.

“Could’ve fooled me,” Maddy murmured under her breath, hoping it would go undetected by you. Despite Eben’s loud music blaring and the deafening chatter of excited fans, you heard her words as clearly as you felt the sting of your heart when the thought of Jack entered your mind.

Slightly shocked by what she said and now confused by your mixed feelings towards Jack, you said goodbye to Maddy and went backstage, away from the prying questions and the pressure. You didn’t want to think about Jack, but now that it had been brought up you couldn’t get him out of your head. You spent the rest of the after-party alone in the dressing room, trying to distract yourself from your own thoughts. After what seemed like an eternity, the boys’ voices were finally heard as they made their way down the hall to the dressing room.

“The show was nuts, bro! I think this was by far the best show of the tour!” Corbyn’s enthusiastic voice seeped through the air, killing the silence that it held before. You laughed internally as they entered the dressing room, Corbyn said that after every show.

“It was, the show was so good,” Daniel agreed, stuffing his face with some watermelon you assumed he got from a fan. This wasn’t an unusual sight for you.

Jack came into the dressing room last, looking tired and worn out. You thought of giving him a hug but decided against it when you remembered what Maddy had asked you only an hour earlier. You tried not to make eye contact with him as he sat down next to you on the sofa, slinging his arm around you. The close proximity of him not going unnoticed.

“Hey,” Jack said lowly and nuzzled his nose into your neck, the sound of his raspy voice making you almost sick from the amount of butterflies it gave you.

You realised it then. You liked him. You really, really liked him. It made you feel so stupid for not admitting this to yourself before. All you wanted was the chance to call him yours. You needed it. Suddenly, it angered you. Why was he stringing you along? Why couldn’t he just make it official already? Everyone already suspects it anyway so its not like you were trying to hide it from anyone. You brush his arm off of your shoulder and moved away from him slightly, consumed by this new found temper.

“Hey,” You deadpanned, not even batting an eyelash at him. You went back to what you were doing before the boys entered and scrolled through Instagram on your phone, trying your hardest not to pay any attention to Jack.

“Are you okay, Y/N? What’s wrong?” Jack moved closer to you again and reached out to grab your hand. You pulled your hand away before he had the chance to lace his fingers with yours, knowing that if he were to do that you’d be as good as jelly.

“I’m fine,” You snapped, just wanting the conversation to end.

“What is up with you? Have I done something?” You didn’t have to look at Jack to know that he was hurt by the way you were brushing him off, the tone in his voice said it all.

“I just need time to myself, okay? Please, just leave me alone.” Your words come out with more emotion than you intended, sounding more like a beg than anything else.

Jack and the other boys stared at you with wide eyes and confusion as you walked out of the room with the overwhelming need to get away from everyone. You walked around the venue until you found an empty room. Privacy is what you needed right now to get your head straight. You sat down on the floor and tried to recollect your thoughts.

