summer is a pain tbh, the scolding sun, the bathing suits even though I won’t be wearing one I’ll be wearing a huge t-shirt with knee shorts but even then it’s embarrassing because ew my skin can breathe no thanks, and even if I don’t wanna go to the pool and float around in water full of children ages 2 to annoying as hell, my mom and other family members will make fun of me because of the shit I wear in the pool because it’s not a normal female bathing suit like “lmao you’re not Muslim” yeah I know I’m not and that’s rude and it’s not helping my mental state of my body either idk if you thought it would??¿ but it’s not. like no I don’t need my fuckin titties flashing everywhere piss off, and all the life gaurd females trying way too hard to get fucking dick while some kid is drowning not even two inches away from them. and the bugs. but my birthday is in summer which is cool I guess but not really because I grow closer to death himself on the day full of shit I despisE. Oh godddddd the bugs and sweat DID I MENTION?????. the only thing
my god I just ranted on summer I’m sorry. I want winter or cold ish season backkkkk.