and not anything goes

So….I don’t know if anyone else has talked about this, but I think that Keith’s father left him. And though it is long, here is why:

When Keith hears his father’s voice, he’s shocked, but not completely horrified. The first words he says aren’t “I thought you were dead!” or anything similar, but instead

He even has the chance to ask how he might be alive (or like…anything similar) or what he’s doing there, but instead he goes right to, “What’s going on outside?” because that matters more to Keith than what his dad is doing back in their shack. And then his dad says:

“Don’t you want to catch up?” is not something you tell somebody when you’ve died, but when you’ve gone away for a while.

Keith’s response is “Of course I do,” but look at his expression. He doesn’t get it- and of course he wants to know what his dad has been doing, but he’s still confused and cautious.

Now, we already know that what these holograms do is pair Keith’s greatest hopes with his greatest fears. 

We’ve also seen it before- it showed him Shiro, but hologram Shiro told Keith that he should give up the knife, and that choosing to find out his own past was selfish. That doesn’t stop Keith, though: “I’ve made my choice.” He doesn’t care if Shiro thinks he’s being selfish. What Shiro says and does next, though, is what makes him stop:

And then Shiro starts to walk away. Only then does Keith actually stop. Only then does Keith decide that maybe it isn’t worth it. Keith actually calls out to Shiro, and then starts to run after him.

You can tell from his expression, and from the fact that he literally runs after Shiro to stop him that Keith is desperate. Why?

Because one of Keith’s greatest fears is being left by the ones closest to him.

Why would this be one of his greatest fears?

Because it has happened before.

He follows Shiro and finds himself standing in front of the door that another person he cared for walked out of.

And once again, one of his greatest hopes is paired with one of his greatest fears. He wants to know about his past- that’s one of his hopes, but why would his father be the one to show him that, unless

One of his greatest hopes is that his father will come back.

This also makes the line, “Don’t you want to catch up?” and the fact that Keith doesn’t even ask why his father is back even more important. This is a scenario plucked from Keith’s mind: it’s a fantasy. He doesn’t necessarily want to know why his father might be back- there doesn’t have to be a reason. He just wants him back, anyway.

His other greatest fear, though, is that the Galra will come to Earth, and destroy it. In the end, the Earth matters more to Keith than his own father and past do, and maybe part of that is because he knows that his father didn’t care enough about him to stay.

Keith still hesitates, though.

Walking out that door means turning his back on his father, and what he thinks might be the last chance he has to know anything about his past. But he walks out anyway.

He looks his father in the eye as he says this. He doesn’t apologize, he doesn’t justify himself, he just says goodbye and leaves. That doesn’t strike me as the farewell somebody who was close with his father would give them as they walk out. And look at his expression? He’s not sorry. Maybe he’s hurt and torn, but more importantly, resolved. He is leaving, and his father will not stop him.

And also- neither of them acted like they were particularly close, either. There were no reunion hugs, and the only one who even smiled was Keith’s father (albeit somewhat creepily, but that’s irrelevant). And Keith wants to see his father again, but that doesn’t mean he would be happy if it happened. They didn’t part on good terms, however it may have happened.

TLDR: Keith’s father didn’t die, but left Keith many years ago- and because of that, one of his greatest fears is that Shiro, the only other person he’s become very close to, will do the same.

I really love the idea of Cass completely falling in love with dancing.  She was raised to think that her body is nothing but a weapon, and dancing teaches her that she can make something beautiful with it.  No matter what genre of music is playing, Cass has an uncanny ability to move with the beat in a way that can’t be taught.  You know that one person who hits the dance floor and everyone around them stops and watches in awe?  That’s her.  Ballet is one of her favorites because of its storytelling and its elegance, so unlike the sharpness of battles. Dances have all of the good aspects of fighting –the intensity, concentration, fluidity, adrenaline– without any of the bad.  Her movements aren’t being used to hurt, but to create.  

To everyone going out to protest

Please be careful! I don’t want to see anyone getting hurt today or in the coming weeks. I know this is a hard time for many people, but don’t make any risky or stupid decisions. 

Be prepared. Take supplies with you. You never know what you’re going to run into when going out on a march, etc. Take water and food with you. Wear extra clothing and gloves. Make sure you have a mask with you in case gas is released. Never take weapons of any kind, that’s just asking for trouble. Have a camera on you in case you see anything happening, document it. 

