She got me praying all hours of the night, say she want my heart,
She pulling me to the river, drawing me with her siren's call,
Done gave her my heart but now she wants my soul,
Well I already sold it to the man in red,
"Fell in love with your charm," but its a curse; cos am dead,
Girl you're not who you say, bad girl they say you are
Innocence isn't where am at, wear your crucifix bae
Don't make me out all serious bonnie, slave to this bad religion,
Unrequited love, praying at my shrine, cos I don't have a heart
Like a dead man walking, I lay at your side,
Make sure you're alright in my world, atleast that for you girl,
As someone who occasionally scrolls through the Yandere Simulator tag for shits and gigs, I feel like there isn’t enough love for our Devpai, so I decided to make a quick post to remedy that.
Please note: I understand that there are two sides to this fandom - the side that loves Alex, and the side that’s out for his blood. I’m proudly in the former category, and this post ISN’T an invitation for you to tell me everything the guy’s ever done that could be seen as wrong in his life. Whatever your personal opinion is, our Devpai works very hard, and without him, we wouldn’t have this awesome game. Also, this isn’t a complete list of why we’re lucky to have Yandere Dev so feel free to add on.
Call me crazy, but I feel like YanDev “has” to apologise too much. Very complicated and time consuming feature not ready on time? Apology. Latest video not uploaded yet because he was too busy working on the game? Apology. Newest build so much as ten seconds late? Apology. I find this sweet but also sad. It’s great that he cares about his fanbase so much, and wants to stick to his promises, but these things happen, and I like to think that at least most of the fandom can respect that.
Dude works his ass off on the game, but still somehow finds time to implement things just to make us happy. Easter eggs, mission mode, you name it. Yandere Sim already has incredible replay value and it’s not even done yet.
YanDev often goes through social media and acknowledges work done by fans of the game. He doesn’t need to, and could easily be forgiven for not bothering, given how insane his schedule is; but somehow he finds the time for it, and that’s pretty cool. He treats fanwork like the compliment it is and is appropriately kind about it.
He’s not one of those developers who asks for input and then ignores it. You see it time and time again with people who ask others for their opinion, then disregard completely pet peeve right there. YanDev has his own view for the game and that should be respected, but whenever he puts out a poll or something, he always takes the results into account when deciding what to do next. It’s nice to be listened to.
He’s forever taking time to stop and acknowledge the rumours and controversy surrounding YanSim, and himself. It must be a total pain, but it’s very mature of him to do.
He referenced Jay in a stream (I think it was? The video was on YT), and anyone who also watches Kubz Scouts is OK in my book. Just saying.
I’m not going to pretend that he’s the most perfect human in the world because I don’t actually know him personally and therefore can’t make a judgement on what kind of human he is, but Alex is still our Devpai, and he’s still worked tirelessly to give us something very fun, so TL;DR:
full offense, but would it kill you to ask before doing this shit?
like, it cost you $0 to turn to someone and say “hey, i know you made this character week with this specific rule that i feel like it limits me, would you mind if i made an alternative week for people who wants to make other content like me?”
and the answer would most likely be “sure, whatever, just use another tag and maybe other prompts because i worked hard to come up with them”
and there you go, you have a week that you like better without actively ruining it for others
you cannot claim that you made this shit so that it’s fun for everyone and not to compete with other character’s week when you are actively invading other people’s safe space and ruining their harmless fun
this is the second time you lot did this, and i just can’t fucking believe how fucking immature you are considering how quick you raise your voices to call us whiny children
“Shit,” You cursed, springing out of bed as your brain
registered the numbers your alarm clock was telling you. Of course, you had
once again overslept and only had a couple dozen minutes to get ready.
Leaving your personal room and heading straight for the washroom,
you washed your face and brushed your teeth as fast as you could, before going
to the small kitchen to grab something to eat.
Just as you were getting yourself a glass of water, and put
the kettle on to make some coffee, another presence appeared in the kitchen.
Assuming it was your roommate, you turned around. Although, the box of crackers
almost went flying across the kitchen when you didn’t recognize the person.
