and tell me it looks bad

anonymous asked:

23 + malec (:

23. “When’s the last time I said I love you?”

“Alexander,” Magnus whispers frantically, shaking Alec’s shoulder. “Alexander, wake up.”

Suddenly, Alec’s eyes fly open and he is sitting right up in bed, seraph blade in hand. “What’s wrong?!” He exclaims, eyes flitting around the room.

“Nothing bad, don’t worry,” Magnus says, staring at the seraph blade in Alec’s hand. “Where did you get that from.”

Alec sighs, ignoring Magnus’s question. “So what you’re telling me is you woke me up for nothing.”

“No,” Magnus says, indignant. “I have a question. An important question.”

“Okay?” Alec says, looking apprehensive, “Ask away.”

“When is the last time I said I love you?” Magnus asks.

Alec groans. “Magnus, are you serious? That’s what you woke me up for?” Magnus stares at him, unblinking. “Fine, like, this morning probably.”

“You can’t even remember,” Magnus says, grasping his heart, “I’m a horrible boyfriend.”

“You’re all right, as long as you don’t make waking me up at 3am a habit,” Alec informs him.

Horrible,” Magnus whispers again. Then he promptly turns around and takes Alec’s face in his hands, “I love you,” he says, rather sternly.

Alec smiles softly at him. “I love you, too,” he says, “Now, let’s go back to sleep, yeah?”

“Yeah?” Magnus says, and promptly falls asleep again, head nestled on Alec’s shoulder.

To Megs-ILS,

-@megs-ils-

I want to thank you so very much for that comic where Marinette says to Adrien, “It’s okay to be sad sometimes.”. This is such an important and powerful thing to say.

I know that the world revolves around positivity… and I personally feel it revolves around it too much sometimes; in that any time anyone shows any sort of sadness/unhappiness and/or negativity, those they come in contact end up disgusted/uncomfortable with that person (the unhappy one).

People get way too uncomfortable with sadness. Granted, too much sadness, for too long, is a bad thing.. but to make one feel like shit for feeling legitimately sad, just makes me upset in far too many ways.

That’s why having Marinette telling him that, “It’s okay to be sad sometimes.”, is really important for her to say to Adrien. He likely gets disgusted/disappointed looks from his Father (whom he’s trying to win his love [but that’s a whole bag of worms I won’t get into here]).
He probably gets much the same looks from Chloe (his problematic childhood ‘friend’), who likely says something to the effect of, “Get over it!”.
Even Nino, his best friend (who is actually a good guy and wants to help.), would probably be like, “Cheer up, bro.”, which is meant to supportive and is well intentioned, but ultimately can invalidate Adrien’s immediate feelings of sadness, forcing him to unconsciously internalize that invalidatization. (I AM NOT trying to villainize Nino here, so don’t get me wrong!) Which is why Adrien makes an extreme effort to put forth a smile even when he’s certainly breaking inside.

So, when Marinette tells him that, “It’s okay to be sad sometimes.”, it’s a huge relief, and weight off his shoulders/heart. She validates his feelings, offers comfort, and doesn’t judge him for his breakdown. She simply lets him cry as much as he feel he needs, and will try to help him work whatever got him into that state in the first place.
Marinette knows that sadness doesn’t need to last forever, but sometimes sadness happens, and people need someone to feel safe and comfortable to be around for those times. She offers Adrien sanctuary for such moments when the burdens of his life get too much.

So, again, thank you for drawing such a lovely comic about sadness and comfort. You truly ARE a gift to this fandom.

Sincerely,

Vixen T. Fox

Does it ever cross your mind that… maybe… when Bellamy gets to know what Clarke did to herself THE VERY TIME (THAT ONE GODDAMN TIME) HE JUST (FINALLY) LET GO AND STARTED TO HAVE FUN AGAIN (aka let himself get laid)… that it PROBABLY… MAYBE makes him feel even more guilty and self loathing than he’d ever felt before? Bc he wasn’t there to save her? Bc he let’s himself being distracted by someone EXACTLY lOOKING LIKE THE GIRL HE’S IN LOVE WITH AND WHO TRIED TO SACRIFICE hERSELf THAT VERY MOMENT? Because it’s happening to me. Let me tell you. I’m a bad, bad person… (I hope I’m wrong… I’m desperately hoping that I’m wrong. I’m wishing my baes all the best so… >.<)

anonymous asked:

Im happy being ace but like I feel like my dad doesn’t think I’m totally honest with it or that I’m more of a grayace or just not old enough or something and it’s discouraging cause sometimes my mind just goes “that person’s cute” and I’m 99% sure it’s aesthetic attraction if anything but I can’t say anything cause it feels like they’ll just use it to prove I’m not ace or tease me or something like it's not bad or anything just uncomfortable

try to educate him as much as possible. tell him about the different types of attraction & all the aces who realized they were ace at young ages & look back on childhood experiences and think how they didn’t realize sooner.
-victra

I chicken out every time
I’m about to say the words I’m not okay
and I stop myself
Every time I say that the blades the family I babysit for look like they belong on my wrist more then the bracelets I wear do
and I don’t tell people
I still make excuses and I still feel bad for everyone who abused me
I silence myself
When I want to talk about the guy who was one of my best friends in my world
Or about the boy I loved
and how they both didn’t stop when I said no
And maybe I’m the monster here
Or maybe I just keep making people hate me
When one of my best friends who I dated doesn’t have the courage to tell me to let go
I don’t turn and tell them it makes me feel like I’m everything bad I’ve ever hated
Or maybe I’ve just spent so long around people who are toxic I can’t define myself from them

