Strip Sirius Black x Reader by @blueelf “You agree to help Sirius study for his OWL’s, however what you failed to realize that tutoring the marauder was like babysitting. After various failed attempts, you finally find a way to keep Sirius somewhat focused and, interested.”
Frosting and Crushes Newt Scamander x Reader by @inkstainedfanfics “Newt has been distant the past week, focusing only on Tina and their work. You try to strike up conversation with him at dinner, but, after many failed attempts, grow irritated and leave early. Queenie decides to take matters into her own hands.”
Body Heat Sirius Black x Reader by @wizardwritings Reader is the younger sister of James and is in a relationship with Sirius.
Painkiller Sirius Black x Reader by @deerprongs Lilly gives Reader a potion to help her with her headache but ends up adding putting too much of an ingredient in that makes Reader loopy and giggly. Completed Series
Air B&E Bucky Barnes x Reader by @avengerofyourheart “When a mission requires close proximity with your least favorite teammate, you try to make the best of it, but a change in plans adds new challenges and possibly a new opportunity.”
Lost My Way Tom Holland x Reader by @intheheartoftomholland “Famous actor Tom Holland has been in the film industry for years now after making it big as Spiderman and he loses himself along the way.”
The Bunkhouse Steve Rogers x Bucky Barnes by @angryschnauzer “Bucky is backpacking through the Canadian Rockies when he decides to stay at a bunkhouse for the night. The only other guest is a loud and arrogant stranger by the name of Steve that does nothing except boast about his bravado and prowess. Its time for someone to take him down a peg or two.”
Urgent Care Avengers x Reader by @arrow-guy Reader brings Peggy to help diffuse the Civil War between Steve and Tony. Completed Series
Naked Bucky Barnes x Reader by @marvelous-fvcks “You accidentally walk in on Bucky as he gets ready for his date - completely naked - and your natural awkwardness only causes things to go from bad to worse. In an attempt to resolve the situation you get some of the worst advice from some of your friends who are no help whatsoever”
What’s Between Us Steve Rogers x Reader by @bovaria “Reader breaks her arm during a mission so she has to stay in the tower to heal. After a while she gets really bored and glum so Steve takes her out to cheer her up.”
The Past On Your Doorstep Dean Winchester x Reader by @atwistoffate “After more than 4 years Dean knocks on your door, surprising the hell out of you. Then it’s his turn to be surprised when he sees a little girl standing next to you.”
Newt Scamander Smut Newt Scamander x Reader by @13reasonswhyiblog “You and Newt had met at Hogwarts, and had both left a while ago, Newt left before you due to being expelled. But Professor Dumbledore had asked you both to return and fill temporary positions. You were going to teach DADA, and Newt, quite obviously was teaching Care of Magical Creatures”
Skewered Bucky Barnes x Reader by @avengemebuckyy “You’re a doctor for the avengers and when Bucky comes in with a hunk of metal in his side you find that it’s not his injury that’s making you sweat.”
You Good? Sam Wilson x Reader by @marvelfic “Reader works for Shield, more as a backup agent with the computers. She’s shy, but has a kind personality. She meets Sam one day buy getting shot at an attack on the Shield base and he helps her get away safely. Later they become friends and one day while running together she gets flustered by him and runs faster to hide her face but it causes her to loose her breath and when he catches up, she admits she likes him.”
Hazelnut and Hurricanes Sam Wilson x Reader by @marvelfic “Sam finds you in a busy coffee shop and can’t keep is eyes off of you. After buying you a coffee he insists on taking you on a date. You finally agree, but will the awful weather ruin the night?” Completed Series
Bucky’s Baby Sugar Daddy!Bucky x Reader by @lancefuckrr *On AO3* “Down on your luck, you meet a man named Bucky - a handsome and wealthy businessman - who changes your life completely.”
Rescue Avengers x Reader by @theliteratureloser “Reader is getting a tour of her new job at the Avengers tower, but happens to be the only one who notices an oncoming jet, about to crash into the building.” Ongoing Series
Modern Times Bucky Barnes x Reader x Steve Rogers (Platonic) by @itsanerdlife “Reader whose a none romantic and doesn’t believe in relationships trying to explain her lifestyle to the Avengers Team, specifically the two men from the 40′s who don’t understand as she teases them.”
The Perfect Prom Peter Parker x Reader by @icat8 “Prom has been more of a nightmare than the dream you hoped it would be. Thankfully, you have a friend like Peter.” Completed Series
My Fake Boyfriend Bucky Barnes x Reader by @supersoldierslover “After receiving a very rude letter of your ex on the mail saying that he is going to get married. You see yourself not knowing what to do, you can just let it go or accept the help of your hot neighbor and pretend he is your boyfriend.” Ongoing Series
My Hot Nerd Peter Parker x Reader by @ships4you “Peter comes back from his nightly shenanigans and finds his girlfriend waiting for him in his bedroom.”
This Is War Bucky Barnes x Reader by @soldatbarnes “jealous!bucky where he tries to outdo the guy in everything and its just ridiculous and funny.” Ongoing Series
The Only Exception Bucky Barnes x Reader by @just-some-drabbles “Reader is given the task of running a popular love advice internet show when her coworker is fired. Her cynical attitude toward love makes her offer some harsh advice, and more than a few hearts are caught in the aftermath. Will hers be one of them?” Ongoing Series
The Friendly Wager Bucky Barnes x Reader by @just-some-drabbles “Reader and Bucky Barnes are neighbors and best friends. After yet another bad date, reader comes home to find Bucky with his typical weekend target. They decide to make a wager about dating, but is there more on the line than reader cares to admit?” Ongoing Series
Guys My Age Bucky Barnes x Reader by @221bshrlocked “You’re playing truth or dare with the Avengers when Nat asks you when the last time you got laid was and Sam dares you to pick a song that perfectly grasps why you haven’t had sex in so long.” Ongoing Series
Cursebreaker Newt Scamander x Reader by @azurakenway Newt gets turned into a beast and needs Reader to kiss him in order to turn back into a human.
Untouched Bucky Barnes x Reader by @avasparks “The whole team is surprised to find out you’re still a virgin, and the news seems to make you more allegeable to some of the men around the compound. Bucky is no less surprised than the rest of the team, and finds it even harder to keep his eyes off you as he nurses a secret of his own, which he feels obliged to reveal to you after an incident in the training room.”
Golden Desire Sebastian Stan x Reader by @sebuckyverse “Watching Sebastian work on the set of ‘The Bronze’ is giving you a hard time.“
Let’s Pretend Bucky Barnes x Reader by @papi-chulo-bucky “Tony finds a website of two shape shifting mutant pornstars who make their living impersonating the Avengers on their website and decide to show the team.“ Completed Series
often imagine Sehun being the Flirt Master who can get any girl…
Pairing: Sehun x Reader
Word count: 5543 words
sex, Public sex, Dirty-Dirty talk, Voyeurism
assumptions of perfectly competitive models – One. Economies of scale are…
small relative… to the size of the… market. Two. Output… is homogenous. Three.
Information… is… soft- and… fluffy. Four. I want to marry you… sweet, cuddly
turtle-bunny-cushion. Something hits the elbow you’re leaning your head upon
and you shoot up, slightly panicking. Shit.
You had fallen asleep. It was only for a minute; you defend yourself in your
mind. Nobody saw you, right?
You lift your hands to rub your eyes but stop yourself in
the nick of time. You have almost forgotten that you are wearing black eyeliner
and mascara. Thank God you remembered
just in time – It would have been a catastrophe if you didn’t.
You look around, pinching your eyes a few times instead and examining
the endless array of tables that is populated with college students and their college
books, notebooks, markers and pencils. During the exam periods, it’s difficult
to find a spot left empty. Outside the College library, there’s typically a
line of students waiting to claim a seat, even at this unholy hour of nine pm.
With all the uproar over the all-female Wonder Woman showings in Texas this past week, I want to point something out to all the people out there who think it’s stupid or don’t understand the point.
There is a large problem with sexism in so-called “nerd culture,” especially among the fans. I had to explain this to a male friend of mine the other day because he knew it happened, but he didn’t know to what extent.
I take part in nerd culture and I see it every day, and I’ve even dealt with it myself a couple of times. It’s hard to be a woman involved in nerd culture and be taken seriously. I have seen other women be accused of being a “fake fan,” a girl who’s only pretending to be interested in things like comic books or Star Trek or D&D because they want to impress boys. I have seen women’s opinions and thoughts on topics ignored or disregarded by men because they believe these women have no idea what they’re talking about. Not to mention within the content itself: video games and books where men are the heroes, and women are always the damsels in distress. In comic books, women are drawn to be extremely sexualized, costumes barely covering their bodies, and their bodies are drawn to be extremely unrealistically thin, yet curvy and top-heavy. Remember when all those people were throwing a fit over Ghostbusters being remade into a movie with female leads? Did you really think the only reason people were mad about it was that they were remaking it? Think again. (And don’t even get me started on Big Bang Theory.)
I, myself, am involved in nerd culture. Anyone who knows me can tell you that I am heavily invested in Marvel Entertainment and Marvel Comics. I go to conventions, I cosplay, I take part in discussion boards and forums, I write/read fanfiction, I buy comic books, I do RPs and RPGs, and I have a Tumblr dedicated to Marvel and Iron Man. But I cannot tell you the number of times my authenticity as a fan has been put into question because I am a woman.
I once walked into a comic book store to buy the new issue of Invincible Iron Man, and while I was perusing through the old comics, a man came up to me and started asking me if I was lost, or if I was waiting for my boyfriend. Then, when I said I was there for myself, told me that I must be confused, and the beauty salon was actually two doors down. I have been accused of only being interested in the MCU because the “actor dudes who play them are hot.” I have had my opinions on comics disregarded by men in my own family because I am a girl, and girls “aren’t into that kind of stuff.” In anonymous RPGs, I am always, without fail, assumed to be a man by other players until I state otherwise. I have even been accused of only showing interest in superheroes because I wanted to impress a guy. (Yes – I have spent probably hundreds of dollars on movie tickets, comics, and merchandise, I take part in RPGs, I spend countless hours talking to people on Tumblr about character analysis of the MCU vs. different Marvel Comics universes and plot analysis, spend hours running my blog for my followers and my own entertainment, writing fanfiction and participating in writing events, I’ve read hundreds of fanfics online, spent a couple hundred dollars to make a homemade Black Widow costume to wear to Rhode Island Comic Con where I proceeded to spend another $200 to get a photo with and an autograph from STAN LEE on the off chance that I will one day meet a boy who is impressed by all of these things. Of course, I must have forgotten.)
Not to mention, I don’t look like the stereotype of a “nerd girl,” so I am often not taken seriously by men within fandom for that as well (that stereotype is complete bullshit anyway). And I’m not even as heavily involved in this stuff as some women are! I have seen and met women who eat, sleep, and breathe this kind of stuff! Star Wars, Stark Trek, D&D, LotR, anime, video games, comic books, whatever it may be. I’ve seen other women get treated a lot more poorly than I have simply because of the things they like! And because of what? Gender roles? Stupid societal expectations?
