and if not

you’re okay. it’s going to be okay. i know that it can feel hopeless. i know that the world can feel too big and you can feel too small but you are so much more than the minuscule thing that you think you are. you are an incredibly important fixture in this place that always seems to be changing. you are a necessary piece. despite what you may think, you are more than your flaws. you are more than your mistakes. you are more. you are more.

you are a world inside of a world and your meaning is larger than you can possibly fathom.

Today, I tried.
That’s enough.


(Long post incoming) 

I wanted to make a post wishing all of my mutuals and followers a Merry Christmas, Hanukkah, Kwanzaa, and New Year! Because I love you all and appreciate you guys so much 💖💖💖💖💖 

So here we go:

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@hadairono for being my first and longest follower 💖

And warm wishes to all my other followers as well! I love you guys 💖

Oh! And Megumi and Yuma say hi too!

Megumi and Yuma: MERRY CHRISTMAS!! 

anonymous asked:

Absolutely love all your preacher stories. You write really well and I feel like the characters stay true to themselves in your writing. It still feels like them. Even though I've finished the comics (and have a very vague idea where the show is going) I like to think the road trip would be kind to them. Jesse and Tulip back together with a kid and Cass softer than he's willing to admit.

Thank you so much, anon!! 

And oh, I really hope the same. Just because you have a violent, hard-hitting narrative doesn’t mean that you can’t have softer moments too - as well as a happy ending (or perhaps bittersweet, given the tone and genre). I am hopeful, honestly. Yes, its only been a season, but so far the show has (in my opinion) done an excellent job of walking the line between staying true to the feel of the comics and fulfilling modern viewer’s expectations. 

Then again they did just make us fall in love with a whole town of people just to obliterate them in the finale, so idk maybe they just want us to suffer lol 

Originally posted by hamsterfactor

Okay quick thing: Y’all know “melk” and “pellow” is an Elise thing and not a Laura thing right?

Okay so

I feel like absolute shit and I have no idea why.
I don’t know whether it’s because I’m back at the school I recently changed to and have only been at for 3 weeks so far.
Or that I feel pressured school-work wise because I have tonnes of work to get done but I’m not too stressed about getting a high ATAR because I know there are other ways into uni.
I’m getting normal amounts of sleep (always around the 8 hour mark).

I don’t know.

I have never really felt like this before, ever, but basically I feel like never leaving my house again or like, burrowing away in a corner somewhere underground and just sleeping and not waking up or like, just crying for ages and ages for no reason at all.

ARGH GUYS WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME. I don’t want to sound like some melodramatic idiot or anything but I just feel really apathetic and sad and hopeless and fuckkasdfghkjldjklgjkldguireiurnkfdnkfvkjfjksfufu.

And If Not? | Remus & Selina


Remus had been out Azkaban for a few weeks and though Selina had been present at his trial, had spoken for him with his friends, she had not been able to see him. Perhaps it was because she was still concerned with the awkward ending of their date. Perhaps it was because she was still struggling with who she was. Regardless, Selina knew that it was time for her to see the man. He had been nothing but a good friend to her.

And besides, she knew there was group fighting the Death Eaters and standing for Remus at his trial meant she’d chosen a side. The problem was that she wasn’t sure where to begin. She knew if there was a group fighting Voldemort that of course James would fight. She could assume Sirius was fighting, too, though she hadn’t asked him.

No, Remus would be a way she could test the waters, could see if this was something she wanted to do.

Someone was going to win. Someone was going to lose. It had taken Selina quite awhile to realize this, but she was finally ready to face the music. To choose a side. To not look back.

She stood on the stoop of the cottage, a basket of muffins in one hand while the other went up to knock on the door.