# and our hearts they beat as one

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“We’re parabatai. There’s no human bond that compares to what Alec and I have. We’re bound together for life. Bound to fight together, to protect each other. In battle, our heats beat as one. If one of us were to die… a part of the other would die inside as well.”

eurovision during performances: come together! our hearts beats as one!
eurovision during voting: trust no one. burn all bridges. happy hunger games

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## Immortal LarsTheory

With everybody asking questions on Lars’s immortality, I decided to do my own research.

Heart Beat

When Steven listened to Lars’s heartbeat it took 6 seconds per beat or 12 bpm (Beats Per Minute). This is far less than the average bpm for a human around Lars’s age. It would usually be 70-100 bpm on average (to keep it simple I used 80 bpm). This means his heart is beating at 15% the average for a boy his age. So his body is functioning at 15% of the time it normally would be. So if his body ages at that rate given the average male life expectancy being around 80 years would mean he will live to 1,200 years!

Lion

Applying this to Lion is pretty easy, the average bpm of a healthy lion is about 60 bpm, giving our lion 9 bpm. Lions in the wild live to be about 16 making our lion live to about 240 years.In “Buddy’s Book” Rose is seen with lions and many people theorize one of them died and that’s how Lion was created. In “Historical Friction” it is stated that beach city was founded nearly 200 years ago. So that would make lion around 200 years old give or take.

The Trees

Some people have said that a number of leaves on the each tree represents the amount of time they have left, Lars’s tree is full and young, while Lion’s has only a few clumps of leaves. This corresponds quite nicely, with Lars having over a 1,000 years left and lion having only about 40.

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I am sure
that we
will see
each other
again—
maybe
at the same
place—
on a different
time—
when I accepted
that our hearts
no longer beat
as one.
—  ma.c.a // I hope seeing you no longer hurts me
V X JIN SPAM BECAUSE:

I present to you the top visuals of BTS

While one slaps the other on the booty

The other irons him miticulously

Beside not letting Jin live for a second

Nor letting him defend himself

V loves how Jin forgets about it quickly

He just accepts Taehyung’s mischievousness and consider it cute

However whoever tries to come at Jin, Tae always defends him even if it’s his soulmate Jimin

Jimin even got jealous at how close they are at times

But can take off super glue TaeTae off Jin: One of Taehyung’s habit BTW is to rest his head on Seokjin’s shoulder

The other is to put his arm around Jin’s shoulder

Whenever Seokjin sits

He needs to pull him closer

Taetae also Jump on and hug him like a small puppy

whenever

he can (find someone who looks at you the way V looks at Jin)

V really do not care about cameras

He is suuuuper impredictable (Half of the fandom had a heart attack here)

But V knows how to make our hearts stop skip a beat *wink wonk*

There a bigger admirer of Jin’s looks than Jin. And it is V:

He even strokes his hair while throwing a compliment

But wait! It’s not a one sided thing. Jin strokes V’s hair too

And if V likes the front hugs Jin goes for the back hugs

*sigh* Since when back hugs looked that beautiful?

Jin always find a way to make Taehyung laugh

and tae think most of the eldest’s dad jokes are …

HILARIOUS

They usually end up both laughing together because V’s laugh is SOOOOOOO contagious

Taetae really takes care of Jin’s pride AKA his wide shoulders

He likes them so much he want to have a bite … literally … wtf Tae !!!

You might think at first that Tae is the obsessed one. No no no. Jin even acts cute like THIS in front of Tae

AND lay on him like THIS when he takes a nap

They are VERY proud and happy of the achievements of one another

Even if they celebrate them the EXTRA way

The VERY extra way

Please expect a lot more from these two talented handsome dorks

Sadly we are done now with this spam now

But before that, receive the kisses of these two handsome men and be the luckiest this week . See ya ~

Everytime I look at them my eyes, soul and heart thank me. So i hope I hope you also loved those cuties like me.

