and she's gonna be an august baby like daddy!

Chapter 30: Family Vacation


“Could you go get the door?” I asked my brother Myles. He was dating Christina so even though I don’t really  fuck with Chris heavy, I still do with Christina. Speaking of him, he wants to be friends but I don’t know if that’s a good idea. One, because he has a girlfriend and two, I might catch feelings again.

“Wassup?” I heard Chris voice, which snapped me out of my thoughts. Speaking of the devil.. This is the first time he came out the car to get Christina.

“You not gone speak?” Chris asked as he jumped in my lap, causing me to wince in pain. He’s not the same size as he was in high school. He’s gotten taller and heavier.

“Hi Chris..” I greeted him with a cheesy smile on my face. Myles gave me a look and started shaking his head because he knew how I felt about Chris. He gets on my nerves. He needs to stay in his lane with Christina. 

“Hey, you wanna go to this cabin with the crew?” He asked as I thought about it. It sounded fun but I’m not really close to them anymore and where would I fit in?

“Nah, I don’t fit in. Plus, it’s kind of weird being around your girlfriend and Raye all at once. I don’t think first loves should hang out.” I nicely declined as he sucked his teeth. I need to stay my ass at home anyways.

“Why?” He asked, looking really interested in my answer. 

“Cause we both got that special place in our heart for each other and I respect your relationship.” I said as he looked at me with a shocked and surprised expression on his face. 

“How come you ain’t respect it when I was with Raye?” He asked with a raised eyebrow, tilting his head to the side. I was honestly just being petty at first.

“I was young and dumb… I’m grown up now.” I smiled at him as I went in the kitchen and he soon followed right behind me.

“I’m hungry but I don’t wanna make a big ass meal when I’m just gonna be the only one eating.” I poured as my stomach started growling. 

“Myles?” Chris suggested as I waved him off. Myles gets on my nerves I swear. I just found out that he was my brother on my dad’s side a year ago.

“Fuck him, he never listens to me. He reminds me of you.” I said as I turned around to get something in the fridge. When I closed it back up, Chris was looking at my body like he was shocked and trying to figure something out. 

Man, I thought this big shirt would help. 

“Alisha, you pregnant. Why you trying to hide?” Chris chuckled as he raised up my shirt and started touching my stomach. He started to feel the baby kick and he got real excited. 

“I’m not its just that.. my boyfriend. He ain’t shit and I regret getting pregnant by him." 

"Why?” He asked, still admiring my belly. I knew he liked kids, but not this much. He should have one of his own with his girlfriend. 

“I mean.. we have our good times but he’s a fucking asshole most of the time. He had the nerve to ask me to get a paternity test.” I sighed, not really wanting to get into detail about him. I guess this was karma for messing up what Raye and Chris had. Other than my aint shit ass boyfriend, everything else is good. 

“That’s crazy. Y'all on good terms?” He asked, leaning on the counter since we were standing up in here so long. I haven’t got any chairs in here yet because we just moved here.

“Yea for now..” I mumbled, wanting to keep this conversation about him short. I hope he doesn’t come home, because he should be here any minute.

“Ight, if you need anything don’t hesitate to hit me up.” Chris told me as a smile started to spread across my face. I was surprised that he was being nice to me. I remember the last time we talked when he was at my house. 

I was about to speak but the sound of his phone ringing cut me off. Once he answered, I noticed that it was a FaceTime call and a little girl was on the screen. 

“Daddy.” The little girl said to Chris as he replied with a ‘huh’. Daddy? Since when did Chris have child? That’s so weird, I wonder who’s the mom. The little girl looked familiar but I couldn’t put my finger on it. 

“Yea, Ri?” Chris answered as he checked his freshly washed looking hair in the camera and started playing around in it. 

“Mommy said hurry up.” I heard her laugh as I heard Raye’s voice cursing hard as hell in the background. Who pissed her off? 

“Give mommy the phone.” Chris said as he sucked his teeth afterwards. 

“What Chris?” I heard Raye’s voice which had a hint of attitude in it. I could tell she had a mug on her face.

“Don’t be rushing me lil ugly.” Chris playfully said to her but she still wasn’t having it. Damn she must really not be in the mood.

“Chris hurry the fuck up I’m tired of waiting on your punk ass. My fucking stomach hurts.” She rolled her eyes as she gave the phone back to Amarie. 

“Daddy, I’ telling Cocoa.” His daughter said as she came back to the camera.

“What I do?” He asked, chuckling as she pointed to me since I was standing next to Chris. Both Chris and I started laughing. 

“No baby, that’s my fri–” he managed to get out but she had already hung up before he could finish his sentence. 

“You and Raye have a daughter? How old is she?" 

"Yes, and 3 why?” He asked as he checked the time on his watch. I guess he was about to leave before Raye beats his ass.

