and i will be doing that until i find one that pleases me

hello, i’m erin.

i’m really poor, my family is financially unstable all the time because my parents have walking/moving disabilities and it’s hard for them to find proper jobs since they can barely move. lately we’ve been having major financial problems. 

they both used to work until the thing i was afraid of happened; my diabetic mom’s health condition started getting worse and worse. she couldn’t handle the pressure and the bullying at work so she had to quit her job. her health is the main priority in this entire thing so i don’t blame her at all.

as for now, my father is the only source of income. his monthly salary is $150 and as you can see that’s far from enough to maintain three people. i’ve tried to get a job myself but no one wanted to hire me because i’m a minor. 

for the past few months my mom’s illness has been progressing, we even got her a wheelchair since she couldn’t walk at all. she needs a damn expensive diabetic healthcare course right now. my father works day and night just to gain some money. also, i contributed with my savings even though it wasn’t much.

however, our efforts are not enough for my mom’s medical assurance. the amount of money we have by now can provide only half a month of medicines. my dad is working all the time he doesn’t even sleep at this point, it’s a miracle if he gets at least 2 hours of sleep a day. but unfortunately it’s never enough.

i feel pathetic and useless; the tears are streaming down my face as i’m typing this and the fact that i can’t help in any way is killing me.

only money can help us in this harsh situation so if you can donate i’ll be forever thankful. 

if you can, do it through paypal. my paypal email is;

any amount will be highly appreciated, i’m not asking for much, really. also reblog this please, it does matter and i hope i’ll find people who can help.

it’s totally okay if you don’t donate, just keep my mom in your prayers please, it means a lot.

i’m desperate please help, i don’t want to lose my mother. 

thank you.

anonymous asked:

I dont know if anyone has asked this one yet but please can you write a headcanon with RFA (+V and Saeran) and MC running into MC's ex? But you know, with serious love past, maybe even ex might still love MC. Btw I just LOVE your headcanons I think Im not gonna be able to get out of your blog until I read every single one of them

Omg thank you so much! So sweet ~~ (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

And thank you for your request! I HOPE YOU LIKE IT!

Please feel free to send me a feedback, if this is NOT what you wanted, I’ll do it again in no time!
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  • You two were walking together through a park, you guys need some air after gaming so much.
  • That day was going so great, you two were laughing, joking, even running around to find each other.
  • While playing hide and seek with Yoosung (In a fucking park) you feel a hand on your should
  • “Okay…You win..My tur–” You look at the person behind you, it was not Yoosung, it was your ex.
  • You guys dated for some time, it was great, until he starts to be a douchebag…But let’s not be too detailed on it.
  • “Oh hey….” “Hey MC” He smiles “You’re beautiful…Seriously…Beautiful”
  • You are blushed now, you didn’t expect that “Thank you...” he laughs.
  • “What were you doing?” “I FOUND YOU MC” Yoosung came running, he looks at the guy, already knowing he was your ex and he hugs you
  • “It’s so good to find MY GIRLFRIEND, you know…I love to play with MY GIRLFRIEND…MC you could have another name you know, it could be…MY GIRLFRIEND”
  • The guy kind of understands so he back off, while Yoosung was looking at him, angry, holding you tightly
  • “Mine…”
  • "Yoosung you can let me go now…”
  • He looks like a grumpy little child.
  • He didn’t let you go until you guys were home.
  • “MC…I’m better than that guy right?”
  • He’s adorable.
  • You kiss his cheek.
  • He’s in heaven now.


  • So, you, him, some walk?Yeah?Let’s go jogging?
  • No, yeah? You’ll go anyway.
  • “HEY MC!” You turn around, your ex.
  • “Oh god MC…You’re so stunning”
  • Zen puts his hand around your waist, pulling you closer, looking angry.
  • “Oh hey…Long time no see.” You said,smiling.
  • Zen knew the guy and knew you two already had been in some serious relationship.
  • He doesn’t like the guy because of this fact.
  • The guy is ignoring his presence, HOW RUDE
  • Well, Zen’s the opposite of the guy, he’s calm, conservative
  • And then the guy kisses your cheek.
  • “ZEN!”
  • He grabs your hand and goes home.
  • When you two got home, he gives you a home lecture about how beasts guys can be and he was the only one gentleman and knight.
  • “But you were the one who punched someone”
  • Seven mode activate?
  • Dramatic.


  • One of your ex-boyfriends visited the cafe.
  • This was not a very comfortable situation.
  • Yeah, not at all.
  • Jaehee doesn’t look happy about it, so she excuses herself saying she need to pick something.
  • You know what is going up.
  • While your ex-was talking to you, you were thinking about Jaehee.
  • “You’re thinking about your friend, right?She seemed upset”
  • “She’s not my friend, she’s my girlfriend”
  • He guy looks really surprised, but before he could say something you go after Jaehee
  • “Hey love…I need your help back there” Jaehee look at you, smiling, understanding.
  • She gets back there and smiles to your ex “So sir, what can i do for you? Want a coffee or something?” She says smiling.
  • She realizes this ex is nothing anymore to you, well…Now it’s a client.


