and now we have to wait forever

She’s gotta do what makes her happy, and tbh it’s starting to seem like leaving SM and having the freedom to create what she wants to create and having more support is the only way she’s going to get there.

I want f(x) to stay together forever, but the reality is that no groups last forever. I suspected she wasn’t happy for months now, and it’s all making sense.

SM just isn’t the place for her anymore. She deserves better, and while I do hope she can reach some kind of compromise or agreement with them, I won’t be surprised if she doesn’t.

Just continue to support her during this time. That’s pretty much all we can do while we wait.

A life full of “I love you’s”

One day “my bed” will turn into “our bed”, and we will sleep together throughout the night. I will be there if you have a bad dream, to comfort you. And I’ll be there when you wake up for that good morning kiss. “I’ll be home in a minute” will mean “I’ll see you soon”, and all of this waiting right now will be worth it. There won’t be miles between us. Till the day we say “I do”, I will always be looking forward to it. I will always be looking forward to a life full of you.

- A life full of “I love you’s” (via @walker130 )


I always see the best in people. I hope for the best, and I always look for that little bit of good, that potential, and I wait for it to blossom. You want them to feel good being a man, but now men are afraid to be men. They think being a real man is actually being a pussy, that if you take a chair out for a lady, or you’re nice or even affectionate to your girl in front of your boys, you’re less of a man. It’s so sick. They won’t be a gentleman because that makes them appear soft. That’s what we’re dealing with now, a hundred percent, and girls are settling for that, but I won’t. I will wait forever if I have to … but that’s ok. You have to be screwed over enough times to know, but now I’m hoping for more than these guys can actually give. 
That’s why I haven’t been having sex or even really seeing anybody, because I don’t want to wake up the next day feeling guilty. I mean I get horny, I’m human, I’m a woman, I want to have sex. But what am I going to do—just find the first random cute dude that I think is going to be a great ride for the night and then tomorrow I wake up feeling empty and hollow? He has a great story and I’m like… what am I doing? I can’t do it to myself. I cannot. It has a little bit to do with fame and a lot to do with the woman that I am. And that saves me.
Today’s the day...

I was just about to turn 17 when The Vampire Diaries premiered and now I’m 24. I remember seeing the promo’s for it and how I couldn’t wait to watch it, I knew I would love it but I had no idea how special it would become to me and how sentimental I would feel when it ended. TV shows are just TV shows we know that, but certain stories have the ability to leave a mark on us and that’s what happened here. This show gave me an escape when I needed it, it connected me with lifelong friends, its a connection to my youth and I’ve cherished every laugh or cry it’s ever given me and now its ending and there is no good way to say goodbye, but I’ll do my best….

Goodbye to Mystic Falls with all its history, where our characters were born and have lived and loved for so long. 

Originally posted by kate-kami

Goodbye to Alaric with his giant heart and brilliant mind, I’m gonna miss you buddy! Your name is awesome by the way and if i ever have a son he will probably be named in honor of you :)

Goodbye to Bonnie with her magic and her unbelievable strength and selflessness, and goodbye to Caroline with her bubbly personality and blinding light of a smile. no one could have found two better people to call their best friends. 

Goodbye to Matt and Jeremy two undeniable warriors with their friendship and brotherly presence in everyone’s lives and their ability to stay grounded and just as much a force to be reckoned with as any vampire despite their humanity

Goodbye to Tyler the hot headed, impulsive but sometimes lovable resident werewolf of mystic Fall… my least favorite of the group but he had his moments RIP <3

Originally posted by teamlockwood

goodbye to Stefan with his resilience and determination to do good, I’ll never forget his tender heart and the love he showed for his big brother. If the theories are true and you leave us tonight I’ll be a sobbing mess!

Goodbye to Damon, the hardest goodbye of all. So gorgeous inside and out! so multifaceted.  There has never been and never will be a character I love and respect as much as him. when he hurt I hurt and when he was happy so was I! He suffered physical and emotional abuse from his father, was abandoned by his mother, manipulated and played cruelly by Katherine and then forced to be told time and time again that he wasn’t good enough for the girl he loved when he had fought so hard to be. He’s a survivor and I will love him until I take my last breath on this earth! 

