and she told him she hasn't loved anyone like she loves him

timelords-detectives-and-hunters  asked:

Okay so I'm in a mood for angst, so (if it hasn't been requested) how about RFA + minor trio reacting to MC saying she had a miscarriage? I love your blog btw k bye

So there were two requests that were very similar so I just merged them.

Hopefully this is angsty enough to your liking.


Yoosung

  • When she got pregnant, Yoosung was ecstatic
  • They moved to a bigger place, made a nursery, prepared Lisa with a toy baby for her to get used to
  • MC was super excited too, but she kept having this horrible feeling that something was going to go horribly wrong
  • And sure enough, it did
  • It started with a mild pain in her abdomen, which then grew into a horrible one, like a knife twisting in her gut
  • MC called for an ambulance, and once she was in the ambulance, despite the EMT’s protests, she called Yoosung
  • As soon as he learned the hospital she was going to, he rushed over
  • By the time he got there, it was already over
  • The baby was gone
  • Once he heard the news he went to MC to cry with her
  • They were so excited and now this… worse, they had a whole room at home dedicated to this baby they weren’t having
  • As soon as MC was out of the hospital, she was in the nursery, removing things and putting them in the closet in that room
  • Then she closed the door and left it closed
  • Lisa seemed suddenly antsy without the doll to cuddle with anymore, but Yoosung respected MC’s wishes to keep it put away to stop the reminders
  • About a year later, Yoosung approached her about wanting to try again, and although she was reluctant, she agreed
  • The next child was healthy, happy, and whole
  • And Lisa loved the little tyke despite the occasional tug of her tail or fur

Jaehee

  • The IV treatment had been a success and they were so excited
  • They got a little preemptive in their planning, though
  • As was evident when, after two months, MC had what appeared to be a period
  • She went to a doctor, who explained that, early enough in a pregnancy, a miscarriage can appear as a period
  • He assured her that she had been pregnant, but now she wasn’t
  • MC told Jaehee that night, they sat on the couch and cried for a little while
  • About a year later, Jaehee started IV treatments and got pregnant
  • They were very happy when this baby came to term and MC was more than happy to stay home and coddle the little tyke

Zen

  • A few weeks after Valentine’s Day, MC realized she was late
  • When she told Zen, before even taking a test, he was shocked…. but then remembered it was plausible since they’d had A LOT to drink on Valentine’s and neither remembered using a condom
  • But, it was a happy accident
  • MC was cautious, announcing only to the RFA what was going on, and saying that they shouldn’t take any big steps until around 4-5 months
  • Around 3 ½ months, MC felt something wrong
  • She couldn’t put her finger on it, but…. it felt like the baby wasn’t moving, like she wasn’t pregnant anymore
  • MC went to the doctor and found out that she had miscarried and they needed to preform a removal of the fetal tissue since she wasn’t expelling it herself
  • MC called Zen, but he was in the middle of a rehearsal, so she called Jaehee, asking her to come to the hospital and be her emotional support until Zen could arrive
  • By the time he got the message and rushed over, the procedure was already over
  • Zen held her and they cried, but MC was able to go home soon enough and he took a few days off to be alone with her
  • The second night, they were laying together on the couch, talking, when Zen said that someday, he’d like to try again, because he loved her and would love to see her heavy with his child
  • Neither of them ever really get over the loss, but when they have another happy accident a while later, they’re both much more cautious and have a healthy baby boy
  • MC just can’t help but think to herself, “He’s going to be such a ladykiller, just like his father.”

Jumin

  • The moment MC had thrown up (morning sickness) he’d forced her to lie down and called the doctor to come check up on her
  • The doctor couldn’t find anything wrong, so he asked if it was possible she was pregnant and ended up sending on of the guards to get a pregnancy test
  • After confirming that it was only morning sickness, Jumin was able to take a breath
  • Poor Jaehee, she thought cat projects were bad, now she has to deal with a Jumin’s new obsession with baby projects
  • MC, of course receives the best prenatal care money can buy
  • Two months in, MC feels something wrong and asks for a guard to take her to a doctor
  • When she gets there, she’s started to bleed and is promptly rushed into a bed and given care and testing
  • Once they determine it’s a miscarriage, they assure her she’s fine, give her the care she needs, and because she got there early in the day, they send her home
  • When she gets home, Jumin’s just leaving for the hospital, because he was terrified when he heard she went to the hospital and frustrated that she didn’t call him or say anything
  • She quickly has him take her upstairs so she can explain
  • MC cries when she gives him the news and he holds her, hoping to comfort her
  • He’s broken up too
  • He probably got too excited too fast
  • He’s relieved they hadn’t told anyone outside of close friends and family yet, because that could have been messy with the press and he doesn’t want to put MC through that
  • Jaehee is the next person to know and she immediately offers her sympathies
  • Baby projects die quickly and are replaced with cat projects again
  • It’s not until about six months later that the baby projects start up again and Jaehee knows

Saeyoung

  • The moment he heard he was going to be a dad he was simultaneously thrilled and terrified
  • He even did a little dance
  • MC only laughed at his antics
  • Saeyoung read a ton of books on parenting and bad dad-joke books
  • But then they go out for a drive
  • They get rear ended, pushed into another car, and the airbags deployed
  • As far as everyone can tell, the only damage is to the cars
  • Until, that is, MC cries out in pain
  • Her abdomen hurts really badly, and she doesn’t know what’s happening
  • When they get her the hospital and are told what’s happening, Saeyoung blames himself
  • He’s cursed
  • He did this to her
  • But she forces him to stay by her side because she needs him
  • She’s broken up about this too, but she decides that worrying about the baby is a lost cause and she needs to keep Saeyoung from slipping away
  • MC manages pull Saeyoung back and they’re able to grieve together
  • About three years later, MC gives birth to a healthy set of twins

V

  • First, he thinks of himself as a burden to MC
  • So when he finds out she’s pregnant with his baby, he’s further wracked with guilt because he believes he’s been too selfish with MC, taking too much
  • She ends up convincing him it’s a good thing up until the day that something goes horribly wrong, although neither is sure what
  • A miscarriage is hard for anyone, but V, much like Saeyoung, thinks he’s cursed
  • All of his good intentions are destroyed and his good deeds soured
  • When he tries to tell MC that he’s poison and she needs to move on and find someone better that will make her happier, she starts yelling at him in the hospital room
  • Is he fucking serious?! Trying to break up with her right after she had a miscarriage?! And trying to play it off as he’s being selfless and letting her go?! BULLSHIT!
  • She says that saying that and doing that right now is incredibly selfish and hurtful
  • If he really wants to do what is best by her, get over here and hold her and grieve with her over their lost baby, and if he still wants to break up with her in three months when the grief has lessened a little, then they can break up
  • He apologizes profusely for his behavior, and of course he doesn’t want to break up, so he stays with her like she wants because he wants it too

Saeran

  • MC was so scared to tell him
  • He’d been pretty clear about his issues with family
  • Not to mention he was still pretty messed up in the head
  • But before MC could tell him, he found the used pregnancy test in the bathroom
  • He confronted her about, more shocked than anything else and she fessed up to it
  • And that she wanted to keep the baby
  • Saeran didn’t say he was against having a baby, he was just scared
  • Being a father was a big prospect
  • But he had almost a year to absorb it
  • Four months in, Saeran was finally coming to terms with being a father
  • He was even starting to look forward to it
  • Then MC woke up in a pool of her own blood
  • He rushed her to the hospital, they were informed that she had miscarried, and gave her the medical attention she needed
  • MC was distraught, but not once did she raise her voice or lash out
  • Instead, she just curled into a ball whenever she could
  • Saeran didn’t know how to comfort her
  • He was upset too, but he knew he wasn’t nearly as broken up about it as she was
  • At some point after her brief stay in the hospital, Saeran was by her bedside and she couldn’t stop crying, but she was trying so hard to be quiet about it
  • Saeran ended up climbing into the bed with her and holding her
  • He knew it always comforted him when she did this, so maybe it work the other way around?
  • She only started crying harder
  • He thought he did something wrong and started to move away when she grabbed tight to him
  • So he just held her and rubbed her back and told her everything was going to be okay
  • At least, he hoped it would

Vanderwood

  • …parenthood wouldn’t be his forte
  • I just don’t see him willing having kids
  • So MC having a miscarriage… well she wasn’t exactly sure how to tell him when she found out and….
  • ….well, once she’d miscarried and it was all over, MC didn’t think it was necessary to tell him
  • Of course, bottling stuff like that up never ends well, so MC eventually admits what happened a month or so later, not sure how he’ll react
  • Well, Vanderwood isn’t sure how he should react, either
  • But, he would probably pull MC into a hug and just sit with her in silence, letting her take whatever comfort she needed  

anonymous asked:

Didn't jess got an anon saying that Cait was pissed AF with Sam all SDCC weekend? cause she hasn't seen him for weeks and they didn't have time alone, anon said she's over possessive with Sam although they aren't formally dating just kinda "involved" well, looking those LATimes pics Im totally buying this nonnie info.

Hi Nonnie. Since Jess is the one who got the anon, you need to ask her about it. However, since you came to me I’m going to share my opinion. I don’t buy it for one second. Ever since Lionsgate came on the scene and discovered Sam and Cait were planning to reveal their relationship, they’ve done everything they can to force them to hide their it, even creating fake SOs. 

When the Narrative is hovering like a black cloud over SC, you can see the toll it’s taking. Can you imagine being ready to share your joy one day, and being forced to lie about it – using words that hurt a lot of shippers in the process – the next? They went from acting like giddy newlyweds to acting like someone had died in one day. Here’s a comparison from Flirty Thursday to IFH Friday. 

They’ve been dealing with this farce for more than a year. If anyone knows how much this is hurting Sam, it’s Cait. Why would she be angry at him when it’s the LG/Starz buffoons who came up with this idiocy?