  • He was shopping with you, buying you some dresses, you know.
  • Until one ex touches your shoulder making you look at him, and Jumin too.
  • “Hey!” Your ex said, smiling before you could say anything Jumin replies “Hey.”
  • That was awkward.
  • “Well…Mc, what you were doing?” Your ex said, trying to ignore that...Weird conversation.
  • “I was actually buying some hmm…” You was cut because Jumin starts to kiss your neck, you laugh blushing, looking at your ex “…Buying some dresses!”
  • While your ex was talking about something you were not even listening, Jumin sucked your neck, making a mark there, making you leave a little moan by that.
  • Ok…Things are awkward…This made your ex said goodbye to you.
  • You look at Jumin, wanting some explanation
  •  "Now you have a mark…Everybody will know that you’re mine.“
  • You can’t believe this was his explanation.
  • "I can’t wait to come back home love…I’ll do even more marks”
  • Well, shit.


  • You two were laughing after getting out of a movie theater
  • Your ex stands in front of you when you and Seven were walking.
  • Seven already knew that man…His enemy!
  • Ok, he doesn’t hate the guy, but sometimes he’s a little jealous.
  • That guy already kissed your cherry lips! OMG, all man must die.
  • “MC…Is that you?”
  • “No, this is not MC…This is my girlfriend”
  • You two laughed, your ex is not understanding.
  • “Well…Mc you’re beautiful”
  • “I’m not beautiful…I’m his girlfriend”
  • After some puns, your ex excuse himself.
  • He can’t take this anymore.
  • “Seven…Do you think i’m a dork?You see the way me treat the guy…”
  • “You’re not dork…YOU’RE MY GIRLFRIEND”
  • You two are laughing, and everybody is wondering…
  • After some minutes, you two are running from the securities.


  • Well…He can’t see very well…
  • But he can listen that you were talking to somebody else.
  • He greets that person and let you two talk.
  • He trusts you, he has nothing to worry about.
  • He gives you privacy.
  • When you are back you kiss him on the cheek “Sorry for making you wait.”
  • “It was nothing, my love…” He smiles “But do you mind if i ask…Who was it?”
  • “Oh…My ex” The smile doesn’t fade away from V face 
  • “That one that you already told me?It’s good to know that you guys are good friends”
  • You smile “You’re so precious”
  • He laughs “I’m just a man who loves you”


  • Your ex approached you when Saeran was going to buy an ice cream for you two.
  • He starts to talk about you, getting closer sometimes, but it was all a friendly conversation.
  • When Saeran’s back, he looks at your ex, your ex can see death in his eyes.
  • He takes some steps back from you while Saeran is watching him “I don’t punch you because i’m holding one ice cream”
  • “I have some business to solve…"Your ex runs, while Saeran is looking at him go, how can he be scary holding ice creams?
  • He looks at you and gives your ice cream "Here…Before it melts.” You pick up and he starts to lick his ice cream, enjoying the moment, he got closer to you.
  • You laugh and he looks at you “What?”
  • “You’re so cute Saeran!”
  • He’s red now
  • Someday kid…Someday
Honestly can we please just stop with this stigma that people with psychosis are dangerous killers

Because i mean like half of my hallucinations are weird yes, but things that would make me want to kill and or hurt someone? No, i havent had any that would make me want to kill anyone. A lot of my hallucinations are actually kinda funny, like my wall in the shower will get eyes and a mouth and start talking to me, or like the moose hanging on my biology teachers wall is telling me that i should get more sleep, or just now i saw a frog just chillin on my wall next to me. I often ignore half of them because they are so ridiculous and weird that i just wait for it to be over. Yes sometimes i do get bad ones, but its usually stuff like i hear a kid crying for help and so i try and find them until i realize they dont exist, or my school fire alarm going off until i remember that im in my house. I dont have too many psychotic episodes that make me violent, so like maybe get rid of that stigma cause its not cool and really harmful.

Disclaimer: i am not at all in any way trying to insult or demean people with psychotic episodes that make them violent

Nothing frustrates me more than seeing Anakin and Padme (and the Skywalker family in general) constantly referred to as ‘dysfunctional’. 

The reasons for my frustration are twofold:

First of all, a couple or family is not ‘dysfunctional’ if they were never freely ALLOWED to function as a couple or family to begin with. (Not to mention if most of the members of said family never even KNEW they were related until well over halfway through the story!!)

Secondly, I find this interpretation of the Skywalkers to be a very limited and cynical view—one which is all-too often used to dismiss these characters and their relationships (both romantic and familial) in some way as being too ‘problematic’ to be taken seriously….or even to be viewed in a positive light at all. 

All of this seems like yet another result of people forgetting that there is SO much more to a fictional story—and to the relationships presented therein—than just the obvious layer of realism. Do the Skywalkers ‘act’ like an ideal family in our world should act? Well, no. But that is kind of the point. The context of their world never even allowed them the chance to *be* a family in the first place. And not only that, but there are symbolic elements at play here that ought to be taken into consideration before dismissing something just because it does not live up to some real-world social ideal (as tumblr is so wont to do). 

For instance, it is pretty clear that Anakin and Padme are meant to embody the Jungian/alchemical concept of the ‘Union of Opposites’. This ‘opposite’ nature does not mean that Anakin and Padme are somehow inherently incompatible—on the contrary. They are meant to be together. They need each other. On a symbolic level, they each represent two aspects of galactic rule which are *MEANT* to be in balance (the military defense/enforcement side and the democratic, truth-speaking side). Of course, we see that the galaxy as a whole is thrown drastically out of balance by Palpatine’s machinations—Anakin’s fall, along with the Fall of the Republic and the ensuing Dark Times, illustrate the devastating result of this.