Please, everyone, just be safe. My heart goes out to everyone. 

Could you write an imagine for the NDRV3 bois learning that their s/o ships then with another person in the school? Thank you! ^^

Sure thing! Please enjoy it!

Korekiyo Shinguuji

  • he’s kind of flustered at first honestly-
  • he wouldn’t expect this from somebody like you!
  • but really he’s fascinated!
  • he wants to know why more than anything.
  • your reasoning on why he goes well with that person is just so solid!
  • great, now he’s starting to question who he should really be with?? ?
  • you have to quickly remind him that he’s taken!
  • still, interesting offer…
  • maybe you shouldn’t have brought this up after all.

Rantarou Amami

  • really??
  • really.
  • he’s a little offended at first, why would you want him with anybody but you?
  • but after you explain how well it works!! He starts to listen!!
  • he still won’t go for it, you’re too important…
  • but just for you, he’ll spend a little more time with them.
  • as long as you stop looking at him like that every time he does.

Ouma Kokichi

  • how dare you-
  • this is an absolute outrage and he will have you know that he finds this COMPLETELY TANTRUM-WORTHY
  • he belongs with ONE and ONE ONLY and that is YOU and how DARE you wish him on somebody else
  • unless
  • oh yes
  • this is perfect prank fuel. absolutely perfect.
  • from now on, he is all over that person all the time, clinging to them like a leech, he probably spends more time with them than with you!!!
  • and maybe you dont ship this so hard after all because he should be with you right now???
  • mission accomplished: make S/O stop shipping you with lower class non-leader peasant friend

Shuuichi Saihara

  • you have never seen this boy so embarrassed in his entire LIFE
  • he is blushing so hard why is he blushing so hard-
  • he wants to know everything about why you ship this!
  • he wants to know when you started shipping this!
  • details!!!
  • you still love him right??
  • you still want him with you??
  • then its fine he guesses…
  • but he will not indulge you. not even a little.
  • super awkward after that, chickens out like a schoolgirl every time he’s even NEAR that person.
  • you can’t help but find it adorable and stupid.

Kaito Momota

  • oh my god are you serious-
  • he is never gonna let this go. never ever.
  • always making jokes about this now, hangs around that person a LOT more.
  • “hey kaito are you ready for our date tonight??”
  • nope sorry he cant he has a date planned with ____
  • he will drive this joke down to the stub


  • what is a shipping??
  • he did not order anything, did you order something? whats shipping?
  • its a good thing he has urban dictionary installed in case of emergency!
  • ………………..
  • WHAT
  • no
  • no you are not
  • now you need to cuddle his fears away
  • he still does not entirely understand??
  • kiibo.exe has stopped working.

Gonta Gokuhara

  • what???
  • what is that???
  • gonta doesnt know???
  • you try to explain it, you try to explain how cute it would be too!
  • gonta agrees! it would be adorable!
  • he ships it with you! he wants to hear everything you have to say! shared interest!
  • i mean, gonta still loves you, so so much!
  • hes just excited to know about shipping! cute! gonta likes cute!
  • he will even go hug them for you!
  • whatever makes you happy, gonta likes you being happy!

Ryouma Hoshi

  • that. is gross actually.
  • no. just no.
  • he is having absolutely none of this. he is going to walk away now.
  • he will never ever talk to them ever again.
  • he will never be able to think of them without thinking of your ship now!! friendship ruined!!!
  • you owe him dinner now. no forgiveness without a dinner.

2nd Annual Richonne Fanfiction Appreciation Week (RFAW)

Day 7 – Anything Goes

Letting Go

A/N:  I know we are celebrating Richonne Fanfiction but I asked myself what or rather who does Richonne love and of course the answer is Carl (and Judith) so here’s a little something I decided to write.  Hope you enjoy.

Rick holds Michonne tightly as she cries herself to sleep again.  She lets it all out in front of him as she doesn’t want Carl to know just how much his choice to move to the Hilltop is affecting her.   She knows he’s grown now and he has to make his way in their world.  She just wishes he’d do it from home.

