and the same for tomorrow

So I was trying to get my first job at this fast food place. Three of my friends already worked there and liked it, so I thought it’d be fun. Got an interview, got there 20 minutes before the interview, and waited outside in the cold (since non-employees weren’t allowed inside) for almost 2 hours waiting for the manager to arrive. He never did, and an employee just he told them to tell me to come back at the same time tomorrow. Whatever okay. Come back the next day, get there early, wait an hour with 6 other people scheduled to be interviewed at the same time. I got there first. Manager gets there after we’ve been waiting for an hour, and I get interviewed last. He doesn’t even interview me, just tells me, “I’ve had a long day so just come in tomorrow to work and we’ll fill out the paperwork then.”

Sweet okay so I got a job!

Get there early. Manager isn’t there, ask someone else to help me and they can’t. Someone calls the manager and now they’re supposed to train me. They immediately put me on drive-thru, and don’t even teach me how to use the equipment or the board, which by the way is very unorganized and had never been changed. You need to have an in depth understanding of the menu to understand this board, and I know about 2 things on the menu. Customers are yelling, I’m messing up a lot, and I get no help from anyone.

Manager gets there FINALLY and I talk to him about it, very visibly having a panic attack. He asks me if I get those a lot, I say yes because I have an anxiety disorder, and he fires me right there. “I just don’t want to deal with that.”

Never did paperwork. Never technically worked there, or clocked in. Never got paid for the 2 hours I worked.

Never going back.

Today, I doubted myself

but, found courage that things might change,

‘cause after all, the only thing certain

in life, is death.

Today, I doubted myself,

and when was asked how I’m holding on

I spat “fine…”

and chewed on my gum

so my breath doesn’t betray me

with the bullshit’s scent.

Today, I doubted myself,

and waged a holy war against me

ever since I jumped out of bed.

Today, I doubted myself

and tomorrow I’ll do the same

until I am, finally, the man I want to be.

New York Trilogy, and Sherlock

I should really be going to bed, but I have stuff someone can look into if they are interested in figuring out exactly what is going on in S4.

I guess I have been smart my entire life, but I became even smarter towards the end of college. In the middle of college, though, I took a class on Jewish authors, and I had to read a book called New York Trilogy.  NYT consists of City of Glass, Ghosts, and The Locked Room. I guess I don’t remember the stories extremely well, but by the time I got to The Locked Room, I realized each story was essentially telling the same story—except with different character names, and with different details. I’m not sure, but I wonder if the chronology goes in the exact same order.

Tomorrow, I might look into lit articles pertaining to NYT, and/or see how scenes ‘match-up’ in Sherlock—if no one else has.

If you decide to look into this, tell me. We can work together.

fighting fish

anonymous asked:

i was seeing some people say on twitter that the thing shinee is doing in japan tomorrow (i forgot the name) is really important. is that true?

yes, it is! the fns music festival (also known as fns kayousai, etc.) is a very important year end music show aired on fuji tv in japan. it’s a really big deal for japanese artists to be invited to perform there, and an even bigger deal for non-japanese artists to be invited. it’s VERY rare that they are. the only time that non-japanese artists really are is if they’re seen as having their own respective career within the industry there, like boa who is actually the only other korean act to be invited this year. they’re also the first korean boy group to be invited since tvxq was last in 2011. to stress importance, these are some of the japanese artists performing on the same show as shinee tomorrow (jst): e-girls, akb48 (and virtually every other 48 group), crystal kay, kyary pamyu pamyu, arashi, gackt, kis-my-ft2, different groups related to exile, momoiro clover z, morning musume, daigo, kim hirai, etc.

 this twitter user gave a bit more information on it’s importance. to further emphasis on just how important it is i’m going to quote the final part of their information: “taemin kept mentioning it at swcv this weekend and j-shawols are ecstatic. i even saw some tears in the audience. i feel a lot of the international fandom isn’t recognizing the importance of this opportunity. it’s so difficult for k-artists to get on japanese broadcast. fnc kayousai is like the culmination of shinee’s many years of hard work and touring in japan. they’re finally being recognized as j-artists.”

The Best

pairing: platonic hamilsquad x depressed!reader

genre: angst! modern au

word count: 1700

warning: mentions of depression, death/suicide

summary: you haven’t been at school all week, you haven’t been answering texts. eventually, the boys decided that they’re not going to wait for you to reply anymore, and take matters into their own hands.

a/n: yoo so sorry for the angsty thing, i was planning on putting up some starboy laurens fluff but ive been having a pretty bad day meself so. wrote some angst cuz it made me feel better. if you’re having a bad day i hope it helps and i hope u feel good tomorrow!

You had spent the week in bed. Your work was beginning to pile up – in both a metaphorical and literal sense, you thought as you looked at the pile of papers on your desk – and you probably got more texts in the past five days than you’ve gotten in the past year. Everyone was worried about you. Just today, Alexander had left you 3 voicemails and he sent you 51 messages in the span of 6 minutes; John sent you 2 pictures of Lafayette and Hercules playing checkers, and then one of himself pouting because, as he put it, he ‘wanted to see you’; Lafayette sent you a video of himself singing some French song that was supposed to be a lullaby but it didn’t really help; Hercules sent you a picture of himself in a ridiculous hat. 

Nothing cheered you up. You hadn’t had this bad of a spell in years, but lately things had gotten worse and couldn’t bring yourself to do anything. You just couldn’t.

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