'Frozen' Starter Sentences
  • "Beware the frozen heart."
  • "The skies awake, so I'm awake!"
  • "Do you wanna build a snowman?"
  • "The heart is not so easily changed."
  • "There is beauty in it....but also great danger."
  • "Fear will be your enemy."
  • "Come on let's go and play."
  • "I never see you anymore."
  • "We used to be best buddies."
  • "I wish you would tell me why!"
  • "It doesn't have to be a snowman."
  • "Conceal it, don't feel it. Don't let it show."
  • "I think some company is overdue, I've started talking to the pictures on the walls."
  • "I don't want to hurt you!"
  • "______ please, I know you're in there."
  • "People have been asking where you're been."
  • "They say have courage and I'm trying to."
  • "I'm right out here for you, just let me in."
  • "We only have each other."
  • "What are we gonna do?"
  • "Why have a ballroom with no balls?"
  • "There'll be actual real live people, it'll be totally strange."
  • "Wow am I so ready for this change."
  • "For the first time in forever, there'll be music, there'll be light."
  • "Don't know if I'm elated or gassy, but I'm somewhere in that zone."
  • "For the first time in forever, I won't be alone."
  • "I can't wait to meet everyone!"
  • "What if I meet the one?"
  • "I suddenly see him standing there, a beautiful stranger, tall and fair."
  • "I wanna stuff some chocolate in my face."
  • "Which is totally bizarre."
  • "Nothing like the life I've led so far."
  • "For the first time in forever, I could be noticed by someone."
  • "And I know it's totally crazy."
  • "At least I've got a chance."
  • "Don't let them in, don't let them see."
  • "Be the good girl you always have to be."
  • "Make one wrong move and everyone will know."
  • "But it's only for today."
  • "It's agony to wait."
  • "A chance to change my lonely world."
  • "A chance to find true love."
  • "Nothing's in my way."
  • "I'm awkward, you're gorgeous."
  • "Wait, what?"
  • "Like the chicken with the face of a monkey!"
  • "Your physique helps, I'm sure."
  • "Can I just say something crazy?"
  • "I love crazy!"
  • "I've been searching my whole life to find my own place."
  • "It's nothing like I've ever known before."
  • "Love is an open door."
  • "I mean it's crazy, we finish each others-"
  • "Sandwiches!"
  • "That's what I was gonna say!"
  • "I've never met someone who thinks so much like me."
  • "Jinx! Jinx again!"
  • "You and I were just meant to be."
  • "Say goodbye to the pain of the past."
  • "Can I say something crazy? Will you marry me?"
  • "Can I say something even crazier? Yes!"
  • "I'm sorry, I'm confused."
  • "May I talk to you please? Alone?"
  • "You can't marr someone you just met!"
  • You can if it's true love!"
  • "Oh, _____, what do you know about true love?"
  • "All you know is how to shut people out."
  • "I can't live like this anymore!"
  • "Why do you shut me out? Why do you shut the world out?"
  • "What are you so afraid of?!"
  • "I'm completely ordinary!"
  • "She/he would never hurt me."
  • "A kingdom of isolation, and it looks like I'm the queen."
  • "Couldn't keep it in, heaven knows I tried."
  • "Don't let them know? Well know they know!"
  • "Let it go."
  • "Can't hold it back anymore."
  • "I don't care what they're going to say."
  • The cold never bothered me anyway."
  • "You'll never see me cry."
  • "Here I stand, and here I'll stay."
  • "I'm never going back."
  • "The past is in the past."
  • "That perfect girl/guy is gone."
  • "She/he's a stinker."
  • "Snow. It had to be snow."
  • "Ooh, and sauna!"
  • "Hoo-hoo!"
  • "Big summer blowout!"
  • "Now back up, while I deal with this crook here."
  • "Reindeers are better than people."
  • "Yeah, people will beat you and curse you and cheat you."
  • "Everyone of them's bad, except you."
  • "But people smell better than reindeers."
  • "That's once again true, for all except you."
  • "We leave now, right now."
  • "Hold on, we like to go fast!"
  • "Wait, you got engaged to someone you just met that?!"
  • Didn't your parents ever warn you about strangers?"
  • "Foot size doesn't matter."
  • "What if you hate the way he picks his nose? And eats it."
  • "All men do it."
  • "Are you some sort of love expert?"
  • "Because I don't trust your judgement."
  • "Who marries a man she just met?!"
  • "It's true love!"
  • "You almost set me on fire!"
  • "But I just paid it off."
  • "I understand if you don't want to help me anymore."
  • "This whole thing has ruined me for helping anyone else."
  • "Sometimes I really don't like you."
  • "No, not yellow. Yellow and snow? No go."
  • "You're creepy."
  • "It's just a head!"
  • "Why are you hanging off the earth like a bat?"
  • "Hi, I'm ____ and I like warm hugs."
  • "Who's the funky looking reindeer over there?"
  • "I don't know why, but I've always loved the idea of summer."
  • "I'm guessing you don't have much experience with heat."
  • "Sometimes I like to imagine what it will be like when summer does come."
  • "The hot and the cold are both so intense, put them together it just makes sense."
  • "Winter's a good time to stay in and cuddle."
  • "I'm gonna tell him."
  • "Don't you dare!"
  • "Somebody's gotta tell him."
  • "Oh look at that, I've been impaled."
  • "I wouldn't put your foot there. Or there."
  • "Nobody wants to be alone. Except maybe you."
  • "That was like a crazy trust exercise."
  • "I'm gonna cry."
  • "Go ahead, I won't judge."
  • "Do you think she knows how to knock?"
  • "It opened! That's a first."
  • "It's a palace made of ice! Ice is my life!"
  • "Please don't shut me out again."
  • "Please don't slam the door."
  • "You don't have to keep your distance anymore."
  • "I will be right here."
  • "You mean well, but leave me be."
  • "Just stay away, and you'll be safe from me."
  • "I'm such a fool, I can't be free."
  • "We can face this thing together."
  • "What power do you have to stop me?"
  • 'It is not nice to throw people!"
  • "Don't talk to him like that."
  • "My hair? Look at your hair!"
  • "You hesitated."
  • "I like to consider myself a love expert."
  • "Take off your clothes!"
  • "Why are you holding back from such a man/woman?"
  • "So he's got a few flaws."
  • "You can fix this fixer upper with a little bit of love."
  • "He only likes to tinkle in the woods."
  • "She/he's engaged to someone else, okay?"
  • "Only an act of true love can thaw a frozen heart."
  • "Don't be the monster they fear you are."
  • "Oh, ______ if only there was someone out there who loved you."
  • "Love is putting someone elses needs before yours."
  • "Some people are worth melting for."
  • "The only frozen heart around here is yours."
  • "I could kiss you! Well, I'd like to. May we? May I? Wait, what?"
Hello, Beautiful (text messaging) [SaiIno]
  • Setting: Around the time cellular phones became a thing in the Narutoverse, right around the time Sai and Ino started dating.
  • ---
  • *after their first date*
  • Conversation Started: 6:45 p.m.
  • Sai: Hello, beautiful (*¯ ³¯*)♡...
  • Ino: Hi. Who's this?
  • Sai: Who else would it be? ♡♡
  • Ino: Could be anyone, really. ╮( ̄_ ̄)╭
  • Sai: Anyone?(O_O;)
  • Sai: Fine, if anyone can call you beautiful, then I'll call you Miss Beautiful.
  • Sai: So, do you now know who it is?
  • Ino: Sai?
  • Sai: Yay~! You got it right.ヽ(♡‿♡)ノ
  • Ino: Imagining you saying that with a blank face is kinda scary.
  • Sai: Whaaaat? How am I scary? ;---;
  • Ino: Haha. Never mind that.
  • Ino: So...what's up? ヾ(*'▽'*) Why'd you text?
  • Sai: Wait, you need a reason to text somebody? (•ิ_•ิ)?
  • Ino: Well, that's usually how it is.
  • Sai: Oh...
  • Sai: Well, I really don't have any reason, so...sorry for disturbing. (╥_╥)
  • Ino: Wait! It's fine! Don't go...
  • Sai: But I thought you said you needed a reason to text somebody.
  • Ino: Hey, hey, that's not entirely could text someone just because you wanted to talk to them.
  • Sai: Oh...then I guess I do have a reason, after all.
  • Ino: Hm, what might that be?
  • Sai: I wanna talk to you. Is that a bad thing?
  • Ino: No, not at all. I wanted to talk to you too, but I forgot that I didn't have your number.
  • Ino: So I'm glad you texted.
  • Sai: What are you up to?
  • Ino: Not much, I'm just tending to the flower shop. I still get customers as late as 9:00, and I don't have anything to do.
  • Ino: What about you?
  • Sai: Need help with that?
  • Sai: Nothing, really. I'm just practicing a few sketches.
  • Ino: I'm fine, but I'll probably be needing help next week. A wedding's coming up. (╯_╰) What are you sketching?
  • Sai: I can help you if you like. Just a few...things.
  • (He's actually trying to draw her from the top of his head, which he didn't really find difficult at all)
  • Ino: Thank you! I really appreciate it!
  • Sai: No problem. If anything, I should probably thank you.
  • Ino: Why?
  • Sai: You know, for what you did back there...and for earlier. I had a lot of fun.
  • Ino: Don't worry about it! I hope I wasn't talking too much back there. (╯︵╰,) You seemed a little quiet.
  • Sai: I did? No way. I actually said a lot of things.
  • Ino: Ah, I guess ours standards are different. ( ̄▽ ̄)
  • Sai: I enjoyed listening to you talk. But if it troubles you, I'll try my best to speak up a little more. (>_<)
  • Ino: Ah, don't worry. I'm not trying to pressure you or anything.
  • Ino: I just thought that you were uninterested. (;;;*_*)
  • Sai: Uninterested? Why would I be uninterested?
  • Sai: I wouldn't have asked you out if I was uninterested in hearing what you had to say. ( ´ ▽ ` )
  • Ino: Is that so? ( ̄▽ ̄)
  • Sai: Yup. Besides, I know how much of a loudmouth you can be. ☆ ~('▽'人)
  • Ino: Eh? Did you just call me a loudmouth? (╬ Ò﹏Ó)
  • Sai: Hahaha, I'm sorry about that. (シ_ _)シ
  • Ino: Hmpf.
  • Sai: Come on, why don't we just hug it out?
  • Sai: (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
  • Sai: (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
  • Sai: (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
  • Sai: (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
  • Sai: (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
  • Ino: Fine, fine. Just stop sending those huggy things.
  • Sai: But I like hugs.
  • Ino: Sigh. And I thought you were the quiet and cool type.
  • Sai: don't like me anymore? (个_个)
  • Ino: No, that's not it.
  • Ino: I still like you, even though you text like a twelve-year-old.
  • Sai: How?
  • Ino: You keep using these little face thingies.
  • Sai: But you've been using them too, haven't you?
  • Ino: I know. Hahaha. So I guess we're both at fault here.
  • Sai: Heh. We're on the same team now.
  • Sai: Are you still tending to the flower shop?
  • Ino: Yeah. Sorry my reply's a little late. A customer just came in. He wanted to find the perfect flowers for an apology to his wife.
  • Sai: Huh? Flowers...for an apology? By the way, am I bothering you?
  • Ino: No, you aren't. :) Yeah. Every flower has a different meaning.
  • Ino: It's the language of flowers.
  • Sai: what did you recommend?
  • Ino: Carnations. Pink ones, with some white ones. He was so tired from work that he forgot their afternoon date.
  • Sai: What do they mean?
  • Ino: Carnations symbolize devoted love. Pink ones mean that he'll never forget his wife again, and white ones mean that he'll remember her forever.
  • Sai: Oh, that's interesting.
  • Sai: You're constantly surrounded by flowers, aren't you? I think giving you flowers as a present will be difficult.
  • Sai: But I hope I don't relay the wrong message.
  • Ino: Why? What message would you like to relay to me?
  • Sai: Well...
  • Sai: Romantic love?
  • Sai: Why? Is that wrong?
  • Ino: No, definitely not...I'm just a little surprised.
  • Sai: Why? Do you dislike me?
  • Ino: No! Why are you asking me all these difficult questions? (ಥ﹏ಥ)
  • Sai: Heh...sorry.
  • Sai: Anyway, isn't it getting a little late?
  • Ino: Nah, it's still a little early.
  • Sai: Want me to come over and walk you home?
  • Ino: Ha? Why would you do that? I'm totally fine.
  • Sai: I'm just worried.
  • Ino: The streets are safe, remember? I'll be fine. No worries, no worries.
  • Sai: But still. You never know if you end up running into a violent, drunk person or a thief...
  • Ino: Fine, fine. I'll be going home soon then.
  • Sai: Please let me know when you're home...or if you run into trouble.
  • Ino: Alright. <( ̄︶ ̄)>
  • Sai: Oh, Ino...
  • Ino: Hm?
  • Sai: Would you...
  • Sai: Would you like to go out on another date next time?
  • Ino: Are you kidding me?
  • Ino: I'd love to go!
  • Ino: So, where are we going?
  • Sai: I honestly haven't thought about that yet, but I'll come up with something.
  • Ino: Alright. I'll trust you with that! (・ω<)☆
  • Ino: Anyway, I don't think any customers are coming in anymore, so I'll close shop right now.
  • Sai: Alright!
  • ----five minutes later----
  • Ino: Are you...standing outside right now?
  • Sai: Wait...that's your flower shop? I never would've guessed!
  • Ino: It's called 'Yamanaka Florists.' How is that not obvious?
  • Sai: I can't lie to you, can I? (╥﹏╥)
  • Sai: I'm just worried about you. Let me walk you home...please.
  • Ino: Fine. Why don't you come inside? It's freezing outside.
  • Sai: Alright.
  • Sai: Hey, why don't we grab something to eat?
  • Ino: Sounds fine to me. Now, get in here before you freeze to death!
  • Sai:'re worried about me~
  • Ino: Idiot.

