So today I had to do my last workout of winter break and I couldn’t move it to tomorrow because I’ll be spending the whole day traveling back to PA. My mom also wanted to run with me one last time before I leave and she only had time to run early this morning. So I ran 8 miles with her at 7am, which I knew would affect my workout later, but I was glad that I got to run with her one more time. Unfortunately it had a pretty big effect on my workout. I couldn’t even get halfway through it, I wasn’t hitting any of the times and the more I did, the more frustrated I got. My legs felt like lead and I got a sad lump in my throat. I’m so mad at myself for giving up on the workout and I’m incredibly sad to be leaving my family. Sometimes I wish I could just turn my emotions off, it’s really exhausting being sad.