and stop talking shit

sorry

heyyyy guy been a while huh?
sorry for the lack of posts or answering your asks i havent been myself for some quite time
school is getting more stressful
life is getting shittier
loneliness is coming back in the speed of light
loosing hope in life
getting bullied again
loosing motivation to study or even draw
friends stopped talking to me and leaving me for their boyfriend and other shit
i dont know what to do anymore ya know?

oh yea i forgot to tell you guys im not working anymore so woohoo
ill be back at work around 20th of may when im kinda finished with my grades and will work till mid june
oh yeah and also im on my last year of high school(third to be excact)
and then ill be working for another six months because school
idk if ill be actually working for six months for school to see if im classafied to be a caretaker or not

either way im thinking about moving to germany after im done with this hell hole i call school
dont take this wrong i do love my school
good food ,good education we have DUCKS AND BUNNIES AND CHICKENS AND MOTHERFUCKING KOI FISHES
OUR SCHOOL IS LITERALLY SURROUNDED BY TREES N SHIT BRO
HECK WE EVEN HAVE THE AMERICAN ARMY VISITING US ALMOST EVERY FUCKING MONTH
oh yea the shitty part is that i live near the military training base where my country’s army and the american army train so yea
its not nice hearing a fucking T-16 flying above your fucking flat 2000 M above you at 2 am in the fucking morning almost every day



so back to the point

im not so sure when will i start posting again
it wont bee soon that ill post something
but i know i will post SOMETHING when im not so stressed








OH AND ALSO I GOT A STICK INSECT FROM MY SCHOOL
HIS NAME IS PEDRO AND I FUCKING LOVE THE FUCKER
tho my mom is terrefied of him
and yes
i.named.him.pedro
he looks like this

ISNT HE JUST WONDERFUL!?!???!


okAy nancy out PEACE!

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“I wonder what Garrick would be worth in the open market,” he said. “One overgrown mongrel. Carnivorous. Fights bulls and guards babies. Trained to sit on seedlings and scratch up flowers. Good crockery breaker. Suffers sometimes from bad breath. Results guaranteed.”

  • People who have actually seen the CC and have hands on game experience: Offers valid critiques and expresses their disappointment at certain aspects of the game that are undeniably a step backwards in the franchise.
  • People who can't handle reality: LEAVE!!!!!!! BIOWARE!!!!!! ALONE!!!!!! THEY SLAVED FOR TWENTY YEARS AND SACRIFICED THEIR FIRSTBORN TO MAKE!!!! THIS GAME!!!!!! GOD SO UNGRATEFUL YOU SHOULD BE THANKFUL THEY EVEN ALLOWED YOU TO BUY THIS PERFECT MASTERPIECE FOR $59.99 NOW YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO EXPECT??? QUALITY?????
Warm Me Up ch. 23

I don’t remember the songs I listened to oops. 

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Eyes seemed to follow him everywhere. It made Will feel on edge and frustrated. He walked, trying to ignore it as he got his work done. Forget months of hard work. One little bad day seemed to have branded him untrustworthy.

Part of him wanted to quit and intern elsewhere, but he was worried they wouldn’t take him if the doctors told about what had happened. What did they expect anyway? He was still just a teenager. And he was usually good about separating personal and work life. It wasn’t his fault the two had suddenly decided to merge into one giant headache.

“Keep your chin up, pal,” Malcolm said, walking beside him. “Just don’t look so angry when doing it. You’re supposed to look approachable.”

Will rolled his eyes and sighed. He gave a forced smile and shook his head. “Yeah, I know. It’s just creeping me out. Like everyone’s waiting for me to burst again. They know I’m not like that. It was… a bad day. After a few bad weeks.” He shook his head and rolled his head to try and shake off the stress. “I have to go check on one of my kids. I’ll see you later.”

Malcolm smiled at the term and nodded, disappearing into another wing of the hospital.

Meanwhile, Will hurried to the room for a little girl who had stayed a few days after a severe asthma attack. He opened the door and smiled brightly as the little girl sat up. “How are you feeling today, little sunflower?” he asked. Her name was Flor, and she was so bubbly and happy, that it was easy to provide a nickname for her.

“I’m okay,” she answered, licking pudding off her fingers. “Are you going to do the routine again?” He smiled and nodded. Her older brother chuckled softly as she scooted forward and sat up.

