and i've been ill as well

anonymous asked:

So I've slept with 3 people (well... 4 now), and they've always been in committed relationships but after quite a lot of alcohol and weed, and some good music I found myself making out with my roommate. one thing lead to another and i'm also not the type to be sexually dominate, i'm usually really sub and masochistic... but there was just something so satisfying about making her beg for every orgasm. and the way her body reacted to "fuck me like you hate me." hot. damn.

Sick Days 3.0 #23

23: Not the Norm
Your character isn’t doing too well, but it’s not because of the normal culprits. Basically, all illnesses/ailments here should be non-bacterial, non-viral, and non-fungal!
Suggestions: Motion sickness, psychosomatic, response to pain, response to a stimulus in their environment (a smell, a taste), overeating, over drinking, hangover, migraine, hypothermia, heat exhaustion, heat stroke.

[Fandom: Spider-Man: Homecoming] 

In hindsight, Peter should have known that diving into an icy river to intercept an enemy with a sneak attack was a bad idea, but at the time, he was more than thrilled with his quick thinking as he dove into the river. He hadn’t planned on the villain getting away, nor had he planned on his suit’s heating abilities to malfunction. To be frank, he just hadn’t planned. He had gotten sucked into the heat of battle with the want to impress the city as his driving force, and now he’s left a drenched mess as he walks along a hidden path with no clear direction in mind.

Well, walking wouldn’t be the correct word because his shivering has his muscles screaming in protest. He’s more or less stumbling along a dark path framed by trees. There’s a brief thought that he should be worried; the enemy did escape after all, but he’s centering his concern on not dying of hypothermia. He knows the signs and symptoms, one of the many perks of his useful brain, so he’s holding onto the small hope that he’s sort of okay because he’s still shivering, but warming up soon would honestly be in his best interest if he wants to wake up tomorrow and continue being a hero.

However, hope is becoming a fleeting thought lost against a slowing mind as he continues forward with shaking, staggering steps. His body feels heavy, like anchors are tied to his feet and threatening to pull him through the frozen ground and out of existence. His thoughts are a jumbled mess, but he still catches onto a fading tip and presses two icy fingers to the inside of his wrist. His pulse is a weak thump against his fingertips, and his initial reaction is to curse, but his words come out in a slow slur as if he’s had one too many to drink. 

It’s hard, but he manages to pick up his pace despite his limbs moving similar to a newborn deer. But suddenly, like a beacon of light bursting through a clutter of dark, storm clouds, he spots a light, not just any light either. It’s a massive light that extends high above the trees, and he stumbles toward it. 

After two minutes, he reaches an empty highway that looks strangely familiar to his tired eyes, and one slow drag of his gaze shows the highway leading toward the light. He follows it, stumbling along the paved road for what feels like years, but finally, the road shifts and narrows, and next thing his mind can process, he’s stumbling toward a large gate with a curved A across the front. 

On the gate is a small panel with a button, and he presses it with a shaking finger and waits for an answer. 

“You’re a long way from home, Parker.”

“H-Happy?” Peter asks weakly before giving in to his bucking knees. His finger slides off button as he collapses to the ground. He can hardly keep his eyes open, and though he’s faintly aware that sleeping equals danger, he cannot physically keep his eyes from drooping closed. He can faintly hear the gate squeaking open, and then everything goes black. 


“Should we make a rule that you aren’t allowed to chase danger alone? Do I need to assign you a babysitter?” 

Tony Stark’s voice is not the first thing Peter expects to hear when waking up, and he tugs at broken memories for an answer as to why Tony Stark is here. But, his mind is too cut and jagged. He remembers fighting, then water, and after that, everything is just cold, too cold. 

“I had it handled,” he rasps out, voice weak and cracking and sounding so foreign to his ears. 

“So that’s why you showed up at our doorstep toeing death? Definitely seems like you had it handled.” 

Peter frowns at Tony’s words, and he rolls his head to the side until he can see the older man eased in a chair pulled at his bedside. “What? toeing death?” 

“Have you ever heard of hypothermia?” 

Oh, Peter thinks as he drags his gaze back to the ceiling. That one word glues the broken pieces of his mind together, and the previous night’s events come back like a bucket of ice water to his face. He shivers and burrows deeper under the covers. “There may have been a slight blip in my plan.” 