So yes, I understand why a movie theater in Texas is offering women-only showings of Wonder Women. Women are very much underrepresented in the superhero genre, particularly in movies. Wonder Woman is the first female-led superhero movie since Hallie Berry’s Catwoman in 2005, and that movie was given so much shit by critics and fans. Marvel has never released a single female lead movie, and won’t until 2019.
The women only showings show women that they can be powerful and save the world. It empowers little girls and shows us that we are more than just a plaything for a man to rescue or wait around for them to save the day. And it shows women within this so-called “nerd culture” that they are important too. Their presence matters, their opinions matter, and their validity as fans matter just as much as anyone else.
Hell, if some theaters wanted to do an African American only showing of Marvel’s Black Panther when it comes out, go for it. People of color are just as, if not more, marginalized and erased from nerd culture than women are. With Marvel blaming low comic book sales on “diversity,” they’re continuous whitewashing of characters and erasure of ethnic backgrounds, and the erasure/disregard for POC characters by the fandom within fanon. I can only think of two or three popular superhero movies that have come out in the last 20 years with a POC lead.
It’s not like the theater is denying you the right to see the movie, you just won’t be allowed into that specific theater room showing it. Hell, 99% of the people complaining about it don’t live in Texas or anywhere near that theater.
Basically what I’m saying is, stop throwing a bitch fit over dumb shit, go watch a different showing of the same movie that’s being offered five minutes later, and stop trying to deny women their right and their place within fandom as more than just casual participants.
Can you pretty please do a drabble or an au for Vernon since it's his birthday?
me: is late for his birthday also me: friendship to romance trope with vernon au??? yeah???
you’ve known vernon for like three hundred years,,,,like you two grew up together and because of that
your sarcastic personalities get along really well and by really well you both rip on each other like there’s no tomorrow and everyone calls you the old married couple because you two always seem to be play arguing about the SMALLEST things
but like this is your dynamic and in the end it’s all fun and games and vernon has opened up to you about how hard it can be to be an idol and you’ve always been a big support for him
which is why when his birthday comes around and you’re thinking of some funny joke gift to get him to piss him off like a framed photo of seungcheol or J.Cole’s album but when you open it the CD inside is like a Barney sing-along
but also you’re like “i need to get him a serious gift” so you call up seungkwan and you’re like ,,,,,,,,im thinking of getting him some cool tech think what do you think
and seungkwan sighs on the other line and is like “i think i have a better idea of what you should give him,,,,,” and you’re like omg what
and seungkwan is like “idk maybe you could both finally open your eyes and figure out you like each other and you give him the greatest gift of all: LOVE”
and you pause
before bursting out into laughter because seungkwan HAS to be joking,,,you and vernon are like oil and water you bicker about everything and are always trying to tick each other off
but seungkwan is dead serious he’s like “it might be hard to believe but vernon is flirting with you,,,,,,,like he’s usually super shy and quiet with other people even with us sometimes he’s closed up but with you - he’s a completely different person”
and you like??? can’t believe it you just can’t but when you hang up you sit there and think,,,,,,,,do you like vernon? you’ve been friends for so long that skinship and closeness has always been ok
but then you think of vernon,,,,and his hands on your waist,,,,,the way he looks when he smiles and the pretty way his bangs fall into his eyes when he laughs
and you’re like,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,wait
vernon is handsome. and talented. and has always been there for you and you’re like oh m y G od,,,,,,,,,i like him
and you look down at your phone and see a text from vernon whose like ‘today is a special day do you know why?’ and you know he’s joking around as usual
but you’re like ‘yeah, i need to give you your gift can you come over?’
and vernon says he’ll be there asap and you’re pacing around your room thinking about how you’ve never been this nervous to see your best friend before
but when the doorbell rings your heart nearly pops out of your chest
and when you open it you have to take in a breath because vernon is there, black hair a bit messy when he pulls off his hoodie and his lips turning up into that smile when he takes off his mask
and he’s like ‘so - what’d you get me?’
and you realized that one) you didn’t get him anything so you really have no choice but to follow seungkwan’s advice and two) was he always ,,,,,like did he always look this,,,,,,,,,,,,,KissableTM
and you’re just,,,staring at him and vernon is like hey??? hello?? waving his hand in your face and you’re like,,,,,,,,,, ‘my gift-’
and vernon grins like ‘yes, what is it i didn’t come over here for noth-’
and you cut him off with a fast, shy peck to the lips and when you pull back there’s one million thoughts in your head but you’re also like ‘im sorry seungkwan said that the best gift to give is love and oh god saying outloud is so corny let’s pretend i didn’t just do tha-’
but vernon reaches out to pull you back in, gently kissing you first this time and you ,,,,,, honestly cannot believe it for the first like 60 seconds
but you fall into it
and vernon is just as sweet and careful as you thought he’d be
and when you guys finally let go of one and other vernon is like ‘best gift, i honestly thought you were going to get me something as a joke-’
and you’re like ‘oh yeah i was gonna get a framed pic of s.coups but i couldn’t get him to model for me when i asked’
and vernon looks at you and is like ‘why,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,do i like you so much when you do these things to me’
- you’re studying in the library of your university with your friends jeonghan and seungcheol and everything’s going well like you’re actually surprised you’re getting work done with these two together and it’s all quiet and peaceful - but then jeonghan opens his mouth - and he’s like “oh (name)…… so i know this guy who—“ - you’re like “not this again omfg jeonghan SHUT UP I’M PERFECTLY FINE BEING SINGLE” - seungcheol joins in and he’s like “(name) come on!!! you’re going to like this guy he’s so your type” - basically they’ve been trying to set you up with someone because they don’t want you to be alone once they leave - jeonghan and seungcheol have pretty much been your only friends since entering uni and they’re graduating that sem while you have one more year to go and they don’t want you to be all by yourself ISN’T THAT CUTE - but you’re perfectly fine living the single life and you don’t need a bf but they’re like NOPE WE WANT YOU HAPPY WHILE WE’RE GONE WE WANT SOMEONE TO TAKE CARE OF YOU WHILE WE CAN’T - you end up arguing with them to the point the librarian kicks all of you out because you’re all too loud and well there goes your studying - they keep annoying you but you keeping refusing and they finally give up and you’re like THANK YOU - seungcheol’s like “fine you’re paying for dinner then” and honestly you couldn’t care less because you’re not going on a blind date… - …or so you thought. - you get to the restaurant where you were supposed to meet jeonghan and seungcheol but WOW SURPRISE THEY’RE NOT THERE - instead, a person you’ve never met in your life is sitting at the table reserved for “s.coups” seungcheol’s stupid nickname - you’re like I CANNOT BELIEVE I FELL FOR THIS - while you’re internally raging and plotting your friends’ deaths, the boy at the table looks up from the menu and locks eyes with you and your heart skips a beat - he has. the most. gorgeous eyes you’ve ever seen and not going to lie he’s really cute and you’re like oh wow they weren’t kidding when they said he was your type in terms of looks - but then you snap out of your daze because you’re angry at your friends - you sit down and say “alright. jeonghan and seungcheol. sound familiar?” and all he says is “blind date” and you say “yeah” - the boy runs his hand through his hair and sighs “i should’ve expected this” and his hair gets all messy and cute and you’re like don’t do that - you say “i’m REALLY sorry about this” and he just smiles like “no worries it’s jeonghan and seungcheol like of course they’d pull something like this” - you laugh and say “right? i swear, one day i’m going to get back at them” and the boy laughs “me too” - but then his eyes widen and he looks up at you and says “……hey. i have an idea.” - you look at him like what is it and he says “do you really want to get back at them?” and you ask “what do you mean??” - he says “I MEAN…… we PRETEND to date. we trick them into thinking their plan worked and then we break up IN FRONT OF THEM like REAL BAD, that’ll teach them to quit setting us up on blind dates” - and you just stare at him like… did this angel just say the evillest thing - but you like the plan so you smirk and say “okay, sounds good. let’s do it.” - the boy reaches out his hand and says “i’m joshua by the way. it’s nice to meet you” - you shake his hand and say “i’m (name). nice to meet you too, boyfriend.” - you two end up actually having dinner at the restaurant but the whole time you guys are just laughing and talking about how this whole thing is going to go - unknown to you guys, jeonghan and seungcheol are watching your interaction from a distance and they high-five in victory because they think they succeeded - by the end of the night you and joshua exchange phone numbers and schedules, and you both plan the entire thing. the breakup is set to be at the end of the sem so in about four months - when you both go up to pay, you’re reaching for your wallet, but joshua stops you and says “if i’m going to be your pretend bf for the next four months, i should at least act the part well” and you say “what?? no no it’s fine you don’t have to do all this if it’s just pretend” and he just smiles and pays - actual gentleman joshua hong everyone - you guys ended up staying later than expected at the restaurant so it’s really dark by the time you guys get out - your dorms are on the same side of campus and yours is a little further, but this is JOSHUA so he walks you all the way there - while walking, you guys decide to tell each other a few things about each other and you find out you guys actually have so much in common??? - you get so into your conversation with joshua that by the time you reach your room, you’re disappointed by how short the walk was - you say “well this is my room. thanks for walking me back” and joshua says “it’s no problem. so….. since we’re “dating” now and all….. do you want to go eat out for lunch tomorrow?” - and you smile and say “sure!! this is perfect actually because i usually eat lunch with seungcheol and jeonghan so i can invite them along and we could tell them about how we’re “dating” and all” - joshua laughs and says “i can’t wait to see their reaction by the end of this” and you just laugh “me too” - joshua says “well, i’ll be going now. good night and see you tomorrow!!” and you say good night to him as well before entering your room and going to bed - the next day, after your morning classes, joshua texts you “hey! :) i’m right outside your building. seungcheol and jeonghan are here too” and you’re like omg he used a smiley face he’s so cute LOL - you go outside and see the three of them waiting for you so you run up to them, and they each greet you - seungcheol and jeonghan both have smirks on their faces and when joshua says he’ll be right back, they both go up to you and say “sooo we heard you guys are dating!!” and you laugh “yeah…. i actually had a good time with joshua last night at the restaurant. you guys were right when you said he was my type” - seungcheol gasps and says “joshua said that too!! i swear you guys are meant to be. jeonghan, we chose well.” - jeonghan pretends to wipe away a tear and says “my baby’s growing up” - when joshua comes back, you three go to a restaurant near campus just to have a quick lunch together, when seungcheol and jeonghan tell you guys they “have to go hand in an assignment” and you’re like OOOKAY RIGHT - when they leave you turn to joshua and say “you think they’re convinced?” and joshua says “yeah. they are.” - seungcheol and jeonghan actually do believe it at first, but after about three weeks…… they start getting a bit suspicious - you and joshua don’t hold hands or kiss or do any of those couple stuff, you guys don’t even HUG - you just tell them you’re shy because your relationship just started but you’re both starting to panic because NO THE PLAN CAN’T BE RUINED WE HAVE TO GET BACK AT THEM - one day, you exit your class to see joshua waiting for you outside the door and he does his cute eye smile when he sees you - he walks up to you and says “i told seungcheol and jeonghan we’re going on a date tomorrow. i was kinda thinking that we DO go on one since they’ll probably follow us around to see for themselves…. you know….?” and you say “oh, you’re right!! this would definitely convince them!!” - the next day, you find yourself rummaging through your entire closet looking for