and i will probably make much more of these

starrycottoncandy  asked:

Hi!! I don't really Have any specific requests, I'm just searching a good FF set in the canonverse world of Attack on titan: long, maybe a little angst and Levi and Eren being IC (!!!!) I was wondering if you maybe could suggest me some really good FF to read :) thank you very much! Kisses from Italy 😍

Hi! It’s always kind of a shock when we realise people from all over the world follow us. :’) <3 There are already lots of brilliant canonverse fics in our [canonera] tag, so feel free to check them out. Those aside, here are some more brilliant fanfics.

Summary: Eren is trying desperately to figure out what he wants. Levi knows all too well what he wants, and that he probably shouldn’t pursue it. (Make that definitely.) But temptation is a bitch, Levi is far from a saint, and Eren is way too hard to resist.

Placing Faith
Summary: Captain Levi Rivaille is second in command of the Survey Corps, a gang that is at constant war with the Military Police who, despite saying they act on behalf of the Crown and the people, are corrupt and violent with anyone who doesn’t fall in line. Even at twenty years old Levi is seen as one of the most powerful soldiers, with detached ruthlessness in his way of life. Which means that no one was expecting him to adopt a young eight year old boy named Eren, who is orphaned when the Survey Corps’ battle with the Military Police level the Shiganshina District.

Keep Your Distance
Summary: Levi didn’t enjoy beating Eren up in the courtroom, but he did what was necessary to help the Survey Corps bring Eren back to HQ to train his titan abilities. To Levi’s aggravation, neither he nor Eren seem capable of sleeping through a night without the other’s presence. However, what begins as forced proximity soon develops into something much deeper through shared warmth and whispered conversations late into the night.

Remembering You
Summary: Eren is a member of the Scouting Legion, a branch of the military tasked with surveying the lands outside the walls and killing titans. For as long as he can remember, he’s been there with his adopted sister, Mikasa, and best friend, Armin. After the brutal battle to reclaim Shiganshina, which resulted in the death of the commander and many members of the Legion, the outer walls are finally humanity’s once more.
      The titan threat seems to have cooled down in the last few years and humanity is gradually rebuilding. Life should be pleasant for the soldier, but he keeps having recurring dreams of flying through the forest on 3DMG chasing after a stranger. Who is this faceless stranger? And are the dreams portents of something to come or forgotten memories of a time past?


I Never Realized I Could Love a Character So Much Until I Met Charlie Smith

Why I love Charlie (An Incomplete List):
-He and Matteusz are the best relationship to occur on this planet, and probably the whole galaxy, they are what love and happiness looks like
-He can be so sweet and innocent and adorable
-More often than not, he knows the right thing to say
-He lost everyone he loved but he keeps protecting those around him and making sure they are happy
-He and Matteusz are so freaking adorable it makes my heart ache whenever I see them together

Basically, no post exists that could express how much I love Charlie, or Class, enough. I didn’t know I needed this show until I had it, and now I’ve fallen in love with it.


Dr. Aadland had never been much of a coffee drinker until he’d taken this job.

My (very last-second) entry for the Testing Maintenance contest!

I wish I could’ve done this whole scene because God, is it awesome, but I didn’t want to run out of time to enter! I’ll probably do a couple more pages at some point, though, because I really like how these came out! (I did change a bit from the original writing, because I wasn’t sure how to make it work in comic form.. I hope that’s okay–)

Episode 30 general impressions! I actually have very little to say except that Ymir does care and she cares a lot.

Why would she just go and potentially reveal herself to help a random guy she probably doesn’t know that much - at least we haven’t seen interact much with?

Sounds familiar and it’s sad.

Ymir is a very kind person underneath her snark and claims that she doesn’t care.

I also liked the added scenes with the 104th. It’s just a small additional thing to show the bond between them all. Gonna make certain reveals more painful.

The animation is still great - from the action scenes with the Dancing Titan to the Survey Corps arriving at the destroyed castle. I love the Vogel Im Käfig remix and the piano piece at the end of the episode.

It was a great episode - just keep it up for the rest of the episodes and we’re good.

