and is about to go through so much shit

about my pendulum readings!

Hey everyone! (: So I have quite a few asks for pendulum readings. I’ve been going through some emotional shit these past few days, but I still really want to do these readings for you all because everyone of you means so much to me, and I love doing pendulum readings!

I feel really connected to my practice when I do them and it comes really naturally to me. So anyone who has asked for a reading, please don’t worry, I’ll get to it soon (:

I will announce when readings are open, possibly tomorrow or the next day. But after doing the ones that I got late last night and this morning, I’m going to be pretty tired.

I love you all, you’re amazing and it honestly is really fun to do these readings and I feel so comforted at the fact that you rely on my wife and I for advice on things you’re going through in your life. 

My wife (Hally) is really appreciative too, because she’s always been thought of as the “crazy one in the corner”, having visions and predicting things that end up happening, etc. so it means a lot that people trust her and she hopes she can help and never misguides anyone.

Have a good night/day and I hope we’ve helped you and hope we help the people who ask us in the future <333

me, disconsolately, with tears welling up: they DID do shit for you, scanlan, the moment you were like “I’m outie, y’all, I have to find my daughter” they were like “shit, of course, how can we help??” and vax went with you in the sewers to try and find her, and the moment you were like “I’m going to Kymal to find my daughter” they were like “shit, of course, do you want us to come with??” and pike did. you can only ask someone “are you okay?” so many times before you know the answer is going to be “I’m fine, don’t worry about me” and all those kids are kids, not much older than your actual kid (except maybe Pike) and they LOVE you and you are TOO GOOD at lying and what happened the one time someone did saw through your bullshit?? It was Vex and she was kind and understanding and loving and she swore to never tell and she didn’t, scanlan, she never told. I’m not saying you have to be happy and hunky-dory but once you’ve leveled out and had a moment to breathe you’ll understand this and come back, right?

-2 INSIGHT MODIFIER I HATE THE WORLD

I wrote about this on Facebook and have seen a lot of references to it elsewhere but I just think for archival purposes I might as well write it down here: Trump is a puppet and Republicans of all stripes are desperately scrambling to force through as much absolutely repugnant shit as they possibly can, so that when his downfall comes (and someone, somewhere, probably has a careful plan for how to bring that about, and maybe even a schedule; impeachment most likely, and they’ll drag it out but let it happen), they can disavow everything terrible that happens, and spend just long enough dragging their feet on “repairing” all the “damage” he did (and it was all him! all on his own! he and his people! such rogues!) that the things they wanted will still happen, the people who were getting paid off for various corporate deals can still cash out, the assets can still get stripped out of the various government agencies, the outrage can burn itself out a bit, hopefully the few thousand sickest and most expensive patients stripped of healthcare will up and die already, the most annoying activists can get declared felons, a good collection of undesireables can get rounded up and deported or whatever, it’s all to the good even if it’s morally and legally indefensible. 

But by the time midterms roll around, they can all pin the blame for everything terrible that has happened on Trump, and campaign for re-election and maybe even swing some *more* seats red because of the terrible consequences of the things they pushed through. They were helpless, you see. It was all that horrible man’s fault.

So. I’m thinking maybe we need to spend a little less energy frantically protesting everything he does, and a little more energy carefully taking note of just who wrote each of those executive orders, who the authors of those bills were, and who, especially among the Democrats, collaborated. 

Take note of your Republican reps’ actions, and write to them and tell them that you see what they’re doing, and when Trump falls you’re not going to let them blame it on him; you see what their actual actions were in this ridiculous and confusing time, and you’re not going to fall for it.

Take note of your collaborators and write to them and tell them you’ll be backing a primary challenger against them in the next elections, if they’re Democrats. 

We surely need to be planning for 2018, and these are the first steps for that. This is all meant to be overwhelming and distracting. Look to the long view. There’s not much more we can do in the short view– obstructionism is the only way to minimize the damage before Trump is eliminated. 

(And, of course, keep the pressure up so that he does actually get eliminated.) 

silverfoxtony  asked:

just letting you know that i'm going through your tony stark tag from 2012 to now. 111 pages through, 1220 to go. i love seeing the changes in your writing style and your perception of the material tony's in, as well as the steadily increasing nat bitterness™ i've grown to love! adore your blog forever and always, thanks for being such a gift to this fandom. tony stark would be so proud! incredulous and sceptic of all the praise and love directed at him, but proud and happy nonetheless :')

OH MY GOD NO if you do that i will be exposed for the sham that i am holy shit please just promise me you won’t make fun of who i was during my young and more vulnerable years. i didn’t know what i was doing. i still don’t. oh god

Like to the person who said you can be racist against any race, unfollow me or I’ll block you. To any one who agrees with that sentiment, unfollow me so I don’t have to go through the trouble of weeding you out and blocking you. The fact that people of color have been experiencing so much shit for so long, especially in the West over the past few years if you’ve looked at any form of news/media, and you think that people of color can be racist to white people???? You’re choosing to stay ignorant. Racism is not simply about how you treat someone because of their skin color. Racism is about power structures. If a white person insults me because of my race, I’m reminded of my position in society as a person of color. I’m reminded that it’s harder for me to get jobs, I on average earn less for the same work, there are high rates of hate crimes against my people. That is what racism is! Don’t lecture me on what racism is when you will never experience it!!!!! Because you are white!!!! So you’ll always be on the top!!! You’ll always be preferred. I can’t believe I have to type this shit out in 2017 Like Where The Fuck Have You Been DUDE?!?!?!