something cute to wear but you’re like wait - why?? it’s just joshua?? - but then you convince yourself that you’re doing this for seungcheol and jeonghan….. like it’s just to make it look like you’re actually trying…… right…… - you dress up and before leaving your dorm, you take one last look in the mirror to see how you look and then you leave to go meet up with joshua outside the building - you spot him leaning against a tree and his hair is blowing in the wind and his skin looks so dewy under this bright sun - just wow….. he looks like a model…. - and your heart may or may not have skipped a beat - when joshua spots you, he pushes himself off the tree and he walks over to you, and you quickly compose yourself because you’re pretty sure you were gaping at him - he gives you one of his deadly eye smiles and says “(name)!! how are you? you look really nice” and your ears are burning but you ignore it and answer “oh thanks, just…. threw on anything, you know……” - joshua grins “so, ready for our date?” and you’re like asjhlaks DON’T SAY IT LIKE THAT but he’s like ??? but it is a date ??? - you ask “where are we going??” and he says “well, i was just thinking of spending a simple day in the city…… you know, street food, shopping, and other stuff we find on the way?? omg i hope that’s not too boring for you i’m so sorry you probably have to go study and—” - you cut him off by laughing and he just looks at you and says “uhhh did i say something funny??” and you reply “joshua, our date hasn’t even started and you’re already worrying” - and he laughs and says “my bad…. alright, so are you ready to go?” and you nod your head - you both take the bus to the city and the date…… is surprisingly going well??? - joshua takes you to this little family restaurant and the food is so good, you’re like omg joshua you have to stop me or i’ll end up ordering the entire menu - you expected it to be awkward because…. an ENTIRE day with him?? you’re going to run out of things to say - but no. joshua’s so talkative and there’s never been an awkward silence the entire meal - when you both finish, you take out your wallet to pay but joshua tells you it’s fine because of coURSE - “joshua, we aren’t even dating for real, you really don’t have to do this” - “i invited you out today and you probably have homework to catch up on, this is the least i could do for you” - you guys walk a little further down the street after leaving the restaurant to see that there’s a street market going on - and while joshua’s looking through a bunch of cute keychains and plushies, you notice two people looking at you from the corner of your eye - you subtly turn in that direction and see two people rush behind a stand of mangoes and you’re like really, seungcheol?? really, jeonghan?? i saw you guys - joshua notices you looking somewhere and he follows your gaze, but instead of focusing on the two heads popping out from behind the stand, he thinks you’re looking at this handsome boy buying street food - and he gets this look in his eyes - he quickly takes your hand in his and when you look up at him in surprise, he smiles and says “don’t pay attention to them, only look at me” - and you’re surprised of course but you’re also like…. come on, snap out of it, he’s just doing this because he saw seungcheol and jeonghan - but for the rest of the date - he doesn’t let go of your hand - you guys spend the day shopping around, and joshua even gets you guys cute matching bracelets - “you’re getting too into this fake dating stuff” - “but it’s two for one!!!!” - at the end of the day, you and joshua take the bus back to get to school and then you realize……. you’re still holding hands….. - out of embarrassment, you let go and joshua’s like ??? and you say “ohhh uh i think they gave up on following us….. hahah…..” - and joshua’s cheeks turn pink and he’s like right!!! i’m sorry!!! - you guys sit next to each other, and you find yourself slowly dozing off as you both wait for your stop - at some point you black out, but when you open up your eyes again….. you realize you’re resting your head on joshua’s shoulder - you stop yourself from jumping up and instead take this opportunity to observe his features and…. - he really is good-looking. his cute eye smile, his warm smile, his soft skin…. - you close your eyes again because you feel your face getting warm, and two stops later, joshua shakes your shoulders to wake you up - he softly says “(name), wake up, our stop’s next” and you pretend you just woke up - and you’re like wow his voice too how unfair - when you get off the bus, joshua walks you back to your dorm and you say “how much do you want to bet jeonghan and seungcheol are going to text me the second i step into my room?” - joshua says “i don’t think they will….. i think they’ll attack you in person instead” and you say “what are you talking about, no way will they be able to wait that long” - then joshua says “alright then, it’s a bet. loser pays for the next date” and you say “YOU’RE ON” - you both reach your room, and joshua says good night before leaving. you feel kind of bad since he has to walk an extra few mins to get to his, so right before he’s out of view, you say “joshua” - he turns around and says “yeah?” and you say “i say this a lot but….. you really don’t have to walk me back every time” and he just smiles and says “it’s fine. i just want to make sure you’re safe” - when you enter your room, you just smile at his words because how could someone be so kind??? - your roommate says “you’re looking really happy. did something happen??” and you say “what?? no…… not at all” - after changing into your pyjamas and plopping onto bed, you receive a text from seungcheol “HOW WAS YOUR DATE” - you win - dates become a regular thing, you and joshua go out every friday night or saturday, and he also picks you up after each one of your classes - holding hands becomes so natural, it’s not even awkward at all when you guys have to in front of jeonghan and seungcheol - this whole fake dating thing is going just as planned - but then something goes wrong - you fall for joshua - this wasn’t supposed to happen - but just one look from him sends your whole world spinning, when you hold hands with him you never want to let go, and just being with him makes you so happy - it makes you sad knowing all this is going to end in not too long - before you now it, you guys only have three weeks left before the breakup - while eating out with him, you say “alright, so what did you tell them?” and joshua says “i said that you’re giving me too much attitude nowadays” - you say “perfect, i keep telling them that you’re getting so clingy that it’s starting to annoy me. i also said we’ve been fighting lately” and joshua says “we still have to meet up secretly to plan the huge fight” and you say “ohhh you’re right” - you guys meet up to practice but you realize….. that joshua’s WAY too nice - “joshua, you have to talk back to me” - “but what if i say something that makes you sad????” - “this is pretend I KNOW YOU DON’T MEAN IT” - it gets so bad to the point that you guys actually have to write a SCRIPT to follow - the day of the breakup is here, and you and joshua are supposed to go out with seungcheol and jeonghan - you decide to meet up in their dorm room, and to make things seem awkward, you both go SEPARATELY - you take a deep breath before entering the room and it takes all your willpower not to laugh when you see joshua looking away from you - you say “hey seungcheol, hey jeonghan” and they say hi back, but they quickly realize that you didn’t acknowledge joshua - it’s quiet, until seungcheol coughs and says “so….. we should probably head to that restaurant now…..” - and you say “sure, just make sure i’m not seated next to HIM” and joshua says “i didn’t even say anything” - seungcheol says “hey, guys, don’t ruin the night, let’s just go get some food and—” - you say “I’M ruining the night??? he can’t even look me in the eye. how immature” and joshua retorts “immature? i’m not the one picking a fight over NOTHING” - jeonghan says “woah joshua, that’s not like you at all” and he says “well, some people can make others change for the worst” - you say “why don’t you just say my name, we all know you’re talking about me” and he says “you’re just going to cause trouble if i say it directly” - seungcheol and jeonghan look at each other, and they start panicking and feeling guilty because they were the ones who got you together - at some point, you just look at them and say “meant to be, huh?” which made them sink into their seats and feel even worse - you and joshua follow the script word for word, and slowly it’s getting hard to control your laughter - until - joshua says “keep going on those blind dates.” - you say “yeah? maybe i will.” - “good for you then. because that’s the only way you’ll ever find someone.” - it’s in the script. those words are in the script……. but they hurt - you’ve only ever been on blind dates with the help of seungcheol and jeonghan but without them, would you really be able to find someone? - are you really this…. - hopeless? - you must’ve been quiet for some time because joshua says “(name), wait. i didn’t mean that” - and you decide to end it there - you say “well i meant every word i said. i was stupid for dating you….” you then turn to seungcheol and jeonghan and say “…..almost as stupid as you two for BELIEVING US LOL” - they both say “what?? what are you talking about??” - you start laughing hysterically and you say “WE WERE PRETENDING TO DATE” - jeonghan says “WAIT THE WHOLE TIME??” and joshua laughs “the whole time” - seungcheol screams “I FELT HORRIBLE THESE PAST FEW WEEKS FOR SETTING YOU TWO UP WHEN YOU STARTED “FIGHTING” HOW COULD YOU” - and you say “GOOD THAT WAS THE POINT, I HOPE YOU NEVER LET ME GO ON ONE OF THOSE BLIND DATES AGAIN” and joshua says “SAME GOES FOR ME” - seungcheol and jeonghan are the ones to pay for the meal that evening, and afterwards, joshua walks you back to your dorm - before you enter your room, he says “i’m sorry for what i said, it was mean” and you say “it was part of the script, you have nothing to be sorry for lol” - he says “just know that…. you’re a great person, and you deserve someone as great” - his words warm your heart and you say “thanks, joshua. you too.” - he smiles and says “well…. good night, (name). it was fun.” and you say “it was. good night, joshua.” - the next day, after your morning class, you exit and you feel sad because - joshua’s not there waiting for you - why would he? - you guys aren’t “dating” anymore…… there’s no reason for him to - you tell yourself “it’s just like before we’ve met, everything’s back to normal” - but you really do start feeling lonely - because joshua isn’t there to pick you up after classes, he isn’t there to walk you back to your dorm room, he doesn’t ask you out on friday nights or saturdays, and after four months of being “together”….. - they’re all reduced to a simple “hi, how are you?” when you catch each other around campus - you hate it - seungcheol and jeonghan both notice how much sadder you seem these days, but you just tell them it’s stress from school - but it’s really because you miss joshua - you look down at the matching bracelet you have tied around your wrist and you just think of your first date and how fun it was and how happy you felt - one night, you’re unable to sleep so you decide to make a quick trip to the nearby convenience store - you buy some ramyeon and water for a quick snack, and while the cashier is ringing up your items, someone taps you on the shoulder - you turn around to see joshua and you jump in surprise - you say “joshua?? what are you doing here??” and he holds up a box of cookies and says “just getting a snack….. i couldn’t sleep” - the cashier tells you your total, but joshua places his cookies on the counter and pays for both of your things - he grabs the plastic bag and exits the store before you could say anything about it, and you follow him outside - he takes his snack out of the bag and then hands you your things, but you say “joshua, why did you pay?? how much was it?? let me pay you back” - he says “no, it’s fine, it didn’t cost a lot anyway” and you say “you really didn’t need to, i mean…. you’re not my “boyfriend” anymore” - you immediately regret saying that because it creates an awkward silence between you two - until joshua asks in a soft voice - “can i be?” - you notice his face turn red as he continues “can i be your real boyfriend?” - you freeze for a moment because joshua just confessed to you…… but when you regain your senses, you get up on your tippy-toes and kiss him right on the lips - the kiss is soft and slow, and if you can kiss him like this every day….. why. not. - when you both pull away, you tell him “yes, joshua. you can.” - you both tell seungcheol and jeonghan that you’re official, but they don’t fall for it right away - “nice try. do you guys think we’re THAT dumb???” - you prove it to them by pulling joshua by the collar and kissing him, and that’s when they really both go crazy - joshua goes back to picking you up after classes, and dates are back to being every friday night or saturday - you notice that joshua always wears the matching bracelet you both got at the street market, and it makes you smile because you haven’t taken yours off after the “breakup” either - seungcheol and jeonghan never shut up about succeeding in bringing you two together and they always joke about it - but they’re really just happy that you won’t be alone anymore - “joshua, take care of (name) for us, all right?” - “i will. i promise.”
