and it set the mood am i right

Everyday Witchcraft: Burt's Bees Glamours and Affirmations

So I really like Burt’s Bees Chapstick.
And I use a lot of it.
My favorite one is the honey infused, which is fitting because of being an Aphrodite devotee and all, but I’ve developed this ritual when I apply my lip balm where I put it on, breathe in the scent, and then say “I speak sweetly. People listen and believe me.” This inspired me to come up with little mini spells for more of the scents, so here you go. Burt’s Bees’ spells on the go. Enjoy. :)

Honey: Use as a glamour to make you seem sweet and cute as a button as well as charming them with your speech. Useful when avoiding persecution or hiding your true intentions of world domination. 

Affirmation: I speak sweetly. People listen and believe me.

Wild Cherry: If you’re looking for a classy seductress vibe, wild cherry is your gal. Maybe blow some kisses at yourself in the mirror or lick your lips to lock in the feeling and get yourself in the flirting mood. 

Affirmation: I am fair and enchanting, my kiss makes people melt.

Pink Grapefruit: Use for cleansing and purifying yourself of an argument. Having a hard time keeping peace with your relatives about politics at the thanksgiving table when it would be better to stay quiet? Try this baby. 

Affirmation: I wash myself of this conflict. I am free from negativity.

Strawberry: Strawberry is associated with innocent love and wealth. The many fruits on the vine represent fertility as well, meaning strawberry is the perfect fruit for bringing overall success into your life and keeping it there. 

Affirmation: I have abundance. All I say and do brings me success and love.

Coconut Pear: Coconut represents absolute purity. In WWI some soldiers were given transfusions of coconut water when donor blood was low because it is sterile. Pears are a key love element, so if you’re wanting to attract real love, from people with good intentions (perhaps weeding out the creeps when internet dating) then this one’s for you. 

Affirmation: I am bathed in affection by those with pure intentions.

Raspberry: Raspberry represents health, fertility, communication and love. Use to facilitate healthy relationships and help you to maintain physical health along with a healthy lifestyle. If you can feel yourself getting stress sickness, use an affirmation like this to turn it around. 

Affirmation: My relationships and my body are healthy. I am free of pain.

Pineapple: Use for attracting wealth and success into your life. Pineapple is the fruit of the traveler, gifted to show hospitality and status. It’s rich inside can hardly be seen as anything but gold in fruit form. You can use this affirmation as a way to both convey status you may not yet have, as well as attract it. 

Affirmation: My voice is filled with opulence. Wealth is headed my way.

Mango: Mango is heavily associated with Buddha and enlightenment. Use this to bring focus back to your spiritual journey, and to help others on their own. 

Affirmation: I am free and enlightened. My words have the power of knowledge.

Blueberry: Use this for protection. Strong protection. Blueberry keeps danger away, confuses and causes distress to enemies who push the boundary. A word unleashed to your enemies under this protection will cause them distress and make them want to leave you alone. 

Affirmation: I am untouchable. I needn’t speak to intimidate my enemy.

Pomegranate: Use this one before doing divination to heighten psychic energy and help with seeing beyond the veil if that’s your thing. Pomegranates have significance in many religions as being highly spiritual and associated with heaven or the underworld. As a glamour, this could also help with giving off “I am a mysterious and powerful witch” vibes, so if you’re doing witchcraft work for non witchy people, such as divination, this could help set the mood. 

Affirmation: I am powerful with the energies of life and death. When divining I speak the truth.

Vanilla Bean: This is the big whammy of love spell ingredients. If you’re going out and just wanna find someone RIGHT NOW then vanilla is the powerful punch you’re looking for. The silky scent combined with charmed speech is a powerful seduction tool. It also makes you feel very confident and sexy on your own, so that’s great too. 

Affirmation: *blow a kiss* I seduce with the force of a sorceress.

Finn| Bad Intentions |Balor

Title; Bad Intentions

Pairing; Finn Balor/Reader, past Prince Devitt/Reader

Words; 6110

Summary;  Is it such a sin for me to take what’s mine?

Warnings; NSFW. Heel!Antagonist!Reader. Smut, choking, breathplay. Some angst idk? VERY unhealthy relationships. Emotional abuse, mental abuse, and grooming of a younger woman by an older man if you squint and read between the lines.

Author Note; IDGAF I wrote another terrible human being. Fight me. Diverse characters make the world go round, and that includes actual villains. This one was so much fun for me to write, and I hope you all enjoy it as much as I did. You know the drill.

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Okay because this is my first ever photo set on here and I’m hella proud of my ugly ass for stepping out of my comfort zone and uploading these 😭 Not really feeling these at allllll (idk wtf I was doing with my hands half the time 😭) but the sun was doing me right today and I feel like I’m actually in an okay mood so why not? 😊 The color yellow ain’t really a norm for me but it’s got my confidence peaking just a little 😬 Happy Friday Y'all 💛☀️🌈 btw… yes, yes that is a pimple on my lip 😂

Dialogue in novels

There are barely any books without any dialogues. A story has to have the perfect balance between action and calm moments and a simple conversation is an easy way to give your readers a breather between action packed scenes. Characters can develop the story arc or even themselves by exchanging a few words with each other, but the catch is that it can be very boring for a reader when poorly executed.

First you have to understand how a basic conversation works between people. A tv-series, movies, other books, or even a conversation you had with your neighbours can be a good reference. When thinking of a conversation ask yourself why the conversation is happening and how it progresses the story. Everything that happens in your story should happen for a reason and dialogue is no exception.

If you are not sure if your dialogue is impotant, just write it! You can always cut it out of the book if necessary.

  • The first step in the actual writing is the easiest: Just do it. Usually we do not think too much about what we say when talking, unless the mood calls for something else. Try to write the entire conversation in one sitting, as your characters don’t suddenly walk away either.
    Don’t worry about body language and other details too much, yet. Instead focus on the words itself. You can even write it as if you were writing a script or screenplay.

AIDEN: What do you mean you’re a serial killer?
ABIGAIL: I killed two people, that makes me a serial killer, right?
AIDEN: Does it?
ABIGAIL: A series, multiple, two. I killed multiple people – two – I am now a serial killer.
AIDEN: Would you call a TV-show with two episodes a series?
ABIGAIL: A mini-series, I am a mini-serial killer.

  • The next step is to analyze your story. How fast are the characters talking? How do they talk? What are they feeling and how do they convey it in their conversation. The above dialogue is a short goofy conversation that could fit in a comedy/crime story. It is a relatively fast paced conversation and both characters are surprisingly calm, considering the topic. If you want you could make notes with the excising “Script” if you chose to do it that way. You can make notes about the emotions or when they take a break in their sentences. It is important to pause in their conversation to write about their emotion and/or body language when the character naturally pauses too, otherwise you are slowing the conversation down.  

AIDEN: What do you mean you’re a serial killer?
ABIGAIL: [PAUSE] I killed two people, [PAUSE] that makes me a serial killer, right?
AIDEN: Does it?
ABIGAIL: A series, multiple, two. [PAUSE getting slightly more desperate] I killed multiple people – two – I am now a serial killer.
AIDEN: [PAUSE] Would you call a TV-show with two episodes a series?
ABIGAIL: A mini-series, [PAUSE] I am a mini-serial killer.

  • The next step should be fairly easy, if you have figured out the natural flow of the conversation. Now you simply have to convert it to the style you want to use in the novel. Set the mood and remember that it is better to show how people are feeling than to tell the readers!

I did not expect the shriek that escaped Aiden’s mouth.

“What do you mean you’re a serial killer?” She jumped up from the wobbly chair with enough force that the candle on the table tipped over.

I stayed in my seat, watching the burning candle roll over the table, but I made no effort to stop it.
“I killed two people,” I said. “That makes me a serial killer, right?”

“Does it?”

“A series, multiple, two.” I continued. “I killed multiple people – two – I am now a serial killer.”

Aiden slowly reached for the candle.
“Would you call a TV-show with two episodes a series?”

I hesitated.
“A mini-series,” I stated. “I am a mini-serial killer.”

  • The most important step is to keep re-reading the things you have put down. Are there things that don’t work? What does work? Change what you do not like (in a new document) and keep comparing the changes you’ve made. Does it improve the flow? 

Keep practicing dialogue. Use prompts for inspiration and just write everything that comes to mind. Keep reading other works too and ask yourself why the writers chose to do it like this and how it could be improved. Never give up! :)

Instant Crush (Grayson x Reader)

Summary: Requested by TONS OF PEOPLE: After a night out, you fall into a fight with Grayson.
Word Count: 2,034
Warnings: Angry, angry Gray. Lots of swearing, mentions of abuse.
A/N: THIS WAS SO HEAVILY REQUESTED. I literally got 4 of these requests every day and I am here to just say.. Your wish is my command. I don’t even know what to think of this one, I’m sorry if it didn’t reach your expectations. (Title from Daft Punk’s Instant Crush.)

DISCLAIMER: In no way am I condoning this, nor do I think this is a healthy relationship. This is pure fiction. If someone every treats you like this, please get out of the relationship while you can because this is abuse.

If somebody told you that your night would end up in tears, shattered glass, bruised fists and sore throats from screaming, you would never have believed them.

The night had started out good. You and Grayson drove around town, watching the beautiful sunset at the beach before heading over to a Bistro not far away, where your boyfriend had booked you two a table. You had dressed up extra nicely just for Grayson, hair in curly wisps, makeup extra dark and a red dress with a plunging v-neck. And that was your first error.

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for all the honest world to feel (trixya) (1/8) - dare

The speed with which Brian’s priorities could flip was enough to give him whiplash. That was part of the problem. One moment he was freaking out about his life, his career, this ever-increasing feeling that the walls were closing in on him, and the next that was all secondary to how careful Katya sounded over the phone and how he must be feeling. 

(AN: who’s ready for 4k of unmitigated sadness broken up by a few bad jokes? i have the whole thing outlined though and i promise a happy ending. no warnings apply and none of this is real. this fic is canon set sometime this upcoming august; i use “katya” and “brian” for clarity and he/him pronouns out of drag for both. once again, not established relationship, but established something. (and belated thanks to everyone who liked or responded to “here comes the breath before”! i appreciate you all.))

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Touchin’ & Lovin ~ Trent Seven Imagine

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Note: You like teasing Trent and now look where it’s gone to..

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You gasped as Trent pushed you against the wall.  

