and that he knows how she feels about this

anonymous asked:

okay so i like all the other Kevin Price is bi, pan etc. but do you have any head canons where he is FULLY GAY for Elder McKinley????

  • Kevin, who as a teen was always teased by his friends when he was seen talking to his best friend, Molly
  • He agreed with them that she was attractive and how they hung out after school, but didn’t completely get why they all flipped out, clapping him on the back
  • Because it was just Molly
  • But then one night when they were studying like usual she leaned over and kissed him 
  • And he didn’t feel anything
  • He felt so bad about it he did the most rational thing he could think of 
  • He leant in to kiss her back 
  • They ‘dated’ for months because Kevin felt like they should you know? That was what was supposed to happen? 
  • They broke up when they were 16 after Molly moved to New York and it was tearful and heartbreaking because even if he wasn’t attracted to her, she was still his best friend and he loved her 
  • But he wasn’t in love with her
  • As he entered high school he started to feel this empty feeling a lot more commonly, especially now that his height had tipped over 6ft and his cheeks had hollowed a bit to show some structure to his face
  • Girls seem to be flirting and asking him out left and right 
  • But when they would brush against him, or touch his arm, or bite their lips he just?? Didn’t understand why he didn’t react particularly when his friends were practically drooling over every girl that looked at them 
  • So he ignored it 
  • And ignored it 
  • And ignored it 
  • He pinned it down to being a ‘late bloomer’ that he would be normal soon he just had to wait it out, keep it to himself 
  • And then, of course, he goes on his mission and suddenly everything changes 
  • Because there he meets Connor McKinley 
  • The boy who had soft red hair, and nice eyes, and a smile that made his stomach flutter, and a laugh that made his breath hitch, in fact, everything he did somehow had him blushing and stuttering over his words 
  • But this was just like his feelings for Molly right? Just a bit stronger? He’d talked with Connor with a lot more personal issues and interests, so maybe their friendship was just stronger than with his 13-year-old ‘crush’ 
  • Until one day when he was sat casually on a chair in the kitchen away from the dining table as he had pulled it out to sit behind Nabulungi as she made Luwombo, spooning him food occasionally to taste
  • She was stirring at Connor wandered into the kitchen and he was wearing his dancing clothes - shorts and t-shirt. Kevin was too used to the pounding in his chest when he saw him in them so ignored it, repressing back into I’m straight, I just love my friends so much I feel a little uncomfortable sometimes, but that’s normal right? place in his brain
  • He shimmies between them, apologising politely, but then Nabulungi jumps and curses as she burns her finger on the stove and bumps into Connor so he’s spiralling forwards- 
  • And lands directly on Kevin’s lap 
  • His thighs were gripped onto him and his hands were pressed against his shoulders as the steady himself, and his mouth was moving as he apologised but Kevin couldn’t wasn’t listening
  • He was too busy internally screaming, eyes blown as his hands gravitated to his thighs automatically to steady Connor’s momentum, but he ripped them away went an honest to god jolt shocked through him 
  • For a second Connors, face was a breathe away from his and he got a sudden memory of when he grabbed his face after the general had shot that man in the village and how could he have ignored how world-changing it was to have a boy’s face so close to him 
  • Later that night, the weight of Connors hands against his shoulder, the tickling of his breath against his cheek, the pressure of his thighs squeezing his all felt like they were going to permanently be there 
  • Maybe his feelings weren’t like his one’s for Molly
  • At all 
  • f u c k 

simplyshelbs16xoxo  asked:

Sherlolly, of course

  • who holds the umbrella when it rains

Sherlock because he is taller so it is easier for him to keep the both of them covered. However he does on occasion get ever so briefly distracted (usually when he’s on a case) and forgets about the umbrella location so Molly does get rained on a little from time to time…

Originally posted by sherlollylives

  • who is the grumpiest in the morning

Sherlock. Definitely Sherlock. He keeps weird hours that don’t always line up with what most people consider to be “morning”

Originally posted by explosivecumberbatch

  • who worries more when the other is sick/hurt

I feel like they both worry about each other in different ways. Molly is a medical professional so she knows when something is just a cold. She’s more worried about what Sherlock will try to do while he is under the weather/laid up. I think when Sherlock isn’t quite sure how to help the people he cares about he goes a bit into overdrive…

Originally posted by astudyofsherlock

 and Molly almost never gets sick (one of the perks of being a long standing hospital employee. You build up an immunity to a lot of bugs) So when she does get sick, and he realizes she is sick, he does what he can to provide his own “Sherlock” bedside manner

Originally posted by that-wife-pfft

  • who plays pranks on the other

Molly starts it. It escalates back and for. Sherlock ends up taking it a step to far… but never so far that she won’t forgive him. 

