I had to leave the bar because I was in pain and now the wifi is broken and I’m all alone w nothing to keep myself distracted. I. Want. To. Cry.
does dysphoria never go away? u said u feel dysphoric and ur insecure abt ur masculinity (in the gym) and i feel like for me it's just flipped around (im trans and haven't medically transitioned). i feel like it'll never get better. i feel like i'll always be depressed