Anonymous said: Hi could you write a imagine where harry or Niall are frat boys and make it super cute and like fluffy and funny plzzzzzz they are my weakness and the other boys are there too but harry or Niall either one is like the leader.
A/N: Thank you for the request! This is my debut in the land of AU, so please be kind. Lots of fluff in this one.
You’re peering at the map on your phone screen as you come around the corner, trying to find the professor’s office for your meeting about adding his Genetics course to your schedule. Your advisor has told you that one more class will be too much, but you are determined to finish your biology degree in three years instead of four. This building is such a labyrinth. The room numbers are getting larger now, but they are all odd numbers, and his office is room number 154 which is definitively even.
But you’re running late, and looking down at the layout of the building on your phone, trying to figure out where you are when WHAM! you run smack into a solid wall, sending your books and phone flying in different directions. The force of the impact nearly knocks you over, so you reach out, pedaling with your arms to try to grasp at something so you don’t fall flat on your ass in the middle of the hallway. Strong arms wrap around your waist, pulling you into a hard chest.
Gasping, you brace your hands on the solid warmth in front of you, looking into the greenest eyes you’ve ever seen.
“Oi!” the softest lips ever exclaim, “Are you okay, pet? Didn’t see you there. Shouldn’t have been texting my mate.”
Wow, you guys. That’s seriously all we can say. Like man, it’s been an adventure of a lifetime, lemme just say that. I mean, we can’t believe we wrote this entire thing (and that alone was so much fun, holy moly), but the fact that you guys enjoyed it?
We’re seriously so emotional. You guys have no idea.
Thank you so much to all of you that joined us on this journey. It’s been such an honor to receive such incredible, touching compliments on a daily basis, and we can’t stress how much we truly love you. Our hearts are so full of love for each and every one of you, and we’re so grateful to have been able to share a part of our hearts (and insanity) with you.
I can’t tell you how much yelling has been going on behind the scenes– Well, I’m sure y’all could imagine, but take whatever you’re imagining and multiply it by ten thousand. All of this yelling has been because of all of you (this is supposed to be a sweet sentiment, just take it, we’re hoarse, omg).
Again, thank you so much for your support, kindness, and love. We love you all so much. Thank you for making us two very happy dorky nerds. You’re all so amazing.
And so it’s with great pleasure that we present to you the epilogue.
- Team GTNW -
As much as you wanted to jump right into the next chapter of your life with the absolute love of your life, you knew it was best to let time run its course. The two of you decided to spend some time apart to just let things rest for a while, to regroup and think about what comes next, to prepare for the journey that was to come.
You’d both come to the agreement that you’d spend the next two months living your own lives, submerging yourselves back in the mundanity of work, giving the universe a much needed break (or rather, maybe the universe needed to give you guys a break).
That was the plan. Except two weeks after your reunion on the fire escape, your phone dinged with a new text message.
OMG WHY ARE YOUR PROMPTS SO CUTE???? Anyways can I have a Draco x reader one?? Like they’re in their 4th year or something, around GOF, and reader is a gryffindor but legit acts like a hufflepuff and looses her pet, but like her pet is a rabbit or turtle and Draco is just like “wtf you lost a ___ in the castle???” Thank you!!! Xx
“Hermione, Hermione, HERMIONE! Can you slow down, I’m sure Hagrid’s not going to yell at us if we’re five minutes late to class.” You said, trying to put in your robe as she dragged you out of your shared room and out towards the hall. You had both overslept, you were all up all night trying to come up with solution for the first task of the tournament…none of you wanted Harry to be BBQ’ed by a dragon. Even Draco helped, much to everyone’s surprised.
“Honestly, Y/N, we’re going to be more than five minutes late, we haven’t even left the castle yet! And we need to make it to the field!” just to calm the girl down, you begrudgingly started running besides her and much to her delight, you guys made it to the field in less than 3 minutes, just in time. Hagrid wasn’t even there yet.
“About time you showed up, I was beginning to think Herman kidnapped you.” A voice said from behind you, making you turn around, a finger waving in the air already.
“Draco Malfoy, how many times do I have to tell you to stop it with the insults?” you reproached as the he gulped.
“Sorry Hermione…” he muttered as Hermione stifled her giggles with her hand, she bid the both of you goodbye as she spotted the rest of the golden trio.
“I swear love, you’re lucky I’m rather fond of you because never in a trillion years would I be apologizing to a Gryffindor.” He joked, grabbing your bag and linking his hand with yours.
“Well I’m sure you never thought you would be dating one as well.” You said pecking his lip while he rolled his eyes at you, the corners of his eyes crinkling as he smiled at you.
“Come on, Hagrid’s finally here and Potter is shooting daggers at me for keeping you away from the class.” He said as he led you towards the class, near Crabbe and Goyle and the Golden trio.
Care of Magical Creatures went on as usual, you chatted with Draco as you worked, trying your hardest to make him and the Golden trio friends. You can clearly remember when you told the trio that you and Draco were dating…
“Draco? As in Draco Malfoy?” Harry said, spitting out the pumpkin juice he had been drinking.
“OUR SWORN ENEMY?!” Ron yelled, as he stood up from his chair.
“Hm, that does explain why you lingered so much by the dungeons lately…” Hermione said softly, laughing at the scene in front of her, grabbing Ron’s arm and sitting him back down.
“I bet he hexed her! A love potion even!”
“Is he blackmailing you? Does he have Snape behind this plan of his? We could owl Sirius, or Remus even, they’re not afraid of Snape.” Harry asked, worried etched on his face as Ron’s frown deepened.
“There is no evil masterplan! We got paired up in Charms, after that we hung out more and one thing lead to another… I’m just letting you blokes know before anyone else.” You finished, blushing slightly. Harry was about to protest but Hermione cut him off.
“Would you two calm down? She’s perfectly capable of making her own choices, although I’m also trying to understand why, Y/N knows what she’s doing.” Hermione said, having enough of Ron and Harry’s questioning about Draco’s intentions.
You chuckled at the memory as Draco nudge your side, pointing at how Ron managed to anger one of the Skrewts; Hermione was trying to soothe the angry Skrewt with food as Ron glared at it. Class was soon dismissed and you all headed towards the castle, you and Draco held hands as you walked, you could faintly hear Hermione telling the boys to stop glaring and to behave. You made a mental note to thank her later. Both the Slytherins and the Gryffindors had Potions after lunch so you all headed towards the dining hall. Since you had overslept, this was the first meal you were going to have today.
“I should’ve woken you up or something, but I doubt I would’ve been welcome into your common room.” Draco said as he laughed at the amount of food you had piled on your plate.
“Yeah, especially since the twins are still weary of you.” you joked back.
“I should be the one weary of them! Once Weasley told the whole Gryffindor dorm about us they pranked me nonstop for a week!”
“You gotta hand it to them, they snuck into the Slytherin common room just to mess with your shampoo, green looked good on you babe.” You said, laughing as you grabbed another roll of bread.
“Yeah, yeah, hurry up now, love, I don’t want Granger to scold me if we both show up late to Potions.” He said, grabbing two cookies and wrapping them up in napkin before stuffing them inside his robes. You bid his friends goodbye, Crabbe and Goyle waved back as Pansy glared at you, she wasn’t fond of how you would sit down and eat at the Slytherin table instead of your own house table but after Draco told her off the first time, she keeps her comments to herself and just glares.
Since it was a Friday, Potions was your last class of the day, and much to Snape’s annoyance, no one but Hermione was paying attention. Even though it felt like forever, class was finally over.
“Can you believe? Finally a Friday where neither team has practice! I just need to go drop off my bag and change, then we can go to the lake.” You said as Draco walked you towards the Gryffindor common room. “I need to do the same, meet you out here in 15 minutes?” He asked, you nodded as you grabbed your bag from his awaiting hand, you kissed him softly and bid him off. You entered the common room, seeing Harry, Ron and Hermione already sprawled out near the fire. “Hey Y/N! Are you up for a game of wizard chess?” Harry called out. “I’m sorry Harry, Draco and I are going to the lake, he swears he can get the giant squid to do tricks like a puppy.” You said laughing. “Alright, rain check then?” “Absolutely!” You shouted as you ran up the stairs and towards the girls dorms. “They’re cute together.” Hermione said as she watched you run up the stairs. “A little too cute.” Ron grumbled. “Come on Ronald, she brings the best out of him. Draco and his goons have been more civil towards us ever since they started dating and you know.” Hermione said, defiantly. “She’s right, as much as I hate to admit it…and he treats her right.” Harry added. Ron was about to say something when you came running down the stairs, a worried and frantic look etched on your face. “GUYS! GUYS!” You screamed as you skipped the last two steps, almost tripping on your way down, luckily Harry caught you as he was already making his way towards you. “Y/N, What’s wrong?” He asked as Hermione and Ron made their way to you. “He’s gone!” You cried out, your eyes glistening with tears. “Who’s gone? Who’s he?” Harry’ asked.
“Speedy is gone! He’s not in his tank!” “Are you sure he’s not there?” Hermione asked, placing a hand on your shoulder. “Yes I’m sure! He’s a turtle, he’s always in his tank and as I finished changing I went to check on him and he wasn’t there.” You replied, a few tears making their way down your cheeks. “Isn’t he in a tank…full of water? On top of your desk? With a cover?” Ron asked, cautiously, not wanting to make you cry even more. “Yes he is, well was! But he’s not there! Now are you going to help me look for him or not?” You said, glaring at Ron as he raised his hands in surrender. Harry and Hermione started moving the furniture around the room, you quickly took out your wand and whispered Lumos, and searched under the countless bookcases. You heard the portrait hole open but didn’t think much of it, you were much too worried about your turtle. “Thanks Longbottom, but I see her, don’t know what she’s doing but I’ve found her. Thanks again for letting me in.” You bumped your head on the shelf as you stood up quickly, hearing Draco’s voice. You immediately ran to him. “Hey, hey, what’s wrong, love? Are you hurt?” Draco asked, voice laced with concern as he saw you crying. His eyes scanned you over for any sign of injuries. “Speedy’s missing! I was in such a rush to get ready this morning that I must’ve forgotten to close his tank cover after I fed him. He must’ve climbed out because of the new plant I got him…I should’ve listened to Hermione, that plant was far too tall for his tank.” You ranted as the tears rolled down your face. “YN…you lost a turtle, in the castle?” Draco asked confused but he couldn’t bear to you in distressed so instead questioning you he comforted you.
“It’s going to be okay, love, we’re going to find him.” He answered, kissing your forehead and wiping your tears. You nodded, smiling weakly at him. You and Hermione searched the girl’s dorm as the boys did the same in their perspective dorms. After two hours you all regrouped in the common room and began searching every nook and cranny.
“Love it’s almost dinner time, do you want to go down and grab a quick bite to eat and then look for him?” Draco said, you were both crawling around the floor, looking for Speedy.
