Losing the baby - Shawn Mendes
Request: can you write one where y/n has a miscarriage and almost dies due to an altercation with paparazzi?
A/N: I found this in my drafts and I guess I never got around to post it? I don’t even know if this was finished or not but here ya go
You were practically pushed out of the hotel into a sea of people, that were waiting for you and your boyfriend Shawn, wanting to see a glimpse of your baby bump.
Your hand was tightly holding on to the bodyguard, who was fighting his was through the crowd, but it was no use. You didn’t get very far before everyone’s yelling got even louder and people started to push from every direction, squishing you and making you lose your grip on the bodyguard.
Panic rose quickly inside of you and breathing was becoming harder. What felt like hundreds of cameras were pushed in your face and your name was being yelled over and over again. Though it wasn’t in a concerned manner, but rather in a “I want the best picture, please look at me” - kind of manner.
Suddenly your body became heavy. To heavy for your legs support and you collapsed on the floor, tears streaming down your pale cheeks. You desperately gasped for air, but you felt like our throat was closing even more and wouldn’t let any air get to you.
Rather then making space, and helping you out of the crowd, more cameras were held up, trying to document what was happening. Some Paparazzi’s even stumbled over you because they were pushed by the people behind them.
“Get out of the way! Move it!”
The booming voice of the bodyguards was the last thing you heard before you blacked out on the street.
Your eyes slowly opened, trying to adjust to the light in the room. You looked over to your right, where an exhausted Shawn sat.
“Hey”, your voice was hoarse.
“You’re awake”, he said as if he couldn’t quite believe it.
Something inside him started shifting though and he instantly turned away from you, tears welling up in his eyes.
“Hey, why are you crying… I’m here, I’m okay…”, you wanted to move over and reach out to him but a sharp pain in your stomach stopped you from doing so. “ouch!”.
Shawn couldn’t look at you in that moment. He felt as if it was his fault for getting you in this situation, he felt responsible for the weight that you two would have to carry for the rest of your life.
“Shawn… what happened?”, you warily asked.
He cleared his throat before starting to explain. “You got squished in the crowd outside the hotel… they kinda all came towards you, making you break out in panic and you passed out because you didn’t get enough oxygen”. Shawn had to stop and try his eyes with his sleeves.
“The paramedics said you must have been without oxygen for at least a couple of minutes. You weren’t properly breathing anymore and they instantly rushed you into the hospital… I nearly lost you back there”.
You were at a loss for words. You could remember some of the horrors that occurred in front of the hotel, but hearing what Shawn had just told you, you were quite glad most of it was gone
“And what about… the-”, you didn’t even get to finish the sentence before Shawn looked at you and shook his head.
Tears started to blur your vision as you slowly let your hand run over your stomach.
“They barely got you here alive. You were in such a bad shape, your body just shut down completely… there was nothing they could do for her”.