and now the special song!

Unpopular opinion: 2016 was actually an incredible year to me, so many cool things happened!! I’ve become independent, I learned and experienced tons of things, I’ve overcome my problems and finally I achieved what I’ve wanted for so long: I am truly happy with who I am as a person! I learned how to be happy and how to stay happy, I learned what’s important and to what extent. I realised that everything is a choice and there are literally no limits!! I finally see that every minute spent on whining and crying under a blanket is a wasted minute!! There’s literally no point in being stuck in one place, life moves forward and so should I!! Every failure is a test of persistence and determination, the key is to never stop looking for solutions!!

tl;dr Bring it on 2017, I’m ready


And now the video is up!

Special thanks to Sanei who allowed me to write this song based off her Flowerfell AU

Also big thanks to SociopathicAngel for the amazing Overgrowth Fic which made me cry for about 5 years

Music, Lyrics, and Illustration by me


Hi Taylor! I’m hoping that you’ll casually scroll down your timeline and get to see my story… My name’s Francisco, I’m 19 years old and ever since 8th grade I’ve looked up to you for so many reasons.Being an only child is always hard, you sort of feel like you’re always alone and have no guidence what so ever… back in 8th grade I struggled a lot with making friends or just simply fitting in because of my sexuality. Every single day it was a struggle for me to wake up and deal with the same rude comments from students in my class. Being called gay, ugly, or fat, isn’t neccesarily the best feeling in the world, but your music was ALWAYS been there for me. Back then you released an album called ‘Speak Now’ and there’s a song that’s very special to my heart… It’s called Mean and all I can say is thank you. That song helped SO much through junior high and highschool, every day I would go home and listen to that same song on repeat because it made me feel so special, it made me feel like I belonged somewhere and that’s all because of you Taylor. I’ve overcomed many things because of your music, having to deal with heartbreak is one of the things that I just simply have a hard time dealing with. Back in July this one boy broke my heart and on top of that I came out to my mom, I was devastated and started to self harm but like I said before your music was always there for me. There’s this one song on 1989 called 'Clean’ and I would listen to it every single day in the shower followed by Shake It Off and let me tell you, it was the best form of therapy. There’s just something about those two songs that literally lift me up and make me so happy! I just want you to know that I will forever stand by your side and be grateful for everything that your music has done for me Taylor. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart for everything that you have for done for me and so many other fans, thank you for staying strong for many years regarless of what the people or media have to say about you. I’ve loved you for 8+ years and I will probably always love you! Thank you so much and I can’t wait to see you very soon!

something wicked this way comes… // halloween playlist

Carousel - Melanie Martinez ▴ House of The Rising Sun - Lauren O’Connell ▴ Flickers - Son Lux ▴ Black Magic Woman - Fleetwood Mac ▴ Seven Devils - Florence + The Machine ▴ Cry Little Sister - G Tom Mac ▴ How Soon Is Now? - Love Split Love ▴ Special Death - Mirah ▴ Sally’s Song - Fiona Apple ▴ What’s A Girl To Do? - Bat For Lashes ▴ My Body’s A Zombie For You - Dead Man’s Bones ▴ St. James Infirmary - Louis Armstrong ▴ Boogie Chills - Landon Liboiron ▴ This Is Halloween - Marilyn Manson ▴ Tag, you’re it - Melanie Martinez ▴ Teen Idle - Mariana and The Diamonds ▴ Show Me Your Fangs - Matt Nathanson ▴ I Put A Spell On You - Screamin’ Jay Hawkins ▴ Bottom Of The River - Delta Rae ▴ Sweet Dreams - Emily Browning


She is messy, but she’s kind,
She is lonely most of the time,
She is all of this mixed up and baked in a beautiful pie,
She is gone, but she used to be mine.

anonymous asked:

Do you think Joey and Daniel have a special song?

I would guess yes? Oh man, now I wish we knew what it is! Probably something adorable and so special to the two of them, and when they hear it they might get all smiley and cuddly. Aww, I wanna know!


Election preliminaries

The interim results for the 5th Cinderella Girls General Election have been released! Uzuki, Kaede, and Mio coming out strong in the top 3 overall followed by Nana and Miku. If the election were to end right now, these 5 would get a special group song just for them. 

