The second you saw golden
blonde hair and the Jace Wayland’s arm on Alec’s shoulder,youknew that
something went wrong on a mission that day.You suddenly started to run to them
after you whispered Jace’s name.When you arrived where they were,Alec couldn’t
resist on Jace’s weight so Jace struggled with walking.But you hardly grabbed
him so he didn’t fall.
asked to Alec while Jace was breathing fastly but weaker.
‘’The demon pushed him
against the wall.While doing that demon’s claw cut his chest.He lost a lot of
blood but I somehow managed to stop the bleeding before he passed out-‘’
You grabbed Jace and he
started lying on the flor but you grabbed his head and put it on your lap.He hardly
opened his eyes.
‘’Not now but you will
be.’’You said erasing the dirt on his forehead.You looked at how much pain he
had and that destroyed you.After 4 years of liking him afar and him not knowing
it killed you inside but seeing him in pain literally destroyed you.
He smiled weakly then
held your hand.
‘’Let’s take him to the
infirmary room Alec.Come on.’’You said letting his head go softly.Alec grabbed
him and you called Izzy while you were going to the infirmary room.
After calling Silent
Brothers for help and 2 hours of treatment,Jace was put in sleep,and carried to
his room.You refused to go back to your room and went to his.
You sat next to him for
hours,just watching him while he’s asleep.His blonde hair shined and all you
wanted to do was stroking it.So you did.
3 hours later Jace opened
‘’Y/N?Why are you here?I’m
okay.’’He said looking at you.
‘’I know,I just wanted to
be here.I couldn’t sleep,I was worried about you.’’
‘’I know how that feels.’’He
said.’’It happens to me too when I’m worried about you.’’
You gave him a confused
look.When he’s worried about you?’’Wha-‘’
He cut you off.’’Nevermind,can
you help change this bandage?It’s already way too bloody.’’
‘’Yeah sure.’’You got a new
bandage from his nightstand and started to remove the ol done.While you
removing the bandage,you gave yourself time to look at him.You looked at his
runes,scars,abs.You realized that you loved every inch of him
unconditionally.The time you have given yourself ended with Jace grabbing your
‘’I’m sorry,I can’t do
‘’I can’t just sit here
acting like I’m chill while you’re so close to me.I can’t act like I don’t feel
anything while everywhere you touch tingles.I’m sorry,I can’t act anymore.’’
You were still next to
him on his bed on your knees.You hand was so close to his cheek and he was still
holding it.The things he said made you frozen and the only thing you could say
was ‘’Then don’t.’’
The second you said that
he smashed his lips into yours after looking at them for a good ten seconds.You
wrapped your arms around his neck and wrapped his around your waist.That’s what
his lips tasted like you thought.The question you spend thinking about it for
ours was answered.
When you pulled away from
the kiss,he was still holding you close to his body.
‘’The moment that I saw
you,4 years ago when you came to instutute,I thought that I never saw nobody
sparkled the way you did.And 4 years later,still to this day,you are the only
thing shining to my eyes.’’He said whispering.
‘’I remember that day.One
of the most unforgettable days in my life.Sometimes when I look at you I still see
that bold blond 13 year old dude who I fell in love with.And after 4 years I still
love you just like the moment I saw you.’’
‘’I love you too.’’He
said before giving you a soft kiss and smile.Looking at those beautiful eyes
without trying to avoid them was all you’ve ever wanted in life and you got it
Jace Wayland has been
always unpredictable.He would go to missions without saying anything or asking
permission.He would break the rules every once in a while even without
thinking.But you would always be there to pack him up when he did something
I’m the princemarxfucker of Lon’qu-thirsters. Make no mistake. I will fight anyone who thinks of Lon’qu as anything less than thE BEST husband I will fight you regardless because I get embarrassingly jealous over Lon’qu I w i l l f i g h t
Just for fun, let’s do one where we pretend that the
Warehouse came back from the explosion and everybody lived happily ever after…
this can probably go into my “they made Helena a Regent” bucket. For some vague
sense of consistency. Anyway, if that had happened, some agent and some Regent
might have gone on vacation together every now and then. But just because
you’re living happily ever after in a general sense, that doesn’t mean your
vacation will go as planned, right? This should be another one that’s
reasonably short and, one hopes, a bit sweet: an interrupted vacation, an
artifact, maybe a friendly wager. People talk to each other. Nothing of great import.