Originally posted by explosivecumberbatch

  • who is always the first to suggest cuddling on the sofa

Molly for sure would suggest it. Couch cuddles after a long day? Awesome. Though “always” is a strong word…

Originally posted by sherlollylives

  • who insists on creating nicknames for the other

Neither of them really strikes me as the “nickname” type per-say, but I can see Sherlock getting it into his head that they should have pet names for each other because “that’s what normal couples do” and it becomes a sort of game between the two of them trying to come up with names that they both like/makes the other laugh. 

Originally posted by detective-from-221b

  • who drools on the other when they’re asleep

I could see both of them drooling if they were tired enough

Originally posted by astropoe

  • who says ‘I love you’ first

May I present, Exhibit A:

Originally posted by letsdiscussaboutsherlock

Honestly though after Sherinford I feel like it would be Sherlock who says it first for a while in the day to day. Molly would probably be a bit hesitant after the phone call and would need a bit of time, and Sherlock would understand and not expect her to say it…but after that pandora’s box of emotion was opened, after he almost lost her without telling her how he felt, I think he would want to make a point of telling her and telling her often. He’d want to make sure she knew how much he truly, genuinely, deeply loved her. I don’t think it would come out in sappy gestures and wild speeches of declared passion, but in simple things. A late night text just to check in. Any time they said goodbye, he’d be sure to tell her (just in case…) until eventually the heartache of their first ‘I love you’ was drowned out by all the happy, every day I love yous that followed. 

Okay. I acknowledge the possibility that John may not be able to tell Clarice about the whole memory thing right away. I am not happy about it and I think it would be writing that would go against how John has been portrayed on the show so far, but it is a possibility. Marcos and Dreamer might convince him that it’s best to leave Clarice like this so she can help rescue Lorna, and since he’s known Lorna longer and it would be Marcos asking for his family, John MIGHT say yes. He tries to do what’s best for his group.

But I think the decision would bother him SO MUCH. Like it’s good for Lorna and the mutant underground but terrible for Clarice, and he would know that. And feel awful about it, I think he’d be conflicted and upset but trying to do the right thing and knowing it’s not REALLY right.

I really hope he or Dreamer tells Clarice right away, since that would be in line with John’s character so far, but I can see the writers going this way too…

So we went to dinner with a couple we play tennis with and they were talking about Nashville and of course it peaked my interest AND THEM HE BROUGHT UP THE BLUE BIRD CAFE AND MY SUBCONSIOUS GASPED and he looked at me and my mom stepped in and was like “She’s in love with Taylor Swift” and he looked confused because he didn’t know what it had to do with Taylor and I gave him the whole background of how she was discovered at Blue Bird Cafe and I just feel like I did a good deed :’)

anonymous asked:

How would all of them react to Annies death tho?

Mikasa: Somehow sad
Reiner: Bitter
Bertholdt: Would be heartbroken and wonders how he could live on without her
Annie: Relieved
Eren: Likes her alot and misses her
Armin: Mourns her death, he always thought Annie was a good friend and a delicate soul
Jean: Has many thoughts about her death. He liked her a lot but also critisizes her actions
Marco: Doesn’t really have many feelings regarding her death
Sasha: Would cry for her
Connie: Feels something calm inside of him now. He is conflicted about how to feel about Annie. He liked her but dissagreed with many of her actions
Historia: Isn’t too sad, everyone dies after all
Ymir: Doens’t have any feelings for Annie
Levi: Feels deeply sorry for her, but knows that death was her final relieve
Mike: Didn’t know Annie that well to have any thoughts about her
Erwin: Wouldn’t react at all
Nanaba: Feels bad for the people she left behind (if she left someone behind), but that’s all
Moblit: Is glad that she is gone
Hanji: Thought she was a tragic and sad character and wonders what could have done to make her life better

anonymous asked:

SWAK has always been one of my favorite NCIS episodes, but I wish it had would up in a later season rather than the 2nd one, especially because I would have loved to see Ziva in Kate’s place when Tony was sick. What do you think their dynamic would have been like there if that episode had fallen in season 9 or 10 when everything was going so well for Tiva?