In the category results, Uzuki, Nana, and Miku dominate the Cute category with no unvoiced idols to be found until #13 Yuuki Otokura. In Cool, normally the most competitive category, there was a bit of an upset as 3 unvoiced idols made it into the top 5: #2 Miyu Mifune, #3 Nono Morikubo, and #5 Hajime Fujiwara. Passion is similar in that #2 Yoshino Yorita#3 Yuzu Kitami, and #5 Shin Sato are all unvoiced. Miyu, Nono, Yoshino, and Yuzu are all very likely to get voices at this rate but the election is not even half over! The election officially ends on May 9, so there’s plenty of time for more shake-ups as we get closer to the end.

I Can’t Make You Love Me

Summary: Kylo finds himself falling in love with a coworker, but he simply doesn’t believe that someone could love the monster he is.

Characters: Kylo Ren x gender neutral reader

Word count: 1222

Warnings: None

A/N: First one shot everrr yaaay! I’m excited and worried hahahah This song is what gave me inspiration to write this one shot. What made me want to start a blog and work on these, so I guess it’s not only a beautiful song but also a special one now. Also, I didn’t plan on making it gender neutral, but then I realised it actually is! So, forgive me if you find any gender-related word. I hope you enjoy it! 

Kylo had been friends with you for quite a long while now. Not like best friends, but you enjoyed talking during your rare free times, having meals together, working together. Especially working together; you two seemed to have some kind of special connection, barely having to talk to achieve your goals and solving problems. When planning things, you always would think about the same strategies. 

Kylo was a lonely man. He’d feel empty and lost way too often. He’d hear voices inside his head, telling him what to do and even how to feel. He knew it was Snoke, and, even though he wanted to rule the whole galaxie, sometimes he’d just like to make it stop. Until, one day, he realized that, for a moment, it stopped. Everything inside him that made him feel so bad stopped. He didn’t know exactly why, but he enjoied it.Some weeks passed and he realized that he’d been feeling better and better, and even… happier. A happiness he didn’t feel in ages. A happiness he didn’t knew he would ever feel, or that he was capable of  feeling.
It didn’t take long until he found out why he was feeling this way lately. He was walking down the hall, going to the control bridge. Right before entering, he heard you laughing. A laugh so soft and enchanting, he didn’t realize he entered the bridge and kept admiring you, smiling to himself under his mask. He only came back to reality when Hux approached him to talk about problems. Hux only talked about problems and complained about everything.

After Kylo found out that he was in love with you, his days got dark again. Not that he didn’t want to like you, he did. But he wondered how would someone so bright as you would like someone so dark as him.
He’d lay on his bed every night, trying not to think about you. Trying not to think about the fact that there was nothing he could do to make you feel for him what he felt for you. Maybe if he’d close his eyes tight enough, he wouldn’t see all that you didn’t feel for him. Unfortunately, it never worked.

It was your day off and you were at your quarters, reading a book, and a bit sleepy, until you heard someone knocking on your door. You opened it up to see Kylo. He didn’t have his helmet on and a little, shy smile played on his lips. You had to admit you were quite surprised.

“Kylo! I– I didn’t expect to see you here”

“Well, it’s my day off, so I made sure it would be yours too”
Confusion was clear on your face. Kylo snorted and continued;

“Wanna go for a walk outside?”

“Sure! I’ll just grab my coat”

You took your long, black coat and followed him. As you stepped outside and the door behind you close, you were taken by an absolute silence. It was a comfortable silence. You took a moment to breath in the fresh, cold air and to listen to the sound of your boots slightly sinking into the snow. You enjoyed that sound. You two walked for some minutes, entering the forest and talking about no important stuff. The sound of his voice without the helmet was soothing, and you could feel your chest slightly vibrating at the deep sound of it.

“Y/N” Kylo took a deep breath. He seemed… nervous. You had never seem him nervous before.

“I… I have to tell you something” You two stopped walking and he positioned himself in front of you.

“Yes” you said. “What is it?”

Kylo looked at your beautiful, bright Y/E/C eyes and stumbled on his own words before even starting to talk. He looked down at his feet, his hands behind his back

“I, um…” he cleared his throat “I have developed feelings for you” His voice was low.

After that, you didn’t know how to react or what to say. You swallowed nervously, looking up at him with wide eyes.