He kisses her shoulder, wishing there was something, anything he could say to make her feel better.  Tomorrow is the day.  They both insisted on taking the journey with him so she’s letting all of that emotion out now in hopes that she can see their son settled in his new home minus the water works.  He knows she’ll be glad to spend a night or two with him before they return to Alexandria so that’s exactly what they’ll do.

The next morning, everyone is up early, excitement and dread filling the air.  At least they will see Maggie, Glenn, Little Herschel, and Paul again.  Michonne is distracting herself with packing up some food for Carl, Rick and Judy are finishing up breakfast and Carl is gathering the last of his things from his room.

“He’ll be in Barrington House where Maggie and Glenn are.  They already have a room ready for him,” Rick reminds his wife.

She only nods as she continues to pack with a heavy sigh.  As soon as she hears her son on the stairs, she perks up and plants a smile on her face.

The journey to the Hilltop passes all too quickly despite Michonne’s repeated glances at Rick, warning him that he was driving too fast.  Maggie, Glenn, Little Herschel, Paul, and several others are at the gates to welcome them, everyone exchanging warm hugs and excited greetings.

Later that night after dinner, Michonne walks out onto the front balcony to overlook the land and bask in a slight moment of solitude.  The sadness and uncertainty are ever present but she suppresses them, realizing that she has so much to be thankful for.  This world is unreasonably cruel and yet she has a family…..again.

The doors swing open as Carl makes his presence known.  He gives her a small smile as he steps up to the rail by her side.  “I’ve always thought this place was nice but it’s going to be different living here.”

She looks at her son, noting that he is just as tall as his dad now.  “You can always change your mind.”

He nods.  “Would that make you happy?”


“I know you have mixed feelings about this but if it’s going to make you sad, I’ll stay home.”

Michonne frowns just a bit.  “Did your Dad say something to you?”

Carl shakes his head.  “No.  I know you almost as well as he does.  Remember?”

“I just….I don’t know what I’m going to do not seeing you every day but this will be a good move for you.   Just promise you’ll try to visit at least once a month.”  Her eyes shine with unshed tears as her son envelopes her in his arms.

“I promise.”  He steps back.  “Just be sure to look after Dad….and Judy.  He tries to be strong for you but I know he’s having a rough time too.”

“We’re so proud of you and we knew you had to grow up but seems like it happened a lot faster than we anticipated.  And Judy’s getting so big….”

“Maybe it’s time for you and Dad to have a baby.”

Michonne gasps.  “Carl!”

“What?  You mean you haven’t even thought about it?”

“Thought about what?”  Rick asks as he and Judy walk onto the balcony to join them.  He hoists his five year old daughter onto the thick oversized rail, holding her around the waist as they look into the night’s sky.

“I was just telling Michonne that you two should have a baby,” Carl relays to his Dad.

Rick’s eyebrows shoot up immediately as he looks from his son to his wife.  “Huh?”

“Our son is just full of surprises isn’t he?  Let’s not take him seriously.”

“Mommy’s having a baby?!”  Judy asks excitedly.

Rick and Michonne answer “no” simultaneously then look to Carl with duplicate scowls.

“Hey Judy.  Let’s go see if Little Herschel wants to play a game.  Mommy and Daddy need to discuss some things.”  Carl retrieves his sister from his Dad, smiling widely and ignoring Michonne as she calls his name.

Her husband looks at her with a shy smile.  “Your son may be onto something.  A baby would take your mind off of how much you miss him.”

“Rick Grimes, we are not having a baby………are we?”

He laughs at her uncertainty, knowing her mind is turning with the possibilities.  He leans forward and kisses her cheek softly.  “Well it sure will be fun giving it a try.”

“Are you serious?”

“Are you?”

Her eyes grow round with excitement.  “Do you want to?”

“I do.”

“Really Rick?”

He steps even closer to her and takes her into his arms.  “Let’s just see what happens.”

She returns his hug eagerly, breathing him in deeply.  “How did we get so lucky with Carl?  He always knows how to make me feel better.”