Babs and Kori

So I’m just gonna say this, Can some people stop puting Barbara(Batgirl/Oracle) Kori (Starfire) as mortal enemies who are fighting Of Dick Grayson (Nightwing/Robin) Cause In all reality they probably Don’t even care, Like It’s so tiring seeing all these Starfire Vs Batgirl for dick grayson type of stuff. Starfire is her own character and Babs Is her own character as well. No need to put them again each other constenly, As much as I ship Dickbabs Over Dickkory, I’m not going around making Kori and Babs mortal enemies who are fighting over him on the constent or Trashing Kori cause I love her as her own character. As well If I shipped dickkori more than dickbabs, I wouldn’t be trashing babs either.

I truly want dc to make a crossover between Babs and starfire, It would honestly be amazing. Also With The whole who is “Dick Grayson’s True love” As much as I would like to say Babs, Comics are complicated, It depends on who writes him but Most likely Dick won’t get married in the main universe cause sometimes It doesn’t work that way at all. It is truly complicated.

But It is always fun Seeing Dickori and Dickbabs moments.

But for the the love of saturn stop it with the whole riverly situation.

Babs and Kori are smart women and I can promise you that they know better than fighting over A Man.

anonymous asked:

Uummm I was wondering what is your opinion on Ouma's beta?

I saw his beta designs yesterday and I love all three of them! Though the skeleton-hoodie one does make me laugh a bit… (Oh shit, it’s Ouma Undertale! etc. etc.)

The gothic design for the last two betas in particular is interesting–I really did like the nail polish bit, but maybe that’s because I’ve seen so many pieces of fanart with Ouma’s final design where he’s wearing nail polish. I also really like the heterochromia, even if it makes him look a little too much like a Monokuma gijinka (which is probably why they ditched the idea in the end).

Still, I think I do like the final design best in terms of what they were going for with Ouma’s role in the game. With his beta designs, it’s harder to get a sense of his clothes and design being more obviously coded for someone who’s supposed to play the villain; there’s not as many ragged tears and the chain on his shirt is gone, so the prisoner aspect is lost, too.

With the final design you get a much better sense of someone being built up to look bad, but whose clothes and appearance give off an obvious sense of poverty and disarray just under the surface. The switch from all-black to almost all-white was a good move too, I think. It’s a really good parallel to Saihara’s all-black ensemble, and it matches really well with the whole theme of “white lies” which is Ouma’s specialty.

All the beta Oumas are really, really cute though, and I love them. Beta designs can be a wild ride sometimes, so I’m glad Ouma actually had some good ones.

I hope they make a Persona 5 animation. I feel like Persona, even with its big release, still has a very small fanbase compared to many others. They are a loyal one, but I wish it had more recognition for the amount of work that is put into these games. I honestly was introduced to P4 because my friend told me to watch the anime back in high school. Then I decided to get in on persona 3 and 4 since he had a PS2 of which I bought it from him. (A worthy purchase. 👌)

Idk, I probably exaggerate, but there’s so much of Persona that makes it so good. I know it’s such a niche game. There’s so much dialogue, so much background story, sooooo much to get through in the first few hours. I can understand. But the games are so well written, the music is amazing, and the battle system is top notch for a turn-based RPG. Like it’s so fast paced. It actually feels nice to grind. I usually hate grinds because it’s so tedious, but Persona makes it so flashy and with the Social Links and everything, it makes it worthwhile too.

Idk, I’ve probably posted wayyy too much about Persona, but I really am happy I wasn’t disappointed. Especially for waiting so long. I hope we get to see more of Persona 5 as they did with Persona 4.

Also, again, Makoto is best girl. That’s all I gotta say.

anonymous asked:

I thought Bulma did know how to cook, didn't she used to make food for her and Goku when they were looking for dragonballs? Or was she using some sort of capsule?

