The minute you heard those words, you felt your heart beating hysterically against your rib cage, your weak legs climbing up the few stairs and kneeling down in front of the desk.
Only when you saw his face did you realize that everything was real. Only then did your realize that you were indeed at the BTS fansign, kneeling in front of the person you thought you would never be able to see in your life.
“Hey cutie, what’s your name?” Still mesmerized by his beauty, you observed every inch of his handsome face, smiling slightly when you saw how he stuck the tip of his tongue out while he signed your album.
“H-Hello, my name is Y/N.”
When he heard your name, he stopped and looked up again, smiling at you with his beautiful gummy smile. “Woah, that’s a beautiful name, just like you!”
Even though you knew that Yoongi liked to flirt with his fans from time to time, hearing those words made you feel warm inside without your control. Taking your bottom lip in between your teeth, you smiled shyly and averted your eyes down at your legs. “T-Thank you..”
Yoongi chuckled at your adorableness and took your hands in between his hands, intertwining you fingers immediately. “So Y/N, tell me, who is your bias?”
Your head snapped up at that question, eyes widely open staring at his soft ones. “Ehm, I-I ehm..”
You saw how Yoongi’s smile grew wider as he observed your flustered face. Before you could realize what was happening, he let go of your hands and placed his on your cheeks, pulling your face near his before he whispered. “I already figured out, you don’t need to tell me.. It’s a good decision, I’m proud of you.”
The minute he leaned back a little bit, you exhaled the breath you didn’t know you were holding in, your heart already beating all over your body.
Wait, since when was he do touchy?!
You blinked a few times, not knowing what to do. You had so many questions, why couldn’t you remember any of them?!
“Ah, you’re too cute!” Yoongi reached out for your hands again, placing his chin on them and looking at you with an expression you couldn’t really understand.
Lifting your eyebrows, you asked him hesitantly. “I-Is something wrong? Do I have something on my face?”
You tried to take your hand out of his grip in order to check your face but were stopped when Yoongi’s grip tightened. “No, there is nothing on your face. I just realized how beautiful you are..”
Shocked, you looked into his eyes without being able to say something. This was definitely a dream.This couldn’t be real.
Without saying anything, you looked into each other’s eyes for what felt like an eternity, his warm and soft hands still wrapped around your slightly trembling ones.
Observing your face again, he asked with a calm voice. “What are you thinking about?”
Taking a deep breath, you answered. “I’m just really happy that I was able to fulfill my dream before I-”
Just before you could end your sentence, the staff come to Yoongi’s side, motioning for you to continue moving so that the next fan could talk to him.
Nodding immediately, you started moving away but were stopped when Yoongi tightened his grip around your hands. With an questioning look, you looked at him.
Yoongi, on the other hand, was looking at you with an confused expression plastered on his face. “Before you what?”
Smiling sadly, you squeezed his hand once. “This was my first and last time seeing you Yoongi.. I only have a few months, maybe even few weeks left before I bid my goodbyes to this world..”
Yoongi’s whole body froze, his breath hitching while he felt like his heart stopped beating. “W-What?”
He watched how you replaced your sad smile with a happy one, your eyes never leaving his whole you spoke.
“It’s okay, I’m just a fan. You won’t even realize that I’m gone..”