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Just Trying to Help- Peter Parker x Reader

Originally posted by allenparker

Originally posted by marvelmuggle

Prompt: Can I request one where the reader is Starks teen daughter but she’s very shy, on the petite side and very nerdy? While other kids her age are at parties and malls she’s in her room reading comic books and playing with science experiments. But she gets bullied. She doesn’t tell her dad about the bullies but peter Parker does cause he really likes her. So one day tony decides to pick her up from school and brings along Bucky for the intimidating effect. The bullying stops from there on

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You stood in front of the bathroom mirror, trying to calm yourself down and hide the fact that you had been crying. The taunts, whispers, and mocking glances had been going on for months, and you told yourself you wouldn’t cry over it anymore. You had hoped you would be able to shrug it off. But you couldn’t. Your already low self -esteem couldn’t take it. You may be a Stark but that didn’t make you bullet proof or confident. You pressed a cold paper towel to your face hoping to diminish the blotchy patches forming around your chin. Regulating your breathing, you slung your backpack over your shoulder and made your way through the hallways, wanting nothing more than to be curled up in your bed or messing around with DIY science experiments with Peter. You became acquainted with him after your dad recruited him and your friendship had been growing slowly. But you’d also be lying to yourself if you said you only liked him as a friend. He just understood you. He didn’t make fun of you for your interests. You couldn’t tell how he felt, so you kept your mouth shut. You were too shy to make the first move anyway.

As you pushed through the doors and made your way down the front steps you spotted your dad’s car. You thought of all the comments, about how you would never be as successful as him, about how you didn’t fit in and would amount to nothing. It was rare for him to have the time to pick you up himself, but he promised you at least once a week. You took some more deep breaths, determined to not let your dad find out about your situation at school. You didn’t even want to know how he would react. He was overprotective, to say the least.

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Ugh. the last thing I want to see right now is people making it seem like this fucking hug wasn’t disrespectful and awful.

Yes, I understand it might have been in character and it makes sense they hugged. But I don’t care, that is not the point. Making the first, and probably only hug, be like this is horrible.

Let people be upset about it without feeling guilty or stupid or irrational. Not everything is about rational analysis of scenes. Shipping is often about emotion. And after waiting so long for a hug, and being so disrespected by the show runners, we are allowed to be upset about this.

BoJack Horseman sentence starters

Mix of funny and serious

“Kites are sky trash.”

“You were born broken, that’s your birthright.”

“fool me once, fool me twice, fool me chicken soup with rice.”

“Suck a dick, dumbshits!”

“My fingers are cramping from all this typing… it’s like their having their period!”

“I don’t think I believe in ‘deep down’. I think that all you are is just the things that you do.“ 

“You know, sometimes I feel like I was born with a leak, and any goodness I started with just slowly spilled out of me, and now it’s all gone. And I’ll never get it back in me. It’s too late. Life is a series of closing doors, isn’t it?”

“Wait, is this going to be like that time you promised to take me ice skating, and I got really excited about the ice skating, but then instead of ice skating, you left me at home so you could go to the strip club and then you took the strippers ice skating?”

“The universe is a cruel, uncaring void. The key to being happy isn’t the search for meaning, it’s to just keep yourself busy with unimportant nonsense and eventually, you’ll be dead.”

“I hate you, and you are a horrible person, and you not understanding that you’re a horrible person, doesn’t make you less of a horrible person.”

“That’s the problem with life, either you know what you want and you don’t get what you want, or you get what you want and then you don’t know what you want.”

“Would you like a alcohol?”

“Closure is a made up thing by Steven Spielberg to sell movie tickets. It, like true love and the Munich Olympics, doesn’t exist in the real world. The only thing to do now is just to keep living forward.”

“Ugh. Honeydew is garbage fruit”

“Hooray! A task”

“Hey, I got to go, uh, do a prison thing.”

“I’m gonna take a shower so I can’t tell If I’m crying or not.”

“Am I holding a gun or a broom?”

“Family is a sinkhole, and you were right to get out when you had the chance.“ 

“If you’ve never taken a nap on the sidewalk, then you don’t know how to drink.”

“You know that I don’t do the whole love thing. Either you end up hurting someone or they hurt you. So what’s the point?”

“It happened again. Why do I keep thinking things will make me happy. What is wrong with me?”

“You can’t keep doing this. You can’t keep doing shitty things and then feel bad about yourself like that makes it okay. You need to be better.”

“It doesn’t get better and it doesn’t get easier. I can’t keep lying to myself thinking I’m gonna change, I’m poison. I come from poison and I have poison inside me and I destroy everything I touch.”

“It’s so cruel to let people love you. All you’re doing is promising you’ll one day break their hearts.”

“Why so gloomy, roomy?”

