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angst tiiiime. drv3 girls reacting to their s/o being killed.

Awwwww yeah, angst time.

Maki Harukawa

  • she can’t really believe it.
  • you promised to never leave her, so why should she believe it?
  • you wouldn’t do that.
  • but…she saw the body.
  • she doesn’t remember a lot after seeing the body. she remembers feeling completely numb and freezing cold, and leaving the room.
  • did she even investigate?
  • no
  • she’s still shaking.
  • she has nothing to say during the trial. she’s completely lost, how could somebody do that to you?
  • perfect, happy, kind, caring you?
  • then the rage hits her and it is uncontrollable.
  • it hits the second she knows who the killer is, and she wants them dead.
  • she wants to be the one to kill them, with her own bare hands, but…
  • you wouldn’t want that.
  • but she’s just so angry and she wants them to suffer.
  • she doesn’t remember when she started yelling, but now she’s being held back because she is going after your killer, tooth and nail.
  • when she realizes she is being held back and can’t get to them, she’s sobbing, screaming that there has to be justice, that you need to be avenged, but
  • she knows you wouldn’t want that.
  • now she’s crying hard because she doesn’t know what to do without you, she doesn’t know what to do at all.
  • she needs you to come back…
  • please don’t leave her here all alone.

Kirumi Toujou

  • she knows who your killer is.
  • she doesn’t know how she knows, but she can just feel it.
  • and she is on a warpath.
  • where are they hiding? where did they go?
  • they better pray to all the gods above that she doesn’t find them. ever.
  • because she will end them.
  • she knows you wouldn’t want that, but she wants it more than anything, and she’s a strong-willed woman.
  • what? investigation is already over?
  • perfect. they have to come to the trial.
  • it takes half the class to keep her from getting to your killer, she wants blood, how DARE somebody even dare to lay a FINGER on you, much less something as vile as a weapon.
  • she can’t even think about how broken she is, how much she’s hurting, how she’s screaming in agony on the inside, all she can think about is destroying the person that hurt you.
  • after the execution…
  • she realizes you’re never, ever coming back.
  • and then she breaks.
  • she drops down to her knees just sobbing, these loud, heart-wrenching sobs that she can’t control, you’re gone.
  • she let this happen. you’re gone and it’s all her fault.

Angie Yonaga

  • angie has never worked this hard in an investigation before.
  • angie has also never been this quiet before.
  • she has a look in her eyes like all the light inside her has completely burnt out. she is empty. she is practically dead inside.
  • she doesn’t talk to a single person for the whole entire investigation, but god, if looks could kill, she’d be the blackened in a heartbeat.
  • when the killer is found, she says nothing. 
  • when they are executed, she says nothing.
  • when everybody leaves the trial room, she immediately goes to her room.
  • she paints.
  • she sculpts.
  • she draws.
  • all you. everything she makes is you.
  • the spirit of god must truly be with her if he is sending her such divine visions of your beautiful soul, your beautiful frame, your beautiful face.
  • and that’s all she does for days. just create beautiful, beautiful art of you.
  • her room is a plethora of you.
  • it’s only when she looks around and sees you everywhere, sees your face everywhere, that she realizes that you are never, ever coming back.
  • the first time she cries.

Miu Iruma

  • she doesn’t want to kill, you wouldn’t want her to kill, so she won’t.
  • but she’s furious.
  • she may not kill, but she’ll beat the hell out of anybody who dares to even say your NAME, because that is SUSPICIOUS AS HELL if you ask her!
  • she tries to stay positive, because that’s something you always loved about her, her energy.
  • so she keeps a brave face, and tries to move on, even though she’s hurting so, so badly inside.
  • she gets one good punch in on your killer before they’re taken to be executed, and that’s all she needed.
  • after that, she’s right on the road to recovery.
  • she wants to remember all the good times you had together more than she wants to remember seeing your corpse anyway…
  • she thinks of you every day, but…it makes her happy.
  • you make her happy. she’s so happy she got to know you before you died.

Kaede Akamatsu

  • the second she sees your body, everything becomes real to her, this is a death trap, and you’re gone.
  • she’s hyperventilating, she needs to breathe, she needs to think-
  • she needs you.
  • so she takes a few deep breaths, and starts the investigation.
  • because you deserve justice. you don’t deserve to die in vain.
  • the entire time, she’s thinking of you.
  • she knows you would be proud of her.
  • she doesn’t even notice when she starts crying.
  • she’s never done as well in a trial as she did in this one.
  • flawless work, the blackened was caught in no time.
  • she didn’t watch the execution.
  • after that, she become more determined than ever to escape.
  • she would not let your death be meaningless.

Himiko Yumeno

  • she cries hysterically.
  • this is a trick, right?
  • you were always so good at tricks, this has to be a trick, but-
  • that blood is real. this isn’t a trick, and you’re dead right in front of her.
  • she can’t even stop crying long enough to investigate.
  • she can barely even hold it together through the trial.
  • she can’t even register any anger towards the killer, she can’t register anything, she’s just sobbing.
  • no other emotion can get in but devastating pain.
  • she wants you back.
  • she can’t do this without you.
  • even after the trial she’s a mess, she can’t stop shaking, she wants you to hold her.
  • but you can’t.
  • not even again.
  • you’re gone.

Tsumugi Shirogane

  • she’s shrieking. 
  • she runs over to your body, she hugs you as if hugging tight enough will bring you back, as if she won’t have to let go as long as she keeps by your side.
  • she has to be dragged away from you. she won’t stop screaming, fighting, she needs to get to you.
  • but, the trial has to start eventually.
  • and when it does, she’s accusing everybody.
  • she’s completely hysterical. anybody could be the blackened.
  • when the killer is caught, she can’t stop sobbing. just sobbing.
  • executing them doesn’t bring you back…
  • but it feels good anyway.
  • she doesn’t leave her room for days after your death, and even when she eventually does, she doesn’t speak, she keeps her gaze down, she isn’t ready for you to be gone yet.

Tenko Chabashira

  • you thought shirogane was bad??
  • nobody can scream like tenko.
  • the only difference is that her first instinct is to fight.
  • she attacks and completely overpowers anybody who dares to lay a finger on her, or even get too close.
  • anybody could be the killer.
  • anybody could be the person who ended her love’s life.
  • so she will go after everybody until the killer is found.
  • when the killer is found, she pounces.
  • she beats them half to death, she can’t help herself, only letting up when they’re dragged away to be executed.
  • tenko insists she could have done it herself.
  • and tenko definitely could have
  • she had all the motivation in the world.
  • she was just trembling now, completely unsure of what to do now…
  • what does somebody do after losing the most important person in their life?