“Who the hell are you?” You exclaimed, wide eyes staring at
the tall unknown blonde in front of you. “Uh,” The guy paused, clearly also
taken aback by your outburst. “I’m Nathans friend? He said I could stay here
for a bit.” He rasped, talking about your roommate as his hands moved up to
flatten his tousled hair.
To be honest, I think you started getting people's backs up when you started exploiting your follow numbers by asking them for money. Errybody got problems, errybody staring at them bills every month. But you chose to take advantage of having a blog "dedicated" to a popular ship to fix your shit. That should have never made it onto this blog imo, tagged or not.
Fair enough. I do try to offer commissions rather than outright ask for donations, mostly because I don’t want folks to think I only want their money and nothing else. I like to give people something, like a fic they can read and appreciate and have as their own. Sometimes folks fall on hard times and I figured I could offer fics to just help my family out. I’ll try not to post about stuff like that again if it makes people feel better.
If other people out there ask for commissions or donations, that’s fine by me. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with that. That’s even why I’ve wanted to reblog more commissions posts, to help other folks out who might be in a tough spot too. Even if I don’t post about my own commissions, I’ll still want to reblog commission posts for other folks who fall on hard times.
The cold of London is forgotten in the glow of a lighter,
It is all you do to kill the grey,
Numb at the tips and you flick it right up,
And a dead man they say,
as you get High another day,
Just a drag to a smile, its chocolate.
Just a dab you use it,
Get high to get calm,
Paranoia but you do it,
Sweet lies its all like chocolate
You and your friends call it chocolate,
The lyrics of the song called it fate,
Roll up and strum the strings, chocolate to forget,
Dead inside and sad soaked futile hate,
You bite her lips, taste like wine and chocolate,
You call it chocolate, just a lie; you dead?
Your lungs they take it in like a friend,
Your heart breaks again, remember why you like it?
She broke your heart so you broke your head,
Bent with drags of chocolate, loved her but she didn’t know,
Bite your lips, light it up and inhale your fate
Inspired by the 1975 chocolate and my own addiction and self destruction
so i saw a post reacting to my rant and it basically said i was saying Sans is an awful person, and shit like that, and ugh that kinda gave me a super bad taste in my mouth, because??? no?? i never said that.
anyway, so here’s another rant on ~Sans~
also, if the person who posted that (you probably know who you are?) see this, i’m in no way calling you out, or angry with you! your feelings are totally valid, and tone is kinda hard to read over text, so, yanno.
(also i’m not linking to their post, bc i don’t want them to get any kind of asks about it. like. no thanks sir.)
ANYWAY LET’S TALK ABOUT SANS, AND HOW, EVEN THOUGH HE IS A JERK, HE IS NOT AN AWFUL PERSON, IN ANY FUCKING WAY!!!
so first of, Sans is a flawed character. he’s not perfect, heck, he has a lot more flaws than he has good qualities. (which is very relatable, tbh. like, same Sans. same.)
Sans is lazy; like, this has nothing what so ever to do with his depression, though it most definitely hasn’t helped. Sans is just, in general, a lazy ass person, which, again. #relatable
as we all know, Sans won’t fight you, unless you kill literally everything you can get your hands on. like, that is not something an unlazy-person would do, i’m sorry.
he spends pretty much the whole game asleep; he doesn’t help Frisk in any way, shape, or form, even though he promised Toriel he would. like, you can’t argue with this. Sans doesn’t do anything, and that’s fine?? i love this shitty ass goblin who sleeps constantly, and makes jokes at your expense. it’s a mirror to Papyrus intense desire to help, and it’s really neat characterization.
from what we can gather, Sans rarely does anything- Papyrus has to poke and prod and drag him into stuff, and sure, Sans says that he isn’t lazy, that “it’s the farthest thing from the truth,” but here’s where action speaks a lot louder than words, and damn it Sans, you’re kind of self-centered.