It is for this reason that the end of RotJ is so important: by acting in *defense* of his son (aka acting in the manner of protector and defender as he was always supposed to), Anakin returns to his True Self, and brings balance to both the Force as well as to these two long-sundered aspects of the galaxy, and with his dying breath declares that those who love him ‘were RIGHT’ about him. He acknowledges this long-suppressed Truth (’there is good in him, I know, there’s still…’), and in doing so, symbolically joins himself with his beloved Padme once more.

The Union of Opposites is the ideal and intended outcome of the alchemical progression, aka the magnum opus….which is what the PT and OT form together. 

Cute Little Heartbreaker (1/3)

So, I finally managed to finish this little three-parter (plus epilogue), took me long enough. I will be posting the first three parts within a few days; the epilogue I’ve planned will be written soon. I’m a bit nervous, because with this one I venture into the territory of angst, which I normally don’t do. I didn’t even plan it - yeah, well. Tell that to my muse. Please let me know what you think!

summary:  Emma Swan is a vagabond. She never stays in a place longer than for six months. The night before the first day at her new job, she decides she needs a little distraction and walks into a bar looking for a one-night-stand and finds her object of choice in a good-looking guitar player. Oh, and he sings, too. From that moment on, nothing goes as planned.

rating: T (the M will have to wait until the epilogue… talk about building a climax) 

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She walks into the bar like a pantheress on the hunt, smooth her steps and elegant the moves of her limbs. And the sway of her hips? Nothing short of dangerous. The red dress she’s wearing combined with the predatory look in her green eyes is a flashing warning signal and an irresistible lure at the same time. She sits down on a bar stool and orders a whisky, then turns around to scan the room for prey. The bar is not snobbish and not tacky either, and the customers are an interesting amalgamate of all sorts. Just her kind of bar.

While she takes a sip from her whisky, she lets her gaze sweep slowly across the men, but soon she thinks it might just not be her lucky night, because she sees nothing – no one – that tickles her fancy. That is, until she sees him.

He’s sitting on a backless stool placed on a small pedestal across the room, a guitar resting on his left thigh, and his posture alone catches her attention. He holds himself upright, even though his head is bent down a little over the instrument so that the most part of his features is hidden from her scrutiny. His right foot secured on the floor, he taps the dark wood in the rhythm of his fingers moving over the strings as melodious accords are quietly pearling from his instrument. Her interest is definitely piqued. She takes another sip of her whisky and watches in fascination how concentrated he seems on his music, like he doesn’t notice there’s anyone else besides him in the room. His dark hair is falling over his forehead, mostly obstructing her view of his face which has her shifting on her seat impatiently, but then he raises his head to let his gaze wander over the crowd while his tunes get a bit louder.

His face is sharply cut with a strong jawline and a classic nose, and the slight dark ginger scruff peppering his cheeks and jaw matches the auburn highlights in his hair. His lips are full and gorgeously curved, but not looking too soft or feminine. That already would make him attractive enough to catch her attention, but what really slays her are his eyes. They are of a special shade of blue, reminding her of summer skies and forget-me-nots, and even from the distance she can see it’s the type of eyes she could easily get lost in. Framed by scandalously long black lashes a few women she knows would murder for and with thick eyebrows sitting over them, these eyes have something intense about them, and he isn’t even looking at her. She feels the little hairs at the back of her neck bristle and draws in a deep breath while her hormones are starting to take over and sing seductively into her ears what she already knows: there’s her prey of choice for tonight.

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anonymous asked:

Can I possibly request RAF and v reacting MC having panic attacks?

Panic attacks are different for everyone so I’m sorry if I forget to include a symptom! If you would like a specific one included please let me know and i will edit the post to include such ^^

- It happens while MC and yoosung are walking around his Uni campus
- He notices almost instantly when something is wrong with MC
- However he waits until they are in a more private area, he doesn’t want to embarrass MC in front of everyone, especially if the reason their behaving so strange is a personal reason
- So he waits until they are alone together
- He gets super worried all of a sudden when MC looks like their about to cry
- While holding them close he asks what’s wrong, and that’s when he finds out that MC has been having a panic attack
- Continuing to hold MC he rubs their back and asks if there is anything he can do to make it better
- MC assures him that even just being held like this makes them feel better and safer
- And so they stay like that for awhile
- MC calms down after being in yoosungs arms
- And Yoosung feels really happy that he was able to help!

- MC and zen are out at the mall, when suddenly MC seems distant
- Zen is completely oblivious at first 
- He doesn’t often get nervous about things like being in social situations 
- So he just cant figure out why MC is shaking so much, and they look pale
- He finally asks them whats wrong, and when he does he gets a half complete sentence, like MC isn’t fully there…
- This worries him even more, so he takes MC home right away 
- When they get home he asks again whats wrong, and he is met with slightly more words, explaining that MC just feels so vulnerable
- Zen then makes this connection to a panic attack
- He cuddles and coos to MC holding them close, telling them that he would never let any harm come to MC
- He will always be there to protect them, and if they ever feel like this again that they should let him know
- Eventually they came up with a hand signal that lets Zen know when MC is starting to panic

- Jaehee is very perceptive
- She suffers from panic attacks often due to stress from work, so she is able to recognize the signs as soon as they appear
- Her and MC were watching a movie, when suddenly MC seemed to go pale and began repeating words over and over
- Jaehee moved herself to MC’s side,paused the movie, and held their hands in her own
- “Im here, you’re safe…” she said firmly, making eye contact with MC while doing so 
-MC revealed that there was a scene in the movie that had triggered them, and made them panic
- And so Jaehee immediately changed the movie to a cartoon that she knew MC enjoyed
- She reassured them that they were going to be okay, that Jaehee was here now, and that it the past was the past
- They snuggled and watched the cartoon until MC calmed down completely

