and our first time apart since we met

Rating: PG

When we were younger, Luke and I would hide from our parents in the tree house that was in my backyard.

We would sneak off after filling our plates with food climb up the wooden ladder to the top. We would always get in trouble because we knew we had to eat at the table. That would result in luke getting sent home but we would do it again the next day.

That was also the same tree house luke fell out of when we were 8 while racing to the top. I was the first person to sign his cast when he got home from the hospital.

Luke and I have been best friends practically since birth. It was weird being grown up and living on our own. Luke was going to a university close to his apartment while I just finished my program for the art.

Calum, Ashton and Michael who Luke and I met in secondary school were another one of the best things that’s ever happened to me. They knew how to have a good time, we were constantly getting into trouble. It was the kind of trouble that made you feel like you were really living.

None that really got us in trouble. Except for the time we all snuck into the aquarium and quickly set off the alarm. Michael took the fall for that one, he got arrested while all of us had already ran blocks away.

“Hello?” Someone waves their hand in front of my face.

I snaps me out of my thoughts and back into reality, which was Ashton’s basement with the boys.

And Arzaylea. Who was standing in front of me.

“Do you have any mascara with you?” She asks me.

I can hear Michael chuckle and I look at the other boys.

“No. Sorry.” I say shortly.

I wasn’t the type of girl who wore make up. I could never get it right and I just didn’t see the need for it. It’s not like I didn’t keep up on my looks. I plucked my eyebrows obsessively and always make sure to do my hair but that’s about as much effort as you’re getting from me.

She clicks her tongue, frowning slightly before take a seat next to Luke. They have been dating for almost two months now. We were friendly with each other because she is dating my best friend and Luke wouldn’t let her be any other way. But her and I have never really connected.

I slightly feel like it’s that was with all the boys as well but Luke. If Luke ever leaves the room, even for just a second it’s very awkward when she is in here.

“Can I borrow some lipstick.” Calum leans over to me, using his high pitched voice to mock Arzaylea.

I laugh quietly before smack his arm. Michael and Ashton are playing FIFA while calum and I make conversation trying not to pay much attention to Arzaylea and Luke who are bickering about going out to dinner tonight.

“I’ve got a big test tomorrow. I can’t be out late tonight.” Luke says annoyed.

“Yeah, why would I even think we would do something nice like that. Whenever we hang out it’s always with your friends. When are we going to have spend some time together. You know? As a couple!?” She says back to him.

I can’t help myself from listening in to their conversation. Luke and I never really talk about her. They haven’t been really getting along lately but none of us really mind because she isn’t the best to be around.

“We will. Just not tomorrow.” Luke looks like he’s paying more attention to the game then her which would make me upset too.

“Whatever. I’m going home.” She gets up and Luke sighs. He looks like he’s about to stop her but we make eye contact and I shake my head. “Bye guys.” She says to all of us before walking upstairs.

“God Luke! I just feel like, you don’t even like me anymore!” Calum uses the same voice to mock her again.

Saying it just loud enough so I can hear. I try to stifle my laugh but like notices and glances at me. My face turns red as he raises his eyebrows in confusion and I shrug.

The boys and I hang out until it gets dark. Calum and Michael end up staying the night while Luke and I head home. I offer to give him a ride back and he gratefully accept.

“So you’re coming to my first art Debut right?” I ask him as I drive the winds back to his apartment.

“Of course.” He smiles at me. His blue eyes taking my mind off the road until I feel the shaking of the divider under my wheels. I redirect my car back into my lane and he laughs.

I apologize embarrassed but he just blows it off. We learned to drive together, I think we have both seen the most embarrassing moments we’ve had.

A few short minutes later I pull up to his green apartment building that catty corners an old market we use to spend all of our money on candy at.

“Do you have time to come in?” He asks and I look at the time. It’s not even dinner time yet and I love spending time with Luke.

Lately we haven’t really gotten best friend time because of the other boys and Arzaylea. I nod and pull into a parking spot.

His apartment is just as I remember it. The living room and kitchen were very neat, almost untouched. As soon as you stepped foot in his bedroom it’s like a bomb had gone off, dishes and clothes everywhere.

I smile and pick up a picture of us from graduation. His arm is hooked over my shoulder and our smiles are real. His blond hair is peaking out from his cap while I complained that day about how I looked bald. He has just gotten his lip pierced and loved how it looked.

We went together to the shop, I got my nose pierced while he got his lip.

Things seemed the same but they were also much different. Luke changed a lot after he met Arzaylea, he took out his lip piercing and was a lot quieter. I almost feel like he is unhappy but then I’ll see him and her together and he will look like he is enjoying himself.

I set the frame down and Luke shoves a controller in my hand. I smile at him, “Why even try Hemmings? I kick your butt every time.” I smile before jumping on the couch and taking a seat. He puts in the FIFA soccer game that he can never quite seem to beat me at.

“Let’s just say I’ve got a good feeling about this.” He sits next to me.

After while of playing I have to stand to me feet because the restriction of standing is too much with the pressure.

“No. No!” I yell as he gets a penalty shoot-out which will win him the game. He makes it and jumps up in joy, I fall to my knees.

He laughs while standing over me, I glare at him playfully before trying to kick him. He grabs my foot and I try to wiggle it free. He just watched in amusement as I flop like a fish out of water.

I finally give up, my hair sprawled all over my face. He still holds onto my leg, a last attempt to make sure I don’t kick him. I just lay there, attempting to smooth out my unruly hair.

I start to feel a bit uncomfortable when Luke’s eyes are locked on me. He seemed to be in his own little world but his gaze was fixed on me.

I wiggle my leg, “Can I have this back?” I smile.

He seems to return to present day before letting go of my leg.

“For now.” He smiles, almost flirting with me.

I shake that idea out of my head. He doesn’t see me that way. He told me he really likes Arzaylea. We haven’t talked about her in a couple weeks but he sees me as his best friend. Nothing more.

I wish I could say the same. Since grade 10 I started thinking Luke was attractive. We were each other’s first kiss in grade 6 but that was just to get it over with.

I started really liking him the grade we graduated. I started seeing qualities in him that I wanted in a boyfriend.

He met Arzaylea a couple months after graduation and by the way he looked at her I knew. It got even worse, seeing how good of a boyfriend he could be broke my heart.

So I let it go. Tried to just see him as a friend and not make it obvious. I guess I wasn’t doing as good of a job as I thought be the other boys found out soon after.

He kicks me lightly, still leaning over me. “Get up before I spit on you.” He jokes.

Spit dangles from his mouth and I open my mouth jokingly.

He starts laughing and I move out of the way just on time. The spit hits the floor and i quickly stand to my feet.

“Lucas!” I gasp at how close he actually was to spitting on me.

He doubles over in laughter. His hair, that has gotten quite a bit longer, falls into his eyes. I smile, his laughter is very contagious. I start laughing as well.

“What’s so funny?” I question even my own laughter.

He looks over at me, taking a deep breath of air in before laughing again.

It’s impossible not to laugh with him.

I push him over and he lands on the couch. Soon enough he pulls himself together, swiping a tear away from the corner of his eye.

“Come on. You know my spit has been in your mouth before.” He chuckles again.

“Not on purpose. You do have a habit of spitting when you talk though.” I cross my arms.

“Oh yeah. What about grade 6?” He brings up our first kiss.

I scoff, “Please. That barely counted, it was closed mouthed and lasted like half a second.” I try to play off how much that actually meant to me.

Luke and I kissed, he wanted to kiss me.

He shrugs and stands to his feet, yawning.

“You’ve got a test tomorrow. I’ll let you study and get some good sleep.” I start gathering up my things.

“Agh, I don’t want to study. I want to hang out with you.” His whining makes me smile.

I know I mean a lot to him but I worried when Arzaylea come into his life that another girl would be put in front of me. It sounds selfish but it’s really relieving to know he didn’t want to go out to dinner with his girlfriend but wants me to stay and hang out.

“Goodbye, Luke. I’ll see you tomorrow.” I smile, putting my hand on his shoulder before exiting his apartment. The air outside is cool but it’s light and easy to breathe.

I walk out to my car and glance back up to his apartment while unlocking the door. He is standing in the doorway, leaning against the doorframe.

His eyes are watching me from across the parking lot. He smiles widely and waves at me. I start my car and wave at him while driving away.


Dangerous Woman (Part 1) 🌙

A/N: Hello everyone! As promised, here is the full ‘Dangerous Woman’ smut for all of you! This is part 1 of the trilogy so look forward to more after this! Part 2 and 3 will not be related to this particular smut so every fic will be based on a different scenario! Hope y’all would enjoy this little baby of mine x

Pairing(s): Luhan x Reader

Warnings: Call-girl industry references, blowjobs, sex in general

Genre: Smutty smut ;)

Requested: No

Summary: In which drug lord! and successful CEO! Luhan goes to a particular call-girl to get his needs fulfilled.

