and i would just like to point out that the post was made on december 19

anonymous asked:

Hi, I read recently that some people consider Home to be a gay anthem. This interpretation had never crossed my mind, I have to say. I would love to read an analysis of this song. Is it a gay anthem because of larrie interpretation or does it have a more universal message. I am a soft larrie (I love peeking into the Larry fandom when life gives me enough time) but I prefer asking as Anon to avoid any drama. Also, I love your analysis, way of thinking and writing: always informative! Thank you :)

Home was released on 22 October 2015, as part of the Perfect EP. It was was written by Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, and Jamie Scott. I’m going to make a more complete post, just for my own record. 

Here’s what Liam said about it:

While Liam Payne said “Home” (available on the “Perfect” EP) is the most meaningful song for him but demurred about exactly why that is, he revealed Tomlinson…tapped into his emotional side while writing and recording.

“Having seen different things he’s gone through and different stuff this year – and obviously I’ve written a lot of songs with him – he can really get into that sensitive mindset to write songs, which is pretty cool,” said Payne.

The circumstances of the leak were a bit strange. If you recall, October 21, 2015 marked the first cancellation, ever, of a One Direction concert (in Belfast), caused, reportedly, by the Great Payne Bowel Run-off. Later that night, the EP was seen on Spotify, and then later leaked. 

Louis appeared to be anticipating the leak. Shortly after fans discovered the songs on Spotify U.K., he tweeted:

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pairing: pansy parkinson x harry potter

setting: modern, non-magical, reality/film star au; based on this

word count: 4,654 words


(7:22 am) Did you see the casting news yet? For Boy Who Lived?

(8:15 am) fuck off its sunday

(8:16 am) Ronald.

(8:17 am) unless they chose to go with an actual fucking cgi flamingo i dont give a shit right now and it can wait until tomorrow

(8:19 am) It really can’t. Harry’s going to fire you when he finds out.

(8:19 am) ??????? get ur blasphemous ass back to church no he’s not

(8:20 am) Yes, he is. It was YOUR idea to scrap the chemistry test.

(8:23 am) omg what is ur DAMAGE chemistry tests r dumb af harry hates them

(8:24 am) And sometimes you have to act as his AGENT, not his best friend, and advise him to do the things he hates, Ronald. Like chemistry tests.

(8:25 am) thx for the fortune cookie fun fact i’ll pass it on to harry’s latest oscar nom ok

(8:29 am) Check Variety. They reported on the casting this morning. There was a “leak” at the studio. Naturally.

(8:32 am) harrys gonna fucking fire me ur right


BREAKING: Hurricane Hollywood star tapped for female lead in Paramount’s Boy Who Lived

October 11, 2016. Los Angeles.

Well, it’s official.

Seemingly permanent tabloid staple Pansy Parkinson (Hurricane Hollywood; The Hottie and the Nottie), better known for her outrageous late-night party antics than she is for her acting prowess, has been cast as Harry Potter’s (Under the Stairs) on-screen love interest for the futuristic dystopian thriller, Boy Who Lived, slated for release by Paramount sometime in Summer 2018. While Parkinson has been persistently vocal about her desire to make the transition from her Cristal throne in Vegas to the slightly more respectable silver screen, this will be her first role in a major motion picture.

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Detonate // Teen Wolf and Dolan Twins

Summary: Only two months of being miserably single you try to ignore the impulsive need to message Ethan. Not knowing that he’s just as miserable as you but when something terrible happens bring your Beacon Hills family to New Jersey it seems you don’t have a change to get back together or do you?

Characters: Ethan Dolan x McCall!Reader, Grayson Dolan, Sheriff Ryan (OC), Cameron Dolan, Sean and Lisa Dolan, Sheriff Stilinski, Stiles Stilinski, Scott McCall, Lydia Martin, and Melissa McCall

Words: 4440

Disclaimer: I do not own Teen Wolf or any characters that are featured in this. I do not know the Dolan family so this is just a work of fiction. Lancaster High I made up for the story so if it’s a real school, I didn’t know.

Warnings: Swearing, school shooting, death, injury, blood, and a shit ton of angst.

Author: Caitsy

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Originally posted by teen-martinski

It was a cold December day that your finger hovered over the contact lit up on your phone in the busy cafeteria making you bite your lip. It had been barely two months since you had last talked to him but you were hurting so bad knowing that you both had thrown your years together away without really trying. He was busy with his career and you were busy trying to survive high school without drowning in the work you were given daily and the decisions about your future.

“Just call him.” Ellen, your best friend, said sympathetically squeezing your forearm.

“I can’t.” You mumbled locking your phone up once again, “He wouldn’t answer and I don’t know what I would say.”

“That you miss him?” Ellen replied, “He misses you.”

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anonymous asked:

could you please explain me the whole vday video? like the things he said and everything,, if the things he said happened. please.

(if you dont wanna know about the valentines day video dont read this)

im not sure if i should be doing this but i got like ten asks about it. im afraid phil lester will take my blog down. sighs

ok. so the video starts with phil saying ‘awrf hi dan’ its something they used to say when they were trying to be cute. (especially phil) 

here are some tweets and a dailybooth showing that phil actually used to say that, i know its not that important but im trying to mention everything i can.

dan posted this picture on dailybooth:

phil commented on it:

and then phil says: “i know you said we weren’t gonna do anything for valentine’s day, but you had to go to bed, leaving me for five hours with nothing to do”

i know it sounds weird that dan went to bed 5 hours earlier than phil, but thats because dan was in india when phil filmed it. he left for india on february 5th or 6th and came back on the 19th. then went to see phil and stayed at his house until the 24th. dan and phil would often spend their evenings talking to each other on skype, so the ‘leaving me for five hours with nothing to do’ comes from that. but why was it important to point out if the video ‘was just a joke’?

dan in india. (intro and outro)

dan coming back from india.

before leaving for india:

this was the morning after phil posted the video. dan had probably just seen it.

sunday - february 21.

(video of the pancake making) (1:35)

phil tweeted this on valentine’s day:

(keep in mind that the video was posted on february 13th)

‘holding my thoughts in my heart’ is the name of a song from final fantasy VII. it plays at the end of the video. phil has tweeted the song, posted about it on dailybooth and liked it on youtube.

anyways. 

you got me loads of awesome birthday presentes and i wanted to repay you, somehow, because it was the nicest thing anyone’s ever done for me”

phil’s birthday: 2 weeks before valentine’s day.