“ Sev-”you gasped again, trying to push Trent off of you so the two of you won’t be late.

“ Shut it.” He growled, attacking your neck with his lips with his mustache tickling you. He pulls your legs apart with his knee and pulls your shirt over your head.

“ Trent baby, the boys are waiting on us and I’m not even fully ready” you said trying to pull him off your neck. He put both his hands on either side of the wall, besides your head and leaned in with his lips brushing against your ear.

“I don’t like it when you make me wait” he took one of your hand kissing the palm of it before sliding down his chest to his crotch where a bulge has formed.
“ Fix it. Now” he growls/demands. “ You are wearing such a short skirt tonight and I don’t want the lads to see your arse, it’s mine and look what you done. Such a naughty girl, now be a good girl and do something about it.” 

Your knees weakened at his words as a whimper escapes your mouth.

“How about no?” if Trent’s eyes weren’t dark enough as they were but his smirk widen.

“ Hmm…” 

One the way to the club, Trent was in the cab with you but it surely quite. Trent on the other hand had a tough time containing himself. His hand gripped on his thigh with his knuckles turning white while the other twisted his mustache. When you two pulled up to the club, Tyler and Pete were waiting for both of you outside. 

“ Finally! What took you so long?”Tyler ask as he pulls you into a hug. You shrugged looking at Trent as he greeted Pete.  Tyler glanced down at you then at Trent, shrugging he didn’t ask anymore. 

“ Let’s go “Pete said swinging an arm around your shoulder, smirking as he hears a growl from Trent.

“ Wait” Trent says stopping you and Pete in your tracks. 

“ Before we go in lads, let me talk to my girlfriend for a moment” 

“ You had all day to talk to her, you want to now?” Pete asked, grumbling underneath his breath. 

“ Let’s go in without them, they’ll catch up” Tyler pushed Pete inside leaving you and Trent, alone. Your eyes peeked up at Trent, innocently. He growled pushing you against the wall. 

“ You’ve been very naught tonight and you have to pay” one of his hands went underneath your skirt to slip off your panties, finding none. He growls against your ear cupping your core with his hand. 

“ You’ve been planning this, haven’t you Y/N?” he cupped your sex once more before his hands went to your ass, he grips it in his hand before laying a smack on it. 

“ I don’t like your teasing but for now… “ he opens the door the club leaving his words hanging, leaving you hot and bothered. 

When you enter the club, you greet with the other friends that decide to come along. It was such a surprise to see Trent’s mood change from the lustful growler to a goofy teddybear. You cliched your thighs together feeling still bothered from what Trent did before the two of you came in. You turn your head to make conversation with Mark Andrews, a good friend of yours.

Then you felt it, his warm hand on your leg. You turn your head for a moment to see Trent laughing at something that Tyler had said, as if he was doing was nothing at all, but his hand was on your leg still. You brushed it off, turning your head back to listen to what Mark was talking about. You froze in your spot as his hand began to move, moving to your thighs drawing circles with his thumb.
“ Hey? You okay?” Mark, suddenly asks as he cuts himself what he was going to say next, not hearing any comments you made as he was the only one who kept talking.

“ Yeah, I’m okay” you lied straight to his face. As you begin to say something to Mark and instead of words forming a gasp escapes your mouth as Trent tightens his grip on your thigh.Mark title his head to the side, eyebrows frowns. Before he gets a chance to ask Pete is calling his name.

Turning your head sharply at your boyfriend, hissing as you ask, “ What the fuckary are you doing Seven?”

“ Talking to one of my lads” he replied, a smirk on his lips.

“ Trent, baby. You can’t do this here. Were out with friends and there are people around” 

“ You should of been a good girl when I gave you chance” his hand went further underneath your skirt.

He leaned down, his lips brushing against your ear, “ I bet your soaked.” He was indeed turning you on, but you held yourself together deciding the best thing is to tease him back. Trent pulled his head away from your ear going back to talking to Tyler when you tugged on his beard turning his head back. 

He glanced down at you, he liked it when you tugged on his beard. It was one of his turns on, you leaned up a bit and Trent leaned down wondering what you were doing. Capturing your lips with yours, taking his bottom lip and biting on it gently; another turn on of his. He growled as his hands slide it’s way so it was touching your core.Pulling away from him crossing your legs not giving him what he wants. You turned back to get into the conversation that Pete and Mark were having, with one glance at Trent, chuckling. He was mad, jaw set with his fist clenched tight around his drink. It looks like it was going to burst any minute.

You kept talking with Pete and Mark, telling them about one your memories back when you were  a little girl but you haven’t heard Trent’s laugh or anything coming from him for the past hour or so.

Again there it was, the tight grip on your leg. 

“ Please, don’t do this to me…” Trent growled. He tugged on your legs making you uncross them. Looking back over at Mark and Pete, they had gone from the table while this little thing has happened. You tried so hard to not give in to Trent but it wasn’t easy.

His hand found your core, a moan escapes his mouth as he feels how wet you are for him. 

“ Do you think I can have a taste? Right here?” his fingers began to work at your clit, you gripped the table to contain in your moans. 

“ Shh, got to be quite”he chuckled. “ Do you want the others to know what I’m dong? Would you like them to know? Hmm?” the way his voice changed from softer tone to a much darker tone made your stomach turn and knees weak.
You could feel yourself coming to your orgasm, biting down on your bottom lip to stop the moans from coming out of your mouth.

“ Please, Trent.” you whimpered “ I can’t hold it in” you were edging closer and closer, but as you were about to explode your orgasm, he took his hand away.
Glaring at Trent, he only gave you a smirk as he took his fingers into his mouth to clean them off. 

“ Your fault for teasing me” you couldn’t hold it in anymore, slipping your own hand in between your legs, Trent’s eyes got wider and darker as he watched. You began working your fingers against your clit, rubbing while batting your eye lashing as Trent. He licked his bottom lip watching closely as you worked your fingers. He fist clenched together and his jaw set tight.

“ Seven! What is going on man? You’ve been really quite” Tyler asks Trent suddenly. 

“ Is something wrong?” Tyler adds. You removed your hand from underneath your skirt so no one would suspect what mad Trent so quite. Trent broke his gaze from you as he turned to Tyler.

“ I’m sorry, I’m just not really in a good mood right now, I am in my own head” He looks around to Mark to Pete and to the others around. He slide off the chair, “ You know what lads? Thank you for tonight, but Y/N and I must be going.” 

He was lying to his friends, he just couldn’t take anymore from you, the teasing. He wanted you ,badly. 

Before the two of you leave, Mark speaks up.

“ Y/N, if you don’t want to go. Stay with us and party, I can take you home later” he suggest. 

“ That won’t be necessary Mark, I need her to come with me” 

“ But I-” you were about to say when Trent grips your ass with his hand, pinching it before the two you leave the club. He pulls you flush to his body, a  growl escapes the back of his throat. 

“ You better not make a sound when we get home, when I am done with you, you won’t be able to wrestle or walk for a month. I don’t care how much times you beg me to cum from that pretty pussy, I’m in charge tonight”
You nodded with a grin on your lips.

Dance with devils, vol.4 Natsumezaka Shiki.

Finally I did it! It’s a hard time for me at the school now, so it took me forever.

This tracks were provided by @violet-sin. Thanks to her I heard Shiki’s sweet voice again~

Yet I want to say sorry. I translated 5 and 6 tracks while having a temperature. The 5 is fine but 6 I need to search for mistakes. I hope it will be readable.

Track 1. The miracle in it’s bad display

How was this tea? Good? *you nod* Is that so? I’m very glad to hear it. I finally understood how to make tea. But it’s still a new feeling to me, because it’s different from the time when I was fallen angel. I getting shocked everytime while trying human food. I have The same body as a human, the same ability (means he has no ability like an ordinary human), the same life, the same heart. Everyday is full of happiness because I got to love you. I lived alone, without a place I can call “home”. Yet now I live with you at the same place. I don’t have wings to fly to the sky nor the devil’s power, but I’m happy that I chose to live with you. Haha, it’s good that you have the same feeling as I do. I really became a human, right. I chose the path where we can walk together. But…Hey, if I didn’t become human, what would you do? If I would be like the fallen angel, breaking everything, making you suffer, even this me…would you loved me like this too? *nod* Really? I could have broken you. In the most terrifying way. Even like that? No, I just wanted to ask. It’s late now. You have to go to sleep. I’ll wash the tea set. Yeah, go ahead. I’ll have a little walk outside. Yes, Good night.


The wind feels good. But it can’t brighten my mood up. Even though I’m so happy… I wonder why. Something deep inside my chest is not right. I don’t have to worry about anything. Why? Ha… The God after this clouds probably knows the answer? Hey, why am I feeling so uneasy? What will calm this feeling down?…just joking. There is no way I could hear an answer. *ding* Hm? The sky is lighting up! Ha? This is…!


*Shiki comes closer to you while you’re sleeping*

(A.N. I think I need to say that in the previous dialogs his voice was sweet and caring. In this it’s his usual voice)

Hey, wake up! It’s morning. If you won’t wake up, should I strangle you? *instant wake up* Uh, it’s such a pity that you woke up… Hey, I wanted to see your face when you run out of the oxygen. Mm? Your lips are parted. It seems that you have something to say. I can see fear and confusion in your eyes. It makes me excited! Last night didn’t you notice? Dazzling bright light had fallen. I was taken with this light. And when I opened my eyes, my state had returned. Yes, my wings and magic didn’t come back, but you’re right. I returned to the self I was before. It’s goood, your desperate voice in the morning… So good! Hey, can I break you? Don’t worry, I’ll break you very gently. You’re my precious lover after all. Hm, I can’t? That’s a problem. It’s the display of my love~ It will be bad if you don’t accept it. Not you, but me… Are you interested? It became interesting. When I was swept away by the light, I heard a voice. “It’s your curse”. Yes, it’s all God’s doing. It’s the curse when if I won’t be loved, I die. In other words, if you love me, I will live. So no matter what happens, no matter what I will do to you, love me properly. If you won’t do it, I’ll die~ Right?