Originally posted by retricar

And finally goodbye to Elena, with her pure soul she was the first to loose so much along this journey but remained a source of strength for everyone around her. She changed everyone she loved for the better and I hope going forward that she and the love of her life can enjoy the happy ending they have fought so hard for and deserve! Goodbye princess!!

Originally posted by buckysstevie

New Elemental Masters minifigs!

Just found out this morning that we will get this accessory pack later in the year… With hairpieces for Skylor and Ash!

I always felt cheated that so many Elemental masters were left out from the season 4 wave:








Finally we have Ash and Shade now, along with Skylor and her hairpiece! I reaallyyy hope Lego continues with this and releases the other amazing elemental masters, because they deserve to be included!

The signs as Winnie the Pooh quotes
  • Aries: "As soon as I saw you, I knew an adventure was going to happen."
  • Taurus: "You can't stay in your corner of the forest waiting for others to come to you. You have to go to them sometimes."
  • Gemini: "We'll be friends forever, won't we, Pooh?" asked Piglet. "Even longer." Pooh answered.
  • Cancer: "If there ever comes a day when we can't be together, keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever."
  • Leo: "If you live to be 100, I want to live to be 100 minus 1 day so I would never have to live a day without you."
  • Virgo: "I used to believe in forever, but now I think forever is too short."
  • Libra: "How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard."
  • Scorpio: "The important thing is, even if we're apart... I'll always be with you."
  • Sagittarius: "Life is a journey to be experienced, not a problem to be solved."
  • Capricorn: "Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart."
  • Aquarius: "Promise me you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think."
  • Pisces: "I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long. If we're in each other's dreams, we can be together all the time."
  • -A.A. Milne


This Omake has already given me everything I could have wanted by giving me MORE PIFFLE TIME right on the cusp of us leaving it forever. I WILL TREASURE OUR TIME TOGETHER ALWAYS, PIFFLE. YOU WILL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART. 

Meanwhile we can safely confirm that Kurogane is reading the e-book version of Manga-chan and it is incredible. 

Also apparently Manga-chan’s name is Maganyan and it totally rhymes with my impromptu name so I’M KEEPING IT. 

ALSO also is the bombshell Fai drops here, in that the manga is in every world they go in. 

WHICH is going to be played off humourously in the panels to come BUT. JUST LIKE. IMAGINE THE IMPLICATIONS OF THAT. 

Some of these worlds very much should not have the society or infrastructure or industry required for a monthly (monthly?) manga magazine to be consistently published at all, AND YET HERE WE ARE.


Save Me - Part 2 - Chapter 43

We landed a short time later and thankfully since we were now back on schedule, everyone could relax a little. If the rest of the day goes as planned, we’d have about an hour before the Meet and Greet which I was happy about. I wanted a little time alone with Jared.

Emma had arranged for our luggage to be delivered to the hotel so we didn’t have to wait for it which was nice. Depending on how busy they were, you could end up waiting forever for that. Walking right past the turnstiles, we were able to head directly to our waiting van. Without a doubt, Emma has this routine down pat.

“The van should be here in the next ten minutes, security wouldn’t let them park.” Jared said, wrapping his arm around my shoulder. “I just want to relax together when we get to the venue.”

Looking up at him I smiled, “I like that idea.”

At least we were on the same page. I was in desperate need of some alone time, not for anything other than to cuddle up to him. To feel his arms around me. Just to be close. Shannon’s admission was still floating through my mind and it was stirring up all kinds of emotions I couldn’t even show.

Aside from that, I also felt like I needed a nap.

Last night was amazing and beautiful and intense. I wouldn’t change a single moment of it for anything. It was draining though. Although I thought I slept well, it wasn’t enough which was why Jared wanted me to stay back this morning. Then with the whole ordeal this afternoon, my energy was just about tapped out. Clearly, I couldn’t keep up with him.

“You look tired, baby.”

I was hoping it wasn’t that obvious.. Regardless, I had to be honest.

“Yeah, I kinda am. I was restless after you left so I packed us and got ready. After that, I, um, I got sidetracked.” I said, not really wanting to mention what happened again at all as I leaned my head against his shoulder.

Jared sighed, “I’m sorry about everything. I knew all the travel then last night would catch up with you. I feel bad. I don’t want you to get run down.”

It seemed he didn’t want to mention this afternoon either which made me feel relieved.

