mrsjohnnycade said: Can I get an Ashley Purdy imagine. Where y/n and ashley are trying to start a family but y/n finds out that only have of the eggs are functional. Very sweet very fluffy ya know :3 go with that what you will
!!!!warning!!!! emotional baby stuff concerning fertility
I sat in the waiting room as (y/n) was seeing her doctor. I didn’t know how much more of this we could take. Who knew that starting a family could be this difficult. Why was this happening to us? She didn’t deserve it and well, I might have. No, don’t even go there Ashley. No placing blame. I had to think to my self. It seemed like the doctor was in the room with her for hours. I knew that it could be painful for her but she said she didn’t want me to see her like that. She said only if we were in labor. She had smiled at me so brightly that day when the imagine of a little baby being born to us. I didn’t much belive in any god but please if there was something out there, let it make her happy for us.
The doctor came out of the room then and walked over to me with a stirn look on his face. “Mr. Purdy.” He adressed me and came to sit beside me in the waiting room chairs. “I’m sorry. Only about half of your wife’s eggs were fertal. Unfortionatly that isn’t going to be enough for us to be able to proceed. In a few months we can try again once she has gain her stamina again. I’m sorry Mr. purdy. I know how much this means to the both of you.” He placed a hand on my back as I held my head in my hands. “Does she know?” I asked him wondering if I was going to have to tell her. He nodded his head yes and a little bit of weight was lifted off of my chest but not much. i got up and walked into her room to see her putting on a hoodie. Once she saw me she burst into tears. I ran to her and wrapped my arms around her holding her tight. I had never been so scared in my life. I was scared she was going to leave me for someone who could give her the family she wanted. Scared she might not come back from this. Scared that she might never smile again. I pulled away from her for a moment to wipe the tears that were streaming down her face. I kissed her forhead. “What are we going to do?” (y/n) asked me suddenly. I liked the sound of ‘we’ but I had no idea.
After a moment of though I knew exactly what I was going to do. “Were going to forget about this. We are going to go home and eat a hole tub of ice cream. We are going to watch titanic and the notebook until we barf. Then we will go to the store and spend some money on just us. Then we will go to get the biggest fatest funnel cake ever. ” I went on naming things that I know she would like and she did seem to smile a little bit more. She nodded and I put her hoodie on her and helped her get up.
We went to walmart immediatly and got two motorized carts. We raced through out the store and fimally made our way to the ice cream aisle and loaded up the cart with toppings, creams, sprinkles, and coookies. We moved on to the checkout and then made our way to Carl’s Juniors and ordered the biggest iteam on the menu. Then finally making our way back home we put in The Notebook and sat there and both cried like babies. She had smiled more in these past few hours than I had seen her smile in what seemed like years. She was so strong and I could tell that she was tired but didn’t want to let go of this moment. I pulled her close into me and held onto her tight. “I love you Ashley.” she spoke to me. I wanted to beg her why. Why they hell would she love me when I couldn’t give her anything she wanted but a few simple cheep tricks. “I love you to (y/n), so fucking much.” I held her tight as I could without hurting her. I never wanted to see her like this ever again.
A few weeks had past since the last time that I had seen my baby smile. After that day it was like all the stress in the world had flooded back into the world. I sat on the couch and she moved around in the bathroom. She had been acting a little bit weird latley and we wondered if we should scedule another doctors apointment. She had been getting sick and had no energy. She was having trouble eating and trouble getting out of bed; just wanting to lay there all day with out motivation. I heard crying then and was scared. I got up and moved to the bathroom to see her sitting in the side of the bathtub. There was a bottle of water and four weird looking sticks with plus signs on them. “Babe are you alright?” I asked preparing myself for the worst. She looked up to me with the biggest smile I had ever seen on her face. “Ashley! I think were pregnaunt.” I sank to my knees in front of her. Was this happening? she put her hands on either side of my face and looked into my eyes. “You’re going to be a dad.” I felt the tears streak down my face and felt warm inside. “I’m going to be a dad!” I nearly screamed and kissed her with so much passion. “Call your mother!! And call the doctor. Oh fuck. i have to run down the street!!” I yelled at her. She laughed and grabbed for her cell phone. “Go tell him.” she laughed. “Okay, but I’m going to be right back for you babe.” I said kissing her again then running caoticly through the house to find pants and shoes.
I ran down the hot L.A. street a couple of blocks down as fast as I could gaining attention from passerbys but I didn’t care. I ran up the stairs to the little apartment comple down the street to the third floor and banged on his door with my fist until I her him yell that he was coming. Andy opened the door and stared at me a little worried. I put one hand on the door frame trying to catch my breath. “Dude, did you run here?” Andy asked me. “Andy where is your shirt?” He asked. I laughed. “It doesn’t matter Andy, where my shirt is. We did it! I’m going to be a dad! And you Jake , Jinxx, and CC are going to be uncles and were all going to be this little happy family all together and Jesus fucking christ…. ! We’re pregaunt!” Andy staired at me trying to follow my words until he started screaming with me. “Were pregaunt!!” He shouted.
All of us were sitting in the waiting room this time. A line of rocker dudes in a matunity ward was gaining us some looks but who fucking cared. I couldn’t wait to her the news. We all sat there in silance as I went over and over again in my mind all the possiblilties that the future was going to hold for us. my hands were folded and my arms resting against my knees that were bouncing up and down. “ Mr. Purdy?” The same doctor came out and walked over to me. I stood up this time feeling a bit more confident and waited for his words. “Well, I don’t know what you two have done. She should not be able to have kids looking over her past few test results from her last vist.” He said drawing out the news. God I was going to punch him in the face if he didn’t spill the beans soon. “However, the two of you are three weeks pregaunt! Congradualations Mr. Purdy.” the doctor said giving me a smile and then walking away to go deal with another pateint. I was instatnly immersed in a mosh pit of the guys all giving me pats on the back and hugs congradualting me.
I walked into the to see (y/n) looking very nervous. “Hey! So what is the news?” She asked me. That fucker didn’t tell her. Okay, he probably knew I would enjoy telling her. I tried to make my face look as serious as I could and moved slowly to sit beside her. “Babe, please tell me. I’m dying over here.” I took her hands in mine and bent down to kiss her stomach gently. “What are you doing?” She asked looking at me strangly. “Kissing our little baby.” He face lit up. She was shining and she wrapped her arms around me holding me tightly as I held her back. I could tell that she was crying and I began to as well. “Our little baby.” She murmered to her self liking the way it sounded.