Track 2. Interesting afterschool time

I was excited because of the curse, but nothing happened since yesterday. Eeh? This is soooo boring. Instead of turning down the curse let’s enjoy our current situation. Ahh, I wonder how the curse feels. Is it so painful that I can’t breath? Or is it a pain like my body being cut? Just imagining that makes me excited! Yet it’s kinda disappointing that nothing changed. It’s so boring to wait… If here was Lowen (Roen) I could have tainted him~ It could be so fun to hear his desperate voice~ Aah, making fun of Mage and being hit by him after must me pleasant too~ Oh, I know! In my current state the holy water can harm me! Maybe I should try and make your older brother angry~? Hm, “I can’t do it”? But making fun of your brother is so interesting~ Well, I think it’s better to do something more interesting. Your lesson is starting soon, right? So, see you after it then~ *walks away*


Ahh~ You came! You knew that I will be in the Art club’s room. Yes, I was drawing this painting all morning. Artist club has no lessons today, so I was here alone. Come here, I’ll show you my piece~ This is the painting I have drawn. It’s the self-portrait. Fufu, it’s not bad being praised~ I think I draw it good too. Especially this black wings! I like them~ But…it’s not finished yet. Now I can finish it! *takes out knife* My past self had returned and the scratching in my chest can’t disappear. I want to break something, I want to be broken, I can’t do anything about it! Only with this feeling I drew this painting. I’ll finish this painting by cutting it with this knife! *you stopped him* Oooh? You’re stopping me now? But you might be surprised seeing me cutting this painting~ Haaaa~ I was scolded~ It seems that you can’t love my this self? I knew it… *tu-dam in Shiki’s chest* Grhh! *falls down* Haa…ha… Hahaha… So this is the curse, huh? The curse is activated, it’s like my insides are being taken out. It’s so painful that I can’t breath~ Ha..ha.. Your pale face is so good~ I’m enjoying my situation in which I don’t know if I would live or die…This is the best thing ever! What? You want to save me? Then I want you to finish this painting instead of me, because if you will love me, the curse calm down. You’ll help me, right? Ha…ha… Huh? What? I wanted you to cut this canvas… And you are going to draw… Well, this is for the best. Your back while you’re drawing isn’t bad… Moreover, here, if I do this we can draw together. I will hold your hand, let’s draw together like this. Ha… Don’t be embarrassed. Just by touching your hand I can feel the pain inside me calming down. Let me cuddle you like this. *he is hugging you* Haha, even your ears are red now. Good color~ Oh, right! Color me in the painting red too. It’s okay~ It’s a pleasure for me to be broken by you. You have been resisting for a long time already. Finally my pain gone but you want me to struggle again? Hm…Then I’ll leave it to you. Draw a thing that I will love. Of course I can hug you until you’re finished, right? No, I won’t let you go. Here, you better move your hands~ *you start drawing* Heee~ You use gentle color~ It doesn’t suite me at all. But… This is you love’s color. Fufu, not bad~ Hm? What’s up? You can’t stop drawing despite what I’m doing to you. *kissed your ear* Haa, cute voice! You can’t run away from me. You’re poor thing, but you’re so cute~ Even you’re neck is red now. Hey, show me your face. You’re eyes are wet~ I’ll comfort you. *kissed your eye* You are exciting me when you are embarrassed. Just looking in your eyes makes my chest burn. I don’t care about the painting anymore, I just want to break YOU now~ He? You already finished? What a pity. Hm? This is… You gave a bouquet of light flowers to the black fallen angel. It’s in your habit. Well, it’s good. It looks like the curse is down~ Yes~ I guess it’s because your embarrassed self helped me. Is that so? When the curse is killing me, the best way to take it down is to see you all red! I see~ This is going to be interesting. Help me next time, okay? Fufu~

Track 3. Blinded on the street

We bought goods for the house, so now our shopping is over. You’re not leaving my side even on the weekend. You’re so worried about me getting into the troubles? Is that so~ I’m so happy to always have you by my side~ Bu~ut I can’t help but wonder now… What will happen if I disappear from your sight? Will you desperately search for me? Running all over the town, struggling for air, eyes wet~ It can be good, too. Fufu, scary face~ I won’t do anything strange, don’t worry. But, there is no point in blaming only me. If i won’t feel your love, I die. You’ll prove that you love me, right? Hmmm, what shall I do? Yees, well, first of all….


Ahh, you’ve done changing? It suits you so much! This cat’s ears and a tail. This shop is inserting, right. There even were devil’s wings, do you want to try it on? Why, you ask? That’s obvious, isn’t it? I want to enjoy myself by looking at your embarrassed face. They fit you so well. Let’s walk like this through the city~ Ah, there’s even a chain! Should I wear it on your neck? Fufu~ You’re resisting.


Here, say “Aaah” Hm, you won’t eat? I bought this huge parfait, you must it it~ I can’t eat it alone. Unfortunately everything became as it was before. I don’t think human’s food tasty anymore, so only you can eat it. Moreover, you can feel love through it, right? Here, make your choice. Aaah~ Fufu, your cheeks are red. If you eat it all, what happens?


Ah~ It was fun! Are you tired? You look exhausted. Fufu~ You don’t have to push yourself. You really care about me, huh… *hugs you* It’s okay. Even if someone looking at us, feeling others attention is so pleasant. Hey, kiss me now. Mm, it’s not hard. You should just kiss me. I suddenly didn’t feel your love. What happened? Why did you stop? We are lovers, you don’t have to hold back. Well, in this situation you’re so embarrassed that you can’t do it, huh. *tu-dam in Shiki’s chest* Grh! Again! Again my body is being cut inside! Hhufgt! Ha.. You don’t have to worry. It’s just I don’t have much of your love. But I will die at this rate… Huh? You finally decided? Even though it would be better to just dump me… Do you really kiss me? Fufu~ You’re red. Your body is trembling. Is it so embarrassing? Grh… Just looking at you makes me feel good. You should do it faster, in that case, it won’t bother you so much. Staying like this makes other people look at us suspiciously. *you kiss him* Ha.. You did a good job. It seems that thanks to that I feel much better than before. But it’s not enough. You don’t have to move, just let me do what I want. No, don’t push me away. I can lose my life in that case. Stay still. You’re cheeks are hot. Your neck too, ears are hot too. At this rate other people will not understand us, so I can steal some of your warm. *kissed your cheek* Here too *kissed your ear* Fufu~ Probably it was the opposite~ We’re dating so it’s nothing strange. Moreover, isn’t it yours bad for ignoring me? Ha…This disgraced face makes me so excited! And, even now you aren’t leaving me, huh. Mm? Yes, the curse calmed down. The power of love surely is something. What? You’re feeling down? I got everything what I wanted from you, so we can now head back home. Hm? Who are you? Do you want something from us? Ah, I see. These men saw us all lovey-dovey with each other and now they are angry~ Stalking others is not good~ *someone hit the wall* Wow, fufu~ it’s not a good use for you legs~ Hit wall, you poor thing~ So, if you want to hit something, I want you to hit me~ * Shiki no!* Buut I will receive a punch in the human form for the first time! What will happen to me? Ha.. Just thinking about it makes me excited! Will it leave a scar like the holy water did? Or I will be tied up, hit by others, cut by them~ Everything is good! *men are scared* Oh, what happened? Where are you going? Don’t leave, do it! You’re pissed of me, right? Here, hit me! Make me feel pain with all your strength! Come! Come!! *men scared af and running away* What? They ran away with pale faces… I thought they would do something bad to me. Kinda disappointing. Mm? What happened? Why are you sitting on the ground? If you are so tired, should I carry you? Don’t hold out~ Fufu~            

Track 4. I can’t be saved by my savior

Today you are hanging out with me again~ No matter where I go, I can spot you. But you’re tired of doing it everyday, right? Didn’t you get tired of me already? You’re strange. I’m making you do things you don’t want to, but even so you don’t leave my side. Yes, if the curse win, I loose my life~ Only your love can save me. But even so, don’t you want to dump and leave me? Is that so… As I thought you are strange because even now you love me.


Grhh! *you run to help him* Huuuh! Ha…ha.. It’ As always your head is good. You quickly understood that I’m in the Art club’s room. Ha…ha… Your breath is unstable.. Don’t tell me you were afraid of not seeing me beside you and ran through the city to find me.. Haha… I’m glad you came. It was my fault. I didn’t expect the curse to be activated here. Hey, come closer. Let me hug you. *hugs you* Ha…ha…It became less painful. You don’t have to do anything now. Just stay like this for a while. Haha, don’t be so surprised. I receive your love in this situation as well. Ha… Your embarrassed face and wet eyes are good, but now I’m not in the right mood. I didn’t think that you would come. I didn’t disappear on purpose. I just didn’t know that I would be taken down by the curse. I couldn’t breath, it was painful. All I though was “I will die soon” Alone, in the big Art club’s room, my strength would leave me… Yeah, you came. You always with me, but.. Hey, I’m so happy that you came..the pain in ,y chest…I wonder why it still there. Even before the curse I couldn’t clear my feelings. Even though I’m loved so much, as much I’m feeling the happiness, the anxiety inside is growing up. The more you do for me, the more I’m drowning in this feeling. What have I done? I’m fine now. Pain is gone. It’s okay now. Hm…I’m sorry I just disappeared. I wanted to see this painting so bad. The face of this fallen angel I drew, we saw it together, right. Back then when I was fallen angel I drew here often. When I reborn as a human I didn’t see it. But I wanted to. Angles with pure white wings..and only one drawing, fallen angel. An angel with black wings. With no place for him, not being loved from anybody, but someone who loved that fallen angel appeared. She gave his black wings light colors, she was kind. It was a lucky day for him. It’s right, but… Ha.. Hey, let’s go on a date? There is a place I want to visit with you. Will you come with me?