- Like Jaehee, he is very perceptive 
- He doesn’t necessarily know what to do though…
- So he does a quick google search, and finds some very useful information
- He sits down with MC, on a couch, offering them some tea, and then he asks whats wrong
- He tries not to put any pressure on MC throughout the conversation to answer 
- But he does ask things like that causes MC’s panic attacks, what are the signs or symptoms of MC’s panic attacks, and what they would find helpful in that moment
- As soon has MC tells him all this he begins to implement it
- Making sure to keep any eye out for every little thing, and immediately acting on it, be that getting MC to a secure location, or just giving reassuring hand holding 
- He loves MC so much, and that’s why he makes sure hes up to date with their mental health

707 / Luciel:
- He knows whats going on, but he doesn’t really know what to do either
- When he has a panic attack he mostly just delves into jokes or work
- So he is not really sure what he can do to help MC
- One day MC gets a really bad panic attack while stuck in Rika’s apartment
- Seven does his best to communicate with them over the phone and chat, trying to make sure that they don’t do anything rash
- He sends memes and speaks reassuring words, trying to make sure that MC is at least distracted instead of full panic
- and when it passes MC is grateful, but doesn’t feel like it necessarily worked the best
- So they tell 707 what they would prefer when they’re panicking, as nice as jokes are, they just provide a temporary relief for MC
- And seven listens, he understands that he doesn’t always know the answer to everything, so he takes the advice and starts using it whenever he notices MC panicking 
- The panic attacks have been a lot easier for MC to handle since

- He is prepared
- Lets get real, hes very protective, he has probably asked if MC has panic attacks before and has a list of things to do when such a thing happens
- However there are times when it catches him off guard, like if hes had a bad day or just a long day in general 
- He is always there for MC though, in fact, he has a quirk, he likes to take pictures of things he knows MC would like, such as cute animals or pretty flowers
- He likes to show them to MC when their feeling down
- This helps a lot, to see such calming things, or a puppy having fun, it just really makes it all better for MC 
- Theyll cuddle under blankets for a bit while looking at these pictures, talking about where they were taken, if V knows the names of the things taken, be that an actual pet name, or the biological name of a flower
- This leaves them both calm and collected 

Notes on an ending.

I’m going inactive until I decide what to do here. It just hurts too much to even think about Carrie right now, let alone sustain a blog that was, in part, about a story that has ended so tragically. I will never understand this. Never. I can only pray that Carrie did not suffer terribly and that she is at peace, and that her beloved ones and those who love her will find their way in her absence as best we can. 

Given the subject of this Tumblr, my thoughts also very much run to Harrison Ford, though of course, it is only one of many tremendous losses I am contemplating with her passing. Please do not @ me to talk shit about Harrison or tell me I’m focusing on the wrong thing or an unworthy topic or that I’m minimizing the loss of Carrie herself in any way, because I damn well know this is but a fraction of her tremendous story and the loss we’re all experiencing (see my Twitter if you need confirmation of that). I’m focusing on this here because this has always been a focus of my blog and I need to address it, even in a small way. If you don’t like it, jump off here and don’t look back.

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Secret Identity | Barry Allen |

Anonymous requested: Could you do a Barry Allen imagine were him and the reader are dating and the reader is batgirl but no one knows until and Barry thinks she’s hiding something so he and the team follow her until she gets to her secret hideout were they find her costume and all that and she tells them the truth and they think it’s awesome because they are fans of her batman and robin
Sure thing darling! I don’t know much about the batfamily so if I get something wrong, please let me know!

Summary: You and Barry had been dating for a while now, after you discovered that he was The Flash, but you’re hiding something from him. It’s called a secret identity for a reason.

Trigger Warnings: Mentions of blood, bruises and fighting, stabbing, swearing. This is mostly fluff though.

Originally posted by khylinrhambo

You and Barry had been dating for about a year now and you still hadn’t told him about your side job. No, you didn’t get paid in money for what you did but you got respect and admiration. But it was hard to not tell him that you were Batgirl, even harder to hide your costume from him. So you developed a secret hideout. On the outskirts of Central City, you had found an abandoned warehouse to hide your things, patch yourself up after missions and make contact with your family. 

Bruce Wayne had found you as a child. You were thirteen years old, and alone on the streets. He had come across you on his nightly patrols, beating up a couple of thugs who had tried to mug you. Bruce was going to step in but it appeared as if you had everything covered. That night he approached you, offering you a place to stay if you would help him out. So you agreed and now, a decade later, you were still doing what you could to make the world a better place. But you were lying to your boyfriend, and he knew it.

“Guys, I think Y/N is hiding something from me.” Barry announced as he sped in to the cortex. The team looked at him puzzled.

“Barry, the girl is head over heels for you. Why on earth would she hide anything from you?” Caitlin asked, confused. And it was true. There was no way you could be more in love or open with anyone else. 

“She told me she was going to hang out with F/N earlier today but I asked and they haven’t seen her at all.” Barry began to pace. Was she cheating? He didn’t know, he hoped not.

“Hey, it’s alright, we’ll find out what’s going on.” Cisco told his friend as he began to use the facial recognition scanner, hoping to find you through the city cameras. When that didn’t work, he began looking for your car, once again praying to find you before Barry burnt a hole in the floor. And the cameras did find it, a mile west of the city. 