(This is in fact for @blackfoxreddog. Down payment of sorts on an IOU.)
It is not, Helena tries to admonish herself into believing,
that she minds seeing Pete and Claudia. It is not that at all. It is not even
that she minds eating lunch with Pete and Claudia, despite the abysmal table
manners exhibited by both of them. It is simply that she and Myka have been
alone for four days, and had anticipated being alone for four more. Yet here
Pete and Claudia are.
She hears Myka tell them, “San Francisco is lovely. We’re
“San Francisco is
lovely,” Helena affirms. “We are
They gaze across the table at Pete and Claudia, who both
wince. Claudia says, “If you’re gonna be all weird and formal, you should’ve
just told us to buzz off. We would’ve understood.”
“That would have been impolite,” Helena points out.
Pete snorts. “Like that ever stops you.”
Helena entertains the notion of proving his point by
stabbing him with her butter knife, but Myka grabs her arm and says, “It’s just
that, you know, we’d sort of gotten out of the whole Warehouse… thing.”
“It’s not like anybody planned
that ping in Cupertino,” Claudia says. “And you should probably be happy that
Artie didn’t make you two take care of it, seeing as how you were already
“We’re on vacation. We wouldn’t
have taken care of it,” Myka tells Claudia. Helena is gratified by the speed
with which that response came. She sets her butter knife down and takes Myka’s
hand. She is gratified once again by the speed with which a smile engulfs
I was tagged by my two of my queens @leelakoiwolff & @newjapan. I am so unreliable with these things but it’s a day later and I am finally getting around to doing it, so here we go!
five things you’ll find in my bag:
Gum, I always have gum because I’m a socially awkward human being and chewing gum helps distract me from the crippling anxiety I feel in certain situations and gives me fresh breathe.
Headphones, I listen to music 99% of the time and I feel lost without headphones especially when I’m exploring or on a trip by myself. Also helpful for when I want to avoid social interaction (I’m so anti-social)
Wallet, I always carry around my wallet even when I’m broke as fuck because I always need ID now that I’m 18 in New Zealand because I literally still look and feel like I’m 13 (literally how am I a legal adult)
Cigarettes, It’s not a habit I would encourage anyone to pick up and if you’re triggered stop reading here. I use cigarettes as a way of coping with anxiety or emotions when I feel like I’m on the verge of breaking down, they’re my way of calming myself down without physically leaving a scar.
Journal & Pen, I’m a massive poetry writer and I find it easy to just write my thoughts down whenever I’m on a long bus ride or I’m out alone at the park.
five things you’ll find in my room:
Candles, I need candles.
A pile of my journals & artbooks
Bed (I spend more of my time there than anywhere else)
five things I’ve always wanted to do:
Go to Japan!
Get a puppy
Attend a NJPW show (was wwe but yeah nah)
Travel around South America
Get my poems published (lol I probably won’t happen)
Getting extremely tried of Louis always being unhappy with whatever Zayn does or doesn't or did. Just move on man.
Well, as with any break-up, it takes time to heal. But I read the gif I posted quite differently.
Here’s Louis (below) pretty much the entire time Liam was talking about Zayn. Liam said, in part, “It was [Zayn’s] decision in the end, and he made it for the right reasons for himself. If he didn’t feel he could do this anymore, and wanted to take a break, and do something himself – that’s absolutely fine, everyone deserves the right to do so, and we wish him the best of luck.”
But then the interviewer said: “Have you guys ever felt like that?
my mother was in the room when i was raped and knew it was happening but she was more interested in drugs than she was in me. I know she was addicted, but that can't be an excuse can it? I was 5. I'm 17 now and I've never told anyone about it, nor have I addressed her about it. I moved out of her house fully and moved in with my grandparents when I was 13 for other reasons, but I still have to look her in the face once a week and it still makes me feel ill. How can I deal with it? I can't do it
that’s a really hard situation and I’m so sorry. i would recommend talking to your mother about it if at all possible, just to clarify whether she was truly aware that happened or not. this sounds like someone you two need to talk about if at all possible.
i wouldn’t say her being on drugs is an excuse to let you get raped at all. that’s fucking awful, whether she was aware or not. so your feelings toward her actions are one hundred percent valid and you have every right to be angry and upset with her.