I think if it had happened in that context then I would not be currently alive and answering this ask, anon. Because the way Cote/Michael would have played that scene and the feels from Ziva being there with Tony as he slowly coughed his life away would have fucking legit killed me dead.

Think about when his car blew up. Now multiply that times 50. I think, honest to goodness, at this point in time, Ziva would have been a Mess. A pure and absolute Mess. I don’t know if she would have been able to hold back, despite how damn good at it she was.

(Let the record show that she would have promised him certain death for taking the goddamn envelope in the first place when all was said and done because how dare you make me watch you almost die so painfully like that)

Oh dude. There is so much wealth here. I want to hope that Ziva would stay with him the way Kate did. But I think as soon as she was cleared from illness she would have run around and tore heaven and hell apart herself to find who did this and make them pay. For hurting her Tony. (Yes, her Tony.) And then when they got whoever it was, she’d have busted her fucking way back into quarantine to be like, “Okay, we got the bitch, now you have to get better because you’re not fucking dying, okay?”

And he’d be like, “Idk if I can make that promise” and she’d threaten him with more death if he didn’t live lol. But underneath that you’d see the true care in her gaze, the way she looks at him with worry, fear, and (of course) love, and the way he knows all this and appreciates her way of covering her tracks because he also knows that she’s still not secure enough to voice these feelings, even in these circumstances. But late at night, when she thinks he’s asleep - the coughing has subsided for a short time and his eyes are closed, his breathing is raspy but even, and she’s crying softly, tears rolling down her cheeks, her hand grasping his, and she begs him not to die because (she chokes on a sob and draws in a shaky breath)… she loves him, and she wishes she could have said it before.

(And he does hear her, because who sleeps with the plague?) (But he keeps that to himself, because this is enough for now, and it’s…) Wait, why is he reaching his hand to cup her cheek, his eyes opening slowly and a weak smile on his face? Because in my world, they don’t silently pine over each other and they admit how they fucking feel, dammit.

And can you imagine that moment? Her momentary panic that he’d heard coupled with her relief at his acceptance, that it’s out there? His silent understanding? The gaze they’d share as the weight of her words washes over the both of them?

And then Gibbs or Ducky (tbh I can’t remember) bursts in and says the disease will die out on its own and Tony can probably recover and their eyes widen and now they will have to deal with this and…

Okay yes, I would kill for this anon. Thanks.

I heard rumors about Sonic getting character development with other characters (e.g.Tails, Knuckles, Amy) in Forces as well as there being emotional moments.I hope this is true because god knows how’s long it’s been since we’ve gotten a narrative heavy on plot. I’m mostly curious about Sonic getting character development with Amy. Not just because I ship Sonamy but because we barely get serious moments with them like this in the games. I especially want to know how she copes with Sonic going missing. Tails is another one I’m curious about. He seems to take Sonic being “gone” pretty hard. If SEGA truly plays their cards right, this could be one of their best plots in the game series. I’m ready to be hit with feels.

Originally posted by the--honorable

i m just making wheezing and making noises like a kettle boiling water at frank touching karen’s face god that’s….. a lot to take in… frank really gives a shit about her and he probably wouldn’t admit it outright (i love a good surprise though so u never know) but it’s killing me how this dude was once strapped to a hospital bed and the most contact she could have with him at that time was from behind a line of tape on the floor (which she crossed) but now,, suddenly they’re both on the floor AGAIN and frank is PROTECTING her and making sure she’s okay can u B E L I E V E this

anonymous asked:

I think another reason why nobody really discusses Louis’ health is B/c Jay replied to a fan about not worrying about it, that it was just the harsh pap shots, that he was actually happy and healthy, so it seemed disrespectful to still make a conversation over it. Now, after everything, maybe Jay knew of it too, and we all know she’ll do anything for Louis, and she stopped the raising of suspicion of it. But how about now?

This was part of it, probably. But mostly I think people just don’t want to see, don’t want to deal with it. It’s too heartbreaking and sad and awful and we all feel helpless so I can understand turning a blind eye and not wanting to acknowledge how terrible the situation is and how horrible the actual reality. Although some probably ignore it on purpose for they are too fond of their own little fantasies where everything is nice and lovely and Harry and Louis are so in love, nothing ugly is permitted to burst that bubble.
And then there are those who have set the narrative/their idea how things must be and no questioning, no challenging this narrative is permitted.

anonymous asked:

Why Jaides sad face? Did she fuck up her hair?

lol heyyy!

no not at all. her sad face tweet was actually in reply to Wes because he said he feels as though no one loves him even tho she was joking. she genuinely didn’t know how to respond to it so she sent a sad face. it kinda bothered her because she could tell he was being somewhat serious and so she wondered if he had been feeling lonely lately. 

normally she’d invite herself over or make plans to hang out with him but she’s been trying to keep her distance so it was kind of awkward for her in that moment.