“Cause you said you and your girl been together for 4 years..” I said, cause that wasn’t really adding up unless he cheated which I doubt because he said he hates cheaters.

“I’ll explain everything to you later, text me!” He said before rushing out of the house with Christina. He didn’t even give me his number, so I guess he meant get it from Myles. 

We had just arrived at the Cabin in Aspen and Bliss and I were the first ones. We would’ve went to another state, but the cabins down here were nicer and most were bigger.  Hopefully, everybody doesn’t show up until the next hour cause I’m trying to get some before everybody comes. After that, I’m taking my ass to sleep.

“Baby, which one’s our room?” Bliss yelled from upstairs. This cabin was pretty nice. It was a 2 story cabin and I want the biggest room up in this bitch.

“Get the biggest one!” I yelled as I looked around to kind of get a tour before I went upstairs. It actually looked like a real house. This should be… fun.

“Ok, hurry up!” Bliss yelled causing me to smirk. Reversing back towards the steps, I jogged up them and looked around for the room that Bliss should be in. I saw a light on in one of the rooms so I’m guessing she was in that one. When I waked in, she was in the bathroom doing lord knows what so I just plopped down on the bed until she came out all mischievous and freaky.

We ain’t really got it in for a long time. We both been busy lately so I’m definitely down for this shit right now but they could be here any minute.

“What you bout to do?” I asked smiling as she tugged at the strings on my shorts before completely taking them off, leaving me in my boxers.

“Later Bliss, they probably gone be here while we doin it.” I said, because I didn’t want nobody to hear us. Especially since it was gonna be kids here, hell nah.

“You better give me some fucking dick, I don’t care.” She said with attitude. I knew that she was sexually frustrated, shit I was too.

“Nah B–” She cut me off by slipping her hands in my boxers to stroke me slowly up and down. “Mm, you like that baby?” She whispered/moaned in my ear, leaving me with no choice but to fuck her.

“My pussy will feel way better when you’re inside.” She whispered again, before I flipped us over so now that I was on top.
“Fuck, I’m tired.” Bliss breathlessly said to herself as she put her hand on her chest only for me to smirk. She caught me off guard the first time.

“They should be here any minute now.” I mumbled as I looked at the clock while I unwrapped my towel from around my waist. Since today was a chill day, I didn’t put on anything but sweats and socks.

Once I was done, I went back downstairs to see Raye coming in with lots of bags. She sat them down and just leaned against the table to take a break I guess. I would help, but the way my personality is set up; I’ll pass.

Walking straight past her into the kitchen, I smiled because there was already food in here. Just when I was about to reach for something, Raye called my name. “What man?” I asked nice as possible. She didn’t do anything I just wasn’t trying to talk to her right now. I just wanna see Amarie.

Before Raye could respond, I beat her to it. “Where my baby at?” I asked as Raye sighed and pointed to the door. On queue, August and Amarie came in looking like twins with Popeyes. August is like Amarie’s best friend now. At first, she was always telling me how cute he was, now it’s about how fun he is. I respect him for even being this nice after all the shit I did to him. I thought we’d never be cool.

“Dea’ go yo ugly ass daddy right dea’.” I heard August say as Amarie chuckled while she looked at me. That’s cold. Amarie had a chicken leg in her hand from Popeyes causing me to laugh. August got her addicted to it.

“Daddy is ugly.” Amarie nodded as she agreed with August and he gave her a high five. I sucked my teeth and pretended like I was gonna cry so that Amarie could feel bad.

“Daddy! I sorry!” Amarie gasped as she ran over to me and wrapped her arms around my leg to get my attention.

“It’s okay baby girl, but you got chicken grease all on me. Uncle Aug gone make you fat.” She giggled as she took a napkin and wiped the grease off of my face.
“We gone be fat together then, ain’t we?” August asked as he wiped some grease from his face also. Amarie nodded and I shook my head at them.

“Where’s Bliss?” Ty asked as he cut our little daughter, uncle and daddy time off. “She upstairs, man.” I said before I realized I shouldn’t have told him that because she was probably still changing her clothes but oh well.

I was about to talk to Amarie but she was already walking over to Raye to play with her I guess. “Why y'all get hea’ so early?” August asked, raising his eyebrow. He damn the reason we got here so early.

“Cause we ain’t fucked in a minute, and Bliss wanted the dick; badly.” I explained, thinking back on how freaky she kept being on the way here. She kept trying to get me to finger her and shit on the plane.

“What was she doing?”

“First, she didn’t give a fuck that there was a few people by us, she still was trying to pull a nigga dick out. Since I ain’t wanna let that happen she was begging me to finger her.” I chuckled as I explained to August what happened. Bliss was an undercover freak. If you looked at her you wouldn’t even know.