Track 5. I’m begging for separation

The wind is strong~ It’s so hard to walk in darkness. We can fall from here if we don’t be careful~ It’s a good date place, isn’t it? The tip outside the Tokyo Tower~ Usually it’s very dangerous to go outside, but yet I opened it~ Don’t be so scared, I won’t be able to hold myself. And the true entertainment begins now~ Let’s feel the thrill together. There is no any fence, so if you don’t balance it will be your end. Haha~ It’s only starting~ Hey, it’s so cool! The car’s lights are like bean pies! (A.N. Not quite sure what he said) If I do one more step backwards, I die. Let’s try? You come here too. What happened? This is our date, so it’s not interesting If we don’t do it together. Come here to me~ Plus, if you push me… *pain in his chest again* Grh! Look, it began. I can feel the pain of the curse. No, don’t hurry, you might fall. Come here carefully. *you do* Yes, good girl. Here, let me hug you. Hey, it became okay as I touched you. Your heart is racing. I can understand it, cause if you miss your step, we will die. Your body is trembling too. Fufu~ My chest is becoming warm. Even in this situation you’re trying for my sake. Hey, let’s fall together like this? But don’t you think it will be the best thrill you can ever experience? It’s the thing I couldn’t try when I had my wings. *wind blows* Haha, but we can’t stay still because of the strong wind. My foot can slip~ Fufu~ Your trembling became worse. Poor thing~ Its because you followed someone like me. Do you regret your choice? I love your restraining self, but you can’t lie to your true self. It doesn’t matter what humans say, their hearts are what matters. I know because I saw it when I was fallen angel. It’s alright. If you can’t stand me, you can tell me. Moreover, it would be very pleasant. You really are stubborn. Making fun of you, making you do things you don’t want to, you don’t leave me. You’re very kind. But you know, this is the reason I’m getting scared. Loving someone is really scary. When I think about the time I lose you, I become irritated. I love feeling thrilled, but this one is terrifying, painful, it’s becoming painful to live. No matter how you loved me, the irritation in my heart didn’t calm down. So that night I called God. “Why can’t I get rid of my anxiety?” Of course, I wasn’t waiting for an answer. But my voice reached the sky. And then I was swiped away. In that bright light was a voice “Why don’t you test it?” Until you believe in love, I will test you. But I did my bad testing you. My punishment for that I will accept it, if it is the rules. So I returned to when I was fallen angel. Didn’t know what love is, the form, when I didn’t know anything other than breaking things. If in my that state I believe in your feelings, I thought that this anxiety will disappear. Yes, that’s right. The curse was a lie. I just receiving a punishment for testing you. The pain that cut my whole body. Me in the past would be happy to receive it, but deep in my heart I can’t enjoy this. The happiness and anxiety from being loved, because of them making me suffer. No matter how I test, no matter how you accept me, the anxiety isn’t gone. But, since you have appeared in the Art’s club room I thought that I want to test you one more time. Last thing I want to try. *hold you closer* Hey, this is the last wish. Will you fall with me? Hm, I see. It’s okay. I thought you will reject it. No, I wanted you to reject it. I wanted you to reject it. (A.N. Sentences are close in their meaning) Why, I wonder. It could have been better to accept it. Thinking of being hated. I understand. I’m not hated. You rejected it, because you wanted me to live. I know. I knew it. You are strange and too kind. Only you are caring for someone like me. But, I’m sorry, because I tested you with such a cruel thing like death. *he came to the edge* I need to receive my punishment. *thunder in the background* The sky’s judgement. *something hit Shiki* Aaaargh! Ha.. *was about to fall dawn but you hold his hand* I thought that I would fell like this. No, let my hand go. *Shiki no* At this rate you too will fall. Haaa, in this situation who the hell will say “I won’t let you go even if I fall with you”. I’m so sorry for being happy in this situation. I always was scared, when I supposed to be happy, that someday you will leave me. When I thought about it, I became so scared. So I thought it would be better to become hated by you. You have never left me. Why? Was it so hard to believe? Hah? This is the human? I see… If you are human, it’s an obvious thing. This is an evidence that I lived as a human. *strong wind blows* Aaarg! No! This wind… Let my hand go! You will fall with me! Aaarg! *you are falling together* Hold on to me! I won’t let you go, I promise. God, I understand now, this girl loves me. She is by my side no matter what happened. I believe now! There is no meaning in testing her! So, so save her, please! *The curse will disappear now* Hah? This light? Eh? Wings? I fly now… Hah, hold me tighter. *they are on the ground and his wings disappeared* Hah… Disappeared… Were we save? Is that so.. We are save! *hugs you* I’m very glad. I’m glad I didn’t hurt you. I’m sorry for dragging you in this. I’m sorry for doubting your feelings. Yes, thank you. This light and white wings… We were saved by God. I’m not scared anymore. This anxiety in me is gone now. I felt bad when I loved you and you loved me back. But this is living like a human, right? And I believe that you loved me always. Yes, me too, I will never leave you. I won’t doubt you. I’m going to love you always. Sorry for doing this to you and thank you. 

Track 6 is coming tomorrow.

I hope you will enjoy it ><

suspicious partner 25-26

This was really a turning point for the drama, 2 episodes that would or break the main plot for me. The issue with many police/crime dramas is with all the fluff and humor in the first half, the darkness in the second half feels too heavy for what we’ve been given so far to the point where it’s like it isn’t even the same show since the things you loved about it are gone (you’re all surrounded, for example, suffered this imo).

I am very happy to say I’m not feeling this right now. Yes, we were given a lot of humor in the beginning, but we were also given murder and Bong Hee’s arrest and trial, which set a tone very much like what we got with these 2 eps. Because of this, I didn’t feel like the drastic mood change from last week was out of place for this drama at all. Actually, I enjoyed the dark turn we took today because the focus was still on the characters more than the plot itself.. 

I have to say the stand out scene for me was everyone going over why/how they blamed themselves for Mr. Bang’s injury. Rather than having one character go on their noble idiocy arc alone (though i’m still not entirely convinced Bong Hee won’t do something,) I enjoyed everyone knowing how everyone else could have done something to save Mr. Bang, but nobody blamed each other. The loyalty and teamwork of this group is astounding to me and I really enjoy the dynamic. Another thing that really surprised me was Attorney Cha being a welcomed member of the team despite her history with both Ji Wook and Eun Hyuk. The level of maturity of these people despite the circumstances is what’s setting these characters apart for me from other similarly themes dramas. 

I was disappointed by the lack of romance (I’m a simple girl with predictable  tastes), but was still pleased with the little we got. Again, speaking to maturity, by all accounts Ji Wook and Bong Hee should still be in the honeymoon phase of their relationship, and even though they couldn’t be all over each other I still saw the newness conflicting with the need to comfort and be comforted. The comforting scenes were simple, and sweet and the most I could have hoped for. 

Ji Wook was definitely the stand out character of this hour, and watching his dark side come out was equally terrifying and exciting. He’s been an amazingly kind, upright man so far and I’ve been wondering for a while what his breaking point was (the man let him self be physically assaulted and fired for doing his job correctly for god’s sake). I was equally pleased to see that his anger was solely focused on Hyun Soo and he never turned on the people he loved, Bong Hee for example. It would have been easy (even understandable) for him to push those he loves away to get revenge, but he was just as soft and kind to the as he’s always been. And as @overthinkingkdrama pointed out, the way he showed his pain by changing so quickly into lawyer mode was more powerful than any of JCW’s acting thus far (which us saying something since I think this has been some of this best work). 

Hyun Soo’s demise disappointed me. It was an entirely cliche and expected move to off him just as the lawyers are closing in, and in a show that has constantly been subverting my expectations, I wanted something more. Of course, he could be alive but I’m not holding my breath. With the only known Big Bad gone, I have no idea what will come next, but there was more potential than what we were given from him. 

The biggest question on my mind right now, is, assuming the psychic was right, and if Mr. Bang survives tomorrow, who will be the second person to die?

I mean its summer and there is a dearth of good tv anyways so I am streaming still star-crossed right now, mostly as back ground noise, because it needs the views.

And god it is really so pretty. Those balcony scenes are just as romantic as I ever imagined. And omg I want a gifset of just views of the city.

The fabrics and design are just so lush. And none of those shitty brown and blue filters. Like somebody actually cared about the color correction, giving their poc characters proper lightning, and actually setting a mood (the red of that fight scene). 

But omg The glitter! The gold! The contrast and intricacy of soft white leather and crisp lace! Rosaline’s curls!

I’m really in love with the aesthetics of this show. Everything is so soft and vibrant and lovely.

Practical Magic: The Senses (Pt. I)


Something that I love about magic is that while it plays toward the spirit and emotion, it also plays to the senses. This is because when certain sights, smells, tastes, sounds, and textures can often trigger certain emotions and memories which can add to the potency of spells and other magics. Different forms of witchery play to each differently and to varying degrees - garden witchery plays to sight and smell, aesthetic witches play to sight, and kitchen witchery does the go-big-or-go-home dance with all of the senses.

Making a strong lean toward your senses in your every day magic is not only fun, it’s incredibly practical! From a splash of color on the altar to the gentle scent of sandalwood drifting from the incense burner, you can turn simple activities into truly magical experiences!

The Witch of Sight

This is perhaps the most obvious bit of practical magic. Many witches can attest to the power of visualization and to how the beauty of an altar may set them into the right mood for magic. But a question remains - how can you make this play to your magic? How do you take something simple or ordinary, and make it something that can set you into that mood?

Let’s take altars for an example. You have all of your typical altar supplies - wands, athames, candles, incense burners, maybe a cauldron and pentacle, possibly a cup and a bowl, as well as a few crystals and/or statuettes. These are all things that practically scream “I AM A PLACE OF WITCHCRAFT, LOVE ME!” 

But altars are meant to be personal spaces of magic. Yes, you share the space with your gods and goddesses (if you follow any) but above all, it’s your space. And it’s meant to be a space of love and joy and peace. Decorate it in a way that will elevate those emotions in your magic. My altar, for example, has all of your typical witchy trappings - deity statues, a wand and athame, a cup and bowl, a pentacle, a cauldron, and a mortar and pestle, not to mention a few candles!

*looks into witchy drawers at the massive amounts of candles both homemade and store bought* Yeah, just a few candles!

But depending on the season and purpose of my altar, I begin to play with motifs and themes. Dragons are a staple to nearly all of my altars, as the sight of them gives me joy and a sense of freedom and strength. The stones I choose are obviously not chosen based off of visual appeal alone, but the way they’re laid out on the altar is always in a visually appealing grid - usually patterns that balance the altar and direct the eye to the center. If a Sabbat is near, I’ll decorate even further. My Brigid altar has cinnamon sticks on it, small white flowers, and candles with bright and loving colors - all of these are meant to bring about that mental sense of awakening spring and a spark of flame.

What is aesthetically pleasing to you? Bones? Get a few on your altar - skull candles are fairly common, and depending upon where you live, you may be able to find or purchase animal bones for your altar. Cats? Cat candles, pictures and statuettes of cats, and cat toys are great additions to the altar. Are you an enthusiast of art nouveau? Incorporate images into your altar that reflect that style! I guarantee you that there’s an art nouveau tarot deck out there! Set up your altar in flowing lines or floral patterns.