Cuphead OC - Mocha with Cuphead & Mugman

Felt like sketching Mocha again with Cuphead and Mugman, showing her relationships with them.

Cuphead - Mocha is always bickering with Cuphead, trying to remind him to be careful which never goes through his head. Thus being the one to heal his injuries after the fight. But they two care about each other, even through Cuphead, at first finds her annoying, watches out for her, always relaying on her.

Mugman - Mocha is actually smitten on him. She figures Mugman is the more careful one of the family and a bit jumping when things get scary and dangerous, but she knows he’s brave. It’s unknown how he feels about Mocha, but he does get along with her better than his brother. He also likes her Thank you kisses.

Cuphead (Game) belongs to Studio MDHR Entertainment
Mocha belongs to me 

anonymous asked:

Ok you are probably asleep by now where I am but do you think Harry purposely kept the blm flags out from the venue because I see some black fans already unstanning him and saying that he is a basic white feminist who only cares about white people. I some what kind of agree with that, but I don’t know what to think. I have been a fan for 5 years and it will be hard for me to unstan him. How do you feel bout the situation?

he didn’t keep the flag out of the venue, it was let in by some security and then other security told the girl not to hold it up when she was in the venue. i don’t think harry had anything to do with that because certain security guards let it through, and certain ones wanted it put away. i think it was personal preference of the security. i’d like to think that harry is learning. will he ever speak out about blm? i don’t know. we’ll have to wait and see. but for now, i’m pretty pleased with what he has shared with us about his beliefs.


There’s a lot of discorse about the new season and that’s understandable BUT I want you guys to look at something with me for a second. 

 I wanna talk about Keith and Lance. We all know Keith’s going through a lot, the blade of marmora is convincing him his own life matters less than the mission, that if he died it would just be for the greater good of the cause. So he’s pulling away, trying to make it so that Voltron doesn’t need him so that he could be… disposable. 

So Keith talks to Shiro and tries to get him to go back to being the black paladin. And *cough cough* fake *cough* Shiro tells him to buckle the heck up and stop whining and just be the black paladin. He doesn’t see, in that moment just what Keith is trying to do. So he gets mad. 

This is a face of pure dissapointment in Shiro. And Keith sees it. He really sees it, and feels it too. But he doesnt know what to do about it.

He’s the lone wolf, right? He doesn’t know how to function in a team properly. In the B.O.M he’s much more independant. Yes, he gets orders and people he goes on with missions but if you really watch most of those missions involve very little teamwork. 

So Keith is pulling away, but at the same time he’s getting the rejection from everyone in the team that’s pushing him away. When he shows up late in the begining of episode one Hunk, Pidge and Lance are super pissed at him, right? 


No, go back and look at Lance. He’s not angry. He’s worried. 

Yeah, he says “Are you even taking this seriously?” But think about it. Keith is someone who throws himself into missions. He takes everything he does seriously and he puts a 100% of himself into what he does. He doesn’t half ass things, and it pays off. He gets results. 

Lance is used to seeing Keith do well. At the Garrison he was top of the class, when he was still with Voltron he usually spent his free time training. And now, all of a sudden he’s late to missions, falling behind while he’s the leader. 

Not only that but remember this scene? 

 Again,everyone looks super pissed right? No look at Lance. 

And remember the dialogue? 

Allura:You keep saying you’re sorry but your actions say otherwise. Do you realise that your actions put the entire team in jeoprady? 
Lance: And not Just the team but the refugees too. 

and again, look at his face as he says it. 

He’s not angry. He’s confused there. Think about it. What did Keith tell Pidge when she tried to leave? That other people’s lives were at stake if she left. Keith cares about the people he’s out there protecting. Lance understands that this is not how Keith normally is. 

We know that they got closer in season 3 with Lance opening up to Keith and all and you might even call them friends. Sure he’s not as close as (the real) Shiro is to Keith, but he’s close enough to see Keith isn’t himself. 

But what if… what if Keith did open up. 