“You call diving into a river in the middle of winter ‘a slight blip?’”

“I wasn’t anticipating on my suit to malfunction,” Peter fires back weakly, and Tony sighs loudly at this. 

“Well, it won’t be malfunctioning again anytime soon.” 

Peter ignores his aching muscles in favor of shooting up into a sitting position with sharp gasp. “You are taking it away from me?” His words are frantic, and his voice holds a small tremor. 

“Easy, kid. You’ll get it back once we finish adjusting it. For now, we need to set rules.” 

Peter frowns. “If heroes had rules, we wouldn’t get anything done.” 

“You want me to keep this suit forever?” 

Peter drops back against the pillows with a narrow gaze but doesn’t argue further. He rolls his eyes when Tony starts ticking off ground rules. 

“Number one: Use the Buddy System. Take that Ted friend with you if you have to; I don’t care. You are no longer allowed to go anywhere alone…”

As much as there’s a large community of people who really want to see Jughead as asexual, and I am a huge proponent for that kind of representation, there’s also quite a large community of avid Archie fans that want Betty and Jughead to be together, too,“ Sprouse said. "I think these are things we need to juggle when considering what Jughead is in Riverdale.

This is a new universe, this is a new take on Jughead, and he is this tortured damaged kid — this Holden Caulfield — who is looking for someone who can relate to him on a personal level and that narrative itself is also beautiful. While I think that [asexual] representation is needed, this Jughead is not that Jughead. This Jughead is not Zdarsky’s Jughead and this Jughead is not the aromantic Jughead.

This Jughead is a person who is looking for a kind of deeper companionship with a person like Betty..and Betty ends up being this super nurturing, caring, catering person that with Jughead’s super screwed-up past they end up diving into each other and it ends up being a beautiful thing. How are people going to respond? Truthfully, they’re probably going to be quite incendiary about it at first. Do I think that’s ill-placed? No. Do I think they should give it a shot? Yeah, I do, because I think that after filming thirteen episodes, it makes sense to me and if it makes sense to me as the person who’s dumping so much time and so much argumentation into trying to represent Jughead correctly, it will make sense to other people as well.

—  Cole Sprouse (x

anonymous asked:

can i request a scenario with bakugou where his crush is always so happy and positive and energetic in class but one day he goes to their dorm room to hang out and he hears crying and they start venting about how they feel like no one likes them and are all faking it? i've been going through a rough patch recently and nothing's really been helping except a lot of your posts, so thank you for that!

Hello lovely and of course you can! I very much hope your worries will treat you kinder from now on and if you ever need to get away or you want to vent, you can hit me up. For now, I hope I could write this at least somewhat well enough and please remember: You are wonderful. You are lovely and you have a wonderful heart.

Bakugou feels horribly ill equipped as he sits down beside his crush, who wipes tears from their cheeks. He’s feeling very shocked as well, scowling in hidden worry and wondering who or what could have possibly upset them like this.

A moment later, his crush spills what’s going on and Bakugou clenches his hands in his lap, unsure if they would welcome him touching them or not.

“And I’m just thinking…is anyone really liking, me when I’m faking it?” They draw in a shaky breath, staring down at the knees they pull towards their chest. “I just don’t know what to do.”

Bakugou is silent for a long second, his thoughts racing. With a rough exhale, he drags a hand through his hair.

“I fucking like you, okay? And I don’t give a fuck what other people are going to think, because you know what?” He straightens and looks right at them, his face in a determined scowl. “You are a fucking good person, okay? Forced positivity or not, I find you genuinely funny and fucking comfortable to be around, no matter if we’re talking or not.” He pauses for a moment, trying to find the right words and it’s damn hard, but fuck, he’s going to do it. “You fucking accept me the way I am, and I will do the same for you.”

Hesitating for a moment, he reaches out and grasps their hand with one of his. “If you’re happy, you’re happy, if you’re not, then you’re not, I’m fucking fine with either way. Just…” He sucks in another breath. “It’s going to be fucking fine. The others and me, we’re going to fucking understand it okay? It’s okay to be sad; it’s okay if you open up towards us when you want to. I’m not going to let you down and I’m fucking sure the others won’t either.”