The altar is a bit obvious for magic, yes. So what about other aspects to visual magic? Spell bottles, spell jars, sigils, and spell candles all are heavily influenced by visual queues. Use colors that spark the emotion you’re trying to bring about. Do you love the sight of herbs floating around in your oils, or do you find it too chaotic and would prefer to infuse the oils and sift out the herbs? Do you mix all of your ingredients for your jars and bottles, finding joy in the patterns that take form in the jumbled chaos, or is there comfort in the layering of the contents so that you have an orderly rainbow?

Does your bread pudding for Imbolc look visually stunning, with dried cranberries and swirls of cinnamon and nutmeg on top? What kinds of feelings do swirly sigils give you compared to angular sigils?

These are all things to take into account in your day-to-day witchy life. Visual stimuli can enhance or invoke emotion. You don’t need to be an artist to make something beautiful. Apply them to even the little things!

As for forms of magic that are practically devoted to visual stimuli, the first thing that comes to my mind would be glamour. Through the use of charged cosmetics, you’re able to essentially paint your spells and sigils while applying makeup. Often, glamour spells are meant to enhance beauty and bring about self empowerment, and with the right balance, you can imbue your makeup and your expression with strong confidence!

Garden magic is another good one for this. Don’t just rely on the correspondences of the plants you grow. Arrange them in ways that are also visually appealing. If it’s a flower garden, do you prefer rows and neatly separated groups of flowers, or do you love mixing and leveling your plants in a way that would make even a faerie blush?

See what you can do with your sense of sight in your daily magics!

Blessed Be! )O(

Don’t Scare Me

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*screams again*


~•○●Obnoxious Kudos Countdown Post●○•~

I’ll be sure to tag it properly so that the assholes that don’t like happiness don’t have to see it!

I am just. aaAHHHH. 900! It could be at 1000 soon and I’m just so very??MmmmmWEH FOUR NUMBERS. This is a Big Deal ™ for me, peeps, this is like me graduating to some invisible next level. 900 fucking kudos. 900! *pounds desk happily*

SO *ahem* right. I’m in a very good mood right now.

*whispers excitedly* Less than 100 from 1000. Less than 100! How is this possible?

F1 drivers as driver instructors for a day

Nico R: “Alright, the most important thing when you get into the car is to fix the mirrors”
You “…so you can see your blind spots better?”
Nico R: “No, so you can have better angle to fix your hair”

Lewis: “Step one, music to set you in the right mood”
You “…what”
Lewis: “Step two, drive by the curb and remind Nico that I’m a better instructor than he is”

Sebastian “Ok, that’s the brake pedal. That’s the gas pedal. When you go for a turn use you body and–
You “Seb”
Sebastian “–just like that and then–”
You “SEB”
Sebastian “–eyes on the road, WHAT?”
You “Am I not supposed to be the one driving??”
Sebastian “Lol, no.”

Kimi: *hands over piece of paper*
You: “What is this?”
Kimi: “The address for the nearest bar. Drive.”

Felipe M: “You’ll do fine, you got this, just easy and controlled motions”

Valtteri *hyperventilates*
You: “You ok?????”
Valtteri: “I’m just really nervous!!”
Valtteri: “I KNOW!!!”
*from the backseat* Felipe M: “You’ll do fine, you got this, just easy and controlled motions” 

Dan: “Yoooo, what up mate. Let’s do it”
You: “I’m going to crash this car. I’m terrified”
Dan: “It’s cool, it has got a survival cell. Also, let’s make sure we got some sick tunes to help ya relax”
*plays death metal*
You: “I see what you did there”

*Max gets into the car*
You: “I thought Daniil was supposed to be my instructor?”
Max: “Yeah, we got swapped for it. I don’t know why. Marko told me to just get into the car”

Sergio: *pulls out rosary and a crucifix* “Perfect, we’re ready to go”
You “…”

Nico H: “I took the liberty of pimping out the car”
You: “Define… Pimping”
Nico H: “Press that button”
*disco ball drops, lights start going off, THIS PLAYS EVERYTIME YOU TRY TO USE THE HORN*

Kevin: “Rule number one: if it’s yellow, YOU ACCELERATE AND HIT IT”
You: *nervous sweating*

Jolyon: “Rule number one: if you hit an animal, accelerate and do it. No point in braking”
You “…ok?”
Jolyon: “Brake afterwards. Check if they’re dead. If they aren’t, back up and finish the job”

Carlos: “So… This your first time driving?”
You: “Yeah, duuh. That’s why you’re here”
Carlos: “Perfect. Lesson one, how to do donuts in a parking lot. Also how to lay rubber in the shape of a pe– *HORN BLARING*

Daniil: “We are going to do this, we are going to take back that seat, WE ARE GOING TO SHOW THEM WHAT YOU’RE CAPABLE OF”
You: “Intense”
Pyry: *from the backseat* “Don’t forget your seatbelt”
You: “Sooo, he always with you orrr….?”

You: “Where’s the seat-belt in this car?”
Marcus: *hands over duct tape*
You “…”
Marcus: “There has been some financial difficulties. We had to make cuts”

Felipe N: “Please drive slow. I already have a receding hairline, let’s not add grey hairs into the mix”
You: “ok…”

Fernando: “Ok. I will make a great driver out of you. You will be the very best, you will win 10 F1 championships when I’m done with you”
You: “It’s ok Fernando, I just need to learn things like where the gas pedal is, where the break pedal is–
Fernando “WE DON’T SAY THE B WORD HERE. We call it the ‘coward’s pedal’ and you will never use it”

Jenson: “Lesson number one: how to get through McDonald’s drive through, proceed  to order, remember that you’re on a strict diet, park in their lot and cry, while watching younger and more successful kids steal your food because you can’t eat it and you’re too old”
You: “…you ok?”
Jenson *cracks open bottle of gin* “Haven’t been since 2010″

Romain: “Lesson one: how to prop your knee on the steering wheel while driving, so you can flip off other drivers with both hands”
You: “…Jesus take the wheel”

Esteban G: “Alright. Give it a bit of gas, slow down before corners and never take your eyes of the road”
You: “Finally, a normal one!”

*you, Esteban O. and Pascal, are all standing near a bicycle*
Pascal: “Toto said that the last time he let his children in a car there was pure carnage, so now we’re not allowed into any kind of motorized vehicle without his direct supervision”
Esteban “…so here’s a bike”

Halloween Spirit- Creepypasta Boyfriend Scenarios [When You Meet Him]


[f/n]= first name

When You Meet Him:

    I tug on my hoodie so that it presses tighter against my skin, but the hoodie doesn’t help as the crisp autumn air breezes past me, leaving behind goosebumps. It’s finally fall; the leaves are finally becoming tinted by warm colors, the night air finally carrying a refreshing chill. But more importantly, it’s finally October. The month of Halloween!

    Truth be told, I’m a crazy fanatic for all things creepy. I often indulge myself in horror stories, games, and movies. Halloween to me is what Christmas is for others. So rather than treating it like a one day holiday, I celebrate Halloween for the whole month of October. And this year, I’ve found a very interesting place to visit to get in the Halloween spirit. I’ve been hearing rumors of a thick forest that many people tend to get lost in. Many scary stories have originated from that forest, and the manor that is rumored to exist within it.

I am currently heading for said forest as a full moon shines brightly above me. I readjust the slightly heavy bookbag so that it sits more comfortably on my shoulder. I had filled it with various equipment, particularly survival equipment, so that I can be prepared for whatever situation is thrown at me. Now then, what shall I find in this sacred, horrific forest?


Once I enter the dense forest, I become surrounded by pitch black darkness as the moonlight becomes blocked by the trees. I zip open my backpack and dig around until I find the flashlight. I click it on, but the light is only enough to illuminate what is right in front of me. Well, darkness my friend, you really know how to set the mood. The forest is deathly quiet except for the sound of leaves crunching under my feet. Paranoia of being watched settles in my mind, which makes my heart race in anticipation.

I trail the light around the forest, trying to see if there is anything out there in the darkness. With a start, I realize I am no longer on the forest trail. I was being so careful to stay on the path, what happened? I try to retrace my steps, but I become more panicked as I realize I can’t find the path. I’m utterly lost! Will I become another person who disappeared in this forest?

Something white catches my attention, and I edge towards it to find a note pinned to a tree. Scribbled on it is the message, ‘Behind you.’ A flare of paranoia causes me to tremble slightly. This must be a prank from someone who was here before, it has to be. Still, ever so slowly, I turn around to look behind me.

And I am faced with a faceless being. A shrill scream rips from my throat as I back away from the creature, but I slam against the tree. My eyes are locked on the white, faceless man in paralyzed fear as he edges closer to me. Before I can force my body to move, tentacles gently wrap around my arms and legs so that running is no longer an option. He brings his face close to mine, as if he was inspecting me despite having no eyes.

“How curious,” a voice says, projected in my mind. He raises a hand and strokes my face curiously, but I find myself unable to look away from him. “Something is…different about you.”

I swallow heavily and will myself to talk. “W-wh-what do y-you mean?” I stutter out.

“I’m not sure myself,” the voice responds. “Interesting.” I squeak in fear when suddenly he lifts me into his arms, carrying me bridal style. “You are lost, yes? I shall take you to safety.” I say nothing as he carries me, too scared that I’ll say something that will make him snap. So instead, I close my eyes and will all of this to be a dream. But when I open my eyes, I find myself at a manor. He opens the door with a tentacle and carries me inside. I soak in the interior of the manor until eventually he takes me into a room with only a luxurious looking bed.

He gently sets me down on the floor, but my legs are so wobbly that I fall over. He catches me, holding me still until I am able to stand. I back away as far as I can from him, and he continues to seemingly stare at me. “Rest, child,” the voice orders me to do. “You are safe. Get some rest, and we shall chat once you have a more calm demeanor.”

“W-what are you?” I ask, curiosity getting the better of me.

“You may call me Slenderman,” he tells me. “Goodnight.” And with that, he shuts the door. I wait awhile before bolting to the door, but sure enough, it’s locked. With no chance of escape, I slump onto the bed. Slenderman, was it? For a monster, he was surprisingly civil. But what does he want from me? The thought of it does my mind and heart no good. I didn’t think I would be able to, but eventually I fall asleep. I can only hope that he continues to be civil.

He may look like a monster, but you shouldn’t judge a book by its cover. Right? I can only hope so.