Well, I do recall her serving Goku food when they first met (didn’t Goku hate coffee?), but, honestly, I can picture Bulma as someone who knows perhaps a few basic recipes and not much more. She’s filthy rich, so you just know she probably has a bunch of bots and chefs to prepare Vegeta’s meals, and her mom to bake desserts… She probably encapsulated lots of prepared meals during their trips (that’s actually how I pictured her in the fanfic I’m currently writing, where she cooks a simple breakfast and coffee but not very elaborated meals).

This question also makes me realize how damn lucky Vegeta was to end up with her. Can you imagine a woman who’s not rich feeding a Saiyan for years?

No wonder Chichi had to send Goku and Gohan fishing all the time…

Some Serious Updates

Requests: CLOSED (?)

I am trying to answer most of the reaction requests which I have in my inbox. There is a lot of them and to some I haven’t answered for many months

I am going to (most likely) delete any new reactions I get from now on, but my ask box is physically open in case you wanted to scream about something into my inbox, you are all welcome

I hate telling you I won’t acept any more requests, but I have so much in my inbox I really need to take care of them Y^Y


I will probably make a requests page sometime soon.
On this page you will see the requests I have gotten but not answered yet so you can see what has been already requested.

If you find an interest in a specific request you find there, feel free to spam my inbox so I can make it faster.
Just scream “MAKE REACTION NUMBER 345”, threats are acceptable but don’t go overboard

I will not be able to make reactions / answer questions for the whole summer!

So, I will post more rarely now because I’m trying to fill up my queue for the summer so it’s not like I don’t post anything while I’m gone~

Thank you for understanding ^0^

anonymous asked:

Is btown just trynna aesthetically please us now, like the storylines are getting so pshhh, it's just all about looks and set designs, not bad but i feel like 2.5 hours is too bloody long

Well, they have more money and better technology to spend on the aesthetics and art design of a film, so yes, they are definitely trying to do that lol

But Bollywood movies have always been long, and the movies you grew up with probably either had much thinner or much more convoluted plots (you had to throw in everything but the kitchen sink to cover 3 hours of running time, especially when the plot was just your standard ‘boy and girl are in love but can’t be together because blah blah blah but love wins out in the end’). So I’m just curious, what do you like about Bollywood and are you sure it isn’t at least partially tinted by nostalgia? Because the movies they’re making now might not all be to your taste, but a lot of them are far and away better than what’s come out the previous three decades, or at the very least no WORSE than past releases, so it’s really interesting to me when people say movies suck these days but then stan for movies from the 80s/90s/early 2000s (not that I’m saying you do, I don’t know your taste lol).

tl;dr I really don’t think Bollywood is any worse off than it ever was before, we just don’t have nostalgia glasses on to help us ignore new releases’ shortcomings.


Willow Rosenberg

I’m all sweaty and trapped, no memory, hiding in a pipe from a vampire… and I think I’m kinda gay.

Requested by @littleliefatpies
Happy 20th Anniversary to Buffy the Vampire Slayer!

Y’all know what I love so much about the mixtape?

It is now canon that at some point, Dean Winchester sat down and recorded all of that music, thinking very carefully what to put on it for Cas. Then he went and gave it to Cas.

Let me stress this, at some point Dean Winchester gave Castiel a gift and he was probably all grumpy about it and trying not to make a big deal out of it, but he still gave Cas something for his truck, something to remember him by when he is on the road. That is such a sentimental (dare I say romantic) gesture.

This fact is now canon and it opens the door to so many more scene like this.

There is so much more to their relationship than we get to see.

what they don’t always tell you about T within informed consent sheets, a better post

since the one going around is filled with blatant misinformation and exaggerated tales of horror to the point that i question whether its intent was good.

the first thing to expect, is that your experience will be unique. there are hundreds of factors to how hormones change your body, and while you will find people with experiences like yours, you will have a different experience. so while this is a general guideline, your experience may be that you don’t experience these things, or that you experience them with intensity. it’s so, so varied. 99% of the stuff they put on informed consent forms is prefaced with ‘YOU MIGHT -’. 

