and the 4th

I want to talk about my younger sister! She got her birth certificate, so of course I did her birth chart and she has Neptune&Uranus in the 4th and oh my goodness, it explains a lot.

Uranus in the 4th is an erratic childhood. The native can feel like an outcast, like they don’t belong in the family, so they may rebel and therefore ‘act out’ a lot during their upbringing. Also, she was just shit-crazy as a child, she was always getting in trouble. (That’s an understatement.) Some notable mentions; she used to paint on the walls with my mother’s nail polish and then move the dressers over to cover the evidence. The stain is still in our room till this day, she was about 2yrs old. When she was 3yrs, she decided to walk out the door when no one was looking, just like you know, she went fuck it right?  Where did she go, you ask? She walked all the way to my school to, as she claimed that day to 7yr-old me, “pick me up.” I was always getting in trouble for her actions too. Me, poor child who was only 4yrs older than her. My mother was always scolding me about how “I should be watching her.” You know what my sister did that day, the first time my mom scolded me about “watching her closely”? The brat spilled blood-red fruit punch all over our playroom while I was in the bathroom and when I saw the mess she looked me dead in the eye and whispered, “you should’ve been watching me.”

So, as she got older, she always had that rebellious streak to her. Life ‘wasn’t fair’ when she couldn’t go to parties, she gave attitudes to me mother when she was told ‘no,’ and would come home really late when she was angry from getting scolded, the typical teenager stuff.

Neptune in the 4th really hit me hard…It’s indicative of a difficult childhood, idealizing a perfect home/family. Perhaps not living up to what family members perceived her as, because it’s family telling my younger sister what they think she is like based off of their own perceptions, when she isn’t like that at all. Projecting what others think of you or what you should be even if it’s not you, this is the way of Neptune. As her older sister I’ve done this to her so many times. Telling her she’s “this and that” and she herself would be confused and just go with it because Neptune in the 4th is also very forgiving of their family. Neptune in her 4th gave me this perception of her that was just an illusion. She’s a Pisces sun too, so she has this perception problem in general with her identity. I feel so bad, but it’s too late to take it all back now. Of course, I’ll be sure to refrain from doing it now that I’m aware and that’s why astrology is great honestly. 

Cold bitter air stirred up the bright pink curtains hovering over the open window, chairs haphazardly shoved back out of the way to form a clear walkway between a dimly lit living room and blacked out bedroom. Pacing, pacing, back and forth walked the Captain of the Guard in his uniform, gloved hands behind his back with a clinking of his high heels on the glass floor. Strategy wasn’t necessarily his strong point but what he was planning to do next required some level of clarity versus rushing straight in. The King was an augmented monster with fire powers, not some random monster in the street. This certainly wouldn’t be an easy task but it was a needed one.

Flashbacks crowded his mind of the previous night’s conflict, the guard refusing to let him in to see his brother, the Royal Scientist, so he more or less let himself in. It wasn’t until he saw the Royal Scientist strapped down to a table being rushed by staff to stabilize his melting body, the shrill screams of pain, did he realize exactly why he was being kept out to begin with. No one should have to see something that horrific being done to their own family, but the Captain’s reaction wasn’t what everyone expected it to be. No, calm and collected, he saw to it that his brother’s meal for the day was to be planned out and a more proper medical facility would tend to his care over that of some basement in a laboratory. Then he left, simple as that, to head back to his old skyloft apartment in the North side of the city.

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Vicús gold nose ornament with dangles in the form of abstract birds, dated to 200 BCE to 600 CE. The Vicús culture was an early culture located in the north of Perú. This nose ornament is found on Hixenbaugh Ancient Art. 

I stay up worrying about
  • Saturn in the 1st house:Everything
  • Saturn in the 2nd house:Money
  • Saturn in the 3rd house:My anxieties
  • Saturn in the 4th house:My stability
  • Saturn in the 5th house:My worth
  • Saturn in the 6th house:Work and responsibilities
  • Saturn in the 7th house:Being alone forever
  • Saturn in the 8th house:Being violated
  • Saturn in the 9th house:If I'm good enough to exist
  • Saturn in the 10th house:The things I haven't accomplished
  • Saturn in the 11th house:War, poverty, corruption, and people
  • Saturn in the 12th house:My sanity
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David Tennant catching that puppy on the set of Doctor Who (Partners in Crime)