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By @mimibtsghost

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Jace and Alec, in my opinion, have one of the best relationships on the show because it is a bond that is beyond love or physical attraction or friendship or whatever. It’s kind of a soul bond.
When we were exploring these characters, I looked into the origin of what a soulmate was and where that pretense came from…
It came from an old Greek proverb where human beings were created with two heads, four arms, and four legs, and the gods, fearing their power, split them all in two and sent them to different corners of the earth.
So those two people had the same soul but in two different bodies, and that’s where soulmates came from.
That’s kind of what Matt and I have tried to put into Jace and Alec’s relationship. They don’t necessarily have to say anything, they feel it through each other, and that can be hugely positive, but it can also be heartbreaking at times. You’ll see it later on. That relationship and that bond ends up being wonderful and hugely negative at the same time.”

— Dominic Sherwood

Listed by Ao3 hit count, here are the

## FIFTY MOST READ LOUIS & HARRY FICS OF 2015

2. Relief Next To Me by dolce_piccante
3. And Then A Bit by infinitelymint
4. Four’s Company by vampire_angel_z
5. Wild And Unruly by 100percentsassy, gloria_andrews
6. Unbelievers by isthatyoularry
7. As You Are by zarah5
8. Gods & Monsters by Velvetoscar
9. Let’s Fall In Love In A Place You Want To Stay by embro
10. Want You More Than A by TheCellarDoor
11. The Dead Of July by whimsicule
12. Butterfly Gun by eravain
13. Always Come Back To You by whoknows
14. I Only Ever Want You by itsmiz
15. You’re An Asshole (But I Love You) by theboyfriendstagram
16. Led By Your Beating Heart by missandrogyny
17. Let Me Make A Thing Of Cream And Stars by missandrogyny
18. Loving You Is Free by littlelouishiccups
19. One Direction One Shot Collection (Volume II) by purpleeyestellies
20. In Dreams bu dolce_piccante
21. Louis Love by OhSlashy
22. Bring Your Body Baby (I Could Bring You Fame) by theboyfriendstagram
23. Leave It To The Breeze by hattalove
24. Nobody Shines The Way You Do by wildestdreams
25. Just A Feeling by whoknows
26. Marking Up The Atmosphere by acidveins
27. You Drive Me Round The Bend by TheCellarDoor
28. Hand Over by crybaby
29. Bite Me by happilylarry
30. Every Arrow That I Aim Is True by estrella30
31. May We Stay Lost On Our Way Home by LoadedGunn
32. After Hours by Velvetoscar
33. You Take Me Over, You’re The Magic In My Veins by supernope
34. Both Showing Hearts by kiwikero
35. Don’t Tell The Gods (We Left A Mess) by bottomlinsons
36. (Your Heartbeat) Rang True Inside My Bones by flimsy
37. In Vogue by otpwhatever
38. Walk My Days On A Wire by sunshiner
39. Back To The Beginning by LHStylinson
40. Indestructible by whoknows
41. Dreaming Of You by Velvetoscar
42. Untangle Me by suicxne
43. Burn To Ash by bethaboo
44. Outwit, Outplay, Outlast by dancesongsoul, lookatyourchoices
45. Take My Hand (And My Heart And Soul) by bananasandboots
46. Give You My Fever by beautlouis
47. So Grab Your Passport And My Hand by infinitelymint
48. Sweet, Where You Lay by infinitelymint
49. We Can Take The Long Way Home by eleadore
50. A Little Trouble Never Hurt Nobody by sweaterpawstyles

Post 4/? of the Louis & Harry Fic History series

Most of all though, it was you who I wanted to tell that I was hurting. You were the one I wanted to explain to that if I had my heart in my hands instead of my chest, I’d be able to watch it beat in pain to the beat of, “I’m hurting I’m hurting I’m hurting and you’re just watching”.

But no one wants to hear about the pain they’ve inflicted. One moment you’re telling me you love me and the next you can’t even look me in the eyes anymore and the next we haven’t talked in 3 months and oh god oh god how is this happening oh-

But it was still you I wanted to turn to, even though I knew that you weren’t part of the team anymore. I wanted to beg my heart to let it go, God please, there’s no point in beating for you anymore. But my heart’s never listening and my head’s awful at communication, so if you’re looking for a heart, another one to add to your collection, you know my house is the one on the corner of our favorite intersection.

