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REQUEST 121 ~ Stupid (angst) part 1

A/N: I would do smut but at the moment i really feel like making this one angsty as fuck 

Warnings: Lots of swearing.

Sometimes people in relationships argue. That, in theory, helps the relationship to grow. It sorts out the rough patches that have been avoided. But sometimes those arguments lead to regrets and to have one can break something that was once perfect.

For a few weeks now, i could feel the tension between Dan and I. It felt like we were becoming two separate people. The distance between us was unnoticeable at first, it was things like eating at different times or going to bed after the other had fallen asleep. For some people that’s normal but with Dan and I it used to be a rare occurrence. It then built up into being day’s in which minimal words were spoken to one another. Everyday that went by when this would happen felt like i was isolated from him. 

It all came to an end because of a small disagreement. In the past when we had disagreed on something a quick hug and compromise would solve it but this time, that wouldn’t work. 

As i went through our cupboards looking for something to make for dinner, i called out for Dan to come and help decide. He had been in a pissy mood all day so i was hoping that if he could pick something he would love for dinner it would make him feel better. 

“What?” He sighed as he appeared in the doorway on his phone. 

I opened the cupboard door wider and moved so he could see, “I was wondering what you wanted for dinner?” 

He shrugged his shoulders while still staring down at his phone. I sighed inaudibly, beginning to feel pissed off with his ignorance. 

“Come on, there has to be something you want?” 

He shrugged again and turned away from me. Normally i have really good patience with things like this but recently, when our relationship was going the way it had, my patience was going.

“Ok Dan, just ignore me that’s f-”

“For fuck sake, i don’t know what i want to fucking eat ok, if i want something i’ll make it my fucking self ok.” He snapped looking at me with annoyance. 

“What the hell has crawled up your ass?”

“You. You are getting on my nerves with your constant pestering.” 

I widened my eye, anger spreading through my body.

“Are you kidding me? Seriously? This is the most we have spoken this entire week. You have said fuck all to me. You should feel lucky that i even considered making you dinner tonight.” 

He stood up straighter causing him to grow slightly taller in his already gigantic height. 

“You know what? The reason i haven’t spoken to you that much is because every time you speak it annoys me. I didn’t ask you to make me dinner, so i don’t know why i should feel grateful about it.” 

I stayed silent while he basically tore me apart with every word. This wasn’t the man who said he loved me.

“Sometime i really fucking hate you…” 

You know how in movies when something intense happens and suddenly everything goes muffled and moves slowly. When he uttered those vicious words, it felt like just that. I didn’t know what to say. My mind went crazy trying to make sense of the situation. Hates me? I felt a single tear drop onto my cheek which brought me back to reality. I need to be away from him now. 

I rushed past him and to the door, grabbing a jacket that had my keys, money and travel card, and left. I didn’t know where i was going, but all i knew was that i need to escape the crime scene of our relationship.

“Moments” Carl x Reader

Words: 888

Carl Grimes x Reader

Summary: Carl and Reader get caught doing some things

Warnings: Smut, fluff, slight swearing

Originally posted by dezzi1026


“Y/N, you’ve got to be quiet.” Carl told me, leading me out of his window.

“I’m trying!” I exclaimed quietly. I’m a bit clumsy.

Carl and I have been dating for a few months, but we didn’t dare tell anybody. There were too many risks. Rick and Michonne were nice enough to let me stay in their house; I didn’t want to upset them, especially after they specifically told me to not get involved with Carl.

They’re sweet people, especially Rick. I know he has a good heart- good enough to save me from a walker and take me in a year ago. He became someone I refer to as my father. But, I wasn’t his kid. I wasn’t Carl, and I know he would choose him over me any day. I respect that. Which is why when he asked me to not be with Carl, I agreed. He explained that it had nothing to do with me, he loved me- he just didn’t think the zombie apocalypse was the best place to have teenage love. “Teenage love leads to babies,” Rick told me, “And trust me when I say that Carl doesn’t need a baby right now.”

But, here I am, sneaking out of the house with him. It’s become a normal thing now, to sneak out of his bedroom window to go outside.

“Where are we going?” I ask him once we get out. I look around Alexandria- no one to be seen.

“It’s a surprise.”

We walked a little while further until we were almost out of the boundaries. I didn’t question him, but I was getting nervous.

“We’re here.” He told me. I gasped.

“Carl…” I trailed off. He had set up a blanket in the grass, with food for us to eat. Alongside that was a bottle of vodka and a necklace (both of which he had presumably stolen on a run when no one was looking.)

“You’re amazing, did you know that?” I looked up at him, kissing him lightly. He kissed me a little deeper, but I pulled away. “Easy there, tiger.” I joked.

Carl picked up the necklace from the ground and put it around my neck. I wish I had a mirror to see what it looked like on, but I didn’t need one to know that it was beautiful.

“It looks good on you.” He complimented me, making me blush.

“Let’s eat, yeah?”

We ate all the food, and drank the whole bottle of vodka. We laughed until our sides hurt, which was a very rare occurrence. It’s moments like those that I live for. We enjoyed each other companies for a few more hours before we had to go back to the house and pretend to not be together. 

