and now as i post this the download is finished

how mon-el’s death scene will go

“mon-hell please don’t die on me we can fix this too, we can use male entitlement and how important you are as a white, straight, cis man to the cw to heal your gaping stab would from your mother”

“no, karold it’s okay. it’s okay because i finished roméo and juliet and i am doing this For you my dearest tara i loved you from the moment the cw decided to force this relationship”

“no manuel please don’t go how will i stand on my own? how will i be a successful female superhero without you, my stronger, better counterpart for me to prop up? how could this be?”

“i know, carla, i know. we all thought this would end with the show turning into ‘the monel show’ but apparently we were all wrong. i’m sorry for this, i’m sorry you now have to go back to who you once were before i ruined you. i hope you find love again in another straight, white, cis man because the cw is racist and can’t let you be with james, who you so obviously should be with”

and then he drops dead and rhea is standing there totally chill but like, in prison because she’s hot but she’s a really bad person. and cut to alex and maggie who are literally making out tongue and all and they turn to the camera and go “oh, didn’t see you there. we’re just breaking the barriers the cw put on our lesbian relationship because apparently people aren’t allowed to see women kiss each other on television properly before 12am. but they killed mon-el so, anything could happen, right?” cut to james just being on screen.

i keep seeing people drawing parody super buff versions of the guys and i wanted to join in on the fun so i drew buff Tom but it’s literally the most cursed image on my laptop.

my tablet stopped working the moment i finished. it’s some sort of divine punishment for unleashing this. im almost certain he’s going to come out the computer screen and kill me in my sleep

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Top Photos and Downloads of 2016: October


My Willow Creek makeover dominated the top photosets this month, but the overview of my commercial district topped the lot. This area really came together so well and hopefully i will get back to finishing it in the new year. 

Top download for this month was my Sleek and Swept hair. A conversion for child to adult with a bit of poofing, its Ryan’s new ‘do (for now atleast).

Blog Updating & Suggestions

Hi everyone!

I wanted to let you all know that I have finally finished updating my Downloads page to have the content I created for the month of December. I apologize that it took me so long to update. So, in case you were worried that you had missed anything I posted you can find it now in my downloads page! :)

Please let me know if you find any issues with sorting or links!



I also wanted to ask you all about some suggestions! Right now, on the sidebar of my blog, I have the pages: Downloads, Updates, Asks&Replies, Tutorials, WCIF, WIP, and TOU. Are there any other pages that you all think might be good to have?

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  Marbella Teak Garden Collection  ❤

My first garden set is finally finished & here for you to download. It includes the objects shown above and the download file has 15 items (14 new meshes & 1 mesh edit). Can be found in game by typing “DCS4” or “Marbella”. 

I hope you all enjoy them because I hate them now. If you use them in your posts and want to share the love (because sharing is caring) then feel free to tag me. I track both DreamCatcherSims4 and DCS4.

  TOU 

Please don’t upload anywhere else or claim as your own. Recolours allowed w/out mesh. I still have the PSDs so feel free to message me for them.

❤  DOWNLOAD  ❤ (SFS)

Imagine having to choose between Jared and your fiancé

I finish sending the last email, almost throwing my laptop across the room so I wouldn’t have to answer any more questions about Jared’s schedule. It’s almost 6 in the afternoon and I should have been at home at five. Jared still hasn’t appeared and his inbox fills way too fast for me to handle it.

When I hear the front door shut, I sigh in relief, one more minute and I would have gone crazy.

“What are you doing here? People are going to think I exploit you!” Jared laughs, entering the room with bags from Whole Foods, “You look really tired”

I am. But I just forget about everything the minute his eyes lay on mine. I start playing with the ring on my hand, remembering why I can’t allow myself to get consumed by his gaze and the way his body reacts to my intent of distraction.

“Well, you look even prettier when you are tired” He says, leaving his bags on his desk, I can feel all the air in my body stopping, not being able to continue its course, “How is that even possible?”

You can’t, I start saying to myself, stop it.

“Sometimes, when you find something that lightens your day, even the most tired people can… Glow”

Oh no, you did not just say that. So silly.

I can notice a small change on the way his jaw tightens, I know I’m saying this words because of him, but he doesn’t seem to get it. His head points to my hands, and a forced smile appears on his lips.