—  It plays a song just for you
—  ma.c.a // I never waited for you to fall out of love with me
This is our epilogue. You stop the car and all is quiet, you give my hand one last squeeze and you let go. As endings come, this is not a loud goodbye with tired throats and doors slamming. This one is soft and quiet, the street empty from the early morning lull, I close my eyes and remember the way my heart beats while it is still close to you, because it is scary to think it might stop once I go. If hearts could talk, it is with silence and this silence is goodbye-I love you-I miss you-please don’t go. Our breaths come in steady rhythm, in my mind I play all the sunsets we shared and think, as wrong timings go, weren’t we so damn beautiful?
—  timings and epilogues // Genefe Navilon
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While we may come from different places and speak in different tongues, our hearts beat as one.

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Until death. Those are the words of the oath. Until aught but death part thee and me.

Jalec Spring Break - Day 4: Parabatai Oath

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Though we may come from different countries and speak in different tongues, our hearts beat as one.

its our hearts that makes the beat

we lay under a blanket of stars, our souls intertwining and our hearts beating as one. we are the universe.

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There’s no human bond that compares to what Alec and I have. We’re bound together for life. Bound to fight together, to protect each other. In battle, our hearts beat as one. If one of us were to diea part of the other would die inside as well.

Jace is a part of me. Through our rune we’re both physically and emotionally connected. If he dies, a part of me dies, too.

Olivia Puckett as Zoe Murphy

Here, I’m gonna analyze and describe Olivia Puckett’s performance as Zoe Murphy, and the ways in which it differed from Laura Dreyfuss’s. Enjoy!

First of all, Olivia Puckett is a blessing to us all. I love her so much (have you seen her Instagram stories?!) you all have no idea. She was so sweet, so good.

I’ll start from the beginning. Instantly, right as she entered during “Anybody Have a Map” her differences with Laura Dreyfuss were evident. She slouched in her chair, her foot giggling under the table. Also, with Connor, her dialogue was lighter, in a way. She delivered the “He’s definitely high” line almost jokingly, like she was just this younger sister poking fun at her brother. It wasn’t disapproving and harsh the way Laura’s delivery felt.

Even while they were exchanging “Fuck you’s!” they seemed more like siblings messing around than two extremely damaged teenagers taking out their anger on each other. It honestly felt like a normal sibling relationship. She wasn’t even yelling, and neither was Mike Faist. It wasn’t mean or anything. It was. Good.

Even when she marched off the stage, proclaiming that she’d leave without Connor if he doesn’t spead up, I felt as though she wouldn’t leave without him. Like that was yet another joke. No big deal. Like she’d wait in the driveway for him to come, and maybe give him a bit of a hard time about it all later, but that they’d laugh about it next week or something.

Then, she met Evan. She rushed over to him in the middle of WTAW, and he instantly recoiled, his shoulders turning inwards, his eyes on the ground, his hands twitching. She seemed genuinely concerned. Her voice was low, and she seemed to purposefully stay away from him, almost fearful of scaring him, while simultaneously wanting to be closer.

When she called Connor “a psychopath,” it sounded like she was angry with Connor for pushing Evan, who obviously didn’t deserve anything, but wasn’t disgusted or hateful. She didn’t sound like she hated Connor. Or even really disliked him. Just has a stereotypical teenage sibling relationship that’s a bit edgy.

When she walked away– “Okay…Jose…” –she turned around and looked back at Evan before leaving, almost fondly. It almost gave me the impression that this crush was requited, and perhaps had been for some time. That Evan’s love for Zoe wasn’t one-sided, that Zoe didn’t grow into liking Evan throughout the musical, but actually, in fact, liked him before it even began.

She entered, again, before “For Forever” and I could see a physical change that occurred in her during the 10 minutes or so she was off-stage. I could almost see her lose Connor, in that entrance. As she noticed Evan’s presence, she didn’t ask “Why is he here” like “Why is this weird kid in our house” but more like “Why is Evan, who I talked to in the hallway a few days ago, here?

Throughout the dinner before “For Forever,” she did this leg jiggle again. Which was. So fascinating. She had these particular ticks, ones which almost mirrored Evan’s. They seemed like two pieces of the same pie, in their own peculiar way. Simply, if Olivia Puckett announces one day that Zoe Murphy has a minor anxiety disorder, I would believe her in a heartbeat.