Word Count: 6103

Soundtrack: Dangerous Woman // Ariana Grande

Originally posted by lullabyun

I wanna savour, save it for later

The taste, the flavour

As the CEO of Lu Corporations, the largest upscale drug company in Korea and China, Luhan is viewed as the typical, arrogant and loaded young businessman whom everyone assumes him to be. It’s not exactly untrue; the twenty-six-year-old drug lord basically sits on stacks and stacks of dollar bills in his Lamborghini all day long, admiring his flawless reflection in the rear-view mirror and aimlessly thinking of methods to earn even more money.

Disgustingly handsome and reeking of wealth and power, Luhan walks the world with unbreakable confidence, never seen in public without his perfectly tailored suit and his jet-black hair gelled back with a vengeance. Women clamour to be by his side, dying to look good on his arm. Yet, for some strange and unknown reason, the young drug lord chooses to remain single despite the endless stream of females queuing up to be with him.

Nevertheless, the world views him as one of the luckiest and most successful bachelors out there. Wealth, glory, power, devastatingly good looks, a smooth-running business, a diversity of women to date. What’s there for him to complain about?

Well, there is a teensy little problem for him.

With all the workload and the useless business meetings he has to attend, he barely has enough time for himself and although he might be one of the most successful young men in the country, he’s still…well, a man. And men have their needs that need to be fulfilled, don’t they?

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Rejected - Part 4

The first time you woke up everything hurt, you could tell that you were moving, that you were most likely in a car, but every bump and jerk made you want to scream. You didn’t have the strength to move, to even open your eyes, but you could tell that your head was resting on someone’s thigh, and someone else was pressing on your chest.

“Hurry up, Bruce!! We have to get back to the cave!”

Jason, that was Jason’s voice, it was his lap you were resting on. This was the first time Jason had willingly been close to you, touched you without disgust in his eyes.

“I driving as fast as I can Jay, just … keep her with you”

“B, I can feel her slipping, I don’t know how much longer she is gonna make it without a blood transfusion”

Suddenly you couldn’t breathe, it had hurt to breathe before, but now you just couldn’t get air in, couldn’t get enough.

“Father! Her lung collapsed!” Damian sounded scared, you didn’t want his to see you die. He didn’t need to witness that.

You could feel yourself slipping again, it felt different than last time, different than just falling unconscious. You tried to hold on, desperate to hold onto consciousness, but too soon you slipped, you couldn’t hold on anymore, and you were pulled back under.


The next time you woke up was a lot different than the first. You were on a bed, there was an IV in your arm, and one of your hands was being clutched tightly by two others.

“Jay?” You whispered, eyes still shut, and it felt like there were led weights on your eye lids.

“Y/N?! Oh my God, baby, open your eyes, please, look at me”

With a soft whine you manage to open your eyes, and after a minute you were able to focus on your mate.

“I didn’t realize that I missed your eyes until I might have never seen them again” Jason whispered, tears leaking out of his grey eyes. You try to raise your hand up to his cheek, you didn’t like to see him cry, but gave up halfway there, too exhausted to even raise your arm. Jason quickly cupped your hand and brought it to his face, gently nuzzling into your palm. “You died Y/N, I could feel you die, it felt like I had been gutted, it was worse than getting beaten by the Joker” he turned big pleading eyes onto you, “Please don’t make me go through that again, I’m sorry for everything I ever said to you, just please don’t leave me alone again”

You give him a shaky smile, “If I have a choice I wouldn’t ever leave you”

You tear your eyes away from Jason’s for a moment and notice how pale he looks, your brows furrow, “When was the last time you fed?”

Jason’s ducked his head slightly, “The day before you were shot”

“And how many days has it been since then?”

“’bout a week” Jason mumbled.

You gasp, and give him a weak push, “Damnit Jay! You know that is way to long between feedings! You need to go get something now!” If you were healed you would have offered yourself up to him, but in your weakened state you didn’t think you had any blood to spare.

“We have been trying to get him to feed ever since you went in for surgery” Dick called from the doorway, “Maybe he will actually listen to you”

You could feel your body beginning to weaken the longer you were awake, “Go feed, I feel like I’m gonna pass out again, so I won’t even miss your absence”

Jason looked hesitant to leave, but he could see your logic.

Go on Jason, you need to take care of yourself too, but … be here when I wake up?

Always” you gasp when you feel his answer, he had never responded to your mental whispers, he had always ignored them.

As Jason leaves Alfred walks in carrying a metal tray with medicine, an IV bag, and a needle on it, along with a pair of gloves. “The medicine here will help you fall back asleep Ms. Y/N. I believe that you are healing much faster while asleep then wen awake. Your lung is healing up nicely, and hopefully we will be able to get you out of bed tomorrow.”

“Thanks Alfred, I really appreciate that. My chest is starting to hurt again, you must have me on some good shit for me not to feel anything”

“That I do Ms. Y/N, you are one of the few voices of reason that have stayed in this house, I can’t have dying. Who will lecture about sleep habits?” Alfred gave you a soft smile, quietly injecting the pain medicine into the IV, “Sleep now, you will feel better after you wake”

You smile and reach out, gently squeezing Alfred’s hand in gratitude. You close your eyes and drift off into a deep healing sleep.


The next time you wake up it is dark outside. You are no longer hooked up to an pole anymore and most of the bandages have been removed, there is only a large gauze patch over the bullet holes in your chest and then one wrapped around your thigh. You manage to roll out of bed and slowly make your way to the bathroom. You take care of your business and debate on taking a shower. That decision is taken from you when you feel gently hands on your upper arms and are turned around to face a worried looking Jason.

“You shouldn’t be out of bed yet, you aren’t strong enough” He was quick to pick you up and bring you back to the bed, where he laid you down gently.

You grab his arm a he begins to pull away, “Will you lay with me?”

Jason looks surprised, “You want me to stay?” he whispered, his brow sorrowing in confusion, “But I said all of those horrible things to you! I wouldn’t be surprised if you never wanted to see me again, if you … if you wanted to leave … forever”

You let out a soft sigh and tug on his arm, coaxing him up onto the bed. He propped himself up with a few pillows and you curled into his side, resting your head on his chest. Jason’s arms came down to wrap tightly around you, tucking you securely against him.

“The others told me that you have had some bad experiences with my kind before you became Robin, that there is a reason for your distrust. I didn’t let them tell me any specifics, I had hoped that one day you would see past my species and tell me yourself” You whisper

Jason sighs and presses a kiss to the top of your head, inhaling your scent. “When I lived on the street there was always a mix between wolves, vampires, and humans. The vampires would usually only take what they needed to survive, since we only need blood our victims would survive most of the time. But wolves, you need meat, and there were many who would go mad without it. They would turn on each other and on the humans, I couldn’t stop them from tearing people apart. From eating people who were too weak to defend themselves. When I first met you all I could think about was those wolves, all I could focus on was that if you got hungry enough you could rip this entire family apart. When I felt that we were mates … it seemed like fate was playing a cruel joke on me.” Jason trembled as he started to try, his voice growing thick, “But when you were shot, all I could think about was how you saved me, was how you took a bullet that was meant for me, and I hadn’t said a single kind word to you ever. I felt you die Y/N! Every time your heart would stop beating it felt like I was being gutted, like I was cold and would never be able to get warm again!”

Jason brakes down into sobs, clutching you tighter to his chest. You run one hand soothingly along his side. “I’m here now Jaybird, I’m here” You murmur. Sometime during his story he had shifted down so the two of you were face to face. “You are going to have to try harder than just a sniper to get rid of me!” you joke. Jason chokes out a shaky laugh.

He reaches out and gently cups your face, “Is there any way you can forgive me?”

You gently nuzzle into his palm, placing a kiss to it, “I do Jason, I forgive you”

A few more tears escape your mates eyes, “Can I kiss you? Please?”

You chuckle softly, “Was that even a question?”

Jason smiles and gently leans forward capturing your lips in a chaste kiss. When he pulls back you stop him with a hand on the back of his neck, “You call that a kiss?” you challenge, a playful glint in your eye.

Jason smirk, “You don’t know what you just asked for baby”

He surges back in, latching his mouth onto yours. Nipping gently at your bottom lip and then licking into your mouth. Your tongues battle for dominance but he inevitably wins. He pulls back slightly and slows the kisses down, turning everything from a fight into a dance. By the time you both pull back you are flushed and out of breath.

“That was much better”

Jason chuckled and planted a gently kiss to your forehead, “Go to sleep now sweetheart, hopefully tomorrow we can get you downstairs to see the rest of the family. Your pup has been anxious to see you”

You hum softly and cuddle into your mates arms. You think that Jason Todd would be an easy man to love, that you just might already be halfway there.

Domestic Bliss - Victuuri Week Day 4

Title: Domestic Bliss

Rating: T

Warnings: N/A

Word Count: 1,460

Summary: Fake Relationship AU in which Victor and Yuuri are spys on an undercover mission. Victor and Yuuri move to Washington to start on their mission. They buy a cute little house in the suburbs and get a poodle and start to imbed themselves in the community as a happily married couple.