Here’s another comparison for you. The first shows them at SDCC in their natural state with their arms wrapped around each other, unaware they’re being photographed. The second is from their LA Times shoot, probably after Starz VP of Publicity Jamie French told them to lose the love. Quite a difference.

I found the next photos yesterday. The strain is both obvious and heartbreaking. 

Why would a studio treat anyone this way? Perhaps because LG has a history of not wanting their co-stars together, and they’re too obtuse to realize that the way things were decades ago just might have changed. Could be they are so caught up in their quest for more money and power that they haven’t stopped to realize what a gold mine Sam and Cait’s love is. Whatever the reason, they’re doing no one any favors – themselves included – by continuing this nonsense.

anonymous asked:

Yes I think that Felicity is feeling alone and yes the team (read: Oliver) hasn't really reached out to her which is crap given all that she's been through but I also think she joined Helix because they are willing to do what Team Arrow isn't. Her world view has changed a lot and she's going down this dark path that she knows Team Arrow would disagree with. And Felicity puts up a lot of walls to protect herself and at this point I'm not sure how willing she would be to open up and be vulnerable.

I agree, anon!

I think they’re more intertwined than meets the eye. I think it’s been a domino effect that we’ve seen since Season 4, with all the bullshit she’s been through.

Felicity has always been good about protecting herself, just as much as she’s amazing at burying things she isn’t willing to face. Some serious and huge doozies came about in the recent months, including losing the love of her life (by her own choice, no less, and it’s made worse because she knows if she’d stayed with him, nothing would have been different in the long run, which would have equaled more pain and heartache and grief and angst), being shot up and paralyzed only to get her legs back (yeah, tech or not, that’s some serious psychological shit to deal with, especially on her own since she broke up with Oliver), she found out things about her family that rocked her foundation (specifically about her dad; her mom lied to her - wouldn’t it be delicious if he had a huge role in Helix?) as well as carrying the responsibility of killing tens of thousands of innocent people when she sent the nuke to Havenrock to save millions of people.

Her world - her entire life - has been rocked recently and not a lot of people noticed. She didn’t make it obvious, she didn’t advertise it, she didn’t ask anyone to sit down and talk with. No, she did what Felicity Smoak does and she forged ahead, collecting the broken pieces of herself and putting them back together with Scotch tape. She focused on things outside of herself - namely, Team Arrow and Billy Malone - which also didn’t help a damn thing.

This was all leading up to her falling into the darkness, all of it. There’s only so long you can go pretending things are fine until they aren’t. Either you blow up (like Oliver) or you slowly slip into a place where you don’t feel very much of anything (aka empathy, such as Diggle pointed out). The final straw was Billy. He was supposed to be the Key, the person who might not have been everything, but she could have moved on with and been genuinely happy with him. But then he died, and salt to the wound, he died as a pawn in a jerkbag’s grand plan. While it backfired in terms of Prometheus’ plan for her to blame Oliver, it had her arc going from a calm meandering pace to petal to the metal.

Or…

(src)

Now, she tried. She once again didn’t reach out for help, but she tried. She didn’t immediately agree to work with Helix. She’s had Pandora for a long damn time, but she sat on it, using it for Team Arrow goodness. She tried to use it in a way that fit with what she normally did, except something wasn’t fitting like it used to. Something’s changed.

She’s changed.

She used to be the one pulling people back from the darkness, but now she’s actively helping people right into it. What happened with Thea in the last two episodes is a prime example - Felicity of the past would have asked her what she was doing, not just blindly done what Thea asked and sent her on her merry way. 

Something is wrong with Felicity and we’re just now starting to see the beginning of her shattering into pieces. 

I think it’s that she’s finally understanding the darkness that everyone else but her has touched on. The things she wants to do are way outside the scope of Team Arrow. She’s going to be going back to her hacktivist days and that is so much bigger than the goings-on in Starling City.

Her reasoning behind why she joined Helix was fascinating to me:

John pulled her back a bit, talking about fighting fire with fire, and she gets that. She does because she’s seen the consequences of it when it goes bad in her loved ones… but then she also saw a moment where a team came together and helped one of their members. 

Felicity, for all intents and purposes, doesn’t have her team right now, and she hasn’t, not for a long time. It’s partly because she didn’t reach out and partly because nobody reached out to her. And even when they did, she brushed them off, told them she was fine. The problem was that they believed her because she’s always been fine, except she’s not fine, not even a little bit. So in a sense her team has abandoned her, they are focusing on things outside of her, leaving her to her own devices. 

But now they’re suddenly coming back and seeing she’s doing things that are very much in the shades of grey and they’re calling her out on it? 

No, that isn’t going to work. 

She needs a team on par with where she’s at, who will be there for her and her choices/decisions all the way, who will think like she does and agree with it.

And that’s Helix.

awholelotfrosty  asked:

So I don't know if this has been discussed, but a friend of mine who hasn't been able to watch Goblin but has rather seen discussions about it, asked me "what do you think about the age gap?" and if I thought it was intentional with the casting? I wanted to do a blogpost about it, but I got to no time to do a proper one so I'm leaving my thoughts with you to expound on in the beautiful way you always do: (part 1/3)

(direct quote from my reply) “supaliaxpress on tumblr has a post on that, and I agree with her completely. i dont mind it. one basically, the male is a soul somewhat frozen in time. it’s not established what his age really was when he died as a human being. his soul never aged, though time passed. and i think that concept and belief is proved throughout the drama.” (2/4. realized it could take much more space)

Lastly, to add here I think it’s one of the major themes of the story of Shin and Euntak, and even with Wang Yeo and Sun. The love that carries on with the soul, and that love binds more than bodies- love, true love, binds souls. Despite the age, the social standing from where each party comes from…love overlooks these differences and is founded by something more profound. And that souls, who lived life with care, never really “age”.

Ah, I think you said it perfectly :)

The topic of the “age gap” is something I’ve been questioned many times and I always refer people to this post about pedophillia whenever that topic comes up, lol. Anyways, there’s really not much to attack about the age gap since it was PERSONALLY addressed in the drama itself… yes… the writer acknowledged the “ridiculous age gap” between Kim Shin and Ji Eun-Tak… an age gap of 900+ years >.> Now… really, the age gap doesn’t matter in their relationship because, like you said, Shin is in a state of “frozen time.” He’s an immortal for goodness sakes. He’s gonna forever look like that in 20 days, 10 years, 1000 years, FOREVER. But what ticks me off is how people ALWAYS mention his actual REAL LIFE AGE… when his REAL LIFE AGE has fuckin no importance in the drama whatsoever… Just like Kim Go Eun playing both a 19 yo and 29 yo… BUT SHE’S 25. So… what is the real purpose of their age gap in the drama???

The age gap serves as an obstacle for Shin and Eun-Tak to overcome if they want to meet again in the next life; that’s why they FIRST met when she was 19 and MET AGAIN when she was 19 because this shows that Shin loves her no matter what age she is, who she is, and what she is. Shin doesn’t know at what age he will meet Eun-Tak (goodness… she could be a frickin grandma by the time they meet again >.> which I hope that never happens cause that’s sad), but this doesn’t change the fact that he loves her and she is his only and last bride. Like I’ve mentioned, Canada is a special place because it is a land known for acceptance… which is their love… she accepts him for who he is and vice versa. People forget that Eun-Tak also has to love and accept Shin for who he is… yes… he physically looks like a man in his mid thirties but she doesn’t see him like that… she only sees him as the man she loves – not numbers. Their love defies all aspects of numerical value that we hold highly in today’s society… aka. age and time. A love so deep and true that their love cannot be quantified. Therefore, NUMBERS DO NOT EXIST IN THEIR WORLD… THEIR LOVE STORY. 

Here’s a beautiful poem by Lang Leav that I think sums up Shin and Eun-Tak’s age difference… 

“What if I told you that one day you will meet a girl who is unlike anyone else you’ve known. She will know all the right things to say, what makes you laugh, what turns you on, what drives you wild and best of all, you will do for her exactly what she does for you.

“When will I meet her?”

“Well let’s put it this way, she doesn’t even exist yet.” 

~Lang Leav

In the end, age is just a number

We use numbers because we know how to make sense of them… 

However, we don’t know when we’ll find that person we want to spend the rest of our lives with…

We don’t know when we’ll fall in love…

We can’t tell ourselves to fall in love…

We can’t stop ourselves from falling in love… 

But when we do fall in love… 

When has love ever made sense anyways?

peach2398  asked:

Hi💗I wanted to thank you for your amazing work and that I am so glad for finding your blog. This is my first request ever Could you write a fabric with MC x Jumin, where Jumin's dad doesn't approve of her first and because he thinks MC isn't enough for his son and tries to persuade him in marrying an other powerful heiress. But the plot is that MC is a trust fund kid but in an other country but she hasn't told him. I hope this is not too specific and you can change the story if you want 💗

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I´m honored to do your first request ever.

Its not too specific at all. I can picture that Sr Han is doing something like that.

I´ll do it as au since it would not make much sense after Jumins route it also makes it more fun to write.


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You had kept your upcoming as a offspring from a wealthy family a secret from the RFA. It was part of the agreement that you had with your father. You wanted to be independent from him and from him and from his money. You wanted to prove him and yourself that you could do it without him. So you left the country and your more then sheltered life to life in Korea. It was really hard for you to get used to the commoner ways. You where more then happy that you at least had a grandmother that lived in Korea she was the main reason why you wanted to live in this country in the first place. She always had told you about the country and you where eager to find out more. Of course you messed often up but you always tried your best. You then got leaded to the apartment from Unknown. It was easy for him since you where naive enough to believe him.

You liked the apartment though and you had some experience with planning partys thanks to your mother. You liked the lively people in the RFA and you wanted to tell them the r´truth but you knew that if you did your father would force you to return home. It became harder by the day.