I tried to stay on the forest trail, but at some  point I managed to lose it. Unable to find it again, I desperately wander around aimlessly in hopes of finding the trail, or at the very least, shelter. I need to stay calm. Even if I’m lost, I’m sure that once it’s daylight I’ll be able to find the trail. I keep on walking until I notice a building looming in the distance. Is it the rumored manor? Regardless, I’ve found my shelter for the night. I keep walking until I am standing in front of the manor’s entrance door.

Fear is replaced with a sense of excitement. It looks like a haunted house! I came here for the thrill, after all. So I open the door and enter the vast manor, ready to explore. Cautiously, I examine room after room. The manor is decorated with old fashioned furniture, like from the Victorian era. I head up the stairs after I’ve had the first floor thoroughly examined.

A lot of the rooms are rather simple, is what I thought until I reached a certain room. All of the rooms were void of modern technology, all except this one. A T.V. sits on the floor, a gaming console laying in front of it. I closer inspect the gaming console to find only one game available, The Legend of Zelda: Majora’s Mask. Childhood nostalgia washes over me as I smile fondly at the game. As a lover of video games, the fact that I found one in a seemingly haunted house thrills me. I’m going to play it! That is, if I’m able. I make sure the T.V. is plugged in before flipping it on. It works! The game menu automatically fills the screen, so I settle down on the floor and grab the controller.

I notice that there is already a save file, titled BEN. I’m curious about the person who played this file. Who was he, and why was he playing this game here, of all places? Well, playing his file won’t reveal anything, and I want to start the game from the beginning, so I create my own file titled Link. The game works pretty well, except for one small glitch: sometimes I’m called BEN instead of Link. But it doesn’t bother me, so I ignore it. I get rather absorbed in the game, and before I know it, I’m hours into the game. I’m starting to get rather bored of it, so I decide to try something new: the “4th Day” glitch. I had tried to do it before a few times in the past, but I could never get the timing right. I head to the astronomer’s tower and wait for the right time before looking in the telescope. Ah, I did it!

But when I exit the telescope, I find myself in the final boss’s arena, with Skull Kid floating above me. This wasn’t supposed to happen! But instead of getting creeped out, I actually get excited. I explore the arena, with Skull Kid always watching me. Eventually, a message pops up asking me if I want to go the lair of the temple’s boss. Curious, I don’t hesitate to press Yes. I’m teleported to a completely empty Clock Town. A reverse version of the Song of Healing is playing, making it sound like the song belongs in a horror game. In fact, it feels like I am playing a horror game. I love horror games! So I continue to explore this alternate Clock Town, a smile playing on my lips. Whatever this glitch is, I’m really enjoying it. I discover many horror game worthy moments, and the more I discover, the more excited I get.

“You’re not supposed to be enjoying this!” a voice says, startling me.

“Who’s there?” I ask without thinking, already searching the room for either a place to hide or a weapon to defend myself.

“I’m called Ben,” the voice replies with a snicker, and to my horror a person starts coming out of the T.V. I shriek and start crawling away from the boy who looks like Link. But suddenly he is looming over me, preventing me from moving any farther. He lifts my chin with his finger so I’m forced to look him in his blackened, bloody eyes. “See, this is the reaction I wanted.”

As I tremble beneath him, he inspects me closely. “You’re strange,” he tells me. “Normally, you humans are bothered by my alternate game reality. But you, you were enjoying it!” He chuckles at me, inching closer to me so that I can only see his eyes. “I like you. I think I’ll keep you around. It gets rather boring over here.” He gets off of me, allowing me to scramble to my feet.

I try to run to the door, but Ben appears to glitch in front of me, slamming the door shut. “What do you want from me?” I ask, on the verge of tears.

“Your company,” he tells me with a smirk. “You’re not leaving here any time soon.” Does he really only want my company? I can only hope so, and if that is the case, I need to be on my best behavior. I can be his friend if that means I can stay alive.

I used to wish video games could be real. I really wish I hadn’t.


Jeff the Killer:

    Where am I? I had gotten so distracted with searching the area that I unknowingly strayed from the forest trail. I search for the path, but to no avail. Now what am I to do? In the dark, it seems pointless to keep searching for the path, so I’m going to start looking for shelter and try again in the morning. Hey, maybe I’ll find something interesting! That’s what I’m here for, after all.  

    However, the dead silence is actually starting to get to me, so I start humming cheerfully to break the silence. I keep scanning the forest with my flashlight, but so far nothing has caught my eye. Ah, wait, I think I hear something! I stop humming and stay still so I can listen carefully. Somewhere in the forest, I hear something walking. My body tenses in response, but I try to keep calm. Most likely, it’s just a deer or something. But just in case, I crouch down and turn off my flashlight in hopes that I’ll be less visible to whatever is out there.  

    “I see you,” a voice sings in the dark. Shit, someone’s out there! Ok, I’d rather not fight, so it’s time to flee. I slow down my shaky breath and quietly edge towards the shadows. He claims he sees me, but I don’t see him. The moment I see him, I’ll bolt. “Where’re you going? You haven’t even introduced yourself yet!”

    Suddenly a person bursts out from the bushes, heading straight for me. I scream briefly as I jolt to my feet and run as fast as I can from him. But to my terror, he is rapidly catching up to me. There’s no way I’ll be able to outrun him! I spot a rock lying ahead of me, so I pick up speed and swoop down, rapidly picking it up as I run. I swivel around and throw the rock at him as hard I as can. It smashes straight into his face, causing him to stop in his tracks. I should keep running, I know I should keep running, but I can’t help but watch to see what happens next. The man raises a hand to his face, swiping away the blood leaking from his nose. He looks at me, then gives me a very wide, eerie smile. He licks the blood on his hand while he watches me.

“Not bad,” he tells me. I shudder at the sight of him, at the tone of his voice, then I rapidly start running away from him. As I’m running, I keep searching for anything else I can use as a weapon.

“Ah!” I scream as I trip against a tree root that had been concealed by leaves and shadows. I thud heavily against the ground, the forest debris scratching me as I skid against it. I feel a hand grip my jacket, and I’m flipped around so I’m face to face with my pursuer.

“Hi, I’m Jeff, and you are?” he asks me with his wide grin, proceeding to pin me to the ground.

“Please don’t!” I sob, wriggling under him to try and release his grip, but he holds me firmly.

He reaches into his his hoodie and pulls out a knife. He brings the tip of the knife to my chest, twirling it around against my skin. “I asked you for your name,” he says more firmly.

“[f/n],” I say quietly as tears leak from my eyes. He brings a thumb to my face, wiping away my tears. He brings his thumb to his mouth and licks the tears, eying me all the while. He brings his face close to mine, inspecting me.

“Hmm,” he hums, then breaks into a grin. His scarred, horrific grin. “You have quite the arm, [f/n]! Got me real good with that rock.” He fiddles with a strand of my hair as he continues to look me over. I hold my breath as I anxiously watch him to see what he’ll do. “Quite interesting that you fought back. Usually people keep running from me. I like you!” Suddenly, he pinches the edges of my lips and forces me to smile. His eyes glint with a strange emotion as tells me, “And you look great with a smile.”

I whimper slightly at his touch, certain that I’ll either be raped, killed, or both. But to my surprise, he gets off of me. However, he grips my hand tightly as he lifts me to my feet, preventing me from escaping. As he drags me along with him, I hesitantly ask him, “W-where are you taking me?”

“Home,” he replies. He turns to me with a smirk. “I want to show off to the guys the treasure I found today.” I’m starting to feel nauseous. He has friends? What is going to happen to me?

I don’t know, but I can only hope that the fact he considers me his ‘treasure’ means he isn’t planning to kill me. I give him a shaky smile in hopes of appeasing him.

Please, I don’t want to die.


Ticci Toby:

Welp, I’m undeniably lost. For what feels like hours now, I have been searching for either the path or shelter. And with my luck, it seems I can’t find either one. I’m starting to feel cold, so I guess I’ll just build a fire to warm up. Sleeping on the ground won’t be that bad, I guess, as long as it doesn’t rain. I can’t see the sky due to the cover of the trees, but I doubt it’s gonna rain, so I should be good. I start gathering various branches and dry foliage, piling it all together until I feel like there is enough. I zip open my bookbag and start digging for my lighter. Once I find it, I light a branch, the flames slowly spreading until eventually I have a small fire going.

Ah, that’s much better. I settle down on the ground, holding up my hands close to the fire to feel its radiating warmth.

“Hey there, Lyra!” a voice suddenly calls right beside me.

I squeak in surprise and jump away from the man who showed up out of nowhere. “Who are you?” I blurt out as I scramble away.

He laughs at me as  he settles on the ground. “I’m your brother! Quit messing around,” he replies, his head twitching as he talks.

I stare at him in confusion, debating in my head if I should run or if I should try to talk things out. His head keeps twitching, and I can’t make out his facial expressions with the smiling mask and goggles he is wearing, but he seems friendly enough. He is casually warming his hands by the fire, as if he is a friend of mine. I don’t sense immediate danger, so I decide to talk things out. “I’m not your sibling,” I inform him.

Suddenly he inches closer to me so he can see me better. Confusion clouds his eyes as he stares at me. “Who are you? I don’t have any siblings.” What? But he just called himself my brother!  

“I’m [f/n],” I tell him.

He scratches his twitching head. “[f/n], huh,” he repeats. He looks at me again, and suddenly he jumps to his feet. “Who are you?” he shouts.

I jump to my feet when I sense anger rolling off of him. I suddenly notice that he has two hatchets clipped to his jeans. I’m not sticking around, there is something clearly wrong with this guy! I swirl around and dash away from him, and the sound of stomping feet alerts me that he is chasing after me.

“Why do you make me feel this way?” he screams at me, and I don’t bother making sense of his words. I just need to focus on outrunning him! But suddenly, something whizzes past me, barely missing my head, and buries itself into a tree in front of me. He threw a hatchet at me! Oh God, he still has another one! I just barely missed getting hit the first time!

I can’t keep running, or I just may get hit. So I toss myself to the ground, causing the man to trip over me. As he thuds against the ground, I jump on top of him and pin him down. I try to clip off the hatchet with my trembling hands, and for once, luck is on my side. I manage to get the hatchet off of him, and raise it threateningly. He stares at me in confusion again, and mutters, “[f/n]?”

“Who are you?” I ask him angrily.

“Ah, I’m Ticci Toby, you can just call me Toby though!” he says cheerfully.

