and it will be a good day

i just wanted to say that i really, really do not think that sana is going to release the messages. mostly because yes, sara’s very ugly and completely awful side deserves to be exposed, but by doing so, sana would hurt people that she still, deep down, cares about. whether people think she should care about them or not, she still does. and i really don’t think she’d do something like this during the month of ramadan, a month that without a doubt means so much to her and during which she’s going to want to not only be a good person, but also better herself. and i feel like the idea of using noora’s e-mail address to spread pictures of isak’s private conversation with someone, in which eva and vilde are bad-mouthed is not going to sit right with her and is not going to fit her desire to be a good person 

there’s a reason why we haven’t seen her use those messages the way we’ve been led to think she could, i.e. by logging into noora’s account and spreading them. she clearly is still hesitating, and in the end, i think she will lean toward not using them this way. it doesn’t mean that she won’t use them at all, though. there has to be a reason why we’re being shown these glimpses of the struggles vilde in particular seems to face. once again, as much as we rightfully think that vilde has been horrible to sana this season, i still do think that sana wouldn’t want to do this to her, and i think that sana actually feels for her. what exactly is she going to do with the messages? that i’m really not sure yet, but i think she’s going to use them in order to get her friends away from sara, and in a way that wouldn’t hurt people she cares about 

and i, personally, would really really love to see her sit down with jamilla and talk about this with her, about how conflicted and hurt she feels, and for jamilla to understand, as someone who not only knows and sees sana, but also knows what ramadan stands for and means to her, and for her and be there sana

today was like.. the busiest day i’ve seen so far @ work and i’ve been there for 3 weeks but 1) it made time fly by and 2) i somehow managed to not take it personally and catastrophize whenever a customer would get irritated for having to wait a few more seconds (not even that many ppl DID get irritated, even) bc it’s like.. you are in a 🍬🍭 shoppe. a crowded one @ that. you can wait. how can you b irritated surrounded by sweets and knowing you’re abt to take a big ol’ bite out of a 🍫🍎.. sincerely. and i did well according to multiple ppl there who have been there for ages + like. the head cook. so. 🍾🥂💫✌️

Self-Love Writing

Hey guys posting this to this blog because I want to spread this little message.

So I haven’t been in the best place mentally lately (it happens to me periodically, but i can take care of it so no need to worry) and sometimes I am able to cope with my writing and sometimes I fall too hard too fast and I find it very difficult to write. In an effort to overcome that I had an idea for a writing exercise:

Self-love writing.
We all have flaws and things we don’t like about ourselves but we also have things we may not even realize we like about ourselves or things we wish people would notice in us- qualities we value. So I’m proposing to all you writers out there (and anyone else who may want to try this) to write about yourself from the perspective of someone else (real or imaginary). The goal, however, is to promote self love so write about yourself with a loving outside perspective! You can write as much as you like, but at the very least write a few loving, caring sentences about yourself.

You can choose to post these or not post them but I would love it if we could spread this because as a writer I think this could be very therapeutic.

If you were a character in a book you would be adored- so make yourself a character and talk about the weird quirks we would all love about you!!!