“You going out with… What’s his name?”

“Kevin” I answer, even though I’m sure he knows my fiancé’s name.

“Right” He sighs, still on his feet by his desk, “What time? Because it’s already 6 o'clock”

I check the clock on my wrist, I have an hour and a half to go home and get ready. Enough time to be able to stay for an extra couple of minutes in here.

“7:30” I say getting on my feet.

We share another look before changing our gaze completely. I save my laptop on my bag, check my phone, put my jacket on, but I’m still not ready to go. Everyday was the same. I would be happy at home, spending the night with Kevin, waking up in the morning to have breakfast together. But then, I would have to come here, hating myself half of the day, not believing the way my heart would race whenever my boss was near me. And by the time I had to go home, go back to my fiancé, to my reality, I just wouldn’t want to leave.

“I’ll see you monday morning“ I mutter, adjusting the bag on my shoulder.

Jared is now sitting on his desk, displaying all his food. His head raises to look me in the eyes, a small smile appearing on his lips. I know I’m smiling too, and it makes me feel like an idiot.

You’re engaged, you’re engaged…

“Have fun tonight“ He says, but I can see in his eyes that he doesn’t really mean it.

I nod, spending at least a whole more minute just staring at him. I have to stop, this is becoming really creepy.

By the time I decide I really need to leave, my phone starts buzzing. Kevin’s name appears on the screen, and I ignore the phone call till I’m inside my car. He sounds so happy, as always, and I try to imitate his tone as best as I can.

Once I get home I start getting ready for my date. A quick shower, dry my hair, pick my outfit and finally make up. My mind should be busy with the task at hand, but I can’t keep Jared’s smile off my head. I start wondering about him. Is he eating alone or did he invite someone else? A friend? A… lover?

The thought makes me uneasy, and I try to find an excuse to just give him a call, something that I forgot to tell him, or something that I may have left on my desk. Anything. By the time I dial his number I still don’t have an excuse, but I’m doing it anyway.

“It’s almost 7:30” He says from the other side of the line.

“I know” I mutter, giving another look at my ring, “I’m ready”

“Loverboy hasn’t appeared yet?”

I stay quiet for a couple of seconds, processing his almost angry tone of voice and the fact that he just called Kevin “Loverboy”.

“He’s on his way” I mutter.

The silence that comes after my answer is awkward, and I just want to punch myself in the face for calling Jared before my date.

“So, why did you call?”

“I think I forgot my… my…” I stutter, trying to think of something, when the thought of actually forgetting something at his house takes over my mind, “My glasses, I think they are in the kitchen”

“Oh, let me see”

I hear how he stands from whenever he’s sitting; his steps, the sound of a door, more steps. My doorbell rings right at the moment I hear the sound of the phone being put back on his ear.

“They are here”

“Good, can I go pick them up?” I ask, starting to walk towards the door.

“Now?” He asks laughing, and the sound of the ring makes him shut, “I think loverboy arrived”

“I have to go, thanks, Jared”

I hang, avoiding hear him say goodbye. I sigh deeply before having the guts to open the door, and change my expression of disappointment to complete happiness.

I’m engaged, I repeat myself.

Kevin doesn’t notice how distracted I am during our way to the restaurant, or how I avoid looking him in the eyes. I feel guilty for having another man in my mind, for wishing it was Jared who was in the car with me. But the night goes on, and I hear him talk about work, and how Jay, his best friend, almost broke a leg trying to get a date with one of their co-workers.

In the middle of dinner, the topic of our marriage starts coming out. Kevin has found a venue and wants me to see it, he thinks that it would be a bit small for all the people we want to invite, but he thinks we can handle it.

I nod, feeling a strange pinch on my chest. Kevin starts to notice how distant I’m being, and I excuse myself to go to the bathroom. The bathroom is not empty, and the eyes of a girl go straight to my face. I don’t know her, but a smile appear on her lips.

“You escaped too?”

I nod, taking my phone out of purse, I have a text from Jared and I’m too on edge to read it right this second.

“I think my boyfriend is going to propose” The girl says, and the black mane falls covering her eyes when she lowers her head, “I’m not ready”

“Why not?” I ask her, leaning on one of the sinks.