Look I don’t care if you’re a veteran period haver, if I tell you I don’t want to get my period today because that means tomorrow I’ll be sick because the second day of my period always means extremely bad cramps and sometimes vomiting from said cramps, your fucking reaction shouldn’t be to mock me and make snide comments about me being an actual baby complete with ‘bring a blanket and napping mat tomorrow’

AND THEN GET MAD AT ME BECAUSE IM GETTING PISSED AT YOU

anonymous asked:

Koreaboos-- ughh--- So while I was at school today we got a new student and he's a mixed Korean half white half Korean and legit I could hear koreaboos saying "omg he's like Vernon" and "I wanna date Asians so bad" And I'm just not here for it. One of them even said "his eyes are so small to be half white" and he looked back at them with a confused face. ONCE AGAIN delusional koreaboos/kpop fans giving us a bad name 😧

The stories ya’ll tell me about the boos you encounter in everyday life…never cease to really floor me. This story sounds almost as awful as the one person that told us about the Korean guy that was in their class and he had to switch out/drop the class because the boos made him so uncomfortable (bc they were stalking him!!!)!! Like I’m speechless? I’ve met some bad ones, but never as bad as folks like these.

-Admin Kim 

i made a guide for the main cast’s skin tones. wasnt that hard to make tbh.

i finally realized you and i were never meant to last
if we were, we never would have had to try this bad
but i still write you love letters on paper plates and napkins
and on paper from cigarette cartons at work when no one’s looking
i still look back on when we were sixteen and nothing mattered
when i told you i’d have your back no matter what happened
and now i’m telling you to leave and i don’t think it hurts you as much as it hurts me
now it’s all bruised and tired and ugly
but what’s never been ugly was the space you filled in me
and it’s still filled
there’s still a place in my heart that you will always inhibit
i still think you’re a magical human who just happened to make a few mistakes
(that really fucking hurt more badly than i can say)
and i know now that i never deserved what you did to me
but i always deserved you in your sun-kissed glory
and i guess i’m finally at the point where i really do wish you well
i hope you end up happy
but i am so jealous of the girl who will end up with you
because she will be so lucky
—  still wish it was me
  • Random arrogant guy: My girl is the fucking best I tell you, she cooks for me and it the hottest human being I ever seen.
  • Gajeel: *chuckles*
  • Guy: Oh? You think that's funny?! Do you have a girl?
  • Gray: Pipe your mouth, we all do.
  • Guy: Oh okay, well then tell me Mr. Fuzzhead, what makes yours so special.
  • Natsu: I start *clears throat* She is a spirit user mage, she has endured adventures with me even those far beyond her level at the beginning. She endured being kidnapped and beaten. She got a lot stronger though, I saw her summoning mini planets to attack people with and now she can use the spirit's power for herself while summoning them. She took care of me while I was unconscious and dying twice and she never ran away even when the situation looked bad.
  • Gray: *takes his shirt off* Mine is always by my side, she is the most loyal girl you ever meet. She has baked me cookies, cupcakes, cakes. She helped me ease my pain of losing my family by defeating a necromancer demon that used my father as a weapon. She stayed with me for 6 months and understood why I vanished for a secret mission. She even tried to sacrifice herself when the only option was "kill or be killed".
  • Gajeel: *eats a piece of iron and gulps it down* Even though I was a complete asshole at the beginning and I hurt her a lot. She accepted me in her life, she cares a lot for me. When I was nearly drowning she gave me air and when I fought alone she summoned iron for me to eat. She saw me nearly die in a vortex and wanted to jump in to save me. When we met again, Gihiii~, she kicked me and tackled me. She is a bookworm so she is probably one of the smarter ones you ever met.
  • Jellal: Nobody is tougher than mine. *Puts down his cup of tea* She had endured getting her eyes stabbed out and years of sadness because I was possessed and threw her away. When we met again she tried everything to help my memories back to normal. She even let me get arrested when I said that she should let me. It wasn't easy for her. What I heard, she got tortured and survived that. The guys are even scared of her because she is probably one of the most powerful girls out there.
  • Gray: Didn't she cut a meteor ones?
  • Jellal: Point proven.
  • Guy: ...
5

You have a pattern of keeping things to yourself. You hid the truth about Emily, you made her seem like the bad guy. And then before that, you didn’t tell me what really happened when you came out to your parents, and how badly they reacted. You don’t like to talk about you. So, I think that when your parents didn’t accept you, you stopped trusting people that are closest to you. And I totally get that.

So yeah maybe I ran out of questions but you ran out of answers.
where the fuck were you when i was half drowned in a bottle of whiskey just asking for a text back?
where the fuck were you when life crawled under my skin and tore itself out from the inside?
where the fuck were you when I was going through it last November and you said looking at pain this close made you uncomfortable?
where do you get off with telling me I shouldn’t talk to him and that he’s bad and he only cares about one thing when the only goddamn time you were interested in me is when my clothes were off and yours were too
look at this game we played because it never was that to me but you only just now put your cards down so you could hold her fucking hand and
i can’t be mad about it I can’t feel it in my chest like a jolt of electricity i can’t beg for you to come back when you were never even here so
yeah
maybe i ran out of questions
but only when you stopped fucking answering them.
—  so block me again we’re not even friends– lily rain