Hope you like this anon, sorry if it’s short but I wanted to keep it without filler~ It was a bit hard to capture the song’s essence, I’ve never been good at that and I don’t know if I did it justice. But thank you for requesting!
Yoongi had never been good with breakups. He’d never been good at coping with the emotions spinning around inside his head, the words from the past that screamed at him through his skull. More often than not he’d wake up in a cold sweat with his heart racing but having no memory of what occurred in his sleep to put him in a state like this.
It was only when you weren’t there he realized how much he needed you.
When he stayed nights on end in the studio, not sleeping or eating much at all, in the back of his head he could hear you yelling for him to come home, scolding his unhealthy behavior. He relied on you to keep him in check, soon after the two of you broke up all of his bad habits resurfaced. Whether they were big or small they came back stronger than ever before. At this point he had absolutely no idea where you were, you had moved, changed numbers and left your job. For all he knew you had dropped off the face of the earth. There was no way for him to once again validate your existence in his mind, your face soon becoming a faded picture in each memory of his mind. Every once and a while he would get a sharp, hhigh-definitionfilm of a memory, though it came swiftly and often caused unpleasant repercussions after the fact.
“Y/N what the hell are you doing?” Yoongi interrogated as he saw you with half of your body stuck inside the closet, digging for something deep in the back.
“I’m looking for decorations!” “Why didn’t you do this earlier, it’s December 23rd!” “Because,” You paused, pulling a large, glittery fake black spider from the back of the closet, along with your various other Halloween decorations. “Because I wanted to surprise you!”
“Um, unless Santa had a secret spider accomplice I don’t think that these decorations have anything do do with the current holiday, Halloween wasn’t even that long ago you couldn’t possibly miss it already.” “That’s not why we’re doing this.” “Why?”
“We’re doing this because it can be our thing, it can be something so outlandish, something that makes so little sense,” You gave him a peck on the cheek before prancing into the living room of your apartment. “It makes so little sense that it makes all the sense in the world, it’ll be just like us, our special thing! It’s so people will always remember the odd couple that celebrated Halloween during Christmas.”
These days he didn’t celebrate Halloween or Christmas.
Do you ever look at a picture you’ve seen a million times and then it hits you. Like yeah, you’ve seen it before, you’ve reflected and chuckled because of it, but then BAM in the face motherfucker. What what what is that bracelet even supposed to symbolise? No, but really?
I mean you don’t show stuff unless you want to attribute them with some kind of meaning. Or have them be important somehow, Chekhov knew what he was on about. So what’s this supposed to be? This seemingly random amulet. Friendship? Hope? A tangible link to Alice link to humanity and community? I hate to admit it, but the movie isn’t that deep. Also Harold, it’s a fucking rainbow. No matter how much you twist and turn, still a rainbow on her wrist. Throw in a drag queen in the background and this would be more flamboyant than the Salt Lake City from the pre-Apocalypse during Pride. Okay, that was mean, I’m sorry, but also - *awkward cough*
Fuckery aside, I really do wish I could have listened in to the creative roundtable discussion that went on before someone said, “so— maybe she should wear a rainbow bracelet” and then after a moment of quiet reflection they all nodded and went, “Great idea, Barry. Lets do that.”
So turns out Barry got hubris or simply was a greedy little sob, because it wasn’t enough for him to push the decidedly randomass idea of Alice wearing the bracelet (without them really doing anything with it in the story), no he somehow got his will done so completely that they ended up using a picture of it as official promo material. And not only was she wearing it, rather prominently displaying it, she did so while shaking hands with another woman and staring intently into her eyes in a way that probably make homophobes awkwardly sputter about wholesome gals being wholesome pals or cry out in conservative despair; “won’t someone think of the children!!”
Like damn, Barry no one should ever doubt your commitment to Sparkle Motion, and us gays. Thanks, buddy. Perfectly superfluous storywise, but thanks.