“Damn, I didn’t know she the type to do all that. You turned her into a freak.”

“No the fuck I didn’t, she was like that before we got together man. She freakier than me, I swear. Every time we fuck she does something new.” I smiled, fantasizing about her.

“Hey Chris, I’m gonna go upstairs with Amarie until she falls asleep, ok?” Raye assured me as she started twirling her straight jet black hair around in her hand. Weird. She was cute though.

“Aight, goodnight Aria. I love you, come kiss daddy.” I said calling her by her middle name as she sleepily walked over to me rubbing her eyes.

“Luv’ you too, daddy.” She said as I puckered my lips up for her to kiss. She kissed them and was about to walk off until August stopped her. “Wea’ my kiss?” August asked, acting like he was hurt. Amarie laughed and sat on his lap to give him a kiss on the cheek.

“Stay tru, love you.” August said as the did a little handshake that I’m pretty sure August came up with. This nigga always making up different handshakes.
“Stay tru, luv you too.” Amarie said, surprising me as both Raye and I laughed. She ran over to Raye before following her upstairs.

“Tell everybody to come down here a nigga bored.” I told August as he nodded before standing up to stretch.

“Ion fuck with you Raye, move!” I heard August say from upstairs while laughing playfully. I wonder if he was serious. I ain’t never really seen them have a full blown convo ever since he been back in the crew.

I feel bad for breaking up their relationship but he ain’t give a fuck while we was together either. Maybe it was for the best though. If they was still together, we would’ve been like how me and Don are. Speaking of the devil, I was gonna go upstairs at the same time he and everybody else was coming down but I accidentally bumped into him.

“My nigga, don’t start wit’ me today I ain’t in the mood.” Don said as I scrunched up my face. I was gonna apologize but fuck that, that shit is dead. He just has to say something.

“Chris, what did you do?” Raye huffed as she rolled her eyes at me. See, this is why Raye irks me. She acts like everything gotta be perfect with this nigga. Ain’t nobody did shit to his bum ass.

“Fuck outta’ here Raye, you always trying to act funny when he around. Do he know about those texts you sent me about how you wanna be a family and how much you miss me? Oh and I couldn’t leave out the most important part. You said you wanted to fuck me. Does he know that?” I spat as Don looked at Raye like he wanted to slap her.

“Damn, Raye you a straight playa’.” August said causing everybody to laugh but us 3; Raye, Don, and me. I’d hate to be Raye right now.

“You just saying that cause she did you like that.” Bliss shot at him, starting a war. They always starting something with each other. Just when August was about to hit her with some fire, Raye beat him to it.

“Bitch, don’t ever speak about me.” Raye said as she stood up in front of Bliss. Bliss chuckled bitterly before pushing Raye back a little bit to give herself some room to stand up. Aw shit, I should’ve known that this was coming. Bliss tolerated Raye’s shit for a long time for the sake of me and Amarie.

“I’m about 2.5 seconds away from fucking you u–” I quickly cut Bliss of by moving her away from Raye. Bliss got them hands. Not saying that Raye doesn’t cause she beats my ass sometimes but Bliss on a whole nother’ level (I’m talkin’ Mayweather) and I’d honestly hate to see either one of them get hurt.

“Control your wack ass bitch ass baby momma, Chris!” Bliss yelled as she sat all the way across the room quickly moving her leg up and down to calm herself. I was about to tell her to chill with the bitch word but Raye started yelling again. I hope they don’t wake the kids up.

“No bitch, he needs to control you! You act like I want him or something. If I did, I took him from you once and I can do it again, it’s nothing. You act like the nigga really loves your ass, if he did he wouldn’t have cheated on you!” Raye yelled as everybody got quiet with wide eyes. Nah, she ain’t have to say that shit. Even though Bliss didn’t show it, I know it hurted her feelings. The cheating was a touchy topic for her.

“Raye chill o–” Ty and I both said at the same time. I’m surprised Ty even spoke. He mainly been quiet for some reason.

“Ohhhh, so you think he loves you? Bihhhh, You’re the mother of his child yet he still treats you like a dumb ass bitch and you let him. Bitch, he’s has 0 respect for your lame ass. He even treated his past hoes better than you. He bullied you, put his hands on you multiple times, and he stays calling you all types of shit. Oh but that’s love right? Alright, girl, I’ll just sip my tea.” Bliss said before she ended up laughing like a hyena. August was about to start laughing with her but I gave him a look so he just put his head down.

I knew that it hurt Raye’s feelings bad because she looked like she wanted to cry. Even though Don was mad, he was still trying to help her but she just pushed him off and ran outside.

“Bliss, that shit was too harsh.” I said as I blew air out of my cheeks. She sucked her teeth and shrugged with out a care in the world. I know what Raye said was harsh too but these are two different people with two different personalities.