“You look like a pile of crap ate a second pile of crap and then crapped out a third pile of crap.”

“Responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast.”

“Yes, I ate all the muffins, because I have no self-control and I hate myself.”

“I don’t like anything about me.”

poe party deaths: necessary or nah

I first did one of these for the Harry Potter characters, and almost immediately after that post’s inception, I thought of this. So now, without further or any ado, here is a comprehensive look at how necessary the deaths in Poe Party were. 

Let’s get right to it!

Eddie Dantes: Firstly, he is too pretty to stay I mean look at this man. Nextly, gotta have some kind of plot what with the neck touch murder plan in motion. Thirdly, to hell with this guy in general for being terrible. And furtherly also stop Oscar Wilde from repeating history. 10/10 necessary. 

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Louisa May Alcott: stop the coughing. stop it at all costs (at all coughs? i’m sorry) and also we can’t have her going to the police because that is just it makes too much sense. 6/10 necessary. 

Mary Shelley: Can’t have too many fabulous queens in the vicinity. Somebody had to go and it couldn’t be Lenore. Gotta say though, her death came as a bit of a shock if you catch me, drift-wise. 5/10 necessary. 

Fyodor Dostoevsky: This poor cinnamon roll has had a horrible life let him live also that accent is so on point and I have never gotten over Clayton Synder being in this can’t i have nice things please ugh His death was only good for showing how freakin terrible Charlotte Bronte is and sowing doubt about her innocence. Petty. 4/10 necessary. 

George Eliot: Literally wasn’t even supposed to happen. Just a glitch in the weird neck touchy murder plan. Think of the puns about sports and masculinity we’ve missed out on. I named my car Karen in her honor. 2/10 necessary.

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Krishanti: Had to die, cause she knew about the murderer. Not sure why she didn’t just tell everybody who the murderer was, but we never said she was bright. Just that she could speak to dead people. Weird but cool flower power lady. 8/10 necessary. 

Emily Dickinson: Who is this? Was this the cat? 0/10 necessary if it did indeed happen.

H.G. Wells: HOW DARE YOU. LITERALLY WHY. i mean i get why cause of the camera but also I AM SO UPSET WITH THIS IN GENERAL i mean i’m happy he and lenore are time traveling ghosts together that’s cute but I WAS SAD FOR DAYS THIS CINNAMON ROLL SUNSHINE INCARNATE IS HUMAN JOY HOW DARE YOU. -100/10 necessary.

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no joke i have no fewer than 20 gifs of HG Wells on my laptop

Constables: aw COME ON seriously?? Right after HG??? Low blow. Cheap trick. Also I need more Jim O’Heir in my life immediately. 0/10 necessary 

Annabel Lee: Literal Spanish sunset incarnate beautiful and innocent angel let me just ask you this, why can’t Edgar Allen Poe have one nice thing????? ONE NICE THING I ASK YOU. Okay sure like Annabel kinda knew about Eddie but how could she have known?? She was betrayed! Reminds me of Snape, which makes me sad as heckle. 0/10 necessary.

Bonus: 

Lenore the Lady Ghost: Only the good die young. 10/10 necessary to meet HG and fall in ghosty time traveling pure sunshine love

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But like, listen. 

We all know Slytherins got a bad rep, right? Right. Well hear me out. 

What if like little first year Slytherins are super duper excited to start life at Hogwarts because let’s be honest, we all would be. And in the midst of their freaking out and awe, they get told that they’re disliked by all other houses. 

And being the stubborn little tater tots they are don’t believe them and walk around Hogwarts trying to befriend everyone only to find out that they really were unliked. And when they run back to question why, the older Slytherins build them up and tell them how the other houses are beneath them, and how Slytherins are the purest to shield them from the feeling of abandonment and explain that Slytherins will always be there for Slytherins. And that’s why Slytherins are snobby and rude. 

Because if you think about it, Slytherins weren’t the only ones downing people. The other houses would talk badly about Slytherins as a whole too. I mean, it’s like a horrible thing to be sorted into Slytherin….and don’t you dare sit there and tell me that they didn’t make up jokes about them either. “You’re being awfully Slytherin today.” “Ugh, you’re sounding just like a Slytherin.” Wouldn’t you eventually get sick and tired of hearing all these insulting things about who you were as a person and your house turn sour? 

I see Slytherins as outsiders. They have this preconceived notion that they’re evil, mean, rude, and only care about purity. No one wants to be their friend because they seem shady and untrustworthy. They only have each other, the only people they can turn to. So, what’s your only defense when you’re cornered? 

It goes back generations and generations of Slytherin, so don’t get me wrong. I’m sure there were hella of a lot of little shits that were little snot heads before Hogwarts but you can’t possibly tell me that all of them were.