  1. regarding the smells, yes! you will smell different! that is a fact. the hormones are different in your body now, you will start to smell more like what you’d expect from people who have similar amounts of testosterone in their bodies. it can be a little weird, but it’s nothing that deodorant (and sometimes cologne, if you want!) won’t cover up and it’s nothing that’s abnormal and it’s nothing that every other human being doesn’t experience. everyone smells! you just happen to smell different than you used to.
  2. when facial hair grows, when hair everywhere else grows, you can get itchy. my face gets itchy, my head gets itchy, especially when it’s hot it can get frustrating, but it’s no cause for panic. some people might get itchier than others, but it’s just something you’ll deal with and it’s not all that bad. you’ll get used to it and think about it less and less as your body situates.
  3. binding, as with any thing you put on your chest, can cause acne! i’ve seen no difference in wearing sport bras and binders in regards to acne, i’m a DD chest, it’s just what happens when you sweat and compress your chest. having some acne between your boobs is normal, having some on your back is normal, just try to leave it alone and take showers (you can take showers without washing your hair every day if that’s an option!), it’ll be okay.
  4. as with, well, puberty, you’re going to have ups and downs of hunger. sometimes i can just never stop eating! sometimes i don’t feel hungry at all. it’s good to keep track of how much you eat generally and try not to overeat, but you might get cravings for more carb-heavy foods because puberty 2 takes a lot of energy for your body! eating more than normal is, well, normal. drinking a lot of water and things like orange juice can help even this out and it will benefit you in a lot of ways (like keeping your immune system healthy).
  5. your clit will probably grow. it can be kind of jarring, but it’s something you get used to, and everyone experiences this one with a WIDE range of difference. some people only get an inch or so in growth (mine is huge now and it’s still so weird but also so cool), some people can have their clit grow to much bigger! some people can feel their boners, some people get morning wood, and you might feel it in your pants and wearing tight underwear might not be the best in that case, try wearing boxers and loose clothes around the house as much as you can, as well as not wearing your binder too much.
  6. voice drops happen so suddenly you won’t even see them coming, but once the first one happens, you can get a feel for it. usually your voice cracks for a couple weeks/months, SUDDENLY gets deeper, levels off, then cracks again, repeat. it can be sudden, and it also creeps up on you. try keeping logs of your voice, you’ll be so shocked at the difference that only a few months can make! also, people around you will notice your voice changes before you do unless you’re constantly going back on old videos. 
  7. acne is inevitable. to what degree? totally dependent on the person. genetics and health play a big role. you’ll get acne in places you haven’t before, but eventually it will level out. it’s not going to be forever, you have to keep in mind this is second puberty and puberty means random and weird shit! like unfortunate acne! it will pass. try to ignore it as much as you can. 
  8. my period stopped at 4 months in. occasionally, i still get phantom cramps. not for very long usually, but you have to remember that your body has a rhythm, and you’re interrupting that. it’s going to take a while for it to switch gears! talk to your endo/doctor if your pains are excruciating to the point of hospitalization/etc because that can be a sign that something is wrong. also, you usually do blood tests every few months to make sure the hormones are working fine. my periods when i started T ranged from no pain at all and debilitating pain, and i’m someone who previously had extremely painful periods. this gets less common over time! 
  9. try not to do any drugs/alcohol before getting your blood tests done. my endocrinologist knows that i do have weed occasionally and so far that hasn’t been a problem but i think drinking is something you should avoid with blood tests coming up for your safety so they don’t report problems that aren’t there. you’re not going to get in trouble for any of this, you just need to tell them.
  10. every person has a different T dose. i take 100 every other week because of various things: my size, my weight, how the hormones already are in my body. i know some people who are on 200, some who are on 50 weekly, it depends on what your PROFESSIONAL DOCTOR thinks is safe for you, and they WILL adjust accordingly if the need arises between both of you. taking more T than you’re prescribed with the intention of getting quicker effects will actually slow the process and make your body produce more estrogen and can hurt you. you don’t want that! 
  11. it’s not shameful to set up appointments for your shots or not be able to do them yourself, and if you do them yourself it’s okay to mess it up. believe me, i have. every injection is different, but you get a feel for it and mess up less. they would not let you do it at home if it wasn’t safe enough. just watch videos, know what you’re getting into. getting blood drawn hurts more for me than my T shots. it’s okay that sometimes it takes you forever, or no time at all. T shots are your thing and your experience and your choice on how is the most comfortable for you. most doctors prescribe different injection sites based on what they think is best, all of them work. one person doing it in their leg doesn’t negate that it also works in the ass but if you’re told to do it one way, stick to that or talk it out with your doctor to come up with an alternative! the amount of blood that comes out of the injection site is different with each one, the angle is different, and i would HEAVILY SUGGEST sitting down for a while after a shot. one of my shots, i stood up right after and after about 5 minutes of walking i noticed oil just, coming out of the site and down my leg. it was horrible. gravity is your friend and also your enemy, use it wisely. the level of pain with each shot is different too, and remember that needles are supposed to only be put in something once. if you fuck up an injection and pull out too fast or anything, switch out the needle because if you don’t, the tip is more blunt (you probably won’t be able to tell with your plain eyes) and will hurt much more than the first time. shots are weird, each one is an entirely different beast but you’ll get it down. 
  12. T can make you more emotional. REMEMBER - puberty 2! it’s not going to turn you into a raging frothing beast, but if you’re already prone to anger, already prone to frustration, it’s going to happen! i’m prone to getting claustrophobic and stressed out, and T has made that worse, but over time i’ve come to manage it and over time it evens out and i experience it less and less. with hormones comes mood shifts. it’s perfectly reasonable and it’s easier than puberty 1, since you can see it coming and can calm yourself down easier and you know what’s causing it. i get frustrated more easily sometimes, but i sit down, breathe, and know that it’s the hormones, and it makes it SO MUCH easier to deal with.
  13. your genitals in general might get drier. might be the opposite. mine is the latter. my libido is NUTS, it can be weird, but for some people it’s not like that. again, completely dependent on the person. either direction or no change at all, you can expect anything. 
  14. your immune system is weaker and your body is putting a lot of energy into these changes. be aware of that, please for the love of all that’s good wash your hands, stay clear of sick people as much as you can, and try to eat and drink healthy, generally. you might catch colds and the colds can turn worse than most, but being hygienic is the best way to prevent any of that. 
  15. if you stop T, your periods will come back. some medications can’t work with T like some birth control, and before starting any medication please check in with your doctor before to make sure that it’s safe. use your best judgment and be conscious of your health.
  16. T is not an overnight experience. changes take a long time, some longer than others, and being patient is incredibly important. don’t get frustrated at your body, it’s doing it’s best. you’ll get there, some slower and some faster than others. it’s different for everyone. but you WILL get there if you want to get there. 
Harry Styles Vocal Health on SNL