“Why the fuck would you say that to her?” Bri asked angrily as she stood up. Bliss looked at her like she was crazy.

“Don’t even go there with me, Bri. She fucking started it and it ain’t my fault that her sensitive ass can’t finish it. Don’t shake unless you ready to get shook; point blank period.” She spat as she waved Bri off. Lord..

“That’s my best-friend!” August cheesed as they did a little handshake. Bri hit him on the arm so he quickly sat back down, mugging her.

“Man Bliss, take yo ass upstairs I’ll handle you later.” I sighed as I started to head towards the front door to check on Raye.

“Whatever, Chris.” Bliss said, recovering from her laughter. I was mad at Bliss but at the same time I wasn’t cause Raye started it. I told her not to fuck with her but she didn’t listen. I’m still gone check Bliss later on though. I can’t just let Raye get her feelings hurt like that

Sighing as I twisted the doorknob, I made my way on the porch to see Raye on the bench smoking a blunt with watery eyes. Once she noticed me, she continued to smoke as she just stared ahead of her. “She’s right..” She mumbled, looking down at the grown shaking her head.

“No she not, Raye. Don’t listen to her, she was just talking shit. I already explained this to you a few weeks ago so why would you let her get to you? Have I been disrespecting you lately? Nah, I’m changing. I know it’s fucked up that I did it in the past, but I’m changing now because I do love you and she knows that. Just stop comparing yourself to her cause y'all in two different positions when it comes to me.” I explained, trying to make sure she understood what I was trying to say.

“She hurt my feelings..” She frowned, causing me to suck my teeth. I gotta stop babying her, that’s why she a crybaby now.

“So why would you talk shit knowing that you sensitive as hell? I warned you not to fuck with her.” I told her as she just shrugged and chuckled.
“I wasn’t expecting that from her, she’s usually quiet around me I guess.” She explained as I shook my head no. She was just putting up with her bullshit that’s why she was quiet.

“You got it all wrong. She loud as hell. She not mean at all but she will put you in your place if you fuck with her. She just quiet around you cause she don’t fuck with you.” I said being 100 percent honest.

“Whatever..” She mumbled, not having anything else to say.

“Yall both need to apologize.” I stated truthfully. That shit was uncalled for.
“I’m good, I should get going though. You want this?” Raye asked as she stood up, with the half smoken blunt in her hands. I nodded and she gave it to me before leaving. Hopefully this shit gets me high as fuck.

Pulling out my phone, I told Bliss to come on the porch before putting it away again. Within a minute, she was out here sitting on my lap.
“Bliss, don’t ever say no shit like that again.” I said as she smacked her lips and looked at me like I was crazy.

“So did y'all not hear her disrespect me first?” She asked in disbelief. I did, but it’s kind of like that situation where you and your younger sibling gets into a fight and your mom lets the younger one slide.

“Yea but Bliss, Raye is a crybaby and you know this. You should’ve just walked away and been the bigger person. Not saying what she did was right cause I already checked her about that too but just don’t do it again, ight?” I said as I took another pull of the blunt. Bliss still wasn’t having it.

“Man, fuck that. You got me all types of fucked up, Chris. I ain’t no punk ass bitch, I’m not bout to let her talk to me like I’m a dog. You know if some shit like that happened to you, you’d be ready to drag somebody in a heart beat so miss me with that 'she’s a crybaby bullshit’. Maybe she needs to man the fuck up. Fuck you and her. Why don’t you go be with her since you care about her feelings so much. You don’t think mines were hurt when she brought up the cheating?” Bliss explained, rolling her eyes as she stormed back into the cabin, slamming the door behind her. 

See I told y'all she had a short temper. I’m not even bout to kiss her ass I’m bout to get her ass for going off on me.
Putting the blunt out, I walked back into the cabin and went upstairs to my room to find Bliss. “Still got an attitude?” I asked as I locked the door behind me.
She ignored me so I nodded and got all in her face to see if she’d get mad. Knowing her, she probably would.

 "Chris get the fuck away from me. Go check on that bitch since you care about her feelings so damn much.“ She spat, roughly pushing me away from her.

"See, that smart ass mouth of yours, it’s gonna land you in a place you don’t wanna be baby girl,” I grunted roughly.  "and guess what, you’re some place you shouldn’t wanna be.“ I chuckled evilly.

As the evil smirk stood plastered on my face, Bliss eyes widen in a bit of horror. Tilting my head to the side, "Scared?” I questioned , earning a small nod from her & she got up off the bed. “I-im gonna go get a bite to eat ,yea babe I’m hungry.” she chuckled nervously.