I get that this might be somewhat of a reach BUT if you watch Keith’s vlog, it’s very likely he wasn’t alone when he filmed it (he looks like he’s talking to someone off camera. but also tells them to get them out of there. Not only that but the camera turns off and from how emotional he got and the way he was walking its unlikely he turned it off and if you watch Allura’s vlog, she definitely gets closer to turn it off). Now my first thought would be that seeming it’s tech related it would be likely that Pidge would be with him. 

But it doesn’t seem like something that Pidge would be into. Sitting and making vlogs with the paladins. Not her style. 

Okay so maybe Coran? He was the first to upload a vlog, and the camera might be some castle gear? Sounds reasonable enough. But why only be there for Keith’s vlog? Allura was definitely alone during her’s. Also, I dont see them having the kind of bond where Keith would say any of that to Coran. No offense Space unc, we love you. 

OKAY so not Coran or Pidge… so maybe Allura? 

No, the bond isn’t strong enough. As someone who is pretty similar to Keith in defense mechanisms, I don’t see him trusting her to a point where he’s this open with her especially after what happened the last time he opened up about his Galra identity. 

(We all know where I’m going with this, but for argument’s sake; I will keep going. Feel free to skip ahead.) 

Okay so Hunk maybe? He has the tech know-how and stood up for Keith during the whole Galra thing. Even if he did tease him a little… Okay but even then they haven’t really had much bonding since then. I suppose it’s possible if Keith was feeling particularly vulnerable and whatever. But… Would Hunk really bother Keith to make a vlog? and would Keith ask Hunk to help with a vlog? 

It doesn’t really seem in character. Yes, they’re closer but still… not close enough. 

So that leaves Shiro and Lance. First, lets look at why I don’t think it’s Shiro. 

As we know Shiro is someone Keith looks up to. He’s always extremely respectful towards him and it shows in his facial expressions and way of speaking. 

but then look at this; 

Thats not a face Keith would make at Shiro.

You know who he does make faces like that at? 

L A N C E 

So lets think about this. Does Lance have the tech know how? Well he’s always stealing Pidge’s shit so I’mma go ahead and say, yeah to that one. Allura seems equally technically inclined as Lance, so seeming she has no trouble with it that makes sense. 

And even if Keith didn’t ask Lance to help him with his vlog, you know what does seem Lance like? Suggesting Keith makes a vlog. 

So lets asume here, for a moment that Lance knows about Keith’s abandonment issues. That would explain why he looks so worried in the screenshot from before, right? He knows Keith is feeling rejected by his team and he knows that Keith’s behaviour has changed since he started working more with the blade. 

But while they got closer in season 3, and Lance has a better understanding of Keith now, I also think Keith was eager to put some distance between them after that outburst. So he starts working with the blade a lot, right? Meaning Lance hardly sees him. 

So they take a few steps back in their friendship.

And then Kolivan calls Keith to a mission that they all know will be dangerous and look at Lance’s face. 

Yes, you could read it as Lance not wanting his spotlight gone BUT remember that Lance isn’t as shallow as he seems at first glance. He’s not the loverboy he pretends to be and few realise it, but he masks a lot of his emotions. 

Yes, Lance thrives on attention. But do you really think that he would prioritise a show over a mission that could give them a great boost in power? No, this isn’t about the show, this goes deeper. He’s worried. He’s worried about Keith. 

He doesn’t want him to go. He needs him around. But he cant tell him that. Especially not in front of everyone. 

So what does Lance do? 

He makes a stupid argument, its not much, but it’s all he’s got. “We can’t razzle dazzle the crowd with four lions.” 
We need you, I need you. Thats what he’s trying to say. 

And Keith refuses. 

So Lance has that same expression. He’s looking at Shiro in dissbelief this time because he can’t believe he’s letting him go. 

So what we’ve established thus far is the following; 

-Lance definitely feels closer to Keith than he used to. 
-Lance was probably there during Keith’s vlog.
-Lance isn’t as straight forward as people think he is. 
-There’s probably some distance between them right now. 
-Lance has noticed Keith’s change in behaviour. 

So with all that in mind, do you really think Lance doesn’t see that Keith is in a bad place. He knows something is up. He can feel Keith pulling and he’s trying to tell him that they need him around but he doesn’t know how to say it. And then… then Keith tells them he’s leaving. 

yeah, everyone looks sad, but look at Lance. He looks deep in thought. What do you think he’s thinking? He just realised he lost Keith. And he gets it. Suddenly it all makes sense. Keith more or less reforced the bond between Black and Shiro and he was acting strange, showing up late. This is what’s been up with Keith and Lance finally figure out that this whole time, he was losing Keith. 