He reaches out with his other hand and wipes a tear away with a soft brush of his knuckles. “You’re not fucking alone, okay? I have your back. Whatever happens, I won’t leave you hanging.”

  • my disabled ass calling DHS: so i had an appointment with you over the phone today and you never called me
  • DHS: did you fill out the paperwork
  • me: what paperwork
  • DHS: The one we sent you a month ago
  • me: I've been in the hospital for really quite a long time I didn't know about it.
  • DHS: Well that's not my problem; I can't help you.
  • me: Well can I get my caseworker to help me fill out the paperwork if you resend it
  • DHS: You should have thought about that before not filling out the paperwork.
  • me: ... I. Was. In. The. Hospital. For. Surgery. And. I'm. Mentally. Ill. As. Fuck.

anonymous asked:

Lately I've had this flirty thing going on with a guy in my class and all I've been thinking about is how muscular his legs are and what it'd be like to lick his neck and run my mouth over his dick , well last night at a party I was getting a drink and when I turned around he kissed me and I was thinking fuck yes so I kissed him back and I was bitting his lip then I sucked his dick and he fingered me so hard , my legs were shaking when we were walking back to the party

20 Questions for Ed Sheeran, January 25, 2017.
  • Interviewer: What's the most exciting thing in life right now?
  • Ed: Uh, the new album. Coming out third of March.
  • Interviewer: What are you completely tired of right now?
  • Ed: Uhh... I dunno. Walking Dead. I can't seem to get into it. I'm on season four and it's just, I haven't-
  • Interviewer: I'm there as well! Which episode are you on right now?
  • Ed: I'm on like episode five? They're all ill and they're coughing up blood, and-
  • Interviewer: Oh, yeah. It gets better though. Keep on watching it bro.
  • Ed: See, everyone's been saying that, but I've watched like sixty episodes now, and I'm like, I can't quite... so yeah, I'm trying to get through it.
  • Interviewer: What song took you the least amount of time to write?
  • Ed: Thinking Out Loud.
  • Interviewer: What's the first thing that you do when you get an idea for a song?
  • Ed: Uhh, I shut the doors and go away from people.
  • Interviewer: If you could teach one subject at a school, what would it be?
  • Ed: Music. I'm actually going back to teach music at my old school soon.
  • Interviewer: Beautiful, I like that. Did you ever have detention during growing up and going to school?
  • Ed: 'Course, all the time.
  • Interviewer: All the time? Every day?
  • Ed: All the time.
  • Interviewer: What's your favorite drink?
  • Ed: Uhhh... beer. Ale. Like ale. Good, good English ale. Does Finland do good ale?
  • Interviewer: I don't know about that. Not so good. It's okay, but I think it's better in England.
  • Ed: Yeah. You can't drink too much of it though 'cause it's so heavy, it just, I just fall asleep. So I have three and I fall asleep. But the first one is like... glorious.
  • Interviewer: What's your favorite food?
  • Ed: ...Fish and chips? I reckon. Fish and chips. If you give me a fish and chips and an ale, pfft, game over. That's my day.
  • Interviewer: That's perfect. That's heaven. What's one thing you need to have in your fridge always? No matter what-
  • Ed: Ketchup.
  • Interviewer: Ketchup? With fish and chips.
  • Ed: I've actually refused to eat fish and chips when there wasn't any ketchup. I just think it's a travesty.
