and now i just feel nothing

Freckles, Flaws, and First Steps

Wow my title isn’t one word for once. This is a one-shot for the below prompt from @alexandrbello which I got a while ago. Sorry for just posting this now, my life has been w i l d. Hopefully you guys are glad to see some writing!

AU where lance had freckles but is ashamed of them so he hides them and then he runs out of whatever he covered himself with and anxiety, then keith comfort and klance, lots of klance please, thanks

You got it.


Lance had always been an outdoorsy kid.

It wasn’t surprising, considering how close his house was to the beach. Growing up, the ocean was practically part of his backyard.

No matter what, if Lance wasn’t at school or doing any number of chores, he could be found at the beach. Rain or shine, night and day, whatever the circumstance, no one could stand between him and the shore.

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anonymous asked:

Ugh :( Just saw someone under a post you reblogged and one of their hashtags was something like "people who sympathize with theo are truly disgusting and tiring" like come on it's just a show... why be so upset about people liking a character you might not like?

Yeah, people can be rude. I mean, why would you feel like send hate under a post dedicated to a character? You don’t like him? Ignore the post. There’s not need to express your hateful opinion when no one asked.

Also, I noticed the comment: “probably gives a fuck now that he has nothing left and needs scott’s pack to survive”.

Let’s focus on this for a moment.

Theo could’ve run away and hide, try to save himself, but he didn’t. It would’ve been easier to do it if he hadn’t nothing left. Truth is, he does have something. And that’d be scott’s pack. He wants to be a part of the pack. He choose to stay. He choose to help, even if he could die trying. He knows it’s worth it. He knows what he has done, and wants redemption. He really does.

Originally posted by ludi-lin

Please, tell me why do you think he doesn’t care. No, seriously, tell me. Because only thing I can see is a boy who really wants to help and care, he just doesn’t know how to do it. Theo has never been taught how to love or care. He was manipulated since he was little. And now he wants to feel something. He wants to help people, he knows that it’s the right thing to do. He’s learning.

Originally posted by teenwolf--imagines

Give him a fucking break.

Return Ritual

IMAGINE - 03 

Word Count:  1348

Pairing:  Bucky Barnes x reader

Warnings:  Smut (vaginal)

Synopsis:  Imagine the morning after Bucky returns from a mission.

AN: I plan on writing a few more of these so if you enjoy reading them please like, reblog, post a comment all that great stuff!  Thanks for reading! x



He usually arrives sometime in the middle of the night. Exhausted and worn, he’d shrug off his combat gear at the door. With the last of his conserved energy, he’d slip into the shower, washing away the dirt and burden of the mission.

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Mx. & Mrs. Valiente

Fandom: Little Witch Academia | Pairing: Allyn (Allisandra/Edlyn)

Word Count: 2,007 | Read Time: ~10 Minutes


“Marry me…”

Edlyn was examining the browning spots on the leaves of an unhealthy betony hedge when Allisandra had broken their train of thought. The poor floral plant had reached the end of its life cycle, and Edlyn had been doing all they could to salvage it. “I’m sorry?”

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             AESTHETIC && PLAYLIST — barbara & richard

whatever my future holds, i hope it includes you.”  

i. do i wanna know? - arctic monkeys / ii. honey - swim deep / iii. sweater weather - the neighbourhood / iv. nothing’s gonna hurt you baby - cigarettes after sex / v. don’t you know - jaymes young / vi. feels like we only go backwards - tame impala / vii. infinity - the xx

i need him to keep smiling his beautiful smile, to be the sun the earth keeps spinning around.

i. the suburbs ( continued ) - arcade fire / ii. nobody like you - little mix / iii. moonlight - ariana grande / iv. flaws ( acoustic ) - bastille / v. supercut - lorde / vi. addicted to love - florence + the machine / vii. baby i’m yours - arctic monkeys / viii. you & me ( flume remix ) - disclosure

( dedicated to the stitch to my lilo // @ncghtwing )

it’s still so weird to think you’re supposed to go to college right after finishing high school and i do think that works for a lot of people AND is better to do it like that but shit i barely graduated high school. i was so drained and then my parents bribed me into going straight to college so i did and i think that’s part of why it fucked me up and i failed bc i never took a break. but i also feel like that could easily be me making excuses. i know i was lazy and didn’t give a shit but i just really don’t think it helped to be pushed into it when i really wanted/needed a break and now i dont know if i will ever go back. maybe nothing would be different but there’s a little part of me that wonders if i just waited a year or two and THEN went to college for the first time…. maybe things would have ended up so differently. or maybe i would have just flunked out again who knows