Specially after you fell in love with Jumin. You really not had planned to like him that much specially when he came from a rich family himself the exact world you wanted to escape from. He felt different to you though you felt a connection to him like with no one else. Maybe it was because you both where that similar. Your feelings only grew after you met on the RFA party. You kept on calling each other when times got hard and before you knew it you wanted to meet more and more. You knew you should tell Jumin the truth even when that would mean that you eventually had to return back home. It made your heart feel heavy but you not wanted to lie to Jumin.

Then one day in the chat he told everyone about the plans his father had for Jumin. It was so bad to hear that he was suppose to marry a woman that he not loved and on top of that you secretly regretted that you not told Jumin earlier that you are also have a wealthy background.

You thought that if Sr. Han knew that your family was rich he would not oppose it but to say it now of all times was also not right to you. If Jumin thought that you where just after his money or his status that would be very awful to you.

What could you do though lie or tell the truth and risk your relationship ?

You had a hard time to figure it out you seek guidance from your grandmother she always was wise in such situations. This time she got kind of angry at you though. Since she really not liked it that you kept it hidden for so long that you where in love. You feel terrible about that. Then she tells you that you need to follow your heart and that she would take care of your father in worse case scenario after all you are an adult and she would be their to support you no matter what.

You are glad about that and you plan to tell Jumin the truth after all he been really open about everything with you. You call him and ask if you can come over. Jumin has nothing against it since he wanted to talk to anyway about the engagement that he not even agreed to.

You end up talking about Jumin´s  feelings about this whole engagement think and he really does not like that. He talks about how his father just decided that without him and he is strongly against it. You know how he feels your father was also ever like that to you.

Jumin really dislikes it how his father tries to persuade him and you agree with him you really not want him to marry anyone that he does not love. Jumin then asks you what you have on your mind since it sounded really important to him but just when you want to tell him everything his father calls him and tells Jumin that there is a Important Business party in the evening and Jumin needed to attend to it. You where worried about it and Jumin not wanted to go either. He not really had a  choice it sounded really important so he asked you to come with him. You could talk at the way their if you wanted to. You where surprised by his sudden invitation and where wondering if it really was okay for you to join Jumin like that.

He said that he wanted you to come along since he had the feeling that his father was planning something and he wanted you to be their to support him. You agreed even when you where not sure how you suppose to keep your calm if his father really planned on something like to announce the engagement to the public. You where afraid of that moment.

You arrived with him at the very extravagant party it looked way to fancy to be a simple business party it looked like your fears would come true. You where afraid of the announcement of Jumins engagement how would he react to it if his father would tell it to the whole world in all public?

Your heart was pounding. Jumin introduced you to his father who was pleased to meet you but he did not like the fact that Jumin brought you to this party. He wanted Jumin to meet the woman who he had chosen once again even when Jumin always disagreed on it. His father had invited her too and it was the exact kind of woman that Jumin disliked. She was like all these people that you knew too good yourself. It made you mad that Jumin was suppose to marry that kind of woman. Just for her money too it was terrible. You where sighing lightly at the woman her presence took your energy away. You just wanted to get out of the awkward situation.

You excused yourself to the bathroom. You hated this whole situation so much why couldn´t you just tell Sr. Han that if he is looking for someone with money he could just let you marry Jumin too. You could at least make him happy. You where quietly scolding yourself for being that weak.

If you only could tell Jumin the truth then this whole situation could had been avoided. No that was really not the right thing to focus on. You where sighing and prepared yourself mentally for the next round.

When you looked up you saw Jumin right in front of you. You panicked , did he heard what you where just saying ? You where praying that he did not. “You really should tell me the truth I thought you trust me by now.” Jumin looked really sad. “I do I really wanted to tell you  but if I do then I will have to leave…”You where looking down to the ground. “If it´s about your father I´m already aware of that situation.” Jumin looked at you and you where really surprised. “You knew … but how and since when ?” You could not believe your ears. “707 found it out right after you joined I found it out after the first party. 707 told us all to keep quiet so we would not loose you.” Jumin sounded extremely calm. How could he be that calm about the truth that you kept hidden for so long ? “So all of you knew this the entire time ? But why are you telling me that now ?” You where more then confused. “As I said we not wanted to risk that we loose you or that we destroy your future by forcing you to stay.” Jumin came closer to you and you felt your heart was pounding. “And the reason why I tell you this now is because it does not matter  to me I really love you for who you are I never cared about the money that your family has.” Jumin looked deep into your eyes and you where blushing. “I love you too Jumin and I am sorry that I not told you this earlier.” You still felt extremely guilty about this. “I know you wanted to tell me this you where trying it a few times  when I recall it right.” Jumin was smiling slightly. You where nodding and it was really embarrassing. “You don´t need to worry about this woman either I told my father that I already choose who I marry and that is of course you. I know you might need some time to think about it and this is not the proper place to do so but I will diffidently marry you no matter what.”  Jumin left that statement and then turned around and walked back to the party before you could give him any replay.




End note : This turned into a very cliche romance movie or soap opera so its still Jumins route.

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anonymous asked:

It's my head-cannon that even though most people think Sirius is/was a womanizer he wasn't , when the girls (Lily, Dorcas, Marlene, etc.) he hasn't kissed anyone in sixth year they can't believe him. The other marauders have to back him up.

Sirius as a womanizer is fanon tbh.

(NB: This fic might give the impression that having kissed someone is Very Important and Imperative and Definitely Should Have Happened By The Time You’re in Sixth Year but that’s a load of rubbish and the number of people you’ve kissed doesn’t equate at all to your worth, however old you are.) 

“You’ve never kissed anybody?” Mary asks, loosening her grip on her bottle so much in surprise it tips dangerously. 

“Not one girl?” Marlene narrows her eyes. 

Ever?” Dorcas reinforces the question, not wanting him to make a mistake and assume they’re just talking about this year. 

“Ever ever ever ever?” Lily repeats, supporting Dorcas in her endeavor.

Sirius looks slowly between each of them, a half smile on his lips. He leans forward and crooks a finger towards himself. Eagerly, the four girls shuffle and crawl forwards, wearing the expressions of five year old’s who are about to be told where the chocolate is. He whispers, as if it’s the biggest secret he could ever tell them, dragging the word out. “Never.” 

The reaction is immediate. Marlene falls backwards onto the floor and stares at the ceiling angrily, as if the stone is too blame for Sirius’ lack of kisses. Mary loosens her grip some more and the firewhiskey spills all over her and the carpet, splashing onto Lily too. Neither of them do anything about it. Dorcas slaps a hand over her mouth, askance. Lily begins to shake her head vehemently, only stopping when Sirius gently places a hand on top of her head because he’s genuinely worried she’s going to hurt herself. 

“What about Vinay in third year?” She demands. 

Sirius shrugs. “Never happened.”

“Dee Bones in fourth year?” Marlene props herself up on her elbows to ask and then promptly collapses back again when Sirius shakes his head. 

“Caroline Patil in fifth year?” Dorcas joins the interrogation, the question asked from behind her hand. 

He snorts. “Rumour.” 

“Adriana in the year below, what, like a few months ago?” Mary asks. 

A shake of his head. “Rumour.” 

They continue to throw names at him, getting more and more distraught as he continues to tell them he’s never kissed any of the girls they’re mentioning. That’s how the other three Marauders find them at three in the morning. With Sirius sitting in an armchair, elbows on his knees and chin on his fist, and with four very drunk, and very upset, Gryffindor sixth year girls sitting and kneeling (or in the case of Marlene, lying) in front of him, surrounded by firewhiskey bottles and pillows, and still calling out names. 

Lily is the first to spot them, standing just inside the portrait hole looking very confused, and as soon as she does she points at them. “They will know.” Her declaration shuts up the other three girls and prompts a smug smile to form on Sirius’ face because he’s well aware that his three mates have no idea what she’s talking about. 

“What will we know?” Remus asks, beginning to walk over and nudging the other two into action too. 

“These lovely, dru-” All four girls begin to scowl and Sirius hastens to amend his words, “lovely, sober ladies, don’t believe that I’ve never kissed anybody.” Suddenly the situation is a lot clearer to the Marauders. 

“Well, you have.” James says simply. The girls’ scowls change so quickly into triumphant looks it almost gives the boys whiplash. James looks between them. “He’s kissed me.”

“And me.” Remus drops onto the sofa next to Marlene. 

“And me.” Peter blushes, joining Remus on the sofa. 

“He’s only kissed us.” James moves to join Remus and Peter but, without making eye contact, Lily grabs his hand and tugs him down to sit next to her. He goes more than willingly, not saying anything when she readjusts so she’s curled up in his lap. Everyone else is either too drunk or too used to it by now to comment. 

“My grand total is three.” Sirius says smugly. 

“Well…” Lily mumbles into James chest. “Very anticlimactic.” 