Hello!  So first and foremost I wan to put out there how much I love Harry and his voice.  Dear god it’s SO COOL and unique.  I love how when he’s in good vocal health he has all these different textures to it- the gruffness of his chest voice, the purity of his falsetto, the power of his belt.  When the studio version of SOTT came out I couldn’t sing his praises enough.  His voice sounded SO HEALTHY.  He was making such good choices!!!  Everything was relaxed and well supported.  He let the song build naturally.  He MUST have gotten some solid vocal training over his break because that isn’t something that can just happen over night.  I was very impressed and very proud.  I was also a bit nervous to see if these changes would hold when he started performing live….and… looks like I had good reason to be nervous.  

Here’s the thing. There are a few reasons I’m so hard on Harry in particular when it comes to poor technique. First, compared to the other guys, his technique is the only one that’s actually physically DAMAGING.  Could the other guys benefit from proper training?  Sure.  Of course.  Every singer can.  Even those who have been singing for years still should train on a regular basis.  But the other boys’ bad habits are just that- bad habits.  They aren’t going to do long term damage, not the way Harry’s are.    The second reason is BECAUSE I know he can do (AND HAS DONE!!!!!) so much better!!   I know he’s CAPABLE of so much more and so yeah, I’m hard on him because of that. And finally, I know exactly what he’s doing physically and exactly what’s going through his mind because I have the same exact bad habits and I can see him using the same exact thought process as to why he slips into these again.

