and it's seriously awful









For real though, art takes years to improve and develop (even if an artist is not very experienced they still put lots of effort into their work!), artists pour their heart, knowledge and energy into a piece. A character is crafted with thought, emotion and purpose. It carries a very special meaning to it’s creator/owner.

If u steal a person’s art and/or characters you are practically stealing part of their identity.


  • Dazai: How are you going to impress me on our first date? ;)
  • Chuuya: How about this: I'll actually show up.

WOW! what can i say? this year has been filled with ups and downs and all-over-the-places. i didn’t start this blog until late this year ( some of you may know me from @oftarth ) but i know i’ve made some good friends here and will continue to make some good friends for a long time to come. i’ve also hit a FAIRLY ADEQUATE MILESTONE for the month and a half i’ve been here, which is absolutely incredible… i still can’t believe you’re all interested in my interpretation of phasma: and most importantly, i can’t believe so many of you are interested in my friendship enough to talk to me, plot with me, and write with me. whatever favours you’ve done me –––––––––––– whether or not you know ;D –––––––––––– are greatly appreciated and will never be forgotten.

enough of that sappy stuff! ( as phasma would say: there’s no room for it. ) time for the list jldhjhf. this is in alphabetical order only and yes, i’m way too lazy to link your blogs, so some of you are on here twice/thrice/whatever. a big thank you to all of you, seriously. I APPRECIATE YOU.

sending all of you the universe’s most powerful force this holiday season!


and, last but totally not least, @ziinariya, who was my own personal cheerleader when i first decided to make phasma. xox *;

Okay so I kinda always knew this but it has just hit me...

During the iconic cuddle scene in episode 5, Isak tells Even that he can make a film out of his story if he likes and i’m just so emotional right now because this means that they have probably spent ages talking about Even’s passion for film making. 

Like how god damn adorable is that? can you imagine everything we missed? Is it Even’s dream to become a director, or a producer or a writer? Or, hell he’s also an artist, so is he into animation? What kind of movies does he want to make? What was THE movie that changed his life and made him fall madly in love with film? What exactly is it that he loves about film? Is it an escape from reality? The seduction of a world where everything happens the exact way it was written? No fear of the unexpected, you can guarantee on it unfolding in the way it was always intended to be.

What is his favourite movie? omg what kind of movies has he made so far? What does he feel when he creates something like that? the control and power of creating an entire world that was once just alive in your brain, but now it is real, it is here, for others to see. They are no longer running wild and recklessly in his mind. He has brought stories to life? is this why he loves film? is this his dream? 

Like i’m just sure he talked Isak’s ear off and it just kills me that we missed it. I might write a drabble of this sometime tomorrow if you guys are interested. Just an Evak dream talk kind of thing. I also promised a few of you a wedding drabble so…I should get to that. 

“You said, ‘You could still do something.’ Your exact words.”
“I meant talk your queen into surrendering, not destroy our navy in its own harbor!” the magus shouted.
—  Megan Whalen Turner, The Queen of Attolia, making me wonder why these books are classified as children’s fiction when this level of intrigue would fit into any adult fantasy

also sometimes its REALLY HARD FOR ME to generally not yell on here about my wedding bc like

we’ve picked certain things to be SUPRISES (like our song for our first dance. gonna be the fucking best thing)

and tumblr is usually the place i come to rant and rave about things i cant say to people around me at the time


Why do I always have the OTP that needs to be defended? And I’m not even talking about toxic ships that hit 100% on the “50 Shades of Grey”-scale?

Nope, just two five-feet “tall” cutie pies with a tendency to daydream about romance, and their handsome boyfriends who fall in love with their selflessness and courage and who are totally in awe of everything their girlfriends do? I wouldn’t have thought that, on tumblr, that this is the kind of ship I need to defend at every point and turn.

Also, I have a type.


We are gonna make it, the sound that only we can beat !

  • Me looking through my art: wow look at this this is amazing I am so good at the art fantastic nice work self
  • Me looking through the same art an hour later: haha look at this terrible piece of pretend art I am worthless this is pathetic and ugly and I honestly need to stop trying and go die in a hole somewhere
wandering-not-so-lost replied to your post “So far attempt to make dinner while sick: I broke a jar of tomato…”

I highly appreciate glass-free tomato sauce.

Yes. Not feeding my husband glass since 2002. Don’t ask me about my first husband though. >_>


The Nadel family! (Minus little brother Naoki!)
The eldest is Gilbert with his wife Annabelle. They keep the peace, and have two young children, Sinclair and Fallon. :3

The second eldest is Aspen and his girlfriend Hazelnut. He’s a fashion designer, but he’s very much a playboy until he met the hot-tempered aspiring fashion designer, Hazel. She doesn’t take any of his crap and it’s hilarious. XD

The second youngest is Shinjiro and his wife Rune. Shinjiro was previously a delinquent and often found himself on the wrong side of the law, but he’s attempting to turn that around with his pregnant yandere wife. She’s expecting in May. :3

And last but not least, Naoki and his girlfriend Winnie (who actually won’t appear in his life until a few years for now, but… meh). Naoki was originally created first, as a happy-go-lucky character, but that changed very quickly. Not on purpose, anyway. His fear of bunnies was, though. I love him dearly. :33

I’m incredibly happy that I made the rest of Naoki’s family. (This was only supposed to be one generation set… but I made an entire family tree. .__. Only these characters, and another set of characters have drawings. The rest are still in writing)

And I am very aware how much information is here… There isn’t much. There’s a lot I’ve left out of this post. Feel free to ask me anything about them or any of my OCs. :3