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Stop!!!! Talking!!!! Shit!!!!! About!!!! Shameless!!!!! You don’t know a shit about it!!! Stop giving out sentences if you didn’t watch all the seasons!!!!!! The show is trying to face the reality, the sad reality, the innate deterioration of a poor neighbourhood. Stop saying the producers try to make homophobic jokes, racist jokes and everything. If you don’t you, if you can’t accept that, well THAT’S THE FUCKING REALITY! We live in a world where an amount of people STILL THINK HOMOSEXUALS HAVE SORT OF A MENTAL ILLNESS BECAUSE THEY LIKE PEOPLE OF THE SAME SEX, STILL THINK BISEXUALS ARE CONFUSED, STILL THINK THAT TWO WOMEN HAVING SEX ARE GOOD TO MAKE A PIG EXCITED, STILL THINK THAT BLACK PEOPLE HAVE LESS WORTH OF WHITE PEOPLE. Guess what? THAT’S THE WORLD WE LIVE IN! A show like Shameless is not trying to spread hate or homophobia, IS TRYING TO TELL YOU THAT IS FUCKING SAD, FUCKING REAL, FUCKING DEGRADING, FUCKING UNBELIEVABLE THAT STILL IN 2017 WE HAVE THESE PROBLEMS. And what the fuck did you expect? CAN YOU FUCKING SEE WHERE THE HOLE PLOT IS SET? As far as I know, from the show, from what the show shows us, all the characters live in a poor neighbourhood, where you find violence, bullying, prostitution, loot and where everyone has guns, because yes, in a reality like that a gun is fucking necessary, but not necessary because there’s a low that allows to keep them, but it’s necessary BECAUSE THE PLACE WHERE YOU LIVE FORCES YOU TO HAVE A FUCKING GUN. You know, someone could knock on your door someday and treat you with a gun, what the fuck do you do? Will you call the police? The police lives in that neighbourhood too, what do you think the police would say to you if not “you live here and you don’t have a fucking gun”? Think about it. So, seriously, did you expect characters to be open-minded, patient and reliable in a reality like the one of the Southside? Did you expect the fucking freedom and freedom of expression people CAN have in a big city like London or something?
The thing that you don’t understand is that even if the show lets you see all of this at the same time IT IS TRYING TO SAY THAT THOSE PROBLEMS STILL EXIST, THAT THESE COMMUNITIES NEED TO WAKE UP, NEED A FUCKING HELP. Also what the fuck, in the show there are two gay characters. PAY ATTENTION AND WATCH THE SHOW BEFORE TALKING. Can you notice the fucking character development of Mickey Milkovich? How he went FROM being an homophobe, not accepting himself for being an homosexual TO completely dealing with it, accepting himself for who he is, growing up, getting along with himself, fighting for HIS LOVE, doing his coming out in front of his homophobic father and in front of A HOLE AUDIENCE OF HOMOPHOBIC PEOPLE IN A FUCKING FILTHY BAR OF THE SOUTHSIDE. He said “I want everyone to know here that I’m fucking gay” do you even know how much important is this? Do you even know how much bravery and determination he took to say a thing like that? How much fear he had to come out to his father, because yes, he’s a bitch, but IS STILL YOUR FATHER AND YOU STILL FEEL YOU DISAPPOINTED HIM IN A KIND OF A WAY IF IT TOOK LIKE 20 YEARS YOU TO COME OUT. And you know what? As a gift, after his coming out, Mickey Milkovich got beaten up BY HIS OWN FATHER AND HIS FATHER SHITTY FRIENDS. SO YOU TALKING AND JUDGING A SHOW WITHOUT HAVING ANALYSED IT AND WATCHED IT WITHOUT PAYING ATTENTION, BE CAREFUL BEFORE GIVING OUT SENTENCES THAT ARE BULLSHIT.

jacksons speech tonight really goes to show you that these boys see everything that is said online. the fact that he knows igot7s get shit about being got7 stans hurts my soul. cause that means he sees all these fl*p7 comments and even after that he’s more concerned about our feelings like what even?? i have never and will never be embarrassed of got7. like idc what anyone says my boys slay point. blank. period.

I imagine the Victuuri relationship to be something like this
  • Victor: My boyfriend Yuuri is overseas for a competition so while he’s gone, I’m gonna cut the sleeves off of all my shirts.
  • Person: Why?
  • Victor: He’s pretty much 85% of my impulse control.
greek mythology ask meme
  • ok you know what i wanted to make one of my own, so tada!
  • aphrodite: what do you find most attractive in a person? (physical and personality wise)
  • apollo: what's your favorite art?
  • ares: what's the thing that makes you angriest?
  • artemis: what's your favorite thing about girls?
  • athena: what's a fun fact that you know that others might not?
  • demeter: what's your favorite flower?
  • dionysus: what's your favorite drink? (alcoholic or not)
  • hades: what's your favorite thing about winter?
  • hephaestus: what's the most helpful thing you can do around the house?
  • hera: what's something you want in a marriage/relationship?
  • hermes: where would you like to travel in a month-long trip?
  • hestia: what's something you enjoy about your family?
  • persephone: are you indecisive?
  • poseidon: what's your favorite thing about the beach?
  • zeus: what's your favorite weather system?
  • BONUS:
  • chronus: what do you hate about time?
  • eros: how would you describe love?
  • hypnos: do you have a favorite dream?
  • thanatos: what do you think about death?
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Actual murder husbands.

some doodles with a trio of dresses i found in my massive fashion folder