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Tumblr White Guilt

So I follow people like @ummquestion and see all the white guilt posts and it’s just so… cringey. Like, you see posts like

“Ugh white people are so stupid (p.s. I’m white, watch how I hate myself so you POC people will see me as an ally and feel better about yourselves. please love me)”

Or

“On behalf of all white people, I’m sorry! We’re horrible people, myself included!”

And I just shake my head because it’s so pathetic. They’re like groveling at our feet and it’s so unwarranted and unnecessary. I’m just like, ugh please stop. It’s not being humble, you’re not atoning for the sins of your ancestors or other white people. You are you, and you don’t represent or hold the guilt of the actions of anyone but yourself. Get off the floor, you’re just making your own self look pathetic. Stop looking for brownie points because you’re not getting any. Not from any self-respecting person at least. The only thing you do get is my pity as I just shake my head at how undignified you’re being.

ugh

So my mom is homophobic, which is no surprise because she’s black American and any black person with American relatives knows how awful homophobia is in that community and she is listening to this podcast right now that is talking about how sinful homosexuality is and how pro lgbt+ people are stupid and that people should only be with the opposite sex and about teen vogue and just the most horrible things U can think of. It makes me so sad that she is listening and supporting this shit I want to fucking runaway and cry.

….I have no idea why I wanted to upload this because I utterly hate it, but here…. have some unfinished work.

I am so sorry…

Seeing topics about how being HOH/deaf affect friendships, makes me sad. I have had so many experiences with horrible friendships and very, very few with great and understanding friends. I only have one best friend and I love her so much even though I don’t see her often. She doesn’t make fun of me or talk shit about me in front of my face because she knows I can’t hear her that well. She doesn’t get tired of repeating herself with me. She has not once in the years I’ve know her, said, “ugh, never mind,” or “nothing!” She does not get an attitude with me over things like that at all. I can honestly say she is the ONLY person I’ve ever known that is that patient with me and understanding, AND I’m pushing 30.

I’ve had friendships where the other persons mood changes because they’re tired of repeating themselves, and just ignore me for the rest of the day. I’ve had friendships where they asked me with an attitude, “DO YOU ONLY HEAR WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR?!” I’ve had friendships where they have told me to turn up my hearing aid or change my battery. I’ve had friendships where they do not include me in conversations at all when we’re hanging out with mutual friends like I’m not even there. And I’ve definitely had friendships who have talked shit about me because I can’t hear well enough.

Here’s a tip: we can’t help it. We can’t always read lips correctly. We can’t always process what you said all the time like you can with us. If you don’t have the patience or understanding, don’t treat us like shit. This is why most of us have a low self esteem. This is why most of us avoid going out with friends or including ourselves. This is why we feel lonely in the hearing world. At least, me, anyway. A lot of us do not know another HOH/deaf person.

Learn some patience and understanding before becoming friends with us. And please, for the love of God, Buddha, Allah, or nothing, or whatever the hell it is that you believe in (or don’t believe in) do not blame us or treat us like shit.

Thank you.

ethans-universe  asked:

Singstar night with the reds and blues?

Ooohkay then!

Grif: Is the worst singer to grace the earth. But like, he doesn’t care. His singing sounds like cats yowling. He’d probably only do the short versions of the songs and even then he’s like UGH that was so LONG

Sarge: It’s just like….it sounds like a large boar squealing loudly. He reads the lyrics all wrong too, like “Ninety nine red platoons” “it’s balloon-” “SHUT UP I KNOW MY SONGS”

Simmons: Also a horrible singer. Like he could be somewhat okay! If he wasn’t so fucking nervous that his voice jittered on the line bubble thing so hard. When he gets the “awful!” comments on the screen he does even worse. 

Donut: Makes up for all his tone deaf teammates with his AMAZING singing voice. Like he always talks kinda high pitched and stuff so when he bursts into a a deep tune that’s bordering on opera-ish everyone’s like “whoa”. Also gets the lyrics wrong. In a gay way.

Church: He’s average at singing but his voice cracks constantly and gets way too high. If you listen to a playback of Church’s singstar performance, it’s like “You’re a teaser you turn ‘em *crack* oOoN AH FUCK THIS and then you’re gone YEAH TAKE THAT BITCH”

Tucker: He does have his own character song so he’s actually pretty good. Maybe a bit obnoxiously loud, but not bad at all. He might also do a small jig while he sings.

Caboose: Not GOOD singing, and the syllables are somehow always too short and he confuses verses a lot, and the microphones, and which song he’s going, but he’s having fun and that’s all that matters. Nobody can even hear the lyrics, he butchers them so hard. 

Sister (idk she WAS a Blue, briefly) fuckin kickass singing. Like, the party kind of singing. Can’t do ballads or long notes but give her something groovy and she is all over that. Adds in “whooo!” after like, every other line.