“I’ll live.” I reassured him.

“Maybe you should go to the hotel and get some rest instead of coming tonight.” He said looking down at me, “If you want to do that it’s okay. I understand.”

That was the absolute last thing I wanted to do. I didn’t want to leave his side. Pulling away, I wanted him to know how strongly I felt since I didn’t want his suggestion to turn into a command. Standing in front of him, our eyes met before I spoke.

“No… I’ll rest at the venue while you’re doing sound check or something but I want to be there tonight. I’m fine. Really..”

Jared seemed a little taken back by my insistence and shockingly he backed down from his suggestion. Emotions flared up and I know I looked upset.

“Baby, I want you with me, I just don’t want you to get dragged out. Don’t get upset.” He reassured, pulling me against him again.

“I just want to stay with you.” I said, wrapping my arm around his waist.

His hand found its way around the back of my neck, pulling me closer to him. Pressing his lips to my temple he said, “I want you to stay with me too, baby girl.”

I loved when he did that. His hand at the back of my neck without fail sent warm tingles throughout my entire body, centering in on my pussy, of course. My eyes drifted closed as my body and mind relaxed. THIS, this is what I needed more than rest. I needed my Sir.

“God, I love your natural reactions, baby girl.” Jared whispered, his fingers massaging the muscles in my thin neck.

My god, I wished we were alone right now.

Our little moment was interrupted by Emma who was walking around gathering everyone’s passports while we waited. Tomo ran to the restroom so Shannon walked over to us while he finished having another cigarette.

“Shouldn’t be much longer.” She told Jared who impatiently put his hand up with wonder then walked away.

Jared and Shannon started to talk about the issues he was working out with Emma on the plane regarding the venue while I just listened. Jared is demanding, everyone who knows him knows that which is why I think Shannon sees the humor in people actually trying to resist. It’s just his nature to fight for what he wants until he gets it.

“I wanted no tables, standing room only and they were fighting it. It’s bullshit. Why the fuck would they care?” Jared said very animated.

Looking over at me, Shannon elbowed me shaking his head, “Those fucking idiots..”

I giggled, I couldn’t help myself, which Jared didn’t appreciate.

“Whatever.” Jared said, rolling his eyes.

Jared certainly can dish it out but I don’t think he takes it very well. At least from what I’ve seen.

“Ah come on man. I’m only kidding.” Shannon said, hitting his arm.

A few minutes later our van pulled up and Jared took both my tote and his to load by our seats, leaving me alone with Shannon. I wanted to talk but now that we weren’t in the moment, it felt weird to open up an old topic. Still, I felt like I needed to. I wanted him to know Jared’s feelings weren’t one sided.

Once Jared was out of earshot and distracted, I nudged Shannon. This had to be short and to the point. I didn’t want Jared to get suspicious we were talking about him.

“Jared means a lot to me too.”

“I know he does, Vivie. Everybody knows. I just know how he is so I wanted to make sure you knew.”

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Jared walking back to us so I didn’t have a chance to answer but I suppose I didn’t need to. We both had said enough.

“What are you guys talkin’ about…” Jared asked, his head cocked to the side with a slight smile.

Unfortunately Shannon and I only talked about Jared and neither of us were going to tell him that. It was also unfortunate we didn’t come up with something together to tell him BEFORE he asked either.

In unison Shannon responded, “Food.” and I responded with a shrug, “Tour stuff.”

Hello, red flags!

Jared instantly knew we were lying. I mean, we couldn’t look more obvious at being caught talking about something we didn’t want to share with him. Secrets do not sit well with him, not ever. I watched his eyes squint and brow wrinkle. He was not happy.


Jared didn’t look at Shannon, he kept his gaze on me knowing I’d break under his stare long before Shannon would. He knows I can’t lie if my life depended on it, especially to him.

“We talked about lots of stuff, ya know…” I said trying to shrug it off.

My GOD, I’m a horrible liar, I didn’t even dare to make eye contact. I could feel my whole body burning as I internally cringed.

Thinking quick, Shannon tossed his butt in the ashtray then grabbed his bag.

“Come on guys, we gotta go.” He said in a hurry, bumping Jared’s arm as he walked past him. “Emma’s waving us over.”

That bump broke Jared’s glare at me as he looked over his shoulder. His eyes following Shannon to the van.