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Me at Wolfcon 3!


Soo… after the “Howl At The Moon” in Paris, this was my second Teen Wolf convention ever. But it was very interesting to see the differences.

I think it was very very well organized. I remember in Paris, when the autographs began, everyone was rushing to the tables to get theirs. But at Wolfcon, it was very good that all activities (autographs, meeting rooms, photo ops) were on a different level of the building, so they could easily control the access by the elevator. This way it was much more relaxed and it was never too crowded. This was great during the autographs, I remember in Paris it was incredibly loud and you really had to shout at the guests - at Wolfcon you could talk normally to them.

The staff was extremely helpful, well informed and always friendly and I was so happy that they were interested in my comic stuff too, I really felt welcome and I’m just so thankful for their kind words and this great time! And there were so many helpers! You never had to look long for one, every few meters you could find someone to ask for help. Also a big plus: They all were speaking English very good, so everything was so easy and uncomplicated. So I really couldn’t tell what to improve here.

I’ve read the report from someone who complained about the staff and had bad experiences with the organization. I can’t and won’t judge it, I was not part of this. But my personal experience was very different and 100% positive. Part of the problem was that if you had the autographs at the beginning of the first day it wasn’t easily possible to let your photos get signed if you had them later or at the second day. I don’t know how to solve this problem though without blowing up the whole schedule. But I considered the price of the photos for the autographs very fair. They were so large, A4 and for this format, the price was quite good.

I also have to add that the hotel was very good as well! The location was good, I liked the fact that the activities were on a different level and there were special, cheaper dishes for the convention attendants. Best french fries ever!

So yes, I really can’t think of anything to criticize. Maybe that it took a bit too long in the morning for the convention to start but well, this depends on the actors too and the traffic, so…

The best thing for sure was the Saturday evening activity. Actors coming by to your table and spending some time for private talks with only a few people, this was dope!

Ian Bohen

This time I had a meeting room with Ian and I loved it. First off, I was happy that he remembered my name and what I was doing. Ian is a very funny guy and you could see that he had fun meeting the fans too. I have to say from convention to convention, I like him more and more. I asked him if he had some influence on the character development of Peter: “zero”. And he admitted that he disliked some of the stuff that was written for Peter in Season 4. And damn, he is really competitive but this pushed his team during the Saturday evening activity forward. Loved it!

Ryan Kelley

You really can see how much fun Ryan has attending conventions. Always in a good mood, friendly and open to fans and not shy at all, you just have to like him. I made a special book with only my portraits and the hearts for signing and he repeatedly said he loved the pic of angry hellhound Parrish and that he would love to repost it. He even remembered that he already got a business card with my info on it. During the party, we talked about life in LA and how different the life of an actor is with months of not having any job and then earning a lot when you got roles. Wouldn’t be something for me, I prefer having a monthly salary ;)

Casey Deidrick

Awwww I liked him so much. He hasn’t any star attitude at all, he’s so down to earth and incredibly friendly and lovely to all fans. He’s just the guy I would instantly invite to my board gaming group and play Catan and other games for hours. He also seems to be good friends with the other actors like Ryan and Froy, the chemistry between him and the others on stage was great. Too bad he seems to be just in some episodes though.

Froy Gutierrez

Ohhh Froy. This never ending energy of his! He was so excited to be at the con, it was his first one. Whoever he met got a huge smile, a super cute “Hiiiiii!!!” and a tight hug from him. He was so excited to meet his fans, to get to know them and you could feel it was 100% authentic, he loved being here, enjoyed the atmosphere and wanted to give the best for the fans. He was there with his parents who accompanied him to the photo shoots and the meeting room but definitely not in a controlling way, I think they just were interested what was going on and wanted to support him. The meeting room with him was quite special. I was the first or second one to ask a question and a friend of mine really wanted to know what mental issues Nolan (his character) suffers from. Froy said it’s depression, social anxiety, and paranoia. I asked if he tried to prepare himself for these mental issues and he then said that he suffered from depression as well and knows how this feels. Then a girl raised her hand and asked how he managed to get over his depression… she wanted to say more but she started to tear up. Froy immediately jumped up from his seat and went down on his knees in front of her and gave her the most amazing hug ever, hold her in his arms for a long, long time, comforting her. It was so touching, half of the other people in the meeting room got emotional too and everybody really wanted to give them some time. For the next minutes, we talked about depression and Froy and other fans talking about their ways to get along with it. I think this shows how loving and caring Froy is to his fans and as I said, this feels very real and authentic.

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Carver Twins

In Paris, I didn’t get to interact with them because there were so many guests and it was so crowded that I decided to focus on the other guests. But this time, I had autographs with Max and Charlie and got to know them at the party. And I understand now why they’re invited so often by conventions. They were both so excited about my comics, Charlie even took a photo of it and wanted to get a book. During the evening party, Max and I were talking about our ages - him being 10 years older than most of the fans and me being 10 years older than him. But yeah, they’re so natural and uncomplicated, it was just great to have them around.


Hell yeah, Gid. He is so special and incredible. Charismatic as hell with a great presence and in such a good shape, even Ian was jealous! Of course, after having met the Theo half of Theo&Deuc I was very excited to meet Deuc now! Apart from the opening panels, the first time I’ve really met him was during the group photo but since there isn’t much time to talk, we just shook hands and exchanged some smiles. This changed of course during the meeting room which came a bit later. Gid stood up again after he sat down to shake my hand and thanked me personally for my work, he introduced me to the others. Gid is such an entertainer, he can do amazing things with his voice and has such a sense of humor and a keen sense of funny situations. He told us about the scene in which Deuc was sitting in the chimera den, talking to Theo (the one with Scott’s eyes on his claws) and how he couldn’t see anything because of the lenses he had to wear. He was repeatedly looking directly into the camera, something that was not wanted of course - but he was practically blind.

And finally, during the autographs, Gid signed my very personal Theo & Deuc book. With the signatures of Cody AND Gideon it’s finally complete now and I couldn’t be happier about it. Gid also has drawn a little comic Gideon into my fan book and it doesn’t look so different from my comic Deuc!

I also had the pleasure to be in team Gideon during the evening activity! Huge shoutout to team Gid! We were good AND civilized ;) We did perform very well, of course, thanks to Gid who managed to draw a Berserker (!) in a way that we could guess it within 20 seconds! We also got the point for “Time of Death” during Charade. And if Gid wouldn’t have messed up “Beacon Hills High School” by using the word “school” during a round of ‘Taboo’, we maybe would have won! But hey, at least we got 'Oni’ right. Thank you so much Wolfcon for making all this possible!

Finally, after my solo photo shoots with Gid, it was time to say goodbye for now. Again, Gideon was so sweet and thankful and so was I!

After all, I was very happy to have met Gid, like Ian said about him: his quick thinking is amazing and so is his charisma and humor. Hope to see him again anytime soon!

In general, Wolfcon felt somehow private and cozy compared to Paris. Both conventions were very good but different in atmosphere. In Amsterdam, you got more into personal touch with the actors which is a biiiig plus and everything felt more like a big family. I think this is because of the crew and of course Patricia, Franklin and Annette! If there’s a Wolfcon 4, I’ll be there!

Love is a Dog from Hell

Sirius Black x Reader

Song(s): “Love is a Dog from Hell” by The Limousines; “Imperfect” by Stone Sour

Warnings: smoking by both Sirius and Reader; mild language

Requested: nope

A/N: This is my first story in my new xReader series (to be named later!). Each fic that I do incorporates one or more song lyrics, themes, concepts, and such; I recommend listening to the chosen song(s) or read the lyrics :) the song lyrics used are marked in bold throughout the story.

Sirius Black–his trouble-making attitude, rebellious nature, and heart-breaking appearance. The man I love is a dog from hell.

I awoke to the bright morning sun beaming through my dorm window. I was surprised to see that it was already morning–I felt like I had been awake almost all night. All I could think about was him and spending my whole day with him; well, him and our other friends, of course. It was Saturday, and with as beautiful weather as we had, my two groups of close friends decided to all hang out at Hogsmeade for the day. It was our sixth year at Hogwarts and while the four boys considered me a fifth Marauder (without the animagi ability, but protecting their secret) I spent some other time with Lily, Marlene, and Rosalyn. I grew close to both groups of friends–sharing secrets with Lily’s group and getting into trouble with the Marauders. I love them both dearly and felt love and comfort from all of them.

Truth be told, though, I was in love with a specific friend–Sirius Black. He had been my closest friend (perhaps besides Lily) out of everyone since we first met our first year at school. I had quickly developed a schoolgirl crush that I wanted to get over, but it just got worse as the years went on. What was once an innocent desire to hold his hand was now an ache in my chest just at the thought of him. At times, I could feel like I tear myself apart because I want him there with me so badly. The once sweet crush was now overwhelming and possibly ruining me from the inside; as much as I hate it, I was addicted to the rush I got when he smiled or laughed at something I said. He was intoxicating and I want nothing more than anything to tell him. Unfortunately, I was one of many girls to develop a crush on him and one of the many that were too slow to tell him. My friend, Rosalyn, started having feelings for Sirius in our fifth year, and with the courage that I lacked, she pursued him. Now, they’ll be celebrating their one-year anniversary in a few weeks.