(which Papyrus is too.)
also, because @uselessundertalefacts just pointed it out: yes, we know Sans does stuff. read bedtime stories, has that telescope, a lot of things, actually. but: we only hear about them. and, look, here’s the thing: if you like something, you’re more likely to do it.
Sans likes going to Grillby. he likes reading bedtime stories for Papyrus, he likes playing pranks, and look. i’m lazy. i’m so god damn lazy, but i still do those kind of lowkey stuff i like to do. yes, it’s something he does, but it doesn’t negate the fact that he’s lazy.
like, if it doesn’t take too much energy, it’s fine. going to Grillby’s is literally just a teleport away. Papyrus is the center of his universe, so yes, he’s going to do anything and everything for him.
look, some of the reason he doesn’t do a lot is his depression. but some of it, is because he is lazy. and that’s not a bad thing? like, it’s just a character trait.
and okay, passing on from that thread, because we can defo talk a lot about that, let’s just. go onto something else, namely: Sans, and his behavior towards Papyrus.
(also, a little segment i had to delete, but i feel still has a good point:
it’s implied that Sans is working on the machine. yes, i agree
that he probably have something to do with it, but it’s kind of a
forgotten project, wouldn’t you say? it’s covered up, pushed into a
corner, and that’s.. not really the sign of someone working day and
night on it.)
anyway: Sans and Papyrus.
Sans loves Papyrus. like, this is a fact, it’s so god damn obvious and in your face, there is no disagreeing on this.
just because you love someone doesn’t mean you’re doing what’s best for them.
it’s not something you’re aware of. not really. sure, you know you do it- you know that maybe, it’s not the best idea ever, but you don’t get it, because you’re not that person.
Sans lies to Papyrus. Sans lies a lot to Papyrus, and that’s hurting Papyrus. it hurts Papyrus when Sans lies about shit, and that’s not something we can argue about.
Papryus isn’t a kid.
but! just because Sans is hurting Papyrus, it doesn’t mean he’s a bad person.
Sans is lying to Papyrus because he’s trying to protect him. it’s dumb, yes, but Sans just wants to keep Papyrus happy, and that’s… not a dumb thing.
Sans loves Papyrus so much. Papyrus is literally his whole world, and yeah, maybe that’s not such a good thing, but that’s how it is. that doesn’t make Sans an awful person.
hell, that doesn’t even make Sans a burden on Papyrus. he’s just a bit self-centered, a bit too caught up in himself. Papyrus loves Sans too, remember, and that doesn’t go away just because Sans has a bad habit of lying.
hell, none of this has anything to do with his depression. it’s all because of his own character flaws: Sans is, at heart, a tiny bit too easily caught up in himself, which is understandable. you have to put yourself first, always, because you have to take care of yourself first.
in fact, some of it does lie on Papyrus- he should tell Sans, instead of just accepting it with a smile. but Papyrus is just as afraid of burdening Sans, as Sans is afraid of burdening Papyrus, and yeah, they’re kind of both dumb that way.
so yes, Sans is kind of a jerk, but he’s not an awful person, and i feel like i suddenly have to stress that. maybe because i rant so much about Sans, pretty much always negative, but that’s because there’s so many issues in how people see him.
canon!Sans is a good person. he’s a bit of a jerk, yeah, but he’s still a good person, and i don’t know why anyone would ever think otherwise.
｢ RULES: ｣ - post a song that reminds you of your muse and then tag 6 people whose songs you want to see.
i’ve been meaning to make a little playlist for Jon, so this actually came at quite the right timing. even so, picking only one song that i think fits him is hard, and the choice took me a few good minutes. in the end, i opted for “Don’t Give Up”, by Peter Gabriel & Kate Bush – because, frankly, these lyrics speak volumes about Jon’s stronger-than-Valyrian-steel sense of honor and duty but, as well, his personal sense of inadequacy for being a bastard son and his naivety/ immaturity/ call it what you may for being such a young boy (reminder that, even by the end of the last book, he’s only 16) with such a humongous responsibility bestowed upon him (i.e., Lord Commander). to cite a few:
I was taught to fight, taught to win/ I never thought I could fail;
I am a man whose dreams have all deserted;
but no one wants you when you lose;
though I saw it all around/ never thought I could be affected;
the place that I was born, (…)/ the trees had burned down to the ground.