Pulling it together, when he did turn around, I had a smile on my face though I still avoided eye contact. Slipping my arm through his while gently pulling him towards the van, I hoped he’d let it go.

“I’m ready, babe. Come on!”

Jaspar 2017

idk about you but I feel like I can breathe a massive sigh of relief about Jaspar this year

since they moved out it feels like we’ve all been hanging onto every little tiny bit of interaction between them, anxiously waiting for Jaspar moments. hoping. speculating.

but now when we see them hanging out it’s the ‘norm’ again and I personally have faith that plenty of iconic Jaspar moments are just waiting in the wings. bound to unfold. inevitably.

calm and serene. that’s how I feel now. relax and enjoy the bromance. or whatever it is that those two adorable clowns have together.  laugh and smile with them as they make each other laugh and smile. their bond has bound them together so tightly. eternally.

and I can enjoy the other bromances that they both have even more. safe in the knowledge that Jaspar is forever. they will always come back to each other. in the end.

and, yeah, I’M EXCITED TOO! :D

Saturday, October 1st 2016

We all have different ways of coping when we’re going through difficult situations, and one that I’ve found in the past year is to do schoolwork. It’s a way of distracting my mind from an upsetting problem and it also allows me to be productive. It’s a win-win, I guess, but at the same time, you can’t run away forever.

And on that gloomy note, happy October! Can’t wait for Halloween Christmas :^)

I made myself sad and so now you all have to be sad with me. 

  • so that sweet goal where Auston used the boards to get the puck to Willy and willy just, did willy things and they got the goal.
  • and how Auston is like “50% shooting for the goal, i didn’t have a lane so 50% aiming for the boards, we did it once at practice forever ago” 
  • and Willy is like “i was waiting for the rebound but we did it at practice” 
  • and Naz and Mo are like “nah they didn’t mean to do it” 
  • and babcock is like “Auston is a good player he sees things we don’t see right away”    

I wanna know what Mitch things. I want to know if Mitch thinks Auston meant to or if he just got lucky and I want to hear him poke fun at Auston for saying he meant to do it while being totally in awe at how amazing Auston is 

and I want him to answer questions about Willy and how he’s been under rated and i just…..miss him so much and now i’m even more sad

14 lines from love letters or suicide notes
1. Don’t freak out.
2. We both know this has been coming for a long time.
3. I’ve been staying awake at night wondering if I should tell you.
4. I bought the kind of crackers you can eat, they are in the hall cupboard.
5. Now that we have watched all the episodes of True Blood, I do not know what else to do next.
6. I always imagined this would happen without warning, like suddenly on an ocean cliffside. But this is the kind of thing where waiting for the time to be right, would just mean waiting forever.
7. I’ve just been too afraid for too long.
8. I came home on Tuesday, and found all of the chairs that I own, stacked in a tower in the centre of my kitchen. I don’t know how long they have been like that, but it can only be me that did it. It’s the kind of thing a ghost might do to prove to the living that he is still there. I am haunting my own apartment.
9. My grandmother was still alive when I was five years old and she asked me to check and see if the iron was hot enough yet, so I pressed my hand against it, and it was red, and screaming for hours. 25 years later, she would still sometimes apologise, in the middle of conversations, “I feel so bad about making you touch the iron”, she’d say, as though it had just happened. I cannot imagine how we forgive ourselves for all the things we didn’t say until it was too late. But how else do you tell if something is hot, but to touch it?
10. I keep imagining my furniture in your apartment.
11. I wonder how many likes this will get on Facebook?
12. My dad always used to tell the same joke, but I can’t remember the punchline.
13. I was eight years old and it took three weeks -  three eight year old weeks imagine - to gather everything I would need to become batman - rope, boomerangs, a Mardi Gras mask with the beads cut off. I couldn’t find a cave near my house, so I buried them all in a bundle under the ivy. For years after, I tried to find that spot again. The Ivy grew too fast. I searched in so many spots, it seemed impossible that I had missed one, but I never found it. How can something be there, and then not be there? How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become?
14. I never had the courage to buy bright green sheets. I wanted them, but thought they were too brash, even with no one but me to see them. I bought a set yesterday and put them on the bed. I knew that you would like them.
—  Doc Luben

Hi @glitterlotus.