So, it’s been hard–seeing the person you love whole-heartedly find happiness and contentment with someone else. I mean, that’s what I assume, anyways; I couldn’t stand to hear about their relationship for long, so Rosalyn and I aren’t as close anymore. I feel pathetic, really–being hopelessly in love with my friend’s boyfriend. However, I’m determined to not let my feelings get in the way and still remain close friends with Sirius. I hide my feelings very well, despite the fact that I feel nervous when I’m around him.

Once I had gotten ready, I made my way to the Great Hall, expecting to see both groups of friends together. Inside, I immediately saw Sirius, James, Remus and Peter at the end of the Gryffindor table, Rosalyn, Lily, and Marlene across from them. I made my way over, sitting across from Peter.

“Well, good morning, sleepyhead,” James said with a smile. “Nice of you to join us.”

I rolled my eyes. “Your sarcasm is not appreciated this early in the morning,” I said jokingly. I started talking to Lily and Marlene while Rosalyn was in deep conversation with Sirius and the other boys were bickering about something. Every so often, I would glance at Sirius, hoping to catch his eye. I never did, though, today or any day. Despite that, I was really looking forward to today–being able to hang out with Sirius on our own. Sirius and I occasionally take a secret smoke break in the Astronomy Tower during the school day. We both developed the habit the summer before fifth year. I cherished those times, as they were the only ones I could share with Sirius alone. No one likes us smoking, especially Rosalyn, so it gave us an excuse to hang out together today, away from anyone else.

After we all finished breakfast, we made our way to Hogsmeade. The rest of the students went their separate ways, letting the eight of us stroll in the warm but now overcast and breezy late morning. Marlene commented about it going to rain while James placed his arm around Lily shoulders; it was cute seeing them together after James flirting with her for years. I walked with Peter behind Sirius and Rosalyn, who weren’t speaking or holding hands. I felt the awkward tension between them, even from back here. I made a mental note to talk to Sirius about it later.

Once in town, we all split up–Rosalyn, Lily, and Marlene went to Honeydukes while James, Peter, and Remus made their way to Zonko’s, leaving Sirius and I alone for a smoke break. We walked down the street towards the start of an alley besides one of the stores. We took out separate clove cigarettes, cupped them against the wind, and took drags. With the smoke in my lungs and the taste of clove on my tongue, I felt my nerves calm. We leaned against the wall beside each other, our arms barely touching.

“We should really quit,” I mentioned as we both took another drag.

“Agreed,” he said before blowing out his smoke. “It’s fun being bad, though.” He grinned.

“Definitely.” I smiled at him.

“So how’s life been, (Y/N)?”

“Wow, so generic.” I smirked. “Okay. You?”

“Just fine, now that I’m here with you.” I rolled my eyes, but felt my heart flutter. “What’s with the eye roll?”

“Sure,” I said in a sarcastic tone. “You better be careful, though–I could be trouble, especially since I’m not your girlfriend.”

“But I live for trouble.” He smiled, making me blush.

“Speaking of, what’s been going on with you two?”

He sighed, the smile fading from his lips. “I made the mistake of saying how much I was looking forward to a smoke break with you today and she got on my case. She’s been pressing me to quit for awhile now–that’s why I haven’t been to a few of our normal breaks with you. I told her that she may be my girlfriend, but she doesn’t get to control me and couldn’t stop me from smoking anymore. She shut up after that.”

“Sounds tough; I’m sorry. But you’re right; she can’t control you–what you do is your choice.”

“Thank you,” he said with a hand gesture towards me and a sigh. “If only she’d hear that.”

I nodded, flicking my finished cigarette to the ground. “Well, what should we do?” I asked as I turned to him.

We can do anything you want to,” he said, smiling, as he stomped on his finished cigarette. Just then, thunder boomed across the sky and rain began to fall. We pressed ourselves against the wall, laughing, and attempted to stay dry under the building’s awning.

“Should we go somewhere dry?” I suggested over the rainfall.

“Nah,” he said with a smile. “I like being out here with you.” Despite the chilly rain, I felt my face get hot as I looked into Sirius’ eyes.

“I like being here with you, too”, I said, almost breathlessly. The rain continued to fall around us, and I felt myself become weak as I saw Sirius gaze at my lips. In that moment, I wanted nothing more than to place my lips on his–something that I had dreamed about countless times before. But, as he began to lean in, his hand on the back of my neck, I placed my hands on his chest to stop him. He pulled back, looking me in the eyes. “Sirius, I–” I swallowed, gripping the front of his jacket. “As much as I truly want to kiss you right now, we shouldn’t. You’re still with Rosalyn, even if you guys are fighting.”

“I know.” He frowned.

“Sirius, I really do like you, more than you probably know. But until you’re single and not with Rosalyn, we are off limits.”

He nodded, dropping his hands to his sides. “We should probably find everyone.” I nodded before we rushed through the rain to the Three Broomsticks. Inside, we spotted everyone towards the back with warm mugs of hot chocolate in front of everyone. I sat beside Lily and Marlene while Sirius took his place beside Rosalyn. It pained me to leave things off on a bad note with him; it was hard for us to talk or make eye contact the rest of the day. Lily caught on quickly, seeking answers once we were alone back at Hogwarts. I told her what happened, reassuring her that we didn’t kiss. The more we talked about it, the sadder I became, wanting to be alone. Sensing my sadness, Lily said that if I needed her, she’d always be around and let me go to my dorm alone.

Once inside and all alone, I changed into new, warm pajamas and sat on my bed, my knees to my chest and arms around my legs. I looked through the window into the rainy night. I couldn’t help but find tears forming in my eyes as I silently ran over what happened that day. In that moment, I felt selfish and wanted Sirius to be with me instead. It took all of my self-control to stop him earlier. I put aside my years-long desire to show my love for him; I made myself suffer to preserve what was left of my friend’s happiness. Even though Rosalyn knew how much I liked Sirius all those years, she went behind my back and got with him. I felt betrayed, as I had confided in her for years about my feelings, but I convinced myself her happiness was more important and supported them instead.

I groaned quietly, closing my eyes and lying down in my bed. Annoyed and sad over the whole situation, I decided the best thing for the both of us was to forget all that happened. Some thing are better off forgotten–buried in places that we only visit by ourselves. As much as I wanted to be with Sirius, I really wanted him to work things out with Rosalyn and forget about what happened as well; it would be easier for both of us to keep the impulsive but sweet moment we shared a forgotten secret. While I cherished the moment, I was determined to never let happen again.

The following day, I skipped breakfast and met with Lily, Marlene, and Rosalyn in the library to finish homework. I met the three of them towards the back, at our usual study spot, who had already gotten a large amount of books and placed them on the table. However, no one was working; instead, Lily and Marlene looked to be comforting Rosalyn.

“Hey,” I said quietly. They all turned around, Rosalyn’s eyes red and puffy. It was obvious she was crying. “Are you all right?”

Rosalyn looked away and shook her head. “Sirius broke up with me last night.”

My heart pounded hard in my chest. “I’m so sorry, Rosalyn,” I said in a sympathetic tone; I put my hand on her shoulder.

“I just didn’t expect this to happen. Sure, we fought yesterday, but I didn’t think it was that bad. He said that it wasn’t me, it was him–what a bullshit excuse.”

I awkwardly kept my hand on her shoulder. I did feel sorry for her, but not enough to suppress my sudden excitement. I wanted to talk to Sirius–see what his real reason was for leaving, even though I think I already knew. Rosalyn took a deep breath and straightened herself up, deciding that focusing on schoolwork would be the best distraction. I barely made it through the afternoon before I eagerly made my way to find Sirius. He wasn’t in the Gryffindor common room, nor his dorm. Assuming I knew where he’ be next, I made my way to the Astronomy Tower. To my luck, I saw him leaning on one railing, a cigarette in his hand.

“Sirius?” I walked towards him. He turned towards me, his face and eyes lighting up.

“Hey, (Y/N),” he said as I leaned against the raining beside him. “Fancy seeing you here.”

“I figured this was where you were. How are you?”

“I’m all right. You?”

“I’m fine.” I smiled. “So, I heard about what happened with Rosalyn.”

“Ah,” he sighed. “While my feelings for you did determine my decision, I saw that I enjoyed her more as a friend, not a partner. She was really torn up about it.”

I nodded. “But life goes on. I’m sure she’ll see that it was a good decision and move on.”

“I hope so.” We both went silent as we looked out onto the school grounds. I could feel my heart beating hard in my chest as I thought about when the right time would be to ask him about us. He did just admit he had feelings for me, so there was no real reason for the growing anxiety in my stomach, right? Or was it guilt? I thought about how Rosalyn would react if she knew I went after Sirius right after their break up. I grimaced, knowing it probably wasn’t the best thing to do if I wanted to keep her as a friend. I bit my lip as I glanced over at Sirius, who had his back to the scenery as he looked at me. He smirked slightly as he glanced at the ground before looking back into my eyes.