Korrasami Week 2017 - Day 4: Honeymoon

but I’m not scared
there’s nothing to lose now that I’ve found you 
🌹

This photo is really special to me. On the last night of our trip to Los Angeles last month, we went to the Griffith Observatory. We got to see the skyline before bidding the city farewell, but what’s more, we got to really see just how far we’ve come, together. I thank the universe every day for having her in my life; for having her back. I feel so lucky.
We called this trip our “Turtleduck Honeymoon,” because–well, to us? It might as well have been one.
Besides, every adventure with the love of your life should be a honeymoon. 

Korra: @shota-bootyshorts ; Asami: @shes-an-iso

anonymous asked:

in your opinion, what type of woman do u see fionn ending up with??? xxxx love your blog

I’m supposed to be doing my homework right now, but this is more important in my opinion.

So, I imagine Fionn would end up with someone who’s very similar to him - if you know what I mean? Someone who is very shy and introverted, and probably not a huge social media user, just someone who keeps to them self really.

I also imagine her to be very intelligent, Fionn (whilst we know next to nothing about him) comes across as someone who is very intellectual, and I feel as though he’d go for someone who was on a similar level as him. I also picture her as someone who is on the creative side, someone who enjoys books and music, and performing arts (with it being such an important part in Fionn’s life it’s hard to picture him with someone who isn’t really into that kind of stuff)

All in all, I just picture him with someone who isn’t a super massive Hollywood star, just a ‘normal’ girl, who he can relate to in lots of different aspects

(Tbh for all I know his celebrity crush could be the queen, that boy is an enigma)

Also! Thank you, I’m glad you like my blog😊 feel free to message me, or send me asks whenever you want😊

anonymous asked:

Could i request saeran and vanderwood reacting to lingerie model mc ? Please please 🙏🏼❤ Sorry for request this again

It’s really fine. You are always free to request addons to old HC´s.

I do this one now since it’s short -


Saeran

  • He already knows about your work
  • He did his research after all.
  • Saeran is not really happy at all with your work, showing yourself  of in basically nothing feels not good to him.
  • All those strangers that can see you like this it makes him really unhappy.
  • Even if it’s just a job.
  • You really have to explain to him that it’s just a job, and that this is way different than pornography.
  • It is just to show of the lingerie to people.
  • You ever make sure it’s nothing too scandalous.
  • Still it really not sits well with him, you are suppose to be only his after all.
  • You have to keep proving to him that you really only have eyes for him.
  • You even take him to a photoshoot, to show him how professional everybody is.
  • Sadly this just makes him feel even worse.
  • You even cancel shoots that are too sexy,or with partners.
  • You soon notice that you get less and less jobs, you wonder if you made anything wrong but it turns out that Saeran is responsible for this.
  • You get really mad at him for doing this behind your back, why can’t he just trust you.
  • Of course it’s really hard for him to see you this mad, he gets really afraid that you leave him.
  • You not want to leave him you love him.
  • He wants to change and not destroy your carrier but in the end it’s just too much for him to handle.
  • You have to decide between him and your carrier.


Vanderwood

  • He recognizes you even without the make-up.
  • He is used to disguises and he has seen some of your pictures, not that he would care about lingerie.
  • He just occasionally gets bored and looks thru fashion magazines.
  • Nothing really odd about that.
  • Now that he knows you in person he kinda finds himself more interested in these pictures, not that he would ever admit that.
  • But when you mention your newest work he knows right away what you are talking about.
  • You get somehow ever flowers before your shoots, but again Vanderwood will never admit they are from him.
  • He more likes to support you from the shadows, with his work it’s just better this way.
  • He really appreciates your hard work and dedication to the job


Take a look at my Masterlist my requests are open so drop by !

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Verity Vine: Mom, I’m fine, everything’s fine, nothing’s the matter. I’m just really, really busy with stuff.

Luna: I know, I just… want to make sure, sweetie. You’ve barely talked about your summer–

Verity Vine: Well, like, my friend got pregnant, so there’s that. Do you want to talk about that?

Luna: Well, that’s… unexpected. How do you feel about–

Verity Vine: I have to get ready for school now.