  • Interviewer: I get that. What's your favorite movie of all time?
  • Ed: Goodfellas.
  • Interviewer: Oh that's a good one. Classic. Favorite TV show?
  • Ed: A show called Love/Hate actually. It's an Irish TV show, like Gangland Dublin. It's amazing.
  • Interviewer: What's the funniest thing you've ever read about yourself on the internet?
  • Ed: That I introduced Adele and her husband Simon. Um, 'cause I do - I now - know them, but like when that came out I, well I'd met Adele, but I'd never met Simon. So I don't know how I could've introduced them.
  • Interviewer: Would you love to work with Adele?
  • Ed: Yeah. I don't think anyone's going to work with Adele. I think Adele kind of doesn't want to work with anyone. I think she does her own thing. So yeah, I think I'd say yes but I don't think it would ever happen.
  • Interviewer: What's the best way to relax for Ed Sheeran?
  • Ed: Sleep. Always a good way, yeah.
  • Interviewer: That's what I do as well. Name one thing you can't live without.
  • Ed: Um. My cats.
  • Interviewer: How many cats do you have?
  • Ed: Two. And they're GREAT.
  • Interviewer: Are you thinking about getting a third one?
  • Ed: I think it'd be unfair. They're sisters, so if you add another cat into the mix it might get weird.
  • Interviewer: What scares you the most?
  • Ed: Uh, heights. Yeah.
  • Interviewer: Me too, I'm afraid of heights. Have you ever done a bungee jump?
  • Ed: I did, yeah. I hated it. Have you done it?
  • Interviewer: Really, you did it?! So you've probably beat that then.
  • Ed: No, no it's made it even worse. Even worse, yeah. Never do it.
  • Interviewer: Really? Okay, I'm not gonna do it then. Thanks for the tip man.
  • Ed: Oh god, I'm just remembering falling down that, like oh god, it was horrible.
  • Interviewer: What was your first job?
  • Ed: My first job, I worked in a pub. I washed, I did the washing up in a pub.
  • Interviewer: If you could travel to any place in the whole world, where would you go?
  • Ed: ...Iceland. Iceland again. I love, I love, I love Iceland.
  • Interviewer: So you've been there, like-?
  • Ed: Once. But it was one of the best places I've ever been to.
  • Interviewer: Have you ever been to Finland?
  • Ed: Yeah. I've been to Finland, yeah. I think I played a small show in Finland once.
  • Interviewer: If you were in a boyband, what would the band's name be?
  • Ed: Wrong Direction.
  • Interviewer: [Laughs] Wrong Direction, I love that. What's the best piece of advice you've ever received?
  • Ed: Always be nice to people.
  • Interviewer: That's cool. It works out every time. If you could work with any artist in the world, who would it be?
  • Ed: Beyonce. Beyonce. I have worked with her before, but not on an original song.
  • Interviewer: Could you name three things that make you happy right now? This Wednesday.
  • Ed: Uh, my cats. Pictures of my cats. And hearing about my cats. I like my cats. Three things.
  • Interviewer: [Laughs] What's the biggest no-no purchase you've ever bought?
  • Ed: No-no? Astin Martin. Astin Martin, yeah. I only drove it a couple of times.
  • Interviewer: Really?! How much was it?
  • Ed: It wasn't cheap. I feel like, I felt... I got it, and I felt cool. And then I felt like an idiot. I don't think sports cars are for me.
  • Interviewer: Do you still have it?
  • Ed: I do still have it, yeah. I let my manager's wife drive it. She uses it.