“What?” I smiled at him.

“I feel like another piece of me falls into place each time you smile at me,” he said. I was taken aback, almost not believing this was reality. This was how I felt, too.

“I’ve felt that way about you for years, Sirius.”

“I have, too. I can’t believe it’s taken this long to get together.” He moved toward me, his arms slipped around my waist as I moved my arms around his neck. “You’re all I think about. You’re all I’ve ever thought about, (Y/N).”

“You’re all I think about, too” I said. He smiled widely, making my heart melt. I quickly pressed my lip against his, unable to wait any longer. The kiss was warm, almost electric, and all that I had dreamed about. Every part of my ached for him, my hands moving to his neck and tangling my fingers in his hair. We barely broke for air, too eager to taste each other once more. One of his hands moved to my neck, his thumb tracing my jawline. He pushed my back against the wall and pressed himself against me. I quickly became hooked to the sensation of his lips on mine, the way he tasted like cloves and morning coffee; I was thoroughly addicted to Sirius Black.

We decided to keep our new relationship a secret to everyone, but everyone besides Rosalyn caught on fairly quickly. They all saw us together and told us how perfect we really were. Once we told Rosalyn a few months later, she was disappointed, but moved on quickly. She, too, said we made a good couple and was able to become friends with Sirius one more. Finally, after so long, I was able to call Sirius’ embrace my home.

Ah, my first official fic in my xReader song series (feel free to recommend some names!). I hope you enjoyed it! I don’t think it’s my best, but I have many other songs I want to incorporate into stories–I’m looking forward to my next one. Until then, feel free to request one; I’d be more than happy to write short ones for anyone! :) 


~Last part!! @ilikechocolatemilkh thank you for your help!!~

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Reader’s POV

Happy and I moved our things into the apartment. Since we didn’t have very much stuff, he didn’t have his Charming brothers help. The only Charming member I’ve met before was Clay so the party they were throwing for us was also going to be the first time I met most of them. I was slightly nervous but Happy was going to be there with me. I was looking through my clothes in my closet when Happy came in my room. He laid down on the bed and watched me.

“What?” I asked and looked at him.

“The boys want us to come over a little earlier so everyone can meet you.” Happy told me.

“Okay I’m just going to pick out an outfit and take a shower.” I told him. He smiled and nodded.

“Alright, baby girl.” He got back up and came over to kiss my head before walking out of the room. I found a low cut tank and some ripped shorts. I set them on the bed and went into the bathroom to take my shower. After that I headed back to my room, I paused when I heard the TV in the living room and smiled.

I went into my room and got dressed, and after that I dried my hair and put on some makeup. I looked pretty damn good if I say so myself. I put on my boots and grabbed my leather jacket before going out to the living room. Happy was engrossed in his TV show and didn’t even look as I entered the room, which caused me to clear my throat and he still didn’t look. I sighed annoyed and stood in between him and the TV.

“How do I look?” I asked as he finally looked at me. His eyes scanned me up and down.

“Perfect, baby girl.” His voice was lower and raspier than normal and for some reason it made me blush.

“Great! Ready to go?” I asked and he nodded and got up.  We headed outside to his bike and we both got on it. He drove us to the clubhouse, and when we pulled in, only the bikes and a couple cars were there. It made slightly more nervous than having it be a full blown party. Happy parked and we got off the bike, I took his arm and we walked into the clubhouse together. There were some Sons on couches and two playing pool, that’s when I noticed Clay coming towards us.

“Brother!” Clay smiled and clapped Happy on the back. Then he looked to me. He pulled me into a hug and kissed my cheek softly. “And Y/N, how are you?”

“I’m good, thank you for asking.” I smiled as I hugged him back.

“Boys, you all know Happy. This is Y/N. She is family and we are going to watch out for her.” Clay told everyone. He had probably already told everyone about me and who my father was. All of the guys came over.

“Hello, doll. I’m Tig.” A curly haired man with bright blue eyes told me.

“Hey I’m Juice!” A short baby faced man with a Mohawk said as he shook my hand. A man with scars on his cheek took my hand out of juice’s and kissed it softly.
“Hello, love; don’ mind them, they get a bi’ tapped in the head whene'er a beau'iful lass comes round.” He paused and smiled at me “And you are verra beau’iful love.” I blushed at his words. Well someone was definitely a charmer.

“Brothers, back up and give the lady some breathing room!” A blonde said pushing the others back. He looked at me and put on a charming crooked smile. “Sorry, darlin.” He took my hand and kissed it too but this time he winked up at me. He stood up and stepped closer to whisper in my ear. “Name’s Jax, make sure you remember darlin. You’ll be screamin it later.” He pulled back smirking and I blushed harder than I ever have in my life. Happy let out a loud growl that had even me shivering, both in fear and… excitement? Huh, weird.

“Alright, I think that’s enough introductions for now.” Clay said suddenly and everyone went back to milling around. Jax winked at me and went back over to the couches talking to some of the guys. “You two want a beer?” He asked and we nodded. We all went over to the bar and a hang around got us all beers.

Happy’s POV

If Jax looked at her one more fucking time, I was going to wring his pretty boy neck. I heard what he fucking told you and I was incredibly close to pulling out my gun and shooting him in the head for it. I was relieved when Clay stepped in and took us away from him. We stayed up at the bar as the party started and the room began to fill.

I got pulled away to do a game of pool with Tig and Chibs. I glanced over at you every once in awhile. You had started a conversation with Juice but about halfway through my game Jax went over and interrupted your conversation. My grip on my pool stick tightened to the point that I was afraid I was going to break it. Juice had left so it was just you and Jax. You laughed at something he said and my jaw clenched, I heard my teeth grind together and I felt the wood crack beneath my fingers.

“You gonna break tha’ stick o'er Jackie-Boy’s head, Hap?” Chibs smirked at me.
“I’m actually thinkin’ of shovin’ it up his ass!” Hap growls, dangerously. Max and you got up and moved to the dance floor. He pulled you close and grinded against you.

“Brother, just go over there and claim your girl.” Tig told me. “Otherwise, Jax is going to claim her over and over and over again tonight…” Tig said and something inside of me snapped. Between Tig’s words and watching the both of you, I couldn’t stop myself from going over to you. Without saying a word, I grabbed you from Jax and threw you over my shoulder. I heard you squeak and tell me to put you down but I just continued to my dorm.Once inside my room, I turned and closed the door before setting you down. You crossed your arms and glared at me.

“What the hell, Hap?” You yelled. I didn’t say anything just got closer to you. Once I reached you, I grabbed you and pulled you close to me. Your eyes widened and your mouth opened slightly in shock. I cupped your cheek softly. “What… What are you doing?” You whispered breathlessly.

“Something I should of done a long time ago…” I said just before I leaned down to capture your lips with my own. It didn’t take long for your surprise to wear off and you to kiss back. I pulled back slightly, panting softly and rested my forehead against yours. “I love you, baby girl…”

“God, Happy. I love you too.” You smiled and pulled me into another kiss.

The Charade; Part Three

Summary: Two journalists strike a bargain with Misha Collins and Jensen Ackles to get the article they need, and end up getting more than they bargained for.
Pairings: Misha x OFC, Jensen x OFC
Word Count: 1763
Warnings: None?
A/N: Ash’s and my new collab! @d-s-winchester


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Confessions of Love (Kaitlyn X MC)

Summary: This takes place between Book 3 and 4 of The Freshman. Kaitlyn and MC have a heart to heart talk out on the rooftops of the dorm room. (Rating: E)

Author’s Note: This is my entry for ChoicesCreates Round 10 with the prompt “Do you believe in soulmates?”.

@hollyashton @lauraotaku2234

We were lying on a blanket, out on the rooftops of the dorm room, looking towards the sky. We decided that it was a nice night to gaze upon the stars. It was almost summer, so it was warm tonight.

We’ve been talking about our plans for summer vacation when she suddenly asks, “Do you believe in soulmates?”

You turned to look at her, but she kept on looking towards the sky. You could see the twinkling of the stars reflect off of her eyes as she continued staring off.

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The First Time

Originally posted by frozen-delight

Jensen oneshot

Jensen x 1st Person OC    I    1,273 words

Warnings: fluff, definite angst.

A/N: Thanks so much for reading. 

The first time Jensen told me he loved me, he was hungry.

With a sub sandwich in his hands, marinara sauce and melted cheese oozing from between the doughy slices of bread and threatening to run down his hands, he’d never looked happier. After he’d bitten off a large mouthful, he glanced to the side at me and offered a sheepish grin, cheeks full and eyes bright. “Oh mah gawh, I ‘ove ‘oo,” were the words I heard through the meatball mess in his mouth.

The next time Jensen told me he loved me, he was amused.