But he gives it one last try. 

Who am I going to make fun of? 

It’s so much more than a playfull jab. Think about it. Really think about it. 

“Who am I going to make fun of?”

Who am I gonna talk to? 

Don’t go. 

somewhere, in a better gotham, the joker was born a woman, with eyes like candy apples, smooth skin. babysoft. 

in the gotham we know, the joker fell into a pit of toxic waste and turned green with envy. in this gotham, the better one, the joker is a tall, thin lady walking down the street. “smile, pretty” follows in her footsteps. when she stands at open mic laughter nights, she’s heckled from the crowd. they won’t smile for her but they resent her frown. 

her mother says that her best feature is her body. the joker spends hours staring in mirrors. picturing a trophy-wife kind of life. smile, pretty. smile pretty. smile. pretty. she’s sixteen the first time she tapes her lips up, just to see if she can teach her skin to learn the shape better. your teeth are your best feature. in the wild, smiling is a sign of fear.

she’s twenty and lives alone with her dog and tries to be okay with that. another night where she’s losing money on transportation, but she goes to the open mic anyway. the guy before her talks about airline food. she gets on the stage and immediately booed. and it’s years like this, in a pattern, in the weave of her passion, so that every night is thrown beer bottles and shouting and comments that make her sick to her stomach and being told she’s nothing special and being told women aren’t funny and being told her voice is shrill and ugly and being told when she’s too animated that she’s crazy and being told when she’s too stiff that she’s boring and being asked out by every single sleeze in the zip code and being shouted at when she says no and the neverending tumble of it because maybe tomorrow will be better, maybe tomorrow will be better, maybe tomorrow

he comes up on stage with her and soaks her shirt in beer. now that’s a show! the man calls. he gets cheers. she doesn’t cry, just walks out the back door before doing something stupid. the manager pats her on the head while she leaves. it’s okay, darling. he looks her over. i don’t get it. a body like yours? you should be an exotic dancer. comedy isn’t for everybody. you’re not funny, sweetie.

she’s not funny. not funny. not funny. the words turn alarm bells. the one thing she’s supposed to be talented at. the one thing she loves is just to make people laugh. and she’s not even funny.

hey you know what’s kind of funny? the way it feels at the bottom. how flat everything turns. how unreal. she skims like a rock. your body is your best feature. she tries again on monday. “you know what’s funny? i thought about murder the other day”. don’t we all, sweetie. on the bus, come home with me. on the street, why aren’t you smiling.

maybe some people are born close to the camel’s back, maybe some people have just always been looking for the straw. it’s too much in either direction. she goes home and smears makeup on her skin. tears her hair off. dyes it green, a shock, to match her eyes and spite and envy at men who can tell the same jokes and get laughter for it where she gets nothing and nothing and nothing, where she is pushed off of stages, where she is mocked.

well, isn’t it her turn to do the mocking.

in this story, in this better gotham where vigilante is sometimes good, sometimes a few letters from villain: who will stop her? in this life, when harley walks in, the two are different, best friends, sugar-on-pie because isn’t it true the world has it out for women. in this life, when harley shows up with hyenas, the joker thinks about the wild and the laws of it and says, “oh, of course, let them in”. in this life the violence has a name. 

and nobody says it without laughing.

“You know, I envy you so much.” she said.

“Why?” he suddenly looked at her face and asked.

“Maybe because you were so good at hiding things. You were so excellent at pulling all the feelings you have inside. That no matter how hard I tried to look for it, there’s nothing else to see. I mean, there’s nothing I can find so easily. Or maybe, you’re not really hiding something away from me.” she said as if her eyes were trying to figure out something.

He smiled sadly as he quietly uttered, “There’s nothing to be envious about.” he stopped for a second and looked at her.

Then, he said, “I wasn’t good at hiding. Honestly, I even showed you everything I can just to make you happy. Yes…it’s actually true. That I am not hiding anything away from you. Maybe…maybe you were just looking for something else.” he looked away from her and finally pulled out his heart and said, “Something that you hadn’t seen and will never see in me.”

—  ma.c.a // You stare at everything but Me
Why is sans so popular?

He’s deep. Unlike Asgore or Alphys, his backstory is much deeper.