“I’m not hungry.” You mumbled, sadly. “Speedy wouldn’t want you to get sick, you need to eat something.” “I just can’t believe he’s missing, Dumbledore trusted me to be responsible enough to take care of a turtle, oh Merlin what is McGonagall going to say? Why didn’t I get a cat instead…” “Just last week you had a full out argument with Granger about how Speedy was much cuter than Crookshanks.” Draco said, making you smile. “You know I was right, he’s the cutest pet in the castle.” You said, laughingly softly at the memory.
After a few more minutes Harry, Ron and Hermione told you that they were going to go get some food but that they would search along the way, just in case if Speedy got out of the common room. You nodded and went back to searching, you still had to look by the windows and under the staircases. You were heading towards the stairs when Draco yelled out your name. “Y/N! I found him!” He said, running towards you, Speedy safely in his hands. “Oh Speedy!” You said, taking him from Draco’s hand. “That’s it, I’m taking that plant out, you must be hungry, come on let’s get you back home.” You gushed, Speedy only stared at you, unaware of the anguish he caused. You were about to tell Draco that you were going to your room to put him in his tank but he beat you to it. “Go, he probably misses the water, I’ll wait here.” Draco said, smiling fondly at you, happy that you weren’t sad anymore. You quickly nodded, already halfway up the stairs but then came running back down. Before he could ask if something was wrong, you cut him with a passionate kiss. After a few seconds you broke apart, both of you flushed, and smiling.
Which girl group should you stan based on your sign?
Aries: Girls Girls (여자 여자). With powerful choreos and strong rappers and vocalists who can whistle, these rookies are out for the tough girl crush concept. (Check out self titled track Girls Girls and Juicy Secret).
Taurus: Berry Good. Talent gone unnoticed. The members are always up to something, whether it’s recording a cover or posting videos on instagram. All around vocal group. (Check out Don’t Believe and My First Love).
Gemini: LOONA. Future girl group that’s promoting differently. Every month, a new member is revealed with a solo music video. All the existing members have been announced with different concepts. (Check out Vivid).
Cancer: Spica. This powerhouse girl group has been struggling recently and might be disbanding soon. The members are beautiful and powerhouse vocals. (Check out Tonight and Secret Time).
Leo: Sistar. Are they disbanding this year? Not with all the hype they’ve been getting the past few months (hopefully). This girl group has recently put out an lgbt+ friendly mv and are known for their aesthetically pleasing concepts. (Check out One More Day and I Like That).
Virgo: Cosmic Girls (WJSN). Rookies who have risen to the top of the charts. These girls have power vocalists as well as an incredible rapper and great dancers. Their music videos are cute and visually pleasing. (Check out Secret and I Wish and Happy).
Libra: Wonder Girls. Underrated and different. These girls have brought their own style into the kpop industry with slower songs and a few summery bops. (Check out Like This, I Feel You)
Scorpio: Brave Girls. These girls have taken different concepts and made them their own. They have an outstanding rapper as well as good visuals and a powerful vocalist. They are often compared to AOA. Super underrated. (Check out Deepened, High Heels, Don’t Meet).
Sagittarius: EXID. These five girls are always there for each other and support each other through everything. They arguably have the best rapper in the kpop industry as well as the best vocalist. Their visuals are also amazing. They have sexy and weird concepts. (Check out Cream, Don’t Wanna Drive, Hot Pink).
Capricorn: AOA. These girls have taken different styles over the years and grown as a group to the top of the charts. Unfortunately, a tiny scandal has made their Korean fans salty enough to make their new songs/album flop. (Aoa deserve better). The members love each other and are constantly expressing their gratitude to their fans. (Check out Excuse Me, One Thing, Still Falls the Rain).
Aquarius: Oh My Girl. Cute girly concept with choreos that’ll break your legs. (Trust me, I’m learning Windy Day and I think my knee is on backwards). They have a powerful rapper that everyone wants to see on Unpretty Rapstar. All the members have A+ visuals and all of the girls are strong vocalists. Deserve everything. (Check out One Step Two Steps, I Found Love, Closer) (Also look at the freaking choreos for One Step Two Steps and Windy Day).
Pisces: Gfriend. Their concept is cute with quick choreos (not as hard as Oh My Girl’s but this group takes 2nd place). They are often torn down because they have no visuals (okay but have you guys seen Sowon and literally the rest of the girls?). They have a powerful vocalist and their MR’s are perfect. (Check out Rough, Gone with the Wind, White).
Calling all theorists! Gather around the table as we do one collective theory on this scene that is coming up in 7x19 and it’s possible placement. I’ve done the liberty of providing Vodka soda and butterscotch to get us in the mood because this right here folks makes NO SENSE.
First and the biggest WTF is Alison writing Mrs. Rollins. There is no reason on God’s green earth why she would refer herself as Rollins. Some say that maybe because of the investigation, she wrote it to seem less guilty. If I were a detective, that would make Alison seem EVEN MORE guilty. She made her dislike for Archer clear, why claim him and his fake name again?
Secondly, after what we saw in 7x18, to see Aria with the group again is head-scratching because after her exposure, they banned her from their lives it seems like. Is MK & Co. going to show the liars mad at Aria for a day and then embrace her again right after? She also says “He is coming for you” and Alison turns around in fear. She clearly knows who “he” is but who is he?? We’ve been thinking it was Marco with all the work he’s been doing but in 7x18, Marco left and Tanner is back. What man are the girls afraid of because I can’t think of anyone. Unless it’s Peter’s golden schlong searching for another victim…
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could you please write some headcanons on sana and yousef raising their first child ft. the balloon squad as uncles?
Hiiii nonnie I love yousana as parents and omg the balloon squad are the best uncles they would be so happy with the their first kid
that yousef and sana’s first child is going to be a girl who has her father and
all her uncles wrapped around her little finger like sana has blackmail and her
daughter has the pout ™ one cannot
simply say no to her
So they had
their first kid pretty earlier like year or two after they got married and they
were so excited because it was planned but at the same time it wasn’t so it was
a bit messy when they realised they were actually doing this
boys were so excited because no one had kids yet and it will be the first
balloon baby but also Sana’s kid which makes even more special and they are so
ready to shower it with love
their daughter is going to be spoiled by her dad and uncles like sana is the tough parent or else her daughter
is going to so sheltered and spoiled which isn’t bad but sana knows the world is
hard she can’t always protect her
her so much like he always takes her out to go somewhere museums, parks and
anything kids like he very invested in that kid because he takes his job as
uncle very serious and he has a lot of experience as he is already the best
uncle for jamilla’s kids
their daughter is like mini-sana in terms of looks and Yousef feels blessed ™
because he can’t believe his wife and daughter are so beautiful
like Yousef is spoiling her too much and
sana calls him out and he is like “how can I not when she looks like the most gorgeous
woman in the world”
Yousef will always be smooth ™
taking her daughter to the mosque because she always gets so quiet until she
notice her mom isn’t focussing all her attention at her and then she starts
uncle is Elias because he is the best and always gives the best presents and
she can tell him anything because he can keep secrets really good!!! closely
followed by uncle Mutta because he is really funny and always makes her laugh
uncle Mikael but he is so quiet most of the times
birthday party was a disaster to plan because of the balloon squad they all had
different opinions on what she would like and this why sana wanted to do the
planning on her own but no Yousef just had to invite the guys and seriously she
is one (1) it doesn’t have to that complicated the boys outvoted her during the
once picked her up early from day-care when she was little bit older to take her
to have a fun day out without telling sana and she was so angry because one (1)
text saying they are taking her daughter to have fun at a undisclosed place isn’t
enough and seriously keep your phones on she called like 5 times
something happened, Yousef I expected more from you” “you didn’t send me one
sana and the boys went to park to have a family picknick and adam was playing
with with the baby and sana came to give her daughter a bottle and adam was
like “no, no, no I’ll do it” which made sana smile because he was taking his
job as uncle seriously and then this old lady came up to them and was like
you guys are such a cute couple, how long have you been married” and before
sana can correct her she is like
“your daughter looks exactly like your husband,
you are so lucky since he is so handsome” and adam is loving this and agrees
with her and plays along with the whole thing and
Yousef is just dying because first
of all THAT IS HIS DAUGHTER AND WIFE and second of all everybody thought it was
the best thing to happen this week , joked about for weeks
Yousef totally kicked adam in the shin when nobody was
watching like how dare he ?????
Hi!!!! I really in love with your writing!!!! OMG!!!!! Virtual hug to you!!!!! Can i request minific like rfa+saeran lost their wife MC in their anniversary night because of car accident? Like MC die on the spot? Thank you! I love u soooo much! Muah!
HELLO HELLO MY BABIESSSSSSSS~
Did you miss me? Cos I missed you all a SHIT TON. LIKE OMG. So I’m like the absolute worst because of my two-month hiatus. Honestly, guys, life has just been sucking. Welp, I’ll go more in-depth later buuuuuut I am posting once again. I want to apologize because my writing is SUPER DUPER RUSTY. So I apologize ahead of time if the ficlets suck :( BUUTTT YA GIRL IS BACK. So without further ado the request :3 It was a GREAT prompt but ya girl can only do so much with car accidents D: Leave me some comments guys, critiques anything you’d like to see me do, or anything :)
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Oh, and if I were you guys, I’d uh prepare your hearts for some major angst >:D
It was your first anniversary together as a married couple. Four years of having your beautiful soul in his life, Yoosung was thankful for the fateful day you staggered into the RFA chat room.
In the beginning, he didn’t think anything of it, he knew he thought he was just attached to you because you had filled Rika’s spot. The differences between you and Rika were colossal. He loved you more and more every day; he couldn’t believe his ears when you accepted his marriage proposal.
You were his and he was yours. He had finally graduated school and now he couldn’t wait to start a family together with you. He bolted out of work, excited to meet you. You guys were celebrating your first anniversary together and everything had to be perfect.
He couldn’t wipe the smile off his face. He grabbed a bouquet of flowers, sunflowers, your favorite. You always thought roses were super cheesy and excessive, in his opinion he thought that it was fitting to you. Like the flowers, you made his life much sweeter and brighter by simply existing.
He began walking to your rendezvous point when he spotted you. He felt his heart skip a beat and his breath lightly catch in the back of his throat. You were beautiful. Feeling his eyes on you, you glanced over at him, smiling brightly and Yoosung just melted. He felt his pace quicken, the need to have you in his arms overwhelming him.
You quickly made your way over to him, not paying attention. That’s when it happened, a car ran a red light and smashed into you. Yoosung froze. He couldn’t register what was happening. The world was spinning and he couldn’t seem to hear anything. He was your limp body lying there on the pavement as the car sped away.
He saw blood pool near your body and that shook him back into reverie. He ran towards you, tears streaming down his face. This couldn’t be happening. It was your anniversary, the first of many. You were his happily ever after. How could this happen?
He gingerly lifted your head, his tears slowly falling on your face. There was no movement or reaction from you. Cold realization settled over him. He became hysterical, “MC? MC? Open your eyes babe. Please” he broke down sobbing.
Darkness clouded over his eyes and the next thing he knew was he woke up in a hospital bed. Seven sitting in the corner noticed the movement and quickly was at Yoosung’s side. “Hey bud, how are you feeling?” he asked tentatively.