I take a deep breath to calm my nerves. “Ok, Toby, I’m going to get up. If you try anything, I’ll chop you with this hatchet,” I tell him. He nods in affirmation, so I slowly get off of him with the hatchet raised. He slowly gets on his feet as I back away from him, refusing to take my eyes off of him.

“Well, it was nice meeting y-,” he starts, then suddenly lunges at me. I scream and swing the hatchet, but he swiftly dodges it and yanks it from my hand. He tosses it to the ground, then pulls me into his arms. He hugs me tightly, so tightly I can feel his heart beating rapidly against me.

“It’s ok, I won’t hurt you,” he says, sounding genuinely kind. “I’m sorry I scared you, I tend to have mood swings.” I say nothing as he holds me, too scared that he’ll suddenly flip again. He pulls away and takes my hand, tugging me with him. He picks up his hatchet and pulls the other out of the tree, re-clipping them back onto his jeans. “Come on, I’ll take you home.”

“Home?” I ask him, my voice shaking. “You know where I live?”

“No, silly!” he responds. “My home! Well, now it’s your home, too.”

“What do you mean?” I squeak out.

“You’re going to live with me and my family from now on!” he says happily.

What should I do? I don’t think arguing is a good idea, he’ll just snap again. So for now, I’ll play along. I nod at him silently and obediently allow him to lead me to a manor.

I’ll escape as soon as I can, or else I’m surely doomed.


Eyeless Jack:

    Um, where am I? I glance around to find that I have no idea where the path is. I was too lost in my daydreams, and this is what happens. Stupid, stupid, stupid! Well, I don’t even know which direction I came from now, so backtracking is a no go. I guess I’ll just roam around and hope I’ll find shelter.

I keep on walking for what feels like forever, yet I find no shelter. Great, just great. I don’t have much time to be depressed, however, when I hear some rustling in the distance. What is that? I stay still and listen attentively, but the noise stops. I guess it was just an animal. I keep on walking, when suddenly I hear something above me. I look up, and somebody jumps from a tree, landing in front of me.

I scream shrilly as I find myself face to face with a blue mask and eyeless sockets. My body kicks in faster than my mind, for I find myself running away from whoever that man is. I can’t hear him chasing after me, so I quickly glance behind me to see if he is still there. Except I should of been looking where I was going. Suddenly there is no ground, and I’m falling through the air. I tumble down the cliff, my head banging roughly against rocks. When I hit solid ground, the world is spinning around me. Is that…is that my blood? A fuzzy figure appears beside me, his head titled curiously.

“No,” I moan to the blue masked man. “Please.” But I can say no more, for the world dulls to blackness.


    I moan slightly as I awake, my hand cradling my aching head. Where am I? The world starts to come into focus, and the smell of antiseptics invades my nostrils. I find myself laying on a surgeon’s table in a room filled with medical equipment. My hand brushes against rough fabric wrapped around my head. It seems someone treated me while I was knocked out. Who?

    “Hello,” a soft, raspy voice greets me. I jump a bit, startled. I search for the source of the voice, and find him sitting in a chair.

“You!” I scream, jumping off the table. The blue masked man! He calmly watches me, yet makes no move towards me. I quickly pick up a scalpel that was laying on a table, the nearest object I could I grab. “Who are you?” I ask, raising the scalpel threateningly.

“Jack,” he says, his voice eerily quiet. He’s blocking the only exit, so there is no getting past him.

“Please, let me go,” I beg of him.

He watches me silently, but eventually speaks up. “That wound on your head needs constant treatment, or it will get infected.”

I reach up and prod the bandage. “Were you the one who treated me?” I ask. He nods. “Why?”

“I’m not sure,” he replies. “You were bleeding, bound to die. But I didn’t want that to happen. I know a lot about the medical field, so I treated you. You needed stitches.” I shudder at the image of him threading my skin. “Your treatment is not complete.” He stands up, slowly moving towards me.

“Stay back!” I scream, but he doesn’t listen. I start slashing at him with the scalpel, but he doesn’t even flinch. He roughly grabs my wrist, stopping my wild slashing. He forces the scalpel out of my hand and drags me back to the surgeon’s table.

“Rest,” he orders. “I won’t hurt you.” He backs away from me, muttering, “Good night,” before shutting the door. I jump up and desperately turn the handle, but it’s locked. Trembling, I collapse back onto the table. What am I going to do? I eye the medical equipment surrounding me, shuddering at the thoughts of what he could do to me. I press my cheek against the cold metal and tightly shut my eyes.

Please let this all be a dream.

Mystic Messenger HC: How would RFA+V and Searan treat MC while pregnant?

[I have been reading these for some time now, and I thought I would give it a try myself. Might go into great detail per RFA member and V and Saeran because….i have the urge to write?? If you enjoy it…and like my writing…then feel free to ask for more? I am not over confident or anything I just…enjoy writing and am laying it out on the table? Okay ENJOY~]

edit: this took several hours….some fluff, some angst…but overall good endings for all!


-When MC tells him she is expecting, he was speechless.

-When it finally registered, he took MC into a tight hug and shower her with kisses.

-“I am so happy! MC…Im going to be a dad!” He yells…before it fully sets in.

-“…oh shit…I’M GOING TO BE A FATHER!”

-During the first few weeks, poor thing does not know how to deal

-“MC, want some take out? I’m thinking Chinese!” He would suggest harmlessly, but when he saw MC go pale and run for the bathroom he would be so worried.

-Mood Swings? Poor bby wouldn’t know what was right and wrong anymore he just wants MC HAPPY

-When MC wakes up with a craving…more than likely Yoosung was already awake and ready to go food hunting for his lady!

-“Yoosung…I want a cheese burger!”

-“with extra pickles?”

-“AW YEAH that sounds good!”

-He would come home from a long day and only want to cuddle his MC

-when he comes home and sees she is taking a nap, it would warm his heart and he would more than likely come and cuddle MC anyways…without waking her.

-anytime MC would be uncomfortable, this bby would so all he could to make her feel better.

-Nervous precious bean trying to help the best he can  


-When MC develops a baby bump, his favorite thing is to talk to the baby

-“Do you think they can hear me MC?” He would ask, rubbing her tummy with the biggest nervous grin.

-MC would complain about her back or feet hurting, and this bean right here would rub MC’s back and FEET ANGEL BBY

-Full term is here! He read all the books, taken all the classes

-NOTHING would prepare him for the moment MC’s water broke

-“MC, why is there water everywhere???”

-the lines connect and all hell breaks loose

-He would be gentle, but a mess all the same.

-MC would be calm only because of how cute Yoosung was the whole ride to the hospital.

-He would be the best breathing coach!

-of course he called all of the members in a panic

-After 18 hours of labor, a baby boy came into the world

-You can bet your ass this bean cried at the first sight of his son…but MC did too


-After the long conversations, the decisions and finding the proper donor, it was time to try for a child.

-When MC showed Jaehee the 3 positive pregnancy tests, she was ecstatic!  

-Tears, bear hugs and endless kisses from BOTH MC and Jaehee!

-Release the mother hen!

-Jaehee would be the most understanding of MC’s mood swings, morning sickness and cravings

-The thing she cannot get use to is MC’s sleeping habits.

-Sometimes when she is working late in the livingroom, she will check on MC  

-MC is not sleeping.

-“MC, you need your rest, you are sleeping for 2 now…”
-“I know, I just can’t sleep…”

-Jaehee would then go brew some warm tea and bring it to MC

-Just to make sure MC went to sleep she would stay…maybe take MC in her arms and stroke her hair

-She KNOWS this will lure MC to sleep.

-Ends up falling asleep too.

-Would chuckle when she found out that MC had a mood swing and would call Jumin


-Jaehee shrugs –sorry not sorry Jumin-

-When MC would become unable to lift too much, Jaehee took it upon herself to decorate the nursery, build the cribs, ect.

-“Let me help Jaehee”

-“It is alright MC, I can do this” she say with a smile

-MC still yells a Jumin


-“They only kick when you are here, they already love you Jaehee”

-Baehee.exe has stopped working

-When the time comes, she is the most calm

-and organized

-and excited

-Makes sure to get MC to the hospital as safely and as fast as she can BEFORE she notifies the RFA

-Best birth coach

-it was a hard 20 hours of labor, but it was worth it to finally meet Jaehee’s new son

-Seeing Jaehee cry tears of joy made MC cry



-After sending a picture to Zen of a cake baking with the caption ‘bun in the oven’, it was not long before he rushed home.

-Scoops MC up and spins her around when he first comes home

-“I love you so much MC!”


-He will want to do anything and everything for MC no matter how small

-“Let me do that for you MC!”

-“Zen, its just the laundry”

-Regardless, MC milks it for a few days before feeling bad

-Zen is like a puppy

-Keeps endless amounts of chocolate at the apartment

-Zen will cook literally anything for MC

-grilled cheese with hot sauce? No problem.

-First misunderstands being woken up in the middle of the night  

-“Oh, MC…if you are in the mood then~”

-“I am~…In the mood for some pizza!”

-Zen laughs and happily obliges

-Thinks MC is so cute when she asks for small things

-when he has to go to work and leave MC alone

-this kills the man

-but MC is just glad to get some alone time…to do the laundry

-When MC has a mood swing, you better believe he knows how to handle it

-MC dropped a glass of milk, CRIES

-Zen gives a warm smile while hugging MC

-“It’s alright MC, let me clean this up, you go and rest alright my princess?” He says while rubbing circles into her back

-When MC develops a baby bump, he LIVES to watch her waddle around

-'hate to have you go, but loves to watch you leave’ kinda thing, but MC is just SO CUTE

-ENDLESS FEET RUBS AND BACK RUBS for his one and only princess

-LOVES to lay his head on MC’s bump

-Zen def sings MC to sleep, but really he hopes the baby can hear him

-“MC I hope the baby likes my singing”
-“I am sure they do Zen”  

-this warms MC’s heart  


-Actually MC would go into labor at the WRONG time

-more than likely a night Zen was performing a musical

-Luckily Jaehee would be there for mother hen assistance

-Zen would FLY from backstage to ride to his princess’ aid

-If MC didn’t stop him he would scoop her up and carry her to the hospital

-Jaehee would take care of everything else while Zen focused on you

-it actually would be a difficult birth, after 36 hours of labor their daughter was rushed to the intensive care

-when all things were good…Zen would finally meet his daughter for the first time.

-As MC slept, he would rock his daughter and sing softly to her.