“You better stand tf up and strip.” I demanded. With an instant, her clothes were to her ankles. Smiling at her , “Bend over. Hands behind your back baby.” I said softly into her ear. “Chris please don’t hurt me.” she begged desperately. The fact she thought I was gonna hurt her , made me frown hard. I had no plans to hurt her, please her in a different way? Yes but hurt her? No.

Sending a hard slap to her ass , as dark as my baby was , I could still see my imprint. Smacking it over and over and over again, small cries and whimpers seeped from her lips & they low key satisfied me. “You said you wouldn’t hurt me.” she mumbled.

“Hurt you? But you’re wet as fuck for me baby.” I chuckled, sliding my index finger inside her slowly, she let out a very satisfying moan that made a nigga dick harder than what it already was. My boy was ready for some good ass sex and tonight I was going in her raw! I wanna feel her, all of her.

Trying to ride my finger , I used my free hand to grab her breast and squeeze on it to sort of pleasure myself. Sick of this small foreplay , I pulled my fingers out of her.

“Lay on your back B.” I instructed her slowly stroking myself. Letting out a low moan, she sat up and pulled my bottoms down & proceeded to take off my shirt . She then , fixed her hair to where it wouldn’t fall in her face . “What you about to do baby ?” I asked , oblivious to what she was doing or trying to act oblivious.

“You pleased me with the spanking daddy, now it’s my turn.” she smiled at me. Taking all of me into her mouth slowly , her hands rested behind her back as her mouth did all of the work. The way her jaws flexed against my flesh & her tongue swiveled around my tip that was begging to release its precum - I was bound to moan any minute but I tried my hardest to hold that in.

Placing my hands on the back of her head, I pushed her head down farther so my dick could hit the back of her throat & that’s what it did. Looking down at her, she didn’t gag and that impressed me . Pulling me out out of her mouth, she spit on my dick to make it extra wet and sloppy. Yea , my baby knew just how I liked it, wet and sloppy.

Gripping my guy with her small soft hand, she placed me back inside her mouth and used her hand to jack me off while she used her mouth to suck on my tip. “I want you to nut all in my mouth daddy & then fill up my pussy.” she moaned/ hummed on my tip sending a wave of vibrations through it.

Moaning, as good as that sounded , I wanted my kids to be else where & that was deep inside her, all the times I bust.“I got a better idea baby. Lay back on the bed.” I took myself out of her mouth . Holding up her hand , she quickly ran to the bathroom to wash out her mouth cause she knew at some point I would wanna kiss her deeply.

Quickly coming back, she laid on the bed with her legs spread wide awaiting for me to enter her. Pulling her to the edge , I teased her entrance with my tip before fully pushing myself deep inside of her , trying to let out my first release. “Christopherrrr.” she moaned quietly. “What baby, what you want?” I asked , rubbing her beautiful pearl.

“You feel so good daddy, so good.” she clenched her walls. Leaning down, she wrapped her legs around my waist to pull me in deeper & her arms around my neck. Grunting, I kissed her lips & she kissed me back with just as much passion.

“Fuck bliss you’re wetter than an ocean baby.” I let her know which im sure she already knew because you could hear her wetness. As my balls slapped against her ass, her eyes was squeezed shut, taking all of me.

“Ima cum in a second baby.” I warned her about my first release. “Fuck,” I moaned lowly, causing her to get wetter. Moaning once again like a little bitch, I came all inside her.

With more energy inside of me, while her walls were tightly clenched around me, I was still able to lay against the headboard so she could ride me. Positioning herself on me, she slid down on my dick slowly letting out a small whimper.

“It’s like you get bigger each time baby.” she moaned loudly. Chuckling, I gripped her hips and made her ride me slow. Yea she knew how I liked it, slow in the beginning and then speed that shit up in a few minutes.

A few moans and grunts slipped out of my mouth as she removed my hands and wanted to do everything on her own. Placing my arms behind my head, a small camera caught my eye & I grabbed it. Turning it on , I started to record her. The first thing I caught was her beautiful sex faces.

“Rub that clit, stank.” I demanded. Doing as I say, I placed my lips on her left nipple, sucking it like my life depended on it. I knew it drove her crazy when I would suck & lick on her & I’ve been dying to titty fuck her but I’ll save that for later.

“Baby, im finna cum!” she screamed. Sitting the camera down on the nightstand to where it was still facing us, I bounced her up and down like crazy making her body tremble like crazy. “Let it out baby.” I encouraged, rubbing her clit for her.

Feeling her cum all on my dick, she began to slow down and try to lay her head on my shoulder knowing damn well we was not done. “Don’t get it twisted baby girl, we ain’t no where near done. Ass up face down.” I smiled causing her to pout slightly but obey anyways.

Entering her from behind, I grabbed onto her hips as she grabbed onto the sheets tightly. Slamming myself inside her, she threw her ass back. Nothing more attractive than when a woman can fuck you too.
“Damn this feel so fucking good.” I grunted grabbing a handful of her hair as I wrapped it around my hand to make her face me.