Originally posted by twilightsagadaily

requested by: jackbarakms

“you are everything i have never been. i want you to make me better. and i’ve been wondering why you let me in. i want you to make me better.” -make me better- james blunt

(A/N: I tried to incorporate the actual lyrics (italicized) into this one, unlike the song dribbles I’ve done before, so idk let me know if you think i should continue with that or not (tbh it feels a little too much like plagiarism but they just WORK SO WELL.) (also, hfs what a perfect song for Jasper thank you shuffle.))

It’s no secret that Jasper wasn’t a fan of his past and everything he had done after being turned, before he joined the Cullens. He had a tendency to focus on the worst things he’d done, believing that nothing he did now could ever truly make up for that. He never thought he could be better than that past version of himself. Until you.

When the Cullens had first moved to this new town, Jasper was content in going through the motions, as per usual. He’d grown used to this life and, despite being in a new setting, he found every place was virtually the same. The lessons the teachers taught were near identical, the food he purchased in a flimsy attempt to try to blend in with the school’s populace always looked as though he wouldn’t want to touch it with a ten-foot pole even if he were human and needed it to survive. This new town, however, could boast of one thing that was different from any place he’d lived before: you were here. At first, Jasper swallowed his feelings, unwilling to accept the truth. He, the “worst” at living amongst humans, couldn’t have feelings for one. He tried to ignore you, pretend you didn’t exist. These attempts, however, proved futile in the end and he decided to act on his feelings. After doing so, he wanted to kick himself for trying to avoid you for so long. You were everything he’d never been, everything he wanted to be. Every interaction afterwards only proved this and he couldn’t help but wonder why you chose to stick around him. He didn’t bring this up, however. He didn’t want you to leave.

You made him look forward to seeing what the next day would bring. You made him stop and savor the moment whereas before, he almost seemed content with letting this never-ending life pass him by (save for those little moments with his family he .) You made him laugh out loud (a sound the Cullens had rarely heard in the past and were overjoyed to hear now.) You made him happy. In his eyes, you made him better. He liked who he was with you and he’d be damned if he was going to let you slip away.

(continued from here)

…I guess it’ll be ok for me to take it then…

And I would really love the other thing! Really!

…someday at least.

I feel like it’d be bad for me to leave right now, with one of my friends missing and Dax… I don’t think he’d do well if I was gone.

B-B-but someday! I promise!!


[Dylan’s reference has been updated]

rainsofmay  asked:

my take for cag and prelati is that cag identifies 200% as a woman and did so even before she met germain and prelati is agender and just went with the woman's body thing because Alchemy and the two of them have dumb arguments about this constantly.

nothing to argue here tbh. i’ve been undecided on prelati really, since (aside from the “anime is like that so it’s probably not meant to be thought about”) fully transitioning your sex and being like “yep no big deal, girl now” is certainly a thing

so i’ve been settling at “nb prelati i guess” especially with “you talked about woman’s intuition but you didn’t even get that until later.” mostly it feels like that dashes a binary trans girl prelati thing, with the differing views there, personally

500% better though with them arguing about it though. (or specifically cags saying a bunch of stupid things ad nauseum until prelati bites back.) s-g is caught in the crossfire trying to be professional and serious while they bicker like children

anonymous asked:

it feels like most of my life (the last 3 years especially) has been filled with a whole lot of nothing, and I don't know how to break free from it. My therapist and family think I'm depressed and need meds but I don't. I'm just disappointed with what my life has been and what it is now. I have no friends, I'm in college (community college rn) but I don't know how to change shit. My life has been filled with rejection and disappointment and I'm starting to lose hope. I don't know what to do.

Do you have any hobbies or things you like to do? Life can be pretty dull and disappointing for me as well, so I always try to find events, trips, even holidays to prepare for. I also have a handful of passions that keep me busy — photography, hooping, camping, exploring the outdoors, etc.
Try out new things, explore your local nature spots, look up local events, go to a show. You don’t need lots of friends to be happy. I understand it gets lonely, but you can use this time of your life to learn about yourself and grow as a person. Just seems like you need to pick up more hobbies/crafts and maaaaaybe attend more social events

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry to keep pestering you, but I can't but keep thinking about the twins. Lup spent 11 or so years trapped in the umbra staff, unable to talk to or interact with anyone, completely alone. She could feel her brother's presence but she knew he'd forgotten her. I can't help but think that Lup, after being released, refuses to spend any time alone now that she has her family back. She's always with someone because she can't be alone again. Again, sorry for bugging you.

i think about the twins a lot, don’t worry

the first couple nights back, she hangs out with taako while barry’s asleep on the same bed (which would be weird if they didnt do it during the century) and they just sit together. bc theres nothing really to say after everything. it’s like they just have to get used to the concept of even seeing the other beside them again

Second chapter of and the lights is current back up to 6.7k, which is just slightly under the halfway mark. I’m tempted to cut if off now, but nothing really happens that would make it worth it, or at least there’s not the level of stuff happening that I’d be satisfied with to throw up on A03.