anonymous asked:

Ok so I know your probably not gonna read this or take it seriously but none of the big 4 are 'unhealthy' or 'abusive'. People seem to use those two labels for any(paring)thing they dislike or don't agree with, yeah, some have had their moments of downright disguising-ness (used-to-be stalking, boob grabbing, crucifying, trying-to-kill one or the other..) but like ??? now the excuses people are forcing out to call one or the other abusive is disgusting and offending. Believe me or not,(1/7)

Publicize this or not, but i myself have actually been in an abusive relationship and it is nothing like what you all are describing or what the pairs are like right now. It is offensive and rude af to those who have actually lived through what people throw around so loosely. Take a look at what the pairings are in the present instead of the past- because most if not all of the evidence you all use for your outrageous claims are more than four years old, which isn’t strong evidence at all, There is like a 1%, 25% or whatever percent that you live and grew up in the western world, and I don’t think anybody has told y'all this but western and eastern cultures are d i f f e r e n t. Manga and Anime originated in the east, thus them having eastern things- and that includes their take and view point on certain things. Take the whole argument with Juvia being a stalker and abusing Gray as an example. In the movie (Dragon Cry) there is supposedly more moments with Juvia being what you all call ‘abusive’. She hugs him and things like that, giving off a more comedy-feel to the audience. And that’s just it- the Japanese audience, the ones who this manga was made for, found it cute and adorable, even claiming there are some cute Gruvia moments in the movie. Watch, when it comes to the west’s view points on it they’ll be quick to scream “ABUSIVE” and not look at what development has done to their relationship. I am proud to announce myself as surviving an abusive relationship, and let me tell you I was told I couldn’t do this or that, i had his hands raised at me and struck me till I bleed, only for him to apologize the next day and say it would never happen again, and when I wanted to go out with friends I was threatened- and then beat again. But when it comes to something like what is going to be shown in the movie (I haven’t seen it yet but I have read what others have said about it) and it just agitates me how ya’ll dislike it and immediately label it as something horrible just to get your way with the argument. I’m not saying to stop running this account or stop having your own opinion on things- cause that’s not what i wrote. I found a ridiculous post you made about Juvia being abusive to Gray and shit on my feed by a reblog, so i didn’t just look up ‘anti-gruvia’ to shit on you or anyone else. It was very hard for me to write this but I’ve had enough with these kind of accusations, all i’m asking is for you (all) to be mindful of what you are saying. I know what i went through and I know that none of the big 4 are abusive (Lucy and her being naked every chapter, boob grabbing by Natsu is annoying but not really abusive ?). But yeah, bash me for my opinion and then proceed to give your own. Just please next time someone mentions abuse and stuff like that, think twice about actually posting it