“the first time we met […] and then, when we were on the big wheel, i was like, “i really hope he likes me too.” and then you kissed me, and my heart did that flippy-over thing, and, it’d never done that before, so… that was nice.” you all know dan and phil were internet best friends and then they met for the first time in october 19th, 2009 at manchester picadilly station. so i dont need to get into detail. they went to starbucks, apple store and manchester skybar.

(i wonder why *cough cough*)

phil’s drawing for the valentine’s day video when he said ‘and then you kissed me’:

dan and phil when they met for the first time: (notice the similar clothing)

(in 2012 phil got really sad because people wanted to take down the manchester wheel ‘dont take my wheel away’)

“and over the next few months we saw each other a lot and I slowly fell in love with you.” and they really did saw each other a lot after the first time they met. october 19 to october 22. october 31. november 6 to 9. november 29 to december 4. december 10 to 14. december 22 to 24. december 30 to january 2. january 15 to 17. january 15 to 17. january 22 to 24.

‘[…] so the first one is on the snowiest day ever, when we were walking through the abandoned hospital. and you had your hat on, and you lay down in the snow, and looked at the stars. and I lay next to you, and kissed you, and wrote “i love dan” in the snow.” phil recalls some of their moments together. dan went to visit phil from december 22 to 24. there was a massive snowstorm that week.

INTERACTIVE CHRISTMAS ADVENTURE  (you can see how much snow there is)

ZOMG RED PANDA!!?  (phil talks about the snowstorm)

(they filmed the christmas adventure on december 24.)

phils drawing for the vday video when he said ‘and you had your hat on, and you lay down in the snow, and looked at the stars. and i lay next to you, and kissed you..’ (notice the similar clothing)

(screenshot from christmas adventure)

‘endless coffee in starbucks, caramel macchiato, and our starbucks sofa…’

dan’s live show he mentions that caramel macchiato is his favorite starbucks drink.

dans live show again mentions that cm is his favorite.

a day in the life of phil and dan when dan gets his caramel macchiato phil calls it ‘the best’ and they both have caramel macchiatos on the sofa. they go to starbucks a lot.

‘the week we spent together in my house was amazing, i think that’s when i properly fell in love with you..’

dans formspring: 

that ‘<’ means that the week he spent with phil was better than anything else he had done that year.

that week was from november 29, 2009 to december 4.

(look how much he spent with dan wtf)

(they got out of bed pretty late….)

their dailybooths were full of love stuff that week. i wonder why..

‘and when we watched wall-e on my sofa, and then cried.’

(and that night the uma thurman thing happened)

‘all the cuddles in bed, and three-hour breakfasts’

3pm.

‘and lying in my bed, and funny times in my bed (omg so much cherry everywhere)’

lmao. the “cherry" he’s talking about is a flavor of lube. yea.

‘at the halloween gathering when we realized that no other youtubers actually eat, so we went and got some food and then sat on the fountain. at that point, i kind of realized that i didn’t really care about the other youtubers, i just wanted to be spending time with you. and we held hands, and then kissed, and looked at the stars.’

dan and phil at the halloween gathering part 1 

dan and phil at the halloween gathering part 2 (5:07 you can see them sat on the fountain. they show up other times too)

another one 

another one 

‘and when we can’t be together, all the hundreds of hours of skype calls that we’ve had have made me eight million times happier.’

skype calls. 

talked on skype often, but they still posted about missing each other.

dan tweets about phil coming to see him at his parent’s house:

‘we might just want to zzz’ aww

‘and all our manchester days, and watching avatar in 3d, and kissing in 3d glasses..’

‘you are the best person in the world’

and this was posted 2 hours before the tweet:

and thats it. as you can see everything phil mentioned on the video, happened.

if it was a prank why keep it up on phil’s side channel for a year and a half? and why freak out after it had leaked? they went directly to the fans that found it and asked them to keep it quiet, it just made it more obvious. they make everything they can to put down every vday video posted. phil cant act, so how did he manage to pull that love look? why so much work into a simple prank video? why include references that no one would have understood at the time? april fool’s day is on april 1 not on valentine’s day. and you can see the way they make pranks by watching danandphilcrafts.

Yuri!!! on ICE - A bit of supplementary Figure Skating info

I couldn’t help it, I started making a quick reaction post for the first episode and it turned into some sort of guide/pointing out details…This is some background knowledge about the real-life skating world that made the first episode more enjoyable for me, and I hope that by sharing this with my fellow anime fans some people might also smile at all the little details and references that the animators put in - because they really did their research.

(This kind of turned into an essay, but…)

If you want to know more about what makes Victor so amazing (“Quad what-now? What does 300-whatever points even mean?”), why Yuri actually is pretty-darn admirable (“But he failed! And split up with his coach! That’s not a cool MC!”), and allusions to real-life situations/people, read ahead. I’ll split it up into sections: 

  1. The Grand Prix Final - what Yuri and Victor’s scores mean,
  2. Yuri’s hometown situation=reality of Japan small town, 
  3. Victor’s jaw-dropping World Championships program - is it really that special? (Yes, it is.)
  4. Victor-Yuri = Plushenko-Yuzu? (connecting similarities here)

GPF - let me tell you the numbers

  • Of the dozens of Men’s Singles skaters, only 6 people make it to the Grand Prix Final each year. They’re chosen based on a point system. The simplest way to get to the GPF is to win both of your assigned Grand Prix competitions. If you get 2nd place, 3rd place, etc., things start getting complicated. I won’t go into details, but basically, getting into the GPF is already a pretty big deal. Yuri is actually pretty amazing. 

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Lovers From The Past (G-Dragon Scenario) - Part 11

Archived | Posted December 5, 2015

Shit is about to go down, people. Prepare yourselves~!! This is on of the longest parts so far of the series, just so you know haha. Hope you’ll like it and enjoy~ ^^

Summary: You knew what you had to do. The time had come…

[Part 1] [Part 2] [Part 3] [Part 4] [Part 5] [Part 6] [Part 7] [Part 8] [Part 9] [Part 10] [Part 11] [Part 12] [Part 13] [Part 14] [Part 15] [Part 16] [Part 17] [Part 18] [Part 19] [Part 20] [Part 21]

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Lovers From The Past (G-Dragon Scenario) - Part 20

Archived | Posted December 27, 2015

Only one part left after this one TT____TT I’m so sad that it’s almost over! I still hope that you’ve enjoyed this series, darlings, because I’ve had so much fun while working on it ^^ Hope you’ll like it and enjoy~

Summary: Could this finally be the end of Min Jae’s constant tries to ruin your life?