yet, complementar to this, there’s the feminine figure who sings back to him to not give up, to believe that he can endure and that he still has friends; don’t give up now we’re proud of who you are. and, while I confess my first thought about this role was aimed towards Ygritte, it can as easily be Arya or Sansa. or even, if we forget the gender roles, Samwell Tarly and Dolorous Edd Tollet and every other men of the Night’s Watch (and even Tormund Giantsbane himself) who’s stayed by Jon through it all.
I go in the diabetes tag to find inspiration for a speech im giving at a jdrf event being held by my university
And i see a ton of shit like this
Its things like this that make it so hard to live with this disease. People dont see it as a disease, just some joke, or sugary food, or someone overweight. Even people in my nursing classes dont know the difference betwen the types or that it has nothing to fo with weight or how much sugar you eat. Its reasons like this that the only other person that i know with diabetes doesnt tell anyone about it, because hes afraid of being judged or made a big deal about it. This is why its as hard as it is, because so many people dont listen when we describe what we go through, just asuming its a finger prick or two and youre fine.
I live in a world where my friends roommate sees me giving myself a shot in the arm, even though i have a pump. She asked why i did that if i didnt “need” to because of my pump. When i told her it was because sometimes i like the shots better she said “ew thats so emo”
Diabetes is sugar
Diabetes is extra deserts
Diabetes is obestiy
Diabetes is emo
Why do we live in a world where these are statements?
Rules: Complete the survey and say who tagged you in the beginning. When you are finished tag 5 people to do this survey. Have fun and enjoy!!!
1. Are you named after someone? My first name, no, but my middle name was the name of my great uncle on my mother’s side.
2: When is the last time you cried?A week or so ago.
3: Do you like your handwriting?At times, yes, but my handwriting also quickly looks like shit after I write for a while. 4: What is your favorite lunch meat?Hard salami. 5: Do you have kids?Nope. 6: If you were another person, would you be friends with you?I would like to think so, but I have no idea. 7: Do you use sarcasm? Too much for my own good. 8: Do you still have your tonsils?Yes.
9: Would you bungee jump?I’m afraid of heights, but I want to try everything at least once, so hell yeah, I want to bungee jump.
10: What is your favorite kind of cereal?Lucky Charms 11: Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? No, and then I curse at myself the next time I go to put them on. 12: Do you think you’re a strong person? I’m pretty physically strong for someone of my size, but overall I’d say I’m not. 13: What is your favorite ice cream flavor? I love fruity, chocolatey ice cream. 14: What is the first thing you notice about people?I guess it would be just how they introduce themselves; is it confident, nervous, humorous, etc.. 15: Red or pink? Red. 16: What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself? Tummy 17: What color pants and shoes are you wearing now?Red skinny jeans and tall dark brown boots. 18: What was the last thing you ate?A Mediterranean panini 19: What are you listening to right now? The faint sound of my roommate’s music (I don’t know what it is). 20: If you were a crayon, what color would you be?Blue-green or a deep emerald green.
21: Favorite smell?My family’s homemade chili. 22: Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?My mom.
23: Favorite sport to watch?I don’t watch sports, but I do enjoy hockey or lacrosse. 24: Hair color?Blonde.
25: Eye color?Hazel.
26: Do you wear contacts?I wear both contacts and glasses.
27: Favorite food to eat?S’mores. 28: Scary movies or comedy?Comedy.
29: Last movie you watched? Moana. 30: What color of shirt are you wearing? I’m wearing a blue button up sweater with a lighter blue shirt underneath.
31: Summer or winter?Winter.
32: Hugs or kisses?Hugs.
33: What book are you currently reading?I’m not reading a book right now unfortunately (only my textbooks).
34: Who do you miss right now? @aspiring-ssr-agent. 35: What is on your mouse pad?I have no mouse pad.