I just wanna say thank you.

These 2 pictures that i posted is a demonstration of how far i’ve come with you. wait, no. of how far WE’VE come.

Without you i wouldn’t be inspired.
Without you i don’t have friends at school or even in online here on Tumblr.

You helped me unleash my potential in drawing. and until now you’re helping me to improve.

You gave me many things. i wish i could pay you back.

You’re a nice friend/Sister.
I really thank God for giving me a kind person who will be my friend forever. which is you.

Thank you for accepting me, for understanding me, for guiding me, for everything.

I love you bestfriend and

Happy Birthday.


(DAT FACE. DOPE. HAHA I did that on purpose so the birthday girl could laugh HIHI SORRY FLOWEY)

Cheryl says the baby was born on the 22nd. I don’t follow her or care about her, I was just waiting for Liam’s confirmation that it’s his.

CherylOfficial On Wednesday 22nd March Liam and I became parents to an incredibly beautiful, healthy baby boy, weighing 7lb 9 and looking like a dream. Although he still doesn’t have a name he is already stealing hearts. We are all madly in love and overwhelmingly happy with our little arrival. Happy Mother’s Day to all the mothers around the world. A day that now has a different meaning to me forever 💙

i’ve been waiting to live together forever because i’ve always pictured it as the best time ever and it happened like a dream and now we have two kittens we call our children, we go on dates regularly, we kiss, we talk, we cook, we eat breakfast together, i wash and fold your laundry, we watch tv shows together, we sit outside and go on walks and i’m so content with all we have. my heart feels as if it may burst.

Something about Slytherins

So we know now, or most of us should, that Slytherins aren’t all evill, Merlin, Slughorn, Andromeda Tonks, Regulus Black, to name a few. Yeah we have our fair share but here’s something I think about a lot.

So imagine you’re eleven years old. You get sent away from home to this great school and you’re waiting to get sorted. So maybe your family didn’t familiarize you all that well with the houses and you know that Ravenclaws are smart, hufflepuffs are loyal, gryffindors are brave, Slytherins are ambitious. Or maybe you do know about the houses and you fully expect to be placed in ravenclaw or Gryffindor. You watch as a couple kids around you go up and the hat yells “gryffindor!” And there’s enormous applause. “Ravenclaw!” Enormous applause. So your name is called and you walk all the way up to the front of the great hall and sit down on this stool and this hawk looking witch in emerald robes places this worn old hat on your head and it starts talking. Asking you questions, going through your thoughts. Maybe it shouts it out immediately or maybe it takes a couple minutes, but eventually the hat yells “Slytherin!” EXCEPT instead of cheers and applause there is booing.
Now this upsets me because I don’t remember being eleven that well, it’s been ten years, but my little sister is eleven now and it’s amazing to me how young she is. Like how did Harry defeat voldemort at that age? She’s still a baby!
But back to the story. So there is booing from three of the four tables in the hall AT YOU. You try not to cry and go sit down at your table and an older kid says “Don’t let ‘em see you cry. Toughen up.”

This is how you’re introduced to your house and to the students of the school. Your house mates tell you to toughen up while people you don’t even know boo you. Of course you’ll dislike those people that boo you, just like they disliked you for the house a wrinkly old hat chose for you.

I cannot stress enough how young eleven is, I really can’t. I mean have you ever heard those stories about those kids who are bullied that eventually snap and become the bully themselves? Now imagine the children those people raise. Those kids would be tough and hard as nails and mean because that’s the only thing they know how to be. I can tell you something, when I was eleven years old, I wouldn’t have been sorted into Slytherin. Nope. I was the kid with her nose always in a book but all that got me was bullied. Eventually in high school I bit back.

I guess what I’m trying to say is that, yes, there are plenty of Slytherins that are jerks. I’ve seen people saying not so nice things to Slytherins because they happen to be Slytherin so maybe before you’re mean maybe think about what that person might have been through that would get them sorted Slytherin. And also think about the fact that the sorting hat, the one who knows the houses and their founders best never calls Slytherin evil. He calls them cunning and resourceful and ambitious. They’re smart and clever and they have goals they are determined to meet. Those traits don’t make a bad person but they can end badly for someone with a dark past.

I know it’s not really but for many Slytherins I think we have experiences like this that have shaped us into who we are now.