“Oh yea? What about this, baby? You like that?” She moaned as she started wining her hips like she was from the islands. Damn, I’m in heaven right now.
“Fuck, just like that.” I moaned on accident as she started chuckling.
Smacking her ass, “You in for a long night baby girl.” I grunted as a moan slipped out of her mouth.

“Oh don’t worry baby, I’m ready ”.she looked back at me and licked her lips. Biting my bottom lip, a nigga was going to sleep pleased & was gonna wake up hungry as fuck . I already knew that much so she better be prepared to cook for daddy in the morning.


“Daddy get up, I smell bweakfast.” Amarie said in my ear in a raspy voice, waking me up. I looked down and she was comfortably laying on my chest like she’d been here all night.

“When did you get in here?” I asked as I rubbed my eyes and sat up a little bit. Good thing Bliss and I cleaned up everything when we were done.
“Last night. I had a bad dream daddy.” She said as she started frowning. Damn, a nigga must’ve been knocked out cause I did not hear or feel her get in bed.

“About?” I asked out of curiously. I don’t think it’ll be anything serious, maybe just about monsters or some shit.

“Cocoa was dead.” She said, causing me to frown. Why would she randomly be having dreams about that? Damn, I gotta tell Bliss. That’s crazy. As soon as I heard 'dead’, my heart dropped. Ion’ wanna ever think about Bliss dying.

“Baby, she’s not gonna die. I promise.” I assured her as her frown turned into a smile and she nodded. Damn, that’s crazy. I wonder why she would have a dream about that. It gotta mean something. A nigga bout to start being protective as fuck now.

“Ok daddy, let’s brush!” She said as she led us into the bathroom with my bag in her hand. It had our tooth brushes in it.
“Yea you need to cause yo breath stank.” I said, playfully as Amarie rolled her eyes and mugged me. She handed me my tooth brush out of the bag before getting hers. I put toothpaste on both of our toothbrushes before we started to brush.

“My nigga, I heard you and Bliss all last night.” August said as he came in the bathroom and dapped me up, smirking. This nigga texted me about how he snuck some random hoe in last night at the same time Bliss and I got it in.

“Close yo ears, baby girl.” I told Amarie as she did exactly what I said. I was talking while I was brushing my teeth so I’m surprised she understood me.

“Maaaaaan, she put it on a nigga. Where Ty, Ray, and Cam? We all gotta talk.” I said as August furrowed his eyebrows before answering my question.

“They in the kitchen. Yo future wife cooking, but what about Don?” He asked, already knowing my answer. He just wanted to be childish.

“Ion’ fuck with him. He shady as fuck. I be trying to tell Raye.” When he heard Raye’s name, I guess he ain’t wanna talk no more.

“I guess, I just came up here to say that and check on my baby.” He smirked as he picked up Amarie. He made her get water everywhere because she was rinsing our her mouth.

“You in trouble..” Amarie said as she looked at the water on the floor and then Aug. Her frown was now upside down once she realized that Aug was in here.

“Unclwe’ Aug!” She squealed which gave me time to rinse out my mouth. Since I took a shower before I went to sleep I decided to just take one later since I was about to get in the pool anyways.

Once I was done, I noticed that Ri and August had left me in here by myself. Going back in our room, I searched for my swimming trunks. Once I found them, I stripped out of my sweats and put them on.

My phone starting vibrating while I looked around for it. Once I seen the light flashing, I noticed that it was on the bed so I grabbed it and seen a new text from Bliss.

CocoaPuff😍😘😜😋🙊💘💍: are you up yet?

Chris: yea baby here I come, U got on yo bathing suit ? 😜

CocoaPuff😍😘😜😋🙊💘💍: lol yes underneath my robe.

Wanting to make her smile, I found a pic of her in my phone and uploaded it to Instagram. That should do it.

fuckyopictures: this girl got me feeling like a corny ass nigga rn 😩 I love you 😘😋😍💘💍 #mygfbetterthanurs #notaggingher

Chris: babe go check my ig 😜

Since she didn’t text me back, I’m guessing that she was checking it. Tossing my phone back on the bed, I jogged downstairs to the kitchen to see everybody but Raye and Don in there. I’ll check on her later.

“Chris, I love you too.” Bliss said she noticed that I was finally in here. She held her arms out for me while I chuckled and leaned in for a kiss. Rubbing my hands from her waist, all the way to her ass I heard Amarie mumble an 'Ew daddy’ causing me to stop.

“Nah Amarie, that’s not nasty.” I told her as she looked at Bliss and I before nodding. Since my plate was already at the table, I ate it as Bliss sat next to me with her arms wrapped around my torso. It didn’t take me long to eat because a nigga was starving.