“Carl, iss almosst daytime. We gotta go back,” I slurred.

“Okay,” He stumbled getting up. We helped each other walk back to the house before going into our separate bedrooms.

I couldn’t sleep. Other than the fact that the sun was already coming up, I was insanely horny and I wanted Carl. I let myself sober up a bit more before I walked out of my room quietly and snuck into his room. I saw him lying on his bed, reading comics.

“How in the world are you reading right now,” I giggle, sitting down next to him. He sets down the comic and starts kissing me, his tongue sneaking into my mouth.

His hands travel up my shirt, reaching to remove my bra. He starts massaging my boobs, making me moan.

“Oh,” I moan. I pull down my shorts while he takes off his, and he starts pumping his fingers in and out of me. I clamp my hand over my mouth in order to keep myself quiet, but Carl takes that as a challenge. He uncovers my mouth and starts going faster. “Fuck, Carl, oh my god,”

I hear his door swing wide open.

Rick.

“Shit,” Carl and I both say, Carl moving on top of me to shield my body from his father.

“What the hell…” Rick says. “Get dressed. Now.”

He slams the door, looking pissed. We scurry to get dressed and we head downstairs.

“He’s going to kill us.” I whisper to Carl, who doesn’t say anything.

We sit down on the couch, in front of Rick, waiting for him to say something. He stares at us, like he’s trying to figure out what to say. We both wait in anticipation.

“You two reek of alcohol.” Rick says, and I let out a breath.

“I’m sorry.” I say quietly.

“Look, I don’t want to be mad at you two.” He says, running his fingers through his hair. “I should have seen this coming. I should have given you two the talk a long time ago, given you condoms. Should’ve had Y/N stay with Daryl…” He rambles, but it seems more like he is talking to himself. My heart stops, realizing that he might actually make me move out.

“Just… If I can’t prevent it, which I see that I can’t… Use condoms.” He says uncomfortably after a long period of silence. We both nod, and Rick leaves the room.

“Should we finish what we started?” Carl smirks.

And that’s the day you realized that sound travels around Alexandria. Especially if you forgot to close Carl’s window the night before.

Can we just take a moment

and appreciate 6x12 for a second here? 

(Warning: a lotta Darvey fangirling at the end)

Ok, first order of business: Gabriel Macht broke my fucking heart. It’s not because we were dating and he broke up with me (lol what a dream) but because his acting was phenomenal. His facial expressions, his pouts, his eyes watering up, I swear he somehow delivered all these nuances with the perfect timing and that fucked me up so hard. I never though acting was difficult, per say (i was told in my earlier years that it was truly just reacting but I am constantly being proved wrong) but I KNOW I could never express such remorse and regret and forgiveness the way he did so fantastically in this episode. 

ONTO THE ACTUAL SHOW STUFF:

“I don’t want to be angry anymore, but I don’t know how to stop.”

Harvey’s character development was ah-may-zing in 6x12, which I’m sure is a point that’s been brought up multiple times since the episode aired. But really, if you take into consideration all the resentment and hate he’s held on for who knows how long- think of how long he has deflected trust and intimacy because of it!! Finally seeing him let it go and learning how to forgive was more revolutionizing than any of the session with Dr. Agard that we were shown (sorry, I still love you, doc). He has finally become capable of fighting his own demons by himself, and that is so emotionally healthy for him and I’m so happy because he deserves all of it. 

My last point: I truly think Harvey is ready to be with Donna. I personally thought it would be hard for them to be together when he would just hold her at arm’s length out of fear from his past experiences. I always interpreted Harvey as being scared to love Donna in case of the repercussions if he fucked up. The way he looks at her, now, however, is truly what wholly fucks me up. When she pops into his office after he gets back. When Marcus mentions having babies (WE ALL KNOW HE WAS THINKING ABOUT HER). When he mentions her to his MOM of all people. When they’re hanging up the painting and he ASKS HER FOR HER HELP.   His eyes scream adoration and affection every single time she is on his screen.

 For the first time, Harvey is admitting to himself that he wholeheartedly loves Donna Paulsen and he really doesn’t give a fuck who know it. He is finally (finally finally finally finally finally) capable of loving her the way she deserves and they are both aware of it. SO I SAY, IT’S ONLY A MATTER OF TIME.

in the meantime, someone hold me. 6x12 was so precious. 

anonymous asked:

i swear no mercy was like a kiho extravaganza; in that same episode we got the infamous "kihyun sits on wonho's lap while wonho does sit-ups" moment (i still lie awake at night and wonder if they knew they were being filmed when that happened because it's just ??????). when i was first getting into monsta x, no mercy was what really sold me on kiho <3

no.mercy is a curse and a blessing

Pop Your Cherry

Title: Pop Your Cherry

Anonymous asked: I’d really like a Jerome x reader from his pov, where they’re both virgins. I’d really love to see what goes through his head when he’s exploring someone’s body for the first time and realizing his kinks! (For instance, he realizes he loves being called daddy lmao) also can he address the reader by a cute nickname, like “princess” or “kitten”??? Lol sorry if this is super weird!!

Fandom: Gotham

Pairing: Jerome x Reader

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