🐃🐃🐃HORNS UP 🐃🐃🐃
I know I never use this platform anymore, but there are some people on here who have really helped me and I want to thank them.
I had top surgery today. It was a long time coming, but it finally happened. Today is, for me, radically life changing. I haven’t cried or really felt it hit me yet (been a bit focused on not reaching too far for anything or testing the limits of these narcotics fff) but I already feel different just because I understand the gravity of what this means for my life.
I can just throw on a shirt now instead of shimmying into a tight sweaty binder every day. My back won’t hurt so much. I can swim again. I can work out and see the results in a way that makes me proud of myself without added dysphoria. I can look in a mirror and not feel out of touch with my reflection.
This feels good.
It also feels like I’ve just been cut open, but yanno.
It feels good.
When I was fundraising, I got amazing support and help from my tumblr friends, and even though I’m not active here any more, I want you all to know that It finally happened, and that I love you all and I appreciate you so much. You’ve been such a big step in helping me get to today and to happiness.
Thank you. ❤💛💚💙💜
Phew. Glad I got that off my chest.