“Right, lets go see what she’s doing.”

You winced as you began to patch yourself up. The criminals you found yourself facing were tougher than you had originally thought, and one of them had a knife. You didn’t see it coming but the knife lodged itself in your thigh. Though it was significantly harder, you caught them and turned them in to the authorities before heading back to your base. 

Now here you were, sat on a chair and trying to stitch up your wound as best you could with shaking hands. You were trying your best to concentrate, but you stabbed yourself with the needle when the door burst open.

“Holy fuck!” You exclaimed, your head snapping up to see the intruder. Barry, Cisco and Caitlin stood there, watching on in shock.

“Doctor Snow, help me, please.” You gestured to your leg, making them snap out of their daze and hurry over.

“Y/N? Y-you’re…” Barry trailed off, looking over you. You were still sat in your suit, your mask placed on the table beside you. 

“Batgirl, yeah. I wanted to tell you Barry, and I tried to, but I just couldn’t. I’m sorry, so sorry, for lying to you. I-” You were cut off when Barry placed his lips on yours to silence you. 

“This is so cool. You know Batman! And Robin! And Nightwing! And Red Hood! Wow.” Cisco broke you two away as he gushed over your family. You laughed nodding before you swore again. Caitlin had begun to fix your wound.

“I’m not mad, baby, you don’t have to apologize. I mean, it’s a secret identity for a reason, right?”

EXO Reaction when you are allergic to the sun

This is the only allergy reaction we are doing. Also I don’t know much about this one so please forgive me if I get something wrong.

I remember meeting once a girl that has this allergy, she told me it was really bad. I wish there was a cure or something. Xoxo, Ara~

/I don’t own any of the gifs used, unless stated otherwise/


*Imagines how hard it must be* “What should I do? I wanted to take her to the beach but… Thank god she told me. I need to find a solution so her health is not at risk*


*Picks you up every time you need to go out* “Don’t worry baobei, the windows are dark, they will protect you a little. Take my jacket too, I know it’s not much but it’ll help a little until we get home”


*Really worried* “We should go to the doctor… maybe there are other treatment. I know you shouldn’t be out in the Sun but I don’t want you to stay inside all your life. I want to know more… so I don’t make mistakes and put you at risk”


*Tries to make the situation bearable* “Look baobei! I got us nice clothes to wear when we go out and protect us! Look how cool this looks!”


“I know sunscreen is not enough to protect you so tell me what else should I do to keep you safe. It’s not like I’m taking you out in the middle of the day but I want to do what I can to protect my girl”


*HE suffers with you* “I’m in pain when I see what it does to you, I wish I could just heal you. But it’s okay jagi, I’m here to help, to take care of you. We are in this together”


“Maybe this isn’t the sun… but a little bit of light always help to warm our hearts. I can’t give you the sun because your body can’t take it, but I can give you my light, my love” *Bf goals I swear*


“I can’t help but feel bad baobei… All the things you must have missed because you couldn’t be in the sun… but it’s okay. You can do all those things with me. I can make everything you wish come true in the nights.” 


*Always finds himself thinking about you when he’s out* “I wonder if I can bring her here tonight. She’ll love it… I wish I could switch places with her. She deserves more than this”


*Records everything he thinks you’ll love* “Hello jagi! I know this is not much but I wanted you to see the view from this place. It’s beautiful but it would be best to have you here. Anyways, I’ll be home tonight and we can go to the movies!” *Tries everything to make you happy*


*Never thinks of it as a problem* “I guess we’ll have to make our nights our days! This is going to be a good life, you’ll see, my girl!”


“So today we’ll have a special treatment with cucumber! Come jagi! This feels so good. It will cool your skin and make it soft!” *He knows that things like that won’t probably help but he always tries to spoil you in some way*

[Masterlist] [Guideline]

Finally thinking I should post some personal magic instead of reblogs and other random crap. I call this


I had in mind to create a personal sigil in order to do various works with. It had to be general enough to work any kind of magic on it and, for me, to be aesthetically pleasing. I’ve always liked the Solomonic sigils when I was young and I find this to be reminiscent of it. Spent an hour or so drawing random things until I got something that made sense.

• The center table has a space for any work one would like to put there. From summoning to manifesting; anything you would like to put out to the universe.

• The sun and moon on either side stabilizes the center table.

• The bottom holds the earth and shows you from where you stand, the material realm. The center table, under the stabilization of the sun and moon transcends the work to the infinite at the top.

There’s plenty of space to put any other symbols or sigils around the main work to strengthen it. It can be drawn on the ground, or on a paper or with any other spell. I personally enjoy it on its own with a simple prayer to go along with it.

Utilize it as you will, witchy tumbls! May you all be happy and prosperous in your art!


Gavin: Michael Vincent Jones you message me right now and tell me if you’re alright
Gavin: I can’t find you on the cameras and you’ve scared me half to death and I’m worried

Michael: Pinned down
Michael: In an alley west of the warehouse

Gavin: Alright I can see you now I’m going to come get you
Gavin: Okay Michael?
Gavin: Just stay alive until I can get there
Gavin: Please don’t die

Michael: Shit Gav don’t
Michael: Send Ryan
Michael: There’s too many

Gavin: There’s no time boi I’m the only one here and the only one close enough no one’s answered any of my texts and I’m not leaving you to it!
Gavin: ETA 25 and counting
Gavin: Do. Not. Die.