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George and Olivia Harrison, screen capped from Living in the Material World and The Beatles’ “Real Love” video.

“I fell for her immediately. She is a very calming influence. She has been very supportive and we are blissfully happy together. I told her I didn’t want her doing all that typing. We started going with each other, and four years later we married.” - George Harrison, quoted in The Mirror, 1 December 2001

Q: “You met your wife, Olivia, at the end of what seems to have been a pretty low period for you personally - 1974.
George: Yeah, well after I split up from Pattie, I went on a bit of a bender to make up for all the years I’d been married. If you listen to ‘Simply Shady’, on Dark Horse, it’s all in there - my whole life at that time was a bit like [laughing] Mrs. Dale’s Diary [a now defunct British radio soap opera].”

Q: “Were you going down fast?”
George: “Well, I wasn’t ready to join Alcoholics Anonymous or anything - I don’t think I was that far gone - but I could put back a bottle of brandy occasionally, plus all the other naughty things that fly around. I just went on a binge, went on the road… all that sort of thing, until it got to the point where i had no voice and almost no body at times. Then I met Olivia and it all worked out fine. There’s a song on the new album, ‘Dark Sweet Lady’: ‘You came and helped me through/When I’d let go/You came from out the blue/Never have known what I’d done without you.’ That sums it up.” - Rolling Stone, 19 April 1979

Q: “Was it love at first sight?”
Olivia: “Pretty much. We felt it in our hearts from before we met. Even on the phone, we seemed to have some understanding, like you do when you meet the right person. And he was a charmer, such a charmer!” - The Sun, 2009

“The silence of George’s absence in our lives is deafening. […]
I love you, George. The joys, sorrows, lesson and love we shared are more than enough to fill my heart until we meet again.” - From “A Few Words About George” by Olivia Harrison, Harrison by the editors of Rolling Stone, 2002

“We had these whole 30 years together and then at the end you’re able to just decant that time. We spent that summer [of 2001] together and we had so much fun. It’s amazing, you know. It’s the end of your life, here’s the conversation. ‘I hope I wasn’t a bad husband.’ ‘Well, I hope I was an okay wife,’ you know. 'How did we do? How did we do?’ And, and then you think, 'I’m so glad. I’m so glad that we just kept walking this path together.’ And all those other things that came and went, we just swatted and batted away between us, you know.” - Olivia Harrison, Living in the Material World

“I worked hard at it all and the results pulled me out from under the cool shadow of sadness. I admit I have had a pretty amazing 10 years. It goes without saying, but I’ll say it anyway, that not in a million years would I have made that trade. I have to thank George for my life with him and oddly enough, for with my life without him.” - Olivia Harrison, Huffington Post, 3 October 2011

“'I am still having a relationship with him, but it is just not a physical relationship any more. And the sooner one comes to terms with that, the easier it is, rather than feeling George has gone and he is never coming back.’ Does she communicate with him? ‘I don’t really want to get into all that. That’s a dodgy question to answer because people might think… I don’t know if you have ever had anybody go who you have loved? Well, you do feel in communication with them because you feel so deeply in your heart that if you say a prayer, it goes straight to them.’

Olivia says that, towards the end, when he knew he was dying, her husband would comfort her by saying: ‘Olivia, you’ll be fine, you’ll be fine.’ And is she? ‘Fine is OK, but it is not really good enough, is it? But George was right, I am fine and I am OK, although I will miss him until my dying day. But he walked his road and now I have to walk mine.’” - The Telegraph, 24 January 2005

“I ask Olivia what she would say to George now. She pauses.
'I hope I told you everything. I hope I told you how wonderful you are.'” - The Times, interview conducted by Helen Rumbelow, 24 September 2014 [Thank you very much fo friarparksoulclub for sharing this article.]

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Hi all!

I’m opening up slots for G1 Seeker plushies! I haven’t had time to make a prototype, but I’ve included a preliminary sketch. I’m not a very good 2D artist, so please refer to the Ratchet and Wheeljack plushies vs their sketches, to see how much better the finished product will look, and to get an idea of what the Seekers will look like in the end :3

This ended up as a very long post of info, so everything you need to know is under the cut!

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CARYL Angst Almost Always Pays Off - Coming Up in 5B!

CARYL is a truly deep emotional connection at its core, based on unconditional understanding, unconditional acceptance, unconditional devotion and is one of those rare relationships that are devoid of expectations on either side and thereby don’t require a “traditional” definition to justify its existence.

The majority of what is shared between them is non-verbal, non-physical and built through an array of subtle, soft gestures, body language cues and an intricate communication system where so much is said through eye contact alone.

That in itself speaks volumes to how close Carol and Daryl truly are - in fact theirs is one of those rare dynamics that had reached “duality” for the audience without an actual physical or direct verbal confirmation of their “togetherness”.

Admittedly it’s not your typical TV romance with all kinds of overblown “aww” instances with dramatic, overstated emotional displays of a guy and girl dancing around the inevitable love-making and hurt-inducing break ups BUT the lack of all that chivalry and cheesiness, coupled with such raw angsty vulnerability and deeply life-changing potential is what could make their love story timeless and once-in-a lifetime.

The lack of the physical is what ultimately heightens the emotional depth and creates an atmosphere of “expectation” for the pair, which makes the relationship all the more appealing and enthralling to watch. The anticipation alone and the semblance of significance each of their moments carry, transforms their dynamic as one that has the potential to both surprise and continuously long for at the same time.

We’ve all seen the typical TV “love” stories and the “hook ups” that supposedly make sense on paper BUT connections like the one cultivated by Carol and Daryl are indeed quite rare in a lot of ways - none more obvious than the fact both their personal worlds and the one they are living in make their success and fruition to be very unlikely to begin with.

They entered the apocalypse “damaged” and while the destruction of normalcy downgraded other people’s lives, theirs were strangely uplifted and empowered within it in terms of finding their niche BUT while socially their “status” improved, their emotional states only became more complicated and difficult to maneuver.

Learning to love and be close to someone is difficult enough but trying to navigate it after deep emotional damage inflicted by those who said “they loved you”, all the while literally running for your life 24/7 is a task with enormous emotionally taxing complications one needs to be ready for.

