feelin real bad about my lack of musical talent friendos. like do any of yall actually listen to the pieces of shit i call arrangements? or do you just like them out of pity? Idk i’ll shut up now, it just gets to me sometimes. and i feel really really skeevy for putting the stuff on bandcamp even if it is for free. now that i’m p much done with the leitmotif stuff i don’t even know what i’d do next. maybe i should just stop.
so i'm only 14 but i have known i was a trans guy for years. i have a binder and all that good stuff but i'm hoping in 2 or 3 years i can start T. my mom does not want me to start T until i'm 18. i don't know what to do. i don't think i can wait another 4 years. help