I talked to my mom for like 2 hours yesterday about my anxiety and low esteem because she didn’t even know that was a thing but she noticed I wasn’t myself that day, so I just let it all out. And it was nice, because like now she knows what’s going on in my head and she said some stuff I really needed to hear. The biggest thing was about how it could really easily be taken care of if I did therapy. And I have been thinking about it for a while but always thought against it because it might not work or like, what I’m going through isn’t that big of a deal and therapy would be like overkill, and it can be expensive. But I was thinking about it and hopefully some really nice things are going to happen in the future, and so I need to take this time to get better about myself, and I really think all my problems would be solved if I was able to view myself how others viewed me. I wanna let myself like myself!
God I'm so glad someone finally addressed how Allura piloting Blue would affect Lance. His insecurities about his place on the team were brought to light last season and now this season suddenly someone else can just???? pilot his lion??? just because???? I love the idea of Allura as a pilot, but I mean, why couldn't she have taken the immediately available Red? Why did it necessarily have to be Blue? Why do the story writers hate Lance????