Yoosung groaned, “I don’t know what happened dude, I just had the worst dream that MC was in a car accident.” He clutched his head and let out a breathy laugh. “Speaking of, where is she Seven?” he asked.
Seven just looked at Yoosung, heartbreaking in his eyes. The color drained from Yoosung’s face. It wasn’t a dream after all. His life was a living nightmare. Tears began running down his face once again. He didn’t know what to do, what to say, he just needed to see you, one last time.
He walked into the solemn operation room, the hum of the machinery just clawed at his ear drums. He knew what exactly the ominous sound meant. He walked over to the bed, a silhouette was draped in white cloth. Its funny, a year ago seeing you draped in white cloth brought tears of joy to his eyes, but this white cloth was the antithesis of that.
This white cloth signified the end, happiness being wrenched from his arms. With shaky hands, he removed the cloth to see your face one last time. He couldn’t do it. First Rika and then you; he couldn’t bear to see your face. He covered your rigid cold body once more and slowly kissed your forehead. Tears streamed down his face as he made his way out.
He walked out of the hospital into the night. He never did show up to the funeral. He didn’t think his heart could take it. You had managed to glue the pieces that Rika has shattered but how could he ever get over your death? You were his everything. He lost contact with the RFA, moving into a quiet rural area, practicing animal husbandry. He vowed that he would never fall in love again. It was much too painful and he simply couldn’t move on from you. You were his soul mate, his life partner. He just lived his life quietly and alone, waiting for the day he could meet you again.
She never really knew what her life would be without you. Honestly, everyone has a life but until the day Jaehee had met you she hadn’t really lived.
Her days previously were dull, focused on working and becoming a successful, thriving member of society. Now she looked forward to so many silly things. Waking up in the morning next to you, sharing a simple meal with you, stealing quick glances at you, your little inside jokes and so much more.
She found joy in everything that involved you. In the beginning, she was hesitant. She didn’t know if this was friendship but she knew it was something deeper. Never in her life, did she have such a connection with anyone and she was grateful that you had the patience to wait until she realized her true feelings.
She loved you. It was as simple as that. You two had tied the know two years ago and were celebrating your two year anniversary. You both didn’t like doing anything too extravagant. Just spending time with each other was more than enough.
Jaehee was lost in thought, as she walked alongside you. Admiring your beauty, she didn’t know how on earth she was able to live before. Looking back at how she used to be, she seemed so dull and serious. She was grateful having you in your life.
She heard skidding, and she saw a car barreling towards her. She froze, finding herself unable to move. “Jaehee” she heard you screech. To her surprise, she felt herself hurtle over and a sound of a crash behind her.
“No,” she thought to herself. “Please, it can’t be” She turned to see your limp body lying on the side of the road, smoke coming out of the assaulting vehicle. A whirlwind of emotions flowed through her, but she got ahold of herself. She dialed 911 and reported and accident with casualties. She then sent a mass text out to the RFA, alerting them of what happened as she sidled up to you.
You appeared to be unconscious. That’s a lie. She didn’t need to be a doctor, but she knew there would be no way you could survive with your body laying like that. She had faith though. She knew life couldn’t be so cruel.
She felt numb as she climbed into the ambulance with your body, not responding to the EMT. She couldn’t say anything. She couldn’t feel anything. She sat in the waiting room of the hospital as the members of the RFA hurriedly shuffled in. She looked up with blank eyes, “Everyone, it seems that MC is no longer with us,” she stated as calmly as she could. She heard the boys break down in tears, holding their heads in disbelief.
Jumin walked over to her, and bent down, “Assis- Jaehee, are you alright?” She wanted to laugh, how on earth could she be all right? What an asinine thing to ask? She looked up at him incredulously ready to fight, but her eyes met with his grey irises, his heart breaking in them.
He knew she wasn’t all right, he wanted her to stop pretending that she was. Her eyes filled with tears and her body shook as she let out a cry, “It’s not fair. It’s just not fair. First father and then mother, I tried so hard to protect my heart but she wheedled herself in and now she was taken from me as well. How can life be so utterly cruel?!”
She buried her face in her hands as she felt arms around her. Everyone loved MC and it broke their hearts to see such an abundant expression of sadness from Jaehee, the stoic ex-employee of Jumin.
She held the wake for the funeral for MC at the coffee shop, she knew its what you would’ve wanted. Your family and friends showed up, everyone loved you. Jaehee smiled bitterly, it was so hard for her. She was so used to having you in her life, being the center of her joy. She didn’t know what she was going to do. She was grateful. She was happy that she had the chance to get to know you and fall in love with you. She was grateful that you showed her how to truly live. She would never forget you as long as she lived, she felt eternally indebted to you. She closed her eyes as she slowly wiped the trickling tears from her eyes, “Goodbye MC, I love you.”
He was handsome, that was common knowledge. What Zen loved the most about you was how down to earth you were. All his previous relationships were so incredibly shallow; it’s no wonder that they ended. Actually, that’s wrong, it was destiny. They ended because he was waiting for you.
You were always there for him and so supportive. When you had mysteriously joined the RFA, he had joked about being single. Sure, you piqued his interest. He thought you’d go running when you saw how narcissistic he was, to his pleasant surprise you saw right through him. You saw that it was simply a coping mechanism, seeing that he was actually really insecure and he just “faked it until he made it”.
Zen was sure he fell in love with you in the chat room, even to him that sounded silly. How on earth could you fall for someone you’ve never even met before? He just felt such a strong connection to you he couldn’t help you. When you had shown up to his apartment, he was absolutely floored. You were just as beautiful on the outside as you were in.
He knew he was moving fast, but when you were almost kidnapped he realized that he wanted to be with you. He knew, that he had gotten it right this time. Here you were celebrating your first year together as a married couple, two years together in total.
Everyone said you two were moving too fast, but you didn’t care. Zen loved you more than anything in the world and he knew you loved him just as much. He was still so insecure; you deserved everything in the world, the absolute best. He was still climbing the ladder to fame but you never ever voiced a complaint. Was he doing a good job loving you?
He made sure that your first anniversary together would be special. He picked you up on his bike and tossed you a helmet. You grinned as you put it on and hopped on the bike behind him, wrapping your arms around him tightly. He felt your warmth against his back as he revved up and drove.
He took you to your special place and you were pleased to see a blanket laid out with all your favorite foods and a bouquet of flowers. You looked up to your movie star as he bashfully laughed and lead you over to your feast. He loved this, these little moments, spending time together. He kissed you deeply as he asked you to close your eyes. You looked at him skeptically as you obeyed.
You felt him reach around you and move your hair to the side. He placed something around your neck and you opened your eyes. You held up your phone to get a better look at the necklace as you saw a simple pendant with a gold star.
He blushed, “I know it’s nothing too fancy, but when I’m a huge star I’ll get you a proper one. I just wanted to give you that so you know that no matter how famous I become, I am always your star first. ARGH, I’m being too cheesy” he said as he buried his face in his arms embarrassed.
You grabbed his face and kissed him deeply, smiling as he returned it appreciatively. “Zen, unfortunately ” you said breathlessly, “I love you more than anything, don’t ever forget it please.” He was on cloud nine, as he peppered you in kisses. You both cleaned up and started to head back.
He zoomed on his motorcycle, carefully maneuvering his way through traffic when he heard a loud honk and just silence.
Zen found himself gaining consciousness in a hospital room. He smelled the stale air in the hospital and he heard Jaehee stir as she cried out, “He’s finally awake.”
He groaned as he held his head and felt bandages. His leg was in a cast and his shoulders were throbbing. He opened his eyes to see the members of the RFA in front of him, well except-
“Where is MC guys?” he asked as he clutched his head once again, “Yoosung, why are you crying I’m fine?” he exclaimed lightheartedly.
Everyone was silent for a minute and then Zen heard Jumin break the silence, “Zen, I am sorry to in, unfortunately, did not make it. You two were struck by a drunk driver and she was pronounced dead at the scene,” he said stoically.
Zen snorted, “Very funny guys, where is she? Hiding in the hallway?” He started to get up from his bed. The RFA members just looked at him solemnly as it slowly dawned on him. They weren’t joking.
That’s not possible though, there is no way you could be gone. You two were destined for each other, made for each other. How could this happen? “I need to see her,” Zen said forcefully as he abruptly stood up, pushing the members away.
Seven blocked his path. “Zen please, she’s gone,” he pleaded with her. Zen grew aggravated, “Get out of my way,” he roared as he shoved the red-head to the side. He found Jumin standing in front of him.
“Zen, I understand you are upset but please, you need to rest, you were also badly injured.” Zen couldn’t take it anymore, he felt all of this emotions and frustrations bubble over and he punched the chairman’s son in the face. “MOVE.”
Jumin gingerly touched his lip and swiftly raised his hands to calm his bodyguards down, “Let him go, he’s grieving”
Zen hurriedly made his way down to the reception desk, “Excuse me, can you tell me where my wife MC is?” The nurse led him over to a room, void of any light. There you lay in the middle of the room, lifeless. Your body was covered in cuts and bruises but you were still as beautiful as ever. No wonder the room was dark, lifeless, you had taken it all when you passed. Just like this room, his life would be reflected like this dull, lifeless.
There was no him without you. He felt tears stream down his face as he began to sob. Everything that he had, it was thanks to you. All of his efforts it was for you, hell he even forgave his family for you. How could he possibly go on? He went to check out of the hospital. His wounds would heal, at least the ones that he obtained from the accident. However, his heart would never heal. Zen knew you were his one.
The funeral was small and quiet, just family and members of the RFA came to show support. Zen was devoid of all emotion; you had taken his heart. He approached your open casket to say some final words when he felt his breath hitch. You were wearing the necklace he had gifted you and everything flowed out of him. He lost energy in his legs as he fell to the ground sobbing. To his surprise Seven and Jumin came to his side, squeezing his shoulder supportively. He recollected himself as he held his fingers to his lips, kissing them tenderly and placing them on your cold blue ones, “Goodbye my love, until we meet again.”
“Money can’t buy happiness” When Jumin had first heard that, he simply thought it was something commoners used to say to not feel so inferior to people like him who were better off. He foolishly believed that he had everything, and then he met you.
Sure at first he had his suspicions. Would you be another one of those gold diggers that liked him for his brand and money or would you be like his mother and break his heart. You see, he had very little faith in women. His stoic nature was a product of his upbringing; he couldn’t exactly help it.
Yet you understood him at a deeper level than anyone else had. When he lost his mind when Elizabeth the 3rd went missing you were there for him, you understood him and the pain he felt, the loneliness he felt, the fear he had of giving himself to someone just to have them break his heart. You accepted all of that and in turn loved him, the man he is today is all thanks to you.
For once in his life Jumin Han, could say he was actually happy. He had a beautiful wife that gave him everything, including a family. You two had gotten married pretty quickly and when you told him you were expecting twins he was ecstatic but terrified. He wanted to be an amazing father, fill the voids he felt when he was younger and you assured him that he would be amazing. Not only that but he wouldn’t be alone, Jumin had finally found a home.
You had been married for five years now; life was amazing. Jumin woke up every day with a smile. You had given birth to your youngest son two years ago and life was blossoming. Jumin felt blessed every day to wake up next to you. Sure your Elizabeth, your two sons, and daughter sprawled across your bed ruined the mood a tad, but he loved every second of his life.
