by: mldrgrl Rated: R Summary: Stella has some second thoughts
Stella peruses the file in front of her with the most critical eye she can muster. Her interest doesn’t really lie within the casefile itself, but the file handler. The new detective under her purview is young, but seasoned. She’d read his records upon his transfer and she liked what she saw then, but she likes it more even now. She likes what she sees a lot.
Detective Charlie Moore is ex-military; four years with Her Majesty’s Armed Forces and six with the NCA upon his discharge. His records reflect a by-the-book approach to the job, diligence, and a high solve rate. One of his previous superiors noted that he is tough on criminals, empathetic with victims, and docile with authority. She likes a man who knows how to be told what to do.
It’s been awhile since anyone has sparked her interest like this. Over four years, to be exact. There’s been a handful of people that have caught her eye, but nothing she seriously considered. She couldn’t, of course. That’s what being trapped in a relationship does - it takes the rest of the world out of consideration. She misses that thrill of the unknown. She wants that freedom again to explore a new body. To have someone touch her who knows nothing about her. Something purely physical that ends there without any other expectations.
The ‘wedding’ is only weeks away, and as it draws closer, she gets more anxious. This isn’t supposed to be her life. She had been quite content to be alone and to continue to be alone, so how had she let Hank disrupt her so completely? How had she let it go this far? And marriage? Who is she kidding? She’s not the marrying kind.