Tbh my favourite part of this whole ask is that you assume that either of us mods haven’t been in an abusive relationship?? We label it abusive because we’ve been in similar situations, situations that made us feel depressed, worthless, suicidal. And we see that, mirrored back at us in the form of Juvia. 

You said that there are no current examples, well just from the top of my head there’s:

  • Juvia stalking Gray to his parent’s graves, confessing to having a hand in his death (when really, she didn’t), because her “guilt” was more important to her than his grief
  • She then uses his vulnerability and forces her way into his home, even bragging to a child about how she tried to force herself into bed with him
  • Lets herself become so ill she can’t move because she revolves so much around him that she physically cannot cope without him
  • The fact that she literally says that her life belongs to him… like, she views herself as his. His property

I won’t bother going through the manga and finding more examples, because you will always have our opinion and we will always have ours. And that’s fine, the world would be boring without the diversity of ideas. 

I’m sorry if what we said upset you, but we both genuinely believe that Juvia is abusive. She manipulates Gray, she forces herself into every aspect of his life, makes his feel uncomfortable, sexually harasses him… it’s unhealthy, and it’s disgusting. 

If you don’t want to see anything like this in the future, we suggest you block us and blacklist ‘anti gru//via’ and similar tags. 

Also, you said “please next time someone mentions abuse and stuff like that, think twice about actually posting it” But we’re not making light of abuse. Both of us have suffered in the past, so we suggest the next time you want to make broad assumptions about what we’ve been through, without actually knowing, you don’t send the asks. 

anonymous asked:

Which do you dislike more Joner*s or Jon*a? If one happens which one In your opinion would be worse?

Alright, can I just die instead? No? Okay. I like all the three characters separately, but I hate the idea of them together romantically. So, take a sit because this will be going on for quite a while, I have to make my against-against list first. Seriously now, i’ll try to be short about this and contain my disdain for this two “couples” or whatever the hell people use to call it.

JON/DAENERYS: I would love an alliance between them, it would be both necessary and interesting to see. But that’s all, folks. Nothing more. Aside the predictably fairytale-ish boring part that I alreardy discussed a little bit in here and the obvious reasons people usually gives like the inscest bit, I don’t think they would work out as a happy pair. I don’t see they falling in love with each other in any possible way, it would be just too dreamy. They’re different in so many aspects! Jon is a sweet lil’ babe who only wants to get warm and deserve it more than anyone else. Unfortunately, destiny has other plans for him and he has a role to play in the war to come, but at the first opportunity he’ll just want get away from all of this and step aside. Or he’ll die. Either way, his path is very far from Dany’s. She is also someone who have been through so much and deserves better, sure. But she has her own agenda, she does want to be a ruler and play the game of thrones. She chose this, unlike Jon. Also, I don’t see anything that would point them to a relationship without being in a completely au!characters/situation and even then, it would be boring as death and an amount of unnecessary drama. 

JON/SANSA: I don’t even understand this pairing, really. Why do you think Jon and Sansa will end up together? What points to this? I don’t see the logic, sorry. I love the brotp they made out of them tho, it’s cute. But I get the feeling most people ship it because of the hug last season - IT WAS A BROTHERLY HUG TO ME! - and look good together standing side by side, that’s it. This is what bothers me in the fandoms, argh. Stop romanticize everything, guys. It’s okay only a friendship, no need to turn everything into a ship thing. I hardly heard of “Jonsa” before s6, but after they hugged… WOW! Everybody started making scenarios of them. I don’t think Sansa see him in THAT way or will ever and with all she’s been through… Honestly. It’s gross, there’s no hint of interest in either part. They truly, truly see each other as brother and sister. I don’t usually care so much about incest but it would be like if she dated her dad? I mean, she even made a coat (can’t remember the right word now, sorry) like her dad used to wear, lol. The same apply for the people who ship Jon/Arya as well, I don’t understand. Lastly, they have the same Jonerys problem… What they have in common except the love for *THEIR* family?

With all of this being said… I think neither of this two pairings would be a healthy or a happy one, it’s doomed and trash-y in any case. But, if I have to choose one… I would stick with the first, it’s less disturbing and makes more sense than the second - which have none at all in the asoiaf-gotverse. Still, i’ll pray for things don’t come to that. What’s yours, nony? I’m curious since you put me in a death/death position, HHA. Feel free to come back, I love answering questions.

Ask my opinion on anything!

tabbye  asked:

I don't know if someone thought of this already but it just occurred to me that John saying to Mary "I choose the baby's name " is very significant, he doesn't say we shoul choose the baby's name, or I've been thinking about baby's names, or even Can I choose the baby's name? is not a question it's a statement, he is gonna choose the name without her, period 1/3

but then when she says no he doesn’t even bother to discuss it which is weird for a man that just a moment ago was declaring he was doing it, he doesn’t try to justify himself he doesn’t say let’s talk about it or I have the perfect name in mind or anything else he just lets it go it seems like contradictory behavior UNLESS “I choose the baby’s name” actually means I’m raising this kid without you 2/3

John has already made the decision to get rid of Mary it just happens that he has to wait until she gives birth before in order to make sure she is not running away with his baby, Mary is not going to be part of the baby’s life and that’s why she will take no part on the decision, John is choosing the baby’s name when the time comes and meanwhile he’s letting his lying wife think he has given up 3/3

Hi Lovely!