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Letters never sent

Summary: Phil writes dan letters, but he never sends them
Warning: none!
Word count: 1.5k
An: I’ve posted this before but I deleted it so it’s back.
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October 20th, 2009
Dear Dan,
You had to leave yesterday, and as I sat in the tube riding back to my flat, I might have cried. I’m sorry I was so nervous when you got here, I just didn’t know what to do. We had been talking so much over fuzzy Skype calls it was amazing to see you in person. On The Eye I was dying inside because I liked you and really hoped you liked me too and when you kissed me my heart felt like it flipped over and it had never done that before. I miss you already and its only been 12 hours. Yes I have been counting, and I regret nothing. Please come back soon so we can sit on my couch with ice-cream and watch spirited away or totaro over and over again. Or not watch the movies, if you get what im saying XD.
I miss you bear
-Phil

January 30th, 2010
Dear Dan,
Hey! Today is my birthday! Thank you for everything you sent, its awesome. I have an idea that you may or may not be down with. We should move in together. I have my own flat here in Manchester, as you know, and even if you just wanted to stay for a week to see what its like I’m ok with that! I was looking through our Skype call logs earlier today and noticed that we spent 11 hours and 39 minutes talking last monday. Thats most of the day! Time really flies when I’m talking to you I hope you know that, and I really hope you say yes to moving in with me so I can hear your voice all day long. I hope you can come down soon bear.
I miss you so much.
-Phil

February 14th, 2010
Dear Dan,
You are in India and I had five hours with nothing to do so I made you something. Ill just text you the link.
Please come back soon bear.
-Phil

April 22, 2010
Dear Dan,
YOU SAID YES TO MOVING IN WITH ME!!!! This is probably the greatest day of my whole life. I spent all week getting the house ready for you! I even cleaned the bathroom, and I haven’t done that since, well, I moved in. I cant wait till were staying up till 3, laying on my couch, maybe cuddling, watching attack on titan whenever we want. 2 More days bear, 2 more days.

December 9th, 2011
I havent written to you in a while have I? I have something to confess, I am falling deeply in love with you, and i never told you till just now. The fans are starting to suspect, well, they’ve suspected this whole time, and I feel like I’ve been lying to them this whole time by not telling them. I know you want to keep it a secret, but its hard not to grab your hand in public, or kiss you while we wait on the platform for the train back to my parents house for the holidays. I mean, I dont think telling our parents is enough sometimes. I want to tell the world how much I love you, but I’m to scared to tell you. I feel like I’m rambling on about nothing, but I also feel like this is very important. I don’t know anymore.
Well, I love you bear.
-phil

September 22, 2012
Dan,
You stormed out today. I didn’t mean to upload the valentines video from so long ago, I didn’t even hover over it for christ sake. I went to upload a new video that I spent all day editing and youtube glitched and uploaded that one to the public. I promise I didn’t mean to. Please don’t leave me Bear. You are my world and I couldn’t deal with losing you, because of some stupid mistake that technology made. I love you more than anything in this world and I hope you know that.
I cant lose you Bear
-phil

December 25, 2013
Dear Dan,
I’m writing this to you after you have gone to bed. I finally said those 3 words I’ve been scared to say for so long. Daniel James Howell, I love you more than anything on this earth. And you know what made me the happiest when I said those 3 little words with such an important meaning? You grabbed my face and kissed me and whispered onto my lips, “I’ve been waiting to hear those words since the say I got off the train platform”
I don’t know why I was so afraid to say it, I guess i thought you would leave. Well if id known id get this reaction i would of said it earlier. You are my life.
Sleep well bear
-Phil

July 19, 2014
Dan,
While I was at Tesco a girl came up
to me and pointed out I was wearing your jacket. She then continued to start shaking and made a noise like a mouse or something. I think she said “phan is real” as she walked off, but I’m not 100% sure. More and more people are suspecting us Bear, and its not gonna be long before we are caught doing that will out us to the world.
Well, what ever, i love you bear.
-Phil

March 23, 2015
Dan,
I want to marry you. I mean hell (sorry) we’ve been together for 6 years, and I’m 28 years old. I think I’m ready, and I hope you are too. I’ve been thinking about it for a while now and I want you to know that I love you more than I love myself. Daniel James Howell, you are my everything, and my only.
Please say yes Bear
-Phil

June 26th, 2016
Daniel James Howell (and in a few months, Howell-Lester)
YOU SAID YES. I know I decided I wanted to marry you so long ago, but I only got the guts to ask you today. Sitting out on the same fountain as we did that Halloween in 2009, I was physically shaking, and I could tell that you noticed. And when Louise sent Darcy out you looked so surprised and confused, I almost laughed, but the nerves prevented me from do just that. Oh and little Darcy, she did so good! She ran up to you and yelled “Uncle Dan!” and gave you a big hug, then handed you the little box, and ran right back to Louise and Matt, just like she was supposed to. You looked at me with tears in your eyes, and you knew exactly what was coming. I stumbled as I got on one knee, and you chuckled, while I blushed uncontrollably. You hadn’t even opened the box, and you said yes. You didn’t even let me stutter through the 4 short, but life changing words, you impatient bastard. This is the happiest I’ve been in a while.
We are forever, Bear
-Phil

December 7, 2023
Dan,
Katherine Elizabeth Howell-Lester. Our own baby girl. Our child to take care of and protect from the boys that will break her fragile little heart when she’s older, our own child to cradle when she has a bad dream at 4 am, our own child to walk down the isle when she meets her perfect match. Our own child to teach not to be a huge ass to people of other race, religion, or beliefs. You’re gonna have to cut down on the cursing though, I mean she’s 3, and you know how kids that age repeat everything. She’s so perfect Dan, just like you.
We have a little Bear cub now I guess.
-Phil

Phil thought he had been carful when hiding the letters he never sent, but obviously not careful enough, because when Dan was packing up the flat when they moved out of the city, he found the little box that was hidden under the mattress. When Phil went to open the box again, to relive some memories, he found a little note on top of the rest, the scrawl not matching his own.

February 26th, 2025
Dear Phil,
All of these years I have loved you more than anything, excluding Kat. When we weren’t together, back in 2009, I hated not seeing you. All these years later, finding that you’ve had these letters you never gave me fills me with so much love and hope. Hope for us, for Kat, for everything we’ve been through together. If I had known you had loved me for so long, I would of married you sooner. It kinda upsets me that we didn’t come out to YouTube sooner, I mean, they were so supportive of us! And now that our baby is in school, and now that we have so many friends, I’m genuinely the happiest I’ve ever been. Thank you for everything, and I love you so much. Nothing in the world compares to the love I have for you and out “bear cub”.
I wish you had shown these to me sooner, Lion.
-Dan

PLL TIMELINE AND ITS FAULTS - UPDATED ? ?