“I’m not sure I love him enough to spend the rest of my life by his side” The girl confesses, and the familiarity of the situation makes me gasp, “I love him, I know I do. But what if I say yes and I end up finding the right one when it’s already too late?”

Why know? Right when my mind is already too busy with my own situation.

“If you say yes, and you find the one, what would you do?” I ask her, and I can feel the trembling on my voice.

“I don’t know, what else could I do but make the right decision for my heart?”

I nod, changing my gaze from the girl to my phone, deciding to read Jared’s message.

“Tell loverboy that if he doesn’t buy you champagne and strawberries, tells you how much he loves you, and ends the night with the best sex someone could ever offer, I’m taking you away from him”

“You’re crying” I hear the girl whisper.

I nod, “I think I have to make the right decision for my heart”

“Me too” She says, walking towards me to hold my hand, “Wish me luck”

“Break a leg” I mutter, squeezing her hand for a second.

The nameless girl leaves the bathroom, leaving me alone with my tears. I let them free for a few seconds, finally deciding it’s time to make the right decision.

I don’t even dry the tears, or reapply my make, before I get out of the bathroom. Kevin is finishing his glass of wine when his eyes lay on the state of my face.

“Oh my, did something happened in the bathroom? Are you alright?”

I shake my head, taking my seat in front of him.

I’m engaged, I tell myself, but I just don’t want to be.

“Please, tell me what’s going on, you’re scaring me”

I stay in silent, but my eyes fall to my hands. I play one last time with my ring, taking it off to place it in front of him. Kevin’s eyes dance from my face to the ring, and a nervous laugh escapes his lips.

“What are you doing?”

“I can’t do it” I whisper, “I’m so sorry, Kevin, I can’t”

I stand from my seat, leaving a quick kiss on his forehead before walking outside the restaurant. I’m shaking, my whole body is trembling and I just want to run away from there. I catch the cab I get a glimpse of, almost shouting the address to the driver.

I read Jared’s message another time, thinking of a way to answer it, but there are no words for this. So I just wait.

The driver announces that we have reached destination a few minutes after my almost breakdown. I thank him, giving him a generous tip for having to deal with me in this situation. I stand in front of the door, thinking of ways to explain what I’m doing there when I was supposed to be having dinner with my fiancé. Well, ex fiancé.

I decide that if I don’t right that doorbell right this second, I may end up taking another cab home. I can hear the footsteps on the other side of the door, and Jared’s image appears in front me. He’s shirtless, only wearing pajama pants, and I can feel my soul falling to the ground.

“Hey” I mumble, folding my arms over my belly.

“You came for your glasses?” He asks, and I can see the glimpse of a smile.

“Maybe” I answer.

Jared moves from the door to let me in. When the door shuts behind me, it’s just a matter of seconds before my back is leaning against it. Jared’s body is pressed against mine, his nose caressing my temples.

“Your hand is lacking something” He mutters, and automatically, both of my hands reach for his neck, “I like it”

I use both of my hands to make his lips crash with my own. The kiss is desperate, his thigh getting position between my legs. I can’t even control my body, letting it do whatever it wants, following his movements.

“So…” He whispers out of breath, breaking our kiss to grab my hips, making me fold my legs on his hips, “Loverboy didn’t have champagne?”

“No, he didn’t” I laugh, reaching for his lips again.

“Then, I’m allowed to take you away from him?” He asks, cupping my face with one hand.

“I think you did that a long time ago” I mutter, before receiving another one of his deep kisses.

The kiss rapidly transforms into something else, and right there on the door, his pajama pants falls to the floor, and my dress and panties follow them. We can’t stop kissing, we have a magnet on our mouths that makes them play with each other, even when it gets harder. A moan makes me part from him when he starts filling me. I can feel the growing sensation of completeness in my chest, his body feeling as the missing piece of the puzzle that is my life.

My hands take hold of his arms, finding a way to make me follow his rhythm. His eyes hold my gaze, biting my lips, his hands clenching on my hips. This is everything I wanted, everything I needed, and he knows it.

I can hear myself screaming his name, but at the same time thinking that this is nothing but a dream. But this is real. I know it. I can feel his orgasm and mine crushing in one single moment.

