and knows she can't do anything anymore

i want to quit school for a year to rest and take care of my health
it’s the beginning of the third week of school and i’ve already taken 2 sick days
i’m constantly behind in work because i can’t do anything
today my mom waited outside while i was taking a shower just in case,
i feel very ashamed right now, though this isn’t the first time it’s happened

i’m walking around my house, well floating, i don’t feel like i’m walking
and i don’t recognize this place. it looks so odd. like i haven’t been here in years. i’m walking around and nothing feels familiar but i know this place. and i know these people. i recognize my family but at the same time i don’t really know who they are. they feel like strangers

i’m going to stop i’m having trouble typing this