A WHILE AGO I DID A POST ON MY TAKE ON THE PLL TIMELINE. I HAVE DECIDED TO REVAMP AND ADD TO IT SO HERE GOES:

  • Before Sept 2009 = Pre season 1. This covers the Marion and Cece stuff and Noels Halloween party in 2008. This is shown in flashbacks and the first secret. This would be prior to and including the liars freshman year of high school.
  • Sept 2009 - Sept 2010 = Pre season 1. This is when Ali goes missing. Aria goes to Iceland, Hanna looses weight. This is explained in the pilot. It would be the liars sophomore year of high school.
  • Sept 2010 - Nov 2010 = Season 1. This is when Aria returns from Iceland, a body is found under the gazebo and A starts tormenting the liars. This is the first half of the liars junior year of high school.
  • Nov 2010 - March 2011 = Season 2. This is still in the same school year as S1 - the liars junior year. We find out Mona is A and she goes into Radley.
  • Sept 2011 – November ish 2011 = Season 3. This is when Alison’s grave is dug up. she has been missing for 2 years. The Emily/Nate/Lyndon thing happens and we also start all that redcoat stuff. This is the start of the liars senior year. The last known date we have for season 3 is the Halloween episode “This is a dark ride” so October and just after.
  • October 2011 - Nov 2011 = Season 4. Still just into the liars senior year. This covers more redcoat stuff, Tippy, Ravenswood, Ezra’s reveal, Spencers pill addiction, Ezra Getting shot, Shana dying and Alison revealing all. 
  • November 2011 to December 2011 = Season 5A. still just into the liars senior year. This covers Alison’s return home and the Bethany Young stuff. We have Thanksgiving and the Christmas episode to take us up to the end of 5A.
  • March 2012 - ? = Season 5B. This is into the second half of the liars senior year. It starts 3 months after Mona’s murder.

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NOW HERE ARE SOME PLOT HOLES I HAVE FOUND:

  • In 4x21 in Ezra’s Journal it says Aria spent 3 years in Iceland and also. the girls regrouped after a few years. (not just 1 year)
  • Aria found out about Byron’s affair in October 2008 (In the first secret which was Noels Halloween party 2008) A sends Ella a message in Sept 2010 saying Aria knew about if for a year but it would have actually been 2 years. Aria even says to Ella that she had known for a year.
  • What is the real date of Alison’s disappearance. Sept 1 like Toby’s tattoo or Sept 6/7 2009 when labour day was in 2009
  • Also Tom and Isabell’s wedding save the date seen in October 2010 in episode 2x8 said the wedding was Nov 2011 (ashley even said “your getting married in 6 weeks”) They wed in over my dead body 2x12 only 4 episodes later. I guess that could’ve been a typo.
  • In October 2010 Ashley makes the comment that Hanna hat previously gotten up at 3 in the morning to watch the royal wedding - which did not happen until April 2011.
  • Ashley and Wilden did something in October 2008 after he drove her home when she had too much to drink (They were recorded on the NAT videos which got hidden by Alison in late 2009)  But in the Sept 2010 Ashley tells Hanna that Ella didn’t know about her divorce. So either Ashley was seeing Wilden before her divorce or she kept her divorce a secret for longer.
  • Hanna talks to Ashley in the first secret about Tom leaving them - Hanna tells Ashley that Tom’s new lover is ugly with fat legs. But then Hanna does not meet Isabel and Kate until late 2010 (s1 after she crashes Sean’s car)
  • Ashley got the job at the bank in ”the first secret” set in Oct 2008 and Mrs potter made her annual appearance at the bank in Oct 2010. It is implied that Ashley sees her every year, but she would only have seen her 2 maximum 3 times. Then her grave says she died in 2011. I guess this could be a typo too!!
  • Toby graduated from police academy in less than 1 month!!
  • The movie “frozen” was referenced. It came out in 2013 but it was only 2011 in PLL time (thanks to cccashmoney for pointing this out)
  • In 5x20 Hanna & Emily dance to “Bang Bang” the song was released in 2014 but it was only 2012 in PLL time.

Can anyone add to this list?

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I ALSO JUST WANTED TO RECORD THE MAIN CHARACTERS BIRTHDAY OR BIRTH YEAR:

Alison: June 6, 1995

Aria: July 22, 1994

Emily: November 19, 1994

Hanna: March 6, 1995

Spencer: June 12, 1994

Ezra: 1988

Paige: May 18, 1994

Maya: April 10, 1994

Caleb: 1993

Toby: March 19, 1994

Mona: Ovtober 8, 1994

Jenna: October 17, 1995

Cece: 1988

Bethany: July 19, 1992

Noel: 1994

Shanna: 1994

Holden: 1993

Lucas: 1993-1994

Mike: July 29, 1996

Melissa: 1988

Jason: 1988

Ian: March 23, 1985

Garret: October 18, 1986

Wren: 1988

Meredeth: 1987

Jessica: March 8, 1965

Kenneth: Febuary 17, 1963

Byron: May 14, 1967

Ella: 1972

Wayne: ?

Pam: April 27, 1968

Ashley: 1964

Tom: 1962

Veronica: September 30, 1969

Peter: Febuary 4, 1967

Marion: 1962


I hope this helps with any possible or impossible twin theories.These are a rough guide only. I got these birthdays off of the pll wikia.

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EDIT:

I have since found some other timelines i like and thought I would link them here because I find all analysis of the timeline helpful

spencersbarn summer 2009 timeline here

pllsleuth timeline here

the only problem I have with these is that the days do not match the 2009 calendar. But we can’t get to technical it is just a tv show

Applauding Allkpop’s effort to incite fan war

The evolvement of the conflict between iKONIC and Shinhwa Changjo has been really odd.

For a very brief background, the underlying cause was due to clash of iKON’s merchandise colour with Shinhwa Changjo’s identity. The so-called war spiraled off from some senseless jokes on SHCJ’s part and some misunderstanding that a fantroll of an iKONIC thought to be malicious doings of SHCJ. It eventually progressed to K-fans of both sides apologising to each other.

Usually things would have ended there. But oddly, it hadn’t. On the international front, the war is still on-going with a shift in focus.