From the moment our lips touched I knew I had make the right decision. But now, looking at his eyes shine, his lips forming a smile just for me, I am completely sure I made the right decision for my heart.

*big sigh* ok so I know I haven’t posted in like a week you guys but things are pretty crazy for me and I literally was finishing a last panel for a comic when my 31 day trial for paint tool sai legit finished right when I was almost done coloring it and now I have to wait to download the program again and finish the comic for @ask-married-nick-wilde! It’ll be up tomorrow (or I guess today since it’s 4:45 am where I am lol) I promise. I really hope you don’t think I have stopped drawing for you guys and this fandom because it’s really all I draw so I hope you guys aren’t disappointed! Anyway I’m done with this update. I’ll be posting tomorrow 😬 @fox-comics @mattnyc816 @pyrophoricitee @crispyfactor

anonymous asked:

Hello I just stumbled upon you blog, and while it looks aMAZING, I'm slightly confused on how this this story (or sequence of events) works here. Can you help clarify?

(adm: Hello there, friend! Thanks a lot for dropping by!! :D Okay, so, this blog was originally created because I was working on my own version of HetaOni. After I finished it and gave it my own ending [download link here or watch silent playthrough here, I posted all the art I used for it and now I’m answering questions sent for some characters with drawings, while I work on the sequel to my version of HetaOni at the same time! I hope this helped you! If there’s anything else you want to ask, just send me another ask! :D)

MY VIEWS ON THE YOUTUBE ISSUE:

A lot of people are talking about how YouTube’s new “Restricted Viewing” update is blocking LGBTQ+ videos and videos that may pertain to positive self imagery and supporting people of other races.

Now I understand why people are upset and in a bit of an uproar because YouTube themselves have posted many videos supporting the LGBTQ+ community and the latter but, please keep in mind that they just released this new update for people to use.

Whenever a new product or update gets released for people to use, there is ALWAYS bugs and errors that need to be corrected.

IE; When Windows 10 was first released, there was a bug in the download which caused your computer to freeze in the loading screen after it finished downloading and installing updates.

Another Example; MINECRAFT. DEAR LORD MINECRAFT. Minecraft has had a lot of bugs and glitches which messed with game play. The previous owners of Minecraft, Mojang?, were constantly releasing minor updates and new game loads to fix the bugs that were popping up.

Now back to the matter at hand, I firmly believe that what is going on with YouTube’s “Restricted viewing” update is this; there is a bug in the algorithm that they’ve used for this new update. YouTube didn’t go over their algorithm with a fine tooth comb to make sure it ran smoothly. No company will ever know if their new product or update will run smoothly until it gets released for the public to use.

And also keep in mind, it is the weekend. Nobody is at work in the YouTube offices right now. They’re not informed of what’s going on right now or that there is an uproar. Please, remain as peaceful as possible and wait for YouTube to speak out and inform us of what’s going on. I’m sure that in the next couple of days. YouTube will release some sort of public notice or letter explaining what is happening.

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I haven’t posted in awhile and man we got a couple of really fabulous photoshoots at Sakura Con

So I haven’t downloaded the high definition images yet (no working computer tbh) but I wanted to share a few shots.

These are from our Legend of Dragoon one and AHH, I love them! Our costumes aren’t 100% complete but they were wearable and these photos definitely made the struggle (aka ‘finishing’ them the night before) so worth it!

I want to edit high def images eventually but for now~

Dart Feld – Me
Meru – moonstruckcosplay

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Anyone who’s been following me for a while may know that for six plus months now I’ve been preparing to start a new story about a group of writers living in an exclusive artist’s retreat near the small town of Serendipity (my renovated version of Moonlight Falls), and with the exception of one lot that I still need to finish I’m just about ready to begin that challenge. However, now that I’m so close to actually playing it, I’ve realized that I don’t have any residents for my world, and I thought that this might be a good opportunity to see if anyone wants to collab with me. I would build or download and redecorate a house for our sims to live in together, play them for a week or two, and post some cutesy pictures of their life in Serendipity. Furthermore, your sim will appear in my new story, although to what extent really depends on how the game unfolds. In return, I would be more than happy to share my sim with you, their “partner” sim, but only if you want (i.e. I do not expect you to use my sim in your game unless you honestly want to). I’m not only interested in romantic ships for this, although I’d love to do some of those too, but I would also like some pairs of platonic friends and other sorts of relationships (siblings, roommates, etc.).