“You don’t have to say anything” he comforted you “Just–” he let out an annoyed sigh. Annoyed by himself strugglind to find his own words. He grunted and suddenly exploded with confidence “Every time I see you, my heart beats faster. I feel surrounded by all these warm feelings and the whole universe looks brighter. You give me feelings that I never thought I was able to have. But also, every time you leave, every time I’m by myself, I feel cold and lost. I feel like I have no control of my own mind and body. I remember that I will never have your heart. And it hurts-” he paused and sighed “It hurts so much…”

Now you really didn’t know what to say. You never thougth Kylo could be so emotional. You never thought you’d hear such words coming out of his mouth. But above all, you never expected all of this would be for you. So specifically for you, he’d brought you to a place where there’d be only you to hear his words.After a few silent seconds, you finally spoke;

“Kylo, I- I’m shocked! I–”

“You cannot believe a monster like me feels this way for you! You’re disgusted and probably willing to walk away telling me to leave you alone!” He spoke before you could finish.

“That’s not what I was going to say! Kylo, please, listen. I don’t think you are a monster and mainly I don’t feel disgusted. And I could never tell you to leave me alone, I wouldn’t be able to deal with it!”

“Tell me no lies, Y/N” His tone was low, but you could feel the despise in his voice.

“How can you say that?! Why would I lie to you when I have no reasons to do so?”

“Maybe you’re just trying to be nice so I don’t freak out and kill you! ‘Cause in the end, that’s all I really do! Stick my saber up people’s chest, when I don’t decide to play with their minds first!” His voice vanished.

You wanted to tell him that’s not all he was. He was much, much more. But you knew he wouldn’t listen to you. You chose to stay quiet instead. At this moment, he didn’t dare to look at. He was already not looking at you before, but this time, it would scare him even more. He didn’t want to turn to you and see desperation on your face. The only sound that could be heard by now was the sound of your breathings; yours being fast and aprehensive, while his was heavy, loud and filled with anger or nervousness, you couldn’t tell which one.

“I can’t make you love me, Y/N” he broke the silence and finally looked at you “I can’t make your heart feel what it won't” he sighed once again and looked into the distance, not exactly seeing. “I always tell myself that on the next morning I’ll do what’s right and give up this fight. But I can’t. I don’t know how”

Those sentences killed you.

“Don’t do it” you said with a low voice. He looked back to you, his eyes red and confused. “Don’t give up”

And before you knew it, you were kissing Kylo Ren.

Made with SoundCloud
Picture the scene:

(yes, in this case it’s actually a scene not an arms race)

Fall Out Boy have just finished the final concert of their American Beauty/American Psycho tour. As the crowd settles down, Patcrick steps up to the microphone again.

“Thank you everyone! Now uh… we’ve got some special guests doing a closing song for us. They haven’t played together in a while so y’know, be kind to them; believe me when I say that it’s pretty daunting working with your guys again after being on a break” he laughs, glancing at Pete, Joe and Andy who all nod in agreement, Pete looks like he’s holding back a smile “So, make sure to give them a big welcome

The stage goes dark and you briefly hear Pete giggling before the microphone goes dead. There’s a feeling of anticipation in the air; everyone’s still hyped up on adrenaline, not entirley sure what’s going on. After the buzz of conversation dies down there’s total silence, the whole crowd waiting with baited breath. Everyone is confused. Then suddenly, out of the still silence, a single G piano note is heard.


I literally had no idea this video existed until now AND IT IS HILARIOUS! specially the part they play the polyphonic spree song and she’s like “WHAT THE HELL IS THIS!?!” and the sufjan stevens one as well omg

Now because of my Xmas Special Gallifrey theory, the Doctors Presidency, and this artwork, all I can think of is River and the Doctor ruling Gallifrey like the bamfs that they are.

(I totally DON’T imagine her fashion to resemble Padme Amidala’s senatorial wardrobe… And I’m certainly NOT thinking about them having royal time babies and how regal a pregnant River would look in Gallifreyan garb.)

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Special Summer Album: ´9Muses S/S Edition´ Tracklist


  • #Erine wrote the lyrics for two of the songs in their new album, which officially makes her a rapper/songwriter.
  • Including the CD, there will be 1 random photocard (out of 9 available ones) plus a 100 page pictorial book and a poster!
  • The producers of “Hurt Locker” have worked on songs such as Genie & I Got A Boy (SNSD), Happiness (Red Velvet), Hurricane Venus (BoA), Rum Pum Pum Pum & Toy (f(x)) & Bad Girls (Lee Hyori).

Literally all of the songs on the radio right now are songs that have been performed by special guests at the 1989 tour I am so here for this