Unbeknownst to them, three faces are peering through the window, witnessing their embrace and eventual kiss.  Carl, Judith, and Little Herschel smile at each other then continue to stare at their mom/aunt and dad/uncle.
The Orchard, a walking dead fanfic | FanFiction
One-shot. Rick and Michonne take full smutty advantage of their first visit to The Kingdom. If Carzekiel aren't going to enjoy that open air, furtile privacy, someone's gotta. ;)

It’s Richonne Fanfiction Appreciation Week!
Day 7 - Anything Goes

I have had SO MUCH FUN this week! Lessons learned:

1) I’m to stingy with the follow/favorite. I spent hours trying to find the great fics I remembered reading. Most of the time failing to find what I wanted. So I’m sorry to all those I didn’t call out directly. I love your work too.

2) Rereading so much fanfic broke my writer’s block.

3) So here is my little smutty drabble to end the week. Before the writer’s block, I had big plans for this that included cunilingus and pomogrante seeds. But, I decided to let pomogrante seeds be Carzekiel’s thing and just let our lovlies enjoy the setting that Carol passed up. I’d say Carol passing on Orchard-couch-firepit-sex was about as shortsighted as Michonne passing on Morning-breakfast-sex in East. Oh well, the glory of fanfiction is we can correct all that. I hope you enjoy.

I tentatively brought up the Women’s March with my mom and asked if she would like to go with me. To my pleasant surprise, she said yes!

She said as long as it wasn’t raining downtown (its super icy and slushy and unsafe to drive downtown) then we could go together. And she said if it was raining we could still show support by donating to the organization same-day. 

I’m just really happy, I expected her to say no, not because she’s anti-feminist or anything, just cause I never pictured her as the type. Just goes to show it never hurts to ask. <3


Meh, I’m pretty bored and I don’t have many serious things, so like this and I’ll try to come up with something that isn’t hella boring, maybe even serious for once. I might come to plot with you if I feel like it or can’t think of anything, we’ll see how it goes. IMs and Skype are open for plots as well, as usual.


Welp. Thanks everyone! I guess you all like watching this train wreck burn, I won’t kink shame. 

To celebrate this milestone, i’ll be taking Writing prompts! I’m not that great of a writer sorry, but i’ll do my best! Pretty much anything goes for those. 

Here’s to another year of memes, sadness and video games everyone!

candelarius  asked:

when/where do you listen to audiobooks? i don't know if i'd have the ability to just sit and listen while doing nothing else, but i dunno if i'd be able to concentrate while doing anything else either! (also, this kinda goes for podcasts, too)

i have an subscription, i think its worth it. LibriVox is also a pretty decent source for free audio books. 

        heyo welcome to lerf’s wondrous commissions !  in which lerf is really short on cash at the moment and needs your help !  my prices and examples of work are shown right above and i’d really appreciate some commissions so i can get some money and you can get some of the cool stuff i make !

         so please message me over the instant messenger if you’re interested !  i’m charging for the work that goes into making the graphics, not any of the copyrighted content .  please keep in mind that i will only be accepting payments from paypal !  

banners, promos, and aesthetic graphics are 10 dollars each  ;  for banners i’ll obviously need the character that it’s for and anything that you may want included in the graphic, same goes for promos .  for aesthetic graphics it’d help if you could tell me what sort of emotions you’re looking for , whether romantic between two characters or one’s inner turmoil . i’ll also need the characters involved .

theme backgrounds are 15 dollars each  ;  all i need is a brief description of what you may want, texture heavy or not, what character, if you want your url on there, etc etc .

icon psds are 5 dollars each, plus 10 dollars for every batch of 100 icons you want me to make for you  ;  i’ll obviously need the character you wish for the icons to be for and if possible a brief description on what sort of style psd you’re looking for .

         if you can’t pay for anything that’s alright, but i’d appreciate it if you could reblog this and spread the world around !  thank you so much <3

Looking for Fic Recs

Tell me about your Zevran-centric fics, or one you love!

I’m lookin to add stuff to my ‘Fic Rec’ tag. And, you know, read them.

Any Zev pairing. Anything goes.

Christ can tumblr pls get rid of this god awful feature where anything I post goes into a tag ppl shouldn’t need to star out every subject they have a fleeting thought on just bc some superwholock blog can’t mind their own fucking business.


Jongin for Esquire Korea 2017 Feb issue


What do you think about the relationship between Jyn and Cassian? Is it love, romance, friendship, something else?