In addition, while Asgore may know about resets (Alphys most certainly does not, otherwise she would be way more depressed), Sans directly addresses you. Asgore most likely only knows about reloads.

“You don’t know how this feels, knowing that one day… it’s all going to be reset.”

Sans’s entire actions in the underground revolve a plan crafted by him.

Secretly, he’s not lazy at all. He gives you, the anomaly, the player, the impression that he is lazy, because normally you would never except the laziest monster in the underground to be the most powerful. Notice how he’s only lazy on screen, behind your back he’s following you around, watching you, and doing his various jobs.

In Grillby’s, he reveals, when you say his brother is uncool, that although he likes being called lazy, nothing could be farther from the truth. And it is true.

Sans runs a total of 4 Sentry Stations, a hot dog stand, a comedian job, watches over you through the underground, is the judge in judgement hall, as well works in his personal lab.

As far as friendships goes, he’s probably the friendliest monster in the underground. Everyone in Hotland likes him, same with Snowdin. Alphys, Toriel, and Undyne are also friends with Sans. In terms of popularity, he’s probably the fourth most popular, behind Asgore, Undyne, and Mettaton.

On top of all that, his backstory is incredibly woven.

He knows what human cars and human food are. He bleeds when he’s slain. He’s the only character to “die” offscreen, if he dies at all. He’s confirmed to have been involved with the True Lab in the past. He has a smile glued to his face. He has a photo of a group of people that you never meet throughout the whole game. He has a photo of three people labelled “don’t forget”. He has his own personal lab, with a mysterious broken machine. He somehow has the True Pacifist ending photo, despite you going back in time to reload your game.

In addition, he’s held off Flowey for thousands of resets. Every time Flowey has done a Genocide run, he’s been there. To keep the world in balance. He’s watched his friends die countless times. He’s forced himself not to intervene though. Do you know how hard it is to be one of the most popular monsters in the underground, yet forced to be a spectator most of the time because he has to stop the world from ending?

Also puns.

He’s such a diverse, complex character. It’s like we know so much about it yet nothing at all. The character that never fights you is the final boss of Genocide. He knows about resets and determination. He’s friendly, enjoyable, yet he has this side job he never tells anyone about.

Meanwhile, while Gaster may be interesting, we know barely anything about him. We don’t even know what he looks like. The only thing we know is that he was the Royal Scientist, he made the Core, and an experiment went wrong, causing him to be scattered across space and time. That’s it. Because we know so little, its essentially pure speculation.

Chara and Papyrus are mysterious, sure, but not on the level that Sans is.

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every westallen scene ever (133/?)


This is like a pattern with you, you know that? You always leavin’, runnin’. You never stay… ‘cause if you did, then you’d want it. You’d need it. And then you could get hurt. And left…or not left.

Why don’t you stay? Stay.

~College!au Pen Pal Jungkook~PART THIRTEEN

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Jungkook quickly jogged in the direction of your dorm room. How could he be so stupid? Even if Y/F/N was his pen pal, he was willing to let go of you and your friendship? After everything? What a dick move, he thought to himself.

He didn’t know why you were the one apologizing when he was the dick who didn’t even look in your direction for the past two weeks. He wouldn’t be surprised if you didn’t open the door.

“Y/N?” He lightly knocked on your room door. Were you even there?

“He’s here,” he heard a low voice through the door.

“Shut up, Tae!” He heard you shush through the door.

“Y/N, I know you’re there,” Jungkook sighed, leaning his arm against the door.

“I don’t need to hear it. I know I lied to you and I’m sorry, okay?” You murmured. 

“You’re not the one who should be apologizing. It’s me, really.”

“It is?”

“Yeah. I was an inconsiderate asshole who deserted you. Sure, I was hurt because I thought you were just averting me from meeting my pen pal whom you knew all along. But a part of me knew you wouldn’t do that. Yet, I didn’t listen to that part of me. So I stopped seeing you. At first, it felt like I was empty but then it hurt. Really hurt. I saw you around, alone at the cafe or on campus and damn, I was crushed. But I had my stupid pride and ignored your obvious sadness. You don’t know how much I wanted to walk up to you sometimes, but those times were when I was around Y/F/N.”

He heard you scoff at the mention of her name. He continued, “I honestly can’t believe that I was willing to give you up over something so stupid. You’re way too special to me, Y/N.”

“Meaning?” Taehyung shouted from the other side of the door, urging him to go on. Jungkook heard the sound of a smack and Taehyung winced, “Ow!”