Harry is the Ultimate Performer. He wants nothing more than to put on a good show for everyone, even if that means sacrificing his own vocal health.  Now, that’s isn’t a HUGE problem…until it KEEPS happening.  Which is what happened with OTRA.  And possibly might be happening now, although that remains to be seen.  One performance of one song slips into an entire show of this slips into two shows of this slips into the entire tour and wham, you’ve got nodes.  I think the biggest problem with Harry’s performance last night is he doesn’t trust the material or HIMSELF to sell it the way it is.  He feels he needs to overcompensate and big Big and Bold right from the start and that song is not built to be sung that way.  He started at a level that he couldn’t sustain throughout the entire thing and had nowhere to go.  That’s when he ran into trouble.  

As soon as he opened his mouth, I knew it wasn’t going to go well.  Don’t get me wrong, he sounds fantastic in the beginning…but like I said, there was nothing for him to build upon because he already started it at too high a height. His voice sounded raspy to me too, raspier than usual.  That can be caused by a few things- he could have been dehydrated (you can’t sing right if you don’t pee white!), he could have been tired (we know he’s a morning person and that show is pretty late for him), he could have strained his voice at the concert the night before, he could have over rehearsed, he could have smoked a bit.  I don’t know what the cause was, but he didn’t start off the evening in the best vocal health, especially for a song that’s very difficult to sing.  I also think he KNEW that so again, he tried to overcompensate for that by pushing.  

There is so much tension throughout his whole body, particular his shoulders on up.  I’m sure a lot of that is due to nerves.  I’ve said it many times before and I’ll say it again: the SNL stage is one of the hardest venues for artists to play.  There’s something particularly rough about it.  He’s also always had problems tensing up his face when he sings, but it what was particularly striking to me was that he did it during the falsetto parts.  That should have been EASY for him to sing.  That’s something light and relaxed.  Almost a break from the tension of the rest of the song…and yet he looks like he was in pain.  Which makes me wonder if he WAS in pain.  it’s hard to tell, but it almost seems like the second time he does it he pushes it more to a mix than a pure falsetto. 

It’s notable to me how relaxed the second syllable of  “bullets” around 2:44-2:48 is compared to the rest.  THAT is what the whole thing should have sounded like.  it’s relaxed and he’s got a great vibratto on it that comes straight from the diaphragm there- compare that to how tight “bullets” are the second time he sings it in that phrase at 2:58ish-3:04.  Why did you change what you were doing, sir??? In fact, to me it seemed like he KNEW it sounded good the first time and did his cute li’l dance and then came back to it feeling like “yeah I got this…” and then tightened right back up again.  because he didn’t trust himself.  

Thennnnnn the bridge happens.  And this is what i mean by he had nowhere to go.  THIS should have been his first belt it out moment.  but he pushed too hard too quickly and his voice just…wasn’t there.  It was tired.  The first scoop up to the first “we” was off key because of it and I think he knew it which made it even worse and MORE tense to the point where he just didn’t have the vocal agility to flip into his fasletto again for “learn”.  And then we’ve got the “it’s just what we know” which was just a poor choice.  I have a feeling he nailed that MULTIPLE times in rehearsals and mannnnn if he was in good vocal health how killer would that have sounded!??!!?  But instead, we got what’s called harmonic distortion which is SUPER VERY YIKESY AND A BIG SIGN OF HOLYSHITYOU’REDOINGDAMAGE (i sincerely hope he has an appointment with an ENT this week and gets scoped to check that out).   This was another instance of him trying to put on a great show and overcompensate for what he probably felt was lackluster vocals (which for the record WERE NOT THAT BAD.  I’m picking it apart because…well, it’s what I do.  and i don’t think I would have had too much of a problem if it weren’t for the super damaging choices he ended up making).  

From there he’s thinking “Oh shit that was bad…I REALLY fucked up…better step up my game and make the end better!” and once again tries to overcompensate and push a voice that’s already been pushed to the brink.  there just wasn’t more in there for it to give.  He couldn’t sustain it.  He had already given everything that there was go to give.  