  • what she says: i'm fine.
  • what she means: you know, it's bullshit that anakin was literally raised being told that he's the chosen one. Qui-Gon literally was preaching this to the kid at ten years old. He //stressed// it to the council and little Ani probably didn't even know what the chosen one meant. He just knew he was special. So when Obi-Wan starts training him, of course he starts to get arrogant and greedy because all he's ever been told is that he, anakin skywalker, is the chosen one. but on top of this, you bring in Padmé who happens to be one of the first people to treat him like an actual human being. ((Need I remind you his first words to her are asking if she's an angel)). But despite the unrest in the galaxy, he's her protector. All he wants is her safety and her love. She brings him relief in this world of pressure he's living in. BUT WAIT. After traveling across the galaxy to go visit his mother, he finds out that not only has she been sold, remarried, and has another son - but that she's been captured and tortured by the sand people. This boy hasn't seen his mother since he was ten, could you imagine the guilt and responsibility he felt for her death? That alone is completely and utterly overwhelming on top of being in love, which is forbidden, and oh, I don't know, the fate of the galaxy being in your hands???? Then it gets even better. Even though he marries the love of his life, he starts having dreams about her death and this could put anyone over the edge. After all, Padmé and Obi-Wan are really all he has left. But Obi-Wan starts acting sketchy af along with the council who literally drives Anakin to feel unaccepted from the Jedi council. Then there's also Senator Palpatine, whom anakin also trusts, that's manipulating him behind the scenes. //PLEASE KEEP IN MIND ANAKIN LITERALLY TELLS THE JEDI COUNCIL THAT PALPATINE IS THE SITH LORD AS SOON AS HE FINDS OUT BUT WHEN HE SAYS THAT MASTER WINDU WILL NEED HIS HELP TO TAKE DOWN THE SITH, MASTER WINDU REJECTS HIS HELP -- CONFIRMING TO ANAKIN THAT HE REALLY IS UNACCEPTED BY THE COUNCIL//. Anakin is the most tragic character, starting since the day he was born into slavery and ending with dying in his son, Luke's arms.
"What actually happened" for Dummies
  • <p> <b>Sakura:</b> *remembers "thank you" scene from first time she confessed*<p/><b>Sakura:</b> if I "STILL" have a ""PLACE"" IN ""YOUR HEART"" then please don't slip any further away...if we just all stayed together forever then i'm sure things will go back to the way they ""USED" TO BE"...<p/><b>Sasuke:</b> *shakes at her words, calls her "annoying"(recalling the same day that made her understand that she indeed once had a place in "his heart"), instead of actually killing her (like he intended with naruto) he genjutsus her because he fears that she might get in the way(get hurt)*<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> *doesn't get it...yet* you lil shit all Sakura ever did was love you...<p/><b>Sasuke:</b> *tries to play cold;but fails* Does she expect for me to play at romance? She has no reason to love me and likewise..<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> *throws chancla at him* baka--BAKA! you only need a reason when it's hate and...<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> ...<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> wait a diddinly darn minute...?<p/><b></b> Playing at romance? what da heck are you talking about? She never mentioned any of "that"??...she "just said" that she loved you, wanted you to go back,and for things to go back to the way they "USED" to be!<p/><b>Sasuke:</b> (shit.)<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> you sneaky lil bastard were you two playing at romance behind Sensei's back, back then?<p/><b>Kishimoto:</b> *laughs* they kinda looked like they were "lovers"...I feel so embarrassed *blushes*... And I cried so much when they first parted as well... OMG so much feels!...you guys should also read--<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> not now trollshimoto, I have answers I need questioned.<p/><b>Kishimoto:</b> It's kishi.Kishimoto,and I think what you actually meant to say was: "questions i need answered"?<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> Now...don't get all cocky of me just because you think you're the writer of this Manga!<p/><b>Kishi:</b> eh? But I am the writer...<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> shhhhhh<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> *turns to Sasuke* now, as I was saying...<p/><b>Sasuke:</b> *not there anymore*<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> WHAT? Where did Mr. "duck's-butt-hair" go? He still hasn't answered Sensei's question!<p/><b>Naruto:</b> I dunno, he said something like: *changes voice to sasuke* "those may just be chains from our failed past" and then ran away like a ninja while half-crying-half-blushing.<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> ?ah! "and naruto" how long have you been there?<p/><b>Naruto:</b> NOW THAT'S JUST RUDE!<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> oh sorry it's just that you were irrelevant atm.<p/><b>Naruto:</b> hah? I was the one who has seen more ss moments I'll have you know!<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> Naruto, have I ever told you how relevant you were?<p/><b>Naruto:</b> you changed your mind pretty quickly...eh -_-<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> oh common Naruto, don't be like that. Tell your most beloved Sensei what he wants to know, mmh?<p/><b>Naruto:</b> now I'm not sure about "most beloved"; but I'll tell you anyway just so you don't say I'm irrelevant to all of this...<p/><b></b> There was that time when he wanted to die for her and wanted me to carry her and run with her as fast and far as I could no matter what happened while telling me how dear she was to him; but of coarse I immediately took the spotlight away from him because I'm the protagonist and I'm suppose to save people...,anyways there was also this time where sakura was worried for him and I had no idea what was going on but<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> pfft third wheel<p/><b>Naruto:</b> I wasn't!<p/><b></b> He just admitted that "only she" could convince him of anything with the exception of revenge!... which was kinda of weird because despite having said this the moron still planned on dying, throwing away his dream just so "she could live"...<p/><b>Kishimoto:</b> well I did say that sakura ("the girl who filled "his heart(lonely existence)" with the emotion called "LOVE"") was a "precious" person he was supposed to protect...duhhh that's why he broke a guy's arms for touching her, and the only one who could calm him down was sakura "by hugging him". Hello? Anyone remember that?<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> and then... "naruto"?<p/><b>Kishimoto:</b> (was I just ignored?)<p/><b>Naruto:</b> when sakura hugged him at the hospital he made an expression that made me feel like I didn't belong in the room so I left<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> See...!third wheel!<p/><b>Naruto:</b> -_-<p/><b>Naruto:</b> *sarcastic laugh* Ha-Ha-Ha! Not so much, because later the idiot was jealous of me and decided to fight me(almost kill me)...and part of it was triggered because of sakura's grateful smile towards me...and despite wanting to chidori "me" to enter true darkness like itachi wanted him to...when Sakura got in between... he suddenly got scared!<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> welp I always knew he had a crush on her...he probably also feels strongly about her if not cutting his ties with her wouldn't have been so hard back then...<p/><b>Hagoromo:</b> love is a complicated thing...<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> you still here?.<p/><b>Hagoromo:</b> I was just leaving<p/><b>Kishimoto:</b> 685 anyone? I threw sasuke in that dimension for the purpose of eyesex, and to catch him in his cold act...let's not forget that i--<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> oh can you just be quiet!?<p/><b>Kishimoto:</b> Oh so now you're not ignoring me, huh?<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> You killed Rin! I hate you! *kicks him back to his original dimension*<p/><b>Naruto:</b> Ooo-Kaay?? Now that Sakura's words have shaken Sasuke's soul... I'm going to punch some sense into him and finally bring him back...cause that's pretty much what this story is about "when love doesn't work, punch your friend in the face until he realizes it does"<p/><b>Sasuke:</b> *from the distance* he sure is taking his time<p/><b>Naruto:</b> (my sasuke senses are tingling) *runs away like a ninja*<p/><b>Hagoromo:</b> I hope those boys get their love back...*looks at Sakura* especially Sasuke...that bootay is fine...*starts to disappear*<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> What bootay is fine? Wait, wait, waaaaaiiiit...ah aaaand he left...<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> *sighs* we don't get paid well enough...<p/><b>Sakura:</b> *suddenly wakes up from a genjutsu cast by the current strongest sharingan user* you think...?<p/></p>

anonymous asked:

Prompt: Blackinnon hasn't met until they're about 28/29 and Sirius has ended up being a single parent a few years ago and now him and Marlene have started rather serious relationship and Marlene meets Sirius' little child (I'd prefer a girl) the first time and they're both really nervous (which is totally unnecessary because Marlene and the child hit it off right away)

A/N: I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS TYPE OF PROMPTS, they are so cute I might die


When Marlene and Sirius started shagging, she thought that he was a married man. He didn’t have a ring but he was always really strict with his schedule and very, very secretive with his private life. She didn’t care though; Marlene never expected that their relationship would be more than just a brief fling.


However, it became more and more intense until one day, he dropped the bomb: he wasn’t married but he had a child, a five year old girl named Amelia. He met the girl’s mother, a muggle woman whose name was Evelyn, in a pub and shagged that same day. They were both so drunk that they forgot to use protection and, four months later, the woman showed up in Sirius’ flat and told him everything.


They became friends and he helped her throughout the whole pregnancy. Amelia was born and lived with her mother until Evelyn was diagnosed with cancer and died two months later.


At first, Marlene was surprised. Sirius didn’t seem the type of man who would have a child but she certainly didn’t mind. The way he talked about his daughter simply made Marlene’s heart melt; he talked about her like a proper proud father.


“I would like to meet her” she said one afternoon as her index moved softly through his naked chest.

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anonymous asked:

Why do you think that L. and Finn kissed Clarke but Bellamy, even when he s dying to do it, hasn't made a move? What is the difference, in that aspect, between L/Finn and Bellamy and the way they treat her?

Originally posted by bellaarke

I think that L and Finn both see something in Clarke that they love and want, but they both want her to follow them. They want her alliance to be solely with them. They want to be trusted over anyone else. They want to tell her what  to do and where to go and who to trust. They want her for themselves. 

I don’t think Bellamy has ever looked at Clarke like that. He doesn’t think he deserves her, even if he does love her, and depending upon where in the story you’re looking, his feelings for her change. He trusts Clarke. He believes in her. He waits for her to open up to him or initiate physical contact almost ever time.

Both L and Finn were the first to initiate a kiss. I would say that Clarke had actually put herself in a position where a kiss seemed to be both welcome and expected with Finn. He was having a tantrum (foreshadowing) and she got in his face and told him he wasn’t alone. (just rewatched this last night, so it’s fresh in my memory.) But when L kissed Clarke the first time, it was totally out of the blue for Clarke. I don’t think she realized the heart eyes that L had been shooting her all that time. She was shocked at first and then melted into the kiss. 

Originally posted by ladybell013

She also broke the kiss and told L she wasn’t ready for anything. This is something that people always seem to forget. 

Clarke was pursued by both L and Finn. She let herself fully become involved with Finn, immediately and it sure looked like she was intending to establish that relationship as serious. She told him that night that it wasn’t just because someone was there, but it was because she wanted it to be him. She cared for him. Then when she found out about Raven, she experienced his betrayal. 

I don’t know. Clarke kind of rejected L, and their alliance continued on until she was betrayed by L too. 

How do we compare Finn and L after that? They both died in her arms. She told them both that she loved them in the last moments she had with them.

Did Finn receive forgiveness for his horrible act of massacring the village before his death? Did L receive forgiveness for her horrible act of betraying Clarke and the sky people at the mountain before her death?