And on an even more shallow note, I weirdly enough am a big fan of Milla’s veins. I appreciate that she really does look like a skinny little mutant freak who would and could kick your ass from here and into oblivion. That’s meant to be read as a compliment.
immemorial (adj): originating in the distant past; very old.
visceral (adj): relating to deep inward feelings rather than to the intellect.
albatross (n): a very large oceanic bird related to the shearwaters, with long narrow wings.
encroach (v): advance gradually beyond usual or acceptable limits.
drift (n): a continuous slow movement from one place to another.
presence (n): the state or fact of existing, occurring, or being present in a place or thing.
vast (adj): of very great extent or quantity; immense.
soliloquy (n): an act of speaking one’s thoughts aloud when by oneself or regardless of any hearers, especially by a character in a play.
lagoon (n): a stretch of salt water separated from the sea by a low sandbank or coral reef.
mirrored (adj): having a surface like a mirror; reflective.
phoenix (n): a unique bird that lived for five or six centuries in the Arabian desert, after this time burning itself on a funeral pyre and rising from the ashes with renewed youth to live through another cycle.
inspiration (n): the process of being mentally stimulated to do or feel something, especially to do something creative.
saturation (n): the state or process that occurs when no more of something can be absorbed, combined with, or added.
luminous (adj): full of or shedding light; bright or shining, especially in the dark.
phosphorescence (n): light emitted after exposure to radiation, or produced by something that doesn’t produce flame or heat.
negligible (adj): so small or unimportant as to be not worth considering; insignificant.
arboreal (adj): relating to trees.
incandescent (adj): emitting light as a result of being heated.
So a few weeks ago I got interested what made us human apex predators(cuz lets face it we don’t look intimidating). One of the obvious is superior intelligence but that can’t be all. I figured I put a list together for any writer that want to use this information. (these are all google facts so feel free to do your own research or correct me)
We humans are persistent hunters, so instead of the typical predator approach by stalking our prey and kill it fast, we let our prey know we are here. We tried to hit it with rocks or spears, if the first strike didn’t kill it, we would just calmly walk after it and try again. This goes on over hours, usually during the hottest time of the day, not giving the poor thing a chance to rest until it’s finally to exhausted to run away. We would literally walk our pray to death. There are other animals that hunt like this(wolves) but we humans are the best at it.
Insanely Good Trackers
This is tied in with our intelligence but I wanted to give it an extra point. Most animals track by smell, which we don’t. We track foot print and things like fur on branches or broken twigs. Water or rain will wash away a scent but following broken twigs is a bit easier in the rain.
We can’t out sprint any animal but we can outrun them. Humans are within the top 5 animals that are able to walk/jog/run long distances without needing a break. And we are the only predator in that list.
Incredible Aim (hand eye coordination)
Out of all the animals we have by far the best aim. Other species with similar abilities just don’t have the same success rate.
We are one of the best climbers there are and if you don’t believe me watch a parkour video.
We eat everything (and i mean everything)
We eat many things that are either unenjoyable for animals or poisonous. Our digestive system is unique and allows us to digest these poisons without a problem. While some of these poisons would be dangerous enough in large doses, it is literally impossible for us to OD on them if we eat them as food. Here’s a list:
Spicy food (is not deadly just unenjoyable)
Milk (Humans are the only animals on earth that are lactose tolerant when we grow into adulthood)
Our flesh wounds stop bleeding relatively fast and heal fast too.We heal so well that a broken bone is considered a relative minor medical issue. A broken bone is a death sentence in the animal kingdom and even for modern days vets its impossible sometime to heal an animal’s broken bone. Not only do our bones heal fast but it grows stronger afterward.
Lack of Fur
Animals that don’t sweat need to regulate their heat by panting. Humans have much better way at regulating heat: we sweat. Sweating happens parallel to whatever activity we do and allows us to perform these task without needing a break. If you made a dog do sports like a human it would have a heatstroke.
All in all we are a species that can adapt to any sort of environment thanks to these traits.
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