From beside you, Taehyung sat criss-crossed, rubbing his arm which had a newly formed red mark on it. “What was that for?”

“Be quiet, would you?” You pleaded, nodding your head towards the door.

“Meaning I care about you…a lot. Maybe a little too much, for my own good,” Jungkook replied vaguely. What was that supposed to mean? You wanted to urge him to elaborate but it seems, once again, Taehyung beat you to the punch.

“Which means?” 

“Y/N, I love you.”

Before you could process what Jungkook had just said, an inhuman sound was heard from next to you. 

Turning your head to the side, you saw Taehyung laying on the ground, clutching his chest, and his eyes shut.

“Namjoon hyung owes me twenty dollars!” He hollered, jumping up. “Y/N, I’m helping you out here. Have fun!” Taehyung opened the door and made eye contact with Jungkook for a split second, before breaking out into a grin. 

“Good luck,” Taehyung patted Jungkook’s arm and slid past him and ran out of your dorm. Your eyes stayed glued to the carpet floor under you.

“You what?” You managed to speak. 

Rubbing the back of his neck, awkwardly, he sighed, “Yeah, I know; funny way of showing it, right? But I guess I was just so hurt by what you ‘did’, and my pride got in the way.”

As if breaking out of your daze, you shook your head, “But I lied to you first. Yeah, you made me feel like absolute shit, but it was my fault. If I didn’t lie in the first place, this wouldn’t have happened.” You stood up in front of him. 

“You had a good reason,” He said, softly.

“Being insecure? Wow, what a great reason,” You rolled your eyes at yourself.

Jungkook took hold of your hands, “I made you feel insecure. I was rude enough to accuse you for not being my pen pal once I got here. I’d do the same if a girl showed up at my door and looked at me the way I looked at you. But believe me, I never looked at you like that again.”

When you said nothing, he took it as an opportunity to keep talking, “As we kept hanging out, I realized how freaking attracted I was to you. Not because of your appearance, not gonna lie though, you rock the whole I don’t give a fuck about my hair look, but because of your personality. Whenever you were looking away or telling a story, man, I only had eyes for you. Call me cheesy but I don’t care. Y/N, I definitely don’t deserve you but please take into consideration my apology,” Jungkook pled, not letting go of your hands.

 Looking down at his hands holding yours, you realized just how well they fit together. Feeling your cheeks heat up, as if you were just remembering that he was confessing, you looked away. 

“Kook, I know you hurt me, but I forgive you.”

“That easily? No way. Can’t you yell at me or scold me?”

“Kook, I’m not your mother. I forgive you. It’s Y/F/N who I don’t, nor will ever forgive.”

Biting his lip, he looked down at you. “No offense because I knew you two were friends at one point, but she’s annoying as hell.”

“Oh, I know,” you scoffed with laugh.

“Seriously! If she wasn’t exposed I probably would’ve found out sooner that she wasn’t my pen pal. She was so…clingy? Definitely not my Sarcastic Princess,” he finished with a smirk. 

Your Sarcastic Princess, huh?” You raised an eyebrow.

“I still can’t believe I didn’t realize. You’re the same person! I mean, at least I don’t feel bad anymore, though,” He scratched the back of his neck.

“Feel bad about what?”

“I was kind of torn…I had this small crush on her but then I had feelings for you and you have no idea how confused I was as to how I could like two people at the same time. Turns out, it wasn’t two people.”

Rolling your eyes with a smile, you said, “Well, hey, if it makes you feel any better, the feelings are mutual.”

“They are? Even after–”

“If my actions were so easily forgiven by you, why can’t be yours?” You shrugged. “Plus, who needs drama? I miss our lazy days when all we cared about was that essay we needed to write for the next day.”

“I like the sound of that,” Jungkook smiled, thoughtfully. If he didn’t love you as much before, he certainly did now. Relationships weren’t perfect, but for the two of you, your fizzle happened before it actually started, and that was okay.

“So? Past is in the past?”

“First I need to do one thing…Hm, make that two things,” Jungkook grinned. 

“What?” You furrowed your eyebrows.

“Firstly,” He began, before cupping your cheeks and placed a soft peck to your lips. It lasted only a few seconds, but it was enough to make your heart race.

 After pulling away with a cheeky smile, Jungkook grabbed your hand and tugged you out of the room. 

“Secondly, how about we get some revenge?”


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