I do see parallels with Finn and L. Apparently that’s controversial. So we should just ignore the similarities in case it hurts people’s feelings. Because…. they don’t like Flarke so comparing it with C/L is some sort of vicious attack? I don’t know. If your ship can’t take a little comparison then it’s pretty lame. 

Originally posted by mytravelingcolours

Bellamy’s relationship seems very different. I mean, if something had happened in Day Trip or Unity Day, maybe Bellarke would have taken a similar trajectory? But nothing did happen because Bellamy very clearly and consciously restrained his sexual attraction to Clarke and did not make a move on the beautiful girl in his arms. He also did not entertain her invitation during unity day. He stayed on watch and told her to go off and have fun. 

Neither Finn nor L can say they did that. 

In regards to romance and kisses and making moves on Clarke, Finn and L don’t really have anything in common with Bellamy. We will have to wait and see if Bellamy ever DOES make a move on her to see if they will have any parallels with finn/l

anonymous asked:

Could you please do a Jon-centric fic where Sansa gets really sick? At first they're not too worried but she keeps getting worse (weakness, fevers, deliria, etc.) and Jon feels utterly helpless. Also, he hasn't told her how he feels and has no idea she feels the same. BASICALLY looking for lots of angsty and heartbroken Jon because I'm a horrible person probably. I'll love you forever!! <3

Hope you like it <3 I got taken over by that wave of angst by the end of it haha.


Taking over Winterfell after the Boltons was no easy task for anyone. Parts of the Keep were now just blackened stone and snow. Some parts stood in a grotesque state of repair or ruin. Still, Sansa did an admirable job of restoring as much of their home to its former glory as was possible in their situation. Workers were scarce and supplies were limited. Jon often found Sansa in one part of the Castle one minute and in another the next. He was convinced that that couldn’t possibly be good for her and he could see the toll it took on her already.

Sansa swore that it was nothing. Mild headaches that came and went, that was all. Nevertheless, Jon was worried about her wellbeing for her eyes always seemed weary and glassed over. Now her legs often became weak at random moments, forcing her to lean into Jon for support whenever it happened. Jon felt guilty that every time it happened he was momentarily happy for an excuse to hold her in his arms. That was selfish of him, wrong. Yet he couldn’t push what he felt out of his consciousness. Whenever they touched he felt as if her heat burned through all the layers of his clothing and went straight into his heart, a place that felt so so cold since he came back from the dead.

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anonymous asked:

I have a wee sherlolly prompt! Who knows if this has been done before but I love the idea of super concerned Sherlock with pregnant Molly :3 Maybe false labour and sherlock is freaking out. And Molly wakes up in hospital and sherlock hasn't left for x amount of days. She wakes up and sees he has fallen asleep in the chair beside her bed holding her hand? Idk. I love sherlolly fluff. Just a suggestion :)

Not a Londoner so I’m not sure if St. Bart’s is actually in use or not but for this story it is. Also, I’ve decided to go with a different POV this time…I hope you guys like it!

137 messages. 

137 bloody messages. 

What the hell…?

John dragged his hand over his face in exasperation, staring at the unread messages on his phone. He’d been gone for two days. Two days. He was going to kill that man the first chance he got. 

