Chester's death has affected me in exactly the same way. I have depression myself and have been fighting back tears at work. I have seen many people express sadness over his death because his music (and LP's) touched so many growing up. He was the voice we all kept silent. He was our therapy. If you need to talk to anyone, feel free to message me.
Everything about this is awful, and I can’t begin to imagine the collective pain of his friends, fans and family.
Depression affects millions of us, and it’s so hard to watch someone you look up to come to such a place that they find suicide to be the way out, especially if you’ve been there yourself.
I hope you’re okay, and thank you for this. Feel free to message me too, if you ever want or need to.