“Thanks babe, here.” I thanked her as I handed her my plate. She washed it off and gave me her robe before running to the back to get in the pool. Grown ass kid.

“I wanna go swimming, daddy.” Amarie said as she started finishing up her food. I was gonna ask her if she wanted to come.

“Ok, go ask your momma for yo swimsuit.” I said as I helped her off the stool before she took off running to find Raye.

Making my way out to the back, I saw Bliss in the pool fixing the back of her bra. I should be childish and untie the strings.

“We should’ve got in this bitch, naked.” I mumbled to myself but I think Bliss heard me cause she started shaking her head.

“Don’t come by me with your freaky self, I’m chilling.” Bliss said as she put her hands up for me to stay away. She knew that I was the type of nigga to untie the strings to her bottoms.

Obeying her command, I carefully grabbed my phone at the edge of the pool and went to Ig to take a pic of her. “Look over here baby.” I told her as she did just that and I snapped the pic before uploading it. “You couldn’t even see your face cause your hair but that body on fleek.” I said, chuckling as I thought of a caption.

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Putting my phone away, I was about to dunk Bliss but Amarie came by her and put her feet in. “Hey baby girl, you wanna get in?” Bliss greeted her with a big smile on her face.

“I can’t swim.” She pouted as Bliss frowned and started to think of an idea. I could tell because she always made the same cute thinking face.

“It’s not that deep, I’ll hold you the whole time. Come on.” Bliss assured her as she held her arms out for Ri to jump in. Ri hesitated at first but then she jumped and landed right into Bliss’ arms.

“Wasn’t so bad, wasn’t it?” Bliss asked as Amarie shook her head no, smiling. I would’ve been playing with them, but I was just admiring this whole scene. I respect Bliss so much for treating Amarie like she’s her own. She’s real good with kids and I can tell she’s gonna be a great mother. That’s exactly why I want her to have my baby. I wonder if she know we ain’t use a condom last night..

“Mommy said I cwant’ get my hair wet.” Ri frowned as I examined her hair. It did look like Raye just did it and that she took her sweet ass time on it but oh well. What’s the point of going swimming if you can barely get wet?

“Mommy can suck my–” I was about to say until Bliss cut me off.

“Chris!” She screeched, hitting me in my chest. Oh yea, good thing I have her around. I’d be cussing like a motherfucker.

“Oh yea, uh that’s okay Ri. I’ll tell her that I said you could.” I assured her as she nodded and started splashing water every where. Kids..

“Why does it look hot but it’s cold as hell?” Bliss shivered as I shrugged.
I was ready to go where all the mountains and stuff were cause that’s were most of the snow was. It was just a little where we were at. Snow boarding gone be too turnt.


“The kids sleep?” Bri asked as she sat next to me on one of the stools in the kitchen. We were supposed to be making snacks for a movie that we were gonna be watching. Didn’t wanna go all out cause the kids are here. We’re supposed to be going snow boarding tomorrow.

“Yes, thank God.” I sighed as I pretended to wipe fake sweat off of my forehead. It takes forever to get King and Amarie to sleep, they’re  filled with lots of energy. They think everything is funny just like both of their goofy ass fathers.

“So, wassup with you and Don?” Bri asked, causing me to sigh. Don and I no longer talk unless it’s about Amarie. He already has trust issues from his past relationships and he said he was really starting to catch feelings for me and was gonna make it official until he found out about those texts. I don’t know what I was thinking sending those texts. I was drunk but at the same time I knew what I was doing.

“Nothing, he cut off all ties with me and he only wants to speak to Amarie.” I sighed as I played with the rings on my fingers. Bri gasped brought my head up for me to look at her. She had a look of sympathy in her eyes.

“Did he let you explain?” She asked, frowning a little bit. He actually did let me explain, because he’s an understanding person.

“Yes actually, but I told him the truth. He doesn’t deserve for me to keep leading him on.” I didn’t wanna lie to him, he didn’t deserve it. He’s never lied to me. I told him how long I’ve been feeling like this and everything and I feel completely bad because this is the same thing that happened to August except we were actually together. Maybe this is telling me something.

“That’s true.. you guys were so cute.” She gushed, shaking her head. Too bad we’re not gonna hang around each other anymore.

“Why does this keep happening?” I sighed, putting my head in my hands. Bri told me face her and I did just that. She sighed and grabbed my hands before speaking. “Raye, honestly… deep down you still have feelings for Chris and you haven’t completely moved on. You can’t get into another relationship if you’re not even over your past one. Be honest, you wanna be a big happy family with him.” Bri told me as I thought about what she said. I wasn’t about to admit that. I don’t need Chris.

“What’s the point of admitting it if its not gonna happen? He’s in love with Bliss. He’s about to marry her..” I asked as Bri looked deep into thought. Probably thinking about what I had said.