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Girl Meets the Inevitable - a future GMW script headcanon (part 3)
  • Part 1: http://theory-of-riarkletivity.tumblr.com/post/146566230581/girl-meets-the-inevitable-a-future-gmw-script?is_related_post=1
  • Part 2: http://theory-of-riarkletivity.tumblr.com/post/147630622206/girl-meets-the-inevitable-a-future-gmw-script?is_related_post=1
  • (Topanga’s scene, everyone is working on their projects)
  • Cornchip Dave: So I’m thinking that Keats’ use of the word “Truth” in this context-
  • Zay: *staring at laptop* Ya know this guy was only 5 feet tall??
  • Cornchip Dave: *stares at him incredulously*
  • Zay: That’s so little!!
  • ~meanwhile~
  • Sarah: Let’s see, this poem is making a claim about art. As you know, my dad’s a director, and he always says--
  • Lucas: *staring at laptop* Ya know this guy was only 25 when he died?!
  • Sarah: Yeah, of tuberculosis.
  • Lucas: Life is REALLY short, Sarah!
  • Sarah: *stares incredulously*
  • Lucas: I could be like...9 years away from dying! alone!
  • ~meanwhile~
  • Maya: So you haven’t been saying much.
  • Smackle: That’s because we don’t really say that much.
  • Maya: Whaaat? Pleeease. We talk constantly! What about that one time.....yeah okay you’re right.
  • Smackle: I am also slightly perturbed by the subject matter.
  • Maya: Keats? He’s easy! Wait… DO I UNDERSTAND SOMETHING YOU DON’T?!
  • Smackle: Psshhh.. No…of course I- *looks at poem and gets slightly dizzy, then snaps out of it* ...Okay yeah, you do.
  • Maya: Wow, this is just the best day of my life!
  • Smackle: All right, don’t get used to it Blondie, just teach me your flowery nonsense *shoves papers at her*
  • (Camera cuts to Farkle and Riley, or at least, the table where they should be studying. The chairs are empty.)
  • Lucas: Hey, where are Riley and Farkle?
  • (It is then revealed that they sitting on the floor in opposite corners, both facing the wall.)
  • Maya: Okay, this is getting ridiculous. *nods at Lucas, signifying the plan for each of the to get up and yank Riley and Farkle out of their corners, drag them to the table and plop them in their respective chairs*
  • Lucas: You’re tellin me.
  • (Riley and Farkle sit across from each other, staring with terrified expressions.)
  • Maya: Riley? You have to come back from Rileytown now, okay?
  • Riley: *softly* No thanks.
  • Lucas: You guys have to work on your project or you're gonna fail, is that what you want buddy?
  • Farkle: *whispers* It doesn’t matter.
  • Everyone: *gasps*
  • Maya: Alright, this is just too far. *marches back to Smackle*
  • Zay: How you gonna fix it?
  • Maya: Like this! *grabs Smackle by the arm and drags her to the table*
  • Smackle: Woah woah woah, I am not involved in this!
  • Maya: Yes you are, you know how to fix this so do it.
  • Smackle: *sighs* Farkle, do your homework.
  • Farkle: *keeps staring*
  • Smackle: My spell doesn’t work on him any more Maya, you know that.
  • Maya: That’s not what I meant.
  • Smackle: ???
  • Maya: *not so subtly gestures towards Riley with her head*
  • Smackle: Fix Riley? But she’s your best friend?
  • Maya: I can’t help her with this *cough* particular problem *cough* I’m not as *cough* experienced in this *cough* particular area.
  • Smackle: *eyes go wide and she looks at Farkle* oh, THAT...
  • Zay: I knew it!
  • Lucas: Wait, that’s what’s going on here?? I thought they were just fighting! Or having another identity crisis or something!
  • (everyone rolls their eyes at him)
  • Maya: *still trying to be subtle* Not exactly the situation here buddy.
  • Lucas: But THEY can’t…. This isn’t… *panic*
  • Maya: Listen Lonestar, *grabs shirt and pulls him way out of earshot* you’re gonna have to get over yourself and let this happen, or everything is gonna be weird for the rest of our lives, is that what you want?
  • Zay: Why’s it always gotta be the rest of our lives.
  • Maya: *points at Zay, not missing a beat* Slow down Babineaux, that’s my line.
  • Lucas: But... *looks at Riley and sighs* yeah, okay ...*Maya lets go of him and he raises his hands and backs away* Letting it happen.
  • Maya: Good.
  • Zay: Very mature of you, Freak.
  • Lucas: Flat butt.
  • Zay: You really gotta bring that up? *they go back to their projects*
  • Smackle: *cringing* Riley, I need to talk to you.
  • Riley: *does nothing*
  • Maya: You’re gonna have to try a bit harder.
  • Smackle: Fine. *gets right up next to her ear and yells* RISE AND SHINE BUBBLES. YOU HAVE A MEETING TO ATTEND. *grabs Riley’s arm and struggles to yank her out of Topanga’s while Maya giggles at the situation*
  • (Now that Riley is gone, Farkle wakes up as Maya sits across from him in Riley’s seat)
  • Farkle: Wait, where am I, what happened? I taste blue, did I pass out again?
  • Maya: *grinning* I knew it
  • Farkle: Knew what?
  • Maya: That it was inevitable.
  • Farkle: *in denial* that what was-
  • Maya: You know what.
  • Farkle: I really don't
  • Maya: -then why can't you say a word to Riley?
  • Farkle: I don't know what you-
  • Maya: You just flinched at the mention of her name! You have got it bad, Minkus.
  • Farkle: I have got nothing of the sort!
  • Maya: You totally love her.
  • Farkle: Of course I do, I love you both. Equally. Since we were six. I’m not going back on my promises here. And SHE is the one being weird-
  • Maya: -you guys are both being equal amounts of super weird and you know it. And I told you I’m down with you breaking that promise, everything is good on my end. Which means you’re free to admit that you’re totally in love her.
  • Farkle: I’m not admitting anything when there’s nothing to be admitted.
  • Maya: Um I think there is.
  • Farkle: Well then you’re really good at making assumptions.
  • Maya: What’s there to assume? You and Riley are totally in lo-
  • Farkle: Would you stop saying that? You don’t know that. We don’t know anything.
  • Maya: Excuse me, I’m her best friend I know a lot more than you do.
  • Farkle: *panic* Wait has she been saying stuff???
  • Maya: Maybe.
  • Farkle: What kind of stuff??
  • Maya: Well not much lately *gestures at her empty seat*
  • Farkle: You know what I mean.
  • Maya: Why don’t you ask her yourself, Romeo?
  • Farkle: You know I can’t do that, Maya.
  • Maya: Why are you so scared? It’s you and Riley! You know how important you are to each other.
  • Farkle: We don't know what's gonna happen, Maya. Breaking promises just messes stuff up. I don't want everything to change.
  • Maya: You've gotta talk to her.
  • Farkle: Why??
  • Maya: Becuase things are changing whether you like it or not and if you want to know what's making her so 'weird' then you're gonna have to let her tell you herself.
  • Farkle: *makes indistinguishable panic sound*
  • Maya: You gotta.
  • Farkle: It could ruin everything!
  • Maya: Yeah, well, Farkley, Life's tough, get a helmet *Eric-bumps him on the forehead*
  • Farkle: *is dazed, then offended, then gives up because he knows she's right and sighs* Fine, I’ll do it, we just… we need to get our project done first.
  • Maya: Coward.
  • Farkle: Yep, that’s me. *grins stupidly*
  • ~meanwhile~
  • (Smackle plops Riley down in the seat across from her at the table outside Topangas)
  • Riley: *snaps out of it in a very Sleeping Beautyish (or Dorthy-esque *cough*) type of way, she’s smiling as if she doesn’t know what’s been happening* Oh hello there Smackle, what can I do for you?
  • Smackle: You’re kidding.
  • Riley: Kidding about what?
  • Smackle: You did not just forget about everything that just happened.
  • Riley: *is now worried because she realizes Smackle is on to her* About what that just happened?
  • Smackle: Riley, look, I’ve been down this road before, I know how Farkle can-
  • Riley: There’s no road to be down! There’s no Farkle! Farkle isn’t even real!
  • Smackle: ...wow, sunshine, you are in some intense denial.
  • Riley: ...saying “am not” is gonna make it worse isn’t it?
  • Smackle: I’m afraid so.
  • Riley: ...you must hate me.
  • Smackle: How does that make sense?
  • Riley: Because I put you two together! I made sure you guys got together because I wanted you to learn how to feel and I wanted Farkle to understand love, now you’re broken up and here I am just-
  • Smackle: You and Farkle belong together, Riley
  • Riley: … well I sure didn’t expect THAT.
  • Smackle: It’s kind of been obvious since the beginning of time.
  • Riley: *smiles all stupid* The beginning of time you say?
  • Smackle: I’m a genius, don’t question me. I know these things.
  • Riley: But how could you know?! I didn’t even know! It wasn’t until that night at the ski lodge...
  • Smackle: And therein lies my only problem with this situation.
  • Riley: *defeated* So you ARE mad at me...
  • Smackle: My problem is that it took you so long
  • Riley: You are full of surprises, Smackle!
  • Smackle: *dead serious* Yeah, I’m a real hoot. Riley, Farkle has been in love you since the first grade.
  • Riley: Yeah but that wasn’t real, and he loved me AND Maya. He divorced us for you, remember?
  • Smackle: Oh, honey, it was real.
  • Riley: Was it really?? But what about you? I thought you guys were in love.
  • Smackle: *sigh-smiles* he liked me, I liked him. Technically, we made sense. That hasn't changed.
  • Riley: Then why break up?
  • Smackle: Because relationships can't be quantified by logic alone. From what I’ve observed, some of the best of them make zero sense whatsoever. Sometimes what we think is best for us, ends up not being what we need. You know that better than anyone. *Riley looks down* Farkle and I were good for a while, we supported each other and helped each other grow more confident, we’re still doing that. But we are better as teammates than we are as boyfriend and girlfriend. We were a good match. Not a great match. *puts her hand on Riley's shoulder* You two, are a great match.
  • Riley: You really think so? *shaking her head* It doesn’t even matter though, he’ll never see me the way I see him. He promised he would always love Maya and I the same and Farkle always sticks to his promises. *shrug-smile* It’s one of the things I love about him.
  • Smackle: Does he though?
  • Riley: Does he what?
  • Smackle: Love you and Maya the same? Or does he just love you equally?
  • Riley: *perplexed* I don’t understand. There’s a difference?
  • Smackle: Riley, Farkle will always be there for all of his friends, we all know that. But there's a reason he crawls through your window for advice and support. Not mine, not Maya’s, but yours. All I could ever do to help him is tell him what he probably already knows. And Maya, well, crawling into Maya’s window might be dangerous. He needs you unlike he needs anyone else. He needs you to show him the side of things he can't see, and you need him in the same way. He may not understand that yet. But he will. It’s you, Riley, it has always been you.
  • (Riley takes a deep breath, taking in all the information)
  • Riley: Smackle, can I ask you a question?
  • Smackle: I love questions.
  • Riley: How long have you known?
  • Smackle: Quite a while.
  • Riley: How long is quite a while?
  • Smackle: *smiles* Since the day I met you. I was confused for a while, but that didn't last long.
  • Riley: And you really don’t mind? I could never hurt you and neither could Farkle.
  • Smackle: I promise you no one’s getting hurt.
  • Riley: *satisfied with the outcome of conversation* Good...*she realizes what comes next*...wait...this means that now I have to-
  • Smacke: *patronizing* Tell him how you feel?
  • Riley: Yeah, can we skip that part? I could just...ya know...not?
  • Smackle: Riley.
  • Riley: Right now??
  • Smackle: I mean you should at least start on your project, studies always come first.
  • Riley: Ah yes, the project. We’ll just finish our project and see what happens next.
  • (they get up to walk back into Topanga’s)
  • Smackle: Riley?
  • Riley: *turns around* Hmm?
  • Smackle: *grabs Riley's collar in a Maya-esque fashion* Don’t. Hurt. Him.
  • Riley: Yikes!
  • Smackle: I mean it, bubbles! no more of this Canada nonsense! We both know that Farkle is incredible, but sometimes he doesn’t. So you better let him know how amazing he is and just how much you appreciate him, you got it?
  • Riley: Okay!
  • Smackle: *Gets very close to Riley’s face with one questionable eyebrow raised* Do you mean that? Or are you just terrified right now?
  • Riley: Can I be both really terrified and still mean it??
  • ~camera cuts to Lucas and Zay working at different parts of the bar with their respective partners~
  • Zay: *turns around on barstool and nudges Lucas with foot* What is going ON out there??
  • ~camera cuts to the view of Smackle and Riley through the window and then back to Lucas~
  • Lucas: *not even looking up* Don't even wanna know, dude.
  • ~back to Smackle and Riley~
  • Smackle: As long as you mean it.
  • Riley: I do!
  • Smackle: *Lets go of Riley, brushes off her shoulders* Good. Just making sure. Because I know you’ve had the Charlie’s, Evans and Lucases chasing after you your entire life, but there is no one better than Farkle Minkus.
  • Riley: *smiles* You're right, Smackle. I know that now.
  • Smackle: Good. Meeting adjourned.
  • Riley: *Hugs Smackle in her over-the-top way* I LOVE THAT WE CAN TALK LIKE THIS NOW.
  • Smackle: *at first looking uncomfortable, then relaxing and hugging her back* Me too. Thanks for helping me get there.
  • Riley: Really?! I helped you get there? *smiles really big*
  • Smackle: I just mean that you never apologize for being you. You have taught me a lot, Riley Matthews. *looks perplexed* I never thought you could teach me anything but you have. You taught me how to feel. You and Farkle both have.
  • Riley: *laughing at Smackle's backhanded compliment* Thanks, Smackle. I’m glad my overwhelming mediocrity has inspired you.
  • Smackle: You’re welcome!
  • Riley: ...and thanks for everything else, too.
  • (Girls glance in Topanga's, camera shows Farkle and Maya talking through the window then cuts back to Smackle)
  • Smackle: Just playing for my team.
  • (P.S. This scene was co-written with bmwwritinggmw so huge special thanks to her! Everything she writes is amazing and her Ski Lodge Spec script takes place in the same timeline as Girl Meets the Inevitable! Once I'm done with this one we'll be co-writing an episode that connects our two episodes and then we'll be writing an episode that takes place directly after this one! It's very confusing lol but the moral of the story is stay tuned for loads of stuff from both of us and check out her script (which can be found here: http://bmwwritinggmw.tumblr.com/post/148576274814/ski-lodge-spec-script-pt-6-conclusion-reblog-if) if you haven't already!

anonymous asked:

Regarding Caroline and Damon- Some people like to pretend that Damon didn't really rape or sexually abuse Caroline (and the show likes to pretend it never happened) which is why S4 was also partly disturbing because people seemed to think Caroline was acting way over-the-top regarding DE's relatonship (even though her reasons were valid). I've seen during that time people wondering "What is Caroline's deal" and to a worse extent "hasn't she gotten over that yet" (part 1)

(part 2) They don’t seem to see that what Caroline went through with Damon isn’t something that she can easily forget and that’s why she was so protective about Elena being with him. Because the show doesn’t address that issue, Caroline looked like she was out to get Damon for no reason other than she was Stefan’s friend (which is a small part yeah but not the big picture). Some DE stans even hated her for it saying things like “She’s not really Elena’s friend if she doesn’t support DE” and also mocked Caroline like “I don’t think Elena’s the one who’s sired, it looks like Caroline is sired to Stefan that’s why she’s so anti-Damon and anti-DE.” Most of them refuse to acknowledge Damon raped Caroline and always have this rebuttal that “Stefan probably raped hundred of girls when he was off his humanity in the 20s but everyone only points out Damon’s abuse (NOT RAPE, they emphasize)”. Also, they put the blame on Caroline because “she wanted to sleep with him in the first place”

Yeah um just everything here times a million, while S5 is probably the worst season because it was just a clusterfuck of nonsense S4 is by far the grossest and the sire-bond is to blame, it’s the worst plot device this show ever used and I have no idea why anyone thought it was a good idea.

*jumps on soapbox*

I want everyone to understand something because it’s extremely disturbing to me that people actually believe Caroline wasn’t raped by Damon because she consented to sleeping with him before she found out he was a vampire. Just because you consent to having sex with someone DOES NOT mean you consent to having sex with them for the rest of your life, consent is based on THAT moment not all future moments. You can indeed be raped by someone you previously wanted to have sex with, you can be raped by your significant other or your spouse, please PLEASE do not think consent is infinite, no means no.