36: What is the last TV program you watched? Shadowhunters 37: What is the best sound?Light rain, soft piano & harp duets, small waves hitting the beach 38: Rolling Stones or The Beatles?Both? I don’t listen to a lot of either of them, so I don’t have a preference. 39: What is the furthest you have ever traveled?France
40: Do you have a special talent? Nothing really. I can play the viola moderately well, I guess. 41: Where were you born?Ames, IA
Stop messing round with that fire,
Living like love is just a gun for hire,
Cos one moment its just messing round,
To your wiki saying she’s your spouse,
Oh but its not just girls,
Cos yeah one moment I was tearing off her blouse,
Now she says she’s living in my house,
Babe I know you said you’d never smoke pot,
Its just; that burned Like your first splif,
Now we just hanging around in the dark, you’re pale as a ghost.
Stop messing round now, cos am too stoned,
You’re know I can’t save you cos in this game am too gone,
She’s only seventeen, and thinks at sixteen am all there is,
But a degenerate kind, baby am definitely not what you need,
She wants to dance with devil, Mr brownstone is just grave,
Oh Y’know the drugs will drown her out, just too young,
Can’t believe this is my life, smoking and fucking in the back,
Hi, love! I saw the post about you on SS and I was just wondering if you're doing okay. I absolutely love your clayified hairs, they're gorgeous, so please don't let people like that get you down. All your hard work is amazing and you're such a sweet person. I think you're in the right tagging the hairs as MM, because it's a retexture to make it look more like the Maxis style - it'll never be a 100% MM, but they're alpha hairs after all. Please ignore the haters, and keep doing what you do!
Thank you! I’m doing great, and I honestly don’t care if people talk shit about me, especially if it’s on simsecret lmao. I tag them as mm because I consider them as maxis match but I know all people don’t and that’s why they get upset about it. Thank you though, I appreciate you saying that ^.^
rules: enter your answers then tag 10 people! use the first letter of your name to answer each question. real answers only. if the person who tagged you has the same initial, you must use different answers. you cannot use the same word twice.
name: Alexandra a four letter word: aloe a boy’s name: Adam an occupation: accountant something you can wear: art a food: almonds something you find in a bathroom: aftershave a place: Australia a reason for being late: alarm clock something you shout: amfrugrbregbvr a movie title: Amelie something you drink: Alexandrion an animal: ape a type of car: Alfa Romeo title of a song: Adaptation - The Weeknd
heey i dont want to start shit so you could answer in tags if you want to answer at all? but i'm new and just wondering why you don't think they're that innocent (abt hard drugs). like they don't really look like the type to be doing crack to me(?)
haha well I mean I guess it depends on your definition of hard drugs. Obviously we know they smoke weed and like you said, doubtful that it’s crack. but there are other things in between. Knowing the people they spend time with and the way the industry works i just wouldn’t be surprised if there were other things in between that they’ve done.
Annnnddd that’s all i’m saying about it. no i don’t have proof, no I don’t know anything for certain and no i also personally don’t think it’s a bad thing nor do I again think any of them have a problem.
I just got both my Eddsworld Fun Dead posters in from @gooey-draws-shit and I’m so excited!
One of them is at home and the second one is in my dorm right now and it’s really helping my Halloween aesthetic. Even though I won’t be here Halloween I figured my dorm room should still meet spoopy standards. (I’m going to be FX makeup for my theatre’s haunted house so I’m gone)
Both of these so amazing and I love Tobi’s artwork so much. His line work is always A+ (that shit is hard) and his style is always so unique and overall awesome. If you follow the eddsworld tag you can definitely spot Tobi’s art before you even read the tag.
Hi Tobi, I don’t know if you’ll see this but this really made my week. Ever since I ordered I’ve been checking my mail and this fixed what was a shitty weekend. I love seeing your art and replies on my dash. I guess I just wanted to let you know that I really appreciate you as a person (or as much as any of us can know you by your tumblr) and you really inspire me to draw more! I hope you have a great day :)
You’re the best,