Insults went to individual Shinhwa members. Eric’s statement was being taken out of context. Junjin got flamed on his IG account for tagging “Orange” on his recent post which he usually did too for his other post. And these insults against the oldest on-going band in Korea was not just from international iKONICS, but international fans from a few fandoms.

I saw one K-fan commented this is the exact reason why Korean fans dislike international fans; because we don’t understand their culture. The amount of unjust I felt at that statement…

I was chatting with 3 of my friends when one of them suggested for us to avoid reading hate comments because there is really no point in whatever explanation we tried to convey. Suddenly this talebearing website was brought up among one of the site we should avoid, thus solving the mystery in my mind regarding the aberrant extension and expansion (inclusion of more fandoms) of the conflict.

Allkpop.

I am sure we are not the only fandom that is familiar with how they victimized and wronged K-Pop idols in order to generate traffic and discussions. Not too long ago they twisted Dongwan’s word. I was intrigued then; now I am enraged.

The article on Dongwan was nothing compared to this one. Malicious lies, twisted facts, one-sided presentation and best of all – published after things started to die down for the two fandoms (19 December 2015 @ 11:06 pm).

Twisted Fact 1: Dragging idols not involved into the picture

The article started with a glaring title that alleged 2 of the Shinhwa members “have something to say” on the recent colour conflict.

Shinhwa’s Junjin’s recent IG post was being quoted. With just one single post, anyone will conclude it is related to the recent saga since he tagged “Orange” in it.

HOWEVER, THIS IS SOMETHING JUNJIN DOES EVER SINCE STARTING HIS IG ACCOUNT!

The word “Orange” is very evident in many of his IG posts! They can be posted more than 20 weeks before the conflict. As much as non-fans and SHCJ want to think Junjin’s post is about the saga, it is not! The number of people misled by allkpop and leaving hate comments on his IG account was plentiful.

Twitsted Fact 2: Misrepresenting the colour of light stick

The author very cleverly showed an inaccurate colour of Shinhwa Changjo with a light stick and claimed on her post that iKON’s light stick “colour is different from Shinhwa’s lightstick”, as can be seen from her picture attached below (left).

The author used the official picture of iKon’s light stick, but did not do the same for Shinhwa. I can’t confirm if the light stick she used for Shinhwa is even an official one. I might be wrong since I hadn’t followed Shinhwa’s every concert, but it definitely is not the light sticks for “WE” anniversary concert or “WE_SHINHWA” finale concert 2015 (above, right).

In addition to that, she easily manipulated the colour of the light stick. Thanks SyaN for explaining and demonstrating (post below).

Ingenious technique to make people other than iKONICS and Shinhwa changjo take side, right at the start of her article.

Why she did that? Because the conflict would last longer. As far as I understand from someone I know working in online media, site traffic ensures a ready stream of advertisers.

Twisted Fact 3: Translation of Eric’s words

I don’t even feel like elaborating on this because I said it before in my previous post on Allkpop <Link to Malicious Media>. Basically their way of translating put celebrities in a very bad light (it makes them sound very rude).

Translation from Soompi: “Dear junior groups. Orange has been the colour of Shinhwa Changjo since our debut in ‘98. If possible, please avoid orange. See you next year during our activities next year. Sincerely, from Shinhwa’s Eric.”

Translation from Allkpop: “Hoobaenims, orange has been Shinhwa Changjo’s colour since ‘98 when we debuted. Please avoid orange if possible. Let’s meet next year when we promote. From Shinhwa’s Eric.”

Since my post is not about Shinhwa Changjo and Orange, I’ll leave that out. Anyway most of the more understanding international fans had already shown acknowledgement of the symbolic meaning “Orange” has to SHCJ (only left with some who insist on taking the issue out of the k-pop fandom context).

One-sided Representation 1: Leaving Shinhwa Dongwan’s comment out

Near the end of the article the author wrote - “Both Eric and Junjin have been criticized for not addressing the matter of Shinhwa Changjos trending a sexual comment toward iKON.”

Allkpop had been so quick to pick up on Dongwan’s post the previous time; I don’t believe this wasn’t intentionally omitted.

Extract of translation to the idol’s FB post (Cr:  Soompi):

“I sincerely apologize for all sexually harassing comments that were directed towards junior groups from accounts connected to the name of Shinhwa or Shinhwa Changjo, no matter what the reason or where they originated from. I hope that Shinhwa Changjo will be respectful of junior groups’ fandoms in the future so that this sort of incident does not occur again.” <Link>

Very bluntly, even in a family, the mum and dad will play different roles. There is no need for every member in a band to address their fans’ wrongdoings.

Eric is the leader. He is the protector to Shinhwa and Shinhwa Changjo for nearing 2 decades.

Dongwan is known for being strict and stern to his fans. He is the one scrutinizing fans’ behavior (which made him a victim of allkpop few months ago).

Junjin…how did he even get involved here? He is just the innocent 2nd maknae. Oh right…I forgot. The author mercilessly dragged him into the saga.

It is comforting to know at least Shinhwa Changjo have Dongwan who wouldn’t even hesitate to reprimand their actions and keep them in check. Not every band has a Oppayam to do that for the fans.

Food for thought:

Before allkpop’s article, did anyone really criticize Eric and Junjun for not addressing the issue? Or is this sentence really to suggest that people should do exactly that, so that the life of this conflict can extend to the site’s advantage?

One-sided Representation 2: Myopic account of the incident

It is hard to ignore the fact that this was published after the Korean fans have apologies to each other. Although the misconduct the author reported was by k-fans and not international fans, international fans still got manipulated to continue with the fight.

It is a given that in every conflict between fandoms, there are fans that go overboard from both side and also fans from both side approaching the conflict in a peaceful manner.

Only the trending “sexual comment” was mentioned. In addition the author mentioned an accusation that many of Shinhwa Changjo said they did not see. Given the credibility of the author, I really considered that being made-up, or maybe just one SHCJ’s comment which the author made as if the entire Shinhwa Changjo fandom was saying it.

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Before ending this, I would like to apologies to iKON and iKONICS, as well as explain the “sexual comments” I understood from 2 of my Orange Sisters who understand Korean more than I do. There were 2 sexual things involved in the conflict. The first one being an iKONIC’s joke about a condom being one of iKON’s official merchandise, which was later mistook as SHCJ’s comment. The second one was of course, the trending hashtag. Shinhwa Changjo are most definitely are at fault for that tasteless joke. But it wasn’t like what the author made it out to be.