This is an interesting observation! The line itself has always bothered me because even after EVERYTHING she did, Mary STILL thinks that she can make all kinds of ultimatums and demands upon John. EVEN DURING THEIR “FORGIVENESS” SCENE, SHE BELITTLES JOHN AND MAKES HIM FEEL AWFUL. That whole spiel after they “hug”:

JOHN: All this does not mean that I’m not still basically pissed off with you.
MARY (tearfully): I know, I know.
JOHN: I am very pissed off, and it will come out now and then.
MARY: I know, I know, I know.
(She sniffs. They pull back far enough to be able to look into each other’s eyes.)
JOHN (softly): You can mow the sodding lawn from now on.
MARY: I do mow the lawn.
JOHN: No, I do it loads.
MARY: You really don’t.
JOHN: I choose the baby’s name.
MARY: Not a chance.
JOHN: Okay.
(They tightly hug again.)

Like. This whole thing rubs me the wrong way, and I cannot fathom how anyone thinks it was genuine: 

“Hey, I shot and killed your best friend, tried to do it again, lied to you about my entire life the entire time we’ve known each other, am actually a secret freelance assassin who kills people for money, think you’re really boring, and admitted I would rather your best friend who you love be dead than lose you as my protection AND not apologize for any of it because you are not worth an apology so I’ll be angry at YOU for not just taking it in stride and okay you’re not allowed to have any input in naming our child and I think you’re lazy.”

Mmm. Yeah, no. John would not just sit there and take it. I think in a subtle way he’s trying to see if she is genuine, but of course she’s not.

But regardless, yes, I suppose it is a subtle clue that John is taking control of the situation, and he has already made the decision to not stay with Mary. He’s doing it because of a greater plan that I believe will be unveiled in S4.

As an aside, we know the real reason Mary didn’t want John to name the baby: Because she KNEW he was going to call it Sherlock (or a variation of). NOTHING named Sherlock was EVER going to have “Watson” attached to it as long as she lived… even if the baby is fake / not really John’s, she doesn’t want that constant reminder that John will never love her like he loves Sherlock.

anonymous asked:

Can I have a longish reaction to them hearing your mom talking badly about your body? Like about your weight and stretchmarks and whatnot? Sorry, you don't have to, I won't be upset with you or anything.

I can’t tell you how you should feel about your own body, but I do know that no one, no matter if they’re family or just random strangers - should ever judge you based on your appearance. And if they do, especially if they’re judging their own children, they need to learn how to act like a decent human being. Sorry, I’m sure your mother has her redeemable qualities, but I feel insecure enough about my own weight and stretchmarks, and I can’t imagine how much it must hurt to hear something like that from your own mother. You’re beautiful just the way you are, just make sure you’re healthy and happy and nothing else matters~

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Seokjin was going to confront your mother about what she was saying, though he was going to try to approach it as calmly as possible. He was going to tell her as respectfully as he could that she shouldn’t be saying things like that about anyone, let alone her own child, and that discouraging you rather than being supportive was only going to hurt you and push you away from her. Which, if that was the way your mother normally acted, then Seokjin wasn’t going to stop you if you did end up wanting to cut her out of your life, and he was sure to warn your mother of that.

Yoongi wouldn’t say anything to your mother, mainly because he knew he wouldn’t say anything polite, and he didn’t want to upset you any more than your mother’s words would if you were around to hear them. So, instead, he’d go to find you so that he could shower you with compliments and devote attention to all the things your mother thought you should be insecure about, right in front of her if she bothered to watch, and he’d let both you and your mother know that you had nothing to be insecure about; he loved you the way you were, so why should you care what other people might think?

Hoseok couldn’t listen to much; he heard your mother say one thing and he was done, leaving to find you and pull you away from the situation altogether. The two of you would end up alone - whether that was in your room or somewhere like a park, it didn’t matter - and he would assure you that there was nothing wrong with you; he was sure that if your mother was saying things like this now, she must have been saying them as you were growing up, and he wanted to make sure that you knew that you were perfect to him; as long as you were healthy and happy, he couldn’t care less about what you looked like.

Namjoon was going to back your mother into the proverbial corner; he was going to confront her and ask her if she’d want something talking about her like that. How would she feel if her spouse only cared about superficial things like her appearance; how would she feel if her spouse left her the moment she started getting wrinkles? Once your mother was a stuttering mess with nothing good to say, Namjoon would assure her that he would never view you in that way, and that she should probably learn to be accepting before both her ugly appearance and personality drove everyone away.

Jimin wasn’t going to be able to hold his tongue. He got enough shit like that from people he didn’t even know, acting as if his only important feature was his abs. Those comments were enough to ruin his self-confidence, so he couldn’t imagine what it would do to him to hear it from his mother. And he definitely didn’t want you to find out what it felt like. So, unfortunately, he’d end up snapping at her angrily. He wouldn’t have to deal with the consequences, though, because, as he told her, this would be the last time she saw him or you if she couldn’t figure out how to properly support her children.

Taehyung was upset by what your mother had said, probably more upset than you were; he couldn’t understand how someone could say anything like that about you, let alone your mother. He’d clear his throat, just to let your mother know that he’d heard, but he wouldn’t say anything; he’d pass her to go find you, pull you into a tight hug and a sweet kiss, and suggest that the two of you leave and go somewhere more fun; a restaurant that you loved, an ice cream shop down the street, a movie theater, pretty much anywhere that your mother wasn’t.