I was standing in the motel room set, going through the paperwork I had in my hands to be sure everyone on set who was new had signed one. As I crosschecked my list, I felt eyes on me and turned. With his brow tipped high on one side, and a soft little smirk on his lips, he said not a single word and shook his head. I questioned him with my eyes and a quiet, “What?” He’d shrugged, murmured something about the way I stood, the way I focused when I was in deep thought. He topped it off with, “I love that about you.” It was casual, the way he said it, but I couldn’t help but hold his stare far longer than was normal, smile with him and drink in the warmth he was radiating as he met me in the middle.

The third time Jensen told me he loved me, he was exhausted.

His face was pressed against mine, and we were out of breath. Lips wet, fingers trailing up and down each other’s skin, and lazy smiles lingering on our faces. The long day we’d both had was forgotten, only the moment we were in even mattered. His hand came up to cup my cheek, and as I leaned into it, the words he spoke made me freeze. “I think I’m in love with you.” Our eyes met, and the world stopped its turning just so I could be sure I’d heard him right. A soft laugh left his lips and he repeated his words. “I’m in love with you.” Part of me hesitated; what about work? What if they found out? The other part just didn’t care; and I jumped forward and told him the same anyway.

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You Were My Person, You Will Always Be My Person ( part 2 )

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A/N: I’m very happy with the buzz this au is getting thank you xx

Warnings: swearing , a bit of smutty suggestion

she smiled as she clung onto her fiancée’s arm “Luke Hemmings” she continued I forced a smile as I shook his hand “nice to meet you I’m Y/n this is Sienna now let’s begin with the plans shall we?”

~~~ Still Present Day ~~~

“So let’s begin with the guest list how many people will be attending?” I faked a smile focusing my attention on the folder i had infront of me now titled ‘Valderama & Hemmings’ if I could I’d go run away but sadly this is my job no matter who my clients are. Even if that means my ex-boyfriend of five years and his new girl- i mean fiancée barf, Sienna continued on with questions I’d add some input but everything was quite awkward and I wanted to get out of there as fast as I could.

Luke kept his eyes fixated on me I felt overwhelmed it was as if he was studying me remembering every single aspect of my face. I got fed up and gave in I began taking in his face,he looked the same but older obviously and with some gentle stubble,his hair was darker,shorter,he was more board in his shoulders and quite tall from when he stood up before. “Y/n? Anything else you’d like to add?” Sienna questioned “no i think we’re all done here thank you for choosing us to make your special day come to life” I spoke Alicia hugged us and thanked us again then Luke said “Ali I’ll walk them out, I have to speak about the cost” “yea babe thats fine” she gave him a peak and we were off.

“Y/n wow what a surprise” Luke began once we out of sight and outside the restaurant “how’ve you been? why haven’t you called? when did you come to L.A? how’s Your parents and Ashton? have you been back home?” He continued all in one breath it seemed “Luke quit with the 20 questions I’m here to speak about business not my personal life you lost that privilege a long time ago” I spat back “I’m sorry” Luke looked down as he played with his feet his own force of habit “if you don’t have anything else to ask we must be on our way good day” I ended as I grabbed Sienna and went on our way to my car leaving behind an apologetic Luke.

— 2012 —

“Luke can you promise me something?” I smiled as I laid on a blanket under the stars hand in hand with Luke “anything” he replied “promise me that no matter where you are you’ll always think of me” I continued looking at him “ I promise love” he kissed my nose and smiled back

~~~ Present Day ~~~

“Ugh the fucking nerve of that boy” I raged in a rush back home “How dare he! After all those years not a single letter, not a single call,not a single visit nothing then he comes out of nowhere engaged and asked how im doing and everything fucking asshole Ugh!!” I was so angry I felt my face flush with redness “Y/n honey do you think you could maybe slow down I know you’re upset and all but I still want to live” Sienna tried to calm me down “Oh sorry Sienna” I took a deep breath and slowed down

“I just I loved him S I loved him more than I loved anything or anyone, I never loved after that like how I loved him” I felt tears escaping so I pulled over “what about Calum?” Sienna asked while she rubbed my back “Calum just a fuck buddy we hang out,have fun,have sex and are best friends but thats as far as that will go” I said wiping my tears and started the car and began driving back to our apartment.

Later that day Calum came over, Sienna was out so that usually ended up us talking,watching tv or a movie then having sex most of the time I’d be up for it but today I felt anything but ‘in the mood’ “babe you okay?” Calum questioned using a nickname he’s had for me since the beginning. I had met Calum through Sienna in 2013 he was such a goofball and an all around lovable guy we clicked instantly, the first time we slept together was after a party we were both shit head drunk so one thing led to another and I woke up naked in his bed that became a on going thing and so far its been good.

“Yeah Cal I’m fine just long day with weird clients” I smiled leaning my head onto his chest man he smelt good “well I know something that we could do that can help take your mind off it” he suggested wiggling his eyebrows. I thought about it for a while and thought hey that could get my mind off of Luke so I nodded and kissed Calum slowly he leaned back on the couch as I began straddling him

>>> time skip >>>

Calum was fast asleep in my bed as I laid thinking about Luke I couldn’t stop thinking about him and that bothered me terribly. I heard Calum’s phone buzz since it was on silent and of course being the snoopy person I am I looked over at whom was calling, when I read in bright white letters ‘L Hemmo’ I was in shock wait was this the same Luke I knew of course not well maybe I don’t know but what I did know was Hemmo use to be Luke’s nickname back in Australia…

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anonymous asked:

I can't even begin to describe the impact my girlfriend has made on my life. Since the moment we met a year ago, we've been so open and comfortable talking to each other. It's crazy to think that I'd ever have someone like that in my life. Recently we've gone long distance and I'm really excited to see her next week for the first time in 5 months for our anniversary. Ugh I just love her so much.😍

Yay! I can feel your excitement for meeting her. 5 months apart seem like an eternity! Congrats on patience. I’m glad you found her :) Have fun girls ;) 💫


Brag about your girl. Go on anon (or not) and tell me about your girlfriend. How do you know she’s the love of your life? And if you’re single, how do you imagine her?

The Heart Remembers Chapter 1: Proper Goodbye

I’ll be home around 2am. I want to see you no matter what.

It was because of that text that I endured the harsh winter wind on my cheeks as I walked to Jay’s apartment. I clenched my winter jacket tighter trying to keep the warmth sealed in. Though this was probably one of the dumbest ideas I’ve had in a long time, tonight, our last night together was worth it.

Jay was leaving for Seoul tomorrow afternoon to pursue a career in music. I would soon follow behind after I sorted things out here first. I was insecure about the distance, but at the same time I was confident about our two and a half year relationship. Our true bond began four years ago when we first met; I of course had romantic feelings since the beginning. I desperately tried to keep my feelings hidden until one drunken night they came pouring out. I ended up kissing him and to my surprise he kissed me back. Those days were probably the best days I’ve had so far.

I entered Jay’s apartment building and headed straight to the elevator.

“He wouldn’t be too tired, would he?” I smiled to myself taking a peek down my coat. The elevator doors opened to the 4th floor letting me out. I walked towards his apartment and lightly knocked. Sounds of shuffling came from behind his apartment door.

“Why don’t you use the key I gave you?” Jay opened the door letting me in.

“It’s weird right, me just entering your place?” I entered removing my shoes.

“Would it be weird if we lived together?” He leaned in kissing me cheek.

“Well, we’ll never know since you’re leaving in 11 hours.”

“We could always get a place in Seoul together.” He headed towards the living room and plopped down on the couch. I slowly followed behind, reluctant to sit even more so to stand.

My eyes scanned over Jay’s body remembering our past intimate activities. His tongue slipped out sliding over his bottom lip drawing my attention. I pictured his soft plump lips that softly kissed my neck while his warm breath tickled my skin. My eyes scanned down his body, I could make out every detail of his perfectly sculpted torso through his white shirt. I wanted to trail my hands down his warm sweaty body, feeling his muscles move as he presses his body against mine. I licked my lips and gripped my coat realizing I needed him.

My thoughts were torn apart as Jay cleared his throat and readjusted himself on the couch. He looked at my slightly confused.

“Are you going to sit?” He grabbed the controller and patted the spot next to him.

“I-I have to go to the bathroom.” I practically ran from embarrassment. I turned the faucet on as I stared in the mirror. “You can do this. Just take the coat off.” It was that simple. “Would he think I’m being too aggressive?” No, not possible. I can definitely do this. After my pep talk I turned off the water and walked back to the living room.

Upon seeing Jay’s face, I panicked and plopped down in the spot next to him. We sat in silence as he flipped through the channels. It was awkward and unnatural for us and it was my fault. I tried to sit back on the couch and relax but my coat made it difficult.

“Why don’t you take it off? It’s hot right?” Jay noticed my discomfort.

“No, I’m fine. I’m actually a little chilly.” I sat up straight giving up my effort to relax.

“It’s making me uncomfortable when you sit like that.” He put the controller down and sat back on the couch with his arms crossed.