princeyeol  asked:

I know this is gonna be strange, but I'm really ill, like I've been sick to many times😣I was just wondering if you can give me a full of yixing and baekhyun picture like lots. Also I love your blog!!!💗

ill give u some sure but not all my folder bc my laptop might die along with my followers if i spam LOL and u probably sent this a long time ago but i hope u got well soon!!

bby baekhyun:

Huge Rant

So I just watched the trailer for 13 Reasons Why on Netflix. I’ll preface this by saying that this is one of my favorite books because of how it sheds light on how no matter whether you mean to or not, you have an impact on someone else’s life. That being said, here is why Netflix has capitalized on mental illness issues and bullying. (Spoilers will be included if you want to stop reading)

#1-This book is about suicide and the impact of others on the victim. It is NOT a “mystery” of her death. We know what happened. It’s clearly stated in the beginning of the book how and why she killed herself.

#2-It is very obvious from the trailer that there will be a heater romance in the show. THAT IS NOT THE POINT OF THE STORY!!! But naturally the heteronormative and ignorant society we live in today makes that budding relationship absolutely imperative apparently.

#3-Lastly, the trailer shows immediately that the people who wrote this do not care about sticking to the book because of how incorrectly they portray the relationship between the victim and the main character.

This book has always been very important to me and I’m sure many others as well who have struggled with mental illness and have thought about or even attempted suicide because of the actions of others. It pisses me off to no end that Netflix would allow this to be made.

ok real talk there’s a huge problem with the way fandom treats discussion of harry’s ptsd. my recent post about various characters helping him manage it post-war was derailed several times by people complaining ‘but c’mon there’s no way he was the ONLY one with ptsd’ and ‘but what about all the others!!! what about harry helping THEM out!! can’t they all help each OTHER!!! let’s talk about that!’ and it’s not only annoying and distracting but also false.

it’s extremely frustrating because i think, in the same way many people believe depression = being sad, a lot of fans are confusing ptsd with ‘having normal issues after trauma.’ and look i’m not the headcanon police okay? you think ginny might have developed it after the war? cool. you have a character that you identify with that you’d like to believe might have struggled with it? awesome. but let’s get something straight: post-traumatic stress disorder is a very real anxiety-based mental illness with specific diagnostic criteria and there is canonical evidence that harry dealt with it.

facing trauma is common, having ptsd as a result is incredibly uncommon; statistically speaking, there is only a 7-8% chance of a person developing it, according to studies based on the us population. of course the weasleys and hagrid and everyone else had issues after the battle. of course they all had stuff to process. the war was shitty for everybody. but ptsd is what happens when the mind, instead of following a relatively typical path through recovery from trauma, gets stuck in a cycle of anxiety that makes it very difficult to move on from that trauma.

it’s highly likely that the prolonged neglect and abuse harry suffered as a child, if not in fact causing a form of ptsd itself, effectively re-wired his stress and panic responses (being abused as a child can prime certain people to develop ptsd). by the time harry gets to hogwarts there’s evidence that he’s probably already dealing with depression and ptsd (trouble eating/sleeping, nightmares, trouble focusing, anger, obsessive and reckless behavior, etc). add to that everything that happens to him throughout his years at school (constantly being in life-threatening situations, being severely injured and attacked emotionally and physically, not only experiencing but personally witnessing the deaths of friends and loved ones) and it would practically be a miracle if he wasn’t suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder. and the fact that people feel the need to take a post that talks about a character’s friends and family helping him through the difficulties of his mental illness and turn it into a discussion about how instead maybe HE should focus on THEM is frankly disgusting???

tl;dr harry potter’s battle with ptsd and depression is incredibly important & he doesn’t have time for ur bullshit lmao bye

“I beg your pardon for interrupting your regularly scheduled ask for the day, but I have been tasked with drawing your attention to a most important matter.”

“It would appear that I am falling a tad short against a certain sweet-toothed ne’er-do-well. Good heavens, the man STILL hasn’t learned to draw the string on that ridiculous bow of his. And those shorts? He hasn’t washed them since receiving them in the Hotrealms. Gods forbid I lose to that ill-prepared lout…” 

“Ahem! More to the point: I encourage each and every one of you to exercise your right to participate in this month’s Voting Gauntlet. Regardless of who you decide to back, I’m sure every participant – myself very much included – would appreciate your support.”


Hot Fuzz fan comic: Time is The Enemy

Hey! This marks the end of chapter one Murphy’s law! Next chapter Occam’s Razor starts in a couple of weeks – I have to take a little break to prepare the chapter and I’m moving next month so there’s that as well. Thanks for reading this far and see you soon!

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mcfakefrenchname  asked:

Hi Ms. Biblio, I saw your post about you being afraid you're sick with Lyme. First of all that sucks - I've been volunteering with people with Lyme Disease for 2+ years now and theres all sorts of co-infections and co-factors that can exasperate things. I was trying to come up with something that might be helpful and was wondering if the Demon House has been tested for mold? I've heard it can mimic lyme and needs to be actively detoxed. Good wishes and thoughts from an internet stranger!

It was yes, when he moved in. We’ve got a lovely dry house with no such problems. Thankfully.

And eh, the possibility of it being Lymes is one of those long shot things everyone with a chronic illness hopes for. Sounds odd to say you hope for a diagnosis, but after what is nigh on becoming a decade and a half of illness…you really do start to hope. I’ll take all the well wishes I can get though, so thank you <3

moved-to-deducing-nerds  asked:

hi, i've been ill for the past two days and i need fluff so could u rec me lots of drarry fluff?

I’m sorry you’re not feeling well! So I don’t read an awful lot of fluff, but here are some really fun, clever fics that should help make you feel better :)

Lucky (who_la_hoop): It’s a choose your own adventure story! You decide what Draco will do next, and watch as his adorable exploits unfold.