When she retorted about good times with Connor, saying that “There were no good times!” she didn’t sound like a possibly abused sibling. She sounded almost angry with herself, as though she was wondering why she didn’t notice something was wrong with Connor, as though she wished she’d tried harder. She didn’t sound like someone who was wronged and was furious, she sounded like someone who was remembering her entire childhood and trying to pinpoint where everything went wrong.

Laura’s Zoe seemed like a young person who suddenly lost control over seemingly everything in her life, someone who was almost drowning. Olivia’s Zoe seemed like a young person who had just temporarily misplaced control, someone who was floating just above the water’s surface.

During “Requiem,” Olivia cried, actually cried, which is something Laura definitely did not do.

The whole “You were not the monster that I knew” thing was much less believable. But the “You’ve given me my brother back. Thank you.” thing at the end of “You Will Be Found” was so. much. more. believable.

I really felt for Olivia’s Zoe. “Requiem” was when I started crying fully during this performance, rather than during “You Will Be Found” (which normally what gets me). I felt her loss so deeply and profoundly, like she was taking the whole audience on this journey with her.

She truly seemed to mourn Connor, to have loved her brother. She seemed so devastated during “If I Could Tell Her” that she never got to tell Connor what she thought.

It was just a different kind of loss.

As well, her relationship with Evan was so vastly different. She seemed to be more interested in him specifically and less interested in his connection with her brother. At the end of “You Will Be Found” when she kissed Evan the second time, she kept a hand on his when he pulled away. When he kissed her back, she wrapped her arms around him and like hug-kissed him. In the boot, with Laura Dreyfuss, Evan leaned Zoe into her back on the bed.

The opposite happened here, with Zoe really taking control of their kissing, pushing Evan into the bed.

Also, during “Only Us” she put a hand on either side of Evan’s face and held him so softly when she sang “We can’t compete with all that” rather than motioning with one hand (see: Laura and Ben’s performance of “Only Us” on Seth Meyers). There was a part where she sat on Evan’s bed and Evan kneeled before her, and she held both of his hands between hers.

They held hands whenever they were together after that, honestly. During “Only Us,” Zoe normally kisses Evan once, at the very end of the song. Here, Olivia kissed Ben three (3) times. Twice while singing and once at the end of the song.

I cannot over-exaggerate the softness in her eyes when she looked at him. In all honestly, y’all, I felt myself really loving their relationship, which isn’t something I did beforehand.

With Laura’s Zoe, I never would recommend Zoe and Evan being together for their own health. With Olivia’s Zoe, if they had met under different circumstances, if Evan hadn’t lied, I firmly believe that they could’ve had a healthy and happy relationship.

And the kegger skit!!! OMG!! She did the same dorky voice that Evan did with “til your mom gets home” when she said “in three hours!!” and they laughed. They laughed a lot.

It was so interesting to see almost Ben’s reactions as an actor to what Olivia was giving him. This was only the second time they’d ever done the show together in those characters, and it must’ve been so unusual to what he had been doing for the past hundred or so performances.

Zoe was so sweet? And? So strong? And never once mean to Evan? With Olivia, the whole “you don’t have to keep saying sorry….I was a little impressed, you ruined it” thing wasn’t as weird? It didn’t feel uncomfortable. It felt like: Zoe liked soft Evan, who apologizes all the time, she just wanted him to be comfortable enough around her to not feel like he had to apologize, rather than wanting him to change.

She felt like a young girl, who had suffered an immense loss, who was coping as best as she possibly could. She wasn’t some semi-popular girl who Evan liked purely because he thought she was hot (neither, of course, is Laura’s Zoe, or any form of Zoe, in fact). She was a multi-dimensional person who existed in her own right outside of anyone else. There was no room to see her as anyone else.

When she found out about Evan’s lie, it was almost more devastating.

I would have believed her if she had said she loved Evan.

Laura’s Zoe was angry and possibly depressed. She was desperate to grab a hold onto anything in her life, her life which was quickly spiraling out of control before her eyes. There, Evan seemed like the perfect person to grab onto, someone that was malleable and almost willing to be controlled.