“Sorry.” I shifted uncomfortable trying to come up with an excuse.

“Well, then?”

I took a deep breath and stood up in front of him. My hands began to move on their own and slowly unbuttoned my coat. I could feel Jay watching me, but I couldn’t bring myself to meet his gaze. A deep breath came from him as my coat fell to the floor revealing a black and pink lace lingerie set I had carefully picked out. I still couldn’t bring myself to look, but I felt his eyes caressing my skin. I started to cover myself with my hands, but Jay reached for me and pulled me onto his lap. He grabbed my face making our eyes connect as he chuckled.

“What’s this?” He smiled.

“I thought we should have a proper goodbye.”

“You’re too cute.” He leaned in place his soft lips on mine.

“I love you.” I whispered in between a kiss.

I felt his lips twist into a smirk against mine before he gently bit my bottom lip. I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him in closer for a passionate kiss. His hands slid to my back and fiddled with my bra clasp until it came undone. Jay’s lips left mine and traveled to my neck as he slipped my bra straps off my shoulders. In one swift movement he had flipped me over and placed himself between my legs. He fully removed my bra and went back to making a trail of kisses on my neck that made me release soft moans. I felt his warm tongue slid from the base of my neck to my ear.

“Am I saying goodbye properly?” Jay whispered in my ear. I couldn’t form any words, just a small whimper.

His lips traveled to my chest planting kisses on my right breast as one of his hands massaged the other. His kisses traveled closer to my nipple as his tongue circled around it before place it in his mouth. Jay’s lips parted allowing his teeth to lightly graze my nipple making it hard, and then he traveled to the next. I continued to let out low moans as he continued to fondle my breast. His hand slowly traveled down to my carefully selected panties. I could feel his fingers walking slowly to my womanhood then slipping in between my legs. He began to tease me by rubbing my entrance softly. I was greeted by his lips again only this time his tongue demanded entrance.  I could feel my juices leaking out from my panties just from him touching me. I started to crave him even more.

“You’re so wet Elodie. Did you want it this much?“ He whispered into my lips.

“Yes.” I moaned. My hands traveled down his back to the end of his shirt. I tugged urging him to remove it. He sat up slowly removing his shirt, revealing his toned body. My hands traveled up his torso tracing every muscle he had. I licked my lips, and sat up pushing him back onto the couch. I climbed on top and started kissing his neck. He let out a low moan, I couldn’t help but smirk.

I nibbled on his neck, and planted kisses down his chest. My hips began to naturally move against him, making his manhood harden. I took note of what he had done to me earlier and nibbled on his nipples making him let out a low growl. My kisses trailed down to the top of his buckle, I took a small peek at Jay, as he stared at me waiting for my next move. Giving a smirk I unbuckled his jeans. I slowly removed his pants and underwear in one go, teasing him at what’s to come. His manhood sprung up and I gently reached for it taking a taste. My tongue slowly traveled up his shaft. I started to stroke him as I planted kisses leading to his sack. My tongue took another taste and licked him cause him to jerk. My lips parted taking his sack in and I sucked softly. He let out another growl as he placed his hand into my hair gripping for strength. My tongue traveled to the tip of him and circled around before placing his length into my mouth.

"Fuck Elodie.” He moaned.

He gripped my hair and pulled me up from his manhood. He pulled me in for a deep kiss, his arms tightly wrapped around me. Jay rolled me over and removed my panties in a sudden hunger. His manhood was at my entrance teasing me. I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him down for a kiss. He used his hand to guide his manhood inside me. I gasped into his lips at the sudden thrust. He smirked, exiting and entering again. I let out another moan. His head fell to the side of my ear, every moan he released traveled through my body. He continued to thrust into me deeper each time, making me moan louder.

“I want to ride you.” I moaned.

He smiled and got up, exiting from me. He sat there waiting for me. I climbed on top, slowly swallowing his manhood. I let out a moan and gripped his shoulders. I started moving up and down, each pump deeper and deeper. His hands traveled to my waist guiding my hip’s movement. His hips started to move with mine each thrust colliding into each other. Each moan getting louder and louder. Something inside me started to spark. My spot, he had located my spot, and he knew it. He started taking control and pounded harder and deeper, hitting my spot each time. I wrapped my arms around his neck, trying to keep balance.  I could feel my walls grip his manhood as I let out an orgasmic moan, and a fluid release inside of me. His fluid. I collapsed against his chest, both of us trying to regaining our breath. He lifted me up, and carried me to his bed. I curled up against him and kissed his neck. He smiled.

“Maybe I should leave more often.” Jay chuckled. I playfully smacked his chest. “I love you.” He whispered placing a kiss on my forehead.

3 months will go by fast, and we will meet again in Seoul. Maybe we can get a place together. That would be nice. I fell asleep with happy thoughts of the future in my head.

“Tell me a secret.”

Request from anon: Can you do any imagine where you’re Emily’s best friend and you have a secret crush on Sammy? Please, I love your imagines. ❤❤ Of course my love! And thank you!


“EM??” I walk into her apartment with the key she gave me once she first moved here. I look at my phone, not knowing where I was going when I ran into something. “OHHFF, shit.” I look up and my heart starts beating fast, crap. “Hey Y/N.” He smiles down at me. “Heeey Sam. Sorry I didn’t see you there.” I blush, looking down at my phone. “No problem. Em is at the store picking up things for dinner. Heard it’s your turn to cook dinner tonight!” He walks past me into the kitchen. “It is my turn tonight.” “Better make a lot of food. This boy is starving!” He says, rubbing his already exposed stomach. “Yeah, why are you shirtless by the way?” “Cause I’m at home? Why does it make you uncomfortable?” He shimmys his shoulder, walking towards me. “No, gross bye.” I tried to act grossed out. 

“Come on, just one kiss.” He puckers his lips towards me. “Gross, you’re my best friend’s baby brother. No way.” I tried pushing his face away, “So what? We are the same age!” “You’re still her baby brother!” I walked away fast into Emily’s room, trying to calm my nerves. But all i could think about was Sam and him being shirtless. After a couple minutes, Emily opens up her room door. “Hey nerd, there you are. Sam said you were here.” I just awkwardly smile at her, “Oh my god, I thought you stopped liking him!” “I don’t!” “Then why are you hiding from him?” “I.. Am not… Hiding.” I say to her confidently. “So go outside and talk to him like a normal FRIEND!” “FINE I still like him.” She gets all giddy, “Why don’t you just tell him!” “Because that’s your brother!” “So! He’s my brother. You’re my best friend! How perfect is that?!” “Just let me be okay Em?” “Fine. Let’s go make dinner!” She links our arms together and pulls me out into the kitchen. 

This is a weekly thing. Everyone who owns a key to Sam and Emily’s apartment we have a dinner together and we take turns on who cooks dinner each time. It’s sort of a family thing. We’ve been doing this for a while now. I met Emily when she first moved to LA. She got lost and I showed her around. She introduced me to all her friends and siblings and happened to find one of her brothers attractive. And it’s been history since then. Haven’t told Sam about my feelings because it’s just too weird. Having a crush on your best friends siblings? What if we try to date and it doesn’t work out? Are me and him still friends? Are Emily and I? Do you see the complications? I’m not willing to risk my friendship with Emily because of a stupid little crush. 

While making dinner, everyone started arriving, Annie and Mac, Ben, Stass, the Jacks, Skate and Swazz. The crew is all back together again now that touring is over. i called out to them to eat dinner. We were all just sitting around, talking, laughing, watching videos, all that. Now that dinner was over, the boys brought over a couple drinks. Everyone was vibing and chilling, drinking whatever drink. I took a glass of wine, and sat out onto the patio. I was looking out into the apartment complex when someone comes to join me, “Hey.” I look at Sammy sitting next to me. “Hey. Thanks for dinner. It was good.” “You’re welcome.” We just sat there in silence. It didn’t feel weird at all. It felt, nice. I heard Sam huff out a sigh, so I turned to him, “What’s with the huffing?”

“Y/N, tell me a secret..” He looks at me with these eyes. “What’s up?” “Do you still have a crush on me?” My eyes went wide, “Y-you knew I had a crush on you?” “Yeah. Because I remember when we first met, and you were talking about how you act when you like someone, that’s exactly how you used to act around me.” “But you didn’t say anything?” “Didn’t want to embarrass you.” He smiles slickly. “Wow, okay, whatever.” I blush hard, rolling my eyes at him, pushing him a little. “So, do you?” I just raised an eye brow at his question. 

“Do you still like me.” I breathed in deeply, “Yeah.. I still do..” “Good.” He smiles and quickly leans in to kiss me. After he kisses me, I sat there, shocked, “I’ve been wanting to do that since the day I met you.” “You-” “I do.” “But you” “Didn’t want to embarrass myself.” He smiles big, teeth and all. “Let’s not tell Em about this.” I whisper to him, leaning my head on his shoulder. “I wouldn’t count on that.” “Huh?” Just then Emily comes out screaming of excitement, jumping on us, with Ben and Annie following her. “FINAAAAALLLLYYYY!!!” 