Michael: I can handle it, Gav! I’m hiding out, they’ll lose me.

Gavin: I don’t like your odds. And they have back up coming. So now, you do too. I put out and all alert to the crew, someone will come. Just stay where you are and I’ll get you, Michael.

Michael: I don’t like this.
Michael: Be careful. Don’t get killed saving my ass.

The Mavin Valentine’s Day Extravaganza - Part 1 (2) (3) (4)(5)

anonymous asked:

how about nurseys family hcs like you did with dex's

okay i have a lot less Feelings about nursey’s family in comparison to dex’s, maybe because it has less people in it or adorable siblings, but you can find my dex family headcanons here and here are my nursey ones

anyway it’s pretty widely accepted in the fandom that nursey has two moms and i too love this headcanon so we’re going with it

his birth mother is called ines nurse, she moved to new york from morocco when she was pregnant with nursey and she’s the ceo of a new york financial insurance company. because of this as a family they are very well off and she is a Business Badass, basically. she raised nursey by herself until the age of seven when she met her wife and nursey’s second mom

nursey’s stepmom is called jiaying or “jia” samara and she’s a saudi-arabian/chinese woman and was ines’ secretary, which is where they met, but jia left the company after they got married and decided to start selling her paintings; nursey always jokes this is where he got his artsy side

his dad, nadim, moved back to morocco when nursey was a baby after he realised he didn’t want to stay in the usa with ines, but they came to a mutual decision that he should go back. nursey has only met him twice and has very little opinion on him, but he often jokes to anyone who will listen that he's “gotta thank him for these good looks”

anyway nursey is an only child and spent a lot of his childhood by himself, with his nanny jacqueline, or with his various hockey teams throughout the years. his heart kind of melts when he sees dex with all his siblings because he’s always wanted brothers or sisters, but he loves his moms with all his heart and he will always protect their little family

Gabriel Fluff

word count: 966

Pairing: Gabriel x Reader

Warnings: Extreme fluff

A/N: this was requested by an anon and I’m so sorry because I totally changed the whole aspect of it, if you want me to redo it or do another one please send me a message. Sorry I made it more fluffy than it should have been! Also, requests for imagines/oneshoits are open.

Summary: Meeting Gabriel at your job at a bar, falling in love with him and finding out he’s a angel.

Working as a bartender was mostly boring and often the people in which you encounter are extremely sleazy and treat you with no respect. Day after day you would turn up to work, be treat like an object for hours, go home, sleep and repeat for the next day. Until one day, you met Gabriel.

“I need a refill, hottie,” one of the regulars slurred as he slammed his 4th empty glass down on the table.

Sighing, you refilled his drink hoping that one day he would leave and never come back.

“Hey, can I have a glass of your strongest liquor please,” a smooth new voice filled your ears.

You looked up to be met with beautiful whiskey eyes which felt like they were looking at your soul.

After a few seconds you snapped back into reality realising you had been staring into his eyes. Embarrassed, your cheeks flushed red and you turned around to grab the drink for him. You poured it into his glass as he said with confidence, “My names Gabriel.”

“Y/N Y/LN,” you returned with a smile.

“Ah, a beautiful name for a beautiful person.” As cheesy as it was, it caused you to giggle.

That night you and Gabriel spent hours talking and getting to know each other. That was the best night you had ever worked at the bar and even today it is still one of your favourite memories.

“…and the funny thing is, my brothers totally in love with this guy and neither of them know,” Gabriel joked causing you to giggle.

You looked over to the clock to see that closing time was supposed to be half an hour ago. Panic filled your body as it always took ages to get everyone out of the bar and if your boss found out you would surely be fired.

Gabriel must have noticed the drop in your face as he asked with concern “are you okay?”

“Yeah it’s just, I enjoyed talking to you so much that I totally forgot the time and I’m half an hour late closing up the bar. Also, you don’t know how long it takes to get all these drunks out of here. If my boss finds out he’ll kill me,” you said with annoyance and panic.

“Hey, it’s okay,” he looked up into your eyes, “I’ll help you get them out of here, you go get the keys.”

You didn’t know it at the time, but that was the first time Gabriel ever used his angel mojo to help you. He got rid of everyone within the bar with a click of his fingers and made himself look busy for when you came back with the keys.

“I still can’t believe you managed to move all them drunks so quickly,” you murmured in disbelief to Gabriel as you locked up the bar.

“What can I say sweet cheeks, I’m the drunk whisperer,” he smiled goofily making you laugh.

“I really enjoyed today Gabriel,” you looked up into his enticing whiskey eyes.

“Me too sweetie,” he rubbed the back of his neck.

You reached into your pocket and pulled out a pen before grabbing his hand. You tried to ignore the electricity you felt when you touched but the connection you felt was intense. You pulled up his sleeve and wrote down your number on his arm.

“Call me okay?” you asked before kissing his cheek and walking away, leaving behind a smiling yet flustered angel.

Gabriel called you the very next day and you spent hours talking like you did the night before. You felt as if you had spent your whole life with him. He popped into the bar more and more after that as he knew how much you hated working there alone (and he would never admit it, but he didn’t like leaving you in a place like that alone either).

Over time, your feelings grew stronger for Gabriel as did his for you. Every second spent without each other felt like an eternity.

You slammed the door closed of your house and dropped your keys in the bowl sighing after a long day at work. I have no clue why I still work there. You walked into the living room to see Gabriel standing there and the smile from your face dropped.