Seeing you tackle being a mother to all three of his kids and be the poised collected wife of the C&R Heir, he was awestruck at how you managed to do it all. Every day he found himself falling deeper in love with you.
Because it was your five-year anniversary, Jumin had made sure to have his father watch his children. He needed time with you alone and he loved his kids but this was his day with you. Money was never an issue with Jumin, but he knew you hated all the extravagant presents. So he took you to a suite in a hotel and made you dinner. Candles and all, the table filled with your favorite foods.
He loved it because to him, the little things were what made your bond stronger. He rested his head in your lap and you just enjoyed each other’s company. Sure it wasn’t lavish and expensive but this was exactly how you two loved it.
Jumin abruptly sat up and turned to you, “MC, if you would please be honest with me my love. Have I done a good job as a husband, loving you, caring for you?”
You grabbed the poor man’s face and hugged him tightly, reassuring him that yes, you were the luckiest girl in the entire world.
Jumin closed his eyes and breathed in your scent, his heart pounding, tears threatening to fall. It’s odd, everyone teased him for being robotic and stoic, but you stirred all types of emotions in him.
It was getting late and you two knew that the Chairman had probably had his fill of his grandchildren. You two made your way down the stairs and settled next to each other in the car, cozying up to one another. The driver started up the car and made its way down a busy intersection when your vehicle was stuck.
Jumin felt his body fly forward as he lost his grip on you. He awoke outside the vehicle, lying on the cold hard ground. He groaned as he grabbed his head in agony, his skull was throbbing. He heard sirens in the distance and he looked around and finally spotted you.
He made his way over to you, but he knew. You had not made it. Not with your body at that angle. He clutched your lifeless body and sobs escaped him. He cried out your name over and over again. Screaming. “Please god, I’ll do anything, please don’t take her. She is the only thing I have ever truly wanted, PLEASE”.
He cried out, but it was futile. You had left him. What was he going to do? How was he going to survive? You were his everything, his only reason to live, you understood him like no other. What was he going to do, oh mc? He let out another loud cry.
The funeral was painful. The magnitude of despair in his eyes was enormous. He took one last look at you. Hair, that you changed every day, always making you beautiful not matter how it was styled. Your eyes, that captivated him, the mischievous glint, how they sparkled when you smiled. Your smile, that gave him warmth and solace. Your arms which embraced him, finally giving himself a home after all these years of being alone. He couldn’t, he didn’t want to go back to the cold loneliness he felt before, the abyss of darkness he felt of being devoid of any emotions.
He turned; he was going to let Assistant Kang know that he was going to pour himself into work. Not to be bothered, he couldn’t deal with emotions they were too troublesome. He saw his three children, your three kids, in the arms of the RFA.
You hadn’t left him alone after all. He broke down once again as he embraced his children. How could he forget? How could he abandon them?
Emotions weren’t troublesome. After all, all three of your children were born from the love you two had. He wouldn’t regret a second, not one moment of him being with you. He wanted it all, the good, the bad, the heart-wrenching.
He kissed your forehead for the last time, “Thank you, my love, for everything you have done and everything you have given me. Words can’t begin to explain how much I love you, but just know that I do. Don’t worry, I will take care of the kids properly and love them just as much as I love you. Wait for me my love, for I will be forever yours.”
He didn’t deserve you. Seven knew that he knew it better than anyone in the world. The problem was he was madly in love with you. From the second he had laid his eyes on you on the security camera, he knew he was in trouble.
He also knew that he was no good for you. But the more you two talked the deeper he fell for you. You were perfect for him; he wanted you. This was him though; he didn’t get a happy ending. He was sentenced to a life of misery.
He pushed you away; it hurt him more than it hurt you. You, however, were as stubborn as ever and he was happy you were. Every step he took back from you, you took ten forward. He didn’t want to hurt you, he wanted you to be happy and safe, even if that meant that he had to be mean to you and show you better options.
He couldn’t do it though. At the end of the day, he loved you, more than anything in the world. To his disbelief, you loved him too. After the whole debacle with Mint eye and his brother, you two could finally be together.
Everyday Seven had to pinch himself, to make sure he wasn’t dreaming. Surely there wasn’t a catch, right? There was no way he could be this happy without any catch? There wasn’t though, it was simple you loved him and he loved you.
You had gotten married after a year and were celebrating your two-year anniversary. He couldn’t believe it, he had spent two years with you as his beloved. To be with him through sickness and in health, through good and bad, he would do it all as long as it meant you would be by his side.
It was your two-year anniversary but he planned to do the same thing every year. He packed up a fulfilling lunch of HBC and Ph.D. pepper and you two hopped into one of his babies and made your way to the countryside. Stargazing was your favorite pastime, sure you weren’t able to get married at the space station, but you would take a look at the stars every anniversary.
You lay on the blanket giggling gazing at the stars, as Saeyoung looked at you. You were so beautiful; he couldn’t believe how lucky he was to find someone as amazing as you in his life. You were there for him when things were rough and he was so lucky. He felt his eyes fill with tears and drops trickle down. “Fuck,” he cursed.
You looked over at him, worried at his sudden sadness, “Saeyoung, what’s wrong babe?”
He pulled you into a tight embrace and kissed you. “Nothing, absolutely nothing is wrong as long as you are going to be with me forever.”
You giggled as you wiped the tears from your redhead’s face. “I plan on being here forever mister, so don’t try to get rid of my any time soon,” you joked. He laughed as he grabbed you to cuddle.
It was nearly dawn; you two began packing your stuff to get ready to head back. In the distance, Seven saw a vehicle, which struck him as odd since this area was extremely deserted. He saw the vehicle zoom closer and recognized it, as someone from another intelligence agency.
He yelled at you to get down, as he sprinted towards you. It was too late, you turned and he saw the confusion etched on your face as your body was thrown into the air. You hit the ground with a sickening thud. He pulled out a gun from his car but it was too late, the perpetrator had gotten away.
He sprinted to your limp body, praying with everything he had, that you were ok. That God was not so cruel to take you from him. He pleaded, bargained, begged him, saying that he would leave your life forever, that he should take him instead of you.
It was too cruel. He was the target, why had they come after you. Why did this happen to everyone he loved? Was he cursed? Damned to roam this planet, forbidden to get close to anyone or anything. Please God, if you’re there, don’t take her away from me. She is all I have ever wanted. I will do anything, anything you want me to JUST PLEASE DON’T DO THIS.
He sobbed ad he lifted your lifeless body into the car. He saw a tiny box wrapped up sitting on the passenger seat, which belonged to you. He opened the box carefully, wondering what on earth you could have gotten him.
He held the note and read it in disbelief, “Dearest Saeyoung, now my love you can make all the stupid dad jokes you want. I love you.”
His hands shook as he held up the positive pregnancy test. Tears flowed out of his eyes as he screamed. You were pregnant. How could the world be so cruel?
He cried and punched his seat until his throat was raw and his fist were bloody. There was only one emotion running through him now. He drove back to his house, contacted the RFA and held a small funeral; halfway through he disappeared, he couldn’t take it. God damn it MC, I told you, I told you I was no good. Sure I would be heartbroken, but I’d rather that than have you dead.
He went off the grid; his bloodlust was the only thing that he felt. He didn’t stop, he hunted day and night for the people who did this, for the people that took away his one source of happiness; the people who robbed him his wife and child.
Vengeance was the only thing that was on his mind. He finally found the perpetrators and exterminated them. He felt nothing; he had accomplished the final thing he had to do. MC, I can’t do it. I can’t live without you or our baby. I’ll see you soon.
He lifted the gun and held it to his head; he wasn’t scared. He was going to see you, and finally be happy. With a pull of the trigger, he made the ultimate profession of love for you.
He never said, “I love you” to you. Which seeing that you two had been married for a year, seems odd. Sure he felt it and you conveyed it verbally more times than he could count.
He did love you. He didn’t know why he couldn’t say it. It was your one year anniversary and Saeran was determined to say it to you today.
He chalked it up to nerves but honestly. Saeran had no idea why you were with him. You were beautiful, smart, kind and patient. It seemed that everyone in the RFA loved you, but you wanted to be with him. Was it because you felt bad for him? Did you pity him?
As pathetic as it was, even if that were the case, Saeran would take it. You made every day bearable. He loved how warm your embrace was. How your eyes seemed to light up when you spotted him in the crowd. How you always did all the talking but always remembered the little things he would say. He loved you. It was as simple as that.
Being with him wasn’t a walk in the park. Sure he had gotten better but you had been with him for five years. It took him four years to open up to you and even then he couldn’t say those three stupid words. He knew, that you knew how he felt. It was nice to hear it though, just like how his heart swooned every time you told him, he wanted you to melt as well.
He began walking over to your usual ice cream parlor for your annual date when he spotted you outside. He groaned inwardly, how was it possible for you to be this cute? You turned and spotted him, lighting up immediately, and he felt the heat rise to his face.
You excitedly grabbed his hand as you grabbed your ice cream and made your way to the park to cloud watch. You were happily chatting away as Saeran began feeling down. You deserved everything in the world, someone to tell you that he loves you every second of the day, someone affectionate and kind, someone that was the complete opposite of him.
He felt a pang in his chest. Maybe you deserved better, maybe he should let you be happy. Was he holding you back? He dropped your hand and began walking the other way
“Wha- Saeran? Where are you going?” you called as you chased after him.
“I can’t do this. I need to go home. We need space,” he said as he began crossing the street.
“Saeran, a break? I love you! What do yo-” you were interrupted by a loud honking sound as you were flung into the air.
Saeran hearing the commotion, turned around only to see you sprawled on the ground. He broke out into a run, his feet pounding the pavement. No. NO. NO. This wasn’t supposed to happen. You deserved better. He was giving you a shot to be better. You were right behind him how did this happen. He shouldn’t have turned around.
He finally made his way to your body, as he lifted you onto his lap. His hands were wet and matted with blood, he let out a sob, “No, MC, babe I’m sorry you can’t leave me. I’m sorry please, say something anything please.”
Tears began flowing down his face. He called and ambulance and then his brother, “Saeyoung, I don’t know what happened she was right behind me and now she’s bleeding, please oh god.”
He broke down crying hysterically. He couldn’t do this. He had never loved anyone like you. He never wanted to love anyone else but you. He heard you groan, “Sae- Saeran? Don’t cry love, I’ll be fine.”
His body shook, even now you were tending to him. He cried, tears flowing freely down his face, a siren in the distance alerted him that help was near. He saw your eyes flutter lightly, “Hey no, no. MC stay with me. I love you. You hear me you idiot, I love you so you can’t leave me ever.”
Your eyes fluttered, the ghost of a smile played on your face, “You finally said it… I love you too Saeran. I lo-” and with that, your head lolled to the side. He kissed you, saying “I love you” chanting it like a mantra that could possibly bring you back to life.
He watched as the EMT’s lifted your lifeless body into the ambulance. They pronounced you dead at the scene. He saw his brother and broke down in his embrace. Why didn’t I tell her that I loved her sooner? Why didn’t I tell her I loved her every second of every day? Why is life so cruel?