Yui appreciation week: Day 1 & 2

I know I’m late, leave me alone I forgot… So here’s day 1 and 2!

Day 1:

(a wip I started long ago like last year and never finished it so I guess it’s done)

My favorite quality about Yui is that she’s feisty and sweet at the same time. She takes so much shit daily from sadistic vampires and can still smile and I admire that so much. 

‘If you’re going through hell; keep going.” - Winston Churchill

I am dearly hoping poor Donald is the anxiety-ridden member of the crew who’s been through SO MUCH SHIT. AND THAT’S WHY HE’S GOT SO MUCH ANXIETY

“WHY DON’T YOU HAVE YOUR SEATBELTS ON YOU ARE GOING TO BECOME SHREDDED CHICKEN IF THE CAR CRASHES I AM SAYING THIS BECAUSE I HAVE SEEN IT YOU KNUCKLEHEADS

HEY INSTEAD OF INVOKING THE ANCIENT CURSE HOW ABOUT WE LEAVE IT ALONE

WE ARE NOPIN’ OUTTA HERE I HAVE BEEN THROUGH ARTILLERY FIRE ALREADY MOTHERFUCKERS

I HAVE DONE ALL OF THIS I JUST WANT TO REST FOR FIVE MINUTES” -Donald

Twin Peaks promotional idea

A fake episode of a true crime tv show covering the Laura Palmer case.  A deep-voiced narrator says things like “No matter how much the killer cleaned up, he couldn’t clean up dreams”, and “It was at this point the FBI hit upon the idea of throwing rocks at a bottle to determine which leads to follow up on.”  Albert as a talking head going “Well, we COULD have done a real autopsy, but we’ll never know what that would have revealed because SOMEONE had to get fussy about the funeral.”  Cooper as a talking head acting really weird, indicating that he’s either possessed or has been through so much shit at this point in his life that he’s just absolutely exhausted.  Reinactors playing Donna and James who are obviously like ten years too old for the roles.  Audrey is credited as “Audrey Horne, author of In the Shadow of the Peaks: My Life in the Center of a Small Town Crime Ring.”  The show itself has a really suspicious name like Stories in the Blood or The Truth Has Eyes Everywhere.

Constraint

Pairing: Jungkook/Jimin
Rated: E
Author: Harlot
Length: 40k

Jungkook is young and he is more acquainted with confusion and poor-decision-making than he’d like to admit. Despite being only 19 years old, he sometimes argues that he’s been through and seen some shit. He is never sure where he’s going to end up and he’s not entirely sure what kind of future is waiting for him. He is often not sure of a lot but he is certain—absolutely certain—that he’s not gay.

Alternatively, a story in which Jungkook meets Park Jimin and doesn’t like him whatsoever. There’s just something about him… there’s just so much about him. Jungkook really can’t stand him. In fact, he can’t stand him so much he can’t quite seem to get him off of his mind.

One of the best fics I’ve ever read (i just read it, already fave). Honestly this is really good and really well written deserves like a million likes. Also, like Jungkook says in the fic: turns out there is a 11 out of 10 cus this fic gets that.

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Eren

After all the hype from having Armin finally see the ocean I feel like not enough people is talking about Eren’s reaction.

Can we please acknowledge that this kid is still going through so much shit? It’s just sad that Eren’s so weighted down with all the truth about the world and all the memories he have that aren’t his that he can’t even enjoy that they reached the ocean.

It breaks my heart to know that the boy tha once wanted to see the ocean with his best friend is now way too damaged to care about it.

russian association

ok so I’ve been thinking a lot about how andreil learn Russian together and how it is something that brings them closer together and reminds them of the other. It then got me thinking about Russian terms of endearment (and I saw a post about this the other day that just further fueled me) and how they would use Russian terms for each other because no one else would know what they’re saying. BUT THEN I was thinking about what would happen if they started using those terms to wake the other up from nightmares and this is what happened:  

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Song of Fire Epilogue

I don’t know man, I just decided to go with it and write one more chapter. @chaoslaborantin advice is always goals. Answering asks about Kira has also made me want to write her a little older and I also came up with a somewhat realistic plan for Mare and Cal… so roll with it I guess??? (some adorable fluff ahead, but also like serious shit too so be prepared)

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You know what I want out of the Dark Artifices series?

I want Jace to become like a big brother to Kit.

I want Tessa and Jem to tell Jace all about Kit, and Jace responds by going and talking to the poor kid and telling him that he is, by no means, alone.

Kit is going through the same shit that Jace went through. He lost his father, he’s alone and has no idea who or what he is, he’s been stuck into an Institute with a family that he totally has the capability to learn to trust but currently doesn’t. I want Jace to be the one to explain that things get so much better.