From behind Gabriel you saw two broad, golden wings stretching across the length of your apartment.

Gabriel tried to focus on your eyes but he was extremely distracted by how bright and beautiful your soul looked, he then noticed the scared, panicked look on your face.

“Y/N, are you okay?” he rushed up to you trying to touch you but you cautiously took a step back, “what’s wrong?”

“Y-you… Wha… How?” you stuttered looking at the stunning Golden wings coming from behind Gabriel.

He followed your line of sight and his eyes went wide as he realised you was looking straight at his wings.

“You can see my wings?” Gabriel asked with shock. “It makes sense why your soul is so bright now,” he murmured to himself.

“I… What does this mean? What are you?”

“Y/N, I’m so sorry I never told you before. I’m an angel, and the reason you can see my wings is because you’re my soulmate. I should have told you sooner, you probably hate me now and- “

You cut him off by connecting your lips with his. Emotions were running through your body, confusion, admiration but most of all love. You deepened the kiss filling it with more passion as electricity ran through your body until eventually you both pulled away.

“So that’s how you managed to get rid of all them drunks the night we met,” you joked causing him to laugh before pulling him into a kiss again.

Take Me Back, Please?

Request: Can you do one were Grant cheats on the reader and the reader finds out and Grant does everything to make it up to her..?

Author: Cailynn

Word Count: 1,234


“Is something happening between you and Grant?”

I almost choked on my coffee at the openness of the question. Candice looked at me with concern-filled eyes. Thoughts of all the missed dates and late nights waiting for him ran through my mind.

“ I mean, we aren’t in our best place right now. He’s been missing a lot of dinner dates which has lead to fights. Other times, he’s not coming home until the late hours of the night but he never tells me where’s he’s been.” Tears pricked their way around my eyes and I began to shake due to the painful memories. Candice and Danielle wrapped their arms around me, running their hands up and down my back in attempt to console me.

“Oh (Y/N), I’m sure everything is going to be fine. Grant loves you so much. If I knew you were going to get so upset, I wouldn’t have asked, it’s just Grant has been acting a little strange and we were concerned,” Candice stated still trying to comfort me.

“No, it’s fine. I’m just afraid that we’re falling apart and I don’t want to lose him,” I said, my voice still shaking from the present tears. Danielle rubbed her hand up and down my arm. “Well I guess I better get home, since Grant is actually there.” I picked up my purse and walked out of Candice’s apartment.


When I got back home, I noticed an unknown car parked in our driveway. I opened the door and took my shoes off, quietly closing the door behind me. The comfort of mine and Grant’s shared home filling me with instant relaxation.

Suddenly, I heard a high pitched squeal coming from upstairs. I walked upstairs to fulfill my curious mind. Standing outside of the bedroom door, I heard excessive moaning and panting. Tears began to collect around my eyes as I opened the door to confirm my suspicions. There he was, Grant was having sex with another girl in our bed. Neither of them noticing my presence, I walked into the closet and grabbed my suitcase. When I heard the moaning stop, I turned and looked towards the bed and made eye contact with the random girl.

“Grant, baby, who is that on the floor with a suitcase,” the girl said, causing Grant to stop his actions and look over. Grant quickly got off the girl and started putting his clothes on.

“Get out!” He shouted at the girl and pointed towards the door. He made his way over to me and started taking clothes out of my suitcase. Tears flowed freely from my eyes as I put the clothes back into my suitcase. Grant pulled my shoulders, forcing me to make eye contact with him. My puffy, red eyes matched similarly to his as he wrapped me in his embrace.

“I’m so sorry (Y/N), it was an accident.”

“Oh, so putting your penis into someone’s vagina is an accident? No, Grant, It’s not an accident! Why did you do it? Am I not good enough for you?” I shouted at his sobbing form, stuttering over several words. Grant looked at me with sympathetic eyes, and pulled me into his embrace again.

I yanked myself out of his tight embrace, beating his chest with my fists. He made an effort to wrap his arms around me again, tears rolling down his face. He ignored the punches that I was throwing into his rib cage. I sobbed harder as he tried to pull me closer, me pushing him away with all the strength left within me. I was too weak to let go. After giving up resisting, I let him engulf me into his arms. Tears continually fell from both of our eyes, mine soaking his chest.

“Why?” I let out softly after a while of silent crying between the two of us. He let out an exasperated sigh. “Why?” I repeated. I felt one of his warm tears fall onto my shoulder. He didn’t say anything, because he didn’t know why. I stood up, leaving him sitting on the bed.

“(Y/N), please don’t go. I-I love you,” Grant pleaded as tears fell from his eyes. I shook my head, whimpering at his soft and broken words. Without looking back, I shut the door and left.


After a while of driving around, I found myself back at Candice’s apartment. I parked my car and knocked on her door.

“(Y/N)! What happened?”

The once silenced tears began to speak again. I through my arms around Candice in a search for comfort. She lead me inside and sat me on her couch.

“(Y/N), tell me what happened.” Candice spoke in a soft tone. I attempted to calm myself down and I wiped away my tears. “G-Grant… Grant cheated on me. When I got back to our house today, I walked into our bedroom and I caught him there with some random girl.” Sobs rushed over my body once again.

Candice’s arms wrapped themselves around my body. “How could Grant do this,” Candice asked loudly, “(Y/N), he won’t get away with this. Just wait until I'm  at set in a couple of days and I’ll make sure I give Grant a piece of my mind.” Candice’s furious mini-speech made me let out a small laugh. “Well, before I bore you with the details of how your ex will regret what he has done, you must be exhausted. Go to my spare room and get some rest,” Candice said, noticing my yawning.


