and so are my emotions

((ASK BOX CLOSED hoo wee u guys send asks fast holy shit man. i got a lot of good questions so bless yall! there were some that ive already answered so be sure to check the archive of the blog if u have a question! BUT i did get some asks i was about to send myself if no one asked so THANKKK YOUU!!))

anonymous asked:

tbh i love the content you create and your fics are super dark and deep and cool and every time something you posted appears on my dash im overwhelmed with this kinda happy feeling in my chest *throws some bricks at you, killing you instantly*

thank you for the message and for the brick!! :’33 but can my fics be considered dark tho Im genuinely asking Im not really sure

“If you know you’re gonna lose against your enemy anyway, then the only thing you can do is party hard" -Sun Tzu, probably.

(w/ @boomotherfucker )

i swear i posted this, oh well!
SO. NOT. OVER. MEETING. ROBIN.
okay but srsly, i can’t even! i also regret not writing a letter because he received so many letters and i couldn’t express everything in a card… but i can’t turn back time (was about to make a tøp ref haha, okay but p2 of the gotham finale i can’t wait)!

I’ve wanted to talk for So Long about the portrayal of anxiety in YOI but I’ve been having so much trouble putting together what I want to say in the most effective manner. I kept trying to come at this in a more analytical fashion, but considering that this is such a personally important topic to me, I’m going to try a more emotional approach. Something I don’t normally do.

So really, to start off, I wanna say that I’m so damn thankful for the way Yuuri is written. Really, seriously. I don’t think I’ve ever had the ability to relate more to character; Yuuri is close to a mirror of my own experiences with anxiety and it’s so fantastic to have a model of development and growth for me and people like me. I found the portrayal to be frighteningly accurate, from types of thoughts, behaviors, mannerisms… I think the episode that stood out to me the most in terms of Yuuri’s anxiety was ep7, aka Yuuri’s on-screen panic attack episode. 

The first thing I noticed was this: 

I can’t tell you how many times I’ve found myself in that exact position. I bounce my legs when I panic, just like Yuuri is doing here. Head in his hands, breathing heavily, bouncing and jostling limbs. This isn’t the Mary-Sue cutesy portrayal of anxiety–this is a real anxiety disorder. It’s not pretty. It’s not easy. It can’t be fixed with a single word or a touch or a person. Quite frankly, it’s ugly and you lose control of your body. 

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You’re a good student. You’ll make it - I promise you, you’ll make it. You get better grades than I did. It’s going to be fine. It’s going to be fine.

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“ More because I was  f a k e  before. I was just lying at home watching Narcos and gaming and stuff. And I’m over that. Now I want my life to be  r e a l

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So as you might have guessed, that episode absolutely ruined me. What do I do after watching it? Put on some sad music and re-draw the scene, because apparently I like to suffer. This got entirely out of hand. :”)

Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to go watch the entire bomb again.