 *jumps off soapbox*

Caroline was raped by Damon because she would not have consented to having sex with him after she found out he was a vampire. Stefan was raped by Katherine because he would not have consented to having sex with her after he found out she was a vampire. I will argue this until I’m blue in the face and it is a TERRIBLE job by the show that they not only ignore this as a fact but they actually turned what Damon did to Caroline into a joke, it’s not a fucking joke.

The show also did a terrible job in showing why Caroline had a problem with the DE relationship and its mind boggling because while the writers are apparently blind Candice Accola isn’t.

“I think Caroline has every not to have any respect for Damon” Candice told IGN in an interview “[Now that] she feels loved and she knows what that means now – she’s like, ‘Oh yeah. That guy? Guess what? I have the balls to say now that he’s an asshole! And I have every right to say that he’s an asshole and he deserves to be called an asshole!’ She does not feel guilty about it, and I love that.”… “She’s going to love Elena,” Candice explained. “but it doesn’t change the way that Damon treated Caroline.” (link)

{sidebar: click on the interview because she goes on to explain more about it AND she talks about her and Stefan and the surprising chemistry between them! Squee!}

The whole thing was just poorly written and Candice did what she could to show why Caroline she had issues with Damon but the writers were silencing her as the victim (yet again) and trying to make use sympathize with Damon. It’s complete horseshit and it’s why I had problems being grouped with DEers who said these things in S4 and then suddenly loved Caroline and Stefan together this season, complete and utter bullshit.

thegladelf  asked:

Number 55 please if it hasn't been taken?

55. “Our first date is a picnic on a beach under the stars? Have you swallowed a romance novel? Do I need to call a doctor?”

They’ve never exactly done things traditionally. She’d met him when she’d mistaken him for someone else and punched him in the face. And even with the purplish bruise and the arrogant smirk on his lips, they’d found themselves falling into a sort-of-acquaintances with benefits situation. In a handful of months though, the strictly late night visits and bare minimum of conversation turned to Killian standing in her kitchen shirtless in the morning as he cooked her breakfast, punctuating his morning wishes with a kiss to her lips.

That’s about the extent of romance that Emma can stomach. And that’s probably why they’d never actually labelled whatever it is they were doing - he’d gone from someone she slept with to a close friend to a man who’d text her every moment he could and come over for regular movie nights only to make out with her on her couch. She wouldn’t exactly call him her boyfriend if anyone asked.

She liked being around him and he with her. She figures it works because they’re on the same page most of the time. Killian doesn’t believe in grand gestures or extreme declarations of love. They’ve both been rather bruised and battered by that in their pasts, and they’ve both got enough walls to scare anyone off.

That’s exactly why it’s takes her aback when on a lazy Saturday afternoon, he mumbles into the space between her neck and shoulder, “Swan, would you go out with me?”

She tries not to jolt back, what with his head resting on her and all, but it’s not something she manages to accomplish. “What?”

“It occurred to me a few days ago that we’ve never truly been out on a proper date,” he says, sifting his fingers through his hair in a fidgeting motion.

“We’ve been out plenty of times,” she argues.

“We haven’t, not alone and not officially.” She watches him for a few beats and he does the same, until he smiles a bit sadly and looks away, “Nevermind, it was just a thought and-”

“You’re serious?” She interrupts, “You really wanna go out on a date?”

“Aye.”

“Then yeah, okay.”

It’s not something she’s privy to; the idea of wearing a dress and going out for a fancy dinner. But this is Killian, and she tells herself that he’ll probably take her out to the shooting range or something. That, and the fact that his answering grin is near blinding, lets her know that’s she’s made the right choice.

-/-

By Friday night, she’s managed to calm most of her nerves. It shouldn’t be a big deal, but doing something like this only reminds her of how real this thing between her and Killian is.

(How real her feelings are, despite her never directly voicing them to him.)

(Or herself, but that’s besides the point.)

He shows up at her door at 8 sharp, just like he’d said he would, with his casual attire matching her own. That helps, too, lets her thoughts settle on the fact that this is normal and definitely not something she should be freaking out about.

“Are you going to tell me where we’re going?” She says about ten minutes into the drive, leaning back into the seat of his Jeep. It’s a secondhand one, but one Killian treats with the utmost care - she’d know, he’s chastised her for putting her feet up on the dashboard one too many times.

“It’s a surprise, darling.” She scrunches up her nose at that. And as if he knows what she’s doing without even glancing at her, he chuckles, “Trust me, Swan.”

It takes them about fifteen more minutes, and then he’s pulling up the car and rushing out to open her door like the gentleman he is. Once she’s got her feet on the ground, he wraps his arms around her and kisses her soundly, tangling his fingers into the ends of her hair. “What was that for?” She mumbles into the few inches between them once he pulls back.

His lips tilt up in a half smile, “Just because.”

It’s so fucking cheesy that she has to push him back with a grin. He mirrors it as he makes his way to the trunk. She registers the place then, it’s the small beach he’s always talked about but she’d never had a chance to visit. It’s a secluded thing, hidden between a rocky terrain and a private chalet. He’d told her once that he knew the owner, which is how he’d found the place.

She sees him in the bare light, carrying a basket as he makes his way into the sand, shouting for her to follow.

And then she really registers the place and its purpose and if she said he was being cheesy before then this is a whole other level. It takes her until he’s done laying down the blanket and pulling out wrapped up sandwiches from the basket to find her voice. “Is this for real?”

He turns abruptly to face her, neck craning to catch her eyes from where he’s kneeling in the sand. “Pardon, love?”

“Our first date is a picnic on a beach under the stars? Have you swallowed a romance novel? Do I need to call a doctor?” A strangled kind of laugh escapes her, one that’s bordering on nervousness and unease. Because this is definitely not something she thought would happen.

His face falls and she immediately feels like the biggest jerk in her whole 10 mile radius.

She squeezes her eyes shut and attempts to amend the statement. “No, sorry, it’s just-,” she looks at him and he seems to be folding into himself, putting all his walls back up, “we don’t really do stuff like this. I didn’t think you would do stuff like this. I guess it just caught me a little off guard.”

He gets to his feet and presses down at the corner of the picnic blanket with the toe of his combat boot, not looking at her. “I suppose I should have checked with you first. I only assumed you’d enjoy it because you like the ocean.”

“Yeah, I do, but I was expecting something a bit less…,” she struggles to voice her thoughts, not wanting to hurt him. Even though it looks like she’s already accomplished that.

“Romantic?” He supplies, a bit weakly if she’s being honest. And then he lets out a short laugh that she can only identify as self depreciating. “Believe it or not, Emma, I’ve quite an inclination towards all that. Roses and dress up dates and sending gifts for no reason. I just haven’t been that man in a while, that is, until I met you.

“You reminded me of what it feels like to feel something with my walls down. I gather now that I may not have done the same for you.”

Before she realises it, she’s already in front of him, cradling his face in her hands. It’s impulsive, and that’s why it hits her. He has done that for her since the moment he’s met her, time and time again, just never as obviously as this. “Hey,” she says softly, “you have, I don’t know how to let myself believe it or something, but you’ve made me the best version of myself.”

“You don’t have to say that to make me feel better, Swan.”

“I’m serious, Killian,” she moves a little closer and she sighs when his hands find her waist. “I’m not used to this.”

“Neither am I,” he swallows, “but I’d like to be. And I’d like it to be with you. If that would be alright.”

She shakes her head with a smile - him and his ridiculous chivalry, she doesn’t know how she didn’t see the kind of man buried underneath before. “Yeah, that’d be alright,” she whispers right before pressing a chaste kiss to his lips. “Now, your sandwiches are getting cold and these stars aren’t gonna watch themselves.”

She goes to pull away from him but he tightens his hold on her and keeps her in place. “Thank you.”

If she could melt into the man, she probably would. She leans in to kiss his cheek, lips lingering against his stubble for a few seconds as she presses her nose into his skin. And she thinks maybe it wouldn’t be such a bad idea if she told everyone he was her boyfriend, after all.

First Love | Mark Tuan

My first ever scenario, which in this case involves YOU [anon] and our charming Mark Tuan from GOT7. I hope you guys like it?? ^^

The first request: “A cute scenario, where Mark meets up with his first love, after a few years. The girl is clueless about her being his first love”

The smell of kimchi never seemed to fail to put a smile on your face. It was a sign, a good one! You were finally back after being 3 years overseas for your studies. You loved the LA ocean breeze, but being back in Seoul made you tingle up like a little kid in a candy store.

”____ [YN], hurry up! We are going to be late for the party!” You heard your mom say annoyingly. Normally, you would have a good word back, but this time around, you actually missed that loud, yet sweet mother of yours. Quickly grabbing your clutch, you come downstairs, meeting your annoyed little brother. “Noona, you haven’t changed at all! Always so late with everything!” He sighed, as you gave him a little nudge.

“You know that Raymond’s son actually became a singer in this new group!” You heard your dad say in the car ride to the party. It hasn’t hit you yet, that you were actually going to be re-united with that quiet best friend of yours. “Yeah, they are really good, the way he does those tricks, it’s insane!” You heard your little brother commenting. 

After a good 45min drive, you finally reached the venue. It was quite a big place and lots of people have assembled for the party. “Is that little ___ [YN] ?” You heard a man ask your father as they hugged eachother. As you came closer to respectivaly bow and say your greetings, you see a strangely familiar guy with red hair standing next to that man. You looked at eachother for a good minute without saying a word. “Wow! She’s grown to be a beautiful woman, hasn’t she, Mark!” Your eyes widened at that point, it was him! That’s why he looked so familiar too you. As you blushed, you walked behind your parents to be seated at the same table as the Tuan family.

“So, Mark! We’ve been seeing you a lot on tv lately, you’re doing a great job!” You heard your mom say. “Thank you very much!” He said softly, while looking at you the whole time. 