He couldn’t even attend the funeral. He saw your face and locked himself in the bathroom to cry. He spent his days at your grave, and he spent his nights awake, often crying himself to sleep, just to repeat the cycle the next day. He loved you more than anything in the world and he couldn’t believe you were gone. He didn’t know what to do without you. He was empty. The only thing he seemed to be able to say was, “I love you MC”. If only I had been able to say it to you before it was too late.
WOW. Holy shit this was a loooooong one and hella depressing. OMG, I like low-key cried a few times while writing this. Worse because I played this song on a loop while I wrote this D: be warned kiddies. But um hello? Who is amazing for reading this long ass ficlet, that is a bit rusty because of this ol’ writer, YEAH DAS RIGHT YOU BABY GORILLA <3 Just a friendly PSA- so just like in the fic, driving can be super dangerous. Please make sure that you all drive safely and responsibly because it’s not only your life that can be affected. Let me know which fic broke your heart the most >:D As always I love you guys <33333333 MUAH <3
around, not quite sure if I need air, a shot of tequila, sleep for a year or
someone to slap me. I feel stupid, to be honest, like I was a freshman who is
starstruck by the senior quarterback. Tyler has got under my skin way too
easily and I don’t like it. I’ve always been hard to impress, way too sassy,
it’s difficult to keep my attention… and now I can only think about this guy I
met less than two hours ago and that I know nothing about.
walking around without direction I decide that it is time to find (Y/F/N) and
getting the hell out of here before I start banging my head against the walls
out of embarrassment. She is where she said she was gonna be, playing roulette
and being the life of the party.
Miss Luck! Take some risks!” The guy I assume it’s Jamie Benn is yelling at my
friend when I get to the table. God, I literally know nothing about the Dallas
Stars and I make a mental note to investigate about them tomorrow.
fun?” I ask her from behind, scaring her.
(Y/N)! Don’t do that! I could have die” She scolds me and I laugh, kissing her
you will live another day” I say, looking at the table “So, what’s your bet?”
“I kind of
want to go for a number, but there is no way I’m getting it, right?” She
it!” I cheer her and she pulls out her best smile before grabbing a couple $100
chips and putting them on the number 14.
at her closely and smirks “Good choice”
ball starts spinning around the roulette and I hold my breath, actually anxious
about my friend losing $200 on a game. It seems like it is taking forever for
the ball to stop and I can’t help but to shut my eyes before it does. I hear my
friend laugh and I open my eyes to see the ball on the number 30, right next to
the number 14.
meant to be” she says and I put my arm around her shoulders.
look bomb” I try to comfort her
that” Jamie says from across the table and my friend blushes until she looks more
like a tomato than a human being.
go?” She looks at me with puppy eyes and I realize that she is trying to not
think about all the money she has lost.
I nod and
we wave goodbye at Jamie as we walk to the elevators, ready to take a cab and
leave the casino. We donate all our chips on our way out and the lady gives us
tickets for the next home game” she explains and we just take them and walk
is quiet and my head can’t stop thinking about Tyler. I try to make a mental
list of all I know about him; he is a hockey player, he plays for the Dallas
Stars, he was drafted five or six years ago, he used to play for the Bruins…and
that’s it. I know nothing more of this guy. I have never been too interested on
the players’ personal lives, not even the Red Wings players, so I don’t know
where he is from, his family, etc… Maybe it is for the best.
feels shorter that it really is and before I know it I am home. I take my heels
off before climbing the stairs to my apartment. My feet ache and I’m quite sure
I have blisters all over my toes… ugh, gross.
apartment is small but cozy. It has a decent size bedroom, a bathroom, a small
kitchen, a living room and my favorite part, a nice terrace where I have a
small table and tons of plants. The color scheme is simple, light blue, light
grey and white. Everything is perfectly coordinated and my red dress doesn’t go
well with it, so I walk to my room and change to a pair of leggings and a white
sweater, feeling more like myself as soon as I do. Don’t get me wrong, I’m
comfortable with my body, but the dress was just too much for me…I’m more of a
pair of jeans and a nice top kind of girl. I walk back to the living room and
sit on the couch, pulling my white faux blanket over my body as I grab my
laptop from the coffee table in front of me.
gonna regret this, dum-dum” as I get in the browser and type Tyler Seguin on
thousands of websites talking about Tyler Seguin and I spend what it feels like
hours reading articles about him. Apparently, he is a good player but he is
also known for his love for partying. I keep reading, learning about his trade
from Boston to Dallas due for his attitude outside the ice and how it seems
like he has calmed down and matured since his arrival to Dallas. I smile
watching a video about his charity Seguin Stars, which is incredibly kind of
him. I might have watched the video of his ESPN body issue too, but I will deny
it if you ask me.
I yawn and
I realize that it is pasted 2am and I probably should head to bed sooner rather
than later but, as much as I love hockey, I didn’t start looking into him
because I wanted to know his stats so I push myself and I type girlfriend next
to his name and hit enter. I spend ten minutes scrolling through websites until
I shut my laptop and frown, feeling like the biggest fool on Earth.
would’ve bought you that drink”
sentence is playing on repeat in my head. I can’t believe that I didn’t come
back with something witty to say. Man, I can’t believe I didn’t even get her
number or instagram. God, I can’t believe I didn’t even ask her what her name
I hit the
wheel of my Ferrari with the heel of my hand out of frustration and I speed,
needing some sort of distraction from her. She knew who I was, but she wasn’t
impressed and that was refreshing. I’m too used to girls throwing themselves at
me and I just have to choose my favorite and the rest is done, but this
mysterious girl wasn’t having it. A challenge, I haven’t had one of those for a
I get to my
new house and park the car inside the garage before walking in through the door
that leads to the kitchen, where pair of happy labs greet me.
boys” I coo to my sons “have you been good?” as I push Cash away before he
ruins my Tom Ford suit.
me to the kitchen, where I grab a bottle of water from the fridge and get a
couple treats for them as an I’m-sorry-I haven’t-been-home gift. I walk
upstairs to my room, knowing that the dogs will follow me as soon as they are
done eating and walk into my closet, taking my suit off and hanging it next to
a couple of pieces of clothing that I need to take to the dry cleaner. I walk
to my bed and get under the covers when I hear the boys racing upstairs and
hooping on the bed, getting comfortable next to me.
are sooooo spoiled” I whisper to them and they just look at me like they own
the place. They probably do.
I turn to
my side, this girl still stuck in my head as I drift to sleep.
So fair fucking warning I have never in my life written fic before, but I typed this out for @clxrkblake tonight so we could cry and she told me to post it so I’m gonna. Basically this was my ideal, dreamreunion before I saw the finale. (I’ve changed my mind about a few things since we saw the new ship but whatever I’ll still dream of this reunion every night for the next 9 months.)
So anyway, I wrote this up in like 30 minutes and there’s probably lots of typos, but deal with it and then come cry with me. <3
Bellamy sits by the window like he does every year, looking at the planet he used to call home. The glass in his hand is almost empty by now. It almost makes up for the whole thats still in his heart. It almost, for a second makes him forget she isn’t there beside him, that they never got that drink.
He starts the same as he does every year. “I miss you. It’s been 6 years and I still miss you every day. You’d be so proud of everyone. Even Murphy.” He wipes at the tears collecting in his eyes. It never gets easier.
“I just wish… I wish I’d have told you when we had the chance. Timing never really was our strong suit was it? We were too busy keeping 100 kids alive. I wouldn’t trade it for the world though. Not a second of it.” He lifts the empty cup towards the planet thats now her grave. “I still love ya, Princess.”
He knows Raven’s behind him even before she comes to stand next to him. She’s always there for this. “It’s never gonna get easier is it?”
She shakes her head. “No. I still miss Finn every day. But you learn to deal with it. You never get over losing the one you love, their memory just becomes a part of who you are.”
He nods along. He asks her the same question every year. Every year, expecting to get a different answer. Maybe this time she’ll tell him ‘Yeah. The pain fades. One day you can breathe again. One day you’ll be able to look down at the earth below you and not feel that part of you that’s missing. But she never does.
“She’d be so proud of you Bellamy. You know that, right?”
“Yeah, I just-” The static of the radio on his hip interrupts his thoughts. “Shit I thought I turned that off.” He fumbles for it, hands made clumsy by the drinks he’s downed. He barely has it out of the holster when he stops himself. Was that? No… It couldn’t be… It was just the alcohol in his system. But then…
“Where - you?"A voice. A voice even after 6 years, after 100 years he would never let himself forget. Her voice.
"Oh my god…” Raven whispers from behind him. “It can’t…”
The radio depends back into static once more before going silent and Bellamy raises his own shocked eyes to meet Ravens. “Clarke?”
Three weeks after the night by the window they make contact. He’s helping Monty check on the algae when he hears Raven screaming his name through the halls.
“I found it.” That’s all it takes for him to follow her to the control room, to the radio, to Clarke.
“This is the station it came through. But we don’t know for sure-”
“Have you tried to make contact yet?”
“No, we were waiting for you.”
“Ok…” He sighs and grabs the radio. This is it. He’s either about to finally find that missing piece of himself or lose it all over again. “This is Ark Ring to… the ground. Is anyone there? Clarke are you there?”
There’s nothing. It feels like hours floating through freezing water waiting to hear something, anything.
“I’m sorry Bell.” Monty puts a hand on his shoulder.
She’s gone. He pushes himself away from the table ready to yell, or cry, or hit something.
Bellamy could tell you he’s never moved that fast in his life, almost falling over himself to get to the radio. “Clarke?”
“Bell-my?” His legs give out, but Murphy leans in to ease his fall.
The day they land on Earth the second time, isn’t anything like the first. It’s raining for one.
Two, he knows what’s waiting for him when he opens the door.
And she is.
Standing at the tree line, looking as beautiful as the day he lost her, is Clarke. Her hair is shorter. And there’s one or two more wrinkles around her eyes when she smiles, but god is she beautiful. Its like they’re not frozen for a moment, both of them standing in shock and amazement that they finally get this.
Then, it’s like time is moving in fast forward and he’s on his feet and hers are carrying her towards him and they crash together like suddenly all their forgotten broken pieces are fitting back together. He holds her so close he thinks he can feel her heartbeat in his chest and she tangles her small hands through his hair and they’re both crying. But for the first time in 6 years, they aren’t tears for grieving. He’s sobbing apologies against her hair and she’s whispering forgiveness against his shoulder and it’s almost like they didn’t lose those 6 years. Like they were kids again, stranded on a dying planet, leaning on each other for survival.
He pulls back first to look at her. He wants to take in every single inch of her face and memorize it because he never wants to have to forget that face again.
“I never gave up.” She laughs. “Not on you.”
He stroked her cheek, through the rain and the tears. “I thought I lost you. For 6 years.”
“You didn’t.” She pulls him close against, resting her forehead against his, and they laugh.
He spent the past 6 years wishing he hadn’t lost her, dreaming that she could come back to him, praying that he could just hold her one more time. And now he get’s all of it. Because she’s alive and in his arms and laughing with him in the rain and he’s never going to lose her again.
TAH DAH! I hope it wasn’t awful! I’m gonna tag a few mutuals so they can share my pain. Love you guys!