The one major caveat is that I want minimal extraneous CC. Sliders, non-default skins, hair, and makeup are absolutely fine. A couple of pieces of CC clothes are okay too. However, I would very much like to keep my townies’ wardrobes as streamlined as possible. I have every expansion pack and stuff pack and most of the store (not decrapped) so you can use as much of that content as you wish, but for accessories, shoes, and clothing I’d prefer mostly EA stuff. If that’s a problem for you, I can dress your sim myself, or we can talk about collaborating on something else.

If I haven’t scared you off yet and you’re still potentially interested in working with me, please send me a message so we can talk! :) The sims pictured above are some of the ones I am considering using for this, but I can also make some townies as well if you don’t like any of them. Anyway, thank you for reading my wall of text, lol, and I hope you all have a nice weekend! <3

It looks like I vastly underestimated how much Friend-Making was in this Friend-Making Game. At this rate, I won’t quite finish today. I think the dialogue for this “post-chapter” stuff outnumbers actual plot dialogue so far, which seems kind of ridiculous, but I’m not complaining because it’s all really good.

Release will definitely be tomorrow now. I mean, I could technically release it now if you promised not to befriend anyone in Blue Sun Street… And if you don’t care about having a download page or anything…

i just got don’t starve since it was on sale and i thought muffet would look good in that art style

well she might if i could draw with thin lines but i tried at least. ive never been very good at imitating other art styles

also i actually drew this yesterday so i could post it when i got don’t starve, and actually i drew another drawing with the same idea the day before that but didn’t actually post it because it looked too boring, so yeah basically i spent 3 days posting this thing i made in like an hour if you don’t count the time it took to make the first one. that’s too long

I finished this book this morning, it’s all uploaded and posted and out of my hands now. You can download the wattpad app and read it on your phone, it’ll maybe only take an hour or two. So far it has over 800k views and thousands and thousands of comments, every single one of which is hugely entertaining. 

I personally guarantee that this the best book ever written about Kim Kardashian being a witch who casts emoji spells.

post on my dash: SOMEONE SAID BLACK GIRLS ARE UGLY  *18 million photos of black women* in one long post

me: scrolling for hours, about to press the x in the top right of my browser, literally downloading GTA V using dial up internet and loading it would take less time than looking at all of this, I understand and appreciate the message but I was single when I saw the post and by the time I was finished I am now married with 2 children we have taxes and a morgage, I don’t think the bee movie script was this long

same post, back with a vengeance: ARE. *picture* YOU. *picture*  SURE. *picture*  ABOUT. *picture* THAT?

  • fuck you, dad: i feel like college years dadshipping is literally just that finger gun text post
  • fuck you, dad: "Gaster im serious now, are you okay" gaster has been shooting finger guns for 30 minutes, continues shooting finger guns as he slowly returns to bed and sleeps for 10 years
  • fallout 4 finished downloading and im euphoric: IM LAUGHING HOLY SHIT

I finally finished and posted the urban book list onto my blog.

I will now be referring it to as Feisty’s Urban Book Club.

I’m hoping those of you that reads these books or have already read some of them will start to have conversations about these books, y’know, something like an actual book club does.

A few things I want you all to know. Some of these books are only available on amazon kindle. No worries if you don’t actually own an amazon kindle device, you can download the kindle app to your computer/phone/tablet/etc. for free.

Also, if you have a kindle unlimited subscription almost all of these books are free for you to read.

Now I don’t want to limit the list so I am open to suggestions. I don’t like recommending anything I haven’t read myself but I am willing to read anything you all suggest. If you have a book that you think should be on the list please inbox me. 

I’m going to be constantly updating the list because some of the series have books being released in the near future and I have a ton of books on my wishlist that I haven’t read, 80+ to be exact, that I’ll probably be adding to the list. So please check the list periodically to see if there is anything new that you can check out.

I hope you all enjoy. And please inbox me if you read a book and want to discuss it.