Jungkook was angry; angry that your mother would talk about you like this, and angry that she expected other people to agree with her. Why the hell should she or anyone else care what your body looked like? Did she think you were dating someone that cared about stupid shit like that? Did she think so low of him and you? And did she think that you should be insecure about things that he loved? He wasn’t going to confront her about it, though; he was actually polite, believe it or not. Instead, he’d find you and tell you how much he loved you, no matter what you looked like.

anonymous asked:

omg thank you so much for your translation for secret pink! i only asked for teba and you gave both!! If it doesn't trouble you the translation for pureslider's yasashii would be nice because I have the hard copy but don't understand a word of it ^^;

Free dj - Yasashii Dokusen Yoku Zenpen parts one and two

Man, you’re really lucky to have an actual physical copy of this lovely book! Did you have the first or second parts, or both? Whatever it is, the beautiful cover art alone is worth the money, am I right? ^^

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anonymous asked:

Mourn, eruri? ;_ ;

Send me a “Mourn” and I’ll write a drabble about one character mourning the death of the other

Oh, anon. We’ll get through this together ;~;

(tw implied suicide)  also in case you’re wondering why im kinda salty about eren here. it’s because i am.

“Who d’you think will die first?” Levi asks one night, curling his freezing toes into Erwin’s warmth. The other man doesn’t flinch, at the question or at Levi’s lack of body heat. “You or me?”

“Me, probably,” Erwin decides after a while, voice low in the dark. His chest rumbles as he speaks, and Levi scoots closer.


“After all the men I’ve sent to their deaths?” Erwin answers ruefully. “It’s only a matter of time.”

“That’s not how it works, idiot.” Levi scowls. “Besides, I’m no angel either.”

“But you’re humanities strongest,” Erwin threads his fingers through his hair, strokes the razor cut softness of his undercut. “You’re more likely to survive. Especially since I lost my arm.”

“I suppose,” Levi mutters. He pauses. “What will you do if I die first?”

Erwin’s hand stops stroking his scalp for a moment, then quietly resumes. “I suppose I’ll grieve for the rest of my life.”

“Good.” Levi murmurs. It’s selfish, they both know it, but sometimes selfishness was a blessing in their world.

“And you?” Erwin asks after a pause. “What will you do if I die?”

Levi fidgets, suddenly regretful that he bought the topic up at all. “I don’t know.”

He hates that this is the memory that comes up. It could have been the first time they’d met, or the first kiss, but instead, Levi finally learns that even after Erwin has died, he still doesn’t know what to do.

“We need to leave,” Hange murmurs. She’s holding him, and Levi realises he can’t even support his own weight at all.

I can’t leave him, he tries to say, but his fingers stroke over Erwin’s cold cheek, words dying in his throat.

There’s commotion behind them, but Levi doesn’t care. With Erwin gone, humanity doesn’t stand a chance, and he wonders how long it will take for them to realise it. Even up until his death, they only thought of Erwin as a monster. He wonders if the serum will make Armin the same monster given time.

“Levi,” Hange whispers. “Let’s go.” She presses a kiss to Erwin’s forehead, sliding off the emerald bolo tie. For a moment, she regards it, then slips it on around her neck, face sombre. Gone is the wild-eyed scientist, instead Hange takes on her new responsibility as Commander. “It feels so heavy,” she murmurs.

“Captain!!” It’s Eren. “Armin’s alive!”

It’s like a knife to the gut, hot and twisting in its pain. Levi wants to feel the rising boil of anger, but instead there is only a dull ache of a new wound he knows will never heal.

Hange stands. “Shit, Levi. Titans are headed towards us- we need to go!”

“Captain!” Eren screams again. “Three 10-metre class titans!”

What will you do if I die?

The answer suddenly comes to him.

Levi removes his gas canisters, swapping them out for Erwin’s. He’s swift and mechanical, but gentle when his fingers brush over Erwin. The titans are looming closer, their faces grinning. He can’t see where the beast titan is yet, but he can’t be far off. He’s got enough gas to get him there, surely. He gives a final check to his blades, satisfied.

“Levi,” Hange is watching him. The eye that’s not covered in bandages is wet with tears. “I can’t lose you too.”

Levi pauses. Sometimes, when Hange went off on her crazy rants, it was easy to forget how capable she really was as a soldier. If Erwin trusted her enough to be the next Commander, then Levi would trust her too. It wasn’t for nothing that she would be the last of the veterans still standing.

“I’m sorry,” Levi tells her, trusting that she already knew everything he wanted to say. His voice comes out raspy and cold. “He gave me orders.”

“I know,” Hange says. She leans forward and hugs him, and Levi pulls her close. “Good luck.”

They pull apart, just as Eren makes it back onto the rooftop, Mikasa close behind. “Captain, what should we do?” 

Levi looks at them for a moment, finding that he feels nothing. “You’re on your own.”

Eren stares. “What? You’re abandoning us? You can’t do that!”

“Levi has his own mission,” Hange tells them. “Let’s go.”

Levi doesn’t hear their protests as Hange ushers them away. He gives her a nod before she, too, fires her 3D gear away. Of all the deaths he’s experienced in life, he’s glad he managed to say goodbye to at least one friend.

He doesn’t bother watching them slay the titans. Levi kneels, stroking the hair out of Erwin’s face.

“Hey, you bastard,” Levi whispers. “That heaven you spoke about better be real.”

What was there to say, really, when he could barely bring himself to say it? 

“I’ll fulfill the last orders you gave me,” Levi tells him. “But after that, I’m not making any promises.” He pauses. “I’ll be out of gas by then, anyway.”

The thought is more comforting than anything else.

“You tried your best,” Levi continues. “And even though they didn’t appreciate it, I always did.” 

He looks at Erwin. His face is pale, the rooftop smeared with his blood. 

“I love you,” Levi whispers. He can see Erwin’s soft smile, the way his eyes crinkled at the edges, face full of gentle adoration.

Thank you, Levi.

group hug, anyone? ;~;

anonymous asked:

if.. you're feeling up for some angst/heart-breaking, how about some hc of MC falling in love with one of the RFA boys and they don't return her feelings? this is... theoretically impossible(?) so i'll understand if you don't answer lolol - maybe a comeback could be that someone else(who actually has feelings for them) would comfort the MC?

don’t worry nonnie, i get the gist of what you’re asking! i’m going to add some of my interpretation to your ask so this is the prompt below:

How would the RFA comfort MC who’s been rejected by her crush?

i’m gonna make a quick note here and say that for each of the imagines, MC outright confessed to her crush, to which they turn her down. and it’s kind of AU-ish in this post, cuz MC is not living in Rika’s apartment, but she is apart of the RFA. let’s get on with the post!