When it comes to ESNY, it was a much better performance.  I think it’s partially due to the fact that it’s an easier song to sing and partially due to the fact that he was playing guitar so he wasn’t as much in his head (Side note: CAN YOU BELIEVE HE FINALLY BLESSED US WITH HIS GUITAR SKILLS?????).  His belty part towards the end wasn’t as good as it could have been, but I think that’s just due to the fact that his voice was kinda shot and that’s the best it was going to be.  It wasn’t TERRIBLE and obviously it could have been better, but I am curious to hear the studio version to see if there’s more belting that he just wasn’t comfortable with last night.  I could have done without the facial affectations because it just adds more tension and tension is bad, kiddos  But I think it’s a stylistic choice and I’m trying to pick my battles here.  Additionally, as we’ve seen in gif form his li’l neck vein was popping out so yeah he was tensing up pretty good there…but again, it wasn’t as terrible as it could have been since the song itself isn’t as taxing vocally.  

All in all, the performances were great, especially if you’re not as picky as I am. I know this was his first time singing live in well over a year and SNL is high stress and it’s his first time out there ALONE.  I’m curious to see what happens on Graham Norton and if he improves his technique. I’m also really curious to see how he’ll be on tour as well. I do wonder if he’ll lower the key of SOTT so it’s not as taxing.  No one would really notice and it would make things a little easier on him. It’s just frustrating because I know he has it in him to do it well.  We’ve HEARD him do it well.  But he just doesn’t trust himself enough to do that and that kind of breaks my heart a little.  Thankfully, he’s young and has time to learn.  He can still break these habits and make new, healthier ones and learn to trust himself more.



B <3 

→ nudes, not flowers (pt. 2)

Originally posted by bangtannoonas

☆ pairing → Hoseok x Reader x Jungkook

genre → smut, fuckboi!au

warnings  → … voyeurism + exhibitionism, dom!junghope, power play?, dirty talk!!!, jealousy, demeaning names during sex, the threesome, & probably other warnings byE 

word count   → 10.4k 

☆ summary   →  you’re not supposed to fall for Jung Hoseok and his repertoire of awful pick-up lines – but you do. the problem is: he’s afraid of commitment, and bolts at the idea of settling down. you decide to stay far away from fuckboys, but his friend decides to test your new found resolutions

or : Jungkook wants to see how far he can push Hoseok until he snaps

→  pt i | pt ii (final) 

☆ a/n   → okay…so… this is just porn, but if you squint, there’s kind of a plot. you should probably start with pt 1 if you haven’t already!! 
+ shout out to the mutuals who encouraged the filth fest in this part esp @gxtsmxt @itsrainingmin !! we can have a prayer circle later to cleanse our souls
+ also tomorrow is my one month anniversary on tumblr :’)) thank you so much for all the love i’ve received this past month  ♡

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“How much do you love yourself? Because if you understand the value of self-love. You would never be friends with those type of people. Most of the people around here are running around empty. They have no sense of self. No sense of self-love. When I say self-love its nothing to do with celebrities, money, materialistic things and all of the things that your negative mind will probably go to. It’s nothing to do with looks, nothing to do with cars or any superficial things that one would asume could make you love yourself even more. It’s a matter of knowing your value. It’s a matter of you saying I don’t have to be around these people in these types of environments or situations in order for me to finally see the value in myself. I love me independently of how you love me. I believe in me. I know my self worth. I know clearly that I’m a child of the universe and the universe has a purpose and if it didn’t I wouldn’t be here anymore. I am here. And I have a purpose. Everyday I am a work in progress. Self-love is the cure to self-hate.”

self love - motivational video, HESMotivation

‘’What will do you, now you became a part of what you despise the most ? You have to live with the consequences of your mistakes from now on. Reflect on that, Jamison. Your life is not meaningless. This is why we saved you.’’

‘’Your chest and neck has been damaged, in this battle. We had no choice to do this surgery an–’’


‘’Then ya’ could have left me die on the battlefield. This ain’t a life I want!’’