“Tell him how you feel?” She suggested as I scrunched up my face and shook her head no. If I told Chris he’d probably be like 'damn’, and that’s it. He probably wouldn’t even say anything.

“For what? It’s not going to change anything. He doesn’t even act the same towards me. I don’t even think he really loves me. He only does because of Amarie.” I explained as Bri frustratedly shrugged.

“I honestly don’t know Raye.. but I gotta get going. I’m sleepy, we’ll finish this tomorrow.” Bri said as she got up before kissing me on the cheek. When she left, I heard somebody coming down the stairs but I didn’t pay no mind to them until I seen who they were. Chris and Amarie.

“Hey! Amarie, didn’t I just put you to sleep?”  I asked as both Chris and Amarie jumped. They had the same 'dear caught in headlights’ look on their faces that was too cute.

Amarie shook her head no which caused me to sigh. They both had on coats so it looked like they were about to go outside. I looked in Chris’ hand and saw Graham crackers, Hershey’s, and marshmallows with sticks.

“Wanna join?” Chris asked me with a smile on his face. I didn’t have anything else to do and some s'mores sounds good right now. But me hanging around him more is going to make my feelings get stronger.

“Yea, hold on.” I said as I walked towards the front door to get my coat off of the rack. Once my Burberry coat was on, I slipped into some black sparkly UGGs. Surprisingly, Amarie were wearing the same thing.

“Why y'all niggas up?” August whispered as he came downstairs with some random girl. I guess she was leaving because she had her purse and stuff in her hand.

“We making s'mores.” Chris chuckled as he shook his head at August. August pointed to her ass while she wasn’t looking and Chris demonstrated a moon with this hands while laughing. Amarie put her hand on her hip and waited for August to acknowledge her. He didn’t until the girl finally left.

“Why you looking at me like that?” August asked, chuckling as Amarie ignored him and grabbed Chris and I’s hand leading us in thebackyard where the logs were for us to sit on. Aw, she doesn’t want august’ attention on anybody else’s but hers.

“You good?” Chris asked as we all sat down. He looked really sincere and concerned which shocked me.

“Uh, y-yea.” I half lied as Chris looked at me with a 'you lying’ face. He saw right through me. I didn’t wanna bring it up because I didn’t wanna cry in front of Amarie. I don’t think she was paying attention anyway, she was too busy stealing chocolate.

“I can’t ever keep a relationship.. all because I still..” I managed to get out but the water works started approaching. I was lowkey glad they did because I didn’t want to admit that I still wanted to be with Chris. It’s sad that it took this long for me to realize it. He’s already moved on.

“Because you what, Raye?” Chris asked, wiping some of my tears as I shook my head no. I was not about to tell him, because he’d start feeling cocky and there isn’t anything he can do about it.

“Mommy don’t cry.” Amarie said as wiped some off the chocolate from her mouth, causing me to chuckle a little bit. She could always make me smile when I’m having a bad day.

“Hey! You over here sneaking chocolate and shit. You ain’t slick.” Chris said to Amarie as she started giggling while she gave Chris the hag of Hershey’s back. There were still plenty in there so I guess she only got a few.

“Aw, look at the beautiful family.” I heard August voice. We all turned around as Chris picked up a rock and threw it at him. He cursed to himself and quickly ran back in the cabin making all of us laugh. This should be fun.

“Wanna join?” Chris asked as I sniffled and sucked my teeth. August been acting real shady towards me ever since him and Chris been cool again. It’s getting annoying.

He nodded and pulled his beanie down before making his way over to us. The was only a space by me so he picked Amarie up and sole her spot before sitting her on his lap. See? Shady. “You mad at me?” He asked Amarie as she stubbornly folded her arms over her chest and nodded.

“Girl, you know I luh’ yo jealous ass.” He laughed as he started placing kisses all over her face. She put her stubbornness aside and giggles started leaving her mouth.

“I love you too Uncle Aug.” Chris said in a little girly voice causing both Amarie and August to mug him. Nobody laughed but Chris and I.

“Nigga, you gay.” August shook his head before laughing. As expected, Amarie laughed along with him.

“Hey Uncwle Ty and Titi Nae.” Amarie greeted Ty and Nae as they both looked confused before shrugging and waving back at her.

“Damn we was about to get freaky in the pool. What are y'all doing?” Ty huffed as he noticed all of us out here.

“Bout to make s'mores.” Chris answered while showing them all the products we were using like they didn’t know what s'mores were.

“Ok, we coming let us go change.” Nae said as she grabbed Ty’s hand to lead them back in the cabin. “We need music.” I heard August mumble. This is gonna be a long night with all of us out here. They better keep the conversations kid friendly too because Amarie’s out here.