Misunderstanding (Nate Maloley Imagine)

plot: Nate gets jealous when he sees you sees you getting a little too close to Sammy.

Ever since I’ve met him this had become normal for me. It was getting high with Nate. When I first met him I wasn’t sure if I wanted to try it and he didn’t force me to do it. He even asked me if I was comfortable with him smoking in our apartment once we had moved in. That’s what made me love him even more. I tried weed for the first time when I had the worst day of my life or I thought I did because it was just a typical problem that I thought was the biggest someone could have.

“Y/N, what are you thinking about?” Nate stared at me with a look of confusion. I just realized that I was smiling like a creep.

“Nothing.” I giggled which he joined in doing. We were outside on the balcony and we were high along with the guys. Swazz, Johnson, Gilinsky, Sam and Derek were also over. We had originally planned to watch a movie but ended up doing this. I was wearing my normal home clothes; Nate’s t-shirt and shorts.

“Yeah, Y/N you zone out a lot. What were you thinking about? My abs?” He winked which made me laugh.

“You wish I was.” I winked back. Right after I felt Nate put his arm around me and he pulled me closed to him. I looked up at him and he was glaring at Sammy but he didn’t notice at all. I always found it so cute when Nate got jealous but I also found it hot. I have him a kiss on the cheek just to calm him and it did work. He looked at me and smiled, showing off his dimples. I just leaned into his chest. I always wanted it to be like this between Nate and I.

“I’m gonna go get something to eat.” said Sammy. I don’t know why but I got a sudden urge to make Nate jealous. I liked it when we had sex afterwards, it was the best.

“I’ll come with you.” I said while getting up from my chair. I walked towards him and we both went towards the kitchen, which was downstairs.

“I love bagels.” Sammy laughs. I joined in because that was so random.

“Me too.” Once we finally reached it. He went straight to the fridge and took out the bag of bagels and started eating them from the bag. I grinned at him and went to reach for the cookies on the highest shelf but failed. Even when I was above average height the highest shelf was still too high for me. I tried again but failed.

“I’ll get that for you.” I shrieked in surprise since Sammy was right behind me but thankfully his front wasn’t touching my back.

“O-oh okay.” I didn’t move at all seeing as if I moved my body would be touching with his. He quickly got it for me and stayed where he was.

“Here.” He said while keeping the box in front of me. I took it and turned around, ready to go back but my eyes widened when I realized how close he actually was.

“Y/N.” I heard but it wasn’t Sammy it was Nate. I quickly pushed him away and went to Nate after putting the cookies on the counter. He didn’t look pissed, I was really confused how that was possible since he usually always showed it when he got jealous.

“Y-yes?” I stuttered.

“Go to our room.” He simply said. I nodded and rushed to our room but before I heard “Sammy, you think you can back upstairs by yourself?”

I sighed in relief. At least they didn’t fight since nothing was on between Sammy and I. I heard Nate’s footsteps and I got up from our bed. Once the door opened and saw his face. I wanted to smirk but didn’t. He was actually jealous, really jealous but he didn’t want to show it downstairs. I wonder why?

“What the hell was that?” He wasn’t screaming but I knew he was also angry.

“Nothing Nate. He was just getting the box of cookies for me.” I walked towards him and put my hand on his shoulder.

“It didn’t look like it.” He was avoiding eye contact. That proves that he is definitely jealous.

“Aw baby, are you jealous?” I wrapped my arms around his neck and smiled.

“Hell yeah, I am. You’re mine and I don’t like it when a guys even looks at you let alone gets close to you like Sammy did.” He said angrily.

“It-” he didn’t even let me finish and smashed his lips into mine. The kiss was rough and needy. It felt as if I hadn’t kissed him since months. I needed him. His hands roamed from my back to my butt and he squeezed it making me moan and he started walking me backwards and pushed me onto the bed after breaking the kiss.

“You’re gonna get punished.” Now it was his turn to smirk.

A/N: its been so long omg. I really want to start writing again so send me Omaha boys requests!! please. don’t forget to like/Reblog if you liked this imagine

anonymous asked:

just imagine magnus and alec after all this valentine thing, with like nearly zero worries about eminent death and destruction; imagine magnus and alec talking with izzy or simon or clarry or whoever and smiling and being content because ''woah this is finally over'' ; now just imagine alec leaning on magnus from the back with his arms hanging on magnus shoulders ocasionally pulling him closer and hugging him or leaning his head against his bf's head; imagine how domestic these two can be ++

++ omg i think i really miss malec. (btw i’m sorry if this was really hard to understand, english is not my first language but i needed to share my malec feelings to someone)

ANON! Omg! You’re such a gift to this world, so precious! Thank you so much for this! You’re pulling my mood up so much with this and I really love you for it!

Also: I wrote a little thing to describe this! (a)

Originally posted by alec-is-life

“I can’t believe this is the first time since I met you guys that we aren’t getting ready to fight for our lives or to save one of us!”, Clary exclaimed as they all settled into Magnus’ apartment for the night.

The fight with Valentine was won and over. There had been major losses, of course, but everyone in their little group of friends were finally safe and that was really all Alec had dared to wish for, when they went into this war.

“Yeah, I can’t believe it’s over. It feels almost surreal to not be waiting for the next attack, you know?” Simon agreed with her, looking up at Raphael as he leaned into the older vampire.

Alec bent down to hide his smile in Magnus’ hair, drawing the warlock a little closer to his chest as he did so. Just a few months ago, he’d wanted nothing more than for these people to leave him alone (and preferably for Clary and Simon to never have shown up at all) to do his job in peace. An now, here he was smiling at the happiness radiating from them.

Magnus absentmindedly traced small, soothing, patterns on his arm where he was standing in Alec’s arms. Finally taking in their situation, of how he wasn’t worried for anyone’s life or of outing himself, Alec realized that he had never felt so free before in his life.

“You know, maybe now we could have that movie-marathon we talked about?” Magnus mumbled to him, his hand finding Alec’s and linking the two together.

Alec looked around the group again. Izzy was sitting on the couch laughing along with Clary and Jocelyn at something Lydia had said. Jace was discussing something about a “Captain America” with Simon, apparently getting some kind of “education in comic books” from the vampire, while his hand rested in Clary’s as if they were unconsciously making sure the other one was still there. Unwilling to let go of each other even now. Raphael was still holding on to Simon, but was nodding along to something Raj was talking about, an actual smile playing on his lips at the shadowhunter’s words.
Then there was Max. The youngest Lightwood had entranced them all as he’d grown up with the war surrounding them, but most of all he’d found new best friends in Luke and Meliorn. The three of them were in the midst of raiding Magnus’ excessive book-shelves, all the while talking about the best ways for the three species to work together in the future.

Alec breathed in the scent of Magnus’ shampoo with a content sigh as he surveyed the scene they all made.

“Yeah, that sounds like a great idea,” he answered and bent down to place a kiss to the warlock’s cheek. Magnus smiled in response to the easy affection and Alec’s heart fluttered at the sight.

This, he thought, this is what family is supposed to be.


Anniversary Time!

September 17th was the day we decided to change our lives and be together.

Later, September 17th was the day we signed the lease on our first apartment.

No matter what life has thrown at us since then, we have loved and supported each other through it all. I am so, so happy to share my life with my lovely and smart and strong and sexy Leigh Ann!

Today, we went to dinner at the same restaurant where we ate the first time we met in person.

The waitstaff all wished us Happy Anniversary, and it felt so nice for our wlw situation to seem “normal” to (almost) everyone else around.

They gave us a complimentary little appetizer that was cute as can be. We finished it by sharing a slice of cake worthy of @random-nexus’s famous fic.

We also booked a hotel room for the weekend. As it happens, the hotel is also hosting a bunch of guests here for a Conservative Christian Men’s Intensive Prayer and Study Convention.

So, that’s even more reason NOT to hide our relationship. We’ve held hands in every elevator, every hallway, and across the breakfast table right next to their group.

A more shocking/amusing moment:  After some very enthusiastic “smutfic-esque” afternoon delight (many toys and positions and some light impact play were involved), Leigh Ann got up to get us some water, and she noticed that our door had not fully shut. It had swung back open about an inch.

That’s not the kind of PDA I endorse.

On the bright side, we are at the end of the hallway.

We are, though, on the same floor as the conference room where about 20 men were praying to the Lord to deliver the Earth from things like those evil homosexuals and perverts and loose women.

We both certainly qualified in all three of those categories today.




1012 words / sehun

When Sehun first asked me out I was… suprised. I didn’t think I was his type. He always came across as arrogant and annoyed. While I was a bubbly friendly person. He seemed like a brat but I wasn’t someone who judged someone else without knowing them. I had talked to him several times but we weren’t exactly friends. But I didn’t dislike him because he had never done anything to make me not like him. But when he asked me out I was surprised. It was also very sudden. He just walked up to me, without greeting me, and asked if I wanted to go out with him.

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