Yoosung begins crying the moment he sees your teary and heartbroken face. He’s all over you like a confused puppy - he wants to comfort you the best he can, but he has no clue what to do. He’s a bit scared he’ll only mess up and do something stupid yet again right in front of you. You’re just so great and wonderful and awesome, he doesn’t understand why anyone would reject you! O-oh? Did he say that out loud? Oh…Even though Yoosung technically half-confessed his feelings, his top priority is you. Next thing you knew, he’s bringing all the junk food he can find in his house, dumps it on the floor, and cries with you just to make you feel better. Such a simple cinnamon roll

Zen’s immediate reaction is anger, when he hears you sobbing over the phone about how your crush rejected you. At first he’d say, “That jerk! I’ll give them a piece of my mind!” He quickly realizes though, what you really need right now is a shoulder to cry on. He jumps on his motorcycle and drive all the way to your place, while making some quick stops along the way. In the middle of the night, he shows up at your doorstep with a couple of tissue boxes, a tub of chocolate ice cream, and a few cheesy rom-com movies. You sit together on the couch and he lets you lean your head on him, as you vent your heartbroken feelings. He says, “They don’t know what they lost. MC, you’re a gem, and I won’t let you forget that.” Crap! He came out more intimate than he intended! But he sort of hopes you noticed…He doesn’t ever want you to feel worthless because of some rejection.

Jumin notices you’re not as lively when you came over to his place. You didn’t even smile when Elizabeth appeared and rubbed her head affectionately against your feet. He cuts straight to the point and asks you if anything’s wrong. If you say no, Jumin would be quick to point out that yes, something is bothering you, but won’t push the subject any further. If you admit yes, something’s been bothering you all day, he sits down to listen. After you finish telling him about your failed confession, he’s actually frowning. “A shame,” he tells you, pulling you into a light hug. “If I were in their place, I would’ve immediately said yes.” Wow, Jumin, smooth moves

Jaehee immediately observes you were nearly silent this entire time you came over to her house to have a cup of her savory coffee. She gently asks if anything was wrong. The moment she sees your shiny eyes or hears a muffled sob from you, look out, cuz Jaehee switches to mother hen mode. Pulls out any sweets lying around, pours you a fresh cup of coffee, brings out a spare box of tissue, and pulls a chair next to you. She lets you vent on for hours, without a complaint on her end. Definitely insists for you to sleepover, because she doesn’t want to let you be left alone. She even tucks you into her bed, and works on anything for her job beside you. As you were dozing off, you swear someone kisses you on the forehead. 

707/Saeyoung can’t stand the sight of your sad face and wrapping his mind around the fact someone rejected you. You! He knows he doesn’t deserve you, but he can’t let you sink into despair…so he does what he does best. Make you laugh. “MC…” He says all seriously at first. “Seeing you cry like this is pretty…tear-able!” He smiles so hard it hurts his cheeks, when you laughed at the horrible pun. He brings you into a tight hug. “Don’t worry about that person, MC. You’ll definitely find someone who deserves someone like you.” He hates letting you go After that, he secretly emails your ex-crush an automatic virus. Because Saeyoung can be a petty fuck at times, especially if the few people he loves gets hurt by somebody.

anonymous asked:

I don't normally do this, but I'm tired of this group of The 100 fans being so nasty to Arryn. One of them even made a rude video to her. They're a group called BobsEJ & all they do is talk horribly about Arryn for no reason. They call her airvent. I can't imagine how seeing this stuff makes Arryn/Bob feel. I feel like both of their fans should stick up for them & say something to them! That's why I'm writing you. Some of their @s are "bellamyblrake" "baloneyblake" "jaspereyes" "beiiamyblakex"

First of all, I am SO disappointed and quite honestly disgusted to hear that people would send hate videos to Arryn and just be completely negative toward her! I will defend both her and Bob to the GRAVE!! That drive to defend them has only been strengthened by the fact that I had the pleasure of meeting BOTH of them, and talked to them about the hate that they get!

I said the same thing to both of them!! I told Bob and Arryn “please don’t think that the people who spout hate represent the majority of the fandom. They are the minority; just the obnoxious and loud ones who seem to have the confidence to say such hurtful things because they can do it anonymously and hide behind their computer screens.” They both agreed to this completely! I also told both of them that “I couldn’t be a bystander to it and wanted to battle and drown out the negativity and hate with positivity! and thats why I made the scrapbook!” I still have yet to post my encounters with the actors, BUT I WILL SAY, that even Arryn knew about the Scrapbook! When I was mentioning something about it, she said “OH! YOU made that?!?” and was impressed!! My friends and I expressed to BOTH of them how much we love and admire them! I even told Arryn that by her taking a step back, its US THE FANS that are missing out because she is willing to share her life with us and we lose that when a few hateful people ruin it for everyone else!! She totally agreed with this!!

I can honestly tell you that both Bob and Arryn are hurt by the hate!! Arryn really opened up about it and out of respect for her, I am not going to go into full detail about what she said! I WILL say that the hate she gets, has forced her to take a step back from Twitter. Which is a shame because she LOVES interacting with fans and now what, she’s limited because of people hating on her? Arryn is a human being! She is NOT an outlet for your jealousy!! There is absolutely NO REASON to hate her!! She is also very conscious about what she posts, because she was talking about wanting to do something and I asked her if she could tweet a picture about it and was like “Um… we’ll see” Because she is SO hesitant now about posting things due to the hate!! I quickly told her that I completely understood and we joked about posting it privately!

Both Arryn and Bob are SUCH GENUINE people!! They are kind, caring, and sincere! They both are so modest and are incredibly grateful towards their fans! I was SO LUCKY to not talk to them once, or twice, but MULTIPLE times over the weekend!! And hearing them actually open up about how they feel regarding the negativity and hate … made me SO sad and angry for those who make them feel hurt!!! Because YES! They ARE hurt by it.

STOP HATING ON ARRYN ZECH! PLEASE!! she is not deserving of it!! She is SUCH a beautiful person, inside and out! She does NOT deserve your hate because what, people are jealous? If you are a true fan of Bob, then you shouldn’t be targeting her. If you have any respect for people, you would not hate on her, OR Bob for that matter! OR ANYONE!!!