“So, how have you been though, ___ [YN]? Was studying overseas fun?”

“I’m good! It was a lot of fun, though difficult at times, since I had to miss everyone here..” You responded. “I missed seeing my best friend, you know!” You said playfully. He blushed when you said that and you can’t help but laugh. It felt good, he hasn’t changed one bit, except for the fact that he matured, but he’s still the same old shy Mark.

As time passed by, the two of you catched up on a lot of things. He told you so much about the trainee life, how it has been ever since he made his debut and gave you some insight, yet funny information about his fellow GOT7 members. He seemd genuinly happy, which made you even happier for him.

“So, there was no time for you meeting up on some girls, huh?” You asked with a little smirk on your face. “No, not really.. No time and I wasn’t really interested in a lot of them..” He replied, whilst looking away.

“Really not? But, your a handsome ,sweet guy! There must have been someone out there…” You asked him eagerly, but he responded to you with the exact same question. “What about you? 3 years in LA and no boyfriend?”

“I did date, but nothings gotten serious.. I guess I’m not ready to commit myself to anyone right now.” You see him sigh in relief, yet confusion at the same time. “Why? Why do you look with that infamous confused look on your face?”

“Well, you know.. You.Are.Beautiful..” You shook your head and gave him a playfull punch on his arm. “Haha, noo.. I’m just me.. Your dorky/clueless ___ [YN]!” You said. 

“Yeah, clueless indeed.” He whispered. “Wait, what did you say?” You asked, but he grabbed you by your wrist and dragged you to talk more privately in the hallway.

“I said, yeah, you are clueless indeed!”
“I am not following you right now, Mark..” Scratching your head.
“Don’t you get why I didn’t want to date any other girl out there?” As he walked closer to you, leaving you pressed against the wall, looking down at his feet. He tilted your head up with his hand gently on you chin. 

“There’s only been one girl on my mind, this whole entire time.. My first love, but she left me 3 years ago, without giving me a chance…" 

It has hit you at that point and before you could say anything, he pressed his lips onto yours.

"You are the one, my one and only one”

anonymous asked:

I don't ship captain swan because I find Hook weak as a character and as a man. He hasn't been able to carry his own plotline except for being in love with Emma. His backstory was so loosely done that you don't feel an emotional connection. He became a pirate again during the lost year because she wasn't around. He also isn't strong enough to stop pursuing Emma every once in a while just to chase her. I get that he's everything she needs... But Emma seems to need such a weak man.

First of all, the idea that men are weak because they love or are in love is sexist and wrong. Stop.

Second of all, don’t come to my inbox to tell me why you don’t ship it. I literally do not give a single fuck in this world why you don’t ship it, or whether you do or not.

Thirdly, just because YOU can’t see that he does have his own plot and always has, because YOU can’t feel an emotional connection, and because YOU don’t understand the character doesn’t mean what you’re saying is factual in any way in regards to the character. You’re entitled to your opinion, but that doesn’t mean I give any fucks about what it is.

If you don’t find the backstory of being in love with a woman who leaves her child and regretting bringing her with you because she clearly misses her son, but at the same time loving her and not wanting to be apart from her to be a backstory you can connect with, then I don’t know how to help you. If you can’t find the idea of wanting to avenge someone you love after they were wrongfully murdered easy to emotionally connect to, there is not a thing I can do to help you. Clearly you haven’t experienced that, but it’s about having a sense of human empathy. How would you feel if it were you? If you don’t find the idea that someone who became a pirate because of loss, became even more hopeless because of MORE loss, and is becoming a better person because of love something you can emotionally connect to then I can’t help you. EVERYONE would like a second chance at SOMETHING. Most people don’t want to be alone in life, and if you don’t find the fact that this man spent 300 years without anyone - no family, no friends, no love - to be something that tugs at your heart, I don’t want to know you. The fact that someone can have a horrible past filled with loss that they feel is their fault and can STILL want to love and STILL want a family shows a character with more strength than most real people have. It’s INSPIRING that he could get that second chance after all that has happened to him, and even more inspiring that he still wants the chance and still believes in love and family. It’s INSPIRING that love can derail a deep desire for revenge because it’s the most powerful emotion. It makes you want to BELIEVE in love and BELIEVE that anyone - no matter what is in their past - can find it, and that it can make them a stronger and better person. I’m sorry but you’re wrong. There’s a lot in Hook’s backstory that is relatable and that people can identify with.

You are literally ignoring canon when you say he isn’t strong enough to stop pursuing Emma. When she told him in 3x07 that she chose Henry, he stopped (and literally canonically TOLD Neal he WAS NOT THERE to pursue her and that he was STOPPING) until he thought he wasn’t going to see her again at the town line, and even then he said he’d think of her every day. You don’t NOT declare your feelings for someone in a moment like that when you think you won’t see them again and want them to know (at least not in fiction you don’t). Please note that she GAVE HIM HOPE in that scene, so for you to expect him to come back without hope and without feelings is a ridiculous expectation. In ALL of 3B he made exactly zero comments about their relationship specifically or his specific feelings for her until 3x21. So sorry, you’re wrong there. He stood by her and supported her when she was feeling heartbroken, telling her that she will be able to move past it and love again and be happy. He supported her learning to use her magic and encouraged her to do it. He pushed her to confront why she was really trying to run from her family. That’s not a weak man. That’s a man with a spine who will tell you the hard truth when you need to hear it, who will call you on your self-destructive behavior even if it means you pushing him away, and who WANTS you to find love and happiness even if it isn’t with him. Hook would HAPPILY watch Emma walk off into the sunset with someone else if that was what made her happy, and he made that clear when he talked to Neal in 3x10. He was MISERABLE after he had that conversation because obviously he loves her and was heartbroken. Clearly he truly was going to step aside if that was what would make her happy. Yeah he still had feelings for her in 3b, yes they were important to the plot, but what the fuck do you want him to do? STOP loving her somehow? If you’ve ever been in love you know that’s not possible.

I don’t understand why you’re pointing out that he became a pirate again in the year she was gone because did you literally miss the entire point of that episode? The point is he TRIED to go back. He couldn’t. It wasn’t the same. He didn’t feel GOOD about the shit he did - he regretted the hell out of it and wanted to take it back. He DIDN’T turn back into a pirate. He TRIED and he FAILED, and told Emma specifically that he tried to go back but could not. So you’re wrong there as well.

Next time you think you have reasons not to ship something, here’s a few important things to remember: 1) I don’t care, and 2) just because you don’t see good reasons to ship it doesn’t mean there aren’t. Just because you refuse to see the strength in a character and be able to relate to their backstory doesn’t mean there isn’t a good backstory there. 

Again, just in case you missed it the first time, men are not weak when they’re in love. THE WHOLE LESSON THIS SHOW TEACHES IS THAT LOVE IS STRENGTH. If you can’t agree with that both for men AND women you need to find yourself another show.

100daysinpain  asked:

Any ideas, oh wise grandmother Satan, about how it will be possible for Emma et al to get Killian back from the underworld? If Emma has to kill him with Excalibur to destroy the Darkness, then he's dead. And we know that dead is dead, and apparently they're going to run into all kinds of unpleasant people in the underworld that they don't want back (i.e. Pan, Cora, etc.), so then how will they get only Killian back? How can they possibly undo his death when it hasn't been done before?

I’m in bed but I’m going to answer this quick before I go to sleep. I’ve addressed this before, but I’ll leave this at the top of my blog for any nervous sorts who might come through here in the meantime.

First off, people come back from the dead ALL THE TIME on this show. They only stay dead if the plot needs them to. And in this case, the entire point is that Emma and her family are going to go save her true love honestly, without dark magic, fighting to get him back as heroes. It baffles me how anyone, despite the pain we just endured, can have the tiniest shred of doubt that they’d fail in this. Eddy just casually described CS as true love and them exploring if it really could conquer everything. OF COURSE IT CAN. THIS IS MOTHER FRICKING ONCE UPON A TIME NOT A SHONDA SHOW OR WHATEVER. YOU ARE NOT GETTING RID OF THE MAIN CHARACTER’S TRUE LOVE FOR SHOCK VALUE. WHEN SHE JUST TOLD HIM SHE’S ESSENTIALLY READY TO MARRY HIM AND LIVE TOGETHER IN THEIR WHITE PICKET FENCE HOUSE AND HAVE A FUTURE WITH HIM, THAT THERE IS NO HAPPY ENDING FOR HER WITHOUT HIM. Like. There will be plot mechanisms and complications, but there is less than 0% chance they don’t succeed.

5A has been about Emma trying to save her true love the wrong way. 5B will be about her saving him the right way. Pan, Cora, Hades, the Blind Witch, and whatever other villains the Nevengers encounter down there are PLOT OBSTACLES. I’ve already addressed how you don’t send your main characters down to hell (a classic hero’s journey) to rescue the heroine’s true love and man she gave up everything for, only to come back with some random schmo. It’s not about saving anyone else. It’s about saving KILLIAN. It’s about everyone acknowledging they were wrong when they tried to make Emma accept losing him, even with the dark short term consequences.

Once again for the people in the back: OUAT IS A SHOW ABOUT HOPE AND HAPPY ENDINGS. You cannot understand or predict it properly without letting go of your “but other shows do this!!!!” mentality. OUAT is not those shows. And they were throwing anvil after anvil at us tonight, as they have been doing all season (but especially tonight) that Killian is the center of Emma’s world just as much as she is for him. There is no happy ending for her without him. Now she has to go and earn his soul back from the darkness the right way, after she did it the wrong way, even with the best of intentions, in this half of the season. Killian needs to be saved because he’s still the victim in this. He was wounded by Excalibur, he was tied to the darkness without asking for it, he’ll die to save Emma. He needs to be rescued and brought home. That is the core of their story and the show. Once they do, they can start their future, and get that well deserved wedding at the end of the season.

Q.E.D.