The “eunuchs” tag started off from some K-SHCJ who remembered a past event in k-pop fandom history that people should not messed with SHCJ (our pioneers SHCJ were known to be one of the hardest to deal with fandom. Have since toned down after 2 decades).

Not all K-SHCJ were for it and some have reprimanded their fandom. But by the time, some iKONICS already noted the tags. Many didn’t know what eunuchs meant so they tweeted questions asking what “iKon eunuchs” is. As both fandoms tweet, the tag started trending.

A fandom should be responsible for every of their fans actions so I would like to apologies. I really hope like the k-iKONICS, the international fans will forgive us on this.

P.S: I had long refused to contribute to the traffic of allkpop. I am hoping that more people would do that to discourage them from taking advantage of k-pop idols. If not,at least be aware of how “responsible” their authors are when reading their article.

P.S.S: Special thanks to @hearts-shinhwa, @evilbtha & @ployshinhwa for various reasons relating to the post xD

The Prodigal Son

To promote my upcoming story “The Devil We Know,” which takes place over Thanksgiving weekend 2015, I wrote a small prequel drabble. Enjoy! <3


Eight years, 17 inches, 99 kishin souls, and one witch soul didn’t make the prospect of a large family Thanksgiving any less nerve wracking than when he was a short, lonely preteen. Hell, it actually made it worse. Soul Eater Evans was a Deathscythe now, a public figure who slaughtered demons for a living, someone who was bound to be the center of attention at some point during dinner. So many questions. Not enough turkey.

Perhaps if he called more, if he reached out to them instead of putting it off year after year, Soul wouldn’t feel so apprehensive.

When he announced his plan to attend Thanksgiving to his family over the phone, his dad’s voice rumbled something unintelligible, sort of like a great dane growling to acknowledge the presence of another dog. To Soul’s recollection, that was one of the more positive interactions he had had with his father. But his father’s warmish-welcome over the phone didn’t assuage his doubts.

What if eight years was too long to be away? What if the bridges Soul burned eight years ago when he left for Shibusen just couldn’t be rebuilt?

A spike a fear twanged in his wavelength, but it calmed as Maka gave his hand a gentle squeeze.

Soul couldn’t allow himself to forget what this trip was for, not even for a second. He had ended eight years worth of procrastination for a reason. The moment he lost sight of that reason, lost sight of what really mattered, was the moment Soul would truly lose and become a snotty, contemptuous Evans.

Though the pair had only just parked his motorcycle in the drive and dismounted, Soul could see vague silhouettes shifting beyond the curtains in the house’s front windows. The family must have spotted his bike coming down the drive, but instead of coming out onto the porch to greet him, they were pretending that they hadn’t noticed his arrival yet, quietly waiting for him to make the first move. In a way, their reticence was comforting. It reminded Soul that this was going to be anxiety-inducing for everyone, not just him.

When Soul had finally resigned himself to taking Maka’s hand and trudging up the front steps, the door burst open. Wes Evans, as tall, resplendent, and absolutely cocksure as Soul remembered him, appeared in the doorway. Almost immediately, the brothers sported matching grins. Wes bounded off the porch. When he scooped up Soul in a hug, he held him so tightly that he lifted him off the ground.

“You little shit,” Wes said, smiling with his teeth. “You finally decided to get over your feelings of childhood inadequacy and visit me in person.”

Though the comment was made in jest, it was a little on the nose. However, Soul felt too elated to care. That feeling of soaring and reunion continued as Wes moved onto Maka, the second guest of honor.

“So this is the extremely formidable and equally lovely Maka Albarn. It’s custom in Death City to kiss people on the mouth when you meet them, right?” Wes asked with a cocky smile.

The joke would have earned anyone else a chop to the skull, but Maka laughed. Wes’ enthusiasm and charm were infectious that way. Soul never understood how Wes was accepted by others so effortlessly. Maybe by the end of the trip, he’d learn how.

“Let me prep you before I throw you to the wolves,” Wes said, grabbing Soul by the shoulders. “First, hug Mom for a long time, but without calling attention to all the tears. Hug Dad too, no matter how many disgusted noises he makes. He’ll secretly be over the moon. Don’t hug Aunt Annette if you don’t want to feel her new boobs, trust me. Nick’s not here–Hallefuckinglujah!–but Seth is in full moody teenager mode, so beware. Oh, and Merricat is attached to Uncle Auggie’s hip. She’s shy, and she hasn’t met a weapon before, so just be gentle and she’ll warm up. And you!”

Wes let go of Soul to turn to Maka. “Gear up the five most embarrassing stories you have of your dear Deathscythe navigating puberty. We all have a lot of catching up to do.”

His brother put his arm around both Soul and Maka’s shoulders. “This is going to be the best Evans Thanksgiving in years. Know why?” he announced. “Because the Evans brothers are back together, for good.”

The Evans brothers only enjoyed four blissful days together before they were irrevocably ripped apart forever.

Please read ‘The Devil We Know’ when it posts on December 19!

i doubt this will ever be seen… but i’m gonna try to put it all out there.  taylorswift​ today i learned some really unsettling stuff about my family and childhood.  basically, there was way more abuse between my dad and my mom than i realized and i blocked a lot of my early childhood from my memory, i remember less than i’m supposed to because it was so bad.  thank god i don’t remember though, because i don’t want to remember if it was that bad… judging by what i do remember, it’d have to be REALLY bad.

anyway… this whole thing has got me thinking about the people and things that mean a lot to me.  your music has helped me a lot to vocalize things about the abuse i’ve experienced… i remember the first time i heard dear john and felt like you ripped a page from the diary of my life… i thought of my dad.  an expert at sorry and keeping lines blurry, never impressed by me acing his tests.  that line will always mean more to me than i can explain.  it’s the essence of abuse actually… it’s really amazing that at 19 you were able to write it down in such a coherent way and release it into the world with your name on it, calling your abuser out by name in a really clever way where you could (and did) deny the name thing to protect yourself.  how brave!  i’ve always been so proud of you for that…  

but yeah, i remember singing tell me why so passionately on the bus on the way to school about my dad and a former friend of mine… this friend would tell me he loved me all the time and then insult me for fun.  he knew he hurt me, but he would do it all the time… i remember talking to a mutual friend about his abuse… and she was upset with him because he’d just said something so mean… and she sai “it’s like that line ‘you could write a bood on how to ruin someone’s perfect day’ that’s him!” and i was like “especially if he made the perfect day”  

i remember when it got real bad and my dad was in the worst mental place he’s been (i can’t elaborate in a post i want you to see because that’s too public… but if i’m chosen for loft 89, i want to tell you about this because i want you to know how much you’ve gotten me through) and he was so horrible… and i retreated to my room and would just blast mean on repeat screaming at my door “you have pointed out my flaws again as if i don’t already see them” and “i walk with my head down trying to block you out ‘cause I’ll never impress you” crying into my pillow about how i just wanted to feel ok again.  i changed the words from “about how i can’t sing” to “about how i’m nothing” because it fits so well in the song and to my specific situation… and i would just ask over and over again why he had to be so mean.