-MC would be nervous, but she would give Jumin a gift that would be a tiny cat onesie.  

-The stars align, and then Jumin would stand and take MC in his arms, kissing her deeply.

-“I am so pleased to start a family of my own, especially with you”



-THE BEST MAIDS [you know, so MC wont tire herself out doing 'pointless’ tasks]


-“Jumin, I can take care of the chores”

-“Nonsense MC, you need to save your strength”

-Jumin no

-A nervous wreck

-why is MC throwing up all the time

-why is MC not eating?

-WHAT is MC eating?

-why is MC SO MAD/SAD?!

-He has Jaehee do SO much research the heLP

-MC will send Jaehee a thank you basket for all of her work

-Jumin now sees MC as a delicate flower [well, even more so now]

-MC knows how to make Jumin come to bed and rest when he works too much

-“Jumin, come to bed”
-“I can’t MC, I am working…”

-“I can’t sleep babe! Come to bed with me!”

-he throws his work away because MC MUST SLEEP

-he holds her in his arms while stroking her hair

-When in doubt ELIZABETH 3rd!

-BTW who ALSO loves to climb on MC’s baby bump

-Jumin would just watch MC, like she was a majestic angel

-MC is playing with Elizabeth 3rd…beautiful

-He decided to take off the week of MC’s due date in order to not miss a thing.

-When they are sitting on the couch, he loves when MC rests on his chest while he rests a hand on her bump.

-“It is quite rude to kick your mother like that…”

-Go time would happen in the middle of the night while Jumin was actually getting much needed rest.

-MC wanted a glass of water or…a few hot dogs when suddenly her water broke.

-She calmly went to wake Jumin

-“Love…my water just broke..”

-“hmm…have the maid clean it up tomorrow, come back to bed…”

-“T_T No Jumin…the baby is coming”

-A sleepy Jumin is a clueless Jumin


-Jumin calls Driver Kim and EVERYONE while nervously and with 110% caution and care for MC

-When they get to the hospital, Jumin already has the best of the best doctors, nurses, midwifes, ect there at his beck and call

-CANNOT handle MC in SO much pain.

-Emergency c-section

-MC looses too much blood, Jumin has to be taken out of the room.

-Jumin is pacing in the waiting room with the other RFA members trying to calm him when he finally sees the doctor

-“MC is resting…along with your daughter in their room”

-“….my daughter?” Jumin rushes to the room

-MC is sleeping, kills Jumin to see her hooked up to lots of monitors

-Next to the bed is a smaller bed, with a nurse standing by  

-“…and here is daddy! Mr. Han, would you like to hold your daughter?”

-He accepts, sits in a chair and just hold his new born daughter in his arms for hours.

-He vows to never let anything bad happen to her or MC ever again


-MC decided to tell Saeyoung in a very simple way, by cooking pigs in a blanket.

-has not had any other food but HBC so actual food with substance was A GOD SEND

-Eats them all without really asking why, MC sighs and just tells him


-Saeyoung no

-He is overjoyed and celebrates by first, announcing the news to Saeran, who does not really care?? [for now at least]

-After a while he begins the grieving process because he knows he might have to get rid of at least one of his cars to get a family friendly mini van

-“Saeyoung we don’t have to get a mini van, it can be any four-door-”

-“MC I cannot deal with you when you are like this”

-secretly wants to be a soccer dad

-He combats the moods swings with humor and extra loves, feeds MC WHATEVER she desires, prob even hacks in a few 'favors’ to supply the baby furnishings and needs

-Supports MC with her morning sickness and even lets her sleep all she likes, may even join her

-hot damn he even LOVES the changes MC’s body is going through

-“Hun, did your boobs get bigger?!?”


-The one thing he cannot handle through the pregnancy is how much discomfort MC is going through

-MC’s body seems unusually fragile and he feels helpless.

-MC feels sick, takes her to bed and holds her until she feels well

-MC feels dizzy, makes her sit down and goes to do the thing she was about to do

-MC feeling suddenly tired, it’s nap time for the both of them.

-when it comes time for another check up, it is more than a shock to find out the babies are doing well

-yup. Babies. MC is having twins

-Saeyoung has mixed feelings

-was excited with one child, now he is blessed with 2???

-SUPER worried that MC is going to be uncomfortable or delicate even more so now

-with twins, baby bump is quite large

-Saeyoung would poke fun with MC by doing things like yelling 'MAKE WAY, WOMAN WITH MY BABIES COMING THROUGH’ in public or making a beep beep noise when she would walk into a room.

-Sometimes MC would laugh, other times she would slap him

-Saeyoung is SUPER SERIOUS when it comes to her comfort.

-Extra pillows in the bed, even sleep on the couch so MC could have more room

-“Saeyoung I want to cuddle with you”

-“No can do…besides you couldn’t reach me anyways”

-Saeyoung NO

-Feet rubs? Please, this woman is carrying Saeyoung’s BABIES!

-He does not stop at feet rubs, he rubs ankles, calves, thighs, back, shoulders, neck…anything MC even mentions hurts.

-Saeran would eventually become curious when one day MC asked if he wanted to feel the babies kick


-When MC was feeling really bad or useless, Saeyoung would cheer her up by showing her funny baby memes or drawing on the baby bump and sending pics to the RFA chatrooms

-“MC you have to see this, this is my best work yet!”

-its been a week past the due date, MC is now ascending to the levels of miserable.

-She does everything she can to induce labor, even Saeyoung helps

-“Hey MC~ I hear sex can induce labor~”


-he did not account for how horney MC would be

-Time came to just schedule inducing the labor at the hospital.

-Let everyone in the RFA know and ask Saeran to watch the house while they are gone.

-Inducing starts…1 hour….2 hours….5 hours…

-it seems like it is taking forever to get to D10

-MC is clearly as miserable as she had ever been, and Saeyoung would do ANYTHING to help her, but he knows he cant do much.

-holds MC’s hand the ENTIRE time

-its time to push

-after 4 pushes, baby boy 1 comes into the world

-oh no…the umbilical chord wrapped itself around baby 2’s neck

-have to do some shifting, which makes MC even MORE uncomfortable

-Saeyoung is such a wreck

-after a tense minute or so, it’s the okay to push again

-baby boy 2 comes into the world, and MC just kinda flops back into the bed.

-Saeyoung quickly goes to wipe her face when they hear 2 babies crying from a distance

-“We did it Saeyoung…”

-“You did it…I am so proud of you…now rest my well my beautiful angel”

-but not before MC gets to hold her 2 new cherry tomatoes for the first time, followed by a dotting and glassy eyed Saeyoung



-When MC tells him, he smiles softly and brings her into a big hug and a very warm kiss

-“I don’t know what to say…thank you so much MC” he says a bit teary eyed


-He may be blind but that does not stop him from trying GDI

-MC has to call Jumin a lot

-Will do anything and everything to make MC happy and healthy

-“Let me get that for you MC”

-constant 'I love you’s and no matter how much MC is showing or not, he always rubs her belly

-V just has soooooooooo much love to offer that he wants to be in every aspect of MC’s life for those 9 months

-MC tires her BEST to work around V’s blindness

-MC has a mid-night craving?

-“Hey V, I am going to go out for a bit.”

-“Absolutely not.”

-“Fine…then why don’t you come with me?”

-He is MORE than happy to

-Complements MC EVERY DAY

-Cooks, cleans, cares for MC  

-just sooooo much love and care

-it’s not all perfect

-V ties to put the crib together like many other things

-Refuses MC’s help

-“But honey, I know you are having trouble”

-“I can do this for you love~”

-MC has to call Jumin a LOT

-The other members of the RFA LOVE to help out too

-Jaehee plans out the doctor’s apps and all important plans

-Zen and V build the cribs, tables, ect

-Saeyoung paints the nursery and brings Saeran along for MC’s company

-Yoosung COOKS!


-when the baby bump is big enough, V L-O-V-E-S to feel.

-When sitting on the couch together he always rests his hands on MC

-“…no wonder you don’t get a lot of sleep, they are going to be a soccer player”

-of course V takes ALL of the pregnancy photos

-candid and not

-One night V could hear MC was in a bit of pain.

-Went to her side and then took her hand softly, he knew it was time

-“You cannot drive darling, let me”


-It was a calm and quick birth.  

-MC let V hold their daughter for the first time, and he would gently rub his have to her cheek, taking in every sense he could.

-V loves his daughter instantly


-he didn’t know what to do or say

-he, of all people was going to be a father

-he could not describe the feeling

-excited? Happy? Scared? Yes.

-Of course Saeyoung would take on most of the tasks required when…one is expecting a child

-Saeran would provide all of the love and moral support he could

-Cuddles, kisses, hugs, any general love he could offer!

-It is true he does not know how to deal with this, but that does not mean he cannot

-He read the books and did research online.

-MC didn’t have much morning sickness, or at least when he was not paying attention…which was practically never.

-He didn’t know about how to be a proper father, but he would try his hardest

-The RFA would all come in and help out much like they would for V, but on a more emotional level.

-Saeran would insist on MC getting lots of sleep, particularly when he was holding her

-craving for ice cream? He was joining in…you know to make sure it was safe


-MC would try to do some work on the nursery

-“T_T MC no…let Saeyoung do that”

-“But Saeraaaaaaan I want to help”

-“You can help me by not lifting a finger”

-it was a month or so before the due date, the nursery was still in progress and MC was in high Nesting mode


-Saeran finally caved and let her clean


-“Yes MC?”

-“….take me to the hospital…”

-without a word he whisked MC to the hospital, not even notifying a now confused Saeyoung

-MC was going into labor

-Saeran didn’t understand it was too soon, but he simply did as he was told

-Many hours and phone calls later, MC was done.

-Saeran was confused, where was the baby???

-thoughtlessly goes to look for baby, doctor guides him to the pre-mature unit

-he thought the baby boy in front of him was so small….and weak looking

-Goes back to MC’s room, she quickly wipes away her tears

-“…I am sorry MC…I didn’t mean for him to be….weak like me”


-“Saeran it’s not your fault…things happen like this”

-he should have never let MC clean…Saeran blames himself

-MC brings him into a hug and calms him

-“If he is like his father, then he will survive this…he is strong”

-Saeran Looses it and cries silently in MC’s arms

-a week later, he is able to hold his son for the first time

-he is forever protective of his new cherry tomato

If I wrote my fics by hand I feel as though I would have set everything on fire at least twice.