Melt my heart to stone - Part 1/?

Heyo! I’m starting a new multi-chapter CS AU inspired by the movie Something Borrowed. I’m taking the general idea of the movie and making it my own. There are already a couple of scenes of the movie that I liked that I will use in the story, maybe dialogues (don’t know yet). Don’t be surprise if it isn’t exactly like the movie because it isn’t suppose to be, Emma will not be a lawyer like Ginnie Goodwin’s character in the movie for example. Like I said it’s inspired from the movie. I’m just trying to make this extra clear since I want to avoid to deal with comments telling me that that part in my story didn’t happen in the movie.

So that being said, I’m reaaaaaally excited about this fic, and I want to thank Nicki- oncertwice for pushing me to write this story.

Read, enjoy and I hope you guys like it!

Summary: Emma and Killian meet in college and she develops a crush for him. Her hopes are crushed when her best friend Milah swoops in and charms him. Five years later, they are still dating, Emma’s feeling are still the same. What will happen when the couple decides to get married.

 Emma was in her office, sitting in front of her computer doing next week’s work schedules.

Her head was in pain as she was trying to figure out this puzzle. There were so many requests for days off from her employees, and she was really trying to make everybody happy.

Sadly, sometimes she couldn’t, and she knew she would have to deal with the wrath of Ruby when she found out that she didn’t get her weekend off like she asked.

It was going to be a long weekend and she needed her best staff to handle her shop, and Ruby was the only one with enough experience to handle it.

When she finished doing the schedule, she clicked on the printer icon on her screen and waited for the paper version of her work to come out from the machine that was next to her computer. As she waited, she dropped her elbow on her desk as she started massaging her temples trying to soothe the pain that seemed to intensify.

When the warm paper came out from the other side of the printer, she took it and got up and went to the employees break room to put up the new timetable on the bulletin board that served to that effect and to the important messages that she sometimes needed to announce.

As she finished posting her recent work, Ruby walked through the door and when she saw what Emma had just displayed she skipped towards the board. Her excitement quickly disappeared when she saw that she didn’t get what she wanted.

The brunette turned around towards her boss with her hands on her hips and an outraged look. “Seriously? I have to work next weekend?”

“I’m sorry, Ruby. I really am, but it’s going to be a long weekend and you’re the only one I trust to make sure the business runs properly when I’m not here.” She told Ruby with an apologetic look.

“Ugh…Fine.” Ruby whined. “You’re lucky I like you, if you were a horrible boss I probably would have quit by now.”

“Well, I’m lucky that I’m such a sweetheart.” Emma said with playful smile.

“Pfff, not right now you aren’t.” Ruby answered with a fake smile before she went to the staff bathroom to get herself changed into her work clothes.

Emma decided to go up front and see how things were going.

When she passed the door, she was welcomed by the smell of pastries, coffee and warm bread. She didn’t have time to walk two steps when she was stopped by one of her busboys, who was wearing a pair of jeans that was ripped almost everywhere, and a black T-shirt that was clearly overused, having lost most of its original color.

Emma inspected his attire and noticed that he was also wearing a used pair of sneakers. She sighed when she saw his overall look and when she realised that the only thing that was not ripped or washed-out was the black apron that she gave him his first day here.

“Hey, Emma, I was wondering if you finished doing the next week’s schedule.” Asked Jefferson.

“I have and don’t worry you have the days you asked and…” she was interrupted by a loud ‘yes’ coming out of his mouth as he made a fist with both his hands and pulled his arms forward before pulling them towards his body.

Emma’s eyebrows went up to her hairline and her eyes widen and fluttered at his reaction. “…aaand, can you please wear clothes that aren’t this.” She told him as she gestured her hand towards his attire.

“But I thought we got to dress how we wanted to for work as long as we put on the apron?” He asked confused at her sudden comment.

“Yes, but I didn’t mean dress like homeless person. Just put on some clothes that aren’t ripped, okay?” She said with a stern voice.

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anonymous asked:

The line that always hurt most from KTM was when Clara calls the TARDIS lonely, because throughout the Doctor's life, he's been fighting this loneliness, the ache of being the only survivor, the last of his kind, the man without his family and his space ship, the only constant he's ever had (besides his friendships) is all he has. it just seemed like the saddest thing to say b/c that's what the Doctor fears most (I think) is being lonely, left alone. oh wow whoopz i made myself cry [sobs]

Oh man, yes - that was a sharp dig. She was hurt and she was aiming to hurt, and nobody knows how to hurt you better than the people who know and love you. Sad fact.

I’ve gotten a bit long-winded in my reply here (I HAVE A LOT OF THOUGHTS OK) so I’m going to put the rest under a cut. Many apologies, mobile users!

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