I also want to add in a plug about the Positivity Project for Arryn Zech which you can check out HERE! She is TALENTED (ALL ON HER OWN) and if you haven't’ checked out RWBY, I suggest you do so!!! Show Arryn your love!! Show Bob your love!! And PLEASE, JUST STOP WITH THE HATE!!!!! These are real people; people who are very aware of the nasty comments and horrible remarks that get thrown their way!!

THANK YOU ANON for sending me the message!!! I apologize for the extremely long response but this is really something that bothers me!! As I said, I will defend both Arryn and Bob to the GRAVE!!! Stop the hate, and show your love for them!!!


So, the WWII AU no one asked for:

Set towards the end of the war, European theatre
- Victor is an ace pilot, considered a war hero and is a bit of a celebrity in the USSR
- But his plane was shot down recently over Germany
- Victor is missing, assumed captured at best but probably dead
- His younger brother Yuri refuses to believe this and immediately enlists in the army in the naive hope that it would help him find his brother
- He’s too young but gets some fake papers and lies about his age to get in. Gets sent off to the Eastern Front and doesn’t learn a damn thing about what happened to Victor. But he does meet a really cool guy from the Kazakh SSR (Otabek, of course) and they become great friends and look out for each other.
- But rewind a bit, back to Victor getting shot down. An American infantry regiment made up mostly of the children of Japanese immigrants stumbles upon a downed Soviet plane as they push forward into Germany. The pilot inside is hurt but alive, and so is placed in the care of their medic (it’s Yuuri.)
- Victor is dirty and injured and pretty disoriented with a concussion but he’s still the most beautiful person Yuuri has ever seen.
- The unit realizes after a bit that hey, doesn’t this guy look like that famous Russian pilot? Oh shit, they’ve got a Soviet war hero with them now and they don’t know what to do with him. How do we send him back? Things are pretty messy at the moment, so for the time being he’s just going to have to stick around with them.
- Yuuri doesn’t mind this arrangement. Victor speaks enough English that they can communicate and they’ve been talking a lot while Victor’s been on the mend. He likes Victor. He REALLY likes Victor.

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anonymous asked:

I don't know if you've gotten this question before or not but what kind of boyfriend would jimin,jhope,jungkook and namjoon be ? Thanks love your blog^3^

   J-Hope would be the type to smother you in attention. He’d definitely make sure that you never feel alone, constantly sticking to your side!  Hobi would want to make sure that you know how much he loves you and would be one to express it with lots of skin ship and little compliments here and there. He would be one of the sweetest and most caring ones, constantly asking if you were okay and how you felt, always concerned about your well being.If you weren’t okay, it would crush him. He might even start crying himself if its bad enough. All he would want was for you to be happy. He’d do literally anything just to make you smile. For a date, J-Hope would be the one to suggest doing simple things such as cuddling up and watching a cute movie or going out to a little cafe for cookies a tea! So, overall, Hoseok would be a sweet, cuddly boyfriend who smothers you in endless attention! 

   Jungkook would be the most awkward compared to the others. Hes still pretty young and I would think he doesn’t have much experience (considering he became a trainee when he was just 14) so it would all be very new to him. When the relationships first starts, it would still be kind of like a friendship. Not much skin ship, nothing too lovey dovey. Slowly but surely, he will begin to warm up. Unlike Hobi, I don’t see him as one to be into skin ship overall. He would be one to do more ‘natural’ things such as hand holding, resting his chin on your head from behind, or letting his arm rest around your shoulders. Communication wise, it would be a bit more difficult to talk to him about things.I feel if you were to be sad or down, he wouldn’t know what to say and just sit there, hugging you. And if you were to be mad, he wouldn’t think to talk about it and just try to keep his distance from you until its over. He would want you to be okay, but just wouldn’t know how to make that happen. Kookie would be more shy when it comes to showing his love for you. He might not be very good at showing it, but you’ll just have to know that he really does. With dates, he would be one to spend weeks trying to plan a perfect, extravagant date for your anniversary opposed to little small cute ones. Maybe renting a cabin in the mountains for a week, or traveling to another country and learning about their culture. Definitely something out of the box! Overall, Kookie would a bit shy at first, but after a while, it’d be a cute, simple relationship with a few great surprises here and there.

   Namjoon would be a more “chill” kinda boyfriend. Everything would be seem really natural and cool with him. I feel like he has more experience in dating then most of the other guys so nothing would be really awkward. He would be one to do natural skin ship, (more than our maknae) nothing too much. He doesn’t strike me as one to be really into that, but if you asked him to do more, he would. Namjoon would be more open to PDA compared to the others. In bed, I personally think he would be the best with this but I wont go into any detail. When it comes to how you feel and communication, he would be more mature about this. Joonie would be able to tell if something was wrong and wouldn’t hesitate to ask if you were okay and would like to listen and help in anyway possible. With expressing his feelings towards, he’d be more casual about this. Rapmon would be the kind to casually drop an “I love you” or smother you in kisses out of no where. Just all really cute! With dates, I feel as he would like to take you out occasionally to maybe a fancy restaurant or a theme park just to have some cute little fun with you! Overall, Rapmon would be a very chilled and relaxed boyfriend. Everything will feel natural but fun with him!

Jimin would be… I’m not sure of a word that could describe him. Him as a boyfriend would definitely be a wild ride. I imagine him as a more touchy-feely jealous boyfriend. Whats his is his and nobody else can have it! He would make sure everyone knew you were his and if anyone even looked at you the wrong way, they wouldn’t live to see another day. Jimin would always have his arm around you or have his fingers intertwined with yours, anything to show the world you belong to him. He would be a very loyal boyfriend and would expect you to be too. Jimin would never intentionally hurt you but he might be a little aggressive and get a little too jealous too easily, so that could cause some problems. He’d want to be the one that could make you happy, and nobody else. If this were to bother you, it’d be hard to talk to him about it. He might deny it and get upset at you for making accusations like that.  When it comes to your feelings with other things, expect him to be there for you no matter what. He would sit there for hours, listening and holding you, making sure you’re okay. Just seeing the love of his life in such a state would make him feel like absolute crap. He might even blame himself and beat himself up for allowing you to feel that bad. As for dates, he’d be like Namjoon in the sense of something fun yet simple. Anything to just be alone with you really. 

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