Ok so since I’ve been home at my parents house I’ve been stuck basically watching cable on my parents tv or reading and the other week the twilight saga was the only movie on, it was a marathon, and I’ve been rereading so many old YA books and I watched twilight, new moon, part of eclipse, and the second half of breaking dawn. Anyway, I was intrigued so I decided to reread twilight and I forgot that they were actually kind of half way decent, if you take it at surface level.
But then I got to eclipse.
And I’m so FUCKING mad I’m shaking right now. Cuz I read the part where Jacob finally makes his declaration, and honestly, Jacob in the books makes my blood boil in anger. Because even though Bella R E P E A T E D L Y tells him she loves EDWARD, and it will always be EDWARD, Jacob still pushes the boundaries in every way he can. He’s constantly grabbing her hand and trying to push it, and it’s not like ????? Bella was ever unclear ???? Where that might be justified ?????? Like ??????? He’s being a fucking piece of shit ?????
AND THEN ?!?!!? He practically ASSAULTS HER. Like !!!!!! SHE WAS EXPLICITLY CLEAR THAT SHE D I D NOT W A N T HIM TO KISS HER
AND HE KISSES HER
AND SHE FIGHTS BACK ?! AND HE CONTINUES TO KISS HER. And THEN she fINALLY has to go COMPLETELY LIP AND LIFELESS FOR HIM TO STOP ?!?! ASSAULTINNG HER ?!?!!?? LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME
I forgot how ANGRY that made me, but I was only 13 so like ?!?!!? How the FUCK was I supposed to know that’s WRONG. Like literally this book came out in 2007 which was 10 years ago. And I read it then and I was a CHILD and I was STILL upset because?!?!? She said NO ?!? And he KISSED HER ANYWAY
and the WORST part is I had NO idea what that shit was basically
The stupid pathetic worthless mother fucker LAUGHS when she hits him. This asshole goes and VIOLATES HER CONSENT AND SEXUALLY ASSAULTS HER AND LAUGHS WHEN SHE GETS MAD
like are you FUCKING kidding me. And that ENTIRe conversation was him twisting EVERYTHING she said around when she CLEARLY said in MULTIPLE ways how angry and upset she was
And this mother fucking ass wipe continues to say “you wanted it”
IM SO FUCKING MAD I COULD PUNCH A WALL
AND THEN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She gets home to Charlie and Charlie LAUGHS about it. Here is his TEENAGE daughter that EXPLICITLY SAID “I didn’t want him kissing me and he kissed me anyway and I punched him” GETTING IRATE WITH BELLA ABLUT PUNCHING HER ATTACKER ?!?!?!?1!3!2!3!1! LIKE HES A FUCKING COP
AND THEN !!!! A N D. T. H. E. N.
THIS MOTHER FUCKER TELLS JACOB GOOD JOB !!!! THIS DAD !!!! OF SOMEONE WHO WAS JUST ASSAULTED !!!!! TELLS THE GUY WHO ASSAULTED HER !!!! GOOD JoB !!!!!1!1!1!1!1!
WHAT THE FUCK
A. N. D. T. H. E. N.
WHEN EDWARD GETS THERE CHARLIES LIKE “no fighting” AND THIS MOTHER FUCKER TELLS BELLA TO CALM THE FUCK DOWN CUZ SHES SERIOUSLY PISSED AT JACOB AND THEN
I LITERALLY HAD TO PUT THE BOOK DOWN AND WALK AROUND I WAS SHAKING SO BAD
CHARLIE ASKS JACOB IF
WANTS TO PRESS CHARGES AGAINST BELLA
IF THE GUY WHO JUST GRABBEF A GIRL WHO CLEARLY FUCKINGINY EXPLICITLY DID NOT WANT TO BE KISSED AND KISSED HER ANYWAY WITHOUT HER MOTHER FUCKING CONSENT, AND SHE PUNCHED HIM, IF HE WANTS TO PRESS CHARGES AGAINST BELLA
oh BOY I’m raging IM JUST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE JACOB SO FUCKING MUCH
WHAT A SLIMY MOTHER FUCKING WEASEL
ok I’m done. For now.