Olivia’s Zoe felt in-control, like she knew what she was doing and knew where she would be in ten years, she just wasn’t there quite yet.

She obviously loved Connor and was mourning his death, but there didn’t seem to be as much guilt involved.

In her final scene, where she met Evan at the orchard, she, like Evan, seemed to have also gone through a metamorphosis. She seemed to have grown so much, and she held her head higher, too, just like Evan. To me, Zoe is a lead character, sharing the female lead title with Heidi Hansen, rather than a supporting character.

I love Laura Dreyfuss with my entire heart and soul, and her Zoe was a very particular character as well. It’s hard to pinpoint the exact differences between her Zoe and Olivia’s Zoe, because they are both truly incredible. Both woman are powerhouses of whom I will forever be in awe. Both portrayals make Zoe a fascinating, dynamic, complex, female character, one that is much, much more than a love interest or plot point. She, in some aspects, feels like the beating heart of the show. It’s hard to put my connection with her into words.

Again, like I said with Michael Lee Brown’s Jared vs. Will Roland’s Jared, neither performance was better. Both are heart-wrenching and powerful and conveyed a message to the audience, reached out and grabbed our hearts in their hands. Both are incredible. Just very, very different.

Essentially, Olivia Puckett’s performance was incredible. Unbelievable actually. Any desire to not want to see the understudies is pointless and wrong, let me tell you. This entire cast and entire crew are the most talented people I’ve ever seen.

He was great. We shared many great moments. Our physical connection was never in question. He kissed me within an hour of meeting me and I let him. I thought that it could be a great story that we tell other people one day, not knowing that maybe moving too fast doomed us from the start. Our emotional connection, on the other hand, is something that I always questioned. The only time he allowed me a glimpse into his heart is at three in the morning, when we would talk all night, not needing sleep, only each other, even though he has to be up at eight for work. I feel him smiling against my face. His heart beating against my chest. His thumbs caressing my fingers. His hand rubbing my bare back. These are the little moments that I will keep close to me. These are the moments before everything good about us slipped away.

He was charming and confident and he created an environment where I felt safe to grow. He taught me many things about life and I will always care for him in that sense. And although my relationship with him was exhilarating, there was a dark and twisted side that was always lurking.He was able to flash a smile at me and charmed me into changing my morals for him. To the point where I slid down the door, holding onto my chest, the part where the heart is, and questioned if I am still me. He was able to use his confidence to make me feel small and less than him, to the point where I made excuses to my friends for the ways he treated me. He used my need to feel alive to suck the innocence and what little naivety I had left.

And the more nights we spent together, the colder I felt. The more he withdraw, the more I needed his warmth. It was a sick relationship based on my fear of spending my nights alone and his fear of commitment and missing out on everything life has to offer did not make things easier.

Of course it hurts to see things changed. Of course it hurts to remember all of the tender moments we had. And of course, my heart breaks every time I compare the beginning to now. I will never understand how someone wakes up one day and decides that they don’t care anymore. He used to pull me closer to him during the middle of the night to kiss my forehead. Now all he does is cowered me into the corner and throw words at me, that he claims he does not mean the next day. And I hate myself for never having the strength to leave him in that moment. So I lay down in the same bed next to him, facing the opposite direction, leaving inches between us. And I hate myself for still wanting his arms around me.

—  He trapped me in the environment he created and it took me a while to find my way out of the maze. And sometimes, I wonder if I am really out.
I try to picture us, sometimes, when I let that tiny part of my heart out - the one that still clings to you. It’s silly, but when my self preservation is weak at 3 in the morning, I imagine you and me. I picture us on that road trip we never got around doing; car top down, wind on our flushed faces, my hand stroking the back of your neck, the endless turquoise sea flashing in a whirl against us. I picture us as young as we were, so convinced of all our love, we could beat anything with it. There would be no questioning that you want me, and I’d be a little braver and you a little kinder, always soft for me, always honest and somehow, my love, in these little tales I spin inside my head, nothing ever made you leave.
—  but fairy tales don’t exist in real life // Genefe Navilon