I want Jace and Kit to have a relationship, for Jace to be the first one to say that Kit is not alone in this world, and tell him that if he ever needs anything, to just call.

The first thing I would do when I will ever meet Liam is that I won’t shy away bc I’m really not the person to approach somebody. But I made a deal with myself, if I ever meet him, I will tell him how much I love him, how much he is loved, he is appreciated and cared about. That despite all the shit he had to go through and will have to go through I would switch places with him so he can have some time of. He is my light in the dark, a true hero. That all the things he does are incredible and thoughtful. He shows the world so much love and he can be proud of who he became and what he has accomplished. I will ask him if I can give him a hug. And that it’s ok if he says no. But I will make sure I will be the hug giver and he is the hug receiver. It’s so important that he knows that there are ppl out there loving, caring and appreciating him as a musician and a person.
Liam you are wonderful and sometimes I think we haven’t deserved you being so kind and polite a bit.

percy32  asked:

Ok so let's say that UF Sans's S/O is going through the UF Pap test and failing like really badly then one day the tiny S/O is getting yelled at by UF Pap and then just is like "OK ASSHAT YOU DO A BETTER JOB THEN!! Cause YOU don't just treat ME like this!" And fucking pushes him down on his ass and tells him right there about how much of an asshole his been because let's face it a lot of people will loss there shit at UF Pap for have that dumb "you need to be worthy" test

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Boss would let them yell at him, not reacting at all which may actually infuriate S/O even more. He knows he’s been pushing them. In fact, he has been hoping they’d blow up at him, just to see what they’d say. Anger makes people say things they usually wouldn’t in the heat of the moment after all. And that usually makes it the truth that they won’t say.

He fully respects them standing up for themselves and is one of the things he’s been looking for. Bonus points if they yell about wanting to continue to date Red even if he doesn’t approve. 

Rather than a negative reaction, he just gets up, dusts himself off and giving them a pat on the back, he says “I Apologise For My Behaviour.” and walks away. If Red is around, he’d shoot his brother a nod which is all the acknowledgment of approval that’s ever gonna come out of him.

From then, how he acts around the S/O is his genuine feelings for them. So it all depends on how much he truly likes them. But their outburst has definitely earned at least his respect. So good job! I think… idk man Boss is weird.

« I wrote a song recently, and it was kind of a therapeutic, dark, breakup song. I was kind of on the fence about whether or not to put it online, and I decided not to. Partly because I was over the relationship and I got over it by writing about it, but I also thought it was too dark to showcase to our audience. I feel like especially in this day-and-age with where we are politically, there’s so much hate and sadness. To take people away from all that for a second and to offer a place to escape to is nice. Not to distract them, but to help them through this era, to give them a moment to not look at CNN and say, oh shit, what’s going on now ? »

Service Dogs

I know a lot of y'all have seen the fics and art about Bucky getting a service dog for his PTSD. And I LOVE THIS H/C SO FUCKING MUCH. But it got me to thinking:

Why doesn’t Steve have one?

This boi has been through SOME SHIT. Like, you’re really going to tell me he doesn’t have PTSD and severe, crippling depression and major anxiety issues?

Why doesn’t anyone write / draw Steve with a service dog?

Maybe I’ll write this into Paper Moon. I think they both need one.

Anyway, that’s my thoughts on Steve Rogers for today.

You know what I’m surprised hasn’t been a thing yet?

Alien Invasion VS The Supernatural

Think about it, alien leader going all “ Surrender puny humans! You have to way to defeat us!” and all the Vampires/Werewolves/Witches/Fae Etc, just going “ oh how cute.” and just wrecking the Aliens shit alongside Humanity.

Dragons VS UFO’s 

Fae making it so the Aliens have to fight in the cities ‘cause the forests are so dangerous. 

Magic users making the aliens advanced weaponry pretty much useless with some well placed curses and buffing the normal humans in combat. 

Vampires and Werewolves just tearing through the biggest and strongest aliens. 

Freaking KING ARTHUR and the rest of Camelot showing up in England and just kicking ass

Why the heck hasn’t anyone written a book or done something with this?!

  • Steven's song, 'Full Disclosure': I don't want my best friend to go through trouble for me, she shouldn't have to worry about me.
  • Literally the next song in the entire series, sung by Pearl and Connie: I'm gonna learn how to beat the shit out of anything that looks at Steven wrong.

gerard’s story is so fucking inspiring for me because in high school he would always feel invisible and unnoticed and thats EXACTLY how i felt when i was in high school and he’s also dealt with depression that was so bad that he wouldn’t shower for days or even WEEKS and i’m at that point with my depression as well and he always thought he was going to die alone and didn’t think marriage was something that worked like everyone says it does and thats EXACTLY how i feel about love and relationship and he dealt with that shit for so long but !!! look at him now!!! he’s doing what he loves and he has a FAMILY and he seems fucking happy and its so fucking inspiring because if he could get through the lowest of the low in his life then i probably can too and UGH he just means so much to me