Draco Malfoy: Toilet Supremo (who_la_hoop, 26k): Harry’s a bit startled when he opens his door and finds a haughty Draco claiming to be a toilet salesman (a supreme toilet salesman) standing there. 

101 Ways to Heal Your Wizarding Woes (Or, an Unfortunate Incident with a Traffic Cone and a Policeman’s Helmet) (who_la_hoop, 26.5k): Draco’s mother gives him a book to try to deal with his anxiety and lingering resentment about Harry. He ends up accidentally sending Harry letters chronicling his complaints, leaving Harry quite puzzled indeed. 

In the Company of a Rubber Duck (birdsofshore, 35k): For his community service, Draco has to spend time as a rubber duck in Harry’s bath (amongst other things). Harry finds that Draco’s colorful commentary isn’t as unwelcome as he would have expected. 

Aural Gratification (birdsofshore, 11k): Harry’s listening to a Wizarding book on tape, and the narrator’s posh, arrogant voice is getting him all hot and bothered. 

Daydream Series (Faith Wood, 12k): Draco buys 100 Patented Daydream charms, featuring one very sexy Harry Potter, and spends his days fantasizing (and wanking). 

Who Shagged Harry Potter? (Faith Wood, 6.5k): After getting drunk at a Slytherin party, Draco wakes up and is shocked to find a naked Harry sleeping in the Slytherin dorm. The Slytherins try to determine who shagged Harry the night before.

Ferocious Determination, Insufficient Deliberation, and a Slightly Wrong Destination (Faith Wood, 9.5k): Draco is most surprised when he Apparates to his bed, only to find that it’s somehow transformed itself into one wet and naked Harry Potter.

The Four Ds of Apparition (or: Destination, Determination, Deliberation, and Dicks) (@eidheann and @firethesound, 36k): Auror Harry has to solve the case of the copious cocks and figure out who’s been sending dildos to a Ministry official.

The Critiquer (dysonrules, 24k): Draco is a professional cock critiquer. Harry gets drunk and sends some dick pics to Draco’s newspaper, and is most disgruntled with the grade he receives. 

The Charm Conundrum (dysonrules, 8k): Draco finds Harry’s copy of Twelve Fail-safe Ways to Charm Witches, and decides to see if it also works on Chosen Ones.  

The Name on Your Forehead (@aroaceteddy, 10.5k): Glitter bombs are going off that cause your crush’s name to appear on your forehead. Guess who’s anxious about this development? 

Dragon Tamer (jennavere): Draco asks Harry to pretend to be his boyfriend to avoid an arranged marriage. What follows are drunken recitals of Madonna songs, getting shagged silly, and bunnies named Draco Lucius Malfoy III. 

Painting Potter’s Portrait (Yo_mama, 10k): Pornographic paintings of Harry and Draco spring up all over town, leaving Harry quite flustered (and Draco quite smug). 

My Dumb Brain: I’m dying. I’m episodic and I’m absolutely incapable of dealing with all of this. The anxiety and worry is crushing me. I am out of my mind!! I am spiraling out of control!!!

Me, in reality: I’ve reached out for support, both professionally and through friends and family. I started a processing journal which has helped me figure out why I do the things I do. I’ve reached some ridiculously healthy level of self awareness and can say “I need help with this”. I sought medical help and I’m taking my meds as prescribed and amazingly, seeing results. I’m being compassionate and patient with myself. I’m spending at least an hour a day on uninterrupted self care. I’m reading self help books and I’m able to decide whether they are helpful or hindering. I’m constantly evolving my view point, refusing to stay stuck in the misery. I haven’t given in to ANY self destructive behaviours.

Me @ my brain: Fuck off with your cognitive dysfunction and catastrophizing.

anonymous asked:

This is the first time I've thought about requesting something since I absolutely ADORE your blog and I've just been admiring from afar ^_^ Although I understand if you currently don't have time to write as well :) Was wondering if you could do Takeru, Tsukito, Baldr and Hades when their S/O succumbs to an illness that leaves them unconscious for a week or two, their behaviour during that week and then their reaction when said S/O finally awakens.

