and never change for anybody

I wish i could take the last couple of years back and repeat them.

I would take a lot of years back, but the last 3? Yeah i’d take them back before anything else. I feel like I’d be more accomplished and living where i want to live. Probably traveling more, loving better, and doing something different. 

I know its never too late to change, anybody can accomplish anything at any age. I’ve just settled with where my life is for right now. Its hard kicking off the dust when your ambition is kinda in the garbage. I know I still love myself, I want to do more for a healthier life and heart. My relationships with people now and in the future have to change. But my drive just needs to get there, needs to better.

I’m just talking to talk, i’m sorting things out in my head for myself. I miss being loved and I miss being appreciated, the lack of that makes me feel like i’m running a marathon without any support in the crowd. I know I can do it, but its nice to know other people think I can too. Does that even make sense? I’d hit the redo button. I wish I had one accessible right now, they can take all these years back, I sure as fuck don’t want them anymore.

My cousin was married to an abusive woman. She beat him, then she beat their son.

For a long time he struggled, because he loved her for fucks sake. She was mostly violent when she was drunk, and he tried to get her counseling and help. She wouldn’t go.

And he didn’t want to lose his child, but when she started hitting Ben that’s when things changed. I’ve never seen anybody that angry in my life.

He’s single now, and thank god he got custody of Benjamin. No charges stuck to her, as far as I know she’s gone off to live whatever passes for her life.

A real, real quick way to piss me off is to belittle male domestic abuse, because it’s not a fucking joke.

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I would hope it’s obvious that the Red Hot Chili Peppers aren’t going to write lyrics that aren’t explicit, because then we’d be a bunch of vague bastards. Our point is to get explicit within our lyrics, within our music, within our stage performances. The fact is, we’ll never change what we feel and what we say to suit anybody’s criteria.  – Anthony Kiedis, 1991

Could you maybe write a preference for Crowley and Benny where you are their soulmate?
Requested by Anon~


Crowley honestly never thought he would ever love anybody, much less somebody love him. He was a demon; the King of Hell. Feared and respected. Until you came along. You were never scared of Crowley; maybe at first, you hated him, but those feelings went away. When you both found out you were soulmates.

Crowley didn’t take this news too lightly. At first, he ignored you. Insulted you. Demonized you. But strangely, never put you in harm’s way. That’s how loving you started. Never sending you into a dangerous situation, even when the Winchesters went. And soon enough, he started talking to you. And it was all over for him then. Talking to you became Crowley’s favourite pastime.


Benny:

Benny thought he found his soulmate in Andrea. But she became a vampire and she changed. After her, Benny thought he could never love anybody else like he loved her. But when he met you through Dean, you had the same softness and compassion and beauty that Andrea had. Benny was smitten from the start, and so were you.

Faith be have it, your souls were intertwined with each others. Despite Benny being a vampire, you were soulmates.

You kept Benny straight when Dean was gone. Benny made sure he was good, because the last thing he wanted was to lose you.

Venus Leo

You are balloons at a party, you are that warm feeling you get when you’re in love, you are funny you are joy you are pure happiness.

When you make the decision to be in a relationship you commit. You are incredibly loyal and faithful. You love to show off your partner, you want the whole world to know about them and how they are yours. You are very romantic in relationships and you love to keep the flair alive. However you will never change anybody!! You require to be treated like a king/queen, your fuel for the relationship is attention and love. You want to feel special and as if you’re the only girl/guy in the world to your partner. You are very very confident in love, you aren’t afraid to make the first move or be affectionate.

You don’t like negative people or very much drama. You will only experience love later in life. You are witty, and charming, that’s how you catch your partner’s eye. Through slick comments and humor. -Riley

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Previous chapter: Max Caulfield was the best candidate to mediate the disrespect and tension between Nathan Prescott and the teachers and students. Reluctantly, she agrees to help. Or tries to. 

Chapter 3: Detonate
Summary: Maxine Caulfield has never seen anybody self destruct. Nathan Prescott changes that. 

Rated M for language and dark themes. 
Word count: 1,800
a/n: a huge thank you to everyone who sent their support! it helps so much! enjoy the read!

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It’s amazing to look back on the last 10 years and really feel proud and stand by everything the Haus and Monsters have created. When I see it all together it really tells a story. Follow your visions wherever they may take you. You will always look back and remember it fondly. You never changed your shit for anybody. You were a bad ass. You were you. No matter what.

Happy Birthday Gaga!

people make fun of dan for never changing his clothes but has anybody checked on phil i mean the boy has been wearing those white shoes every single day for months somebody buy this man a pair of shoes 

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@ladygaga: I love these drawings…❤️❤️ Representing how I change with every album, my restless spirit finding a new body to call its own. It’s amazing to look back on the last 10 years and really feel proud and stand by everything the Haus and Monsters have created. When I see it all together it really tells a story. Follow your visions wherever they may take you. You will alway look back and remember it fondly. You never changed your sh💄t for anybody. You were a bad ass. You were you. No matter what.