i remember the first time i heard red and was like “fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there’s no right answer.”  oh my god, did she just write a song about me and kyle (the friend i mentioned before)?”  and then i heard the album… and everything fell into place.  red, the album, helped me to make sense of that relationship so much.  i tried to write this giant song by song review of the album when it came out (i ended up not finishing because i ran out of steam during begin again because i wrote four full pages single spaced in my review of all too well), and it was all “this song reminds me of my friend kyle” because it was so him… from the weirdly unstable optimism of state of grace to the crushing fear and sadness of state of grace acoustic.  the entire album.  

i want to single out wanegbt because nothing satisfies me like imaging singing “we are NEVER EVER EVER getting back together” to him and watching his face… oh god… perfect.  especially with the 199 tour rock version… screaming “MUCH BETTER THAN MINE” at him would be incredible.  especially since you were a gig part of the way he abused me… at the end at least.  after high school i was lost for a bit and then taylor connect was launched at the end of 2009, and at the beginning of 2010, i found a life there.  i found friends and a support system… i found a community.  and he didn’t like that because before then, he was my community.  so he forbid me from speaking about you or anything that had to do with you.  so in this fantasy of singing wanegbt to him, “my music” is synonymous with “taylor swift” and it make it perfect.  

today, i have listened to clean all day… because my first best friend unfriended me on facebook (i corrected her on her language surrounding caitlyn jenner and apparently it wasn’t just ignorance, she meant to be transphobic and didn’t want to be friends with a trans person (me)) and i looked back on that relationship which was kind of horrible and i’m just… finally clean.  

but in my looking back at that relationship i remember walking home from the pool listening to back to december on repeat imagining she would say this to me.  i gave her all my love and all  she gave me was goodbye.  

today is just a reminder to me of how much your music has shaped my life and how grateful i am to have it.  you’ve given me words to describe the biggest and strongest emotions of my life.  most of it is applied to a completely different context, i take romantic songs and apply them to friendships or the relationship between me and my dad… and it’s so easy to do because you write the feeling so well.  so seriously, thank you for all of this and thank you for all of the music you’ve yet to write.  i’m so glad that i’ve had you in my life all these years… you’ve helped more than you could ever know…. but i needed to try and tell you.

**sorry this is so long, i started and i just couldn’t stop.  if you are reading this and you are not taylor, if you could reblog and tag her, it would mean a lot.  more than any other post i’ve written, i need her to see this.  the things i mention in this post are things i need/want her to know about… she deserves to know how much her music has helped me in standing up for myself and understanding the abuse i’ve faced.  thanks**

Lellyphant/Cishetfoleo is my abuser

I’m writing this as an explanation post.  Felia/Luca (Lucaiah) aka, tumblr user cishetfoleo (aka Gracen lellyphant) is my abuser.  

EDIT 10/15/15: I added some details about him lying about his race. They’re added at the end of the post.

EDIT 10/23/15: He’s now deleted but I know for a fact he will remake. [Here’s a post talking about him] and what to look out for, for when he does.

EDIT 11/19/15: I forgot to mention this earlier.  I did not read Felia’s callout post (simply because I didn’t want to give him the time of day) but I have had people tell me a few ridiculous accusations in it that I feel I need to address.  They’ll be addressed in [this post]

EDIT 6/23/16: I should’ve posted this earlier but Rocco has made a couple posts addressing Corrin’s lies about it [here] and [here]. Also I did a bit of trimming to the introduction of this post

EDIT 10/19/16: I decided to put testimonials from other users in an easy to access post [right here]

EDIT 6/17/17: I simply updated the intro line and added a title. This isn’t much in the ways of a callout post but really an explanation as to what actually happened and why things between me and Corrin ended up the way they did.


If you’re unfamiliar with him, here’s the past few URLS he used:

cishetfoleo, cometlucifers, ranpokitan, nyctolovely, lucaiah, ugeyudi, pupfierce, lellybirb, lellyphant, and marshmallowknight. 

He also ran the blog intersexcharacteroftheday (but it seems to be under new ownership) and was Mod Pika for ask-an-antisocial.

He changes his name often and past/current names include: Felia, Lucaiah, Corrin, Lovely, Nill, Henry, Rose, Ellie, Dove, and Gracen. 

Here’s a post that goes into more detail about him and past aliases: [Right this way]

And finally, another link to another callout made by another of his victims:  [Here]


Luca has abused me sexually, mentally and emotionally. He’s extremely manipulative, racist and ableist and frequently uses my disabilities and trauma and how it intersects with my race in order to demonise me. He is not someone to be trusted and I would suggest avoiding him at all costs.

This post is really long, but I’d appreciate it being reblogged to get the word out about him.  I don’t care what he or any of his friends have to say about this.  I don’t want to even interact with him anymore.  When we broke up, he said he wanted to forget I existed but he insists on beating a dead horse which is why I’m typing this out. I wish he’d hurry up and forget so I and my friends can move on with our lives.

I’m going to be honest and say that I don’t have screenshots.  A lot of what I’m talking about in this post happened/was said while we were together in real life so I can’t have screenshots for it.  So it’s a he-said/it-said situation and I’m gonna ask people to actually try and read what I have to say before saying I’m demonising my ex or something.

Trigger/Content warnings: #rape, #sexual assault #unsanitary #racism #antiblackness #transmisogyny #transphobia #misgendering #abuse #murder

TL;DR: Felia/Luca is sexually abusive (taking away my ability to properly consent to sexual activity), emotionally abusive (consistently put me into situations where I felt uncomfortable and kept me in a relationship I didn’t want to be in), racist and ableist. (uses my mental illnesses against me and how they intersect with my race) All of this is expanded upon below the cut.

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