So yeah, um. Consider that your warning? That the second chapter is probably gonna cut close if not over 10k. Third chapter will probably dip a bit lower than that, but that’s only because right now I don’t have the third chapter fully sketched like I do the second. So there might actually be more than 10k on that one too.

well now i’m watching and rewatching the first part of no future in the past where robert comes up to doc and, if nothing else, i’m headcanoning this.  ❝ Speak up, spectacles. ❞ ❝ I met you yesterday – ❞ ❝ – I was DRUNK yesterday. ❞  ❝ …you’re drunk today. ❞  feels like doc definitely remembers the previous interaction. he knows that robert is there bc of their mutual association with wyatt.  ❝ what did you say your name was again? ❞  he’s not so drunk that he didn’t hear robert introduce himself ( there’s drunk and then there is drunk ya feel? ) he just doesn’t like that robert knows wyatt. that robert shares the love for wyatt that he too holds in his heart ( bc he can sniff that out like a goddamn bloodhound ). i am almost positive this happens before 1.04 like wyatt sent robert ahead, not anticipating that doc would be in one of his temperaments. and then the tb takes a turn for the worse just before wyatt rides into town. IN FACT, what if wyatt wanted doc to ride to purgatory with him and robert??? which probably hurts doc’s ego and jealous nature even more when he knew that his consumption was gonna tie him to his bed. 

anonymous asked:

I came out to my friends as a lesbian in June, and then I didn't see them over the summer. But I'm seeing them more regularly now and they still treat me exactly the same!! They're not uncomfortable around me at all!! And honestly I didn't even know that was a fear I had until I realized nothing was different. It's actually an unbelievably amazing feeling. My faith in straight girls has been renewed and I'm so so happy!!

this is so great!!!! i’m so happy for you girls are just great

How to Repent
Devotional by John Piper


If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. (1 John 1:9)

A vague, bad feeling that you are a crummy person is not the same as conviction for sin. Feeling rotten is not the same as repentance.

This morning I began to pray, and felt unworthy to be talking to the Creator of the universe. It was a vague sense of unworthiness. So I told him so. Now what?

Nothing changed until I began to get specific about my sins. Crummy feelings can be useful if they lead to conviction for specific sins. But vague feelings of being a bad person are not usually very helpful.

The fog of unworthiness needs to take shape into clear dark pillars of disobedience. Then you can point to them and repent and ask for forgiveness and take aim with your gospel bazooka to blow them up.

So I began to call to mind the commands I frequently break. These are the ones that came to mind.

Love God with all your heart, soul, mind and strength. Not 95%, but 100%. (Matthew 22:37)
Love your neighbor as you love yourself. Be as eager for things to go well for him as you are for things to go well for you. (Matthew 22:39)
Do all things without grumbling. No grumbling — inside or outside. (Philippians 2:14)
Cast all your anxieties on him — so you are not being weighed down by them anymore. (1 Peter 5:7)
Only say things that give grace to others — especially those closest to you. (Ephesians 4:29)
Redeem the time. Don’t fritter away the minutes, or dawdle. (Ephesians 5:16)
So much for any pretensions to great holiness! I’m undone.

This is much worse than vague, crummy feelings. Ah, but now the enemy is visible. The sins are specific. They’ve come out of hiding. I look them in the eye. I’m not whining about feeling crummy. I’m apologizing to Christ for not doing specific things that he commanded.

I’m broken, and I’m angry at my sin. I want to kill it, not me. I’m not suicidal. I’m a sin-hater and a sin-murderer. (“Put to death what is earthly in you,” Colossians 3:5; “Put to death the deeds of the body,” Romans 8:13.) I want to live. That’s why I’m a killer — of my sin!

In this conflict, I hear the promise, “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness” (1 John 1:9). Peace rises.

Now, prayer feels possible and right and powerful again.