I was awaken in the middle of the night by shouting coming from the living room. I open the door to where there is a little crack so I can hear better.

“Please Candice, I’m begging. Just let me see (Y/N).” Grant. Why was he here? He has already caused enough distress.

“No Grant. You had one job and that was to be true. I know her and you’ll never find anyone as trusting or as kind. You’ve really messed up.”

I walked out of my room and down the small hallway making myself known. Grant looked over Candice’s shoulder and stared at me. His hair was disheveled, pieces sticking up all around his head. His eyes were not their usual bright green, in fact, they were red and puffy. His cheeks were still wet from his tears. At the sight of me, Grant’s tears started again. Candice turned to me, “(Y/N), go back to sleep. I’ll get rid of him.”

I pushed past Candice and made my way to Grant. “No, I feel like I should let him explain himself.” I looked at Grant. There was a moment of silence between us. “Well, start explaining,” I said crossing my arms.

“(Y/N), I’m so sorry about what I did. Even before I started missing our dates, we were fighting non-stop. I thought that I wasn’t making you happy anymore. I was so afraid that you were going to leave me. Look at where we are compared to where we started, I know I don’t deserve you (Y/N). Take me back, please?” Grant’s eyes were cloudy with tears.

“You get one more chance but if you pull a stunt like this again, we’re through.” Grant pulled you into a tight embrace and kissed you passionately.

“That’s all I’m asking for, love.”

You Gotta Be Kidding Me (Part Nine - THE END)


Hey there, can you please do a crossover with supernatural and criminal minds where the reader is Sam and Dean’s sister and is dating Reid and Sam and Dean don’t think Reid is good enough for their sister, that is until Reid saves their asses from a supernatural beast. The brothers then find out that the reader told Spencer everything about her past when she had to save Spencer from a vampire on one of their dates together and that the reader trained him to recognize and hunt the supernatural.

@your-not-invisible-to-me​  @sonicscrewdriverandtulips @team-barry​ @cool-bluemoon @wolfiehunters@jared-jensen-misha-are-lovelyy@salamander-falls@1989impalasat221b@justshutupandread24@barnesgasm@allyp1023@chvck-shvrley@jijsku​ @wayward-fandom-trxsh  @your-not-invisible-to-me@thebadassbitchqueen @immundusspiritu

A/N: Wow. My first completed series. I am not sure how I feel about this. I am quite sad and happy. It’s been a wild ride and hole you’ve enjoyed it as well. 


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Kasia: Molly are those all for you? I’m assuming yes after the stressful day you’ve had.

Molly: Hahaha no no please take one! GUYS GET IN HERE I’M GOING TO DO A QUICK TOAST!

Molly: Each and everyone one of you would make a fine husband or wife, but it’s exciting as well as sad that I will be narrowing you down until I find my perfect match. I’m so lucky to have you all, and I truly hope to form lasting friendships with you all. Have a goodnight everybody!

Marceline: Also I live here now! ME GET TO MAKE LASTING FRIENDSHIPS TOO.

Molly: Oh yeah and I want Marceline to stay… as long as she’s on her best behavior.

So if you guys haven’t figured it out by now, I’m beyond poor. I really don’t have money to eat, or even get rides. My school charged me with a late fee that couldn’t have came at worse time, I have no way of paying for this. All I need is $40, I won’t ask for anymore than that but if you feel generous enough to give more than that I’d be more than grateful. Please just help me get this $40 by at least 6'o'clock so I don’t get charged with a overdraft fee by the bank. If I get a overdraft fee until I can pay it back I will be in immense trouble. I know I’m always begging but it’s honestly the only thing I can think of doing. I haven’t received any donations before and that’s understandable but I really hope one of you can find it in your hearts to help me out this one time. I really need to pay this off, I have no money.

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Fairy Tail x Chubby MC head canons

Okay so school has been crazy and on my small breaks I’m going to manage to do as many request as possible, so please be patient if you sent in a request, anyways thanks for sending in request! I love the super creative ones i’ve been getting! 


  • Okay so Natsu is not the type to judge anyone based on their body structure and we all know it
  • he could be talking to a two headed monster and not notice until someone else points it out
  • Natsu is physical af so he’s always hugging chubby MC
  • tbh he’s always finding excuses to squish MC’s cheeks
  • “Natsu! Stop touching my face!”
  • “No! You can’t make me !”


  • Gray is defensive af of chubby MC
  • they are his adoration and he’s always wanting to start a fight if anyone even looks at MC wrong
  • MC gets mad at him sometimes because he can be a little paranoid but they understand that all he wants to do is defend them
  • the ice wizard makes sure that everyone knows that MC is their significant other which means that he’s too touchy in public

Loke ( Leo the Lion)

  • okay so Loke is one smooth mother fucker, thus the pick up lines never stop
  • “Loke we’re dating! You don’t really have to try to hit on me anymore”
  • “Try and stop me, beautiful”
  • he’s always telling other people that the more the women the more there is to love
  • “SHUT UP Loke, Shut up” is the only thing going through MC’s head
  • Like i mean it can be cute but in public it’s kinda embarrassing,right ?

so i’m going to extend this hc list but i’m super short on time ! I will work hard you guys!

enjoy Gray, NAtsu and Loke for now