Be in my heart
Characters: Dean Winchester, Reader (Y/N), Sam Winchester, Bobby Singer, John Winchester, Castiel/Lucifer (mentioned), Amara (mentioned)
Warnings: Character death mentioned, angst, implied smut,
Word count: 3200ish
Dean had been pacing the floors of the bunker for hours. He knew he was driving Sam crazy but he also didn’t care. All he could think about was her. He had do let her go. He knew that. He had decided letting her go her own way – to keep her safe – would be for the best a long time ago. So why did it feel like the last piece of his heart was shattering every time he looked at the damn invite.
Why would she even send them one? Dean took a deep breath as he remembered the last time he had seen her. The way he had had practically kicked her out after having killed those men, after having almost killed Metatron. He no longer trusted himself and he couldn’t have her around. They hadn’t been together in a while not since they were kids but she had always been there for him. She had always been his best friend. His saving grace. His freedom. He hadn’t seen her for about a year, not since the night she had left and now she was getting married!