Doing this in HC form because I don’t have it in me to try and drabble all of these >.< Bless you for this request  !! (P.s. I don’t know medically what causes people to be unconscious for long periods of time so I’m gonna go with brief moments of unconsciousness, enough to scare the boys)


  • picture this sweet boy’s panic when you won’t wake up 
  • The doctor says it’s just low blood sugar and you’re going to be okay
  • But when you passed out in class, he freaked
  • He sits by your bed and keeps a tough face when people come in
  • but he was so worried about you
  • He doesn’t like to think of you not being able to wake up from something
  • When no one else is in the room he whispers to you
  • telling you how much he loves you and please feel better
  • You wake up soon after and he’s so relieved he kisses you
  • “Don’t scare me like that again.” He says with a sigh
  • he presses his forehead to yours and tells you he loves you
  • you put your hand on his cheek and tell him he’s such a worry wart
  • but that you love him too and you heard his sweet whispers of affection
  • and he blushes, but pulls you into a hug anyway


  • Okay for real if anyone is prepared for this, it’s him
  • He will sit by your bed reading up on traumatic brain injury
  • taking notes of everything the doctor says
  • he is confident in the doctor’s diagnosis and knows you will wake up soon
  • but he’s still very nervous internally
  • I mean, you’ve been unconscious for 4 days and he’s scared
  • he misses hearing your voice and watching the moon with you
  • he tries to keep himself busy with school work but he always finds himself checking your machines and reading your file to try to better understand what’s happening
  • finally FINALLY after a week you wake up
  •  He hasn’t left the room once
  • He jumps up and takes your hand and kisses it
  • “You really worried me”
  • “What happened? Where am I?” You ask as you groan 
  • “Here.” He says handing you his notebook with all his notes in it. 
  • you read it slowly as he calls for the doctor
  • You can’t believe the extent of his notes and know how worried he must have been
  • “I love you.” You tell him and he smiles because he knows and he loves you too
  • more than he’ll ever be able to show you


  • Oh boy
  • OH BOY
  • “WELL FIGURE IT OUT.” He says threateningly low to the doctor who told him they don’t know why you won’t wake up. 
  • This boy doesn’t play around when it comes to you
  • His naturally happy and playful demeanor is gone and he’s angry
  • but he’s angry because he’s so afraid
  • he can’t do anything to help you and that makes him anxious
  • so he takes it out on the doctors
  • “Make her better,” He tells the nurse angrily every time she comes to check your vitals
  • But when it’s just you and him
  • He brushes back your hair and fixes your pillows. 
  • “Are you comfortable, my love?” He asks sweetly in your ear
  • He knows you can hear him even though the doctor’s say you can’t
  • so when you’re alone he tells you about his home and his past
  • he tells you about Loki and Thor and when he runs out of stories, he makes up tales of a princess who stole a prince’s heart
  • he says you’re the princess 
  • you’re his princess
  • he starts crying because he misses hearing your voice
  • “Please wake up. I can’t do this without you.”
  • Your eyes open slowly and you reach to pull his hand away from his face because he’s crying
  • “I’m not going anywhere, my prince.” You say hoarsely and his eyes go wide.
  • You could hear him after all. 
  • “I missed you.” He says quietly and leans forward to kiss your forehead. 


  • Poor baby
  • He wasn’t anywhere near you when you tripped and hit your head playing tennis with Apollon
  • but he blames himself anyway
  • “If I had been there I could have caught her”
  • No, he couldn’t have. It was just a concussion anyway. You were fine, until you weren’t. 
  • Everything went dizzy and then you passed out and that’s when they rushed you to the infirmary. 
  • He sat by your bed and thought of every horrible outcome imaginable. 
  • In his head, you were dying. and it was his fault. 
  • He’s such a failure. He doesn’t deserve to sit by your bed. He has to run away. 
  • As he stands up to leave, you mumble, “Don’t go.” 
  • He’s not sure if you’re awake yet or not, 
  • but gods he can’t deny you anything he loves you so much
  • “I’m here, sweetheart. I’m not going anywhere.” 
  • When you finally wake up, it feels like a weight has been lifted off his chest. 
  • Your first words when you wake up. 
  • “Whatever you’re thinking, stop. I’m fine. And nothing was your fault.”
  • “But I–” he starts and you grab him by the collar and pull his face down to yours to kiss him silent. 
  • “I’m not going anywhere, either.”

-Admin Chey 💕